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"I/You made a mess." - five line prompt for boost lol.
CW: BBU, pet whump, institutionalized whump, dehumanizing language, aftermath of dubcon
Boost's Stuff
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Handler Thompson - Clint - never even takes his pants all the way off. He lays there panting afterwards with them off his hips, his black uniform shirt rucked up to show a flash of stomach paler than his arms and his face and his neck, the only bits Boost usually ever sees.
"Good boy," Clint says, breathy, leaning down to nuzzle along the angle of his jaw. Boost shivers, eyes wide, staring with his head tipped back because he can see the blue sky.
Outside smells like cut grass and rain. Smells he can't remember but knows anyway. The air is humid and hot, the pavement parking lot drying after the storm passed. The sky is so, so blue.
He hadn't realized it would be so incredibly blue. He hadn't understood that it would seem so immense, so far overhead. He hadn't known it would be frightening, like it could crash down any second, cracks in a ceiling larger than his imagination had ever been able to grasp.
Clint chuckles, warm air against his ear, and Boost shivers again. Instinctively, his arms go up. Bizarrely, Clint leans into it, shifting so Boost can hold onto him as if fighting for an anchor to keep him close to earth. "Hey. You made a mess, did you notice?"
Boost blinks, briefly confused, and then realizes what the handler means. His stomach is marked, sticky, familiar only from his own hand in the showers or those brief times he is utterly alone.
But this time...
"I've never... with someone else before," He whispers. He doesn't know if his body ever has, but he hasn't. Not from someone else's hand, someone else's moving hips, someone else's stinging pain and wavelike pleasures. His skin itches. Messes are bad, and must be cleaned.
But Clint is heavy, and the sky through the window, where he lays on his back on the backseat of Clint's beautiful shining car, is so so blue.
"Yeah, I guess we don't usually give a fuck if you have fun or not," Clint says, careless. He doesn't sound guilty or regretful. Just stating a fact. His fingers graze down Boost's side until he shivers again, tightening around the softening fullness inside him, making Clint groan and lean even more heavily on him. The closure for a seatbelt digs into his other side, down near his hip. The leather sticks to his back. The door handle jams into the top of his head, aching after the rocking rhythm they kept up for so long.
"You really like it out here," Clint says, thoughtfully. "Don't you? You like fucking me out here."
I like the sky, Boost thinks. I don't care about you. I just want more of the sky.
"Yeah," He says, trying to think of how the Romantics do this. Flirty smiles and batting eyelashes don't feel right. But he softens his voice a little, shifts his legs apart as if urging Clint to do it again, what he just did, what they do twice a week now. "I do like it. A lot. Will you bring me out here more often?"
"Sure. You're a fun time." Clint, to his surprise, kisses him. A full on kiss on the lips, and Boost stills but then, clumsily, tries to kiss back. "Next week. I have a long weekend out of town. But next week, huh? You, me, condoms, and a good time had by all."
Boost swallows, and gently kisses Clint. "Yeah, please, Handler Clint. Thank you, sir." He keeps his voice low.
A few more weeks of this and he'll ask to get fast food somewhere. French fries. He smells them sometimes when handlers bring in outside food as treats for the good pets who did well in training.
Weeks of being good, getting food and drink. Maybe things he can sneak back to the others. Then ask to see the handler's apartment. Get off of WRU property, away from those walls topped with razor wire and spotlights. Get somewhere with more grass and trees. Spend some time making Clint think they're so good together. Boost is a good maintenance worker even if he's a failed pet.
Boost can be so, so, so good.
Until Clint thinks he'd never try to run. Until he is trusted and believed and has his chance. Then, he'll have all the blue sky he wants.
But he feels bad about what he'll do to Clint to get it. Just not bad enough to stop.
#whump#boost has a brain#dubcon tw#aftermath of dubcon#bbu#pet whump#box boy universe#box boy#intimate whumper#sorry Clint you are not a hero here#and boost can rescue himself
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A cozy, good bug because my pal said he’s got oversized sweater energy.
