#both martyrs for god
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does anyone else find the story of cain and abel tragic not just for abel, but for cain as well?
i mean, they were brothers, they grew up hand in hand. tiller and shepherd. one raises life out of the dirt, the other puts the life back into it. they loved each other, so much that abel died, so much that cain killed him.
abel was a tragedy of a child prodigy, the golden child. he was favored chosen again and again, to the point where he was killed. he was as innocent as the livestock he sacrificed. a shepherd into the lamb. he never meant to be, he loved his brother. he loved his brother when they were kids, he loved his brother when they were offering to god, he loved his brother when he followed him into the field, he loved his brother even as he died.
cain was a tragedy of a child pushed aside. how many times had he noticed his brother getting favored? did he know he was undesired, that his effort would never be enough? cain didnt know about murder, it wasnt a thing. did he know how abel choses his sacrifices? did he see how he took the prettiest, most well kept lamb of the flock and took it to god? did he see how god favored the crimson from the lamb more than the gold of his wheat? did he lay abel out as a sacrifice? hoping that in the crimson of his brother, so perfect and good like the lambs he offers, cain would finally be enough?
#idk man#cain and abel are just tragic#both martyrs for god#im no english major#or history major#so what do i know#bible#cain and abel#bible analysis
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Yâall ever think about if Sora falls to darkness that inside his heart will look like the Destiny Islands falling again
#i do a lot#kingdom hearts#one of the biggest reasons i think weâll see something like this in canon. briefly at least#not only would parallel ddd w venâs heart/armor no longer there to protect sora#and roxas and xion gone from soraâs heart too. so sora would be alone#and actually there as opposed to in the RoL/awake when riku dives in#but also there is no way nomuraâs gonna pass up the chance to bring us full circle like this. he loves making his characters revisit/relive#worlds and memories like this to make a point. and soraâs heart was sunset in ddd⌠following kh1 the dark and stormy night comes next#The thought of sora and riku reaffirming their love and friendship here when it broke the first time the islands fell#both of them having to in a way relive this horrible night for the final time#but riku doing the total opposite of last time. trying to save sora trying to stop the darkness from consuming everything#being totally honest with sora. reaching his hand out for sora but this time heâs not being consumed by darkness.#heâs become the light in the darkness. and they finally reach each other they finally grasp hands. Iâm chewing on glass#i donât think sora would âfallâ to darkness in the traditional sense#thematically i think it makes more sense for him to be faced w another martyr choice#though his own negative feelings would still be tangled up in there. and this would parallel kh3#and if sora chooses to let darkness into his heart to save others itâd also parallel kh1 w riku choosing to open the door/let the darkness#into destiny islands at the risk of others#god itâd be just like kh1 but weâd be playing as riku and heâd be the one looking frantically for sora#a reversed dynamic. but now they understand each otherâs pain and feelings so they can reach each other#figuratively and literally#i love parallels i love symbolism i love themes kick my ass !!!!
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batman: gotham knights #2
âHer experience of being trained almost from birth as an assassin leaves her less than fully able to acknowledge her own capacity for good. Not for doing good. But for being good. He knows all of his partners, sometimes better than he knows himself. He knows, for instance, that if DickâNightwingâhad disobeyed his order to come back to the ship, it would have been because of his need to be usefulâand because of his unabating desire to demonstrate his filial loyalty. He knows that ifâTimâRobinâhad come back, it would have been because of his empathy, his inability to leave someone else in harm's way. Jason, the one he lostâhe was headstrong and disregarded orders as a matter of rebellious individuation. Batman doesn't want to lose another one, which is why he wishes he didn't so well understand what brings this one back.â
#im gonna throw up.#bruce & cass#the recognition of oneself in the other and the despair at knowing what cass feels.#theyre both always going to be children with blood coating their hands and guilt devouring their minds.#they're both always going to blame themselves. bruce for not preventing the deaths of his parents. cass for taking a life.#despite it being irrational. he was a child and thats all they knew and were raised for.#the martyr complexes and how people would call them suicidal for the way they live for others with neglecting their own well-being.#forever heedless of the costs to themselves#they literally make me feel insane GOD !!!!!!#c: batman: gotham knights | i: 2#crypt's panels#batman#bruce wayne#cassandra cain#batgirl
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Loki, the Martyr, the Result. Loki.
