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Forbidden Fruit: Shanks x F!Reader
Tags: nsfw, Modern!AU, AGE GAPS (at one point he mentions he's old enough to be reader's dad), mentions of creampies/breeding, dirty talk, daddy kink, sex toys, and phone sex
You were desperate.
After looking for a boyfriend for so long, you were getting frustrated. Boys at your college seemed dull to you, and online dating was a total bust; finding companionship seemed impossible for you.
You wanted something romantic, sure, but right now, you needed something more sexual. You hadn’t been laid in god knows how long, and the sexual energy within you had reached its bursting point.
You thought to yourself as you lay in bed; you could’ve used one of your many toys to get you off, but that was growing old. You wanted someone to be there with you.
You chewed at your lip, trying to decide what to do with your frustrated self.
Until an idea popped into your mind.
Maybe you didn’t have a companion, but that didn’t mean you couldn’t buy some services to replicate the experience.
Immediately you perked up and began searching for online cams and various male voice-over actors you could listen to.
But after looking at those, you decided that wasn’t quite right either…
That’s when you see a targeted ad about a phone sex hotline. You raised your brows; you had never considered doing something like that before… but the more you thought about it, the more appealing it sounded.
You clicked the number on the search engine page without even thinking it through.
You almost hang up, but you’re greeted by an automated voice.
“Welcome!” It cheerily rings, “You have reached The New World Chat Line! Please select one if you are interested in women, two of you are interested in men.”
You debate hanging up right then, but with shaky fingers, you select ‘two.’
The silence is loud, but eventually, you hear that automated voice again.
“Please select one of our many male operators to chat with!”
The phone begins repeating back various profiles that the men had recorded themselves. There were many different guys, each with their own list of kinks and physical descriptions. You chewed your lip as you listened; some were interesting but not enough to get you to bite the bullet.
That is, until you hear a deep, raspy voice.
“Hey there,” It starts, “You can call me Akagami. Uh, let’s see, I’ve got red hair, and I’m a little over six foot… I think I’m around six foot six?”
Your eyes bulged; he considered that “a little” over?
“I’m looking for sweet girls that like to play with older men. Real innocent, cute types are perfect for my style of play. I want to guide a girl, teach her everything from how to squirt to how to please me-“
You don’t need to hear anymore. You want this guy now.
Pressing ‘one’ on impulse, the phone begins to ring.
It doesn’t take long before there’s an answer.
“Hey there, sweet thing,” he says it with a familiarity that causes your body to heat up.
“U-Uh, hi-“ you want to smack yourself as your voice comes out way too squeaky and high-pitched.
He laughs on the other end, but you can tell it’s all in good fun, not out of malice.
“And how are you doing today, princess?”
“Uhm,” you pick at the hem of your shirt as you lay on your back, “I’m feeling a bit lonely. I wanted to talk to someone…”
You can hear the smile in his voice, “Is that right? So you decided to talk to me? I’m flattered.”
“Mhm…” you trail off, not sure how to get the ball rolling.
But fortunately for you, he’s a natural.
“Honey, you sound a bit young,” he starts, “How old are you?”
“O-Old enough!”
He chuckles, “So you’re a younger girl.”
Your face burns bright red. Were you seriously so obvious that he could read you so easily?
“Hm, don’t worry, your little secret is safe with me.” He purrs it into the phone, and your body shivers at his tone, “Is this your first time calling for this kind of thing?”
“Um, yeah…”
He chuckles lowly, and your heart skips a beat, “Don’t worry, we can talk about anything you want. It can get sexy, it can get sad, hell, you could just tell me about your day; I’m all ears.”
You smile a bit at his words, your nerves starting to disappear.
“Well, I called because, like I said, I’m kinda lonely…” you pause as you debate what you want to say, “I’ve been trying to find a boyfriend but no luck…”
You hear him “aww” as he listens, and you talk a bit about your dating struggles, how college has been challenging, and how you’re up to your limit with how sexually frustrated you are.
“Things can be rough at your age. I remember I had a hard time when I was in college…”
“How old are you?” You chirp up, and he laughs.
“Curious? I’m 40 now.”
You hummed, “You’re old enough to be my dad.”
“Yeah?” He chuckles, “I kind of figured that.”
“It’s kinda…” you swallow, unsure how to finish your sentence without dying of shame.
“Kinda what?” He pushes, and you can practically hear his smirk, “Go ahead.”
Your core lit up at his words, “Even though you’re almost twice my age- no because you’re almost twice my age… it’s really getting me worked up.”
He growls, “Yeah? You like fantasizing about older guys?”
“I-I do-” you whimper, “My dad has a friend… I’ve always found him attractive…”
“Sounds like you’ve always had a thing for older men.”
“Always.”
