blackcoffeen

[blackcoffeen]

I'm a leaver, I'll eventually leave, sooner or later. I'm not permanent just a memory.

[blackcoffeen]

Us blooded ink ones.

“Poets run out of words?” She asks.

“You don't know about it, feels like dying is better when I run out of words.”

[blackcoffeen]

January 18th, 2025 - 07:07 pm

It's getting darker, darker deep inside,

I'm aching throwing my hands.

I don't reach, never reach the end,

when I know I'm what's wrong,

it's all in me.

It has eaten me all,

I've hurt a fragile soul.

I cut it, tore it apart,

I bleed myself saying I apologise.

I love being hated,

I know you despise me.

I do the undone intentionally,

I'm sorry but I can't show you the vulnerable me.

I feel your presence around,

I hear your voice in The Marías.

Your warmth I don't deserve,

but the coffee won't kill me.

I sip it all in the bitterness,

hot so I burn, still it won't ever fill me.

I'll touch you in each snowflake,

but I don't get it all snowy here.

Maybe I'm not where i should be,

maybe it's not mine, not here.

[blackcoffeen]

Crying, sobbing, I'm not meant to be loved.

[blackcoffeen]

Babe not mine.

[blackcoffeen]

It doesn't matter how better I get. I am what's wrong.

[blackcoffeen]

Call me whenever you want. Just call me, my name, call me yours.

[blackcoffeen]

Now I'd want to keep hating you in silence than coming back to you and texting you over and over.

[blackcoffeen]

I feel empty. I don't deserve what my heart offers me.

[blackcoffeen]

You know the best way to crack an egg?

[blackcoffeen]

From a text I sent to a fragile soul; I'm sorry.

I get you and what you're feeling, I wish you luck with what's to come.

I will think of you i loved what we had, and I'll write about you and it'll never be sad.

You were a beautiful experience I'll never be able to forget,

and I'm always here for you in case you need a friend, company or need to get.

I will probably send you letters telepathically, and I'd love to know you again when we're bit old.

You be a precious one to me, just in case the truth be told.

You'll find me in cats probably, I'd love to be remembered by you.

Just don't get upset when you think of me, just smile for me i beg;

Now will you?

[blackcoffeen]

I'm guilty for all of it, I hurt ones I never would want a scratch on.

[blackcoffeen]

January 7th, 2025 - 10:27 pm

And you little one are like sprinkles of rain,

red rose in the white ones.

Hands that caress the skin gently,

smile warm as much as fresh buns.

Lie deep with little stories and baby face,

eyes that got so much to tell.

You spark so pretty little munchkin,

all i hear is moon when i spell.

[blackcoffeen]

No amount of tea will give you the warmth you yearn for.

[blackcoffeen]

[blackcoffeen]

One kiss may heal this agony.

[blackcoffeen]

The more I love, the more unloved I remain.