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#urbanspook#urbanspook the painter#bill collins#mia collins#isabella collins#angel collins#I FEEL SO SO SO BAD FOR THEM#bill i hate youš”š¤¬#I'll also make a sketch on paper of how this art was originally supposed to look#they look like that pinkypills afton family artš
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If Bela Dimitrescu were living in modern times as an NYPD Officer, and the family was there too, here is how Iād imagine it. Her little description narrating, with some fiction. Might make it into one, not sure yet.
Wellā¦if anyone were to ask about my family lifeā¦sure gets interesting. Definitely fun times away from the baddies of NYC. Laughs, tears, but we all love each otherā¦even mother towards her brother my uncle, sometimes at least they can get along. Letās start it up with,
First up, my baby sisā¦Daniela. Ya she can be a bit of a head case at times š. But sheās the sweetest, funniest sis anyone can ask for. Sheās a manager at a small book store on 27th street in downtown Manhattan. But she knows her books good, well definitely the romance sectionā¦lol. Of course every time I come in, sheās always telling me I should take a read of the Fifty Shades of Grey series šš£ā¦ummm no, sorry sis. Especially after that one Christmas you gave that book for momā¦ohh did she go a lil red that Christmas morning. Then there are her and her cats. She does love them but her new landlord is a real š¤¬. He doesnāt want animals in the apartment Dani has, and I know heāll work whatever tricks to make her leave. But I do know in my building a Hungarian couple are leaving and I got a landlord whoās a real cat lady too, and loves books. Guess Iāll put in a kind word for my sisā¦what do ya think?
Okay next up is my sis, Cassandra. Manhattanās practical Connor McDavid. A tough cookie who loves flaunting off her muscles and otherā¦ features a lil too much for my taste to many a guys in and out of the buildingšš«¢š¤£ . But she is my sister either way š. Sheās a trainer at the cityās oldest boxing training centre. Outside when we do butt heads and I have to come around on and off duty to break up a stupid mindless fight, she does help me toughen up physically and is a great coach on mentally and physically preparing like this pic. She did get me an exclusive membership, as well as a couple other officers from my Precinct in there. One did hook up for a dinner with her, who knows if my matchmaking turns into a courtship of my sis š
š„°. Time will tell. But do love spending time with her. Not to mention, one of the trainers there I think likes me. He is quite cute, like a mix of Mark Wahlberg and Channing Tatum šš.
Ahhh moving along, dearest Mother. Countess Alcina Dimitrescu. Sheās done pretty good for herself. A huge owner of a very wealthy wine production company she inherited from my grandfather who started it all back in Romania, then immigrated to New York. Itās gone quite huge. Now she runs the business. Outside that, and her pretty hot temper, want to kill her brother my uncle, and a little snooty sometimes š, sheās really the coolest mom, and loves all of us just as much. Gets quite scared for us versus the ābig apple, so full of scandalous and disgusting cruel men.ā But knows we are all doing what we love doing. I canāt tell you she almost stroked out, when I dawned the NYPD shield. But here we are at some of her fav restaurants near the real business end of NYC. The meal was great, pay a mortgage for some small chicken salad, when I could pay two bills and get a nice burger. Oh well. By the way donāt tell mom, but her dog Mollyā¦ugh I hate that dog! š”š¤«š¶
And here he issssā¦me and my uncle Heisenberg. You need it and heāll fix it, doesnāt matter how long it takes, heāll do it. How to describe to anyone who meets my dear uncle. Wellā¦.heās loud, vulgar, and isnāt afraid to speak his mind. But heās a genius when it comes to fixing anything..including cars, trucks, bikes, and a nieceās broken heart with his humour. Has really helped me with our time spent getting through some my toughest days whether me with things I saw or did at work or family issues. Mother does not get along the best with him, and doesnāt know much. On my grad night, after the ceremony, I snuck off to his mechanic shop and I celebrated with him and got drunk well underage so shhhhā¦def got me liking a cold Budweiser though these days after a hard day of work šš».
