#bonepso

[starvingsou-l]

When you see yourself in online class

But you also have to listen to what the teacher says....istg im gonna go crazy like this lol

[skinnykingintraining]

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ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴛ ᴜᴘᴅᴀᴛᴇ! ɪ'ᴍ 97.6!

ʙᴍɪ-14.8

ɪ ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴛᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜᴇs

ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀsᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴅᴜᴍʙᴀss

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[muffintoptittiessaggdown]

“Welcome back home!” I’m so thankful to be here, miss you all so very much ♥️

[tumblerian16]

Not me. If an image is yours, message me to remove💜

[venting-forlife]

Jestem grubą świnią

[fashioncow610]

Why I’m excited to get skinny

k now I got attention please read this post it’s not jsut the bullet points of oh this happens and this, I never payed attention to them so I don’t expect you to either jsut please take five minutes to read the paragraph at the bottom. It’s from the heart, and if it helps one person for just a week it matters. Reach out to me if you’d like. I can’t guarantee fast repsonse time lol, but I guarantee a repsonse. (Uh if I can figure out this app lol I only ever used it to look at thinspo and stuff, but now that I started trying a year ago I want to help to)

-hair loss ( it’s not cute and it does happen)

-cracked dry skin

-weak nails and bones

-you know that easy ability to get up the stairs you want, you won’t have it you’ll be struggling jsut as much as the obese perosn you’re so scared to be because you have no energy to even walk up five stairs

-screaming at your loved ones because you’re so hungry

-Heart problems if you go super far

-you will struggle in school, a lot, you can’t focus because of your hunger, you can’t focus because you’re always thinking of food, you can’t study or do homework because you’re so exhausted you just go to sleep

I know you all have heard this before, I felt the same way that you all must feel reading my post right now. I have struggled for almost three years in an up and down rollercoaster of this mess, a constant struggle against your head. And it is in your head. No matter what weight you get to it won’t be enough. Your ugw won’t be enough when you get their you’ll hate yourself just as much if not more by then, and to those of you saying no that once you get to your ugw you’re going to stop and eat healthy and sustain that weight, you won’t. It’s just not how it works. You’ll loose the weight and you’ll see the bones and you’ll feel the bones, but then you’ll put on a tight shirt look in the mirror and cry because you still look fat and disgusting and ugly. This is not the way to make yourself feel any better. You’ll just wear baggier clothes and still look at yourself like you’re still that girl before. You won’t see the weightloss. You’ll see a fat pig standing in the mirror instead of the skin and bones you’ve become. Please work on recovery. The sooner the better, because the longer you do it the farther you get pushed down the rabbit hole. The more you struggle. The more you’ll look at a grape and cry at the thought of even holding it in your hand, thinking of how many calories you’ll absorb at the touch. It just gets worse. You can’t see how beautiful food really is. You just see a number on the scale going up and up, instead of food as food. You might be thinking wow such a dog because I think food is beautiful. It is, have you never seen a beautifully ripened avocado, or an apple with blood red insides, or the smell of homemade spaghetti sauce on a saturday night, or being able to go out with friends and eat pho or chipotle without the thought that omg the people behind the counter added extra ____. Don’t you want to be able to go out with friends and them offer you food and you don’t immediately think they’re trying to fatten you up or not getting anxious. Oh and nothing tastes as good as skinny feels is complete bs, like have y’all never eaten a slice of toasted baguette with some melted butter. That is amazing, but instead it’s broken down into carbs and fat instead of the smell of freshly baked bread, or the smell of cookies cooking on Christmas Eve, or the feeling of comfort of a cup of tea in tour hands and not drinking it just because it’s zero calories but because you actually enjoy it. To be able to drink a latte with sugar instead of bitter black coffee. You won’t loose control once you recover, because to be honest your Ed will always be with you. You will always have off days, weeks, months, but as long as your still fighting to be able to eat some apple slices with peanut butter, or some Mac and cheese, or some strawberries, or a freshly made grilled cheese, or even a veggie burger, or some lentils, or that homemade food your grandma made you or dad or mom. Enjoy your life without the freezing, the emptiness, the headaches, the pain, the exhaustion, live your life to the fullest. I know plenty of your are struggling with depression and this is a coping mechanism for that as well, but please this only makes it worse. Nothing is made better by this. Please seek help, or change something in your life, or write about it (writing significantly helped me personally for both Ed and depression). Just keep fighting everyone. You have a purpose in this world. Keep fighting for that bite of whatever food used to comfort you most.

[cl3vanter]

i found this thinspo and was absolutely blown away by it. so thought i’d share it on here

[skinnykingintraining]

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ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ғᴏʀ "ʙʀᴇᴀᴋғᴀsᴛ....

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1 ᴍᴄʜᴜsʜ ʙʀᴏᴡɴ - 150

ɪ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴇ ɪ'ʟʟ ᴅᴏ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ!

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[skelly-dietcoke-belly]

Why the fuck can’t I stop eating?!?! 😩😩😩😩

[venting-forlife]

20.10

Zjedzone :1000+

Dziś miałam wrażenie, że będę miała binge i zjem milon kalorii... Jak się okazało nie było tak źle, bo trochę ponad tysiąca.

Spalone: 700

Trzysta pajacy (jakbym ja nie wystarczyła), jakieś rozciąganie i ponad godzinny spacer. Pierwszy raz od dawna zapaliłam fajkę, a właściwie to dwie.

Znowu piszę post będąc chora 🤒

Picie: ~1,5l +wieczorem 1l

[faverinfairy444]

pretty tiny bird

[anonymousxmediocrexbtch-blog]

Why do depressed people get to talk about how they want to kill themselves online, but people with eating disorders can't talk about skipping a meal?

[recoveringbutmaybenot]

Help!!!

I need an Ana buddy or someone to motivate me whose also starting the ABC month thing. DM me!