Mayflies are warm-weather bugs and it's gotta be chilly in the caves under Gokkan so Jeramie spins him a bunch waahah! I think if Rita saw Gerojim in a white sweater they might mistake him for Moffun...
#gerojim#kingohger#ohsama sentai kingohger#jeramie brasieri#spider kumonos#rita kaniska#papillion ohger#fan art#needed a little mood boosting and gerojim did the trick#i need more pictures of gerojim#i have to help populate the tag myself asldfjale#healing effect of a big little guy with the cutest little voice and the most destructive barehanded attack aaahaha!#they should make gerojim merch actually#i wanna put him on my desk and call him coworker during the day al;kdsfjalek#softest little hypeman#i should finish that bit comic i thumbed out aaahahaadklfjalekjf#Ultra has the biggest brain alkfal;kefa lookit himmm he's cute!!!
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hellooooo. It's time to clear out my closet and take care of summer expenses while I continue my excruciating job hunt. It's an art sale post! 🎨 I have 20 original pieces of art for sale. This includes 5" wood cuts and small canvases that are 6x6 and go up to 12x12. Price: I have name-your-own-price on many canvases because I want people to have pretty things! Other canvases and woodcuts are $30-$100. Have a look and see if anything strikes your fancy! Currently shipping US only unless otherwise discussed - please DM me on tumblr or discord if you're outside the US and find something of interest and we can work out shipping. -> ko-fi gallery 🖼️
-> my redbubble store has all of my previous artwork if you're in the mood for stickers or notebooks.
Reblogs and tips are greatly appreciated. ❤️ ko-fi | redbubble | @snowpinecone | #artdora
#artdora#my art#acrylic art#artdora shop boost#the job hunting process has been so exhausting esp the last few months#i meant to make this post like a week and a half ago but at least i finally did it wheeee#been handwringing about how to write and format this post for tumblr. like i've never written an art sale post before#i've written like sixteen dozen of them over the years on all other platforms#idk why the brain has been so resistant to posting art here#probably cause it's not fanart#but also probably cause of the burnout. everything is hard#but i always turn back to art when i need to remember to breathe and focus again
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Watch out ya'll, Sin's sketching Bloodborne comics again! 💀
#sin speaking#(i havent drawn anything bb related since MAY. holy shit dude. tbf i have been affronted by existing in general lmao)#(wow 2 whole years in the bb community and this is the first time ive drawn any of the main monstars. very subpar of me)#(im making approximately 0 promises on when this will get done bc i always end up being wrong LOL but still)#(i got a big brain boost of bb inspiration so you have to contend with my messy af sketches)#(anyone thats been here for a while is used to that though)#(why yes!! i AM infatuated with the choir rn. specifically my choir menace hradi who i love so much he has been written into ruzas story)#(as a minor role. but a role nonetheless. HEH.)#(it feels good...it feels so good to be with them again...)#(this isnt a big comic its like 4 pages lmao but still)#(i am currently raiding the chalice dungeons for uncanny weapons if yall need someone to tomb prospect with hmu)#(aloysha and hradi's profiles are menacingly strong and available for hire at the price of one corn chip)#(if nobody else got me i know my ballpoint pen unique brush got me AMEN)
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You are the h
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PIENDISH????????
#OH MY GOD?????#like this could totally just be someone being silly but#i just sent piendish an ask like an hour ago and now a silly (complimentary) ask from h (piendish has h in their header)#IS THIS??? *THE* PIENDISH????? IN MY ASK BOX?????#bc if so holy SHIT that was the boost i needed today#and even if not this cheered me up quite a lot#thanks h :]#ask box#words from my weird little brain#mysterious anon
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fellow adhd people (or people who get extremely excited about something for other ND reasons, i'm gonna let u in too for this one):
what do YOU call it when you're vibrating with enthusiasm/love for something/thinking rlly hard about stuff that makes u extreme happy and u gotta wiggle about it?
there is electricity inside ur body and u need to scream on the internet about it or smth or u will be overcharged battery explosion &fire ????? this u when:
i could call it ecstatic. that does not quite cover it. there is so much energy. too much for one word.
