#bird removal Sydney

[cheesemonky]

Chapter 2: Just Listen To Me!

pairing: fairy!felix x fairy!reader

Series Masterlist

Word count: 2k

summary: A fairy gets their wings once they're 13. A normal one at least. You're 23, and still without any. This leaves you without a mate, because who would love a wingless fairy? So when you decide to leave, it's quite the surprise to find a fairy with a wing missing…

warnings: swearing, a shitton of dialogue NOT PROOF READ lmk if i missed anything :3

You hesitated for a moment, taking in the sight of the injured fairy before you. His breathing was laboured, and his body lay still as if he were dead. Almost his entire back was bloodied, as well as the ground around him. How long had he been here like this? After some contemplation, you approached his body slowly. Crouching down, you managed to get a closer look at his wound. Someone or something had completely ripped out his left wing. There was no sign that any animals were recently in the area, nor any humans. Dread settled in the pit of your stomach as you examined the gruesome scene before you. The absence of any immediate threats allowed you to focus on him. Gulping down your unease, you carefully inspected the wound. It was a clean tear, as if someone deliberately removed the wing. The unnatural precision made shivers run down your spine.

“Who could have done this..?” You muttered to yourself. Broken wings weren’t a rare sight, but to have an entire one torn out was… more than unusual. Your fingers traced the edges of the wound, and the blood felt far from fresh. Suddenly, you heard the caws of birds overhead. You had to get him out of the open. Hooking your arms under his, you dragged him out towards a large tree. Propping him up against the trunk, you set down your backpack, rummaging through it to find a shirt. You ripped a long piece of cloth out of it and wrapped it around the wound and across his chest. He didn’t sustain any other injuries, as far as you could tell. Maybe… you could stay with him a while. Just to make sure he was okay when he woke up. So for hours you waited, waited for him to come to his senses.

Just as you began to doze off next to him, you heard his breath hitch. It was a few seconds until his eyes finally fluttered open, and god, were they the most perfect things you’ve ever seen. He looked over at you for a moment, confusion and pain evident in his gaze, before he shuffled away from you. His eyes widened as he took in his surroundings and the makeshift bandage on his back.

"Where... am I?" he rasped, his voice barely audible.

“Australia.”

“Yeah, well, I know that…”

“Then I don’t know what to tell you.”

“What state..?”

“Sydney. What, you not from around here?” He sighed deeply at your words, rubbing his temples partly in weariness and also in annoyance.

“I am but… this isn’t my home.”

“Where is it then?”

“Well, you see, I’m a fairy so I live in a village with other fa-”

“I know, idiot, but that’s not what I was asking.” He looked at you in confusion and a hint of hurt. You were coming off a lot harsher than you wanted to. Maybe so long without any interaction was the cause.

“Sorry- let’s try again. What’s your name?”

“Felix. You?”

“Y/N. You’re a fairy, right?”

“Yeah. What about you?” You fiddle with your hands a little, attempting to keep your voice steady. To be fair, it wasn’t his fault. You don’t have any wings, so how could he tell?

“A fairy…” You mumbled, hoping he would sense how uncomfortable you were and drop the question.

“Hm? What did you say?”

“A fairy.” You said, slightly louder and firmer this time. And once again, the now familiar face of confusion he seems to like bearing appears.

“Where are… what happened to your wings?”

“Does it really matter?”

“I’m just asking… did they take yours as well?” You felt a little bad for him, honestly. You were being so unpleasant to someone you had just met and saved the life of. 

“I never had any.”

“What?”

“Wings. I never had any wings. I never got mine.”

“I feel like you’re lying to me.” This time, instead of snapping at him, you turned your body to face him. You hadn’t noticed, but he was listening quite closely to everything you had been saying. Hands in his lap, head tilted to the side and his face was clearly focused on what was being said.

“I’m not. I just… never got wings.”

“How do I know you aren’t just a tiny human?”

“Have you ever seen a human this small?”

“... no.”

“Exactly.” For a while, he looked away and at the tree in contemplation, fiddling with some of the peeling bark. You weren’t sure if he believed you or not, especially with how unreal your story sounds to others. With the silence dragging on, you decided to raise a question that should’ve been asked at the start.

“So what happened to your wing?” His eyes widened as he realised that he in fact did have a problem with his wing. He turned his head to get a good look at the shiny piece of him that was laying a few metres from where he was before, still with ling

“I… don’t think you’d believe me if I told you.”

“I literally told you I was a fairy without wings.”

“Well-... okay, fine. In my village, I was part of this group called Stray Kids.” Strange name, but okay. Who were you to judge? Plus, the name sounded somewhat familiar.

“We’re… not really superheroes, but we did help in defeating the Sound Monster.”

“Wait, that was you? The news of you guys taking it down was going around everywhere! I heard it even reached parts of Korea, which is like, really far away. Maybe not superheroes, but definitely celebrities. Is that how you lost it?” Though you chose to believe it, you still had a few doubts. Was it really this sweet and adorable young man who helped kill it?

“Nah, it was too long ago for my back to be bleeding out now. You see, after we took it down I went back to just see if we missed anything. And we did. There were these strange pieces of… something that had formed after the battle. I picked one up and I felt more magic in that moment than I have in my whole life.” The story started to sound a little more unbelievable now, yet you continued to trust him on it.

“I hid it well for a while. I didn’t even tell my friends. Until I had to defend myself and some other against a human. I used a bit too much magic and someone from our council was there to see it. I had an entire court trial and everything! I didn’t realise having too much magic was a crime.”

“It isn’t. Not where I’m from.”

“Well, it was more “illegal possession of unidentified magic” and “dangerous use of magic”. But how was I supposed to know?”

“Okay, those sound more like things you could be arrested for. But the wing..?”

“Right. So, it turns out fairies are idiots and the only way that they know how to get rid of someone’s magic is to take away a wing or two.”

“So they just… ripped it out?”

“Basically.” You couldn’t help but feel bad for him. To have a part of you just taken away like that would mean immense pain, physically and mentally. And it makes sense now as to why the cut was so clean. 

“Did it work though?”

“A little too well. I lost that extra magic plus some of my own. I haven’t got much left anymore.”

“So what now? I mean, I could teach you a thing or two about living out here but I'm not letting you follow me around." Actually, you probably would. Even though you're glad that all those who hurt you are in the past, you still get lonely. Plus, he's kind of like you in a way, no? With a missing wing and all.

"Huh? What, no way! I need to get my magic back!" He said with a bit more cheeriness than necessary. It was your turn to be confused now.

"And how do you plan on doing that exactly?"

"Okay, now you won't believe me." Has this guy really not learnt anything? If an anomaly such as yourself can exist, you're sure that others could as well.

"Just tell me. It's not like my opinion will stop you anyways." Glancing at you once more, he took a deep breath and continued his story.

“Well, since I was young, my mother always told me this story about-”

“Wait, wait, you’re going off of a children’s story?”

“I-I mean, it’s pretty believable… Plus it's not a children��s story! There’s been a lot of people who’ve actually managed to do it…” You were starting to get a little suspicious with his story. You didn't want him to get into any unwanted trouble or danger.

"If you want me to be convinced, you should try a bit harder to make the story believable."

"Didn't you say it didn't matter what you thought?" You opened your mouth to respond, but you closed it straight after you realised you had no response. There wasn't anything you could say about that. You sighed, nodding once for him to continue.

“It’s been rumoured that somewhere deep in our Bush, the Heart of Eris is still there.”

“Eris… Eris as in the Goddess of Fairies?”

“Yes, that Eris. It’s the thing that sourced all fairy magic and the reason we still have it.”

“... please don’t say what I think you’re gonna say…”

“Look, just listen to me, yeah? I’m gonna try to find it!” You fucking knew it. He really did live up to the ‘dumb blonde’ name. What was he thinking, following the story of a children’s tale? And he didn’t even have a proper amount of magic!

“You are literally gonna die out there.”

“Then come with me.”

“...huh?” You stared at him a while, trying to see if he was being serious or not. You felt like you were the only one using any of their brain cells at that moment. He wants you, a fairy without wings or any magic, to go with him, an injured fairy who has barely any more magic than yourself, to find something that probably doesn’t even exist?

“No.”

“What- why?! Come on, maybe we could even get you a pair of wings!” For a moment, you were tempted. Even after learning to live without any, you’ve always known that you would be happier if you did have them. But wasting all of your hard work out here to go look for something that could get you killed? Not worth it.

“I said no. That’s it.”

“I-... fine then. It’s not like we’re friends anyways. I’ll go myself.” As he began to stand up, you grabbed his arm gently. You were a little surprised he didn’t put up more of a fight.

“At least rest for a while. You’re still injured.” He stood still for a moment, not facing you, before settling down back where he was before. You had to stop yourself from smiling at the small pout on his face as you grabbed some things from your bag. Pulling out a small blanket you had brought from your old home, you passed it to him while you grabbed a sweater for yourself. He mumbled a small thank you before turning to lay on the ground. You stayed up for a while, just until he fell asleep before falling into your own slumber. But your dreams were unexpected. They were those same nightmares. The ones you hadn’t had for ages now. They were back and they hurt so much more than last time. Though, there was someone in the background. You heard Felix’s voice, talking so sweetly about something or other. And then there were wings, and the Heart of Eris and everything he had talked about. Was this dream telling you something?

The next morning, you woke up early to find some berries or small nuts and seeds to eat. By the time you got back, Felix had woken up too and had folded your blanket for you. Holding out a seed for him to take, you packed your blanket back in.

“I’ll be going now. Thanks for the help though.” His smile was far too bright for you not to change your mind. Plus, that dream wasn’t any help.

“Let me help you more.”

“What?”

“I’m coming with you.”

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FOOLISH

Things were normal after their breakup. Well normal for them.

OR

Carmy doesn't have the balls to tell his family he and Syd broke up.

Warnings: MINORS DNI, Arguing, Angst, Past Relationship, Toxic Relationship, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Possessive Behavior, Unprotected Sex, Jealousy If You Squint, Alcoholism, Marijuana Mention

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Part 1 | Part 2

A/N:

I tried to remain as true to the characters as I could. That's why there's a toxic relationship tag. You and I both know what would happen if those two got together. The title is based on Foolish by Ashanti btw. Sorry in advance for any weird formatting. Tumblr is being weird but it's Posted on AO3 with the correct formatting.

The sun rose as it did any other day. When the birds sang and car horns cried to break up the melody, Sydney Adamu hustled to The Bear. Through the labyrinth she knew as Chicago she found a place that brought her relaxation and excitement. A place that raised her blood pressure while simultaneously bringing it down to a happy medium. She and her business partner slash idol (slash ex), worked tirelessly to curate the perfect dining experience. Well almost perfect. But, from Sydney's experience, they were near perfection.

A colorful knitted cap sat upon her head, her braids draped down below. With each stride, the blond tips would bounce against her back and shoulders creating a rhythm that stayed in tune with the music blaring from her AirPods.

°⋆ I’ve seen you with the lights off I’ve seen you and you think you love me I’ve seen you with your hat off I’m dreaming of a time you knew me ｡⋆

Wind swooshed around her, dirt twisted before her sending dust to scratch her eyes. Water tip-toed the rim of her lids.

°⋆ So baby, is it all you’ve got? Tell me if you got some more-ore I’m thinking of some time off, off. I’m dreaming of a time when you knew me ｡⋆

No matter how many times Chicago hurt her, she just couldn't leave. Brandished over her heart, a chain that anchored her to the city. A gold chain that she found hidden in a velvet box that was gifted to her by her ex-lover on her last birthday. Wearing it still felt stupid now, but she could never bring herself to remove it. Fleeting memories from her youth reminded her of who she once was. So strong-willed and outspoken.

