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[victoriathecoolest]

Zui-Ai Character official lore part 1 (made with much ❤ love ❤ (and much self insert trauma)

Trigger warning ☢️:SA(sexual assault), self harm, body horror(at my own way) , mental illness, suicide thoughts

I put my soul writing this I basically was sobbing writing that, I never truly spoke of it and I finally understood how writing is a so good copying mechanism

Cannibalism as a metaphor for love

You probably heard that phrase,the idea of devoring and being devored the ultimate act of devotion the ferocity of making your loved one feel all the pain that love caused, what if we change the phrase a bit....

Cannibalism as a metaphor for sexual abuse

I find a concept like that way better,"who loves don't hurt, who don't, do lt."

Your body is open, hurt, violated the pain is dilacerating your skin is maculated by luxurious ones who don't care by who you are who you was who you will be after everything, you're a piece of flesh to be used and eaten,that's exactly whats happened with zui

She never was human and never was treated as such

The first person who hurt her was the first person she ever was a friend of

"How does she looks like? I... I don't remember... I don't remember!"

A girl a princess, zui grew up almost as an animal, at her own business, doing whatever she pleased and wanted she didn't had a family to call hers, a friend to enjoy time, no one, when she was hungry she would eat when she wanted something she would get she didn't cared by most of the consequences she never had something to say that she loved truly, she was moody but she never showed, her mind a storm while loneliness hurt until she met a girl the first one she wanted the essence and the girl faves her all of it, she got into the best of the feasts, made so much friends she don't even could count but she didn't had a form than the girl one, all of her essence was of the girl, she had the same skin, hair, eyes and she was living the best, a family to call hers for the first time she would exitate she had things to loose, the girl wanted something back

"It's quick, it won't hurt"

"Just close your eyes"

"Just a kiss, come on Zui... I gaved you so much"

It never was just a night, it started to happen, again and again and even more, zui skin started to itch, she felt hatred by her own skin she felt hatred by everything with that woman face she started to hate, she never was someone, every single part of her was of that girl essence

she was her?

Zui wanted to die, but mostly to kill, every single touch itched at her skin, her lips got sore of her bitting it to see if that gross taste would go away, her words are short and sharp with anyone, she hated everything, she was enduring everything for them, she was enduring everything for that people who don't even cared for her?... Zui hated the mirror the idea of looking for herself and seeing that woman, no one was seeing how she was suffering, zui one day leaved and everyone she loved started to hate her, no one knew whatever was having with her no one understood the harsh words the flinching to the touch, no one ever understood her.

They loved how the woman acted, they loved how she wanted to be, but she ever was someone?

Then that question started at her head, I ever was someone? Or I am her? Zui started to want to erase it, she took every single drop of new essences she could, she tried to drop every single of her own essence, living at the skin of the one who made you stop to want to live,she wanted to change and she changed at least a bit but she still feeling the skin itching, her form changed her places changed years passed she don't remember her face, name or any of her "family" but just the thought already feels her all being with pure shame, shame for what? She don't know, she come back to living as she used to, but not willing to ever change that lifestyle again, get new essences, change no matter if your body aches... No matter if you forget yourself, no matter if you don't have a soul anymore, she will erase her

@tunadunanana @mehiwilldoitlater

Part 2 of the lore soon!

[modernconnoisseurtt]

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[alstntec]

Social Media/Emails – Such a time Waster

Social Media/Emails – Such a time Waster

Social Media/Emails – Such a time Waster

(Also published on LinkedIn and BMWOC magazine May 2018)

We all love social media; but you know it can be the biggest time waster of all time.

As a small business owner, you are always fighting against time. You are always trying to beat the clock to get something done. Have you ever found yourself saying, “Where did all the time go?” It is like this for…

[victoriathecoolest]

@tunadunanana

[victoriathecoolest]

My oc personality is just a female and way cooler pingu

[victoriathecoolest]

Maybe yes or maybe not zui will suffer a total rework of lore and how her power are, and I'll gave you all some headcanon of how she made the kingdom of Wukong when he was imprisoned

[victoriathecoolest]

Zui trying to distract the destined one by the fact that she made wukong palace a dark filth filled with blood copies of her friends and family, created a Royal guard against his opinion and made his palace the biggest accumulation place ever (just saw the video and thought about it, I didn't made the video)

[modernconnoisseurtt]

The 2nd Annual Business Men and Women of Color Podcast is almost here, I'm honored to be one of their guest speakers. Don't forget the official BMWOC video has been released, visit https://youtu.be/jAuiljGUudg . . #business #alstntec #BMWOC #entrepreneur #entrepreneurs #authors #businessowners #professionals #menofcolor #womenofcolor #gent #gents #gentlemen #gentleman #influencers #millionaire #billionaire #millionairemindset #billionaireintraining #liveyourpassion #livelearninspire #liveandleadbyexample #motivation #inspiration #success #livetoyourfullpotential #etiquette #businessetiquette

[modernconnoisseurtt]

We are elated to announce that Modern Connoisseur will be part of the 2nd Annual Business Men and Women of Color Series happening July 11th to August 27th hosted by @alstntec The series showcases the talents of business professionals, small businesses and authors. Stay tuned for more info as it comes closer to the date. #business #alstntec #BMWOC #entrepreneur #entrepreneurs #authors #businessowners #professionals #menofcolor #womenofcolor #gent #gents #gentlemen #gentleman #influencers #millionaire #billionaire #millionairemindset #billionaireintraining #liveyourpassion #livelearninspire #liveandleadbyexample #motivation #inspiration #success #livetoyourfullpotential

[alstntec]

Just a few more weeks until the launch of the 2018 BMWOC! I can't wait. Tune in May 13th through July 1st to listen to a podcast, day or night. If you are interested in participating in the 2019 podcast, call for speakers will be announced this fall.Music credit: Charlie Mac.

[alstntec]

#bepartofthemovement The 2018 BMWOC is back for another season of learning about your profession. We are seeking professionals from all over the world and abroad to be part of this platform. If you are interested, please visit www.alstntec.com/bmwoc and complete an application. We are waiting for you!

[modernconnoisseurtt]

Honored to be part of the 2nd Annual Business Men and Women of Color Podcast. The official BMWOC video has been released, visit https://youtu.be/jAuiljGUudg . . #business #alstntec #BMWOC #entrepreneur #entrepreneurs #authors #businessowners #professionals #menofcolor #womenofcolor #gent #gents #gentlemen #gentleman #influencers #millionaire #billionaire #millionairemindset #billionaireintraining #liveyourpassion #livelearninspire #liveandleadbyexample #motivation #inspiration #success #livetoyourfullpotential #etiquette #businessetiquette

[alstntec]

SAVE THE DATE! 2nd Annual BMWOC Podcast is Here!

SAVE THE DATE! 2nd Annual BMWOC Podcast is Here!

The Business Men and Women of Color Podcast is on fire!  We have 58 Speakers lined up, and 6 Surprise guest speakers to be announced each week until the podcast!  It’s so extensive that we are extending the air date from June 11 through September 17, 2017! Don’t miss it.  BE PART OF THE MOVEMENT AND SUPPORT SMALL BUSINESSES AND AUTHORS!   Speaker list and topics to be available on the website…

[alstntec]

2nd Annual Business Men and Women of Color Podcast the summer. Be part of the movement. http://wp.me/P65HWj-nF  #bmwoc

[alstntec]

2nd Annual Business Men and Women of Color Podcast, Be part of the movement. http://wp.me/P65HWj-nF #bmwoc