#billie eilish x birthday surprise

[harrysxcarolina]

sweet surprises

messages; b. eilish

warnings: honestly absolutely nothing but an overflow of fluffy fluff, billie being a sucker for birthdays, surprise!billie, cuteness overload (I may have gotten carried away with the day dreams of what billie would be like on your birthday), soft!billie, sweet!billie, half proof read, kinda on the long side don't know the word account for this...

au: To the sweet anon who requested this, I'm so sorry that it's taken me so long to give this you, but I hope that it is everything you wanted! I thought I would add a lil twist and make it into this lil series... I also wrote this a different times of the day so please ignore the time stamps on the messages lmao

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The sun’s rays danced around the room, casting a golden glow across the bed. The light teasing your fluttering eyes as you fight the weight of sleep. A soft breath rolls across your lips, as they lay in a perfect ‘o’ shape. Head heavy on the pillow as your cheeks are snuggled deep into your duvet. The sweet chirps and whistles of the blue birds outside your window slowly pull you away from your slumber. With a deep yawn and long stretch you finally sit yourself up still keeping yourself wrapped in the blankets as you reach over grabbing your phone. 

A small smile working its way across your lips as you read all the happy birthday messages. Searching for a message from one person in particular, your cheeks heating up a bright red when you see her contact with one unread message from her. With shaky fingers you quickly tap open the message thread. 

Your bottom lip falls between your teeth as you can’t help the giddiness that slowly consumes your entire being. Your skin warms as the blush works across your body sending shivers down your spine. The butterflies swirling around deep in your belly causing your heart to beat rapidly against your chest. Kicking your feet excitedly as you flop back into the depths of your pillows with your hands covering your face as you let out a small squeal. 

Glancing at the clock, 8:32 am, as you quickly scrabble to fix the bed head that is currently taking place on your head. Trying to make yourself look a little bit more presentable before you give her a call as you fix all the fly aways. Swiping your tongue across your lips before moving to make yourself comfortable. Tucking the blankets back around your waist as you fluff the pillows surrounding you. 

Going to unlock your phone only to be stopped midway. The steady knocking on the front door echos down the hall causing confusion to lace through your features. Reluctantly untucking yourself and padding your way down the hall. Clutching your phone in one hand as the other reaches for the door knob. Balancing on your tiptoes as you peek through your peephole. A small smirk working its way across your face as you quickly unlock the front door and swing it open. 

“Good morning, birthday girl. I hope I didn’t wake you up.” Finneas says as he stands there with a shit eating grin. His hair gently blows in the breeze as he holds out the bouquet of roses and an iced coffee with your name written in pretty cursive on it. The natural light shining down on the both of you causing you to slightly squint up at him. 

You offer him a soft shake of your head accepting the flowers and coffee. Taking a step to the side offering him to come in as you raise the roses up to your nose smelling the fresh flowers. A bashful smile lays on your lips as you see Finneas glancing down at you. 

“I had very strict instructions to deliver these to you, and to tell you that your second surprise will be delivered at 10 and for you to not do a single thing but lounge in bed until then.” He says with a soft chuckle and a shake of his head. Quirking your eyebrows up at him as you look up at him questionably. His smirk only grows. 

“My second surprise? What?” You ask as you motion for him to follow you into the kitchen. The cold tiles along the bottom of your feet do little to help the burning sensation taking over your skin. Not really sure what was happening but you don’t miss the excitement that is slowly building up deep in your belly. You have always loved surprises. Even as a child. Most people looked at you crazy anytime you would say that. Not being common for someone to like the feeling of not knowing what was to come, but for you, it always made you feel giddy and gave you a sense of adrenaline. The excitement ringing in your ears as your heart beats fast against your chest. Glancing over your shoulder to make sure he was following you as you went to search for a vase. 

“Did you really think she wouldn’t have something up her sleeve? You know how she gets with birthdays.” He says with a deep chuckle. Biting back a smile as you quickly place the flowers in the vase. Grateful that your back was facing him, not wanting him to see how incredibly red your cheeks were from Billies thoughtful gift. You could feel the heat radiating off your cheeks like a burning flame. How was it that she was thousands and thousands of miles away and she still has you blushing like a little school girl experiencing your first crush all over again. She always made things feel like this. Always the smallest things meaning the biggest importance to her. Remembering your favorite flowers. The way you liked your coffee in the mornings. Always reminding you that she was always paying attention to the little things in the best ways.

“I don’t know, honestly no one has ever made my birthday feel important, so I guess I just wasn’t expecting anything.” You answer honestly with a shrug of your shoulders as you see the card that came with the flowers. Quickly turning over the card along the tips of your fingers as your eyes scan across the words written in black ink. Your fingertips firm along the edges as you hear Finneas’s soft huff behind you. 

good morning my love, 

your favorite sweet treat to start off your birthday right, and your favorite flowers just because I love you. Enjoy your morning baby, and please for the love of god, send me pictures of that gorgeous smile of yours today. I miss you so much. Happy birthday, Mamas. 

I love you always, 

B 

Gripping the card tightly to your chest as you feel your eyes begin to swell up. Your bottom lip quivering as you try and hold 'em back. It was the smallest, simplest thing to receive flowers but she made it feel so big. So high on her priority list to make sure you felt special even with her clear across an ocean. God, how desperately you wished she was here too.

“Well I can guarantee that you have nothing to worry about. No matter what, she will always find a way to make your birthday feel special.” Finneas replies before he quickly pulls you into a tight hug. Squeezing you tightly across your shoulders before he offers you a final, happy birthday, and leaving you to wait for your next surprise. 

Hearing your front door click shut you grab your drink and bounce your way back down the hall to your room. Checking the time on your phone and notice that it’s now almost 9 am you happily take Finneas orders and climb back into bed. Remembering Billies request for you to call her you dial the familiar number and wait impatiently as it rings. Your fingers fidgeting with the loose thread along the seem as you hear muffled sounds on the opposite end of the call. 

“Hi birthday girl.” You hear her soft sweet voice through the speakers. Your heart flutters in your chest as you bite back a smile. “Hi Bils, how are you?” You soft ask as you gently kick your feet under the covers. Sinking yourself lower into your bed as you lose yourself in conversation with her. Billie smirks to herself as she does a good job at distracting you from the truth of her plans for the day. Enjoying the small talk and light banter between the two of you.

After spending the majority of the hour on the phone with billie she finally tells you she has to go to get ready for sound check. With lingering i love you's, and promises to send her pictures throughout your day you say your final goodbye. 

With a soft sigh you check the time, your smile quickly returns as you notice it is almost ten o’clock. Kicking the blankets off your legs as you make your way into the bathroom. Running a brush through your hair and brushing your teeth. Glancing at yourself in the mirror with a pout on your lips you're not given much time to change your clothes as you hear more steady knocks on your front door. 

Excitement laces your features as you run to the front door. Gripping the door knob and swinging the door open, not bothering to check the peephole this time. Your smile drops only for a brief second before utter disbelief consumes you. 

“What the actual fuck? How are you here right now?” You half scream as you jump up and down in excitement. Standing there with her arms open wide is your childhood best friend. Haven’t not been able to travel back home as often as you would have liked from how busy your life got since you’ve moved to California. Without a second thought you run into her arms and squeeze her tight. 

“That girlfriend of yours made it all happen.” She states as she wraps her arms tightly around you as you gently rock back and forth refusing to let go. Pulling back briefly to take her in, noticing all the small changes about her. “Damn bitch, you dyed your hair darker?” You gasp. Running your fingers through her dark locks remembering the last time you saw her she wore a pretty burgundy shade. 

With a shrug of her shoulders and a coy smirk she holds you at arms length. “I needed a change. You know me. If I’m not changing my hair that means something is seriously wrong.” She laughed as she pulled you inside demanding a tour of your place. 

Bouncing around your place as you make sure to show her every corner. Sharing laughs and giddiness as you find yourselves cuddled up in your bed. Finally catching your breath as you look up at her. 

“So tell me everything.” You state as you scoot closer. A smile hung off your lips. 

“Look I’m sworn in. All I can say is she’s down bad for you girl. Like crazy in love. Wouldn’t let me handle any of the trip details. Told me my one job today was to make sure you had the best time.” She states as she copies your actions, scooting further into the pillows as she props her head up on her hand. Looking down at you as her smile matches yours. 

“But she did send me something to give to you.” Your best friend states with a quirk of her lips. With a quick glance across the room directing your attention to her bag that sat next to the door. Glancing over your shoulder as you eye her bag before looking back at her. Not fighting the smile that was laying across your cheeks. 

“She sent a gift?” You ask shyly. Your cheeks burn bright red as your best friend sits there with her cocky smirk. A nod of her head before she's gently pushing you out of the bed. “Go, go! I want to see what she got you!” She urges as you roll out of the bed and run over to her suitcase. The giddiness works its way across your skin leaving goosebumps in its trail. Gripping her suitcase tightly as you rush back over to your bed. Stopping right before the edge placing the bag on the bed. Glancing up at your best friend, taking a deep breath, your bottom lip sits between your teeth as you slowly unzip the zipper. 

At the top of her bag lay a perfectly wrapped present with a note sitting on top. You recognize Billie's handwriting as you feel the butterflies deep in your belly. 

my pretty girl, written across the write paper in black ink. 

With shaking hands you pick up the paper and open it slowly as your eyes scan over her messy handwriting. 

Now that you have successfully received your second surprise for your birthday, I want you to treat yourself to your favorite food, on me of course, and get yourself ready for your third surprise which will be ready for you at 3:00 pm today baby. Spend the day with your bestie and have as much fun as you possibly can! I insist.

I love you so much, and I hope you have the best time with your best friend. :ppp 

I know what you're thinking pretty. How did I manage to pull it off? Well I’ll never tell!! lol I’m surprised myself, if I'm being honest. It was so hard to keep it a secret from you, buuuuttt I knew it would make it ten times better if I did!! I want today to be absolutely perfect for you because you deserve nothing but the best, my love. 

Eat some good food for me baby, and have lots of fun! I can’t wait to hear about it all later! 

I love you always, 

B 

Glancing up through your lashes at your best friend, your cheeks burning as your lip still lays captured between your teeth. Swollen and red matching your cheeks. “Well what are you waiting for? You’re killing me. Open the present!” She gushes as she moves across the bed kneeling next to her suitcase. Taking Billie’s note out of your hands and laying it down next to her on the bed as she motions for you to continue.

The excitement radiating off the both of you as you rip the wrapping paper off the box.  Mouth hanging open as you stare at the neatly folded dress in the box. Your fingers running over the smooth material as your eyes swell up with tears. You couldn't believe your eyes. You didn't know how she even knew how badly you wanted this dress. The dress you've spent weeks staring at through your phone screen. Adding it to your wishlist the moment your eyes landed on it that warm sunny afternoon. You didn't notice her watching you as you laid curled up on her couch scrolling through your phone. Her smile growing wide as she watch your eyes sparkle with want as you read all the reviews of the dress. Making a mental note to one day get you that dress. She couldn't imagine you looking prettier in anything but it. Imagining how your smile would grow, how your cheeks would burn a rosy red as she begged you to twirl around for her wanting to take every inch of you in. Making quick, yet sneak work to glance at the website you were on and adding it to her notes app for later use.

You notice the small note card sitting onto of the white floral print dress. Picking up the card and toying with it between your fingertips your smile big as it works it's way across your cheeks.

A pretty dress for my pretty girl x

"Well what is it?!" Your best friend asks as she bounces up and down on her knees slightly losing her balance which causes you to lose yourselves in a fit of giggles as you pull the dress out of the box to show her.

After lounging around in your bed, gushing to your best friend about the dark haired blue eyed girl you were hopelessly in love with, you both can't deny the rumbles in your belly anymore. Deciding to order brunch from your favorite cafe near your apartment you both agree to spend the late morning doing self care and catching up on everything you've both missed out on. As the morning goes on you don't forget Billie's request and keep her updated on all your shenanigan's.

Once your bellies were full of delicious pancakes with warm sticky syrup you couldn't help the jitters ricocheting through your nerves. Needing to distract yourself from the realization you didn't have your girl with you on your special day, you decide to spend the afternoon showing your bestie around all your favorite places that you've discovered while living here. The internal desire to have her near you experiencing all this with you only made you miss her more, but Billie never fell short to show you how much she loved and missed being there with you. You were grateful for your best friend. You were beyond happy and thrilled that you at least had one of your girls here with you.

The sunlight warm and bright as you drive around town jamming out to all your favorite songs. Dancing around and singing at the top of your lungs with your best friend making your way closer and closer to one of your absolute favorite places. The bookstore. Welcoming the scent of new books and the coffee beans being roast in the small cafe that sat in the back corner you begin your browsing. Sharing all your favorite books and to be reads that you had sat in a neat pile on your desk back home with her. Discussing how you both always had a love for books and the endless possibilities of all the different worlds you could escape into that lay between the covers. Taking pictures off all the books that you soon wanted to add to your list your eyes land on something you just couldn't miss out on sharing with Billie. Your favorite book with a twist to it. Quickly snapping a picture and grabbing it off the shelf as you open up your message thread. Not realizing that you already had two unread messages from her you couldn't help the tingles that worked their way up your spine and through your fingertips as you saw her gorgeous smile on your screen. Trying to bite back the soft moan that desperately wanted to escape you return to the task at hand. Not before adding her selfie to your camera roll for you to admire more later.

Reading her last message as you feel the butterflies taking flight through your core. Heart skipping a beat at her reminder, you grip the hardback book tightly to your chest bouncing your way through the endless isles of books in search for your best friend. Glancing at the time on your phone noticing that it was almost two pm. Your mind wonders on what else Billie could have up her sleeve. Still trying to wrap itself around the fact that she already had surprised you with your favorite flowers and coffee this morning, to follow up with flying your best friend clear across the country to spend your birthday with you, you just couldn't imagine what else she could have planned. The tour causing her to be super busy you weren't even sure how she had the time to do what she already had done for you. You once again felt your cheeks heat up for what felt like the millionth time today you finally found your best friend in the mystery section, stating that she got sucked into this genre a couple months back when she had to read a certain author in her English class at uni.

She goes into detail about the book as you make your way to check out. Not missing a single detail of all the twist drama in the book as you welcome the warm rays on your skin continuing your journey to your car after making your purchase. Sliding your sunglasses up your nose as you turn the car over continuing your jam session as you shoot Maggie a text that you will be headed that way shortly. Chilling in the car as you show her the book you will be reading later tonight as you wait for Maggie to give you the go ahead to head that way.

After a few moments she replies back stating to head on over and to let yourselves in once you get there you buckle up and make the drive. The nerves setting in as you get closer and closer to your destination. Gripping the wheel tightly as you make the final turn onto her road. Your best friend sensing your nerves she reaches over and releases one of your hands from the wheel. Offering you a comforting squeeze along your fingers as you pull into the driveway. Taking a deep breath as you glance over at her using your free hand to tuck a few fallen pieces of hair that lay in your line of site.

