#boring personal text post

[phemiec]

Me: shit who smoked all the weed?

my therapist, hannabis lector: whoa dude idk that’s crazy

[youkaiyume]

I am watching "My Happy Marriage" for the first time and I really want to like it but it's hard to get past the amateur level writing, and the unnecessary magical element. As a period romance it also seems to lack any adherence to the time period it chose, and it's a shame cuz I think it would be far more interesting if it solved it's drama by adhering to the societal rules surrounding marriage and laws at the time.

I'm powering through it but it feels like I'm reading a poorly researched fanfic.

[mikesbasementbeets]

honestly i like my characters with huge glaring personal flaws. “this character is a perfect angel” “this character has never done a single thing wrong in their life” ok you have fun with that. sounds boring to me

[wildsaltair]

Ranting in the tags isn’t enough so I’m going to say one more time that just because Maximus isn’t morally gray doesn’t mean he isn’t complex

[sergle]

can I just say how much I love. love love love being able to turn off reblogs on a post. It's so freeing bc people will literally reblog or retweet shit that has absolutely no business being a reblog

[brightmalcolm]

I get the vibe that even before Martin was arrested Malcolm was still kinda an outcast. I think his dad was really his best friend which made everything even worse. So it was even easier for kids who always thought Malcolm was kinda odd and weird to bully him after they found out about his father being a serial killer. And Malcolm must have felt so alone, with his mother dealing with her own grief and Ainsley being much younger and his father gone and everyone seemed to blame him for everything that went wrong and Ugh

[pr3tent1ous]

I just wanna sleep, gagged, locked, plugged and tied up. Is that too much to ask!

[predicoperonopractico]

Y después de casi 4 meses pude entender que a pesar de mi error, yo no tuve toda culpa. Espere 6 años para poder hacer todo lo que me dijiste que haríamos, te apoyé por 6 años, te di todo el amor y comprensión que pude por 6 largos años, me estanque para poder vivir la vida junto a ti. Y cuando más necesitaba que entendieras que también soy humana, que también me equivoco y que puedo arrepentirme, simplemente me crucificaste, me abandonaste, comprendiendo la magnitud del error que cometí, solo me culpe a mí. Me sentí inútil todo este tiempo, culpable e inservible. No te importo si volvía mi depresión, no te importo si yo quería matarme (casi lo logro), no te importo ni un carajo todo lo que dejé por ti. Me desvalorizaste al punto de borrarme de tu vida, borraste 6 años, me bloqueaste, borraste todo de mí de tu vida, me humillaste, me trataste de lo peor para estar con alguien más 2 meses después de dejarme. Intenté volver porque traté de darte el espacio necesario para que pudieras estar tranquilo, pero al final todo fue inútil y en vano, solo recibí repudio de ti. Y siento tanto el estar así por ti, tú, que jamás me diste nada, solo palabras bonitas y promesas rotas, tus te amo eran solo de comodidad, de zona de confort, nunca fue real, porque a mí no me vengan con “el que falla lo saco de mi vida”, porque si me amabas realmente no hubieses querido sacarme así de golpe. Jamás me burlé de ti, jamás te mentí después de eso. Si, cometi dos veces un error distinto, pero como un demonio, como quería arreglar lo nuestro. Solo tenías que decirme que había alguien más, y que no te costó soltarme, todo hubiese sido más fácil, me hubieses ahorrado la humillación, pero obvio tú querías que te rogara, tú querías alimentarte de mi dolor para seguir destruyendome. Ay dios! Que dolor este que me haces pasar, no era suficiente con la vergüenza y la culpa que quizás merecía, ahora también tengo que lidiar con ser reemplazada y borrada de la vida de alguien que era mi todo. Sé que lo arruine, pero no merecía tanto dolor, no merecía querer morir por alguien que no me ama y quizás jamás lo hizo en realidad.

No quiero hundirme otra vez por alguien que no le importo

Constanza A. 🌻

[beastsovrevelation]

I like that Yellowjackets went the "actually, the supposed mental patient is, in fact, a prophet" route.

It's the true horror for Lottie, the Wilderness being real. It's something inside, yes, but it's also a mystical force. It's everywhere. It's the true God (well, Goddess). It's so poetic, I love it. I could write a litany about it. The show executes the "actually, insanity would have been a comfort" trope so well.

I think, the Wilderness is a Lovecraft-level eldritch primordial entity, but folktale instead of sci-fi.

[consolecadet]

A local artist I have been vaguely resenting/envying because she does something I wish I was doing (makes giant objects, e.g. huge lollipop, six foot long paintbrush, for window displays and permanent installations that companies are presumably paying her a decent amount to do) turns out to not, as I thought, be like 25, and is in fact about to turn 40. Embarrassed how much the resentment has retreated in light of that fact

[ex0rin]

fan artists, my loves, please get into Torres with me i beg of you

[ceramicbeetle]

actually it's kind of funny how people will say Alex's fatal flaw is that he 'doesn't ask for help' and that it's his determination to handle things on his own that leads to his deterioration and eventual death when his whole introduction to the present-day timeline was a very literal cry for help that simply went ignored

[viovivii]

🖤

[awesomechocolatesauce]

Just saw a comment on YouTube that said "It baffles me so many people didn't kill Astarion when he tries to cut your throat upon meeting him". I have a few things to say about this.

Astarion has his reasons. He has been in constant survival mode for two centuries, and now he's been kidnapped and saw you running around free reign on a ship. Of course he'd be suspicious of you!

He's literally not going to cut your throat in this scene. He's threatening you for information, and immediately puts the dagger away when he realizes you were also kidnapped.

I don't kill potential companions unless I absolutely have to. I'm a "collect as many as I possibly can" kind of person.

Why do you care so much about what other people do in their games? It sounds like your gameplay style is dreadfully boring, but to each their own.

Last, but not least, all of the best FICTIONAL love stories start out with threats of violence. 💕

[m4ndysk4nkovich]

no fucking way did it take this guy ive been talking to go from “you’re the prettiest girl i’ve ever seen” to “you’re a stupid white trash hoe” in like four days

[eclaire-went-bam]

low/no empathy is Minorly Othering in terms of interests (in my experience) because almost everyone i know prefers fiction over nonfiction, because it's more interesting and easier to digest,

but prefer the opposite for the same reasons. nonfiction is MUCH easier for me to parse through. i stress myself out a lot whenever i try to imagine a characters thoughts and feelings, and i end up usually just misunderstanding entirely. oftentimes it's so frustrating i just put a book down and never try reading it again. i understand rhetorical devices, messages, themes, symbolism,,, i understand the book on a technical level when it comes to the artistry of how it's written. but i, for the life of me, in the moment, simply cannot fathom a character's thoughts and feelings

comics are only a little easier bcs they have added help of drawn depictions of thoughts and feeling, but even then it can still be hard. i just can't enjoy the same literature many ppl are into just cus i find textbooks n stuff more easy to read