#this is about hyperfixation#and i didn't wanna say anything because i wanna kill the part of my brain that berates me for finding compromise; but...#i heard about a 'budget' version of the scanner i want. so much more affordable. i went ahead and got one.#in a couple of days i will be able to share SO MUCH more art with you all#and it will look better. nothing ever turns out right because it looks so much better in person‚ really. thats not just Bad At Art cope lol#i have a bunch of reqs on my new shiny t//f//2 blog after putting a post out; which i am so happy to be getting!#engagement!!!! connection!!! eventually pleasing people with the thing i'm supposed to be good at!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#(=art in case it wasnt clear lol)#i wasn't depressed before lately but this has really boosted my mood#it feels like a chance. at what? i can't quite place it. but it feels like Something. something good. positivity.
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#also yes I’m still jealous of his gorg eyelashes🙄🙄🙄🖕🖕🖕#also to the dickheads who make fun of him and call him ugly… is ur brain working the right way???#he’s literally SOO pretty/ cute that just looking at him gives me serotonin boosts#not to mention he rocks bald/ with hair which zuko’s ugly ass couldn’t pull off with his life🙃🙃#like#it’s veritifiably canon that he has a billion girls swooning over him during the show#and he doesn’t even TRY#aang#aanglove#atla#avatar:the last airbender#avatar: tla#katara#kataang#anti aang
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tldr for the below post/vent is i may or may not be away for a few more days! we’ll just see, and thank you for being patient with me as always 💜
maybe i’ll wait a few more days till i really come back? i dunno if that’s really the solution bc i just feel a weird distance from everyone rn, and that’ll just get worse if i stay away, i feel like. but i can also tell i’m probably at my worst as far as hormonal mood spirals go, and i really don’t wanna subject myself or y’all to that. it’s a rock and a hard place bc no matter what, i’m gonna feel bad to some extent — just if i stay away, i can maybe manage it a lil better. i really don’t know, so we’ll just see how the next few days go.
sorry to be so up and down, and thank you for being patient with me ;v; i really do hope all of you are taking care of yourselves and having good days!!
#negative tw#and pls know that no one has done anything to me it’s literally just me having a bad brain#i just feel like i’ve isolated myself a bit? or like people are drawing away but i think it’s just in my head#but it’s hard to be very logical and aware yet still feel irrational things 🥲#i’m really just sitting here like that spongebob meme where he’s sitting in the diner with his hands folded on the table#i’m torn and think i’m gonna just!! try to watch some silly things to boost my mood and play this by ear i guess#get ready to ramble | ooc#vent tw
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tv series that have audio commentaries with the actors i love you
#we used to live in a society#ive finally been getting around to watching some farscape commentaries because i'm putting off finishing my second rewatch in as many month#and my mental health has been in need of a Significant boost#i'm just dying at claudia and ben so 10/10 boosting#also just swooning over her voice#but yeah bring back commentaries (i dont think anyone does them anymore?)#also comes to mind gillian anderson doing the commentary for all things and just knowing she had it all thought out so well even if it#didn't all make the episode#like damn she really put the first and only canonical lesbian couple into txf i love her fruity ass#love having a peek into actors their brains#also just love hearing about the process of filmmaking#farscape
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practicing gratitude about this past year tonight and it IS actually helping?? a lot????????? unbelievable
#things im really grateful for: moved out and away! to the other side of the country! for a new job (first job!!!!!) which was terrifying but#it's been FIVE months and ive genuinely never felt prouder of myself for making it through!!!!!#and even though there HAS been some really really Bad Brain Days this job has allowed me to meet so many interesting people#and it also has allowed me to have a better view of my future; to understand what i really want to do; and given me the boost i needed to#work extra hard to get into my masters program (asylum and immigration law!!!)#ive also became less of a people pleaser and learned to stood up for myself more; get more accomodations and opportunities without stopping#myself to get them bc i didnt deserve them or whatever#i did SO many scary things that felt like pulling my own teeth out but 95% of these things worked out okay in the end#i even got a new job opportunity!!!! i was OFFERED a job????!?!?!?!???! can you believe it????!?!?#GOT MY AUTISM DIAGNOSIS#came out to my therapist! said a lot of scary things to scary people but i did it SCARED. AND IT WORKED OUT#ive accomplished so many things this year and grown up and healed a lot. sure there were bad days but - overall?#im so grateful im alive. im so grateful i got to meet so many wonderful & lovely people#(if youve read all of this please know that i love YOU and also i hope hope HOPE you had a wonderful year; or if you didnt then that the#upcoming year will be nothing but kind and supportive to you! 🌱🎀💫)
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🧽 cleaning them up after for boost
(Me: for once, writes a one-off character. Readers: MORE GIVE US MORE)
You can see the only time Boost has ever appeared before right here
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CW: Aftermath of noncon, pet whump, Facility whump, BBU, caretaker
"This is the third time in a week." Her voice is rough, but not unkind, as she leans against the doorframe. Boost doesn't look directly at her lathering himself with the rough soap. It smells like false oranges, and the scent clings to his skin for hours after. But it's better than what he'd smell like otherwise.