"Do you know what it is?" You ask softly as you shut the car off and throw your keys into your bag. Turning in your seat to face her you don't miss her biting smirk.

"Maybe, maybe not. I'm sworn in remember?" She states as she squeezes your hand one final time before letting go and leading the way out of the car.

You swore you could feel your heart beating in your ears as you lock your car and lead the way up the driveway. Your bestie hot on your tail as you reach the front door. Before you could wrap your hand around the door knob you feel her hand on your lower back.

"Don't worry you're gonna love it!" She gushes in your ear. You could feel her smile as you get the final gust of encouragement to swing open the door and lead her into the home you've been in countless of times. Shark bounces his way down the hallway at the sound of the door opening wagging his tail excitedly as he notices you in the walk way. Giving him a quick pat on the head and soft scratch behind the ears as you wave your friend to follow you into the house. Confusion laces your features as the house is dead silent. Eyebrows furrowing as you glance back at you bestie.

"I wonder where she is? She told me it was okay for us to head over," You quietly ask as you round the corner leading into the dining room. Your stopped dead in your tracks the moment you rounded the corner at the view set up in front of you.

Standing there in the middle of the dining room is your beautiful girlfriend, who should be across the ocean getting ready for her upcoming shows, but instead is standing right in front of you wearing the biggest smirk across her face. Her eyes wide and bright with happiness as she captures her bottom lip between her teeth. Her baggy clothes hanging off her perfectly has her dark hair is slightly hidden under the cap she chose to wear today. Her hands buried in her jean pockets as she gently rocks her self back and forth on the heels of her feet.

Her eyes are quick to glance you up and down. Finally being able to witness your prettiness first hand in the dress she bought you. The tension in the air is thick as you continue to stand there gawking in shock. You are absolutely taken over with disbelief being stuck in place as your eyes refuse to believe she's actually here. Taking everything in, from the soft dim lighting that was set in the back ground to the soft hum of the background music she had set to play. You hear Maggies soft chuckle echo from the kitchen into the dining room. The balloons handing neatly along the arch ways of the door leading to the kitchen catch your attention for a brief second. You hear the soft clanks of utensils and cabinet doors being open and shut as she finishes up the task she was working on in there.

Bille's soft chuckle pulls your attention back to her. Her lips soon moistened by her tongue as she swipes it across her swollen lips.

"You gonna just stand there starin' or are you gonna come give me a hug, birthday girl?" She questions as she pulls her hands out of her pockets and motions for you to make your way into her arms.

Not wasting another second before you rush into her embrace. Welcoming her sweet scent and familiar tug of her arms as she pulls you tighter against her. Your face deep in her neck as she squeezes you tightly.

"God I fucking missed you pretty." She whispers into your hair as you feel her lips leave a gentle kiss to your temple. Refusing to let go as you wrap your arms around her waist.

"How-How are you here right now? You have shows, and you should- you should be across an ocean right now?" You mutter as you don't stop the hot tears from breaking the damn. You body slightly shakes in her hold as you finally got the one thing you desperately wanted for your birthday. Her.

Pulling back slightly and brushing your fallen bangs out of your face she flickers her gaze across your features. Reaching up and gently brushing her fingertips across your cheek she can't help the burning desire to kiss your rosy lips. Cupping your cheek and pulling you closer gently brushing her nose against yours.

"Did you really think I would miss your birthday?" She asks as she looks up at you through her dark lashes. Her bright blue eyes twinkling with lust and love as your hands lay on her hips. Gripping her tightly, scared that if you blinked even once she would disappear and that this would all be a dream. With a shake of your head and a small smile that works its way across your lips. Forgetting everything else around you and only focusing on her body pressed across yours and her fingers that are slowly tangling themselves in the hair at the base of your neck. Gently pulling you down to her.

You feel her minty breath brush across your lips as her smile matches yours. "Happy birthday, angel." She whispers across your lips before capturing them with hers in a passionate kiss. A kiss that had your heart stopping and your breath catching. Thoughts running wild as you loose yourself into her. Lips tangling as you tilt your head deepening the kiss. Not missing the low groan that leaves her lips as she grips your head tighter. Her forehead lays against yours as she pulls apart to give you both a chance to catch your breathes.

Reaching down and tangling her fingers with yours. The blush evident on your cheeks as you glance back at your best friend who is just standing there with a huge shit eating grin on her face. Phone in hand as she had been recording the entire thing the moment you stepped in the door. Per Billies request of course, not wanting you to miss out on watching this sweet moment later tonight.

"C'mon me and Mom made you a cake, and Finneas and Claudia are here too! Dad's out back setting up the table for us to eat and watch you open your presents." She whispers against your lips before laying a quick peck on the corner of your mouth. Squeezing your hand as she takes a step back motioning for the both of you to follow her. Glancing between Billie and your best friend you couldn't help the chuckle that left your lips. Shaking your head as you quickly pull her back in for one more kiss.

"You're all unbelievable you know that? You sneaky lil thing you." You mumble as you cup her cheek. It was Billies turn to feel her cheeks heat up. Her once porcelain skin heats up to a pretty pink as she meets your gaze. Bottom lip caught between her teeth as she offers you a suggestive shrug of her shoulders.

"Just wanted you to have the best day baby. Even if it meant I only got to spend a couple hours of your birthday with you. I couldn't stand being away from you. Not today love." She admits softly her ring covered fingers brushing across your smooth skin as she flicks her gaze up to yours.

"Thank you," You whisper as you notice her orbs getting even softer than before. "Thank you for everything Bils. I-I had so much fun today, and somehow it just keeps getting better." You admit.

Your smiles both growing bigger as you finally let her lead you guys into the kitchen to be greeted with even more hugs and smiles from the people you call family. Soft touches and warm kisses are stolen and shared between the two of you as the night progresses. Not wasting a moment as you spend the remainder of your birthday wrapped up in your girlfriend's arms sharing endless laughs and pieces of cake with the people who now call family.

[mrsarnold]

018. with a note saying i love you i meant it ! . ۫ ꣑ৎ .

syn : it's billie's birthday!!

pair : billie eilish x fem!reader

warn : hehe well its billie's birthday, fluff to smut, oral ( b recieving bc yes ), a little short

note : muhaha smut is back @dollyvuu @heart4caitlin

'Happy birthday Bills!', was written out on the balloons as Billie walked into your shared room. Y'all just came back from her birthday dinner and you had a surprise for her tonight. There was a rose petals leading up to the bed and all over the bed. Billie smiled at the cineary, the candle warm light looked beautiful against her face.

"Omgosh you didn't have to do all of this baby", Billie said smiling pulling you into a kiss.

"You did the same thing for me for my birthday so i did a favor and returned it", You said smiling against the kiss. She carried you to the bed as the kiss grew more and more passionate.

Before you knew it clothes were discarded all across the room. Before Billie could kiss back your belly button you stopped her mid kiss before speaking. "I was thinking.. i wanna top tonight. It is your birthday", You said smiling.

Billie thought for a second before nodding and laying back on the bed. You got on too of her before kissing down her neck making her moan out.

You kissed down her body before making to the spot she needed you most.

You look up at her innocently for consent before diving in. You ate her out like a starved person totally didn't just have dinner. Her hand entangled in your hair as she moaned out. You added two fingers as you continued to eat her out.

Her hips bucked up feeling her climax come near.

"Mm you taste so good baby.. you close", You asked moaning at her taste. She nodded weakly feeling the band in her stomach burst making her cum on your fingers and face.

"I should top more often."

[peachesyeo]

8/9... 8/8 - ATEEZ OT8 part one

THIS IMAGINE IS MATURE! MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!

⊹ 2k words ⊹ friends!ateez x fem!reader (ft. straykids) ᭡ angst, mature.

✧ a/n: hi. erm. yeah. i guess. in a rainy and depressive mood these days, but i'll be fine. might take a while to update, please be understanding. thank you.

thank you @sousydive for beta reading.

⊂ content: shitty ateez (esp jongho & wooyoung) warning. name-calling, slapping, crying, stray kids being absolute angels. friendship problems, both sides are in the wrong. strong language. please don't hate jongho i love my baby bear pls, a little self-harming.

✦ network: @newworldnet

:̗̀➛ 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭? :̗̀➛ 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐞? :̗̀➛ 𝐣𝐨𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭? (for all works)

You sat on your bed, staring at your phone. 

Zero notifications. 

No calls, no texts. No one asked for you. 

Your fingers swiped open the group chat. The last message was sent by you, asking if anyone wanted to grab lunch together. 

Nine members, eight reads, zero replies. 

You put your phone down, thinking about your recent behaviour. Have you done anything wrong? Did you accidentally offend them? Or perhaps, say the wrong thing?

You sighed, throwing your phone to the side and looking at the frame photo by your bed. You and the boys were huddled together, laughing at the camera. It was San’s birthday, and all of you had come up with a surprise party. The nine of you, all together, celebrating, smiling.

When was the last time you hung out with them?

Was it… three months ago? Four?

“They’re probably busy, Y/n…” You muttered to yourself, blinking rapidly so the sudden tears that gathered in your eyes wouldn’t fall. You sniffed, shaking your head. “Stop over thinking, Y/n.” You looked at your reflection in the mirror, your fingers curling into a fist. “You’re fine. Stop behaving so childishly.”

You let yourself fall onto the pillows, staring up at the ceiling above you. Every single time you send a message to them, they would reply dryly. 

Maybe they’re sick of you, Y/n. 

You closed your eyes, wrapping yourself up in a foetal position. 

Everything will be fine. 

You know something is wrong, Y/n.

No, everything is fine. Nothing is wrong. 

Stop lying to yourself. 

I’m not lying to myself. 

Are you?

“I’m not.” You whispered, your voice shaky and unconfident. Tears gathered up at your eyes as you tried to get yourself to sleep.

You woke up with a gasp, breathing heavily as you bent over to the side of the bed, retching dryly. You were covered in cold sweat, shaking as you recovered your breathing. 

The annoyed expression on your friends faces seemed so real, to the point that you cannot differentiate between your dream and reality. You raised your knees to your chest, hugging them as you tried to calm yourself down.

It’s not real it’s not real it’s not real

“A nightmare. It’s a nightmare.” You told yourself, covering your face with your hands. “Y/n, stop it. Stop overthinking, you idiot.”

You reached for your phone, tapping on Seonghwa’s chat.

You: Oppa, are you busy? | You: Oppa, are y| You: Oppa, a| You: Oppa, I had a nightmare.| You: Oppa, I ha| You: Oppa,|

You stared at the screen, your fingers pausing in mid air. 

You: Oppa| You: Op| You: |

You scrolled upwards, reading your previous chats. It was mostly you talking about your problems, and Seonghwa advising you on what to do. You swallowed your saliva, reading his replies, which were getting drier and drier as you scrolled down.

Hwa Oppa: Y/n-ah, sorry, I’m busy. Hwa Oppa: Ok. Hwa Oppa: Ttyl. Hwa Oppa: Mhm.  Hwa Oppa: K. Hwa Oppa: Can you text me later? Hwa Oppa: Kinda busy now.

You tapped on his profile. Online 3 hours ago. The time now is 2am.

A sense of helplessness swallowed you as you let the phone drop onto your bed. You looked outside of the window, letting out another sigh.

You can't sleep anymore.

Maybe you should try one more time?

Y/n: Oppa, can we talk?

Seonghwa frowned at the notification. In front of him, Mingi was hollering with the mic, along with San, who was shrieking at the top of his voice, abusing poor Yunho's ears, who was sitting nearest to the speaker.

"Who is that?" Jongho asked, peering at the screen over his shoulder. "Oh." He looked away uninterestedly, taking a mouthful of his alcohol.

"Y/n?" Wooyoung grabbed Seonghwa's phone, scowling. "Does she want to complain about her boring work problems again? I have enough of listening to her shit-"

"Wooyoung. Stop it." Hongjoong warned. The latter rolled his eyes, giving Seonghwa his phone back before going over to San to snatch his microphone. As they scuffle over it, Yeosang sighed, frowning.

"I still don't think it's a good idea leaving her out and ignoring her like that, hyung." He watched the two fight while Mingi continued to sing his heart out. "We should sit down at talk it out-"

"Listen, I've tried. But every single time she would talk about her stupid work problems, I just needed a break from her, okay?" Seonghwa shot back, irritated. Yeosang put his hands up in defeat, shutting up. Seonghwa turned his phone off, shaking his head. “I’ll just… text her later.”

Jongho snorted, turning his attention back to the singing trio. Yeosang bit his lip nervously, but Hongjoong clapped his back. “Hey, just chill. Y/n would be fine without us anyway, she has so many friends.” He stuffed a glass of beer into Yeosang’s empty hands. “Here, take a drink and just forget about her, okay? It's been some time since all eight of us can come out together.”

Yeosang’s fingers grip the glass nervously. Yunho, who had crawled over to their seat to get away from the speaker, saw his hesitancy and rolled his eyes. “Hyung is right, Yeosang-ah. Y/n wouldn’t die without us. We should have our Boys Night anyways. Just drink.” He pushed the glass to Yeosang’s lips, the younger finally taking a sip reluctantly. 

“Yeah.” He watched Jongho, who had joined in with the three at the front. “You’re right.”

It's not much of a problem.

Right?

Your phone buzzed. Your eyes lit up, grabbing it and scanning at it.

Felix (Baking Class): Hey, this is Y/n right?

You slumped in disappointment, but soon it turned to confusion. What's Felix texting you at 2am for?

Felix Lee, a sweet Australian you've met through your baking class. You have enjoyed talking to him, the both of you exchanging tales of your baking mishaps. None of the boys, not even Wooyoung, likes to bake. So only Felix understood your problems with baking.

You: Hey Felix. You: What can I do for you?

Felix (Baking Class): I don't think I'm supposed to tell you this but Felix (Baking Class): You're friends with Hongjoong hyung right?

You: Yeah Felix (Baking Class): Erm, so my friends and I were at the nuraebang Felix (Baking Class): Changbin hyung was recording er, Jeonginnie just now

Felix (Baking Class): It's not like we're eavesdropping or anything, but erm I think you should, listen to this

Felix (Baking Class): *video.mp4*

Something is wrong.

Yeosang forced a laugh as he sipped on his coffee. They were in San's house, eating breakfast. Wooyoung busied himself over the stove, while Hongjoong was muttering to himself, his hands furiously typing away on his laptop. Mingi continued to talk after getting a reaction from Yeosang, but the man's attention had drifted elsewhere.

"...and then that's it. My manager just let me off." Mingi smirked proudly, earning a thumbsup from Yunho and San. Seonghwa rolled his eyes. "You were lucky this time, Mingi-ah. Yeosang, eggs?"

Yeosang gave him a small shake of his head. "No thank you. Hyung, did you text Y/n?"

