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My predictions are unprecedented! Bwuahaha.

Who would hav ever thought, seriously?

I was wrong about exactly who would be kidnapping him, though.

I wonder if Gang is in on this? I wonder how many people are in on this, actually. I know it's Yi Zi Tong. I wonder if Yi Zi Tong and Gang are working together. That'd be my ideal.

... Look, I just want Gang to be Done With His Shit already and help these two idiots get together the best way: kidnapping.

Well, close enough.

I love Yi Zi Tong hanging up the phone! It's great. He knows EXACTLY what he's doing. He's getting these two together no matter what it takes.

HA. My Villain Rehabilitation plan was true! He's manipulative AF but he's doing it for the right reasons!

... I love this, I want this, I cannot wait for tomorrow. The wait is gonna DESTROY me.

do they literally kidnap shi lei with the help of the ex??? what does this preview even mean lmao @heretherebedork i can’t believe you were right all along 😭

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#5

I really like Mork I wasn't expecting him to be so nice and genuine, from the synopsis (I watched the trailer too but months ago so I had no memory of it, all I could recall was that I vaguely remembered enemies to lovers) it made it seem like Mork was just as in love with Nan as Pi is so during the wiping of the hand scene happened I was expecting him to be mean and have ulterior motives so when he offered to buy another box I was like 'hmmm what's your plan here bub' but very quickly realized (I think in the very next scene, which they shared) that Mork liked Pi from the get go and Pi is just out here going around assuming Mork likes Nan cause they hang out a bunch, but Pi is just so focus on his crush on Nan that he can't see that Mork isn't trying to malicious with his actions and with the way Mork went about the picture thing I can see how Pi would look at that as something he was trying to do on purpose especially with his one track mindset of 'Mork likes Nan therefore he hates me and is after me'

A n y w a y s really no point of this I just wasn't expecting Mork to be like this and I'm just pleasantly surprised, I got hopes that this show is gonna be good one so I'm just a wee bit excited, excited enough to make pointless post about it apparently, also is it just me or is this giving off a bit of My gear and your gown vibe? Also not sure if anyone else clocked this or how important it is but when Mork was folding clothes he was folding kids clothes little girl clothes to be specific so that means a younger sister so maybe a cute scene or something having to deal with that in the future mayhaps

and another thing I feel like it would criminal not mention just how cute and nice Mix is in this, I had completely forgot he was even going to be in this cause I watched the trailer before I really cared who he was and before I got completely obsessed with atots, he is such a good actor it's wild

35 notes • Posted 2021-04-10 12:10:24 GMT

#4

I'm sorry but the only thing I want to do is scream about papa and daddy, episode two when they show how they met and how they ended up getting together was the cutest thing I've ever witnessed and I'm not sure it can be topped, plus a cute lesbian couple who are also planning on having a kid it's just wholesome gay relationships all around. Ugh it's so gooooood

38 notes • Posted 2021-04-24 15:33:58 GMT

#3

I would sell my first born child to be able to watch ep 7 right this very second

49 notes • Posted 2021-12-04 23:22:58 GMT

#2

also just the way pran did that with his friends around, I mean I know they were probably farther away near the bus probably but pran went from being worried that someone would see them talking at the university to licking his finger on a beach full of architect students and not giving a fuck

83 notes • Posted 2021-12-04 17:01:02 GMT

#1

Also can we talk about what a fucking queen Pa is like she runs the store when her parents aren't there and not just like a "we're just running out for 5 mins watch the shop" it sounds like she actually knows what shes talking about and what to do seems like she does all the fucking laundry in the house or at the very least hers and Pats she even went as far as going all the way to Pats dorm to do his laundry at one point like fucking queen and only in high school that queen

113 notes • Posted 2021-11-12 22:25:43 GMT

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This is a personal kinda critique/my thoughts w the show im in my phone in a hotel w my parents in boston and im just rly fucking crazy rn and i cant put a read more link my bad. tagging it just in case cos i have some technical thoughts too but i doubt ppl care. I may delete this. Why is ttumblr for iphone so vad where the eff is the read more jawn.......ANYWAY

my uncle died and it has taken an insane emotional toll on me more than i thought possible. spiraling me i to an episode. when the pandemic began, i remember i was watching 2gether and it gave me solace because i had nothing else. i lost two jobs—one very important for my career—my relationship with my parents is fraught, im 29, and i have to live with them. but when i look back on 2gether, since it was what i was doing a lot at the time bc we could do even less than now, i dont feel a connection i just watched it at the time.