°⋆ Some things never seem to fucking work ｡⋆

While she still retained much of her buoyant personality, it was becoming harder and harder to remain strong. Sanguine her lenses once were, now not so much.

“Eighty-six the foie gras chefs!” Carmy echoed, not taking his eyes off the sizzling slice of filet mignon in his skillet. He scooped up melted butter and herbs before pouring them over the scorching meat. A concentrated red stream of blood trailed down a crevice embedded in the meat.

“Yes, Chef!" The brigade echoed back, in a cultish chant.

"Eh, it was experimental anyways.” Syd shrugged continuing her prep of the day’s veggies.

Carmy chuckled sparing a glance at her as he plated what he'd just finished preparing. "And kind of illegal." 

“Are we still eighty-six-ing the-“

“Rum cake? Yes, Marcus is out today and we just don't have the coverage” He cut a small piece off of the beef and neared Syd. His voice became small as he reached her bubble. "There's a surplus of prepped dessert he made last night."

“Marcus? Out?” She took the piece of steak Carmy held out for her into her mouth without missing a beat. An involuntary moan bubbled out of her throat. “You’re unreal,” She could swear a pink tint spread across his cheeks, but he turned away to grab the plated dish before she could examine it any further. “I was just talking to him last night, what’s up?”

“His mom.” Carmy stepped aside as each member of the kitchen staff stopped by to steal a piece of his latest dish. Their eyes remained connected despite the intrusion of the staff stepping in and out of their line of sight. “I didn’t ask too much he sounded bummed.”

“Fuck, I should talk to him.” She frowned down at her station finding that most of what she needed prepped was prepped. “T, I did the veggies can you please get on the broth?” She called while wiping down where she'd just been working.

“On it Jeff!” Tina got to work as Syd made her way to the back alley removing her blues on the way. 

“Syd? I'll be right back Mom.” There was static breaking his voice up before he came through clearly. “Hey, what’s up?”

“Hey chef is everything alright? Carm was vague as usual…” Her eyes found the clear blue skies, there wasn't a cloud in sight. The expansive scape reminded her of his eyes. How he could convey so much to her in silence. So much goddamn information was stored in his eyes. Hidden away behind a sorrowful gaze that would forever follow Syd. His intense stare would probably follow her until the end of time. Those weren't eyes you so easily forgot.

It was a beautiful day, yes, but she had a hard time appreciating it. There was a jet gliding across the sky. She watched it ease across the pretty blue backdrop, leaving white exhaust behind it.

“Yeah my mom, she has a fever and a fever for you and me isn’t a big deal. But a fever for her…” He grumbled something she couldn't quite make out. Despite their distance, she could still feel the amount of stress he was under. He was her family. Everyone at The Bear was her family and each of them had unique relationships. “So I just decided to hold down the fort and make sure she’s doing all right.”

“Right, right” Syd turned just in time to see Carmy walking out the back door, cigarette in his mouth. Their eyes met briefly making her falter in her words. 

“Still there, Syd?” Marcus asked as a timer buzzed in the distance.

“I am,” She turned away, ignoring the burn in her cheeks. “How about I come by after work and bring you what the fam had today?”

“You the one!” He graciously exclaimed. “I gotta go, but alright just call when you're on the way.”

“Peace.” She shoved her phone into her back pocket and whipped her head to find Carmy already looking at her. Pounding just beneath her ribcage, her heart inflated with anticipation. The hair trailing the nape of her neck stood on end as goosebumps rushed up her arms. Their space remained shrouded in silence. How much time had passed? Seconds to minutes, minutes to who knows. They were rarely one on one these days. It was easier to navigate the sludge they'd gotten themselves into when other people were around to break the tension up. She wanted to leave but her legs remained still. There was something hiding. Something waiting to come out. She just felt it. So she stayed, listening to the industrial sounds of the city. The jet was now long gone, but its roar still hummed quietly beneath it all.

Carm's cigarette smoke floated past her. She quirked an eyebrow at her business partner who huffed while shaking his head. He hands her a cigarette to her which she hesitantly took. Despite not being a smoker. They needed something to break the ice these days and it sucked. In the kitchen, it was like nothing ever happened. Like they never fell in love, like they never broke up, but outside of the kitchen? Forget about it.

“Just got off the phone with my mom.” He ran a hand through his hair making it impossibly messier. "You don't smoke." He deadpanned plucking the cigarette from behind her ear and putting it behind his.

“You seemed bummed, didn't want to make it awkward.” She hesitantly chuckled before quickly looking at her feet. “Must've been heavy, the conversation with your mom. I’ve never known my Carmy to stop prep an hour to open for a smoke break."

“Your Carmy.” He muttered under his breath, hiding it behind a chuckle. "Yeah, well she has that effect on me." He stomped his cigarette out, feeling traces of guilt. Syd was never too shy to tell him exactly how she felt about cigarette smoke. She didn't mind weed though.

"Meat delivery was wrong... again." She mentioned trying to find anything to continue their conversation.

"We gotta find another fucking vendor." He cracked his knuckles, now that his cigarette was gone he needed something else to satisfy his vice.

"We do. But the guys we work with now are reliable." The two shared a look. "Semi-reliable and cheap. So we're stuck with 'em."

Another stretch of uncomfortable silence followed. More avoidant glances. More shuffling.

If only he just said what he wanted, she thought to herself. If only he'd release her by simply saying what he needed to say. She wouldn't (no) she couldn't leave without finding out why those baby blues of his were so downcast so pleading and so, so broken. But Carmy was even more stubborn after their severance, they barely knew each other these days. But this felt huge. It felt big, she could feel it vibrating that invisible cord between them. Disturbing the constant hum they sustained, even after everything.

"What'd your mom say?" She finally let her curiosity win.

There it was. His eyes flashed with something akin to fear and his lips twitched. He fidgeted even more. He was always in motion. Moving, moving, moving. “She asked to meet you y’know?” He rubbed a hand down his mouth, slowly nodding his head. He stared out in front of him, at nothing in particular. But she could see his anxiety beginning to bleed into his irises. She could feel it too and god she'd do anything to make it stop.

“You didn’t tell her?” Her thoughts were interrupted by that revelation. For the first time in a long time, she stepped into his space and caught his gaze. “Carmy it’s been weeks.” She stopped short. "No, months! Like two whole months!"

"Almost two months." He corrected earning him one of Syd's signature eye rolls. “I know, I know.” He sighed trying to drop her big brown eyes but it was proving impossible. Each time he'd find the ground or a spot just past her shoulder their shared magnetism would beg his attention. Forcing him to bare his soul.  “Look, only the crew knows. Richie just got back from vacation and I guess I just never see Sugar enough to mention it."

Carmy was still in denial that he and Syd had reached an end before Richie left. He spent the early days in a dreamlike state, hoping that he'd blink and everything would be back to normal. That he'd wake up and everything wasn't on fire and she'd look at him with the love she used to and not the resentment that now replaced it. Once he came to terms with it, Richie was gone and Sugar was far too busy to stop by, with the fresh addition to the family and all. The staff noticed but they didn't say anything. He wasn't going to say anything either. Tina realized what occurred when she saw their mirrored shame. Eyes avoidant and chemistry nonexistent. The family felt their disconnect as it trickled down to each and every one of them. Ebra was the first to slice the tension one day after closing.

"Tensions heavy." He called from a far corner of the kitchen, after a painful bout of awkward silence. "Trouble in paradise?"

Carmy's eyes met hers as she hesitantly dragged her gaze to him. If they told them it'd make it official. It'd make it real. Fuck him if he didn't want this shit to be the worst nightmare of his life. His throat was dry when she looked around the room. His heart pounded when she clasped her hands together and uttered the revealing truth.

"Me and Carm have decided to keep our relationship strictly professional for the betterment of the business." She sagged her shoulders. "Happy? Now come on let's get it chefs, we all wanna get home right?" She didn't look back at Carmy as she grabbed her cleaning utensils and escaped to the walk-in.

"Chef!" They called behind her. Tina's frown followed Carmy as he entered the walk-in behind Syd.

"Really?" He complained angrily. "Wh-wh-what are you doing? Why are you doing this to me?" His eyes searched hers. "That's how you choose to do it, Syd?"

"How the fuck else were we going to tell them? Sit them down one by one in our office. 'Oh yeah, your bosses aren't fucking each other anymore. Prepare your stations for a walk thru', that's real professional!"

He raised his voice, frustration boiling over. His face was hot with a thin sheen of sweat over it. The cool air of the walk-in did nothing to help. It only made it harder to breathe. Her angry eyes only made his breath shorter.  "Anything but that!" 

She sighed taking note of his erratic breathing. Once upon a time, she was the one that'd calm him down, now she was the source of his worries. How quickly the fucking tides change.

"Look, Carm I'm sorry." She avoided rubbing her closed fist over her chest. It felt wrong now. "I didn't mean for it to be messy, but we've been tiptoeing around each other for weeks they were bound to find out."

She brushed past him exiting their bubble. The eyes of the staff greeted her plunging her back into reality.

"Do you guys want a picture? A straight-to-DVD recording? Or what." She deadpanned before shouting. "Let's go!" She stormed to her station finishing her tasks.

This all happened after Richie left, a few weeks back. It wasn't like Carmy to just go and call up Richie during his time off. Call him for what? To give him the good news? Carmy didn't want to bother him with something so trivial and high school. "I haven't had the time to tell my family about us. Sugar took it upon herself to tell Mom about our first anniversary coming up and now… now she wants to meet you.”

Her eyes narrowed in skepticism.

Okay, so he wasn't being entirely truthful and he's pretty sure she knew it. He intentionally hadn't told anybody. He didn't want to. It'd make it feel too final. He and Syd breaking up just didn't sit right with him and he wasn't sure if it ever would. Sydney, however, didn't have a problem telling whoever. She was taking their breakup like a champ.

She frowned contemplating exactly how they got to this point. It began how any work romance started. Fleeting glances and red cheeks. Accidental touches that soon lingered. One too many hangouts that lasted way too long. One too many drinks led to a passionate and intense hookup. Then the inevitable downfall. Too much time spent with one another. Going to work and seeing each other, going home and seeing each other, seeing the best but the worst in each other. Uneven work distribution eventually began interfering with their personal relationship. They thought they could work through it, that was until it started affecting the workplace and their dynamic. One too many complaints from the staff of a hostile work environment and that was it. One of them just had to stop it. It was Syd who called it quits first, she knew Carmy would drag his feet and draw it out for a lot longer than it needed to be. Carmy didn’t have the energy to beg her to stay but his eyes said it all. She thought they fell back into step. Back to a neutral place, nothing deeper than coworkers. But every now and then they’d catch each other’s eyes or he’d get just a little too close to her and it was all so real again. But they knew better than to go back there. 

“We were together for less than a year-“

“I’ve never been with anybody for a year…” He interjected in a matter-of-fact tone. “Sorry, my family they just, they’re happy that I found someone to put up with me. It's sort of a big deal for them." It would've been a big deal for him too if only they'd actually made it a year. "God they’re gonna have a good laugh when I show up to dinner alone.”

Syd frowned looking back up at the sky. “My point is, I don’t think it should be this hard for us. You know disconnecting from each other….”

“We’re business partners.” He lamented. “We disconnect The Bear fails.”

“This place is never going to fail.” She shakes her head looking back down at him.

“I don't know Syd. Everything I touch...” He looks at her with a familiar echo of fear in his eyes. “Everything I touch fails.”

She watched him crack his knuckles, hands shaky, before walking back inside leaving her with her thoughts.

As promised after closing Syd made her way to her best friends' house with enough food for three.

"From what I've seen, that family is unwell." Marcus lightly jests. "I mean if Mikey is any indicator..." He widens his eyes trying to convey just how hectic the Berzattos were.

"Trust me Marcus I know." She sips her third glass of wine of the night. "I just wish I didn't care so much!"

