#blackcoffeen

[blackcoffeen]

I'm a leaver, I'll eventually leave, sooner or later. I'm not permanent just a memory.

[blackcoffeen]

[blackcoffeen]

Call me whenever you want. Just call me, my name, call me yours.

[blackcoffeen]

You know the best way to crack an egg?

[blackcoffeen]

It's all in the eyes, you just never knew. How weak I was in my knees just when i saw you.

You didn't see me talk, eye to eye just to you, about you. You said you didn't mean it, but you knew, you knew.

[blackcoffeen]

From a text I sent to a fragile soul; I'm sorry.

I get you and what you're feeling, I wish you luck with what's to come.

I will think of you i loved what we had, and I'll write about you and it'll never be sad.

You were a beautiful experience I'll never be able to forget,

and I'm always here for you in case you need a friend, company or need to get.

I will probably send you letters telepathically, and I'd love to know you again when we're bit old.

You be a precious one to me, just in case the truth be told.

You'll find me in cats probably, I'd love to be remembered by you.

Just don't get upset when you think of me, just smile for me i beg;

Now will you?

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Crying, sobbing, I'm not meant to be loved.

[blackcoffeen]

The more I love, the more unloved I remain.

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[blackcoffeen]

Maybe bleeding myself using words was just a hobby.

[blackcoffeen]

January 18th, 2025 - 07:07 pm

It's getting darker, darker deep inside,

I'm aching throwing my hands.

I don't reach, never reach the end,

when I know I'm what's wrong,

it's all in me.

It has eaten me all,

I've hurt a fragile soul.

I cut it, tore it apart,

I bleed myself saying I apologise.

I love being hated,

I know you despise me.

I do the undone intentionally,

I'm sorry but I can't show you the vulnerable me.

I feel your presence around,

I hear your voice in The Marías.

Your warmth I don't deserve,

but the coffee won't kill me.

I sip it all in the bitterness,

hot so I burn, still it won't ever fill me.

I'll touch you in each snowflake,

but I don't get it all snowy here.

Maybe I'm not where i should be,

maybe it's not mine, not here.

[blackcoffeen]

It doesn't matter how better I get. I am what's wrong.

[blackcoffeen]

I feel empty. I don't deserve what my heart offers me.