Loki Moodboard trilogy: 1 | 2 | 3
#marvel#loki#thor the dark world#loki tdw#tdw loki#shdfkshdfjhs gods help Idk what title to put#the martyr the result? idjsdhfkhsdjfk this sounds too harsh I want to make it like a bit more hopeful#bc yeah holy shit what he's gone thru but tecnically he gets to go freebie at the end ? ish?#do not talk to me about ragnashit I don't Care#actually yeah I'm adding the both titles then the name#reivindication style#go girl go#ksjdhfjkshdf#idk what I'm doing can u tell?#my moodboards#my moodboard#moodboard#moodboards#and tha'ts the trio! heh!#out he goes
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#im posting this on the art blog so people can see my vision. do you get me#rain world#sliver of straw#bugsnax#lizbert megafig#bugsnax lizbert#LIKE. JUST HEAR ME OUT OK. JUST HEAR ME OUT#also. they were both 'pioneers' (sliver finding the triple affirmative#and lizbert leading the expedition to snaktooth)#and i guess like. both were martyrs? if im using that word correctly#triple affirmative again / the ending of the game#FUCK I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT LIZBERTS TEETH#GOD DAMNIT
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anyone else find the lyric
If you let me I will catch fire To let your glory and mercy shine
extremely sobering considering the direction Paramore has gone in?
#When I consider how we basically all live in the public sphere on social media and everyone has the opportunity for 15 minutes of fame#I think about the power of words to influence. both the world and ourselves.#because. the verse will come true. undeniably it will.#but will God be glorified by her salvation or her judgment?#will it be a holy fire; a tongue of fire; the martyr's fire? or a destroying fire; the lake of fire?#is it a refining fire or the fire of Icarus?#His glory and mercy shine through both#if those 15 minutes come for me will I prophesy against myself?#x#Paramore#analysis#Christianity
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i have my preferences and im outspoken abt it, but i do dislike really negative/whiny/irony-poisoned ppl in wrestling fandom. like, i wish all of their faves went to the company they hate. thats one of the few things that does happen often.
i was giggling when ricochet went to aew, not because im particularly fans of him (the guys seems alright tho. nothing hateable in him) but because seeing the most insufferable ppl on reddit cry abt him going to aew and stupidly pretend he was never good anyway is genuinely fun for me. what idiots. when ricky starks show up on nxt, i'll be enjoying it as well because now its tumblr's most insufferable ppl's turn to cry and whine about how ricky is shackled in a prison or whatever. hue and cry girlies <3
#like in the case of aew. god forbid a guy wants to work in a company with ppl who knew from the indies and play off the greatest hits#and alternatively with ricky's situation... yall whine about him not getting used... getting hate and no friends from the locker room...#and then whine and cry when he tries again at a different company where his old mentor was???#i dont get it. i swear i think wrestling fans both from wwe and aew side just likes it when a talent is treated terribly and got martyred#because of bad management. instead of cheering when something goes right or they have a fresh start.. like yknow... what normal fans do#wrasslin#fandom wank
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I need to draw Gabe in his New Vegas fit- its some priest vestments (I know they aren't in game I'm using my powerful imagination) with leather armor peices he took from his armored Vault suit over the top. Of course he still has his spiked knuckles but he also has a rifle with some rosary beads wrapped around the stock.