"Carmy was your best friend once upon a time," He reminded, ignoring her eye roll. "Roll your eyes all you want sis. You two dated for a year, it's normal to still care about him a little bit."

Too bad she cared about him a lot. Maybe too much. "Yes, but enough to be his girlfriend for one more night just so his family doesn't rip into him?"

"I mean," He shrugs. "It seems."

"It'd be a bad idea right?" More semi-expensive wine slid down her throat. "It'd be bonkers to go along with this, especially after the whole ordeal."

She was referring to her 4 weeks of crying on Marcus' couch, in sweats post-break-up. She was always sure to clean up nice and put on a smile when she went to work, but Marcus was there through the worst of it. He'd never seen her look so small, so vulnerable as she did the first few weeks after they called it quits. She'd lay her head in his lap and cry and cry until she fell asleep. When she wasn't crying she was talking about what she could've done, what he could've done. Which led to anger and then to the inevitable crying. She'd spend the mornings before work throwing up, it only just stopped a couple of weeks ago.

"Look, I don't want you going through that again. But you seem to really want to help out Carm and what's one night?" He poured her more red wine. "You're over him right?"

She gulps down her wine instead of answering. Maybe it was the wine but she could feel water gathering in her eyes. The air conditioning blew past her cooling the tears and making them all the more real. She shook her head, annoyed with herself for crying over him, STILL.

"Fuck! I'm sorry." Marcus rushed to her side and pulled her into a hug.

"No, no it's" She laughs through her tears as she wipes the fresh ones away. "It's the wine I promise."

"I'm still sorry for you know asking that." He replied. "Especially this early on."

"It's okay, friend.” She shakes her head and sniffles as she pulls away. "It's been some months, I should be able to talk about our," relationship. "situation without crying like a little bitch."

"I don't think there's a time limit on getting over someone you loved." He replies sincerely ignoring her previous self-dig. "And if you ask me two months isn't enough time to get over anything."

"Almost two months and good thing I didn't ask you." She teased, tugging on her coat. "I gotta dip but thanks for this."

"Do you know what you're gonna do?" He follows her to the door noticing the stumble in her step. “You can stay the night if you want.”

She leans slightly to the left, eyes hooded. Her face crumbled with each passing second, the tough facade tumbling down. “I’ve decided what I’m gonna do.” She drops her shoulders. "Have an extra pair of sweats waiting though."

"Yes, Chef." He salutes weakly as a worried frown grew on his face. Watching her struggle to slip back into her Crocs helped him make up his mind. “Okay buddy you’re sleeping on my couch, come on.” He easily guided her back to the couch.

”Grab the sweats!” She shouts behind Marcus as she laid back on the cushioned surface.  

“When is it?” Her words were hushed but clear. 3 o'clock on the dot had arrived and sleep evaded her still. She tossed and turn until her phone was in her hand and his number was being dialed. It was now or never. There was no way she was going to do this sober.

Of course, he’d pick up, the insomniac. “What?” He held his phone against his shoulder as he stirred his boiling ramen.

“The-the thing." She supplies, although with no explanation her words were useless.

"Syd, I don't-"

"When am I meeting your family, who isn’t Sugar.” She explains. "The dinner."

"Ah, I get it now." He stops what he was doing and turns away from the stove taking his phone into his hand. "You're drunk."

"Okay and?" She scoffs, "Look Carm, I decided that I'll lend you a hand now so later when I need a recommendation you'll help me."

"I'd help you, either way, Chef."

"I bet." She blew a raspberry. "So, when is it, big guy?"

"When is what?" He shot back.

"Carmy" She whines his name the way she used to. It made his heart pound and a smile spread across his face. It made his conscious mind melt away, replacing his thoughts with Syd, Syd, Syd.

It made him feel vulnerable and his voice got all soft and mushy, he'd feel embarrassed if he didn't enjoy how she made him feel so much. So, with a tone only reserved for her, he made her a promise. "Sunday night, 6. I'll swing by yours on the way."

"It's a date!” She says without thinking twice. “Or no it's not a date!"

"Drink some water and get some sleep Syd." He tutted fondly as he silently wondered when the urge to take care of her would go away. "I'll bring you some soup in the morning."

Before she could respond the dial tone interrupted her thoughts. "Asshole." She muttered affectionately before tossing her phone on the coffee table and nodding off to sleep.

True to his word the next morning he handed her a warm Tupperware container filled with his signature hangover soup. They both managed to show up before any of the other staff did. Despite sleeping over at Marcus' she managed to get up by five so she could go home, change, then hustle to The Bear.

“Did you-“

“No, I didn’t.” He shook his head. “Syd come on I know you’re allergic to sesame seeds."

She shrugs chuckling to herself as she uncovered the warm cloudy liquid. The aroma wafted past her reminding her why she trusted Carmy so much with her career trajectory. "We can all be victims of forgetfulness."

"I'd never forget something like that." His words were heavy. Weighted with what they both knew but didn't want to say.

Instead of a day filled with a familiar waltz the ex-lovers shared, their routine was filled with affliction. Damaging the very foundations of what helped the kitchen run so smoothly.

"You two are weird," Richie whispered to Carmy during their cigarette break. "Did uh something happen? You two aren't you know... tweedle dee and tweedle dum-ing it today."

"We uh we-we..." He breathed wanting so desperately to tell him exactly what was going on but he couldn't. The staff obviously hadn't shared the latest gossip with him and Carmy was grateful for the rush that kept them busy for much of the day. After tonight he would but not now. "Just nervous about tonight."

"Listen I already spoke with Donna, it's gonna be small just us. We're only popping open two bottles of wine."

"It's not the wine I'm worried about it's, it's." He pressed the heel of his hand against his eye. Weary of the conversation already. "I never wanted to mix Syd in with that side of the family, of me. What if she sees mom and what she does to me and she-she just leaves" He lets all of the air he'd been holding out. "What if she decides this place isn't worth it" that I'm not worth it "and she leaves for good?"

"Carmy, you're so much of a know-it-all prick I sometimes forget that you have no experience with women." He laughs then took a long drag from his cigarette. As if Carmy's dumbfounded expression alone stressed him out. "What the fuck are you talkin' about?"

"You're not listening cousin-"

"I am. Syd isn't going to up and leave you after meeting your shitty mom- no offense." He redundantly remarks. "If she was gonna leave she would've a long time ago. The girl loves you."

"I don't know...she, we-we arent-" The confession tasted bitter in his throat, the words were on the tip of his tongue when Richie interrupted him.

"She does, every relationship has its rough patch. Some last longer than others." He muttered, blinking away the memory of his once happy family. "She's nervous too according to Sugar."

"Really?" The hopefulness in his voice made Richie scoff at his naive cousin.

"Yeah, Syd's been asking her advice and shit about what she should wear and what Donna's favorite color is. The works."

Carmy exhaled feeling the tightening in his chest decompress. "You sure?" The hopeful lilt in his voice made his cheeks burn, but he couldn't really bring himself to care.

"Yeah kid, really" He blew a raspberry. "God I hope I'm never as gone as the two of you. Just foolish." He muttered the ladder part of his sentence to himself.

“A dress?” He tries not to let his eyes linger on her long legs, the same legs that wrapped around him night after night, but he failed. He noticed her outfit choice when he picked her up, but it took a while for him to muster up the courage to say something about it. 

“I wanted to wear something different.” She tugged at the hem. “Too short? You know I'm not a dress person.”

“No, no” He finally left her legs and met her eyes. “You look perfect.”

“Bear!” His mom swings the door open and pulled him into a hug, tears already kissing her eyes. “You look so handsome, and you combed your hair?” She teased tugging at a strand. She turns to Syd, tears welling up once again. “And look at you.” She holds her hand eyeing her up and down. “Carmy goes on and on about those pretty brown eyes of yours but he did not do them justice.” She pulls Syd into a hug as Carmen darts his eyes around looking for an escape route.

"I brought you flowers." She hands the Berzatto matriarch a purple assortment of flowers.

"Wow," She eyed the bouquet admiring the color. “Oh Bear, she’s,” Donna shakes her head. “She’s gorgeous, your babies are going to be just beautiful” She turned away and entered the bustling house before he could speak. The soft sounds of Frank Sinatra drifted past their ears as the door swayed behind her.

“Sorry,” He quietly winces. 

"Don't apologize," Syd hesitantly intertwines her fingers with his. "That's what any mom would say to her son and his girlfriend, remember?" She raised an eyebrow.

Carmy let a shaky breath go, gently wiggling his fingers in an attempt to calm his nerves. "Right, I just. I think I need a second outside."

Syd frowned before tugging the door closed and turning towards her counterpart. Her hands rested on his sweater-clad shoulders, forcing him to direct his full attention to her.

"Carm, just relax. It's just a dinner, we can leave whenever you want." She frowned when he shook his head, eyes blinking rapidly.

"M-my family, my mom. Everything is fucked... you-you see what happened with-" He couldn't say Mikey's name right now. It'd break him and he wasn't going to cry in front of Syd. She probably already thinks so lowly of him, after everything he put her through. He still felt indebted to her. "And I just don't want you mixed up in that."

"Well, good news! I'm black and I like to mind my business so we're golden. Now let's go inside, it's getting chilly." Carmy surprised himself with laughter making Syd crack a prideful smile. She grabbed his hand once more finding it a lot less shaky.

The dining room table was grand, littered with masterfully prepared dishes. The gift of cooking obviously ran in the family. Each of them took their place at the table. Syd's eyes trailed the room, beginning at the head of the table and moving counterclockwise. There was Donna who was on her third glass of whiskey followed by Sugar. Sugar's eyes were worried as she looked at her husband, Peter, who held their new addition in his lap. Next to Peter was Carmy who hadn't looked up from his plate yet. At the end directly across from Donna sat Sydney. She was a natural against the brut energy Donna gave off. Across from Carmy sat Richie who was going on and on about some MMA fight, his mouth filled with pasta. Sydney commented on it twice in disgust. Following Richie was Fak who wasn't invited but heard about the dinner and just decided to show up with some girl who seemed to mirror his energy.

Things continued smoothly as time lazily dragged behind them. The much-awaited grand finale usually took place during dessert. Donna was soon to amass their attention. Carmy braced himself as they all dug into their desserts. A nervous glance was shared between him and Natalie.

The lack of conversation could be heard. Silence in the Berzatto house was always so, so loud. The Berzattos were not quiet people, even Sydney knew nothing good lay ahead.

"So Sydney!" Donna began fondly, now beginning to consume her seventh glass of alcohol. She'd begun mixing brown and white two cups ago. "I want to know more about you, who is Chef Sydney the girl who stole our Bear's heart, and put up with him for a whole year!"

She could feel the shift in Carmy's energy, which naturally threw hers off but she quickly recovered.

"I'm from here, erm Chicago. And I've loved cooking since I can remember." She gives the blond woman a tight-lipped grin.

"Short, sweet, and to the point!" Donna chuckled, loudly. It went on for a second too long. "You gotta tell me, what's your secret for dealing with a basketcase like Carmy Berzatto? Because I tell you.."

An awkward silence descended down the table until it reached Sydney, who brushed it off easily. She glanced at Carmy, his eyes avoided hers as discontentment filled them. Upon closer inspection, she could see anger beginning to turn his face red. "Actually, it's been pretty easy." They matched eyes before she confidently turned to Donna. "He's an amazing person. He's attentive and caring he always takes time to listen and he's a big softie beneath all of that... machismo" She teased. lightly. "I've never worked with a chef so dedicated. So gifted-"

"Gifted?" Donna quirked a brow, almost mockingly.

"He cooks like... like nothing I've ever seen before, well 'tasted' before. I don't think he's ever made a bad dish in his life. It's what made me fall in love with him." His smile was small but present. It was reserved, only for her to see.

