#bigchan fic

[ae-azile]

A Familiar Road to the Unknown: Chapter 2 Preview

The medicine makes Big feel strange. He isn't sure why the medical staff decided he needed them. He tried to pull out his IV a few times, but that was because he needed to go to work. He understands if he needs to go on light duty, or check on Kim. He would even understand if he needs to be on Tankhun’s team for a while. But being in the infirmary is unnecessary. His head is lighter than usual and he does not feel safe. But he's pretty sure that's because he needs to work. He feels better when he is working.

And when Chan is here. He feels safe when it is Chan who is sitting next to him. But right now, Pol is here. Pol probably likes sitting with Tankhun more. That's fine with Big because he doesn't need a guard. Guards don't need guards. Guards need work.

He needs to talk to Chan or Kinn about this. Maybe even Korn. He really doesn't want to talk to Korn. But if he needs to prove he can work, he will go talk to him now. Since Chan is probably with Korn, he will get to see him. He would feel safer, and then when Korn lets him go back to work, everything will be fine.

“Stop it!” Pol groans, getting into Big’s space to keep him from getting up.

“I need to go back to work!” Big says, glaring up at him, “I did my bed rest. I'm done! I'm all better. Get out of my way.”

“You woke up from a coma two days ago!” Pol says, “And you were tired and loopy yesterday! How do you have this much energy? They gave you a sedative because of what you tried to do an hour ago. Just relax.”

“I'm going!” Big says as Pol tries to push him back onto the bed, “I am going to talk to Chan, Khun Kinn, or Khun Korn! Out of my way!”

Pol stares at him for a moment before his expression changes completely.

“Of course,” Big says, “Who would you like to speak with? Chan, Khun Kinn, or Khun Korn?”

“Chan,” Big says, not even taking a second to think about it. He wants Chan here.

Maybe Chan and Khun Korn will let him do paperwork in whatever room they are in. So he can sit with Chan. He feels safe around Chan. He has never been shot on a mission Chan has also been on. He should probably ask for Khun Kinn so that he can apologize for taking up resources and being a burden, especially when stakes are so high. But that feels too overwhelming right now. Chan makes him feel calmer.

“I want Chan,” Big says again, feeling more resolved and emotional all at once, “I want him with me.”

“Uh…” Pol starts before clearing his throat, “He probably can't get away from all of the meetings right now. I know he plans on coming back here for dinner and staying on the couch though.”

Big wants him here now. Maybe Pol can sense that - or maybe Big is getting too teary about it - because he pulls out his phone.

“He got me the authorization to carry my phone with me, at least while you are staying here-”

“I'm not staying here anymore. I'm finished,” Big informs him.

“...Right,” Pol says, “I’m going to text Chan to tell him your requests and see what he has to say.”

Big nods gratefully. Chan is the one guard who is allowed to keep a phone on him at all times. Big remembers saying that wasn't fair. Yesterday, he said that. Chan looked amused and said he only needed it in case he was summoned to play chess and that he had a restricted, monitored phone on Korn’s family plan. When Big impulsively asked to play with it, Chan handed it over.

It didn’t even have any apps or games on it. It was so boring. He wonders if Chan doesn't know technology because he's older than them. Big should teach him, maybe get him to download Instagram when he comes down to the infirmary again. They can take a picture together once Big is dressed and in his uniform.

“I want to wash my hair,” Big says, “Before Chan comes down. So I can work.”

“Uh huh,” Pol says, focused on the phone. It pings twenty minutes later.

“He said he is stepping away so he can call us,” Pol says.

“Did he say when my shift starts?” Big asks.

Before Pol can answer, the phone rings.

“Hello?...Yeah…It's a bit more noticeable than yesterday or the day before, maybe it's because he has more energy…Probably the adjustments too. The sedative didn't seem to do much…He's very focused on getting back to work though. He is demanding to be put on the schedule today and was willing to talk to Khun Korn or Khun Kinn about it, but preferred to speak with you…I don't know how much he will accept or take in. He's really…Okay. I’ll put you on speaker.”

With that, Pol places the phone on the end table and presses the screen.

“Big? How are you feeling?”

Big turns his head to the side, “Better, sir. I want to be cleared for work.”

“I see. And that is something you feel ready for? Two days after waking up from a coma?”

“Yes,” Big says

“Well, in that case…” Chan says, “Permission granted.”

Pol sputters at that, “Sir, he can’t-”

“He said he is ready,” Chan says calmly, “You said he was exhausting you. He needs to be put back on the schedule so he doesn't become so restless.”

As Big looks at Pol smugly, Pol just looks bewildered.

“Big, I need you to rest up for a couple of hours. Just until lunch. I’ll come down and eat with you.”

“I thought you weren’t coming down until dinner because of work,” Big says.

“I can take a lunch break and be on call. Rest for now. Okay?”

Big thinks on it, then shakes his head, “I want to wash my hair.”