#can you tell he's clinging to religon as a justification for all the hell hes been through?#its an intresting guy because he needs something to believe in#and its not going to be himself#so its his mother's faith#does he beleive in God? he doesnt know but he pretends at least goes through all the motions plays up his devotion#he wants to be a man his dad would be proud of#and he was raised Christian so leans into it#he doesnt like talking about religon though#if someone were to ask about it he'd give the most basic answers and remove himself from conversation as soon as possible#he doesnt try to recruit because for him pleasing God (and his father) has brought him so much pain#and hes convinced hes damed to hell regardless so being devoted wont save anyone why so curse them with this burden#its both familair and safe and a burden that sits on his shoulders like a tonne of bricks#its one of the reasons hes got such a martyr complex#anyway if u read all this tags im kissing and holding ur hand as we skip through a meadow#oc: gabriel
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Wait hold on scratch that regularly scheduled programming and that 10 morbillion years reveal this is an EAS Broadcast except it's not that at all and it's just more OC art (also old)
They are NOT this cuddly or even romantic (to me at least, I just can't see it as romantic) in their current iterations in fact my feelings on their relationship is complicated (me below for reference)
#tropical's art#digital art#art#They make me so so so so ill like ewww#They are sooo gross and both on the aromantic spectrum (including me did you guys know that? That's crazy)#Their relationship is strange and a form of subconscious escape and wanting companionship and desire and rage and#Abandoning the other for a martyr savior-complex assigned goal#And the coveted cannibalism of course can't go wrong with that#Jace has a weird thing towards death specifically being sacrificed through consumption due to childhood shenanigans#And The Curse kinda just eats gods because that's its prey obviously#So in this scenario Jace is kinda like its god and therefore its prey BUT it doesn't want to consume him#And Jace doesn't even think it would be right to die by The Curse cause that's not how he's supposed to die#And yet he wants to die like that but that would be against his chosen fate (he is sooo normal)#Does any of this make sense? I'm rambling here#I just think the guys in my brain are neat :]#Basically the 1977 Blackout that happened in NYC is VERY important I just won't tell how
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polite and gentle reminder that it is perfectly okay to not say anything about any particular subject, because moralising about events and people that are not real on the internet does not in fact make you a defender of the good and righteous, but instead just makes you and the people around you miserable when everybody inevitably has to hash out the same argument again and again to no avail
#idk how to explain that HAVING an opinion about something does not mean that you have to SAY it#especially not in public spaces both irl and online#freedom of thought is of course your untouchable right - you can think whatever you like about anything#regardless of anyone else's demands#but like..... having an opinion or a moral stance abt something does not necessitate verbalising it#loudly proclaiming your opinion - however right you think you are - does not turn you into a hero or a martyr#everyone just sighs and says 'oh for god's sake we've already been over this'#you can complain about whatever u like in the privacy of ur own dms or discord server etc etc#of course you can#but really..... MUST we rehash arguments that have already happened a million times over..... AGAIN.....#this is not about any one person or any one tag/fandom#more of a general 'aiyahhh' than anything else#đđđđđ
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Over half of my Doffy & Rosi playlist (actually, over 75%) is the exact same as my aph Spain & aph Portugal playlist.