'You mean that?' He just barely tilted his chin.

'I've got you.' She gently nods once.

“Our big successful chef.” Donna interrupted their silent discussion. Sydney turned to her as her smile morphed into an unwelcoming snarl. Where fondness slept envy roared alive. “Too big to come and say hi to his mama bear.” Her fork clanked against her plate. The sound was reminiscent of swords being drawn, ready to head into battle.

”Hey, Donna could you tell me the tiramisu recipe?” Richie attempted to steer her attention away. "It's good as hell! Fak pass me the dish-"

”Ask bear!” She grinned at him. “It’s Mikey’s recipe the one he came up with alongside Carm!”

The table sat still, each head hesitantly turning towards Carmy. Richie found the table while Sugar attentively examined Donna. Peter examined Sugar, their babbling baby in his arms blissfully unaware of the building tensions. Sydney didn’t know why but Carmy looked so small. Not like himself. Her hand reached for his under the table, his touch made her shiver. Slowly, she pulled his hand to rest in her lap, cupped within hers. She placed her other hand above his cocooning his hand in her warmth and protection.

He sighed deeply as he looked into Sydney’s encouraging brown eyes. He remained looking at her as he spoke. “Mikey loved using half heavy cream half coconut cream. We figured it out one day when we didn’t have enough heavy cream," He finally gathered the strength to face his mother. "It came out perfect and we never changed.” Appreciative sounds filtered around the table.

“Oh, Carm.” Donna's laugh grew until it drowned out the room's quiet chattering. Her laugh dangerously teetered towards the sound of crying. The longer it went on the more Syd questioned if she was actually laughing or crying. Donna's hair covered her face and her hands trembled as she vibrated with sarcastic joy. “You are so special!” She clasped her hands together sending an echo around the room. “So special that you missed your own brother's funeral!” Her throat churned out louder and louder gurgling laughter until she fell into a coughing fit.

"Here Mom let's drink some water." Sugar handed her the cup of water Donna refused to touch all night.

"I don't need water!" The liquid splashed Natalie's legs as it fell to the ground under Donna's hand. "Go be useful and start the dishes!" She waved her hand behind her, not bothering to spare Sugar a passing glance.

Carmy exited the table, escaping from the world he so desperately wanted to leave. Donna was none the wiser, the alcohol content in her blood had exceeded normal levels and only her words were important in this moment. Each face surrounding the table was shadowed by the light of her vigor. Her stage was set and she was not going to let the moment pass without earning a standing ovation. Sydney turned to Sugar who darted her eyes in the direction Carmy went, silently telling her to follow. Which she did.

He sat on the steps of the house face buried in his hands. Without looking up he stuttered out. "P-please just leave, you shouldn't" He shook his head looking out at the street in front of him. "I never wanted you involved with this part of my life. Now you see why."

"Carmy." She slowly squeezed next to him, gently grasping his shaking hands almost instantly stilling them. "You are not your mother." She ducked her head catching his red eyes. His lashes were wet and his face flushed. "You're you, you're one of the best chefs at the best restaurant in Chicago if you ask me."

That earned her a chuckle, which she enjoyed. Warmth radiated through her chest when he grinned at her, despite his tears.

"How do you always know what to say?" He knocked her knee with his.

"Because, Chef, you're my Executive Chef I'm supposed to know you inside and out."

That seemed to sober him up and dry his tears. He'd forgotten that they weren't where they used to be. Not at all. Still, the words she used to effectively end their ten-month relationship replayed in his mind when he'd sit alone with his thoughts for too long.

"I think we just need to set some boundaries."

"Boundaries?" He repeated incredulously, tilting his head. "What do you even mean by that Syd?"

"We can't be together and run The Bear together, it's not working."

"Syd, you sound-"

"I sound what Carmen?" She narrowed her eyes challenging him.

"Afraid." He replied honestly. "You're just afraid, but that's okay because I am too." His hands wrapped around hers, pulling her closer to him with a gentle tug. Brown and blue watched each other, their noses brushed. His lips ghosted across hers and they tingled at the feeling. She was feet away from him when he blinked again, pulled from the haze they often created when in close proximity to one another.

"I'll clean out my drawer tonight." She left out the door before he could argue. He watched her go. That was all he could do. She left him, his lover, his soulmate, the one thing he thought he'd gotten right... she left him.

"Earth to Carmy." She snapped her fingers pulling back his focus. "Dude you gotta stop staring at me like that." She teased but he saw her throat move alongside a nervous gulp.

"Sorry, I just..." He shrugged. "I'm just happy that you're in my life still after" He waved his hand. "After everything. You're the only sure thing I have."

These were the times Sydney felt her defenses were down. That all of the hard work she put in to get over him was simply a farce. A mask she wore to avoid the deep-cutting pain that their separation left her with. He just had to look at her, sick those intense eyes on her and she was suspended in his delicate grasp. He was saying so much. Professing his love, apologizing for whatever, begging her to come back. She felt it all, she read it all just from a simple gaze. She hadn't realized her eyes had fallen closed until his nose brushed up against hers, and her lungs sucked air in begging for the burning to stop. She could feel gentle bursts of air tickling her glossy lips and he'd begun to feel a hint of stickiness rubbing against his.

"Carmen!" Donna burst through the door ruining what they'd just created. The rest of the dinner table was in tow. Their faces were worried, they'd obviously been trying to talk her out of going outside. But Donna was a Berzatto and you didn't tell a Berzatto what to do. "I just came to apologize." She stumbled forward as Carmy stood to his feet to catch her. "I ruin everything." She sniffled, mascara-dyed tears trailing her face. "I'm sorry Sydney." She turned to the stunned girl, nearing her to pull her into a hug but Carmy grasped his mothers' arm pulling her back.

"Let's go to bed ma." He began leading her back inside without another word.

Syd watched them go, feeling pangs of sadness in her chest as Carmy and Richie helped her to bed.

"Claire said she was sober the last time she came to dinner." Fak's friend, Kelly, whispered her statement to Fak but Sydney heard. Sugar knew that Sydney heard because her eyes widened along with hers.

"Wait, Claire? As in Carmy's ex-whatever?" Syd questioned as her brow twitched, the warmth that spread across her face was due to something other than nervousness now.

"I feel like I said something I shouldn't 've." Kelly's eyes widened as they bounced between each of them. She awkwardly cleared her throat before slowly turning away and walking back to the dining room.

"Hold on, come back-" Sydney started to follow her but Natalie stopped her.

"A few weeks back Carmy brought Claire to dinner," She informed her before quickly adding, "He said it was innocent and they just randomly ran into each other."

She shouldn't care. She really shouldn't. They weren't together anymore and this was all fake. He had his own life and he was obviously living it. She had her own life and she had to start living it sooner or later. It's her fault for thinking highly of a man with deep-seated mommy issues anyway.

"It's fine." She pressed her lips together in a thin line. If Sugar was Carmy she'd be poking and prodding her for additional information. She'd see right through her mystique and ask what the fuck was up. But Sugar was not Carmy, she accepted Syd's answer and went back to the dining room.

The man of the hour walked back in, his face drained of energy. Richie patted his back before leaving for the living room. She wanted to be angry at him, but fuck he still held the key to her heart and he refused to return it. The fucker.

"Let'g go." He said just above a whisper and they went.

The car ride was quiet, aside from Carmy's outdated radio that played early 2000s pop through static. It wasn't until he pulled up to her house that the silence was sliced open. 

"Okay, what is it?" He shifted gears and turned to her.

"I don't know what you're talking about." She crossed her arms. He kept secrets she could keep secrets too.

"Sydney..." He huffed. "Please, just tell me, it's been a long day."

"Fak's friend said that Claire was at dinner with you and your family a few weeks ago?"

He paused pursing his lips. "Yeah, we uh ran into each other and-and she's a family friend so" He shrugged.

"Right, right" Sydney slowly nodded, her patience was running thinner by the second. "So, just a silly question!"

Carmy braced preparing himself. "What's up?"

"Why didn't you just bring her to dinner? I could've fucked off and spent my night with someone else. With Marcus or-"

"Marcus?" He cut her off. "What is it, are you two together or something? I've noticed how close you two have gotten." He challenged. "Funnily enough it was right after you left me."

"That's none of your business Carm!" She rolled her eyes, deciding to not dignify his accusation with a response. "I'm just saying, next time bother her with your odd jobs. I'm sure she's great at jobs!"

“Look nobody twisted your arm, okay?” He ignored her crude joke, voice raising only slightly. But in the tight space of his car, the smallest inflection made all the difference. He knows better than to raise his voice at her. “You willingly came."

“You might as well have twisted my arm! You put on that forlorn face. The one that makes you look like a wounded puppy-“

“Nice” He scoffs. “Really nice. Look just go, get out of my car.” He reached across her and opened the door. Her perfume clogged his nose and all he could do was think about how angry the smell made him. How she took it away and dangled it above him day in and day out. How she didn't even leave so much as a t-shirt with her lingering scent. One he could press against his face and inhale on the nights he missed her the most. He couldn't stop thinking about how someone else was enjoying her scent instead of him. How someone else got to see her more than him and listen to her ramble on and on about cooking and anything else that popped into her head. He couldn't help but feel bitter, it should be him.

“Yeah, whatever” She slams his door and rushes towards her apartment. On days like these, she wished her dad was behind the door waiting for her with his comforting smile. Ready to soothe whatever ill feelings she was experiencing. But when she unlocked her door she was met with darkness and silence. She was alone.

She’d just taken her shoes off and thrown her purse on the kitchen island when she felt a shift in energy. The air was thick and a creek sounded from the front of the apartment. He sighed heavily, it emanated from the cracks in the door. He knocks softly as if he didn’t want her to hear.

She stared at the partition, internally debating on what she should do. Perhaps if she stood as still as a statue, he’d surmise she was in the shower or didn’t hear him and leave.

“Come on Syd I know you’re there.” His thick accent made his words stick together.

“Weirdo.” She muttered sauntering to the door and swinging it open. Ugh, there goes those eyes again. 

“I heard that” He brushed past her and into the dimly lit apartment. “Look, I-“ He shakes his head, placing a closed fist over his chest. They hadn’t done it in a while. It felt way too intimate after their breakup. But drastic times called for drastic measures. He must've known how easily that'd make her turn to mush. “I’m sorry. Sorry I yelled and guilted you into coming to dinner and for being shitty in the car-“

“Woah woah woah slow down Carm” She meets him further in her home, clicking on a soft light. The golden glow created a halo above his head. “You call that yelling? I’ve endured much worse from you.”

“Unfucking believable! “ He throws his hands in defeat. “Can’t you just be quiet for like 10 seconds while I apologize? “

“Oh, this is an apology“ She points to nothing in particular. “It's great Carm, keep going!” He released a heavy sigh through his nose. Her brown eyes reflected the light and softened her hard gaze. Her deep skin glistened under the low lighting making her appear enchanted. Like something out of a Renaissance painting.

“God, you’re insufferable and stubborn." How could someone so breathtaking get under his skin like this?

She ignored the clarifying beauty he naturally possessed, nothing was going to distract her from what she needed to say. “You’re neurotic and have anger issues! Maybe take a therapist to dinner next time.“

“I wish I never fucking hired you!” He yells.

“I regret ever walking into that shithole!” She fires back.

He breathes taking in the gravity of her words. “So, that’s really how you feel?”

She ignores his inquiry because no she doesn’t feel that way. She counts the day she walked into The Beef as one of the best things that ever happened to her. But he didn’t need to know that. “Look I was waiting for the right time to tell you but," She takes a deep breath, preparing herself. "I’m leaving.”

“What? The Bear?” He felt like he’d just been gut-punched “I don't understand. You can’t leave?”