“I brought down the dry shampoo and put it in for him, sir,” Pol says, “Khun gave it to me and said Big could have it. He was given a bath right after you left and made me leave the room for it. He's honestly fine-”

“I want to wash my hair!” Big snaps.

There is a pause on the phone before Chan responds, “We will discuss it when I come down, Big.’

“I want to wash it before you come down,” Big says, then feels frustrated tears spring to his eyes, “I want to wash it now.”

“I know,” Chan says, “We will think of an…accomodation. Something more acceptable for you than dry shampoo. But I need you to sleep, just until lunch. That's an order. If you're going back to work, you should start following those now.”

Part of Big wants to question the logic. How can Chan accept him going back to work but not washing his hair? He isn't going to ask though. Big needs to be grateful, as well as careful. If he points it out, Chan may question the decision too and change his mind.

“Thank you, sir,” Big says, feeling more calm, “I am looking forward to being on duty again.”

“Why?” Pol asks in confusion. But Chan seems to understand.

“That's why it's important to rest now,” Chan says gently, “I will see you at noon. Okay? Until then, rest.”

Chan hangs up after that. It makes Big sad. He wants Chan here now, or at least for him to stay on the phone until he falls asleep. He feels like crying. Actually, he is crying. But Pol doesn't seem mad at him anymore. He just fluffs Big’s pillow, gets him to lie back, and tucks Big in.

“Just until lunch,” Pol says quietly, “He’ll come back down then.”

And while part of Big thinks that he should dissuade Pol from believing he is crying over missing Chan, Big knows that is at least partially the case.

Read chapter 1 here:

[theoldastronomer]

Here's my fic for the @kinnporschebigbang! I was paired with the wonderful @kali-mav and I'm so excited for y'all to see her art! It's amazing and will be posted in chapter 5 to avoid spoilers. Thank you to @staykimchay for betaing this fic (and putting up with me)!

[muleumpyo]

ChanBig inspired by the amazing and very very 🔥hot🔥 fic Could Stand Some Lovin' by ThursdayFire (veryrach) (@mightymightygnomepriest)

They fuck, sometimes. They don’t talk about it much, beyond the handful of barebones conversations necessary to set out some ground rules, and arrange their hookups. It’s easy. It’s convenient. It’s perfect, until it’s not.

Below the cut, the scene from the fic that inspired this:

They fuck, sometimes. They don’t talk about it much, beyond the handful of barebones conversations necessary to set out some ground rules, and arrange their hookups. It’s easy. It’s convenient. It’s perfect, until it’s not.

The first time, they bump into each other in a gay bar in Silom. (In many ways, it’s a miracle Big is still alive after having gone through the excruciating agony of bumping into his boss, literally, while wearing leather trousers, and a mesh shirt stretched too tight over his lightly oiled abs.) Big assumes that the best he can hope for is that they both agree to pretend it never happened, and to never mention it again.

He’s wrong.

Chan looks him up and down, his gaze so intense Big swears he can actually feel it raking over his skin, and then he raises a single eyebrow. It’s the hottest thing to ever happen to Big, and it holds that title for another twenty-eight minutes, which is how long it takes Chan to drag Big out of the club and get him into a flat in a building overlooking the compound. It’s expensive but boring, chrome furniture and floor to ceiling windows, a few pictures that look like they were ordered from a catalogue of Especially Bland Art. 

“I didn’t know you lived offsite,” Big says, as Chan pushes him up against a wall and sucks on his nipple through his shirt. 

“Do you want to talk about my living arrangements, or do you want me to bend you over the arm of my couch and fuck you into tomorrow?” Chan asks, which is very useful in helping Big remember how little he cares about where Chan lives. 

[chanbig]

After surviving the minor family coup attempt and multiple gunshot wounds, Big shows up at Chan's door one night, unable to sleep. He doesn't ask for anything—he never seems to ask for anything. All he seems to want is a place away from everything else. Night after night, he continues to show up, and Chan continues to let him in. If this is what Big needs, Chan will give it to him. It doesn't matter that he's in love with Big. He will never cross that line.

[mousydentist]

More KPTS fics <10k words that altered my brain chemistry

PART 2: Misc Relationships

here we go again! this time, these are all fics that fit somewhere outside the big three pairings (kp, vp, kc). more (WAY more) than a few deal with sensitive topics, so the back button is your friend! enjoy <3

One Bright Moment by sparkly_butthole @sparkly-butthole-on-ao3

Rated E. Creator chose not to use warnings. Summary:

“Okay,” Porsche says slowly, “who is the smartest person we know? We should start there.” “Arm,” Pete responds immediately. “He’s a scientist. A tech geek.” “As opposed to?” “A magician? I don’t know.” Or: Porsche and Pete swap bodies. No one knows what to do about it.

this fic is ssooooo conceptually amazing, i'm absolutely obsessed with the interactions between the characters and the smangst gives it extra bonus points too. god VEGAS in this fic is literally spectacular, stunning, perfection

Complicated by Dumpster_Fire_x @dumpster-fire-x

Rated M. Creator chose not to use warnings. Summary:

Chay was in trouble. There was no way to put it. He knew that what he felt was far from normal nor the conventional way relationships work. He was in love, not with one person but two. Kim and Macau. It didn’t begin that way.