The kitchen went silent at the name. Even Hongjoong looked up from his screen. "Y/n?"

"Yeah. She erm, hasn't contacted us in a week?" Yeosang reminded, shaking his phone in their face. "She usually texts us in the morning in the groupchat-"

"C'mon Yeo, that's a good thing." Wooyoung came out of the kitchen, untying his apron and frowning at Yeosang. "Don't spoil the mood early in the morning."

"Maybe she's busy, Yeo." Yunho suggested, wolfing down his pancake. "She did say that her boss sent her for some field checks. And don't be so mean, Woo."

Wooyoung pouted. "I'm just annoyed at her. And why isn't Jongho back?"

Jongho felt guilty.

He sipped on his cup of americano nervously, glancing at you. You sat with your gaze lowered, fixated on your own cup, your eyes cast downward.

He had bumped into you at the supermarket while getting syrup for Wooyoung. He didn't know why, but when he saw you, he had this sudden desire to run away.

Like a little boy after making a mistake.

"Erm, Y/n, how are you?" He decided, speaking carefully. You looked up from your cup at him, before tugging the corner of your lips upwards.

"Jongho-ah. Please, be honest with me." You pressed the nail of your thumb into your skin, the piercing pain kept your tears in. “Do I… really annoy you guys? When I’m telling… No, when I'm complaining about…” You bit your lower lip, suddenly feeling pathetic. Then you breathed in, before speaking again. “You know what, nevermind. I heard that you guys needed a break from me- Don’t need to explain, I heard it for myself.” You stopped Jongho as he opened his mouth to explain. “I totally understand that. But I’m just here to tell you that leaving me out is not cool. We’re adults, Jongho-ah. You and the boys should have just told me.”

“W-we’re just afraid that you’ll be upset-” “So you guys started leaving me out? Ignoring my texts? Talking behind my back?” You pressed your thumb harder into your skin, angry tears welling up in your eyes. “Like a teenager in highschool? Choi Jongho, you know that’s not… that’s not…” You glared at him, your brain searching for the right word. 

“Not how you should behave as a friend.” Someone placed their hand behind your back, patting them. The both of you looked up to see Felix, who was holding up a cup of coffee. Behind him, Bang Chan and Jisung waved at you. You blinked quickly, forcing the tears to go back in and waved back at them, before turning your attention to him. “Lixie? What are you doing here?”

“Breakfast with my hyung and Han Jisung.” He jabbed his thumb back at the two of them. Felix then turned to Jongho, offering him a simple smile that did not reach his eyes. “Hi, I’m Felix. I heard a lot from Y/nnie about you.” He introduced himself, his hand never leaving your back. Jongho frowned, glancing from his hand and back to his face. 

“I’m Jongho.” His voice was unwelcoming. Your brows furrowed. “Jongho, that was ru-” “It’s okay. Sorry if I interrupted you guys, but hyung’s asking whether you wanna join us later for lunch. Minho hyung cooked the dish you said you’d like to try.”

Your eyes lit up at his words. “Really?” You exclaimed. Jongho observed your exchange with a stoic expression on his face. Felix nodded. “Yeah, I’ll call you later?”

You nodded. Felix patted your hair, gave a friendly nod to Jongho and returned back to his hyungs. As soon as he left, Jongho sneered. “So, you’ve been hanging out with those kind of people?” 

Your smile froze. “What did you say?” 

Jongho shook his head mockingly. “Them, Y/n L/n. Hanging out with Felix Lee and his stupid little gang?” He hissed. “What did they offer you? Money? Are you fucking with them?” 

You stared at him in disbelievement. “What? Did I say something wrong?” Jongho scoffed, sending a glare over to Felix. “You know they are rivals with Seonghwa hyung, right? They play around, Y/n. Are you being a whore for them-”

A loud, resounding slap echoed through the cafe, capturing the attention of everyone dining inside. Jongho touched his burning left cheek, slowly turning to face you. You were standing up, your chest heaving in anger and humiliation at Jongho’s words. Regret instantly flooded his eyes, as Jongho realized what he had said. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to-”

“Say that I’m a slut? For hanging out with a group of men?” You finished the sentence for him, your voice filled with anger and sadness. “Choi Jongho, you’re an asshole. Fuck you. You all are assholes!” You cursed as you grabbed your bag and headed out towards the exit. 

As you ran out, Jongho saw Felix and his friends hurried to follow you too. When his eyes met Felix’s, the latter smirked at him, and Jongho gritted his teeth. 

He fucked up.

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[jjkilll]

-✫HMHAS | i.LUNCH | JJK✫-

— pairing | artist jk x actress y/n

— summary | Jungkook realizes he has a crush on you. One small problem, You're his sister's best friend who she's made clear is off limits.

— warning | smut

— word count | 3.5K

— song | LUNCH - Billie Eilish

2:47 pm

"Jungkook, Y/n is coming over will you straighten up the house before she gets there? She'll be there before I get home." Jungkook listens as his younger sister and roommate explain. "Y/n? I haven't heard about her in forever."

"Yeah, I know! She moved away for school and work, but she's back in town visiting family for a month. So please make sure the house looks good."

"Will do," he replies before hanging up. You haven't seen Jungkook since you and Jangmi's high school graduation. You and Jangmi have grown up together and you two were inseparable. Jungkook always found you adorable, your braces and round cheeks made him think you were as cute as a doll. He couldn't even lie and say he wasn't excited to catch up with you. Your brother Stephen and Jungkook were excellent friends and seeing you reminded him of his good friend. Your families were close and it had been a while, now as adults you could drink and talk shit about your family drama which everyone probably overindulges in.

Jungkook cleaned the shared house and took the best liquor out of the cabinet and the nice crystal his mother bought for him on his 19th birthday. Suddenly he hears a knock at the door. He quickly runs to the door and opens it.

There you stand. No braces but still with the cutest cheeks in the world. Your hair short and brown shined against the sun. You were not the little girl he remembers, you were...hot. "Jungkook!" you exclaim hugging him quickly. "Wow, Y/n you look..."

"I know the plane ride was a little rocky, my hair is kinda a mess. I forgot how humid it is here," you explain brushing through your hair with your hands. Jungkook stood there in awe, his arms still out from the hug. "You look great, is what I was trying to say." he finishes.

"Don't flatter me just let me in, it's hot," you say pointing behind him. "Oh right, sorry" he apologies letting you by.

you kick off your shoes and say "So... do I get a house tour? It's so crazy that we're homeowners now." you say reminiscing. "Yeah sure, although Jangmi will for sure be upset so just act surprised when she wants to show you around." You giggle at his idea and follow behind as you two meet in the corridor. "Don't worry Kook, I can keep a secret." He smiles and asks, "Would you like a drink?" you nod and he pours whiskey into two glasses. He hands you one and you clink them together. "cheers." you say softly.

Your voice sounds like honey to him, smooth, sweet, and soft. He wondered if you'd taste the same. He quickly shook the crazy thought out of his head, he had never thought of you that way and couldn't quite understand why he'd felt that way to begin. You stop at the first door in the hall. "This is my studio and office. It's the best room in the house in my opinion." Jungkook was an artist, and his paintings were gaining popularity in the art world pretty quickly. Everyone seemingly loved his art and so did you. "Can I go in?" you ask starstruck by the art. He nods still standing in the doorway as you walk in. "Kook, these are amazing. I love every single one seriously, you're talented." He shakes his head putting it down shyly. "and you're still so humble. I don't get you." You joke. He smiles, "Thanks Y/n, it means a lot coming from you, really."

"I wish I did though... get you, maybe I'd understand your art more. Get inside your head a little." You say really scanning each canvas not necessarily paying him any attention and taking a small sip from the alcohol. The way you spoke made his body tingle. The sultriness of your voice was music to his ears. "Can I buy one?" You turn around asking him. "You don't have to pay, let it be a gift," he says rubbing his neck. "Hell no! If everyone else has to pay then so do I. And this deserved payment." You point to an abstract piece that no one but your families would be able to recognize. "You painted my our backyards," You pointed out.

You and Jangmi became friends after having to line up according to birthday in 1st grade. So every year until you were both 18 you had a joint birthday party. With your family's gates opening up to each other you basically have a big baseball field-sized birthday party filled with all of your family and friends. It's something you missed after moving away for school.

"Now seriously it'd be an honor if you took it, you're actually the first person to guess it right on the first try and not turn your head to the side and say 'ohhhhh'. You definitely deserve it more." He laughs. "Well, I appreciate it, Kook. It reminds me of how much fun we had as kids." You say giggling along with him, taking another sip from the cup.

"It actually reminds me, I can tell you now so it's not weird and we're grown up but I used to have the most intense crush on you. You took Audriana Cooper to prom your senior year. You were 18 turning 19 and I was 13 getting ready to turn 14 two days later, and I sobbed in the back of my parents' car after watching you make out with her. I did my makeup and everything, hoping you'd notice me it's kinda sad if you think too hard so just... don't" You laugh and he giggles with you.

In that moment you remember how cute you thought he was back then. You'd think about him more than you expressed to Jangmi, but you'd love it when he'd hug you a little tighter so you could smell him. You had always been so drawn to him until the prom incident. Your mom explained to you that you and Jungkook would never work since Jungkook was about to graduate high school whilst you still had three years to finish. Soon after your little crush dissipated, and Jungkook was just your best friend's hot older brother and not SpiderMan or something.

"I don't really know what to say, I can say I was kinda the guy to fool around," he says embarrassed at the memory. "I can't blame you, if anybody looked as hot as you did at 19, I'm sure they'd do the same." You sip your drink once again.

"Are you saying I look old now? I'm only 26." he jokes with you. "No! No! I didn't mean it like that, I mean I still think you're hot." You say before quickly trying to correct yourself. "I just mean like you're attractive... not like in a weird way like I'm super attracted to you, I mean like I'm not saying that I do not find you attractive, I'm just saying- " You stop to take a breath realizing you were rambling on. "You know what maybe day drinking isn't my thing. I say weird things... I'm learning." you sat the cup down on his desk. You close your eyes trying to not be so embarrassed by your randomness.

"Maybe- maybe we should go to the next room?" You question looking at him. "Not like that. I mean you should show me the next room with us both standing outside of it." Jungkook looks at you and laughs. You embarrassed and watched him and joined in after realizing he wasn't upset by your awkwardness. "Someone's a lightweight, huh? Didn't do much drinking in college I guess." you laugh. You shake your head.

"Well if it makes things less weird. When I opened the door I was stunned. Your beautiful Y/n." You blush but turn your head to the window not to look at him, hoping he wouldn't notice. "Come on, I'll show you the next room over." You follow behind him. "This is Jangmi's room, we kinda have our own floors, her office is on my floor." He explains. "We found that working like this is better for us."

"I bet you're so proud of Jangmi. She's found success quickly." You mention Jangmi was a fashion designer, he has recently found herself being the creator director for Prada. She was truly talented. You were beyond happy for her too. She deserves it all.

"I am. Jangmi is still my annoying little sister, but just successful." you laugh. "I'm sorry," you say looking at him with a sad expression. "For what?" he asked confused. "I missed you so much, Stephen always calls to tell me the good things that happened here. It makes me wish I never moved away."

"I mean but look at you, little miss actress. Not even little you have an Emmy. Talk about stardom." Jungkook says bringing up your most recent accomplishment.

You didn't like to talk about your career, acting was fun and the greatest thing to ever come into your life, but it's definitely made you a different person. You went from being a little shy girl to a movie star. "Stop..." You blush looking away from him again. It reminded him you're still the same. Still so cute.

"Don't ever feel bad for chasing your dreams, Y/n. Stephen, Jangmi, and I... we've all chosen different paths. Don't feel bad for choosing yours."

You would be lying if you said Jungkook didn't lift a little weight off your shoulders. Moving to LA was a huge deal and when you first moved you regretted it and often spent nights wondering what was right for you. But, he's right, you chose and thankfully you chose right.

"Plus we're all still here. Look..." he says motioning to himself. "I'm me and you're you. We're still the same." He smiles holding his hand out for a hug. You slowly walk into his arms and you hugs you tightly. "I'm serious, you're great." He kisses the top of your head. "Thanks, Kook"

"What the hell?!" You heard Jangmi scream from down the hall. "Move idiot, you will not hog my bestie!" She runs up pushing Jungkook out of the way. "Jangmi!" You squeal. You lock arms with her going with her to finish the house tour. You turn and nod to Jungkook as a small thank you. He nods back with a small smile on his face. Jesus, he's still so cute.

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8:09 pm

"I could eat her for lunch seriously. She's hot like sexy." Jungkook explains to Namjoon, "Hot like sexy?" he repeats, "Dude she'll never fuck you if you talk like that." He rolls his eyes, punching Namjoon in the shoulder. "Ow, I'm serious. Wait, didn't Jangmi say she was off limits?" He sighs being reminded of the warning from his younger sister. "She'll never have to know." Joon chuckles at his answer. "Hyung, don't laugh this is serious. I don't know what to do."

"Don't date your sister's best friend. That seems like the safest option. If Jangmi finds out, she'll put your head on a stick. I mean, who says Y/n wants to have sex with you anyway?" he asks. "she told me she had a crush on me in high school. I don't just want to have sex with her either. I mean she's a sweet girl. I'd love to take her out somewhere. Get to know her some, she's not the girl I remember."

"But she's into you now?" Joon asks curiously. "I think, you had to see the way she looked at me. It was like hungry like she could eat me alive." Joon shakes his head. "Look all I'm gonna say is this, be careful, and make sure you really want her and you're not lusting over her. you could fuck up years worth of friendship." Jungkook finally realized what was at stake here. It's not just you and his relationship. It's you and Jangmi, him and Stephen, and your parents. He had to be right about this and didn't want to hurt you. You were still someone he cared deeply about. He knew how much you mean to Jangmi too. He didn't want to hurt her either.

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10:46 pm

When Jungkook got back home he found you on the couch with a wine glass in your hand and a satin pink pajama set on. "Oh hey! You're back," you say catching yourself sounding more excited than you should be. "Yeah! Where's Jangmi?" he asks. "She's gotta get up early so she went to bed." you motion to her room. "Want some wine?" You ask him. "Absolutely. What are you watching?" He flops down beside you and you hand him a glass half filled with white wine. "It's called Mr. and Mrs. Smith, it's a new series based on the movie." He hums focusing in on the show. "fuck!" you groan rubbing your neck. "Could you massage my neck and shoulders? Those plane seats seriously suck and an old man fell asleep on my shoulder and I was too nice to move." He laughs nodding and setting his glass on the coffee table. You turn so your back faces him now. He starts rubbing your shoulders and you sigh. "holy shit your hands are magic." you laugh softly.

you're soft, and you smell like flowers and it's getting harder for Jungkook to contain himself. Your wavy hair falls right at your shoulders and is the most beautiful he's ever seen. "Jungkook?" you say lightly. He notices you hesitate before speaking. "What's new in you're life? You know, outside of being an artist. What do you like?" He hums, still rubbing at your shoulders. "Well, I've been working on some music. Nothing serious, like not anything I think is worth releasing." He explains to you. "I would want to hear if you're willing to share. No pressure," you say melting into him. "Absolutely. You have plans tomorrow?" He asks. You shake your head, "Family dinner later in the day but I'm free," you tell him. He hums and the noise of the TV takes over. You focus on his movement. His hands are big and he feels strong and... safe. Something you haven't felt in a while. He feels right.