“I’m leaving, Carmen.” She stands her ground, on trembling legs, but she still stood her ground.

He blinked a few times feeling tremors of anxiety climbing his arms. “W-when?”

“Next month.” Her voice cracked. "I was offered a great position in LA and I'm staging there soon. Look, I've been scouting CDC's and I found a reliable one. He's hard-working and... Carm?"

He hadn't realized he was shaking until she gently touched his forearm. He jumped away as if her touch burned him. Their uneven breathing filled the room with sound. The distant sounds of cicadas screamed outside and the air conditioning clicked on before she decided to continue speaking. “Carm say something?”

“You can’t leave.” He repeats which made Sydney rolls her eyes. 

“I thought once upon a time that I’d never leave. That you… that we’d have The Bear as our baby forever but,” She blinks back tears, she’d die before he’d get to see her cry. “Things change and people change. Plus you just said you wish you never hired me."

“So this is it?” He mutters giving her those pleading eyes again. “That’s just it for us?”

“Yeah,” She slowly nods, brushing her hand over his. No matter what went on between them they seemed to have a force between them. Pulling them closer and closer without either realizing it. "This is it, I'll be out of your hair in a month.

“This can’t be it, Chef,” He says mere inches from her face. His eyes trail to her lips that sat waiting for him. “Look, I-I need you.” She could only gulp feeling the intensity of the situation set in. After their breakup things were sore for a while but they had lives to live. They never had a chance to double back, to have one last hoorah before lights out. "Sydney. I thank god every day that you walked into The Beef and accepted that position. I don't want you out of my hair."

“You don’t need me-“

“I do need you.”

"The Bear was always yours."

"It's ours. I can't imagine sharing it- this, with anybody else. Sydney." He slightly shook his head. "Don't do this, baby."

Maybe it’d undo all of the work they put into trying to hate each other. Trying to forget about the other's touch or the feeling of their lips on each other. But they could no longer deny what they wanted to do so badly. His hands still felt right around her, pulling her closer. His lips still fit perfectly against hers. She still loved to jump up into his muscular arms and wrap her legs around him. He preened at the feeling of her back in his arms like this, kissing him like nothing ever happened. She sunk into the soft foam of her bed as he laid her back and proceeded to climb over her. His mouth hovered over hers, hesitantly he opened his eyes in an effort to read her. The girl who stole his heart (and one day his last name) was still so hard to read. But at this moment she was open her eyes were honest. She wanted him as much as he wanted her. Carnally. His yearning was near animalistic at this point. Not being able to kiss her and taste her for seven and a half weeks was making him go crazy, but here she was. His fix, waiting for him to make the next move.

"Syd, I...I don't want this to be just sex." He confessed. "I want you back. I'll do anything, I'll change anything. Just please, don't leave me." Her brown eyes flashed with something he couldn't put his finger on but her smile made his heart flutter. Her hand was soft as it gently ran over his ear and neck, despite the burns and cuts she endured over the years. He recalled her once saying shea butter kept her hands soft. She always smelled of it and this time was no different.

"Let's just enjoy this, yeah?" She leaned up kissing him as her arms pulled him against her body. His mind yelled at him to stop talking and enjoy the moment, but how could he if she was just going to walk right out of his life after?

They touched and kissed and rubbed against each other until Syd found herself on top of him. Her heat pressed against the stiffness that pressed against his jeans. Her sounds were intoxicating when his hands gripped her hips and controlled the speed of her gyrations. Over and over again she ground against him chasing sweet pleasure. He could stay like this forever. They both knew that. He never came in his boxers until she walked into his life and sat in his lap. She pulled away, desire in her eyes as she worked to open his jeans.

"Boles de Picolat." She says as her warm hand wrapped around him and began moving up and down.

"Fuck" He groaned. "Are you seriously thinking about the menu, now?" He panted already seeing spots. He hadn't had sex or even masturbated after their breakup, so he was embarrassingly close to coming from less than ten strokes of her hand.

She slinked down his body and made him curse god as her warm mouth sucked him in. His eyes rolled when his leaking tip pressed against the back of her throat. Her velvety smooth mouth swallowed him down as her throat gagged from the spurts of come dripping out of him. "Sorrysorrysorry" He wasn't sorry. His hips twitched as she continued worshiping him, he was still hard and ready to feel her all over.

"I didn't want to forget." She giggled innocently, his dick still twitching in her hand which made Carmy feel all types of hot. He gently grabbed her hand and pulled her back to him so he could kiss her. He tasted the saltiness of his release lingering on her tongue, but he didn't mind. "Also don't apologize. The point is to come." She yelped when he rolled them over. His shirt was the first to go followed by her cardigan. Her dress came off as he leaned back down to kiss that adorable smile off of her face.

"How many?" He questioned as he kissed down her body. He could smell her arousal mixing with the mango and vanilla of her perfume. He kissed her clothed valley, feeling just how turned on she was through the lacey fabric.

"How many what?" She questioned.

"How many times do you think I can make you come?" He used his finger to push her panties aside so he can finally taste her. He moaned like a little bitch when her tangy cream melted on his tongue.

She whimpered, trying her hardest to keep her legs open but it was becoming harder with each pass of his tongue. Her thighs were pressing against his ears, vibrating in no time.

Like the ocean kissing the shore, he rolled his tongue over her swollen bud relishing in the high pitch sounds mewling from her mouth. He loved her like this. She walked around The Bear like she was the toughest thing out of Chicago. Never taking time to relax and rest. But Carmy knew just how to sedate her. He knew how to turn her brain to mush so she had no choice but to relax under him. He hadn't realized he'd forgotten to remove his rings until his fingers were knuckles deep inside of her, but by the volume of her moans, she didn't mind. She constricted his fingers as he pressed over and over against that sweet spot within her. He pulled back to observe at her pulsating entrance mesmerized at the beauty of her body. God why the fuck was he jealous of his own fingers. Her hips jerked and her cunt pulsated rapidly as her first orgasm washed over her.

She didn't have time to fully recover. When she blinked he was lining himself up at her entrance, his red, leaking tip rubbing her over throbbing clit.

"Carmy,-" She began, tone unreadable. As it usually was. She was always so worried. He cut her off by shoving his fingers soiled with her pleasure into her mouth. She deserved to experience how good she tasted.

"Sh, just enjoy it." He slowly pressed into her loving the dazed look that overtook her face. She nodded obeying his command as he began gaining pace. He removed his fingers when she moaned filthily head thrown back in ecstasy.

"Fuckfuckfuck" She breathed already feeling another orgasm climbing her body. His pace accelerated pulling her leg a bit higher on his hip so he could fuck her through her second orgasm.

"That's it" He encouraged against the shell of her ear. "Let go, love." His groan matched hers as she squeezed him, writhing through another orgasm. Her moans were growing louder and louder as he continued fucking into her at the same pace. Her thighs were touching her belly now as his hands held her legs up. A simple glance down at his hands commanding her body made her sensitive rose throb with pleasure. "Again, already?" He couldn't help but chuckle.

"Fuck you-" Her words were cut off when he adjusted his angle and found some hidden button that made her words slur into unintelligible stuttering. He grinned watching her let go again, this time pushing him closer to the edge.

"You're so beautiful" He panted feeling his orgasm creep up his body. "You're my beautiful- fuck- my beautiful girl, all mine." He let an embarrassing noise echo through the room as he released long white stripes inside of her. She met his thrusts wanting to draw his orgasm out as long as possible. His throat was raw as he gulped down air trying to regain his composure but tremors of his release were still running through his body like an electrical current.

Later that evening they lay beside one another in her bed. She rested against his chest and he inhaled the sweet smell of her hair feeling his heart burst. Then something hit him.

"Earlier you started saying something but I stopped you," He could hear the tiredness in his voice. "What were you going to say?"

She hummed drawing a circle on his chest with her finger. He kissed her forehead. Since he'd gotten her back in his arms he couldn't stop adorning her face with kisses. "That I uh...I was just gonna say, I love you."

He figured. It still freaked him out how well they knew each other. "I love you too."

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Hi everyone :3

Sydney here!! Made an alt blog to spam cute birds to! (Not SFW, but will reblog just literally any birds I come across) Sometimes spammy, but will mostly queue up posts I've delved very deep into the tags for some pics, so let me know if there's any old art I accidently post you want removed, or warn me if any pieces end up being AI!

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Clarence explores a project in Western Sydney providing a crucial corridor for native plants and wildlife.

Clarence is in the Western Sydney Parkland, Australia’s largest urban park, which covers 5,000ha of facilities, attractions and bushland, all set aside for public use alongside some of Sydney’s biggest new developments.

It’s quite leafy now but in the 1950s the area was all bare paddocks.

Environment Manager David Kirkland explains how the open spaces are being planned.

In some areas, where a lot of superphosphates had been used and there were lots of weeds, the topsoil was stripped back to remove the chemicals and weed seeds, then it was reseed with native grasses and wildflowers.

The plan is to recreate the original ecology of the Cumberland Plains, much of which has been mostly lost as Sydney has expanded. They cover 1400ha now and are aiming for 2,000ha.

“The other year alone, I planted up well over 60,000 trees,” David says.

Beyond recreational activities, it's also the green lungs of the area, helping to cool the West in the heat of the summer months and reduce heat island effect.

There is even a patch of dry rainforest in a gully where it is protected from sun and wind. David aims to recreate this habitat in other gullies.

One of the biggest threats David and his team face is invasive species. African olive (Olea europea subsp. cuspidata) is a major problem, producing 20,000 seeds per plant per year, all perfect sized for birds to eat and drop, forming a dense monoculture that is hard to eradicate.

However some areas have been cleared, with a lot of effort, proving it can be done – eventually!

Bringing back cultural burns involving by local community is a goal for the team.

About 1500 ha of bushland has been restored, and biobanking local species for conservation is another key goal.

About 20ha is set aside to focus on diversity and habitat, and already some plant species are reappearing and local fauna returning.

Future plans include creating wildlife corridors under the adjacent freeway to link it to other corridors.

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Mavournee Hazel’s NCIS Sydney character Blue Bird (AKA Blue) may be a forensic pathologist like NCIS icon Abby Sciuto (Pauley Perrette); however, that’s where the similarities end.

Speaking to Mediaweek before the November 10 premiere of the Paramount+ series, Hazel admitted that she hoped “fans remove themselves from that comparison”.

“I think comparison is the thief of joy,” she said before adding that she was “aware” that this may happen.

“I never thought I’d be in a position where I would be playing a role like Blue that is compared to someone like Abby’s iconic cultural resetting character,��� she said. “Obviously there are similarities in what we do, but straight from the get-go, our team behind the scenes were so considered and thoughtful in how they wanted Blue to be different, and that she wasn’t going to be Abby and that she is her own person.”

In the classic NCIS style that die-hard fans know and love, Blue’s character will evolve as we learn more about her and her backstory.

“Hopefully people love her as much as Abby,” she said.

(l-r) Mavournee Hazel and Pauley Perette. Paramount+

Who is Blue, Mavournee Hazel’s NCIS Sydney character

For the 27-year-old, Blue Bird, as a character, is a blessing.

“She was part of an upcoming forensic Outreach Programme with the AFP, the Australian Federal Police, and she’s brought into the team by chance because their usual go-to forensic scientist can’t quite make it. So, Blue gets the opportunity to show the team what she can do,” she said.

“She’s such a genuine, authentic character, and she’s so intelligent to a degree that I don’t think we fully even touched on in this season.” 

L-R: William McInnes, Sean Sagar, Tuuli Narkle, Todd Lasance, Olivia Swann and Mavournee Hazel, NCIS Sydney Cast. Paramount+

William McInnes and Mavournee Hazel visited the AFP

While Hazel is a key member of the core cast, the actor she spends the most time with is William McInnes who plays AFP Forensic Pathologist Dr. Roy Penrose. Given his tenure in the Australian TV and Film landscape, it was a joy to work with him and they even got to visit the working Australian Federal Police labs.

