#blackcoffeen

[blackcoffeen]

Fuck nonchalantism, I need obsession, I need yearning, I need someone who dissects my song choices and remembers the little things about me.

[blackcoffeen]

[blackcoffeen]

I'm a leaver, I'll eventually leave, sooner or later. I'm not permanent just a memory.

[blackcoffeen]

Crawl into me, melt in me. Hold onto me, be you and be me.

[blackcoffeen]

Hey cute stuff, pretty pearl or redhead rose,

I'd call you a lot of it just for you to love me.

I'm not looking at no time or place, it's whatever, doesn't matter where,

and yes I'd still admire your sleepy eyes, I'd still kiss you in your messy hair.

I melt,

ah, you take my breath away.

I'd tell you a lot of it,

but oof how much will I bother you,

how much will I say.

And hey again, I'd write a lot but you'll be bored,

just sum up, your the ink that suits my pen,

you can tell me to stop but you'll still be adored.

[blackcoffeen]

“Your hand is cold, mine burns like fire. How blind you are, Nastenka!”

- Fyodor Dostoevsky (White Nights)

I've always thought about this theory, that one with warm hands never tend to betray, but cold hands will leave you at someone's elses door step.

[blackcoffeen]

Call me whenever you want. Just call me, my name, call me yours.

[blackcoffeen]

You're in her dms. I'm in a time loop and dooming my world to end over and over for her because I can't let go of what I want.

And neither can she.

[blackcoffeen]

You know the best way to crack an egg?

[blackcoffeen]

She tastes like every dark thought I've ever had.

[blackcoffeen]

April 17th, 2025 - 12:57 pm

Hey you cute one,

it's been a while since we clicked for times.

You know I miss it but can't force it through,

I'd admire you still, it doesn't matter if I can't find some rhymes.

You're cute, and I mean it,

might as well say cute is yours, I see you whenever I say it.

It's effortlessly cozy to be with you,

or talk, you got my attention.

I'm not kind of to be so “lowkey”,

but it's easier with you,

or talk, you are what I call to be in an affection.

You're cute I repeat,

I'm sorry if I'm making this bit annoying.

You're beaut, oh oh,

I'm not sorry you are worth looking at a picture & falling and dying.

I'm too interested in you,

tell me about you I wanna know.

I wait and wait even my sleep is due,

tell me about your day not again some words, like you always throw.

Hey hot n spicy one too,

did I mention it?

I'm highly attracted towards you.

If it's too tiring to read, I'm sorry,

but you gotta oof your way through it.

I'm too much, too chalant-cy,

I gotta compete your prettiness,

ugh simple text just won't do it.

[blackcoffeen]

Always & Forever

something this generation wouldn't understand.

[blackcoffeen]

Oh what an unlovable thing have I become.

[blackcoffeen]

Oh to love the way that I love.

[blackcoffeen]

I ache for your love in silence.

[blackcoffeen]

You and I are perfect for each other. Never believe anything else.