"So." You say breaking the short silence. He hums acknowledging you. You stay silent for a while nervous the say what you're thinking. He peeks at you from the side. "I hope it's not weird if I ask but..." you trail off.

"Are you seeing someone?" you finally blurt. he chuckles dryly a little shocked by your question.

"I am not. Why'd you ask?" Still rubbing your shoulders gently but firm enough. "I don't know. I was just curious I guess," You lie. You clear your throat and Jungkook stops, and his hand runs down your arm, "Turn around." He says sternly, only seriousness found in his tone. You turn to face him. Your eyes lock for a moment and his eyes grow a little darker "Tell me the truth Y/n." He says. You hesitate looking him in the eyes a little longer before leaning in closely to say,

"I wanted to know before I did this" You kiss him softly. His hand cups your face, pulling you in closer to him. You climb into his lap and slip your tongue into his mouth. He moans into the kiss. He pulls back quickly to look at you. "Jangmi is gonna be pissed," he whispers as you're still a few inches from his face. "I told you, Kook, I can keep a secret." He grips your hips and pulls you closer in. "Fuck, you are so hot," he says before kissing you once more. You feel a tent growing in his pants. You grind against him and he moans into the kiss once more. You nibble on his lip as you pull away. You unbutton his jeans and slip your hand in, you stroke his hard-clothed cock. "Fuuuckk" he groans lowly. "You aren't as innocent as I remember," he says watching your every move. You climb off of him and kneel in front of him. You pull his pants down to his ankles and rub your hand across him. "Can I suck you off?" you ask. He nods, "I need you to say something."

"Yes please." He says quickly. You smile pulling his cock out of his boxers. You stoke him twice before licking his tip, then fully putting it in your mouth. You look up at him before fitting all of him in your mouth. His mouth falls open and you never take your eyes off of him. "Cum in my mouth," you say after sucking on his tip once more. You suck him more stroking him too. "I'm gonna-" you hum as he empties his load in your mouth. you open your mouth to show him his mess before swallowing. You flash him a smile before standing up. You get ready to go to the bathroom before he says "Go upstairs to my room." he says hungrily. you walk up the stairs and he quickly fixes his clothes before following behind.

You're sitting on his bed as he walks in and closes the door. "take off your shorts...panties too." you obey and kick them to the side. he kissed you, you fell backward on the bed and you felt so small under him. He kisses your neck and unbuttons your top. Kissing your tits and down your stomach. He kisses the inside of your thighs and stops every time he gets closer to your cunt. "Jungkook," you moan getting needier by the second. "Please" you beg. Before you can even get your words out, he licks a long stripe up your cunt. Sucking your clit driving you crazy. you moan breathily as you watch him eat you like he's a starving man. your eyes on his and swirls his tongue around your clit. he's so messy, his sheets were an afterthought. The only thing on his mind was making you come all over his tongue. "you taste like heaven." He says before slowly putting his index and middle finger in your cunt. "Fuck, Jungkook please." He curls his fingers hitting the spot to make you see stars. You almost moan loudly but with his other hand he tells you "Suck."

He loved seeing you like this, you were now like a drug to him. He knew he had to have more. Your body drove him insane. Your hips and how perfect your tits looked in your bra.

You obey and wrap your lips around his fingers. "Shhh, doll you don't want us to get caught, do you?" He shushed and truly the rush of getting caught turned you on more. He quickens the pace of his finger his head returning back in between your thighs. Sucking on your clit as he fucks you with his fingers.

you were a moaning mess and he felt good. He felt SO good. You'd do anything for him to make you cum. "Please can I come?" you moan quickly begging him for release. "You're such an obedient girl. Such good manners..." he trails off watching you squirm under him. "Cum for me." He curls his fingers hitting your perfect spot once again and you cum all over his fingers. You see stars and grip his arm tightly and he rubs slow circles on your clit as you come.

He flops down beside you, and you both lay there as your breath slows.

"i think-"

"Maybe we-"

you both speak at the same time. "You first," you say with a small giggle. He smiles looking over at you before he speaks. "I was thinking, maybe we could go out? I feel like we skipped a few steps." He says looking up at the ceiling. "We'll go when Jangmi, leaves for work." You respond. You roll over straddling him. "I know that Jangmi told you to stay away from me... But seeing you again brought me back." His hands draw circles on your lower back. "I want you Jungkook. I have for a long time." He smiles. "I want you too, Y/n." He kisses you deeply.

"Good." you stand after breaking the kiss, his hands lingering as you stand before him. You walk to his connecting bathroom and stop in the doorway. "Can I ask you something?" you say tilting your head to the side. He nods to you, "How did you know I was lying? On the couch, you told me to tell you the truth. How'd you know?" He smiled.

"You've had the same tell since we were kids, but I'm not telling. If I do I'll never know if you're lying to me." You smile at him and roll your eyes. "Whatever, Jungkook. Are you gonna join me in the shower or are you just gonna lay there?" you tease. He hops up quickly, "Right behind you baby." He says stripping himself of the rest of his clothing.

This might just be the start of his new craving. And you've got him wrapped around your finger.

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a/n: AHHHHHH!!! hi I'm in love with Billie's new album and Jungkook, so i thought I'd make this lil series :)))

until next week my dolls.

mwah. 

[hxrnyforsturns]

guess C.S

based off of guess by billie ellish and charli xcx

SMUTT. p in v, oral sex,nudity. swearing. tattoos. making out. pet names.

y/n X chris sturniolo

you: pink

chris: orange

friend: purple

a/n i haven't seen enough fics about this song so im adding to it ;) it like 2 am i wrote all of this in one night. i'm not proof reading it so there is probably a lot of errors but idgaf.

i was out with my best friends shopping after we got tattoos together. we got matching lower back tattoos. the design was a heart with a pretty design on the sides of the hearts, kind of looking like wings. all i could think about was chris's reaction to it. an up beat song is blasting through the speakers as we walk into a victoria's secret in search of nice lingerie.

"i know i got chris a lot of gifts for his birthday but i see him today for the first time since he left for his birthday. so i was thinking ill get a special set in his favorite color and surprise him. what do you guys think?"

"girl your gonna get an orange set? that's gonna be hideous "

"not in his eyes"

"whatever do what you want, i'll be getting an actual nice color!"

i roll my eyes at her comment. he was very special to me so the least i could do is get a set in his favorite color, even if it will not look good. i rummage around the colors, i found a vibrant orange mesh thong with a matching mesh bra. it was bedazzled on the straps of both pieces, it also had a slight leopard print on them. they were both exactly my size, it was a sign, i had to get it. i ran to the checkout

"wow that's a color!"

"he's gonna love it! i'm so excited!!"

i arrived home with my shopping bag. chris wasn't home from the airport yet so it gave me time to try on and wear my new purchase. i slipped on both pieces and they were gorgeous, i was afraid that it wouldn't look to good on me but it was phenomenal. my new favorite set. i put shorts and a big t shirt over it so i could surprise him once he got home.

an hour or two passed. i was watching tv and i heard the keys jangling. i shot up and ran to the door and there he was. my beautiful boy was there. his eyes looked bluer since he left.

"CHRIS!!"

"hey my love! ugh i missed you so much!" he pulled me in fora hug as he dropped all of his bags on the floor of the kitchen

"come on! i have been waiting all week to give you your gift!"

chris opened all of his wrapped gifts. he finished opening all of his gifts except for the one I had bought that was on my body.

"for this next gift, we have to play a little game"

"ooh fun!" he smirked

"guess."

"guess what?"

"just guess a color."

"hmm blue?"

"wrong"

"red?"

"wrong."

"what exactly is the item that i'm guessing the color of?"

"you'll see once you get the color right. i'll give you a hint it's your favorite." i smirked at him while laying him down on the bed

"orange?!"

"correct! now you get to see!"

his eyes widen as i take my shirt off and as my panties make an appearance.

"for me? tonight."

"all for you baby, always and forever."

"that's all i want. wow i like your new tattoo! it's so beautiful. like you!"

we smash our lips together as i fall on top of him. grasping on his hair as muffled moans leave our mouths still pressed together. we grow sloppier and sloppier. i pull away just to kiss down his neck to his collar bone. i make it down to his stomach and i tug at his boxers letting him know i want them off.

"please?"

he immediately rips them off. his cock sprung out to his stomach. i grasp it and start to kiss the tip of his dick.

"god i've missed you so much."

i take his length in my mouth the farthest it could go in my mouth. my eyes start to water. he's nonstop groaning as he stares at me.

"fuck- i wish you could wear that everyday it's really turning me on." he expresses in between pants.

"fuck baby. m'gonna- cu-" he shot his load in my mouth and around my face

"shit baby i'm so sorry. i didn't mean to!"

"no need to apologize baby." i took my finger and dragged it around my face gathering his cum on my finger.

"want a taste?" i shoved my finger in his mouth.

"god baby never take that outfit off. "

he fidgets with the black bow on the waistband. i'm laying on the bed and chris plays with my panties. he pulls them to the side and my head shot up. he buried his face in my pussy. he licks everything like it's his last meal. he stuck his tongue as well as his fingers. i grasp the sheets so tight i feel they will rip any second. i moan loud as ever he detaches his lips and finger for a moment. he grabs my panties off my body exposing my throbbing pussy. he kept the panties in his mouth for a moment as he tore his shirt off. he had them in his hand for the duration of the night. he grabbed his dick and shoved it in, a loud gasp coming from my mouth.

"oh my fuck, your the best ever. don't stop there." i'm staring up at him as he holds my panties in his mouth while his hands on my hips as he aggressively thrusts into me.

"i'm about to cum now baby"

"same- oh my FUCK-"

he pulled out seeing our juices mixed at my pussy.

"that set got me so turned on. best birthday gift ever "

"glad you enjoyed it"

"let me see that tattoo again." he placed kisses for about 3 minutes on the tattoo as he drifted to sleep on my bare ass.

chris never goes anywhere without my panties in his pocket.

[perfctvelvet]

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FICS

Lorelai pt. 3; Sabrina Carpenter/Reader/Jenna Ortega Lorelai pt. 2; Sabrina Carpenter/Reader/Jenna Ortega Lorelai pt. 1; Sabrina Carpenter/Reader/Jenna Ortega KINKtober 2024; Various/Reader Please, Please, Please; Sabrina Carpenter/Reader Rosy; Zendaya/Reader Baby's First Ride; Billie Eilish/Reader String Bikini; Sydney Sweeney/Actress!Reader Broken Clocks; AU!Zendaya/Reader Glass Table Girls; Bella Hadid/Reader The Pizza Girl; Devon Lee Carlson/Reader Golden Girl; Sydney Sweeney/Reader Poison the Well; Maggie Lindermann/Madison Beer Angel; Bella Hadid/Reader Perfect Strangers; Hailey Bieber/Reader Acquaintance; Kim Kardashian/Reader Good Girl Gone Bad; Gigi Hadid/Reader Best Friend Dilemma; Kylie Jenner/Reader (side pairing: Stassie/Reader) Lemonade; Kourtney Kardashian/Reader/Megan Fox Couched Too; Kim Kardashian x Addison Rae Tourist Attraction; Reader/Kardashian Sisters Step Sisters; Madison Beer/Addison Rae Doll II; Kylie Jenner/Reader Doll I; Kylie Jenner/Reader Rising Star; Normani/Megan thee Stallion/Sza Helpful Hands; Kim Kardashian/Reader/Kourtney Kardashian & Slight! Kylie Jenner x Reader. Birthday Bitch; KarJenners/Reader The Neighbor; Kylie Jenner/Reader/Stassiebaby Oiled; Madison Beer/Reader Girl Next Door; Addison Rae/Reader/OFC Couched; Kim Kardashian/Reader/OFC

ORIGINAL WORKS

Love Thy Neighbor; Older!Neighbor/Reader Cookie; Older woman/College!Reader

BLURBS

Sweet Cream; Chapell Roan/Reader Photograph; Kendall Jenner/Reader Double Trouble; Devon Lee Carlson/Reader/Sydney Carlson Something New; Zendaya/Reader Breakfast; Stepmom!Margot Robbie/Reader Stress Reliever; Selena Gomez/Reader Secret; Madison Beer/Reader Massage; Gigi Hadid/Reader Walk in the Park; Bella Hadid/Reader Fucking Cheater; Alexa Demie/Reader Sweet; Elizabeth Olsen/Reader Morning; Zendaya/Reader New Recruit; Olivia Rodrigo/Reader Not Right; Kylie Jenner/Reader Girl Next Door [Mini-Sequel]; Addison Rae/Reader Deleted Tumblr fics

SERIES

𝐁𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐥

College cheerleader AU! Various/Reader

Sweet Honey Blonde; Coach!Emily/Reader. Slight Sabrina/Reader All is Fair; Coach!Emily/Reader/Cheerleader!Kylie 3 of Cups; Emily/Kendall/Hailey/Bella Off Limits; Kylie Jenner/Reader

♡ 𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐒𝐮𝐛𝐣𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ♡

Original Series! Of course the prettiest college girl in the neighborhood made heads turn, hearts beat faster, and was envied. Y/n was never surprised when she caught someone’s too-old-dad looking at her bare legs in a skirt. Suggestions for her to meet someone’s more age appropriate son or nephew was never made in earnest; the perverts just wanted a closer look of her tits in her one-size-too-small crop top. She’s had plenty of opportunities to make someone’s daddy hers. The offers to make extra money by babysitting would land her in an all too cliché scenario. These men were like animals, hungry and relentless. They were too obviously horny to notice her looking past them to look at their wives instead.