“That was amazing,” she exclaimed. “We got to go into the labs and see what they do there to protect the borders. It was fascinating seeing them analysing certain materials because Blue gets to do as well. I learned a lot from seeing them.

She added: “I was also so surprised by how many young women were actually in these labs and go into the forensic world that is a little bit more male-dominated.”

Mavournee Hazel and William McInnes, Paramount+

Blue’s dedicated set 

Mediaweek was fortunate to visit the set of NCIS Sydney during filming, with one warehouse that housed three different sets on a Sydney wharf.

Blue’s lab in particular was a stand-out, with some of the most intricate details with a nod to the character’s quirky personality and style.

For Hazel, it was just as thrilling.

“I think I cried when I saw it for the first time, because, it was also my first day on set and to have a whole set dedicated to my character. She’s such an apologetic person who doesn’t want to take up any space and to have permission to be like, this is your nest, it was amazing.”

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Growing Pink Hibiscus Plants in Sydney: A Guide to Beautiful Tropical Blooms

Pink hibiscus (Hibiscus rosa-sinensis) is a stunning addition to any garden, bringing a tropical charm with its large, vibrant flowers and lush green foliage. In Sydney’s warm climate, pink hibiscus thrives, offering striking color throughout much of the year. This guide provides essential tips for successfully growing pink hibiscus plants in Sydney, ensuring your garden bursts with these eye-catching blooms.

Why Choose Pink Hibiscus for Your Sydney Garden?

The Hibiscus Pink plant in Sydney is known for its showy, trumpet-shaped flowers that can reach up to 15 cm in diameter. With shades ranging from pale pink to deep rose, these flowers add elegance and brightness to garden landscapes, borders, or patio containers. Their ability to bloom for most of the year in Sydney’s temperate climate makes them a popular choice among both beginner and seasoned gardeners. Additionally, hibiscus plants attract butterflies and birds, making your garden more lively and inviting.

Best Time to Plant Pink Hibiscus in Sydney

The best time to plant pink hibiscus in Sydney is during the spring or early summer, from September to November. This allows the plant to establish strong roots before the heat of summer and take full advantage of the growing season. You can also plant in early autumn, but spring is ideal for promoting maximum growth and blooming potential.

Planting Pink Hibiscus

Choose a location in your garden that receives full sun for at least 6 hours a day, as hibiscus plants love sunlight and perform best in bright conditions. The soil should be well-draining, as hibiscus does not tolerate waterlogged soil. Incorporate organic matter like compost into the soil to ensure proper nutrition.

When planting, dig a hole twice as wide and just as deep as the root ball of the plant. Place the hibiscus in the hole and backfill with soil, pressing down gently to eliminate air pockets. Water the plant thoroughly after planting to help it settle into its new home.

Caring for Pink Hibiscus

Caring for pink hibiscus is relatively easy, but there are a few key things to keep in mind:

Watering: Hibiscus plants need regular watering, especially during hot weather. Water deeply once or twice a week, making sure the soil stays evenly moist but not waterlogged.

Fertilizing: Apply a balanced, slow-release fertilizer every 4 to 6 weeks during the growing season to promote lush growth and abundant flowers. A fertilizer high in potassium can help encourage more vibrant blooms.

Pruning: Prune hibiscus in late winter or early spring to remove dead or damaged branches and to shape the plant. Regular pruning also encourages more vigorous growth and flowering.

Pests and Diseases

Hibiscus plants can be susceptible to pests such as aphids, spider mites, and whiteflies. Regularly check your plant for signs of infestation and treat it with organic insecticides like neem oil or insecticidal soap. Ensure good air circulation around the plant to reduce the risk of fungal diseases.

Conclusion

Growing pink hibiscus in Sydney is a rewarding and enjoyable experience, as these plants add vibrant color and tropical beauty to any garden. With their long blooming season, ease of care, and stunning flowers, pink hibiscus is a perfect choice for anyone looking to enhance their outdoor space. By following the planting and care tips in this guide, you can enjoy the beauty of pink hibiscus year after year, creating a lush and colorful garden oasis.

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Protective film is an invisible shield that enhances the appearance of your car and preserves its original paint. It also helps to increase resale value and protects against expensive repair costs.

Paint protection film is a clear polyurethane film that protects your car against dirt, stone chips, bug splatters, and environmental contaminants. It has a self-healing top coat that allows scratches to disappear instantly and provides a smooth, polished look.

Maintains the Original Appearance of Your Car

XPEL ULTIMATE paint protection film is applied to the exterior surfaces of your car and serves as an advanced shield against common threats, like road debris and bird droppings, and environmental contaminants. The clear, durable film is machine-cut to your vehicle’s specific year, make, and model, ensuring a flawless fit and a seamless appearance.

It protects the hood, bumper, fenders, mirrors, and other areas that are prone to scratches, chips, and dents. This prevents costly paint repairs and saves time and effort on cleaning and maintenance. The film also enhances resale value by preserving the original appearance of your vehicle and eliminating common sources of paint damage, which can reduce the overall resale value over time.

Premium paint protection film are available in clear gloss, satin, matte, and tinted options, allowing you to customize your look and providing reliable, long-lasting protection. These films have a high resistance to yellowing and peeling, exceptional clarity, scratch and chip resistance, self-healing technology, and hydrophobic properties that allow for easy clean up.

Protects Your Vehicle from Stone Chips

The sun’s harsh rays, bird droppings, road debris and other environmental hazards can take their toll on your car’s paint. This is why it’s important to protect your vehicle with paint protection film sydney. PPF acts as a robust shield that protects your vehicle from unsightly damage, keeping it looking pristine for years to come.

Some types of paint protection films have self-healing properties that actively reduce small scratches and swirl marks on the surface of your car. This technology uses heat to activate the topcoat layer of the paint protection film and fill in small nicks and scratches.

Additionally, some forms of paint protection film are resistant to stains caused by bird droppings and tree sap, as well as harsh cleaners and gasoline. This makes it easy to clean and maintain your car, ensuring that it looks like new for longer. This can help increase resale value when you’re ready to sell or trade your vehicle.

Easy to Maintain

Maintaining a flawless paint job can be challenging. Scratches, chips and fading from sun exposure can all detract from the value of your car. The best way to keep your vehicle looking fresh is with paint protection film (PPF). This invisible shield acts like a superhero cape for your Tesla, protecting it from all the evil villains that can damage its beautiful finish.

PPF is precision-cut to fit the curves and contours of your vehicle, so it’s virtually invisible when installed. Its advanced top coat is stain resistant, preventing discolouration from bird droppings and UV rays. It’s also hydrophobic, repelling dirt and contaminants for effortless removal during regular car washing. Additionally, some films, like XPEL Ultimate Fusion, have self-healing properties that can repair minor scratches and swirl marks with moderate heat application.

Adding paint protection film to your car can improve its resale value by maintaining the condition of your vehicle’s body and paintwork. The clear protective layer will protect against dents, scratches, rust and other damages that can detract from the overall appearance of your car’s exterior.

Long-Lasting Performance

The XPEL PPF is a multi-layered polyurethane film that offers UV protection, antiyellowing, stain resistance and self-healing, enhancing the appearance of your vehicle. It is virtually invisible after application and maintains the original factory color of your car. It is backed by a manufacturer’s lifetime warranty.

The smooth surface of the paint protection film is easy to clean and repels dirt, reducing your maintenance needs. The hydrophobic properties also mean that water and contaminants are easily wiped away, so you can spend less time washing your car.

PPF is an affordable way to protect your investment and adds value by preserving the showroom shine and curbing depreciation. Its long-lasting performance and unmatched clarity make it an ideal choice for drivers who love to show off their cars and want to keep them looking immaculate. It is available in a range of finishes and can be applied to diverse surfaces, including mirrors, headlights, bumpers, rocker panels, and more.

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How House Cleaning Services Can

Improve the Cleanliness of Your

Home

Achieving a pristine and welcoming living environment can be challenging. Luckily, there are many Sydney house cleaning services that can help. They offer a wide range of customised cleaning solutions that are tailored to your specific needs.

A clean living space is crucial to your health. Dust particles, pet hair, pollen, and other pollutants settle on hard surfaces and can trigger allergies and asthma.

A well-thought-out cleaning schedule

It can be overwhelming to keep up with household chores and maintain a pristine living space. However, by following a cleaning process, homeowners can spruce up their homes in no time.

The first step of a budget end of lease cleaning Sydney process is to dust and vacuum surfaces. Dust particles, pet dander and other allergens settle on hard surfaces and pollute indoor air quality. They can also trigger health issues such as eye irritation, headaches and respiratory diseases.

Make a cleaning schedule that divides chores into weekdays and pays attention to one area at a time. For example, clean kitchens on Monday, choose a few bedrooms on Tuesday, and tackle living areas on Thursday. Keeping up with quick daily tasks and weekly cleaning sessions makes it easier to complete big cleaning jobs. It can also reduce clutter in compact Sydney apartments, which make spaces feel dirty even when their surfaces are clean. Invest in a long-handle bendable duster to reach high spots like light fixtures and ceiling fans.

Clean windows and glass surfaces

One of the most important aspects of a home cleaning is sparkling windows and glass surfaces. Indoor glass surfaces are prone to fingerprints, grease (particularly in kitchens), dust and other debris, while exterior windows get dirty from outdoor pollutants, bird/insect droppings, and so on. Hence, it is necessary to clean them regularly.

It is best to start the cleaning process with a thorough dusting using a soft microfiber cloth or electrostatic duster. Next, prepare an effective cleaning solution by mixing a specialised window cleaner or mild dishwashing liquid with water in a bucket. Dip your lint-free cloth or squeegee into the solution and wash the surface of each window pane, starting from the top and working your way down. Rinse well to ensure there is no soap residue left behind.

Regular maintenance of windows and glass surfaces helps reduce dirt build-up between professional cleaning services. Moreover, it helps keep your living spaces healthy by eliminating harmful allergens that can collect in the form of dust, grit, and grime on glass surfaces.

Clean carpets and upholstered furniture

Carpets and upholstered furniture make your living space look beautiful and comfortable, but they can also be sources of dirt, dust and stains. Cleaning them regularly is essential to keep them in good condition and extend their lifespan. However, vacuuming alone won’t be able to remove embedded dirt particles and stubborn stains.

Professional cleaners have the tools and knowledge needed to clean even the most stubborn stains from your upholstery. They use safe, effective chemicals and techniques that won’t damage your furniture or fabrics. In addition, they can clean even hard-to-reach places that are usually overlooked by homeowners.

Keeping up with regular housework can be challenging, especially for busy families in Sydney. However, with a streamlined process, it is possible to keep your home in tip-top shape without sacrificing other important family obligations. Miracle Maid offers hourly-based, regular cleaning services in Sydney that can help you stay on top of your chores. Their professional cleaners follow a standard checklist to ensure your house is cleaned properly, and they can even assist you with end of lease cleaning for tenants looking to get their bond back.

Maintain a dust-free living space

While it’s difficult to maintain a dust-free living space, it’s possible to improve the cleanliness of your home. House cleaning Sydney services can help you achieve this goal by performing a thorough job and using professional-grade equipment. They’ll work from top to bottom, sweeping and vacuuming floors and surfaces, dusting and wiping surfaces, cleaning cabinets, sanitizing bathrooms and kitchens, and more.

They’ll also perform a deep cleaning service, targeting those areas that are neglected over time and can cause dirt to build up. This is a great way to prevent the build-up of bacteria and allergens in your home.

