#bmi check

[sualne]

i kind of want to ramble a bit about being underweight and the way people treated me changed as i socially transitioned and aged.

for quick context i was literally born underweight, i'd been starving to death in the womb and needed to get out early, a doctor even said it was too late, that i was already dead, that was not the case.

anyway for as long as i remember people would always comment on how thin i was, as a kid it didn't mean much but approaching puberty the "you need to eat more" turned into "people would kill to have a body like yours" comments about having a wasp waist among more disturbing ones, i socially transitioned as 16, i was getting those comment at 12. i still got remarks about how i should gain weight but it was always accompanied by this "but not too much, you need to stay thin, thin is good." sentiment so gaining weight was never truly seen as an actual emergency, something that should actually happen, it was more of a reflex sort of comment, people didn't mean it too seriously.

that changed when people started seeing me as a man, suddenly i was not so thin and fragile, so feminine and pretty i was visibly weak and unmanly and that pisses the shit out of other (older) men. now people really meant it when they say i should gain weight but unlike before that vaguely "i'm worried for your health (but you look much better like this anyway so don't change it)" sentiment disappeared, it was all about performing masculinity properly, about becoming a muscular big strong manly man. you see it all the time, thinness being associated with femininity, even trans people who should know better keeps on going "wow so gender" to people who are only just being thin and otherwise pretty damn conforming. obviously a lot of this depends where you live.

now this also the moment i need to mention thinphobia isn't a thing, people don't actually care about the fact that you're thin, it's about failing to meet gender role's standards and looking visibly sick which get people Really uncomfortable, they don't want to be reminded disabled & chronically ill people exist. fatphobia is genuinely and purely about hating the fact that fat people exist, they don't actually give the slightest shit about possible health issues they're just dipshits, those are excuses to pretend it's justified so they can feel better about themselves, it's also systemic and get people killed all the time. doctor might tell me gaining some weight couldn't do me any bad but they've never insisted it was the sole and only reason for every single one of my issues, they usually don't even mention it all.

i don't have a point or conclusion for this.

[a-star-riding-through-clouds]

B0dych3ck (+rant)

I have a bmi of 16.1 and (this may be my dysmorphia talking) I don’t feel that skinny in this pictures, like they look skinny but not as skinny as I want to look it’s driving me insane.

I feel the same way I used to, despite my pants being looser and everyone around me saying I look skinnier, but I still don’t see it. I want to see it, I want to feel sk1nny. But I don’t. And it drives me wild

Why do the numbers say im doing fine but when I look in the mirror it’s like I’m going to die?

[annuhhhh6]

legs bc

dont mind my big ass shoes pls😭

can someone guess my bmi plssss

[bmiadollies]

weird b0dycheck at the reflection of a door ,, bmi 16

[f4y3w00d5]

.................not me making mistakes

[not-quite-but-maybe]

holy shit wdym Light Yagami's bmi is 16.8 and L's bmi is 15.8???? 😭😭

[yelloworangesoda]

cutting myself literally makes me happy. so there

[bloodhasnosugar]

Weight check

Porównanie wagi z piątku i z dzisiaj

Piątek: Dzisiaj:

Do tego BMI na ten moment:

[goodie-vibesss]

I’m embarrassed by my body even with an anor3xic bmi…

I know being a physical therapist, my colleagues realize my unhealthy weight.

Being surrounded by doctors and being one myself, you’d think I wouldn’t be so F’d up

[ooglywooglies]

dude what my doctor was complaining about my bmi and didnt even mention my ethnicity is in one of the groups that it doesnt work for

[following-stupid-goals]

BMI OF 17,8 FINALLY BRO I AM BACK AT 17 NOTHING CAN STOP ME

[try-and-try-and-try-again]

The NHS is bizarre

What is going on? I’ve already come to the conclusion that NHS psychiatric care is extremely extremely messed up so I won’t bother writing about that.

My dad had a health scare this week. He collapsed twice at home and my family called an ambulance. They declared it a ‘freak blood pressure event’ and said no A and E but an emergency doctor would come the next morning. (Thankfully he tells me he’s been fine ever since. Also he happens to be due for routine cardiology stuff today so if it’s that it could be ruled out).

Before the emergency doctor came our local GP practice diagnosed him with pre-diabetes and signed him up for a diet coaching app. The app asked for his height and weight and told him he was very obese and to cut out all of his food staples. The emergency doctor checked his vitals including BM and said he definitely wasn’t pre-diabetic, he was perfectly healthy. He also took his weight and despite it being the same as usual said my dad was far from being obese and the app made no sense. What in the lying/scaremongering/over diagnosing/ diet-culture app advertising heck is going on? This system angers and scares me more every day.

Yesterday my dad celebrated his new found normality by eating porridge. Good for him. It’s his favourite but the app banned it.

[disabled-queer-culture-is]

Disabled culture is going to see a doctor about a new medical scare and being able to predict exactly what they’re going to suggest, because it’s the exact same thing every doctor tells you for everything

[bmiadollies]

b0dych3ck but i'm bmi 16.9 and look so much bigger , meanspo and sweetspo free

[swuvsr]

☆･*:.｡.☆☆.｡.:*･ﾟ☆☆ﾟ･*:.｡.☆☆.｡.:*･ﾟ☆

weight check ☆･*:.｡.☆☆.｡.:*･ﾟ☆*:.｡.☆☆.｡.:*･ﾟ☆

January, 23, 2024

113.

K1L1NG M7$3LF （ｏ＿Ｏ）

im literally a disgusting pig who cant stop shoving her mouth full of food i want to cry. i want to be skinny, its all ive ever wanted smh. i gained 3lbs since thursday.. im gonna start weighing myself everyday , and counting my cals again. i havnt eaten anything yet so today might be either a omad or fast:,(

[hoodie-prince-kid-archived]

ok thats worse there is no way Jamie is my weight what.