Intro

𝐁𝐥𝐮𝐞 𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐫;

Sydney Sweeney x Reader (series), Alexa Demie x Reader (brief) -- In this dull town, during this dull Summer, Alexa is looking for fun while dragging Sydney along with her. Things get bumpy when Sydney gets too attached to someone who won't be around for long.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5

𝐇𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐲;

Bella Hadid x Reader -- Y/n stumbled across Baby Bels cam show once and was instantly infatuated with her.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4

𝐒𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐂𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐲;

Blackpink x Reader -- Y/n's new internship at a music label doesn't really go as planned.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4

✾ 𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐁𝐥𝐮𝐞 ✾

After Dark; Twice Sana/Reader/Momo Tangerine Dream; Alexa Demie/Reader Dumb Blonde; Dove Cameron/Reader Little Dove; Billie Eilish/Reader

☆ 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥; Kendall/Reader ☆

My Best Friend's Girlfriend; Kendall/Reader (main pairing), Bella/Devon Lee Carlson (side pairing), and Bella/Reader & Kendall/Devon (side pairings) After Party; Kendall/Reader with side pairing of Kylie/Reader Heaven is a Place on Earth with You II Heaven is a Place on Earth with You I Cry For Me Third Times A Charm II Third Times A Charm I Love You, Still

♡ 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐁𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐲; Ariana/Reader ♡

Across the World Party of Three; Ariana/Reader/Madison Beer Moonlight Bunny's Punishment; Ariana/Reader/Madison Beer Slut Bunnies; Ariana/Reader/Madison Beer Double The Pleasure Brat; Ariana/Reader/Liz Gillies Cuffed Quickie

[lovekt]

⋆ ｡˚ ⋆｡ BIRDS OF A FEATHER ⋆ ｡˚ ⋆｡

(we should stick together)

pairing; oscar piastri x fem!reader

blurb; where oscar funds your slightly unhealthy obsession, and uses it as a way to your heart.

author’s note; i’m thinking of writing this up into a little friend to lovers blurb. anywayss something short and sweet as i’ve only got two weeks left of exams!!

🎶; now playing… birds of a feather - billie eilish

<< the library , op81 masterlist >>

oscarpiastri just posted to their story!

user1 and that's what I get for screaming my man, my man, my man too loud

↳ user2 girll he was never your man. we all know who that's for

user3 honestly get you a guy who adds to your jellycat collection no questions asked.

oscarpiastri

liked by yourusername, mclaren and 2,374,918 others..

oscarpiastri Another one for another year. Can't wait until there's seventy or so stalking me everywhere I go. Happy birthday "bestie", some more surprises coming soon...?

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user1 everyone say happy birthday rn or ill show up on your doorstep

user2 HE’S PLANNING ON BUYING HER ATLEAST SEVENTY

↳ user3 and yall complain that my standards are too high

yourusername planning on sticking around then?

↳ oscarpiastri For as long as you’ll let me

user4 the last slide is giving parents 😭

user5 my all time fav couple 🫶

↳ user6 i’m gonna hold your hand when i tell you this…

user7 oscar pleaseee tell yn to go public 🙏

yourusername 🔒

liked by oscarpiastri and 43 others…

yourusername spent the day with my new bestie and this random aussie lad. dont know where he came from, but i have to say it was the best bday i could’ve asked for 🥰

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oscarpiastri Was it the same random aussie lad who carried you home after you fell asleep on him?

↳ yourusername potentially 🌚

yourusername posted to their story! 🔒

↳ oscarpiastri That bunny should be me

↳ yourusername not a very bestie thing to say mr piastri

↳ oscarpiastri Would you prefer I lie?

↳ yourusername yes

mclaren

liked by yourusername, landonorris and 167,388 others…

mclaren Before and after we told Oscar who our special guest is!

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user1 does it count as a “special” guest when she’s here every race weekend?

yourusername aww im special 🥹

↳ landonorris no get out

↳ yourusername won one race and thinks the world revolves around him

user2 oscar’s lucky charm 🥲

oscarpiastri Definitely didn’t already know who it was

↳ user3 you already knew but still smiled at just her name

liked by mclaren

↳ user4 when will this friends to lovers ao3 400k words slowburn torture end??

oscarpiastri

liked by yourusername, mclaren and 836,018 others…

oscarpiastri P1 and the best gift I could ever ask for.

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user1 something's telling me winning isn't the best gift he's talking about...

yourusername 🧡

user2 don't act like we don't know EXACTLY what happened after that last photo was taken

user3 moments before disaster

yourusername champagne tastes disgusting

↳ oscarpiastri It’ll never happen again your highness

↳ yourusername when did i say i didn't want it to? 🙄

↳ oscarpiastri Noted

mclaren You deserve it all! 🎉

yourusername

liked by landonorris, mclaren and 76,381 others…

yourusername get you a man who doubles as a footrest

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user1 war is over. YN IS PUBLIC!

↳ yourusername hii!

user2 THE PASTRY JELLYCAT OMG

oscarpiastri This is the first thing you say on public?

↳ yourusername i don't see the problem?

user3 DID OSCAR PASTRY BUY YOU A PASTRY TEDDY??

↳ yourusername yes he did 😋. dyou think if i stab it he'll feel it like a voodoo doll?

↳ oscarpiastri Wow.

↳ yourusername im jokingg bestie its my favourite one

↳ user3 not the friendzone

↳ oscarpiastri Acting like I didn't buy you all of them. Ok

user4 dare i say the wait was worth it

user5 do you guys need a dog?

landonorris happy for you ig

↳ yourusername see you next weekend ig

yourusername posted to their story!

↳ oscarpiastri Can you stop calling me bestie now?

↳ yourusername never.

[blackkbeautyy]

Birthday Baby

Billie Eilish x Fem!Reader

Summary: After Billie’s party, you make sure to give her a birthday night she surely wouldn’t forget with a particular goal to reach.

(This is my first time genuinely writing and publishing a story so pls know it won’t be amazing)

Cw: Smut, oral sex fingering squirting mentions of alcohol and thats it.l

Word count: 1006

You and billie say bye to everyone while walking out of the party and you trying to hold her up from how drunk she was. You put her in the passenger and buckle her up and then get in the drivers seat. “Baaaabbbeee.” Billie slurred while staring at you. “What is it?” you ask. “Do you having any other surprises for me tonight?”She asks with a hint of what was supposed to be a seductive tone. You smiled at her drunken attempt of being flirtatious. “Actually i do, but you’ll get it when we get home.” Billie somehow slumps down even more in her seat with disappointment. “But baaaabbee.” No buts. You say sternly. “ You have to be good to get your present.” She looked up at you with a arched brow. “So I, have to be good tonight? Well isn’t that something. She says attempting to be more dominant. You knew you weren’t gonna let her persuade you into falling submissive, not tonight.

You both arrive at your shared apartment and you tell your girlfriend to wait in the living room while you tidy up everything. A few minutes later you call out to Billie and tell her to lay on the bed. She sat there in anticipation squirming around while you finished in the bathroom.You walk over to her squeamish figure.

“Just lay back and relax baby, tonight is all about you.” You tell her in a calm tone as you step in between her legs. “Why don’t you undress, hm?” She then does so being left only in her red laced bra and drenched matching panties. “My gosh Bil, you’re so wet, and l haven’t even did anything?” You ask feeling more powerful seeing the mess you caused. “Just thinking about what you were gonna do to me baby.” She says. You can tell by the hint of neediness in her voice that she wanted you to start, but you were gonna tease her a bit. So you look her in the eyes holding eye contact watching her squirm more and more while the alcohol made her body burn then she started begging for you to do something. “Please.” You smile.“Please what bil?” “Please baby make me feel good.” You look at her the neediness in her face and tone making you feel a little sympathetic for her. “Anything for the birthday girl.” You say with a smile and then you dive in. (lol)

You’ve been edging Billie for about thirty minutes and she already can’t take it anymore. You’ve used a vibrator, your tongue, and fingers, and she just can’t get enough. she’s crying and begging for you to let her cum. Every time she’s just a tad close to that beautiful bliss, you yank it away making her whine and cry. You can tell she’s frustrated, she’s all red in the face with beads of sweat running down her body, bangs and hair sticking to her face, eyes rolled back in pure ecstasy.

“Baby please i can’t anymore” Billie begged practically sobbing. You figured that you’ve had enough fun and decided to let her cum.

You insert your fingers in her wet hole which was clenching around nothing just a second ago which rips out a moan from her bruised flushed lips from all the messy kissing you did. You pick up the pace and use your thumb to rub her clit setting the perfect pace to the point she starts riding your fingers trying so hard to cum. “Fuck!” She yells “I’m so close go faster please baby.” You obliged and somehow increased your pace even more to the point Billie’s knuckles turned white gripping the sheets.

“Cmon baby you can do it, cum all over my fingers so i can taste you, cmon you’re almost there, cum for me like the slut you are.” That was it, she was pushed over the edge with one of the hardest orgasms she’s ever had. That didn’t stop you though, you kept going even after she had entirely rode out her high and the overstimulation kicked in. She was just so beautiful like this; hair sticking to her forehead from sweat, head thrown back thighs trembling, everything about her was so beautiful and addicting, you just wanted it all as much as you could get.

You started to eat she out running your tongue through her wet folds completely dodging her clit. “Baby please I need you.” “You need me where bil?” “I need you to-, I want you to-,” She keeps stopping to embarrassed to say what she wanted.. “If you want so bad baby say it.” You say trying to hide the grin spreading across your face. “I want you to suck my clit.” She says barely above a mumble. “Good girl.” You say, swearing you seen her clench around nothing. You do what she asked for and a loud moan escapes her lips. You insert your fingers giving her no time to adjust while you set your pace. “Faster baby fuck!” You move your fingers at a faster pace determined to reach your goal, you were gonna make her squirt. You can tell she’s close so you let her reach her climax. While she’s still trying to ride out her high you increase the pace even faster than before, her back arches off the bed and her thighs start trembling more than they were before. Then a clear liquid squirted out all over you and Billie practically screamed.

She plopped down on the bed and you next to her, watching her chest rise and fall. “How was that ?“ You asked. She turned and looked at you with a smile, “Amazing baby, you did so good, and i really needed that.” She laughed breathlessly. “Don’t think i won’t get you back though.. “she says with a tad bit of seriousness in her voice. You just laughed admiring your amazing girlfriend feeling good to have someone like her. You stand up and turn around “Lets get you cleaned up.”

[rinskazuu]

if ur interested in greater detail, here's my carrd co: tighnar1s carrd

i've gotten questions about the apps i use for my smaus, so i'll save u some trouble: imsg - memi | twitter - twinote | instagram - photonote. i do NOT know if these are available on android, but they are on ios

my name is shen, short for shenyi. i prefer the use of shen tho. i'm chinese but i've lived in the usa since i was 3. my birthday is september 28, making me a libra. i'm an infp and i'm bisexual!

my username is just a combination of rindou haitani and kazutora hanemiya from tokyo revengers. my top 2 from tr <3

my likes;

ˋ°•*⁀➷ my hobbies include....

𓂃۶ৎ anime | attack on titan, jujutsu kaisen, tokyo ghoul, demon slayer, bungou stray dogs, haikyuu, my hero academia, tokyo revengers, hunter x hunter, blue exorcist, record of ragnarok, kuroko no basket, the assassination classroom, blue lock

𓂃۶ৎ kpop | nct (ot25), aespa, red velvet, ive, twice, bts, itzy, enhypen, riize, seventeen, txt, blackpink, le sserafim, ateez

𓂃۶ৎ games | genshin impact (ar59), honkai star rail (lvl66), valorant (peak g1), love and deepspace (lvl51), minecraft, roblox

occasionally, i play wuthering waves, zenless zone zero, reverse: 1999, sims 4

𓂃۶ৎ reading | current fav books are... god of ruin - rina kent, empire of lust - rina kent, angry god - l.j. shen, things we left behind - lucy score, twisted hate - ana huang, the score - elle kennedy

𓂃۶ৎ music | current fav songs are... flying kiss - nct dream, i feel it coming - the weeknd, die with a smile - bruno mars and lady gaga, bad - wave to earth, walk - nct 127, off the record - ive, birds of a feather - billie eilish

𓂃۶ৎ watching | current fav shows are... the 100, the rookie, family guy, dc films, the penthouse, my demon, perfect marriage revenge

𓂃۶ৎ editing | tighnar1s on instagram - tighnar1s on tiktok (editing info in my carrd)

𓂃۶ৎ nails | dm to order premade sets or dm for a commission. cute, durable, and affordable nails on angelise.co or visit our tiktok page <3

𓂃۶ৎ art | currently a new artist/traditional artist. trying to save for an ipad and go digital, but for now, i'm practicing on paper :)

ˋ°•*⁀➷ favorites

𓂃۶ৎ anime | [aot] armin, jean, porco, reiner, annie, pieck | [jjk] megumi, nobara, toji, choso | [tokyo ghoul] ayato kirishima | [kny] tomioka giyuu | [bsd] chuuya | [hq] atsumu, sugawara, semi eita, kuroo, akaashi, oikawa, kita, suna | [mha] kaminari | [tr] rindou, kazutora, sanzu, mitsuya, chifuyu, mikey, inui, wakasa, hanma, izana | [hxh] chrollo, kurapika | [knb] kise ryouta | karma akabane, rio nakamura | [bllk] itoshi sae, michael kaiser, otoya eita, karasu tabito, bachira meguru, reo mikage, nagi seishiro

𓂃۶ৎ kpop | [nct] renjun, haechan, yangyang, jeno, doyoung, ryo | [bts] taehyung | [atz] jongho | [txt] taehyun | [enhypen] jungwon | [svt] wonwoo | [twice] jihyo | [rv] seulgi | [bp] jennie | [itzy] yeji | [ive] yujin | [aespa] ningning

𓂃۶ৎ genshin | YELAN MAIN | yelan, tighnari, xiao, itto, diluc, ayato, childe, ningguang

𓂃۶ৎ honkai star rail | ACHERON MAIN | gepard, sunday, dr ratio, aventurine, jing yuan, acheron, black swan, luocha

𓂃۶ৎ valorant | REYNA MAIN | reyna, sage, iso

𓂃۶ৎ artists | taylor swift, the weeknd, chase atlantic, cigarettes after sex, lana del ray

𓂃۶ৎ films | [gg] blair | [tvd] rebekah | [to] camille | [legacies] lizzie | [ouat] regina | [t100] clarke | atla [katara] | [tlok] korra, asami | [hp] ginny, hermione | [dc] dick grayson, barbara gordon, bruce wayne | [the rookie] lucy, angela, nyla | [modern family] claire | [family guy] lois

want to play together? dm me on tighnar1s!

ˋ°•*⁀➷ tags

#shencasual; i rant a lot ':

#shenwrites; upcoming ideas! :D (requests and/or suggestions are SO welcomed, and absolutely contributes to my ideas)

#shenrecs; you need to read this.

#shengenshin; shen talks a lot abt genshin

#shenhsr; shen talks a lot abt hsr (surprise)

#shentr; shen also talks a lot abt tokyo revengers (MANGA SPOILERS, will be warned:>)

#shenanime; me talking abt any other anime ':

[weclassybouquetfun]

The guest list for the Metropolitan Museum of Art's Costume Institute Met Gala “leaked”. 

The event which - in recent years has been held the first Monday in May - has been moved to September 13th this year due to the ongoing pandemic.  As always the event is chaired by Anna Wintour, who last year was rumored to be dating her longtime friend, actor Bill Nighy and if that’s true, she need to make it red carpet official. He’s forever stylish.  Her fellow honorary chairs are Adam Mosseri who is the head of Instagram and designer/filmmaker/hater of mandals (me too,Tom!) Tom Ford.