When choosing a house cleaning company, it’s important to find one that can meet your needs and budget. Look for a company with good customer reviews and a solid reputation. You should also be sure to communicate clearly with the cleaners about your expectations. This will ensure that they’re able to provide you with the best possible cleaning service.

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Preventing Problems before They Start: A Guide to Gutter Cleaning and Inspection

At Mario's Gutter Cleaning, we believe in taking proactive steps to protect your home. Gutter maintenance might not always be top of mind, but clean and functional gutters are vital in safeguarding your property from water damage, pest infestations, and structural issues. Here's a simple guide to help you understand why regular gutter cleaning and inspection are essential and how to keep your gutters in top shape.

Why Regular Gutter Cleaning Is Crucial

Prevent Water Damage: Clogged gutters lead to water overflowing and pooling around your foundation, causing erosion, cracks, and basement leaks. Regular gutter cleaning ensures proper water flow and keeps your home’s foundation safe.

Avoid Pest Infestations: Stagnant water in clogged gutters attracts pests like mosquitoes, rodents, and even birds. Keeping your gutters free from debris reduces the chances of these unwanted guests setting up camp near your home.

Protect Your Roof: Gutters that are full of leaves, twigs, and dirt can cause water to back up under the roof shingles, leading to leaks, rot, and damage to your roofing materials. A clean gutter system ensures rainwater is directed away from your roof and home efficiently.

Increase Gutter Lifespan: Debris buildup can cause stress on your gutter system, leading to rust, sagging, and breakage over time. Regular cleaning helps extend the life of your gutters and prevents costly repairs or replacements.

When Should You Clean Your Gutters?

Ideally, gutter cleaning should be done twice a year, once in the spring and again in the fall. However, if your property is surrounded by trees or your area experiences heavy storms, you may need more frequent cleanings.

A Simple Gutter Cleaning Process

Safety First Always use a sturdy ladder and have a spotter when cleaning your gutters. Wear gloves and eye protection to avoid contact with sharp debris or harmful substances.

Remove Debris Start by removing large debris like leaves, sticks, and dirt by hand or using a small scoop. Be sure to clean around the downspouts to prevent clogs.

Flush the Gutters After removing the bulk of the debris, use a garden hose to flush out smaller particles and ensure water flows smoothly through the downspouts.

Inspect for Damage While cleaning, take the time to check for any cracks, rust spots, sagging sections, or loose brackets. If you spot any issues, address them immediately to prevent future problems.

How to Perform a Gutter Inspection

In addition to cleaning, regular gutter inspections help identify issues early. Here’s a quick checklist for your next inspection:

Check for Clogs: Ensure water flows freely and the downspouts aren’t blocked.

Look for Leaks: Inspect seams, joints, and end caps for leaks.

Examine for Damage: Look for rust, corrosion, or any physical damage like bends or breaks.

Secure Loose Gutters: Make sure brackets and fasteners are secure and the gutters are properly aligned.

Evaluate Slope: Ensure your gutters are sloped correctly to direct water toward the downspouts.

Why Professional Gutter Maintenance is Worth It

While DIY cleaning and inspection are possible, hiring professionals for gutter cleaning Sydney like Mario’s Gutter Cleaning offers several advantages:

Safety: Our team is equipped with the right tools and experience to clean and inspect gutters safely, even on multi-story homes.

Thoroughness: We leave no stone unturned, ensuring that your gutters are completely free of debris and potential hazards.

Preventive Care: Our inspections catch small issues before they turn into costly repairs, saving you time, stress, and money in the long run.

Conclusion

A well-maintained gutter system is a key to preventing problems before they start. By scheduling regular cleanings and inspections, you can protect your home from water damage, increase your gutter���s lifespan, and save on costly repairs. If you’d rather leave the job to the experts, trust Mario’s Gutter Cleaning to keep your gutters functioning optimally year-round.

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Do Expert Car Cut and Polish in Sydney Guarantee a Showroom Shine?

When anyone needs to keep their vehicle's original new shine and flawless functionality, contact a reliable service for a car cut and polish in Sydney. Maintaining any car's original paint and keeping it scratch- and dent-free is highly worthwhile to get a reasonable resale value.

Regular services for cut and polish for car rust removal in Sydney, help remove surface scratches, oxidation, and blemishes, to restore the car's paintwork to its original condition.

In addition, owners should contact only skilled and experienced service providers to get authentic and guaranteed workmanship. They add a protective layer that shields the paint from environmental damage, such as UV rays, bird droppings, and road debris.

When anyone selects a mobile car detailing service, they can receive the convenience of bringing professional care directly to their location, saving time, effort and money.

Why Select Mobile Car Painting and Detailing Service to Preserve its Showroom Shine?

Some recognised mobile car painting and detailing specialists provide on-site maintenance services such as dent or scratch repair, panel beating, spray painting, windscreen repair, vehicle polishing, and detailing.

Well-established businesses employ trained and skilled experts who can complete repairs without multiple appointments. Additionally, mobile car detailing businesses typically include lower overhead costs than traditional garages.

Next, these specialists provide personalised services based on the needs of specific issues. For instance when a car meets an accident, often gets dents and these specialists remove these dents without damaging the original paint.

In addition, their knowledge and expertise can address specific difficulties and offer solutions to improve automotive productivity based on its present state and usage.

Finally, car owners are guaranteed excellent service at their space, because these skilled workers use cutting-edge tools and techniques to ensure the greatest possible repair, cleaning, or polishing.

Meanwhile, if anyone needs on-site services to maintain the showroom shine in their care, make it scratches or dent-free to get a reasonable resale value, should contact a reputable mobile car painting and detailing specialist nearby.

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[in progress] week 6 notes on everyone's wips

i don't know everyone's names so i'm doing numbers

focusing on human activity and noise in the environment, early morning traffic - footsteps, conversations, walking on the streets, rush hour, the trees and construction sites. soundscape - collage of the sounds of city life. sound: recording of people talking. sounds like it's on the metro platform. plans to develop it by going to more places and recording.

changing sounds of the opera house at Bennelong point the entire day - morning, afternoon, evening and night. calmness of the morning, liveliness of the evening - wanted to show the diversity of this public space. chose Bennelong point as it is a well known Sydney land mark and has a rich variety of sound. rhythmic clacking noises, people talking. whistling. plans to change location since the wind is strong. the clacking noise was an indigenous Australian performance. plans to make it go from morning to evening. maybe could use the rhythm and take it further in the wip. (tip: use effect called EQ to get rid of unwanted sound. parametric equaliser - left is low pitch, right is high pitch. wind can be removed by pulling the left side down. woah thats so cool) [note to self mess with EQ]

wants to record sounds in the sydney opera house and other popular tourist spots in sydney - plans to do it this week. an audio/sonic postcard

wants to record his dogs walking on the fallen leaves. dog eating, drinking. like a sound portrait of his dog maybe

wants to record her dog n.a. because i went to the bathroom . i think i missed like 3 people

chose park but wants it to be more complex. chose 3 times - morning, afternoon, night. birds chirping in the morning. the afternoon is very active. she didnt focus on the bird sound at first but when she listened to the recording she found the birds to be so special since we ignore it in our daily life. we talk about cars and machines but we ignore the birds. and its important to focus on the wildlife because we all coexist in the world. try finding a location with less cars and maybe wake up at 6am . try eq. wait i feel bad for not commenting

woah it's loud. sounds like shuffling near a road. quiet and then sudden increase in sound. recording of plane taking off, and walking on balcony. used fading in and out. traffic - recording the car stopping at waiting for the red light. plans to mute the sound in between the car stopping and starting to show the passing of time. could use panning (travel from the left ear to the right ear) to show the movement. stereo sound. focusing on different textures and times of sound.

wants to record the sound of water, going to the seaside to record but made a recording in the sink at home. likes the texture of wet sounds. maybe record different water sources - borrowed the hydrophone. water boiling - ice, (don't put hydrophone in boiling water though). i dont why i didn't put up my hand but she could go to the same place before and after it rains

doesn't have a specific idea but wants to record interesting sounds she hears. the sounds of waves and seagulls, instructor at golf course, loud whacking noise, cockatoos eating, lawnmower, busker playing violin, playing a song she requested. chose cheryl leonard's work from the listening list. i liked the ambience of it and i liked the inclusion of the street music. i think a bit of music fading in and out is nice. bernie krause

alison: wants to record sounds in the forest, wants to make the audience feel as if they are in the audience through her work. wind, stream, birds. inspired by bernie krause who records the sounds of nature. archival (note to self use this word). the changes between summer and winter. geophony, biolophony and anthrogony. the immersive sounds of nature - combining humans and nature which connects the audience with the environment. wip could maybe use the EQ to help get rid of wind rumbling. maybe put microphone in bag or the hollow of a tree. krause's work had a bit of music concrete. is that what its called??

daniel: layering of whistling, water dripping. i like how it fades out and transitions to another noise but the whistle is a constant ties it together. i like the rhythm a lot and the dripping tickles your ears. tapping the wood fish with the running water.

inspired by insomnia - trying to create a sense of anxiety and unease. what you're feeling and thinking when you're unable to sleep. music concrete - rhythm. buttons, dripping tap. a drill maybe. pedestrian crossing beeping.

creating a sense of place by combining nature and technology. loud rumbling. ambient noises. recorded outside and added echoing effects. sounded like a big reverberant space

MY PRESENTATION. Guys it was so awkward. And no one had anything to say but that's to be expected. also awkward because i didn't even know joyce was gone but the last time i saw her she told me that spraining my ankle is no excuse to not come to uni which was soo awkward.

recording of being near the sea and editing it to become more interesting. burying the hydrophone in the sand maybe

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Top Solar Panel Cleaning in Sydney - king Group

Solar panel cleaning in Sydney ensures your solar energy system operates at peak efficiency. Our professional team uses specialized, eco-friendly techniques to remove dirt, debris, and bird droppings, maximizing energy output and extending the lifespan of your panels. Solar Panel Cleaning Sydney provide reliable and thorough cleaning services for residential and commercial properties, helping you save on energy costs and maintain a sustainable lifestyle.

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Common Problems with Buffalo Lawn Sydney and How to Fix Them

Buffalo lawn Sydney is popular for drought-tolerant situations. You will notice its soft texture and low-maintenance needs can help maximize the growth. You will encounter different issues with grass; however, these commonly found issues can be addressed with equal ease. These are some of the solutions you can use to maintain a lush and healthy lawn.

1. The first issue you are likely to face is weed invasion. Weeds can impact your lawns. These weeds can compete with the grass for the water, nutrients and sunlight. These commonly found weeds include dandelions, clover and crabgrass. These weeds can impact the growth rate and cause more issues in the lawns.

a. You can use the pre-emergent herbicides to start with during the early spring. It can reduce the germinating of these weeds. You will find that these herbicides can protect your grass against the annual weeds. b. Post-emergent herbicides can also help against the weeds. Make sure to select the product that is labeled safe and follow these instructions mentioned here.

c. You can also use hand weeding, which is an effective treatment to prevent root regrowth d. Practice the best practices, such proper mowing and watering to reduce the weeds and reduce the spread.

2. Thatches can build up along the couch turf Sydney. They are basically dead grass and roots along with organic matter. They tend to accumulate along the soil’s surface. If the thatch is thin, it can benefit the grass. However, if the thatch is thick, you might feel that the water and air doesn’t reach the soil. a. You can use the dethatching rake or machine that can remove the thicker thatch. You must reduce the thatch in the late spring and early summer, which can ensure active growth as well. b. Aeration along the lawn is also a great idea to remove the thatch layer and improve the soil. This technique can help add small plugs of soil to increase the flow of air and water penetration. c. Lastly, you must invest in the right lawn care, which can avoid the over-fertilizing and over-watering of the lawn. It can also reduce the thatch content on the buffalo lawn Sydney.