PS: that beauty of a Mustang he really fixed up, said heād give it to one of us sisters in his will, said may try Daniā¦that happens Iāll make sure the city is alerted to the crazy red head on the roads in the red mustangā¦š
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Ahh my uncle Moreauā¦.really is something he is. Heās been an Emergency Physician in NYC for years. Iāve seen many of my coworkers, suspects, and victims end up just so safe in his hands. Heās such a sweet heart too, despite itās been years since heās last spoke to his mother. A woman who was such a cruel bitch over the years. They had a break down many years ago. Donāt know too many details but he seems to be doing okay. And just such a sweet good heart. Here we are lunching and talking about many things, from med procedures to his team, the Yankees š§¢. Even gone to a couple games together. Loves all of his nieces the same, ya old big lug.
My aunt Donna, can be quite at timesā¦unusual but she runs an incredible herbal medicine shop, that draws in a lot of people from the city. Times did get tough both during Covid and some asshole that burned her shop down a few months after. She had a major mental breakdown after that, and didnāt trust too many people. But her strength along with me, Cass and Daniās help plus her daughter, Angie got her back on her feet. She loves her doll making business on the side and has made some insane projects happen especially donating to the sick kids hospital. And her garden is her other treasure room, we both find the time to share and help with. Plus an amazing view of the city.
And speaking of incredible. If this little one š¤, ever suits up with the NYPD, I swear she could take the whole amount of crime out of this city. Angie is one one smart cookie. She loves Cass and Dani, but Iām the top fav auntie on the list š. Here we are, Iām babysitting dear Angie, while Aunt Donna makes it to her third date with another neighboring florist owner too GO AUNT DONNA GIRL š¤. Iām the fav cause when I watch her I doā¦break some rules. Late night video games, and release the hidden stash of treats. And yaā¦Iām screaming during our playing of Resident Evil Remaster becauseā¦.iā¦.hateā¦.spidersā¦.and I would rather deal with some drunken junkie puking on my shoes in 99 degree heat in some smelly alley, thanā¦spiders ššµā¦
Yes thatās about with me and my family. But Iām gonna level with you all. I love them all deeply, and I also missā¦.dad.
And I do this everyday, on or off duty.
Rain or shine. Night or day.
I stop at a small flower shop near where ground zero was. And I buy one rose. Then I make my way, and have my timeā¦alone.
I lay a single rose, where the south tower went down that fateful day of 9/11.
Growing up, he was really just the most incredible person ever. Tough, inspirational, resilient, and just so warm with love.
He and mom were just so deeply good to one another, and me growing up. Even after he and mom married, and he became the chief accountant for momās business in the World Trade Centre. Those years it seemed so good, but things got rough and they eventually divorced just after mom had Cass.
I never stopped loving him though. My best memories was going to see mom accompanied by my nanny when she worked. But if she got too busy, then dad would spend time with me at the south tower.
Weād go up to the very top of it, where you could see everything. A lot of the time we went and there werenāt many, if any anyone at all. Just me and dad. You felt completely at the top of the world in the moment. And weād often talk about life and its choices to make. Just such good words and laughs, ya know family time.
After the divorce, they werenāt all that close, but werenāt all that separated either.
I still remember our last meal though, lunched in the concourse, then back up, mom was with us too. We didnāt say a word, just all stood and stared out in the distance not knowing what tomorrow may bring. That was the last time we were together as a family with mom holding little Cassie looking out in that distance too.
Then the next day, September 11 happened.
The world and mine stopped that day.
I just shut down after we found out dad didnāt get out of the building. And when it collapsed the way it did, I sure felt that way too.
I couldnāt cry, eat, sleep, or anything for months. Until I completely broke out and down in uncle Heisieās arms for hours after the one night Dani was born, my dadās last gift and thank you of love to all of us.
In those months and years, mom was hit really hard too. One time before I went off to college, the day while I was still recuperating from my ālovely secret celebration out š¤«ā Mother told me she wished she gave dad all the love they could have, and she wished she didnāt accuse him of having an affair with some corporate exec woman, which wasnāt true. But the damage was done. And how she wished she gave them another chance, but it was too late. Ohhh mom, dad will remember because deep down he knows as much as I do. You loved him so deeply. š„ŗš¢š.
Since then, the family has helped so much with how close and the strength we give each other.
Mom and dad sure have gave me that over those years growing up into the person I am today, and in turn to want to I guess keep and help those show it too, than become so mindless and cruel. Hence why I became a cop.