This year’s co-chairs are Timothee Chalamet, Billie Eilish, Amanda Gorman and Naomi Osaka.

This year’s theme is “In America: A Lexicon of Fashion“ which will be a celebration of American designers and the event will be a two-parter with one event taking place now and the other on the first Monday in May 2022 with the theme “In America: An Anthology of Fashion”. 

In the past few days a few names from the guest list have been revealed and it’s heavy on social media influencers which isn’t surprising considering one of the chairs is over Instagram.  This, of course, has raised the question of whether the Met Gala has lost its prestige by these new invitees.  But it’s the same argument that was made years ago when models were pushed to the background and the event became the playground of actors.  Even designers and fashion hoi polloi stopped attending in part to the price of the tickets ($30k-$50k; tables $275k) and due to the focus on celebrity and not fashion. 

That’s why Iris Arpel, celebrating her 100th birthday this coming week and who once had 86 outfits housed at the exhibit, stopped attending.  

Who are some of the influencers who will attend? Allyson Felix, Noah Beck, Liza Koshy, Bretman Rock and Loren Grey.

Other well known influencers like Nikki Tutorials, James Charles, Jeffree Star, Charlie and Dixie D’Amelio and Nikita Dragun are also on the list. 

Look it’s not really a mystery why influencers are invited. The real mystery to me is how did SNL’s Chloe Fineman get on the list??

Was it her Timothee Chalamet impression? 

Here’s a look back at my favourite looks of these year’s attendees.  There are a ton to choose from but I’m going by who actually followed the theme. 

For some reason I felt more people adhered to the 2018 theme  Heavenly Bodies: Fashion and the Catholic Imagination. There were so many incredible looks that year. 

Rihanna who was the co-chair that year led by example with the stunning Margiela design.

Blake Lively looking regal in Versace.

Cardi B. during the same year in Moschino.

Zendaya won hands down for her Joan of Arc look by Versace.

Same year Jennifer Lopez wore this punk-y Balmain design.

2015′s theme was “China: Through The Looking Glass” and Sarah Jessica Parker wore an H&M dress with a elaborate Philip Treacy headdress. 

2016′s theme was Manus x Machina: Fashion in an Age of Technology and I think it was a hard theme for people to grasp the concept of.

The person who nailed it was Claire Danes with her light up Zac Posen gown

But Beyonce looked great in her nude latex Givenchy design.

2019′s theme was “Camp: Notes on Fashion” and the obvious winner was that year’s co-chair Lady Gaga who had four costume changes.

Followed by Kim Kardashian in a Thierry Mugler design that simulated a dripping wet look.

[marvel-ousnesss]

Hand in Hand

Pairing: Harry Styles x reader

Summary: Y/N and Harry the night of the Brits.

word count: 2806

masterlist 

A/N: I wrote most of this on my phone so sorry for any typos or mistakes. Lots of love 💜💜💜

“Y/N, Y/N!”

You approached the source of the storm of voices with a wide grin on your face. You still couldn't hide the thrill that your fans brought you, nor you could stop yourself from just hanging with them for a bit. You ambled through the red carpet exchanging smiles and posing for selfies until you reached the end of the path.

When you stepped inside, you greeted a few other people who had arrived at the event and went to freshen up a bit so you could pose for some photos.

You looked at yourself in the mirror and grinned widely. You felt like the girl singing covers in her room, yet here you were, attending your first-ever music awards as a nominee —with one of the best albums of the year under your arm.

As you made your way back from the restroom, you felt a presence behind you. Before you could turn around, they spoke.

"Well hey, fancy seeing you here.” Harry's voice was raspy, tinted with mischief.

You stopped, turned toward him with an amused half-smile.

"Right back at you,” you joked back. “Do you come here often?"

He exhaled a fruity laugh and smiled at you, finally allowing his gaze to drift down onto your figure and then back to up to meet your own. "You look… wow."

He made you blush with almost no effort but you were quick to cover it up, doing your best to get rid of the tension that seemed to constantly glide around the two of you.

"Well, don't you look 'wow' yourself", you smirked.

It had been going on for a few months now; flirting here and there, hanging out at parties, and even a few dates which you had tried to keep out of the spotlight. Nevertheless, headlines hadn't stopped gushing on about 'the newest, freshest face of the industry' and the 'beloved, eclectic Harry Styles.'

Looping your arm around his you subtly prompted him to continue walking toward the awaiting cameras, where you were headed before bumping into him. He obliged, smoothly guiding you through the crowd of crew members, press, and artists.

After a moment of hesitation, his hand traveled to the small of your back. When you felt his tender fingers against the silk of your gown, you lifted your head to look at him.

"So, what’s the game-plan for tonight?”

“Y’know how ‘t goes,” he explained. “Step one: performance, step two: get hold of all the tiny statues, step three: world domination.”

You laughed, but insisted, “really, how’re you doing; ready?”

Even if he seemed to be perfectly collected, you knew that tonight’s show had his head spinning. This was gonna be his first live performance of the year, and, to be honest, you thought it was admirable that he decided to go through with it after what had happened that weekend.

“‘m just a mess of nerves and excitement right now. Tonight needs to be brilliant.”

He didn’t wanna talk about Caroline’s death and you were ok with it, so you didn’t push on the topic.

“I’m sure it’ll be. The whole album’s just amazing; and, you know, the guy who sings it isn’t that bad either.”

He chuckled lightly, then sighed, “just hope I make it justice.”

You smiled, “you will.”

That’s when you found yourselves between the gray wall upholstered with logos and brand names and the army of photographers equipped with cameras of all sizes.

You both faced them and quickly displayed your best angles.

Offering a smirk as he fixed the collar of his blazer, Harry asked, “what ‘bout you, eyes on the prize, I assume?”

You turned around with grace, so that the back of your outfit was visible, then faced the cameras over your shoulder.

“Well, yeah,” you sighed dramatically. “But, to be frank, I’m not sure I’ll be able to keep them there with you looking so dashingly handsome.”

His eyes widened for a second and he let out a ringing laugh, his cheeks reddening slightly. It was truly a beautiful sight. However, no longer than a moment later, he concealed the gentle blush with a snort and a devious grin, which he directed at the cameras.

“I know ’m irresistible, love,” he smirked. “And I hate to tell you this, but I‘m ‘a be professional tonight, no funny business.” His tone was dripping with feigned seriousness.

"Your loss," you flipped your hair.

_______

You guided Y/F/N to the table where your team had been placed. Being honest, she was thrilled to be there with you, but also quite surprised that you had honored the promise you both made back in middle school. When you had first told her about your YouTube channel —after a fair amount of bugging on her part—, she had shown complete support and joked about being your date to the met gala. But, as the met was still clearly out of your league and you had missed the Grammys because of your mom’s birthday, here you were.

She already knew your manager so you introduced her to the rest of them before taking a seat, ready to enjoy the rest of the evening.

The first few minutes were full of laughter and conversation. When the event officially began, you watched the presentations with a gaping mouth and cheered hastily when every award was presented.

Before you knew, it was already time for Harry’s performance. You bit the inside of your lip when he climbed upstage, effortlessly rocking a lace jumpsuit that gave a deific, but simple air to him.

“Can’t believe you turned that down to bring me,” your friend whispered to you.

“Seriously?, my first ever-awards were something I needed to share with you, dork.”

“Awww, friend.”

“Aww”, you mocked, then hit her shoulder lightly. “Shush, let me listen.”

Everything happening on stage was truly breathtaking. You mouthed the lyrics as your gaze followed his every move. His eyes were full of stars and his voice was so flooded with emotion that it made chills run down your spine.

“I’ll rip his throat out with my teeth if he ever fucks up.”

Those words somewhat pulled you out of your daze-like state. Part of you wanted to ask her what she meant, but it was no use. For her, you were an open book, so you didn’t even try to hide how bad you had fallen.

Only with a glance your way, Y/F/N managed to catch the way in which your eyes twinkled when you looked at him and the way you blushed ever so slightly when she brought him up.

You tried to conceal the impact of her words with a sip of your drink, to which she responded with a smug wink.

The following half an hour or so went by uneventful. You nearly fainted when Lizzo performed, and it didn’t get better when you discovered she was but a few tables away from you, next to where Harry had been placed. A couple of categories where presented and the moment you dreaded the most arrived.

Celeste was flawless on stage, and you couldn’t be happier for her. Yet, as you listened to her song, your brows were glued in a frown and the corners of your mouth seemed to weigh a ton. It was time for the rising star award, and then came international female solo —to which you had been nominated.

You turned your head to the side when you heard the scratching of a chair against the floor, and offered a quivering smile to Harry, who had not so discreetly sneaked to your table.

“Hey,” he mumbled, taking hold of one of your hands under the table.

“Hey.”

Celeste’s speech, which ended before you would’ve wanted, was followed by Sporty’s introduction to your category. You tried to stay positive as the nominees were announced.

Y/F/N managed to dodge Harry and get her hand on your shoulder. She gave him an awkward attempt of a smile, then looked at you. “You got this.”

You nodded at her words but, not so deep down, you knew this wasn’t gonna be your year.

“I’m so excited, they’re all so brilliant,” Sporty began.

Harry’s grip tightened on your hand while she opened the envelope, and you barely heard him mumble, “come on.”

That’s when the winner was announced. Billie’s name echoed through the speakers across the place and your face fell for a few seconds.

You were quick to recover and clapped just as eagerly as you had for the rest of the winners, but the smile plastered on your face quivered a bit as you swallowed a wave of disappointment.

That changed when she got to the stage, that’s when utter pride kicked in. While Billie said a few words in acceptance of the award, Jack Whitehall made his way to the table and squeezed a chair between you and Harry. You let out a snicker as he clumsily tried to sit comfortably, then you moved a bit back.

He was given his cue by the camera guy and began.

“Congratulations, to Billie Eilish! Now, I’m just so excited to be here with this power couple who, for some reason, are not officially a couple yet.”

"Glad to have you."

His eyes drifted between the two of you, then settled on Harry. “Harold, you’ve been coming to the brits for 10 years. Not to make you feel old.” Then he looked at you. “Y/N, on the other hand, this is your very first time here.”

"Yup," you chuckled. "Total newbie."

“Sorry for the stock question, but how’s it feeling so far? Kidding, we don’t wanna talk about that, do we? I bet you’ve already got at least five rehearsed versions of the answer to that question.”

You snorted.

“Let’s get to the point here.“ Jack leaned closer to the table, to which you responded by mimicking his posture. “Ever since the ‘Up All Night’ era, when Harold here was just a lad with his little bow tie and a mop on his hair, he’s been a ladies man.

Harry scoffed and waved his hand dismissively.

"And, as such, he can only be paired to someone like you,“ he pointed his finger at you in mock accusation, “my dear Y/N, who has been leaving a fair share of lads and ladies’ hearts broken —including my own— ever since your very flare-up on that strange platform which somehow houses both Rebecca Black’s ‘Friday’ and your phenomenal album ‘Tears of Blade’. However, putting my broken heart aside, I wanna Know… you didn’t come as each other’s date, why’s that?"

Harry took a sip of his drink, "I tried, but she turned me down."

Jack faked shock. "Should I get my hopes up then?"

"Oh no, none of that."You shook your head. "I just brought a friend tonight."

His mouth opened in realization, then he smirked, wiggling his brows. "Not to intrude, but… a special friend of yours or a friend friend."

You threw your head back, laughing, then said, "Jack, this is Y/F/N. Y/F/N, Jack."

"Hi." She stretched out her hand, which the host gladly took.

“I like the way your hand fits in mine,” he gushed.

——————————

You struggled to stay awake in the car to your place, your eyelids didn’t seem to be obeying you anymore and your head was feeling too heavy for you to lift. Harry chuckled when he looked at you, bringing you closer to him so you could use him as a pillow. For the rest of the ride, he quietly hummed to the music playing and did what he could to ignore the feeling of numbness that was beginning to invade his arm.

You woke up when the car stopped and raised your head, scanning your surroundings. When your gaze met Harry’s, you smiled. He grabbed your purse and helped you out of the car, then you both took the lift to your apartment.

"Make yourself at home," you said, taking off your coat and shoes.

"Thanks, love." He hanged his blazer on the rack by the door, together with his vest and the purple pashmina that adorned his neck.

After changing into some sweatpants and a t-shirt, you made your way to the living room and found Harry, neck deep into your fridge. That's when you recalled you hadn't done any grocery shopping.

"Tell me if you find something, my fridge's just sad to even look at," you jested, standing behind him.

"S'not that bad. I mean, carrots, beer, tortillas, we could do wonders out of this," he scoffed, still looking for something worth looting.

After no avail, he closed the door.

"Or… we could order pizza."

He chortled, "Y/N/N, we ate like an hour ago."

"Is that a yes or a no?"

He sighed, letting himself fall to the couch in fake exasperation. "Woman, you’re a bad influence." Now, that was a yes.

You giggled when he ended up sitting on the floor, then taunted, "worried your Gucci suits won’t fit you anymore?"

"Ha-ha very funny." Harry settled on the floor, grabbing one of the decorative pillows.

"C’ mere," he patted the spot beside him.

"The couch’s right there."

"So?"

"So?" you mocked, "you come here." You clumsily sat on the couch, but he grabbed your ankle and pulled you to the floor. You let out a squeal but, taking advantage of the boost he had given you, managed to place yourself on top of him, caging his body between yours and the couch.

You were about to gloat, but he placed a hand on your waist and used the weight of his body to push you back, turning the cards.

"You got me where you want me, what are you gonna do?" When you spoke, your voice came out quieter than intended.

Harry's hand found the hem of your shirt and he began tugging it faintly, brushing your skin ever so slightly. He looked at your lips for a moment, then your eyes.

"'Ve got a few ideas-" his words were drowned by the doorbell ringing.

"Fuck," he groaned, head burying in the crook of your neck. Your fingers curled around his silky locks, then you mumbled, "I have to get up, you know."

He grumbled something else, but you pushed him off you.

You received the pizza and locked the door, proceeding to put the cardboard box on the marble counter. As you cut the tape with a small knife, Harry joined you in the kitchen. Stepping behind you, he placed his hands on your sides and a kiss on the line where your neck met your shoulder.

"Patience is a virtue, Harold," you teased.

"Don't care."He rested his head on your shoulder but his hands carried on with the feathery strokes.

Just then, you opened the box and swiftly turned around, giving him a quick peck before stepping out of his grasp.

"Help yourself," you instructed while grabbing two beers from the fridge.

After giving him one, you took hold of a slice and walked toward your previous spot on the living room floor. "Don’t know bout you, but I’m starving."

Harry followed with the box in hand, after settling once again, he placed the box between the two of you and grabbed the remote control.

You shook your head and scoffed, "all that wailing and you're just as hungry as I am."

"Not my fault that the bloody doorbell killed the mood." He took another bite.

Three beers per head later, as the credits of Dirty Dancing rolled up the screen, the pizza had been discarded long ago. You hummed to the credits song as your head rested on his lap, enjoying the feeling of his hands playing with your hair.