blih may be like this, but my uncle died...the day before it aired. I guess i watched it the next day out of desperation. I just went to check and im crying now. Idk what memories ill have of the show and i hate marking periods of my life by such silly capitalist output but what choice do we have anyway? it was nice because i got to see something mild and sweet.

and i have to say, the mom cameo was really touching. so was director mai. having grief and having a really neglected childhood those two things made me cry. they got his mother’s reaction downpat to losing the love of her life and being a widow—it hit me like a ton of bricks to hear that talk then go to the memorial service snd take care of my cousins and be there for my aunt. Im no one and not a widow but that type of love for a partner and being able to celebrate him abd love him completely forever and not having the memory leave you. It is important to me to see that it is possible. This could lie the rub between BL just for BL sake or like actual shows that are dramas that happen to have different types of ppl and not ignoring their way of life or possibility (“querrness means possibility” - a famous thai auteur named joe)

love is a really beautifl and previous thing and people deserve happiness and respect and to be loved. theres a person who is with you and the people around you and one day they could leave. for whatever reason. should we not try? if not for the emotional buts i think the show would be something people care less avout but that was a draw. and for the first time in so long especially for a BL i thought, “wow, i feel something and i’m having fun.”

it’s hsrd to talk about and personal. i miss him more than life itself. Some days it is so bad. I want to exit the earth and dnot do it anymore. but theres little teeny thngs that make it a bit better to hold on. lol theres so much to do and to be happy with. and so much to fall into despair. id rather watch it go by but i dont want to miss a chance to feel what they feel or loving people around me and finding the love of my life and my calling.

it was nice to wait for something every week that was sort of like a friend and to see a lot of the same problems im facing too. pain of loss and moving on isnt running away i guess. im similar to jyz in the fact that id rather not do it at all to not lose what i never had. i wish i didnt know my uncle, because i wouldnt feel this way but if i never knew him bow could i have loved someone so much and known him? wouldnt that bee a loss? isnt giving up and closing yourself off to force people to come to you because youre scared just as slefish? Dunno.

The show made me think a lot ans it was just perfect timing i guess. it didnt help me run away from my demons but it quelled them for a time and reminded me i could be better too.

Now as an artist with insane abandonment issues i can safely say that production mistakes were a plenty and most egregiously i would NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER be able to handle the level of stress of having someone that fucking left me back. That would destroy me, when JYZ was upset around him i was and all the signs were about a relaly oppressive difficult person but they introduced him too late. but ironically i saw the patterns of abuse i went/go through w my parents and my distrust meter skyrocketed and because aaron lai is a good actor, it extra hurt. he acted like a small child—the same feelings i was having at that exact week and i felt the force of it. I feel like that was a missed opportunity and i get why but this is what i mean about the feelings they were able to get down. The actors did legwork from the script to their delivery but it alsk means the script wasnt totally atrocious. Ok now im talking in circles.

This is kinda like to my star, a nice show, tranqhil, and sorrowful but eventually just hopeful. Maybe it’s the hopefulness and peace idk. I just wish my life was calm like that but again escapism abd then they hit u with the rela shit and u cant take it

And the little prince....st exupery was an anti fascist so thats good but the whimsy of that book and the beauty of continuing or...the prince knew he was heading first into something he may not make it out of but he did it because why not? Why not go to the fullest? Nothing is set in stone. The prince didn’t understand adults but he didnt have to. He was going through life searching and encountered hardships but still took the chance. He didnt run away.

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And how to say it... but from Taiwan!

How do you say bisexual identity crisis in Thai?

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Some behind the scenes of the last episode and how am I supposed to resist a man being lifted onto a bed and two men pretending to take their shirts off?

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The sheer softness and love is just fantastic.

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And, unsurprisingly, BLIH delivers softness and happiness to the very end with an unexpected epilogue that I don't think we needed but, hey, it gave us more of these two and I'll never say no to that!

[heretherebedork]

This scene is still my favorite. Even without subtitles, even without words at all... there's so much emotion in this scene, so much of their personalities and love languages and needs on display.

Yu Zhen is terrified of losing Shi Lei. He can't use his words, he can't speak aloud what he wants, he can barely acknowledge that he wants it... but he cannot lose it. He cannot let go, he cannot give space, he cannot stay away. He needs Shi Lei and he needs that touch, that contact, that show of love even if he can't say the words.

Shi Lei is hurt and trying to protect himself by withdrawing, trying to protect the other people he loves and himself as well. But the moment he sees Yu Zhen's pain, that all goes out the window. There's nothing left but that love and that need to care for him, to protect him, to keep him safe and healthy and happy.