#doom brothers#trying to kill each other#with sinful unspoken incestuous thoughts#this is what shitty depraved headcanons do to you#ripping each other's hearts out#hurting each other even if#and precisely becase#it hurts them too#it is what it is#thanks to doffy's god/victim complex and rosi's i'm-the-good-brother martyr tendencies for feeding my unholy religious delusions#they're both so messed up and traumatized#all that booze they swallow like ducks is self-destructive behaviour at its best#doffy's so childish trying to paint his brother as the villain 'cause deep down he's still hurt and wishes he didn't have had to kill him#but he can't help but resent the treacherous bastard he trusted his life to only to be stabbed in the back u.u#a traumatised-psycho-child-man is what he is
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deleted my twitter app (not account) bc i really canât handle the intense no-nuance high-stakes takes right now. not that here is all that much better but itâs definitely less of a time sink
#i just.#ok.#i just think if ur gonna go scorched earth on prioritizing high minded ideals over outcomes ur not actually as morally pure as u think u r#and I also think if ur gonna do that u gotta say with ur CHEST the collateral damage youâll sign onto#both by abstaining from concrete action now and by destroying infrastructure in the name of a brighter future#im not even gonna tell you ur wrong. but i want you to say who u think is worth sacrificing#i have awful news for you the folks who donât make it thru the revolution are very rarely the rich and healthy and connected#itâs gonna be folks who are desperate enough to fight and folks who canât handle more instability.#poor folks. sick folks. disabled folks. disenfranchised folks. unhoused folks.#you think you can build a functioning mutual aid network from scratch during a revolution serving tens of millions?#i know itâs a nice thought that the failures of US welfare programs are Just Capitalism. and thatâs a huge chunk#but itâs also because IT IS DIFFICULT. and thatâs WITH billions of dollars and a chokehold on the global supply chain#im not saying any of the options are good. but when u call for revolution u gotta acknowledge ur stealing from today for tomorrow#and look hard at the folks who stand to lose the most. say youâre fine with martyring them - whether or not they agree#Iâve got myself all worked up now and i wanna post about it. to maybe share some god damn perspective.#things are bad! things are not good. unsustainable trends abound. but wow for all ur whining online#about how everyone needs to know EVERYTHING about ALL ISSUES in EVERY CONFLICT or else you are EVIL#ur missing the forest for the trees my dude. takes are easy - policy is hard#get fucked. donât get people killed.
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#i read Motaz and Bisan's posts soon after the truce ended and isr**l began bombing again#my heart aches so much for them both#i imagine it must feel so much worse now that they've had a taste of a ceasefire#and isr**l ramped up it's bombings too#a THOUSAND dead in 24 hours#it hurts#it hurts so much#every day in her updates i see bisan growing angrier and more hopeless#she has no choice but to persist#but god#she's my age#she's an activist#she's a filmmaker#she wants to create art#and tell the story of her people#it hurts so much that we've forced her#to martyr those dreams#my soul feels wrong#i can't stand this skin#this world#it's such a wound upon the world#ang sakit ang sakit ang sakit#luha at galit lang ang pumupuno ng puso ko rn#why are we forcing these people to martyr their lives before they've had the chance to live them
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Hi there! đ
For the WIP asks... What about 6 and 9? :3
Thank you for asking, Arja! <3
(question list here)
6. Does this chapter/fic have any twists that youâre proud of?
I'm answering for the fic instead of the chapter, but there is a scene in the Black Emporium that I think will be a little unexpected, but I'm really (really really) proud of it. I don't think there are many twists in this fic in general, because it's really about the kind of slow healing that must be done after a deep hurt. Recovery has its ups and downs, but it's not necessarily as plot twisty as other types of plot.