"Thanks for tonight," he mused.

"What d'you mean?" You adjusted yourself so that you were looking up at him.

"Just, you know, "he hesitated, finding the words. "You made sure it was a great night."

Your mouth opened in realization before you smiled, lifting one of your hands to his cheek. “That's what 'm here for." Then you sat up, and joked, "besides, 's only fair to admit that, for a business night, it was fun."

"You break my heart, love" he sighed, "all your business partners get after parties like tonight’s?"

"Nah," you avowed, "just the cute ones."

"I'm relieved, then." He pulled you to him by the waist.

You beamed, throwing your head back, "you're unbelievable."

When you straightened up, after your laugh died down, his gaze found your lips once more and he leaned in. "Can I kiss you?"

Your hands moved up to the back of his neck and, without a word, you pressed your lips to his.

Requests open!

[official-wonho]

[INTERVIEW] K-Pop Heartthrob Wonho Sets Date for Livestream Concert in Support of New Album

The virtual concert streams live from Seoul and will feature the singer performing songs from his new mini album, along with vlog-style footage taking fans behind the scenes of his ever-growing career

K-pop superstar Wonho has set a March 27th date for his second-ever global livestream concert with the online music and entertainment platform, LiveXLive.

The “Wonho Special Live” concert streams live from Seoul on March 27th at 11pm EST / 9pm PST (that’s March 28th at 12pm Korean time). The pay-per-view event will feature Wonho performing songs from his latest solo album, stylized as WONHO 1ST MINI ALBUM Part2. <Love Synonym #2 : Right for Us>. The album, released last month, is the R&B singer’s second release since leaving the K-pop group, Monsta X, and follows his successful solo debut with Part. 1 Love Synonym #1: Right for Me, last September.

Tickets for the Wonho concert are available now on LiveXLive.com. A one-time code to view the show online costs $19.99, while a $29.99 ticket gets you access to the livestream plus unlimited repeat viewings for two months. LiveXLive is also offering special merch bundles that feature everything from T-shirts and posters, to a limited number of virtual meet-and-greets with Wonho himself.

“I’m really excited to meet my fans WENEE once again through my livestream concert, since we still can’t meet in person right now,” Wonho tells Rolling Stone. “They’re the inspiration behind my new album and I hope they’ll come sing along with me. I’ve worked hard to create a lot of new performances and I hope my fans enjoy it. There are a lot of surprises planned so stay tuned.”

A creative chameleon in both music and style, Wonho was a fan favorite in Monsta X before departing the group in 2019. His latest album showcases his range both as a singer and songwriter, with upbeat party tracks and seductive come-ons, interwoven with more personal, introspective tracks and lyrics. The newly-turned 28-year-old (Wonho celebrated his birthday on March 1st) also helped to produce a handful of tracks on Love Synonym #2, while continuing to explore songs in both Korean and English.

Expect to see Wonho perform a number of his new songs at the livestream concert, in addition to songs from his first album, like the achingly beautiful all-English ballad, “Losing You.” Fans are also hoping their K-pop idol will once again perform a couple of songs from other artists during the show; the singer covered Justin Bieber’s “Intentions” and Billie Eilish’s “I Love You’ during his first LiveXLive concert last fall.

The online show is also expected to include “day in the life”-style clips of Wonho, as he takes his fans (known as “WENEE”) behind the scenes of his rehearsals, styling sessions and workouts. Purchase tickets to “Wonho Special Live” now on LiveXLive.com and head back to the LiveXLive site on March 27th to see the show.

Via: rollingstone.com

[yayeetsonny]

Big surprise~USWNT x Baby reader

Prompt: Team finds out baby r is dating a famous person via instagram live.

Requested by: @khiaraaa-in-spacee​

Y/N PRO

Being a professional soccer player and playing in both the NWSL for the Orlando Pride and at the national level for the USWNT at the age of 18 is a great honor and privilege, I got to play the sport I loved nearly everyday and I was able to make a living from it, but it can be exhausting at times. Which is why I’m glad that we have a few weeks off before I have to report to the next national camp for our next set of friendlies. I live in LA with my girlfriend Billie Eilish and being able to spend some quality time with her after months of being on the go is great. The only drawback is that the team has no idea I’m dating someone famous, I have kept that part of my life private, It’s not that I don’t trust them, I do; they’re like sisters to me and the older players even sometimes act as parental figures, but Billie and I agreed to keep our relationship as private as possible and agreed that when the time was right, she would meet the girls.

Speaking of Billie she and her brother Finneas were working on some music in the little studio like set up she created in our basement so I decided to bring them a snack.

“Hey babe, I thought I’d bring you guys a snack since you’ve been working so hard.” I said, handing her the bowl of berries, and handing Finneas a bowl of popcorn.

“Aw, thank you baby. That was very sweet of you.”

“How’s the song writing going?”

“Slow but we’re making progress.” Finneas said

“Good to hear.”

I spent some time with them looking at what they had written out so far and listening to some of the beats they thought of using before excusing myself to go do an instagram live. Even though I was technically on vacation I made sure to still engage with fans and I looked forward to the weekly lives. I had previously sent out a tweet and posted on my instagram story that I would be on live soon so I knew a substantial amount of people including some of my teammates were bound to be on fairly quickly.

“Hey guys! How’s everyone doing today?”

I watched as the comment section was flooded with people telling me how they were or sending in heart and heart eye emojis.

“I’m doing great, can you say happy birthday Abigail?” I said under my breath.

“So glad to hear it! Happy birthday Abigail!” I said

I continued to read the comments as they came in, squinting as I did so and laughed when I saw a familiar name pop up.

“Hey Alex, no I’m not blind. I’m squinting because the font is small.”

She sent several laughing emoji’s in return.

“Hey Pinoe, Jess, Abby, Julie, Moe, Christen, Tobs, Tierna, Mal, Sam, Emily and Rose.” I said, out of breath after reading all their names off in one go. My eyes widened when I noticed several more of my teammates had joined the lives.

“Ah, and Hi Becky, Carli, A.D., Lindsey, Crystal, Allie, Ashlyn, Ali, Alyssa, and Kelley.”

I was practically wheezing by the time I finished listing everyone’s names.

“The gang’s all here I see.” I laughed.

I saw several of their comments popping up, all of which seemed to be referring to the same thing.

“Breath little one.”

“Drink some water, please.”

“Are you okay?”

“That wheezing doesn’t sound too good.”

“Go get your inhaler.”

I rolled my eyes playfully at their fussing, even from miles away they found a way to baby me. I was the youngest on the team so they felt the need to be protective.

“Guys relax, I’m perfectly okay. I just forgot to breath for a sec. And I’m 18 years old Chris, I’m not little.” 

Several of them sent comments back disagreeing which I chose to ignore.

“Okay guys send in your questions and I’ll do my best to answer most of them.”

Comments began flowing in and I started to answer some of them.

“What’s your favorite holiday?”

“Well I’d have to say Christmas for sure. Not only is it a time for me to spend with family and the food is great I’ll admit I like getting and giving presents too.”

“ Who would you want with you if you were deserted on an island?” “I’d have to say… Alyssa and… Julie. I’d want those two with me because Alyssa would keep mostly to herself and not drive me crazy like Kelley or Emily would with their endless energy but she would be a great conversationalist and she would share her warmth by cuddling with me, and Julie because she’s tough as nails and I feel like she would be good at gathering food and finding a way to provide shelter.” 

Alex, Pinoe and Tobin voiced their offense at not being chosen while the others, minus Christen just said they would let me fend for myself if we ever got stranded together. Christen said

“They are excellent choices and I agree.” 

Julie and Alyssa gloated 

“Ahaha we’re her favorites.”

“Now we know who the favorites are and I can’t say I’m surprised that I’m one of them.”

I continued to answer questions, they ranged from asking what my favorite color was to what my best moments the field was. I was in the middle of answering a question about my most embarrassing in-game moment was when Billie suddenly came running into the room, excited to show me something.

“Hey babe, Finn and I got down this amazing chorus, wanna hear it?”

I tried to find a way to mute the live while I talked to her but it was too late. She realized what I was doing, and her eyes almost popping out of her head. She looked at me worriedly while I just laughed nervously. I knew everyone had heard her call me “babe” because they began asking who I was dating and begging to see them. Emily commented

“Yeah Y/N spill the tea.”

Billie and I just stared at each other, slightly communicating with our eyes before she nodded and made her way over to sit next to me. We were both nervous but knew that everyone had to find out sometime, and while this wasn’t the way we had planned for the girls to find out I hoped they were cool about it.

“Guys… I’d like you to meet my girlfriend Billie. Billie Eilish.” I said to the camera.

“Hey guys, this wasn’t planned but I’m glad to be here.” She said

What followed was an outpouring of support and joy from the fans and I was incredibly relieved, we both were.  I didn’t see any comments from the team and that was slightly concerning. I knew they were all still on and paying attention. Did they not like her? Were they mad at me for hiding my relationship from them? 

I smiled at the camera, both Billie and I thanking fans for their love. I hadn’t told her this yet but I was starting to worry about what my teammates really thought of Billie. After answering a few more questions we decided to call it a day and promised to do lives together often.

“That was fun! Sorry for putting you on the spot like that I totally forgot you were doing a live.” Billie said coming up to hug me.

“It’s okay, everyone seems to love you and support us.” I said absentmindedly scrolling through my phone waiting for something, anything from the girls.

“You okay Y/N?”

“Yeah I’m okay, I just haven’t heard from the girls since you came on the live and none of them said anything after.

“Wait the whole team was watching?”

“Yeah they were.”

“And they didn’t say anything after I came on?”

“Nope.”

“Do you think they have a problem with us being together?”

“I’ll be honest, I’m not sure.”

After some more waiting I finally got a text from Morgan in the group chat.

“Group Skype in 5, be there.”

Yikes that was a little cold. I wasn’t one to be afraid of my teammates, except on the rare occasion one of them was in a mood but I couldn’t help but be nervous to talk to them. I told Billie what was going to happen and I could tell she was nervous too but she decided to wait in the other room to give us some privacy, only joining if requested.

“I’m sure it won’t be long. I love you.” I said kissing her.

“I love you too.”

As soon as I joined the call it was silent.

“Hi guys.” I said timidly.

“Y/N.” Kelley said

“So… A famous girlfriend huh?” Megan said

“Yeah… she’s really talented and I’m so proud of all she’s accomplished. Our relationship is really special to me.” I said more confident than before.

“She seems very nice.” Chris said

“She is so kind and sweet.”

“Does she make you happy?” Mal asked me in a serious tone.

“Incredibly.”

“Then that’s all that matters to us.”

“I-I thought you guys were mad at me or didn’t approve of her.”

I saw several of the girls’ eyebrows furrow and they all looked confused and concerned.

“What made you think that?”

“Well for starters, none of you commented anything after she came on the live and then after no one texted me for over an hour. I really thought you were upset or something.” I said sadly

“Aw, bub. We’re sorry. We didn’t mean to make you feel like that. Looking at it now, we see how it looked but we were just texting each other, trying to plan a way to fly out and surprise you and meet her in person. We got caught up in taking about how you, the baby of the team; our baby is dating someone as famous as Billie Eilish, much less dating anyone at all.” Alex said, everyone else agreeing

“You guys didn’t think I could be dating anyone?” I asked slightly offended 

“No, no. We didn’t mean it like that. We just meant that you did such a good job at hiding it from everyone and you never talked about liking any girls or boys or non-binary people that we thought you weren’t interested in dating at the moment.” Ali said.

“Oh.”

 I understood now why they thought that, I had never shown any interest in anyone but it was simply because I was already taken and saw no reason to entertain, think about or talk about the idea of anyone else.

“We love her as an artist and are sure she is a great person, especially if she makes you happy.” Allie said.

“Would you guys like to talk to her right now? She’s just in the other room, I can go get her.”

“OMG YESSSS”

“ABSOLUTELY”

“WHAT KIND OF A QUESTION IS THAT?” Crystal, Sam and Abby all boomed 

“And everyone else who isn’t trying to break your eardrums agrees too.” Ashlyn said giggling.

“Next time warn earbud users will you? Geez” Megan said rubbing her ears

“I’ll be right back.” I said chuckling at their antics.

I went into the room next door to get Billie so she could say Hi to the girls.

“Hey babe.” I said

“Hey, how’d your call with the team go?”

“Actually it’s not over yet. They want to meet you.”

“Oh?”

“Yeah, they were never mad or upset. They were just planning to surprise me and come out to meet you in person.”

“Oh wow. Not what I was expecting to hear but that’s very nice of them.”

“Yeah, you ready to meet my “moms” and sisters?” I said giggling

“As I’ll ever be.”

When we reentered the room we could hear them all chanting 

“GO, GO, GO, GO.”

When I looked at the screen I saw Mal chugging a giant bottle of sprite.

“What in the world? I’m gone for all of 5 Minutes and come back to see… whatever Mal is doing.”

“We triple dog dared her to chug the bottle of sprite after she pulled it out and took one measly sip of it.” Tierna shrugged

“You’re all so weird.”

“But you loveeee us.” Emily said 

“That I do. How you holding up, Pugh?” I said looking back at Mal and seeing she didn’t look so good.

“Moms, I don’t feel so good.” She said referring to Christen and Tobin

“Well baby, maybe you shouldn’t have chugged the whole thing.” Chris said pouting at her sympathetically.

“You were chanting with everyone else!” Mal said annoyed

“didn’t want to be a buzz kill.” She shrugged

“Wait a little bit and then heat up yourself some chicken noodle soup.” Tobin said

“Okayyy.”

Mal flopped dramatically back on her bed as some of the girls gave her props and others laughed at her very apparent sore stomach.

“I’m so sorry. They’re always like this.” I said turning to Billie 

“It’s cool. Props Mal, that was impressive.”

“Thanks Billie.”

“So Billie, how long have you and Y/N been together? Who kissed who first, and have you guys had sex yet?” Kelley asked

Of course she’s gonna be the one to put my girlfriend on the spot. Classic Kelley O’Hara

“Umm…” Billie looked at me uncomfortably

“We-we’ve been together for 7 and a half months. I kissed her, and no we haven’t.” I said covering for her as she froze.

“I see.” She said scratching her chin.

“Kelley, cool it with the grilling. We just met her.” Alex said coming to Billie’s defense.

“You’re right, sorry about that. I just want what’s best for Y/N. We all do.” She said sheepishly

“Nah, it’s cool. I totally get it.”

We continued to talk and the girls got to know Billie pretty well and they hit it off. I was relieved that they approved of her and that they were happy for me. They told me when they would be arriving in LA and how long they would be staying and we all got excited at the idea of seeing each other soon.

//

Sorry for any mistakes

-N

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Yours, Mine, Ours: MasterList

Single-Dad!Chris Evans X Single-Mom!Reader

Series Summary: Your husband Caspian Richardson Senior died while serving in the military, so you move your three sons to Boston, MA. Where you meet an actor and his sweet daughter.