Yu Zhen shows love in touch and contact, through holding a hand and touching and that eye contact that's almost a caress.

Shi Lei shows love in service, in helping, in protecting, in scratching an irritated back, in checking on his health and in his worry for the other man.

But neither of them shows love in words.

Actions can only speak so much without words to back them up.

You need both words and actions to have a working relationship.

[heretherebedork]

It's all the eye contact, the tenderness, the softest touches and the gentlest affection

It's all in the trust and the listening to each other and the understanding and the belief.

[heretherebedork]

Be Loved in House is the perfect illustration of why a tsundere x tsundere pairing is so hard to do. Because if no one is willing to talk about their feelings... shit shuts down fast.

Oh yeah, and the idea that Yu Zhen is actually going to talk to Shi Lei now that he has him pinned down? I don't buy it for a second. Boy's going to clam up, stare at him and possibly just curl up in his arms like a desperate koala. From the rest of the preview, I don't believe they talked about anything.

[heretherebedork]

Ep 12 preview and I can DIE HAPPY THANK YOU. Ugh. Yes. Yesssss. Just look at them! And their audience! JOY PURE JOY.

Okay, now it's time to scream and overanalyze.

So the paper is not anything we suspected! But what could have caused this? What is the impetus for this moment, for Yu Zhen to so frantically chase after Shi Lei? Because Shi Lei doesn't look like he expected this. He looks startled but in a soft way, not in an extreme way. This is not Shi Lei having resigned or after a screaming argument...

I'm actually really thinking the Yi Zi Tong (who is there in the background!) using his manipulative powers for good. But we'll see.

I'm just shocked at how... shocked Shi Lei is as the rule gets ripped up. This leaves me thinking that Shi Lei has no idea what's going on. So... what is going on?

I cannot BELIEVE we have to wait for Thursday.

[heretherebedork]

All my BLIH theories for Yi Zi Tong and Episode 12

Theory 1: The Villainous Rehab

Yi Zi Tong has realized that Shi Lei loves Yu Zhen. Having gotten over their relationship himself years ago, he's decided to manipulate the situation to help force Yu Zhen's hand regarding Shi Lei. He's still not a good guy and he's not letting anyone know he's doing and he's doing it for his own benefit. He'll feel better knowing Yu Zhen has moved on as well.

Theory 2: True Villain

Yi Zi Tong is manipulating Shi Lei to isolate Yu Zhen and win him back. He wants to win him over, convince Shi Lei to leave Yu Zhen behind and then swoop in when he's at his lowest point. He might have left seven years ago but he doesn't actually care about that. He wants back when he had and he'll take it however he needs to.

Theory 3: A Villain No More

Yi Zi Tong and Shi Lei are working together to force Yu Zhen to make a choice and admit his feelings. Yi Zi Tong has used his communication skills to figure out this plan. Shi Lei is going along out of desperation because he's still worried about being rejected.

Theory 4: Villain Cracked

Gang gets word of what's going on with Shi Lei and Yi Zi Tong and Yu Zhen and he finally just stomps into the store, grabs Shi Lei and Yu Zhen to lock them in Yu Zhen's office until they talk while he lectures Yi Zi Tong about being a manipulative little shit. Wu Si Qi swoons over his boyfriend taking charge.

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I just cannot get over how BAD Yu Zhen is at romantic communication.

It's definitely related to his trauma.

But he just... he's absolutely terrified of putting words to his feelings.

There have been at least two direct occurrences of him using his knowledge of exactly how soft and caring Shi Lei is to manipulate him into giving him affection.

We've seen him ease into affectionate looks and initiate touches and clutch Shi Lei tight to him because he craves that contact so deeply.

But he never uses words.

He steps into the coffee shop after taking a deep breath and still only manages to point at Shi Lei.

Shi Lei asks for time to himself and Yu Zhen panics so hard he fakes an allergic reaction just to bring Shi Lei back to his side.

He cannot bear the thought of their separation but also cannot face the peril of putting words to feelings, of saying what he feels.

His pride, his fear, his control, his past... everything is catching up and crashing down around him.

Shi Lei can only do so much if Yu Zhen won't tell him anything. And he'll really only do so much without the words he wants, without the confirmation of their relationship.

Three more episodes and the pain has begun and I don't think will be going away any time soon. Each young man sleeping in their own room next episode... ooof.

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The little way that Yu Zhen manipulates Shi Lei into taking care of him and scratching his back and showing that he still cares was... both sweet and kinda sad. He's so scared of being straightforward, of putting words to his own emotions... but he still needs comfort and support and craves that love only Shi Lei can give him.