9. What is your favorite dialogue youâve written so far?
hehehe well, I love writing a good argument, so here's this from the most recent chapter:
âAnd you,â he snapped at last, unable to bear the silence, âWould you rather let yourself be pummeled than allow me to do my job and block the blow?â
âWhat?â Elowen said, turning toward him, and Cullen looked at her at last, âBut youââ
âYou stood between me and thatâthat thing. Youâand you do not even have a shield! Why would youââ
âYouâre too important to lose, Cullen,â she said, frowning, âOf course I stepped between you. No shield? I had a barrier on the whole time, or Iâd be a bloody smear on the floor by now.â
That was not reassuring. Cullen scoffed and looked away again, hands tightening on the reins.Â
âI am too important toâcan you hear yourself? Youâre the Inquisitor. I am only theââ
âI donât know why youâre angry with me. I was onlyââ
âOnly showing a potent disregard for your own safety,â Cullen snapped, âWhen Iâd read the field reports I thought they must surely be exaggerating. You said you wanted to know how to protect yourself better in close combatâI thought you intended to do so in the way it was meant to be done, with ample protection and forethought. I did not think you would be throwing yourself bodily at threats instead ofââ
âInstead of what?â she snapped, angry at last; Cullen did not think he had ever heard her properly angry before, save perhaps when sheâd raised her voice to him in Haven over the message from her clan.Â
âInstead of allowing you to be exposed to a substance when we donât know what it might do to you?â she said, âInstead ofâwatching someone I care for be beaten to a bloody pulp?â
âYou are supposed to let meââ
âLet you stand between me and danger? Cullen, despite the way youâre acting right now, I am not one of your charges. Either you have faith in what you taught me or you donât, but I wonât apologize for taking a blow meant for you, and I wonât take it back. I do this every day when Iâm not at Skyhold; I know how to handle myself, no matter what you seem to think.âÂ
Cullen sat back in the saddle. His horse, alert to his every motion, began to slow immediately. Elowen didnât stop; she looked at him over her shoulder when she finished speaking, and face was fixed in an uncharacteristic frown.Â
âBe angry with me if you have to; Iâll be here when youâre actually ready to talk.â
#long post#don't worry they make up#but god i love writing arguments and fights#when people are interrupting each other and talking at cross purposes??? hoo boy#like here for example#both of them have such a martyr complex and underestimate their own importance#cullen feels guilty for not fulfilling his role and elowen is sensitive about not being seen as competent#just hitting each other's buttons trying to protect their own hurt feelings#gah i love it#thank you for asking! c: this was fun#ask reponse#ask game#wips
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A series of reaction GIFs that found their way into the chat of our last ME5e session, in which Lani and Atticus jumped on top of a spaceship as it was taking off and proceeded to speedrun both of the Anakin/Obiwan fights from Revenge of the Sith before Atticus finally beat the boss while Lani took a nice friendly fire-induced nap.
Also a turret did a double treason, the number 17 came up on dice a deeply suspicious amount of times, and we just barely didn't double level after spending 3 months IRL clearing a mega-dungeon.
I've never felt more alive (and my character has never been closer to permadeath!!!)
#mass effect#me5e campaign#lani t'sula#atticus rahstarik#campaign diary#screaming crying throwing up#atticus got mind controlled into downing lani and it was genuinely very emotional#they're both okay but god what a stupid thing we did in the name of Not Letting The Boss Go#when your found family is held together by people with a martyr complex/possibly a genuine death wish.
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yes, percy rose through the ranks of new rome disturbingly fast. no, jason did not do the same at camp half blood. yes, percy's rise to leadership at both camps took about two weeks and was completely unplanned. no, the same cannot be said for jason. his rise was carefully planned and took over a decade. they're both children of the big three, but where percy thrums with raw power, jason is a sword honed by zeus and hera. where percy is a survivor, jason is a weapon. where percy is a cycle breaker, jason can't get out. jason's fatal flaw was temptation to deliberate because he never managed to make his own choices. he was every classic definition of a hero rolled into one, and he never questioned it because his happiness came after the responsibility. jason was never going to ascend as fast as percy because jason was raised on hard work and discipline while percy, an abuse survivor and child of poverty, knew when to fight dirty. where jason was a transplant, percy was an invasive species. jason was always going to die because he was never more than a tool for the gods to throw away when he outlived his usefulness, or when he started to question his place. if someone as locked down as jason can question the system, anyone can. now that luke has put thoughts of overthrow in everyone's heads, zeus has to be very careful because while jason was expendable as his weapon, percy was unexpected in every way. zeus has no plan for him. when percy dies, he will become a martyr, so he can't die, except now everyone knows that percy doesn't want to be a god either. jason had to die, and now percy has to live.
#percy jackson#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#jason grace#pjo hoo toa#pjo fandom#pjo meta#percy jackson meta#jason grace meta#rrverse#trials of apollo#toa spoilers#heroes of olympus#mine#my meta
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