Series Warnings: Death of a spouse/parent, divorce of parents,

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The Gentlemen Test

Holland Brothers X Sister!Reader, Harrison Osterfeild X Holland!Reader

Summary: You tested your brothers and Haz to see if they're gentleman.

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Hello I love the way you write of Surprise tony x daughter reader could you do part two please. Wherein the reader is struggling to get better but it leads to worse. She's trying because of her family but deep inside she was tired and wanted to give up but she couldn't. The avengers could see it and they felt sad and guilt and so much feels especially tony. Even through that the reader is still happy and trying to hide the pain she felt so when its her father birthday, she decide to spend her time to them without knowing its her last time that the reader will spend her time. (In short she died) and also I wanted to see what happened next, what the avengers and tony felt after that. Sorry if its long request, I just want to find a very angsty fic and this one is the one I like the most. Gehehe I like angsty stuff. (Wanted to find a fanfic to cry on)

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Tony Stark X Daughter!Reader, Avengers X Teen!Stark!Reader

Summary: The avengers and your friends find letters you wrote them before you died.

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573 notes • Posted 2021-05-20 15:29:07 GMT

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if it’s not too much trouble to ask, maybe a scenario with the mcu cast in which the reader is a young artist. something along the lines of billie eilish for example. if you’d prefer to just write a select few of people then i’d be just as happy with that! either way, cheers. <3

Being A Young Artist And Apart Of The Marvel Cast

MCU Cast X Teen!Reader

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592 notes • Posted 2021-07-01 03:47:12 GMT

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For your summer themed prompt event, would you mind doing a Bucky Barnes x child reader? Maybe reader is around 12/13 years old and lives with the avengers using prompt 18?

Water gun fights and the Arcade

Bucky Barnes X Child!Fem!Reader, Avengers X Child!Reader

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779 notes • Posted 2021-05-26 22:27:18 GMT

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Leaf made me do it

Leaf @hyperfixations-r-us said it was my turn to interact with people so here goes i guess… (and the person i tag to do this is...@r2-dj im sorry i had no one else to tag plz forgive me)

name/nickname: evie, my real name is not to be shared in this fae realm as it will give the fae control over me and i will never give them that much power 😤, teddy bear/bear, Iva, llama

gender: she/her (oof, in this economy?)

star sign: aquarius

height: 5’8” (it makes leaf angry bc they constantly forget im tall and suddenly they remember and get all mad and i love that i can induce rage in someone simply for being tall 😊)

time: gmt-8

birthday: 23 january (so its almost my birthday, yay.......adulting......)

fav bands: panic! (brendon kinda a dick tho), fall out boy, mcr, TOP, green day, queen, a day to remember, marianas trench, ajr, much more

fav solo artists: hozier, corpse, girl in red, hayley kiyoko, billie eilish, bazzi, post malone (i actually really like his music which is probably a surprise to some people), and many more

song stuck in your head: ...gods...the fucking wii music lives in my head rent free, but there’s also the i wanna be your girlfriend x sweater weather mix

last movie: beauty and the beast (animated version, because i finally have the disney+ password)

last show: crash landing on you (my fam got me hooked on kdramas and guys they’re so good)

when did i create this blog: i created this one after i was permanently locked out of my old ones 🙃 as for the day, nov 20, 2020

last thing googled: wedding boards pinterest (yall ever planned a wedding for fictional characters out of sheer boredom??? anyway i totally say sterek’s wedding would be like a blue/silver color theme bc blue is a color they both share (stiles thinks blue is pretty, dereks got blue beta eyes) and i think silver and blue is a nice color combo for a wedding, and they have a batman topper on their wedding cake)

other blogs: oopslookslikeishipgaystwin, pickosita5, oopslookslikeishipgaysnow (i lost the last 2 😞)

what i post: whatever i see on my dash and reblog, supporting the mutuals

following: 144

followers: 12 for this blog, 16 total

avg hours of sleep: only the weak sleep...and i am weak (id say 7-9ish hours? ive been trying to set up a better sleep schedule)

lucky number: 8

instrument: i know the first 11 notes to Welcome to the Black Parade on keyboard...does that count?

fave food:  👀 👀 👀 you cooking??? (i like any food but mostly hispanic foods bc fuck yeah)

what im i wearing: why you wanna know ;););) (my fall out boy shirt and jeans + hogwarts socks i got for christmas)

dream job: the mysterious author that lives in the lovely cabin at the edge of the woods with a cat and a dog (maybe even a fish) that only comes into the town for groceries and is not known too well by the locals but known well enough that i can greet a few by name and have lovely chats and dinner parties with them so i am not a complete recluse and no one knows what kind of books i write because i use a pen name and not one person, not even my (either male or female) partner who is one of the locals that fell in love with my mysterious aura and visited me enough to break through my shell to get to know the soft, loving part of me, knows what books in my bookshelf are written by me or if i just have them because i’ve read them/keep them for decoration 😏………or i’ll just become a high school english teacher idk 🤔

dream trip: a cabin in the woods during the winter while it’s snowing and we (my significant other and i) can build a fire in the fireplace and snuggle for warmth under the same blanket with the hot chocolate that i learned to make at a young age in the mugs in our hand and the cabin smells like the freshly baked cookies we have in the plate in front of us and we’re in cozy winter sweaters with patterns and the snow is falling outside….i am at peace 🥺😌

nationality: american (derogatory)

fav song: idk man i really vibe with I’m Still Here (Jim’s Theme) by John Rzeznik

last book i read: the tower of nero (dont kill me leaf)

top 3 fictional universes: in no particular order

-Neverland/Wonderland (put together simply bc they’re both part of disney franchise)

-narnia (bc fuck yeah i read the books, the horse and his boy was a personal favorite)

-teen wolf (but the one i created in my head thats just a bunch of found family stuff where the pack is fucking together and happy goddamn it JEFF WHAT THE FUCK YOU SHOULD HAVE MADE THEM HAPPY NOT GIVE THEM TRAUMA)

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I think a lot about being hawks childhood friend and him falling In love with you but after he moves aways and becomes a hero you forget about him. Then he meets you again after he became a spy. Everytime he tries to interact and talk to you, you keep calling him "hawks" and he just want to tell you he is "keigo" but he won't because he knows how dangerous it is for him to be in your life. 😭 Is this angsty enough

This took so long and it feels like shit, oh well.

Please listen to ‘Everything I wanted’ by Billie Eilish, it’s kinda of the inspiration (besides the request)

Here’s the angst to all the Hawk whores, including @sparkncharge

(Also I’ve changed the backstory of Hawks and his job, as well as Stain, so just go with the flow)

Warning(s): angst

Angel - Takami Keigo x (fem)Reader

‘I had a dreamI got everything I wanted’

You hair was different now, it had changed in your own unique way. You wore different clothes too, but it still looked good on you. You also seemed to be more mature, politely talking to the man behind the counter as you ordered your pizza. But your smile was still the same; beautiful and simple yet was able to claw at his heart. Takami gripped the edge of the table, feeling all the emotions rush back into him, his heart buckling over.

Takami softly sniffled, looking down at his bloodied knees, the wind pinching it slightly. He had been trying to practice flying, but the winds suddenly changed, and he lost control, landing on a road a few streets away from his. As he sat on the edge of a walkway, his small wings shook along with his legs, now noticing the few grazes on his palms.

“Are you ok?” a small voice asked him, snapping his head up to the small girl that stood in front of him.

Through his teary eyes he could see your small face peering at him in curiosity and concern, your mouth in a small ‘o’ as you titled your head at him, taking him in. You had never seen such a quirk, and you thought his wings were magnificent, just like out of a fairy tale. He was like an angel. You held a small emergency kit behind you, fiddling with the handle as you waited for the boy to respond.

“I-I fell” he sniffled out softly, wiping his nose with the back of his hands.

“Oh no, that must hurt! But don’t worry, why? Because I am here!” you giggled softly, pumping one of your fists into the air, smiling down at him as you played out All Might.

Takami’s eyes sparkled, a small smile lifting onto his face at your impression. After multiple nights of watching All Might save countless of lives, he would never fail to cheer along with him. After seeing his smile, you got on your knees, tending to his injuries. Your father had taught you how to bandage wounds. It stung, but the view of your h/c hair littered with clips and your sweet smile distracted Takami, now his mouth in a small ‘o’.

“Hawks?” he heard, your voice snapping him out of his day dream as you stood before his empty table, holding your receipt for the pizza in your hand.

His wings fluttered softly at his hero name, his spine feeling the same tingles as it did all those years ago. God knows what would happen to him once you said his real name.

But you never did.

“I’m such a huge fan of yours!”

Realization kicked him in the guts. Of course, you didn’t recognize him. He shouldn’t have expected it, considering your ‘incident’. You had lost some of your memories, and that included the ones with Keigo. He vaguely remembered getting the call from your mother from the hospital right before he started his secret ‘internship’ with Stain. Besides, he had changed too; his old side parted blond hair now swooped back and messy, his baby fat gone and even his wings turned darker from maturing. But he couldn’t help feeling how deep his heart sank, his food now seeming unappetizing as his heart filled his stomach.

“I know you might be obligated to take a photo with a fan of yours, but actually I would rather talk to you. Would you mind if I sat here? I need to wait for my order anyways” you asked, pointing to the seat in front of him.

His wings went stiff as your request, accidentally hitting the table besides you, making you jump softly and giggle at him. He completely broke down his character at a few of your words, but your laugh was still the same and it made his stomach twist all the same too.

“U-Uh, sure” he smiled, motioning to the seat before tucking his wings back, chewing his lip softly.

“You were amazing the day other, just flying in and saving everyone from the burning building. You saved so many lives!” you exclaimed, the adrenaline of meeting your favourite Pro-hero rushing through your veins as you kept talking about his cases.

Currently, Takami was working a vigilante with Stain in secret. Their new mission was to infiltrate the system of heroes by disguising themselves as one and climbing up the ranks. Takami just entered the scene 6 months ago, but he worked his way up fast, surprising everyone.

Keigo zoned out as you went on about his work, focusing on your face instead. He couldn’t see it properly before, but now he it was everything he remembered. You took his breath away, as if he was flying on cloud nine. If only he was the same to you.

‘I had a dream

I got everything I wanted

But when I wake up, I see

You with me’

Keigo woke up with a soft prickling sensation that came from the base of his wings and spine. He peeked open his eyes as he remained on lying on his stomach on the makeshift bed, watching as you touched his feathers. The morning sunshine trickled in through the cracks of the pillow fort that you both had made in your backyard, highlighting the wisps of your hair and your soft cheeks. Takami had never let people touch his wings, he felt too sensitive, but how you did it soothed him. You hadn’t noticed that he had woke up, and he didn’t want you to, wanting to forever live in this moment. He kept one eye shut, while his other eye peeked at your beauty. He had never seen such an angel in his life, wanting to burn your image in his mind. He had never felt this way, it was strange, but he wanted to feel like this forever.

“Your wings are so cool, Keigo.”

“Hawks?”

He blinked his eyes slowly, wiping a few tears from his eyes, which hadn’t gone unnoticed by you. You always noticed the smallest things.

“Are you okay? You seem to be crying” you said, the same curious and concerned face peeking right at him. Flashbacks of your first encounters running through his mind.

Takami chuckled, “Sorry, it’s just that it’s touching when people notice my work. But shh, don’t tell anyone, it’ll ruin my cool boy persona.”

This was the first time he had ever lied to you, and his tongue stung from it. He felt like he drank poison as he looked at your unconvinced face. He was never able to lie to you, that’s why he never did. But you let it be, not wanting to pester a stranger.

“It was so fun talking to you, you’re someone I look up to. I wish I could talk more, but I have to go to my friend, it’s her birthday and I had to get the pizza for the party”, she smiled sincerely, resting her hands on her lap.

He felt his heart sink even further, the tips of his wings now touching the cool marble of the floor. He wanted to tell you everything; your pillow forts, the adventures you both had, how much you both troubled the stores in the neighborhood, how you used to touch his wings, how you were his first friend, and how you were his first and only love.

 Hiccups shook his body as he tried his best to control his breathing, his wings quivering around him as he sat on your porch, his body going cold. He softly jumped from your sudden touch on his wings, but the quivering stopped just as quickly when you softly stroked his feathers, the way he liked it. The warm touch of your fingers trailing down his feathers and lining the edges of his wings sent a comforting chill down his spine that only you were ever able to conjure. You had noticed a few uneven spots in his wings, your brows furrowing in thought, wondering what happened.

“What happened, Keigo?” you asked, looking at him with a smile that made him want to forget everything bad.

“They hurt me on my first day. T-they called me ‘Chicken little’, a-and plucked a few feathers of mine. Their touch was so different from yours, it hurt so much. Why did they do that, y/n?” he asked, his bird eyes now looking at, streaks of tears painted his cheeks as he looked lost in the world of life.

‘And you say, “As long as I’m here, no one can hurt you

Don’t wanna lie here, but you can learn to

If I could change the way that you see yourself

You wouldn’t wonder why here, they don’t deserve you”’

 But now you weren’t here for him anymore. Maybe as a fan, but not as someone who loved him, not as someone who could touch his feathers in the blissful way that you did. As much as he wanted to tell you everything, he knew he couldn’t. His life was too dangerous for you, and he would rather be de-winged than to put you in harm’s way. His heart was always yours, but never to keep.

You got up, and slung your backpack over your shoulders. He wanted to hold your hand and keep you there, in his life, in the warm embrace of his wings, in his heart without any pain. But life was like that, and he couldn’t stop it.

‘I tried to screamBut my head was underwater’

“Have a good day, Hawks” you smiled, Hawks immediately getting up from his seat, bowing his head in respect. His heart beating against his chest, trying to escape and stay in your arms. The thuds were all he could hear as his body heated up slightly, frustration and sadness poking his brain and choking up his throat.

“You too, my fangirl” he said soflty, in hopes that he would see your smile and hear your giggle for the last time.

He succeeded, his wings fluttering softly as you chuckled. Everything felt too quick as walked away from his table, your footsteps seeming too quick, as if you were trying to escape. His eyes followed your back, remembering how your hugs were always the best, your arms perfectly fitting around his body, knowing how to lace around his wings as he used to nuzzle his face in the crook of your neck, the scent of your hair refreshing him.

Your retreating back stilled for a second, turning around as you looked at him with your angelic face. The face he saw so many times, in tears, in laughter, in confusion, in embarrassment and in love. He could never get it out of his head. He got hopeful, as if you could read his mind, and that you possible remembered everything. That you both could go back to your old life, no memory loss and no vigilante life. Just a life full of love and happiness. 

His wings quivered softly, anticipating your words as his eyes bore into yours, time now slowing down as you approached your last words to him.

“Your wings are so cool, Hawks.”