He groans at that, “Dirty little girl… don’t you know it’s girls like you that make things so tempting for guys like me? We want to take advantage of cute things like you who have no idea what you’re getting into…”
You bite your lip, “But I want you to take advantage of me.”
“Fuck-” he hisses, “Alright, I don’t know if I can take the idle conversation anymore, princess. You’re making me so hard right now.”
You swallow, working up the courage to make the first move, “Can you tell me how hard you are? Please?”
Your core flutters at the grunt that comes from the other end of the line.
“It’s getting really hard, baby. My pants feel so tight right now just listening to your sweet voice say such dirty things.”
He groans, and your ears perk up at the sound of fabric shuffling in the background. Your heartbeat accelerated at the action.
You squeeze your thighs together, trying to relieve any discomfort that grew between your legs at his words.
And with that, there’s a click from the phone.
“Hello?”
“To continue, please enter payment information.”
Shit. Your free minutes ran out.
You scrambled to grab your wallet on the bedside table and fished out your card. Quickly, you punch in your credit card info before the phone rings again.
A warm chuckle greets you, “Did I lose you?”
“Yeah-“ you sigh, “I needed to enter some card info.”
You can hear the smile in his voice, “I see… don’t worry, I kept your seat nice and warm for you~”
“Thank you,” you laugh, “I appreciate it.”
“Yknow,” he starts, “I bet a slutty little thing like you has a bunch of toys to play with. Why don’t you take one from your collection and use it?”
“O-Okay.”
You whine as you remove your hand from your cunt and get out of bed, pulling out a box from underneath it. You pull out your favorite clitoral vibrator and a basic dildo. You describe to Akagami the toys you’ve chosen.
“Good girl,” he purrs, “Try easing that dildo inside first…”
As you lay on your back, you spread your legs, teasing your hole with the silicone tip. You whimper softly before pushing in and gasping at the intrusion. You’re plenty wet, so the toy slides right in, bottoming out to the suction cup base.
“I-It’s in- “
“Good, good.” He hums. “Turn on the vibrator now. Make sure it’s on the lowest setting, alright?”
You adjust so that you’re holding the phone between your shoulder and cheek, your dominant hand turning on the vibrator and placing it on your clit. Even though it was only on the first setting, the buzzing made you jump.
“God, I can just imagine your flustered body writhing…” he laughs, “You said you’re in college, right? Don’t you have roommates you’re worried about?”
You bit your lip, “She won’t be back for a while… I think.”
“Oh? You think?” He teases, “Now you’ve got me thinking about if I was in your dorm room with you…”
“W-Wh-” you try to get your words out, “What would you do if you were here?”
“Mm,” he drawls, “first, I’d kiss my precious princess. Swipe my tongue over your lips before playing with your tongue.”
Your face grows hot, and you wonder what his tongue would taste like. Does he drink? Smoke? Your tongue darts over your lips as you ponder.
“And I’d play with your tits… squeeze them and play with your nipples that I bet are so hard right now.”
You use your free hand to pull at your nipples, which are just as stiff as the older man speculated.
“A-And then what?”
“Eager, are you?” He stifles a laugh, “I like that….”
“Just for you, Daddy.”
A silence lingers, and for a while, you’re worried you might’ve made him uncomfortable.
But then he speaks.
“You know, a lot of dorms have security. And even if yours doesn’t, other students will likely see us…” You press your lips together, wondering where he’s taking this, “You think they’d think I’m your father when you lead me to your room? That our relationship is innocent?”
Your eyes flutter shut as he continues, “Or do you think they’d know I’m just there to use your younger body? That I’m just a perverted old man fucking a college girl?”
“I-I-“you stutter, tossing your head back, “I don’t know-“
“Turn up your toy, princess. Let Daddy hear your moans.”
You obey his command immediately as if he’s placed a spell on you. Your finger clicks the button on your toy again, making the vibrations grow stronger.
“Oh, Daddy-” you sharply gasp, “I need your cock- how big is it? Tell me-“
“Around eight inches when I’m this hard, princess.”
Your mouth watered.
“Never had a dick that big in me before…”
He chuckles, “No?”
“It’s probably too big-“
“Daddy will make it fit.”
You moan openly, your cunt squeezing the dildo inside you at his words. Even though he didn’t give you permission, you turned the toy up one more notch. You bit your lip, knowing you’d get in trouble if he found out. Over the sound of your toy, you hear wet noises coming from his end.
“Would you let Daddy fuck you raw, princess?” He grunts, “Would you let him creampie your little pussy?”
“Yes-“you breathlessly gasp, “Y-Yes, I want it-“
“Mm,” he moans, “You answered that quickly. You could get knocked up, you know.”
As you approach the edge, your breathing goes shallow, “Don’t care, just need you to claim me. I need you to own me-!”