"I know." He leans over, letting the hot water soak into his hair, all mussed up from the handler's fingers. His mouth hurts, jaw aching. He's not made for this. It takes effort and thought, not like the mindless seductions the Romantics fall into, the effortless way they arch their back just so, lock legs around a trainer's back, cry out in ecstasy everyone involved knows they're not really feeling.
Boost doesn't know how to sound like that. But the handler doesn't seem to mind.
"It's dangerous," She says, crossing her arms. 909 is one of the oldest here, and he'd ask her just how old she is, but he knows she doesn't know either. But she cleans up in the office side, walks around accounting all day. They call her Lili up there. Boost thinks Lili is a pretty name, but she drops it the second the elevator brings her back down here.
I won't take their little nicknames that let them think I'm paid, she says. She moves like someone who had power, once, before it was taken from her along with everything else.
"It's not that dangerous. He doesn't hurt me."
It's true. Each time the handler crooks a finger and Boost follows him, it feels a little better. It hurts a little less. And the handler gets a little sweeter. Gives him extra food, slips him things. Last month, he'd gotten a bag of potato chips he'd hidden underneath the trash bag in the bin he'd been pushing around. He'd pulled it out when he came back into the dorm and every single maintenance pet had been able to share a potato chip, salty and crunching between their teeth.
He'd given the handler his best the next time he'd been pulled aside, and now that gifts were turning into bigger things. A milkshake that tasted like real vanilla, whipped cream and cherry on top. An extra blanket made of something impossibly soft (one of the others had stolen it immediately, but now they had decided to share it, every pet taking one night with it at a time).
"I don't think it's dangerous because of what the handler might do. It's against the rules. You're not supposed to fuck them."
Boost ignores her, rinsing the shampoo out of his hair with his eyes closed, hot water pounding against his cheeks, washing away the last of what the handler had left there.
I read on the internet that it's good for your skin, some giggly girl's voice says, deep down within him, and he winces at the spike of pain that follows.
"Hey. Are you even listening to me?"
"I'm trying not to, but you're being really annoying about it."
She sighs, so loud he can hear her over the shower. He turns the water off and walks over to the folded towels, drying off his hair and then working on his body. He has scars from all his failed training, from how they'd used him for Guard Dog bait for a few weeks before moving him to maintenance, knowing he'd be grateful for the mercy.
"Please." Her voice softens a little, and he looks up then, pulling on a new pair of the flat black pants he wears, the long-sleeved white t-shirt. Same colors as trainees, more skin covered. It's a mercy, too.
He inhales, and then lets it out in a drawn-out exhale. "It's... something to look forward to. Okay? That's all. It's just nice to get some things, sometimes."
"You'll be punished, if the Maintenance Head gets bugged about it. Not him, you."
"I know."
"Then why?"
"Because it's going to happen, 909. I might as well get to control who it happens with. Since Handler Thompson started taking me aside, none of the others even look at me. He told them to leave me alone, and they do. Do you understand? If I-... it makes it better for all of us. Next time, he says, he'll take me out with him for a smoke break."