3. The buffalo grass can be infested by pests, such as grubs and chinch bugs. The sign that your grass has been infected by pests, include discolored patches or chewed grass blades a. Identify the pests that are on the grass before you begin treating them. you must look for signs like armyworks and then accordingly treat them by digging up small sections of the grass. b. Encourage the incoming of natural predators, such as birds and insects to reduce the pests in the grass c. Monitor the lawn regularly to reduce the pests and make sure to take immediate action.

4. While buffalo grass is resistant to diseases, you may find them falling victim to the fungal infections. These include brown patches and dollar spot. You may find that the infected grass looks discolooured or thin along specific areas. a. You should apply fungicide along these regions to treat the fungal infection. Make sure to follow the instructions mentioned on the label before applying them b. Improve the air circulation along the grass by mowing them regularly and reduce the watering c. Make sure to follow couch turf Sydney best practices to maintain the grass.

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8 Essential Skylight Maintenance Tips for a Bright and Safe Home

Roofing suppliers Sydney are known to help many homeowners turn ideas into reality. They give a nice addition to anything that can make the roof sturdy and pleasing to the eyes, so it is no wonder that they contribute greatly to installing skylights, bringing natural light and a refreshing ambience to the entire home. However, having the skylights requires responsibility as a homeowner, so here are some skylight maintenance tips you may find helpful:

Regular Cleaning

The first thing you need to do is regular cleaning. There is no need to do it daily because once a week is enough. In this factor, you are not required to perform anything extensive. Just remove dirt and debris on the skylight and ensure they will not cause any damage. If there are bird droppings, you should not overlook them. Having many of them on your skylight can reduce its beauty and purpose.

Inspect for Leaks

Aside from regularly cleaning your skylight, you must also perform leak inspection. Check around the skylight inside and outside and see if there are holes where water could penetrate. If there are, seal them immediately and do not wait for heavy rain to pour before taking action. Some signs that your skylight can leak are damp patches or water stains.

Check the Flashing

To prevent water leaks, skylight flashing must be installed. And since it is part of the skylight, it must also be checked and maintained. In examining it, you must guarantee that it is in good condition and that the watertight seal between the skylight and the roof is still intact. However, if the skylight has been with your home for more than 10 years, do not be surprised if it starts showing signs of deterioration. In this aspect, repair or replacement are the only options you have.

Seal Any Gaps

Any gap you see on the roof and skylight needs to be handled with immediate care and attention. Not taking any action about the problem can worsen it over time, affecting the life and condition of both. Gaps and cracks can be the reason for water infiltration, damaging both inside and outside your property. There are high-quality silicone sealants you can purchase, but ensure you know how to use and apply them to avoid damaging the roof and skylight further.

Trim Surrounding Trees

Aside from checking the entire skylight and the roofing, you must also check the surroundings for something that can influence your property. One good example of this is the tree. If there is one sturdy and tall tree that could reach your roof, trimming them is necessary. Keeping them high and overgrown can damage your roof and skylight once they reach the same level. They can be more threatening if there is heavy rain and strong winds. Learning how to prune and trim trees is necessary, especially if the task needs to be done immediately.

Lubricate Moving Parts

Hinges and cranks are crucial parts of the skylight, so they need to be checked too. If they are moving or deteriorating, start lubricating them and ensure they will operate correctly. Having issues with these parts can cause accidents and more pressing concerns in the future if not handled early.

Inspect for Pests

Skylights can also be victimised by pests, so you must check them regularly. If you see insects or rodents, do not let them hang there for much longer and remove them immediately. There are tools you can use to avoid touching them. If you do not know how to do it, consulting a more experienced and knowledgeable professional is one thing you can do.

Check the Roof Around the Skylight

The roof that surrounds the skylight needs to be checked to see if they are in good condition or experiencing problems. Any signs of damage or wear need to be checked immediately to guarantee safety. Never let your roof be compromised because everything in your home depends on the roof. Without it, your property can become vulnerable.

People think of skylights as a good addition to their roof. It makes the place look more light, refreshing, and inviting, so it is no surprise that many people love them. However, it is also important to know your responsibilities to make it beautiful and functional. May these tips help you prevent issues in your skylight and make you enjoy the benefits of natural light.

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Fig Black Genoa: Growing in Sydney’s Climate

Fig trees are a popular choice for home gardeners in Sydney, and one of the best varieties to grow in this region is the Black Genoa fig. Known for its sweet, juicy fruit and ability to thrive in temperate climates, the Black Genoa fig is an excellent addition to any garden. With its dark purple skin and red flesh, this fig variety is perfect for eating fresh, using in desserts, or drying for later use. If you’re thinking of planting a Black Genoa fig tree in Sydney, here’s everything you need to know.

Characteristics of Black Genoa Fig

The Black Genoa fig (Ficus carica) is a fast-growing, deciduous fruit tree that produces large, dark purple figs with sweet, reddish flesh. The fruit is deliciously juicy and has a rich flavor, making it perfect for eating fresh or using in a variety of dishes such as jams, salads, and desserts. One of the advantages of this variety is that it produces two crops per year: the first, known as the "breba" crop, appears in early summer, and the second crop, which is usually more abundant, comes in late summer to early autumn.

This variety is also relatively hardy and well-suited to Sydney’s warm summers and mild winters. With proper care, the Black Genoa fig tree can grow to around 3-4 meters in height, making it a manageable size for most home gardens.

Ideal Growing Conditions for Black Genoa Fig in Sydney

Sydney’s temperate climate is ideal for growing fig trees, including the Black Genoa variety. These trees prefer full sun and do best when planted in a location that receives at least 6-8 hours of direct sunlight per day. Full sun exposure helps promote healthy growth and ensures the figs ripen fully, developing their characteristic sweetness.

Figs prefer well-drained soil, and although they can tolerate poorer soils, they thrive in loamy, fertile soil that retains moisture without becoming waterlogged. If your garden has heavy clay or sandy soil, consider improving the soil quality by adding organic matter such as compost or aged manure. Good drainage is crucial to prevent root rot, which figs are prone to in overly wet conditions.

Planting and Watering

The best time to plant a Black Genoa fig tree in Sydney is in late winter or early spring, before the growing season begins. Dig a hole twice as wide as the root ball and plant the tree at the same depth it was growing in its pot. After planting, water the tree thoroughly to help it settle in.

Fig Black Genoa in sydney are drought-tolerant once established, but they still require regular watering, especially during dry periods or their first year of growth. During Sydney’s hot summers, water your Black Genoa fig deeply once a week, ensuring the soil stays moist but not waterlogged.

Fertilizing and Pruning

Black Genoa figs don’t require much fertilization, but a light application of a balanced fertilizer in early spring will support healthy growth and fruit production. Be careful not to over-fertilize, as this can lead to excessive foliage growth at the expense of fruit.

Pruning is essential to maintain the shape and size of the tree and to encourage better fruiting. Prune your Black Genoa fig tree in late winter before new growth begins. Focus on removing any dead or damaged branches, as well as thinning out the interior branches to allow better airflow and sunlight penetration.

Pest and Disease Management

Fig trees in Sydney are relatively low-maintenance when it comes to pests and diseases. However, you should still monitor your tree for common pests such as scale insects, aphids, and birds, which may feed on the fruit. Birds can be a particular nuisance, so consider using bird netting during fruiting season to protect your harvest.

Fungal diseases can occur in humid conditions, especially if the tree is overcrowded. Ensuring good air circulation through pruning and avoiding excessive watering can help prevent fungal problems.

Harvesting and Using Black Genoa Figs

Black Genoa figs are ready to harvest when they turn dark purple and feel soft to the touch. The fruit is best picked when fully ripe, as figs do not continue to ripen after being harvested. Enjoy them fresh off the tree, or use them in a variety of culinary creations such as fig jam, tarts, and salads.

Conclusion

The Black Genoa fig tree is an excellent choice for Sydney gardeners looking to grow their own fruit. With its sweet, juicy figs and ability to thrive in Sydney’s climate, this tree offers a bountiful harvest with relatively little maintenance. By planting your tree in the right conditions and providing consistent care, you’ll enjoy delicious homegrown figs for years to come.

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Detail and Wrap Service

A detailed wrap enables businesses to advertise with a professional look that ties in with their brand.

It’s important to properly prepare the vehicle to ensure the vinyl decals adhere correctly. That includes addressing dents, rust and paint abnormalities.

Washing with gentle, wrap-safe products helps maintain the appearance of the vinyl. Avoid high-pressure washes, and instead use soft wash mitts or microfiber towels to clean the wrap.

Preparation

The preparation phase of a detail and wrap service Sydney involves cleaning the vehicle, inspecting it for any imperfections and removing parts that could interfere with the installation process. This ensures that the wrap will adhere properly and create a visually appealing result.

It is important to use a degreasing solution in order to remove oily substances from the surface of the car. If not removed, the vinyl may not adhere to the car’s paint and can lead to bubbling or lifting later on.

When the wrapping material is ready, it should be heated to release any memory that is present on the film. This will help the wrap conform to the car’s curves and edges.

It is also important to thoroughly clean the vehicle after applying the wrap in order to remove any remaining contaminants. It is recommended to use a water-based cleaner such as Meguiar’s Gold Class Bug and Stain Remover or two parts isopropyl alcohol to one part water.

Installation

The installation phase of a detail and wrap service requires precision and specialized skills. It’s where the true art of wrapping a vehicle takes place, ensuring a clean, eye-catching and visually appealing result. This stage involves cleaning the vehicle, inspecting the surface, and removing parts that may obstruct the wrap application process.

Skilled technicians then cut the vinyl sheets to size and position them on the vehicle. They use heat guns to make the material more pliable and easier to conform around curves, ensuring a smooth result. They also apply a layer of adhesive and smooth out air bubbles using squeegee tools.

Patience and experience are crucial to a wrap’s longevity. This is because the most common mistakes that are made during the wrapping process—such as peeling, tearing, wrinkling, and overstretching—are often due to insufficient preparation or rushed installation. A professional installer will take the time to meticulously inspect and address these issues, ensuring long-lasting results.

Removal

The removal phase includes a wash, power washing and detailing to ensure the automotive body surface is clean and smooth. This may take several days. The technician also removes components like bumper covers, headlights and taillights for better access to crevices where the wrap will be applied.

A wrap protects the paint beneath it from UV rays, minor scratches and

contaminants like bird droppings and tree sap. However, it still needs to be cleaned regularly with mild, wrap-safe cleaners. It's important to blot rather than rub the wrap, to avoid creating blemishes or scratching it.

It's also important to address stains promptly, to prevent them from hardening and becoming more difficult to remove in the future. Soak the affected area in warm, soapy water for a few minutes, then rinse it. To deal with more stubborn stains, try spraying them with 3M(r) Citrus Base Cleaner or two parts isopropyl alcohol to one part water. Afterward, use clean microfiber towels to dry the vehicle.

Maintenance

When car wraps are properly cared for, they provide lasting brilliance and protection. The key is a consistent, meticulous cleaning process that involves gentle products and tools.

The first step is a detailed inspection. Professionals look for rust, dents and paint abnormalities that could interfere with the adhesive. If necessary, they decontaminate the surface with clay bars or specialized products to eliminate embedded contaminants.

Following a thorough cleaning, the vehicle is rinsed with gentle soap and water. Auto wash facilities should be avoided, as the high-pressure spray can lift or erode the vinyl. Instead, hand washing with pH-neutral soap and soft wash mitts is ideal for preserving the life of the wrap.

To minimize blemishes, address spills or difficult stains immediately. Then, gently blot, not rub, the area with mild, wrap-safe cleaners like 3M Citrus Base Cleaner, Meguiar’s Gold Class Bug and Stain Remover or two parts isopropyl alcohol to one part water. Finally, dry with microfiber towels to reduce scratches.