“Fuck-“he draws it out, “I’m gonna make it so you only want Daddy’s dick. None of those little boys at school will be able to compete.”
You whimper and arch your back as your toy happily buzzes away, stimulating you in all the right ways. Your clit throbs and pulses as the toy surrounds it, and your insides tighten around the other toy.
“I’m so close-“
“That’s good; turn up your toy one more notch.”
“I-I can’t-“
He hums, “A toy that only has two settings? That doesn’t sound right… did you turn it up without permission?”
Your voice trembles, and your legs shake, “Yes, Daddy…”
“Naughty thing,” he tsks, “I’ll allow it this time, but only because we’re both so close-“
Your eyes shut tight as the pleasure overwhelms you. As you approach the end, your legs begin to quiver, and your heart rate is off the charts. Your body tense as your feelings become too much to bear. You needed to cum.
“Daddy, I-I need to cum!” You whimper, “Please let me cum!”
“Ngh-“He grunts, “Cum for Daddy. Squirt your cum all over your cute fingers*
Your vision goes dark as you cum. Your body seizes, and your toes curl as your back arches off the bed. Your chest heaves, and you hear a low growl from the other end of the phone, “That’s it, that’s it, princess. You sound so pretty when you cum for me.”
“Daddy,” you moan helplessly, “Cum for me too.”
Akagami’s breath grows ragged as he gets closer, “Don’t worry, princess, Daddy isn’t far behind-!”
He lets out a low groan when he cums, and you bite your lip, listening to him. After a few moments, everything grows quiet.
“I’ll call you again Daddy. Let’s play again soon, okay?”
“Of course, baby. I would love to guide you through another orgasm.”
And with that, you hang up the phone.
#HOLY FUCK#CREAM DID IT#ripping my hair out as i type#biting down my fist#hnnn gn ngng#the people needed this#everybody said thank you cream#kazuha’s recs 𓆩⟡𓆪
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fighting for my LIFE in this omi fic rn I'M TRYING SO HARD TO WRITE IT IN SECOND PERSON BUT I KEEP DEFAULTING TO THIRD PERSON
#but second person fics do so much better 😭😭😭😭#I KNOW I SHOULD JUST DO WHAT I WANT BUT I WANT PEOPLE TO READ IT#I MUST LURE THEM INTO MY WRITING WITH THE “YOU YOU YOU” POV#that's the new name for second person#SMAUS WITH 3RD PERSON WRITTEN WORKS ARE FINE BC I LURE PEOPLE IN WITH SMAU PARTS AND THEN THEY HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO READ#BUT THAT DOESN'T WORK IN ONESHOTS#why am i talking about this like it's a science experiment. forgive me. I JUST ALWAYS STRESS ABOUT THIS#BITING MY FIST#i'm going to write it in second person i can't be convinced otherwise and i've also almost finished writing it#and i am NOT going back to switch all the “you's” BUT I KEEP LIKE IMAGINING THE FIC IN MY HEAD AND THEN WRITING IT DOWN#AND THEN ACCIDENTALLY GO INTO THIRD#AAAAAAAAA#it's okay#it's okay <3#dodger this is for u#shaking and excited like a wet dog i hope u enjoy this fic#rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#ness' brainvomit <3
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long time no oberon
#moka doodles#im really trying to get his look down i dont want him to look like “moka's interpretation of oberon” i want him to look near canon...#his stupid hair is deceptively simple but its Not. bites my fist off
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do you regret it yet?
#lin lie#iron fist#lin feng#i want lin feng to be more disheveled about their whole thing#i realized recently that they dont have a lot of biting emotions or quotes it's all mostly implied#which i suppose is good but. does make me look a little insane when i try to bring up proof of their dynamic#anyway! something about feng viewing lin lie as a beacon of kindness and having that make him feel even worse about not being forgiven#because like. come on. that's his little brother. the child. the coward.#its meant to be condescending but it just makes it hurt more that this is the one thing lin lie puts his foot down on#that's how i think of them at least#my art#marvel#completed art
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it wasn't enough that arizona's japanese internment camps were placed on gila river indian community and colorado river indian tribes' land as "reservations within reservations" (and against the desires of GRIC.) now i get to learn that chinese and japanese immigrants evaded the chinese exclusion act by traveling first to mexico and then to the u.s., entering through o'odham land, through the late 1800s own flavor of "prevention through deterrence," while the u.s. used what is by all rights a diverse and abundant desert to kill them, just as they do latine migrants today. and now i feel like i have to tell everyone i know about this because nobody told me. our fates as illegal immigrants are so tightly bound up i want to scream.
from Peoples of a Sonoran Desert Oasis by Jared Orsi
#(puts my entire fist in my mouth and bites down)#my family traded it all for the model minority myth and for what. to be just as yoked with a false sense of superiority.#content warning: colonization#content warning: anti-immigrant sentiment#content warning: anti-latino racism#content warning: anti-asian racism#content warning: anti-indigenous racism#content warning: japanese internment era#content warning: chinese exclusion act
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Sometimes, I need to do important stuff like shower and cook, but all I can think about is Aventurine lately. It's a problem.