I use their strength to push when I have my darkest days and wanna pull my hair out.
But all of them do help me, and I try even when I face people who wanna stab, shoot, spit, puke, piss and other fun stuff to me.
So here I am, Officer Bela Dimitrescu of the NYPD. For you dad, mom, Cass and Dani, uncle Heisenberg and Moreau, Aunt Donna and Angie. Love all of you.š„°šā¤ļøš
Many thanks for the likesā¦.ya a lot of it I made up, and still working if Iām gonna fanfic it. Lemme know. Thank you anyways for your support folks. Bless and love ā¤ļø
#fanfic#bela dimitrescu#resident evil village#resident evil#cassandra dimitrescu#alcina dimitrescu#karl heisenberg#daniela dimitrescu#salvatore moreau#donna beneviento#resident evil angie#nypd
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Succession Spoilers Ahead
Okay, so... officially caught up on Succession. And fucking wow.
I kept seeing posts pretty much saying 'Fuck Tom' and 'Poor Shiv' and I was so confused. Like I enjoyed Tom and I felt bad for him because Shiv has done him dirty. I kept thinking this guy has to commit the ultimate betrayal for me to hate him and fully back her, and if that's not exactly what that was... then I don't know what the fuck else to call it.
When he was propositioning Greg at the wedding, I was taken aback because he called it a deal with the devil after his call with Shiv, but I didnāt see it, because I still couldn't believe he was going to make that move. That was the one thing that would've turned me against him (though he was on really shaky ground with that guilt trip for a baby; he literally said there was no point in having sex with his wife if they were still using contraception. My entire body writhed at that š¤¢š¤®)
But most of all:
I hate Logan Roy with a fiery passion. He tears his family apart for control and fun. And he is undoubtedly an evil son of a bitch. Also, he's clearly full of shit on the depth of his involvement on Cruises. In S2, Bill had some direct leverage over him, he said 'diaries' and if it got Logan to back down from pinning him as planned, that means he would be immediately implicated if that shit got out.
I want him to burn. I wish Kendall would've told Shiv and Roman how their dad had said NRPI regarding his confession, the waiter's death. (Honestly, I think that was really what got Ken to flip on his dad in the S2 finale, not the fact that his dad said he was not a killer, but the fact that there's no shred of remorse in his father for the innocent people he's hurt, and Ken doesn't want to be him, but it just feels morally bankrupt to lie down and let the demon win.)
All I want for the final season is the siblings sticking together and taking down the dictator! I love those small moments where you get to see small fragments of who they'd be as a group if their father wasn't the symbol of malignant malevolence. I don't care if they get the business or not, I just need to see Logan a washed up and lonely wreck of a ruin. My happy ending would be for his to be horrible. He deserves no less.
(Also, I just need to say that just because he's a titan, doesn't mean he's a fucking genius. Over the entirety of the series, he's hung his company out to dry, put them in secret debt and straight up just went m.i.a. while his kids had to make the life-saving decisions and he just turns on them, calls them an idiot or a moron and says - without any specifics - that he would've done it better.... somehow. He keeps everybody out of the loop and screws them repeatedly and then pushes them to scramble over his mistakes and when they can't bribe, coerce or threaten things his way, they're suddenly ungrateful trash).
I'm not a malicious or violent person, but if I was his kid, I'd want to mount his severed head over my fucking fireplace. (It's a bit personal, he reminds me of my dad, my stepuncle and the worst parts of my grandfather all rolled into one. Literally every terrible male role model I had growing up, all the one's who fucked up my head with toxic internalized misogyny)
I know this is the show where the bad guy keeps winning.... and I just... that can't be how it ends. He has to lose this time. Please... if the kids stick together... I think they'd have enough juice to finally stick it to him, however that needs to happen. Hell, at this point, I'd be fine with them hunting his ass on some secluded island xthe most dangerous game' style.
I HATE LOGAN ROY!!!
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#succession#succession spoilers#wow... final season right around the corner#logan's not the king of the castle. he's a manipulative dishonest corrupt and cruel tyrant.#simply put: he's been edging all of his kids to lead them on & turn them against each other. his love is a promise. not a reality.
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