She hitches in a breath, and he watches her put a hand out to steady herself against the doorframe. "He... outside?"
"Yeah." He smiles, lopsided, a little faint. "Outside. I don't even remember what outside looks like, just what we see on TV. I want to go outside, 909. I want to see what it looks like out there."
He wants to get a look at how high the fences are, and decide if he could climb them fast enough.
"Well... be careful." She gathers his dirtied towels up for him and dumps them into the hamper, while he finishes drying his hair. He smells like oranges. He can feel the handler's touch still on his skin, fingers in his hair.
But when he'd whispered, please, call me Boost, Handler Thompson...
The handler had whispered back, if I'm calling you Boost, you should call me Clint.
And that's something new.
#boost has a brain#pet whump#bbu#wru#box boy universe#box boy#facility whump#noncon references#aftermath of noncon#caretaker and whumpee#sort of#boost is kind of both for himself#captivity#isolation#whump
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I’m so horn neigh neigh
#sudden sex drive boost has my asexual ass confused and floundering#any suggestive posting I do is all IN THEORY#my brain don’t get aroused like y’all
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I should make a death card for doc…
#I’m very inscryption brained now. been listening to the ost#has some hidden secondary effect against the Moon#fledgling sigil to turn him into scarlet#kinda like strange larvae’s sigil where it’s not just a 1/2 boost
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Btw I’ve started playing the funny stars and time game. The the one about the loopty loop and the white diamond ass shit
#the klock keeps ticking#ive looped. 7 times now i believe 👍#i did die in battle once when i made a grave error#and honestly? im kinda feeling fed up with this shit lol its notttt clicking in my brain im stressed#and i havent really CLICKED with any characters yet either like theyre fine but im not really invested yet#at least the battle mechanics are very basic lol theyre easy enough for my small bad at fighting brain#yet despite all my frustrations. i dont wanna stop playing#i want this bastard to get more depressed i can already see they got issues#rn my favorite character is probably mira cuz what can i say i have a type for smart girls who are trying their fucking best#bonnie is nice i appreciate it greatly when they boost morale and give snacks#odile is my favorite to use in battle i cling to her like a dying man#and i like her vibes i like very tired grandma with a clear bias towards bonnie#isabeau…oh its complicated#i kinda hate his face i kinda cant stand him i think im in a bitchy mood this week and this poor guy is my outlet#i DO need to kiss him like he has a very obvious crush on siffrin and i WILL be fishing that out as much as possible#so basically im gonna talk a lot of shit about him while acting like i dont care about his feelings but actually i do care so much actually#and will probably come out of this game with an isa body pillow i kiss every night#fuck you isa fuck you and your stupid dying wife pose please kiss me now
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Jetpack Joyride headcanon: Professor Brains named his cat "Spot" after the cat that Data had in Star Trek, and much like Data's cat, his cat is also a female orange tabby :)
#jetpack joyride#professor brains#star trek reference#i am absolutely in love with the connection data and spot have#i've watched very little star trek and my dad's more of a trekkie than i've ever been#but i think discovering that data has a cat has singlehandedly made me really want to watch it#it's the scene where data cries tears of joy after finding spot specifically that made me wanna watch star trek#sigh it's always the guys with cats that draw me in.... jon arbuckle... professor brains... data....#my liking for professor brains boosted by 10 as soon as it was revealed he has a cat#professor brains would secretly be a HUGE trekkie nerd#like he goes home from doing all this malevolent evil schemes and just watches star trek for 3 hours#he absolutely would do that
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I have had my first encounter with a Bloodborne boss.
The Cleric Beast made me almost shit out my spine.
My dad was having the time of his life watching me scream, then cackle nervously, only to scream once more as the Cleric Beast's fist came crashing down.
I was just rolling around on the bridge and trying to bite its ankles.
Absolutely terrifying.
#bloodborne#cleric beast#playing games has been great at boosting my mood especially when I've got someone else screaming with me#Astarion may be rotting my brain but he's got tough competition#Bloodborne is a feminist masterpiece lmaoooo#journal stuff
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