#[ there are also distant possible zhongli leaks and i'm losing my @$%%& mind because i realize any mention of him-- ]#[ gets my eyes glossy. they're not even heavy in content but my lore brain is going rabid. i just need. i need celestia lore. ]#[ like i need air in my lungs. and /zhongli/. UGH. i love that man so very much it's unreal. it's been a moment since i've cried over him.#[ wriothesley and zhongli are tied at the top in terms of favorite characters-- but zhongli is just. he hits me differently. ]#[ the end of havria's quest gets me emotional in the same way that ezio does at the end of revelations. it never changes. ]#[ i can listen and watch footage 50000 times but i /still/ react emotionally and i'll ramble forever after (sorry lottie). ]#[ i just need the lore. i just need the mental meta. i just. i just need people to talk about this man. and his insane lore. and theories.#[ /bites fist. ]#[ out of character. ] don't bend or water it down. don't try to make it logical. rather: follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.
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reminder that michael LOOKS LIKE THAT
#BITING MY FIST RNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN#IM LAYING DOWN SORRY FOR TALKING A LOT TONIGHT BUT GODDDDDDDDD
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Thinking of how Levi would do that little wiggle and jump while he's wearing a pair of jeans so that his peach ass can fit his jeans nicely and snugly................... yeah............
#rei.talks#levi#levi ackerman#levi headcanons#levi ackerman headcanons#snk headcanons#aot headcanons#biting my fist rn#rei is barking for levi#urgh i wanna slap his ass and chomp down on his ass cheeks
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once again thinking about this screenshot set
#✧ 、· ⋆ 。 IMAGES. ╏ eden cielo / solstice. »#bites down on my fist#why are they actually the cutest thing alive#i'm cry#i love you you are so RADIANT
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richter belmont, my love . . . .
#ʬʬ.sosa speaks.com#all them belmont genes STRONKG ASFFFF#couldn’t even get through the first ep bc i was too excited#and because im terribly sleepy but i had to share this (if anyone cares)#castlevania#castlevania nocturne#castlevania spoilers#no bc the way he . . . . he !!#the way he has his foot on this vamp’s head and was looking down at him#good heavens i need to neutered.#promise i am not betraying alucard or trevor#just observing. . . intensely as i bite on my fist#and squeezing my legs together
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it’s already getting hard to find asian dramas but now it’s gonna get even harder.. also fuck disney+ for gatekeeping certain ones
#disney+/hulu suck ass cause they wanna hold onto kdramas and anime since they know they’re in higher demand now but also dont wanna promote#them or region lock them so the only way to watch them is with a vpn if ur even able to do that#which means most ppl arent going to watch these shows so they dont do as well im biting my fucking fist i hate it here#if all these streaming services wanna hd onto these dramas n force sites like dramacool to shut down BUT THEN wanna take shows off their#platform randomly meaning there is no place to watch the show anymore WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT#I need to download some shit cause goddamn..
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If you ever picture Ascended Astarion in Oathbreaker, I want you to picture him like this:
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg 3#Astarion#|| *bites down on their fists* Fucking Hell fdsjglfjdg#|| This is from my current run with my Oathbreaker (lol) where he remained a spawn. And yes. Loke is romancing him. 😁
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When I tell y'all I need this woman so bad 🧎🏽♀️
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i know this is probably very unhealthy and shouldn’t happy but i don’t see what’s so wrong with frank castle letting me beat the shit out of him just so i can get deal with my anger issues by…getting the anger out
#i feel like scratching at my eyes till they pop out#or biting down on my fist so hard my fingers stay in my mouth#or breaking somones nose#anyway…#it’s fine#frank castle
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moth you should write her lore down in a document or make a google slide ! mmm maybe !!
#˙♱ ⋆ ☠︎︎ . ◞ OOC : general . '#I know I need to#I’m finalizing her lore like I am with kai#and it#I just need to write it down for you guys#especially the cult#and the entity#bites my fist and screams
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Ian McShane in Bolden (2019)
#ian mcshane#bolden#WHERE DO I START#that black line that divides the white in the beard#like are YOU KIDDING ME#im biting my fist so hard cause if i write what i'm thinking..........#nah i'm going insane#I also hate the editing of this movie because they cut all the shots after two fucking seconds and I DON'T SEE ANYTHING!#like that shot where he's buttoning his vest#ugh#i need to calm down#oh and the coloring of those gifs suck because my brain died#gifs*
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