COMPLICATED!!!! this fic sent me into a kimchaymacau rabbit hole that i have yet to find my way out of but tbh i like it down here. soooo sweet and cute and just all around a very delightful read. angsty with a lovely helping of hurt/comfort that makes me 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

an hour glass glued to the table by IsleofSolitude @emberfaye

(+ associated series: time is a wheel in constant motion)

Rated G. No archive warnings apply. Summary:

"He’s immature, of course he is–he didn’t get to have his cousins and his parents give him attention and time. He knows how hard Vegas works–doing triple the work of anyone so that Macau is allowed to be carefree and attend classes at his school and not the type of training that strips away at your soul." Macau and Kim are the youngest sons, only four years apart in age.

i fucking LOVE this series so much, giving me that sweet sweet kim&macau goodness. i dont normally see/read gen fics or macau-centric fics and this really set my standards high for both of those things because its so well done

I don't need a parachute, baby, if I've got you by sabrina_il (marina) @pitchercries

Rated E. No archive warnings apply. Summary:

“We can do this,” Kinn insisted, between one kiss and the next, lying on top of Tay on the massive bed in his suite. “It’s totally doable.” Tay had to laugh. Kinn was very sexy and very heavy on top of him, and Kinn’s shirt was barely buttoned anymore and Tay appreciated all of it, but Kinn was an absolute idiot when it came to being an omega. Tay had known that even before they’d gotten together, almost six months ago. He’d known it for most of the time they’d spent as friends. “We absolutely cannot,” Tay countered, kissing Kinn again. An AU where Tay and Kinn are both omegas who get together (after breaking up with Time and Tawan respectively) and due to Reasons both go into heat at the same time. Porsche is the alpha they hire to solve all their problems. Suffice it to say, everyone gets way more than they bargained for.

oh WOW what to say about this fic. the PLOT in this bad boy, and in the rest of the series, is absolutely unmatched. SUCH a creative universe and made me fall in love with tropes/relationships id never considered before. 10/10 no notes

Ain't No Sunshine by Dumpster_Fire_x @dumpster-fire-x

Rated M. Major Character Death. Summary:

"Sometimes, death can bring the living together, and death can cause the living to find solace in one another." - C. JoyBell C.

🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 ow. just. ow. short and sweet, painful, heart wrenching, lovely, and all the other adjectives that mean "hurt in a beautiful and poetic way"

Kinn the Stud by IsleofSolitude @emberfaye

Rated E. Rape/Non-con. Summary:

It’s not often that Kinn is put out to stud. Most of the time, the two ruts he gets a year are treated with a mix of pills, vetted escorts, and schedule rearranging. Yet, every few years, people are allowed to pay for the honor of having a Theerapanyakul alpha stud for their fertile omegas. Korn had promised that this time, in honor of his birthday, he would be allowed to pick one omega personally. Of course Kinn had chosen his boyfriend.

genuinely dont care if im biased cause this was a gift for me, this fic aaaaaaactually rocked my fucking world like oh my GOD my jaw was on the floor the whole fucking time and then went i went to pick it back up the fic slapped it out of my hand god this FIC.

Chan's 7 Step Method for Making Good Boys by JynxedOracle @jynxed13

Rated E. Creator chose not to use warnings. Summary:

After being assigned to train Kim by Korn, Chan decides to use the opportunity to work on Kim's disrespectful attitude. Luckily he's devised a 7 step method to make Kim a good boy, regardless of Kim's feelings on the matter.

i was present for this fic being written through discord messages and it was a religious experience. i reread it twice on discord and then a third time when it got put on ao3 and then like six times since then. if you have EVER considered the possibility of chankim you HAVE to read this fic

adrenaline by loveliuess @the-innefable-idiot

(+ associated series angsty and horny KimVegas au by popular demand)

Rated E. Graphic depictions of violence. Summary:

Tomorrow Kim would blame everything on the adrenaline rush.

hi um. this fic. this FIC. this entire series actually, because you HAVE to read the whole thing. "angsty and horny kimvegas" is 100% accurate and LORD HAVE MERCY. i read the first fic as like a little treat before i went to bed and then i stayed up til 3am to finish the rest of the series and then i cried and didnt sleep at all :) GO READ IT

a night worthy of 200kbaht by Anonymous

Rated E. Creator chose not to use archive warnings. Summary:

Tuition is due and his brother is running himself ragged with three jobs already after Uncle Thee's latest gambling debts, so Porchay does what he has to in order to take care of things himself; selling the only thing he has worth something. He just didn't expect the highest bidder to be so... classy, and lowkey impressive.

oh if you know me you know about my obsession with this fic. ive bonded with close friends over how much we love this fic. this fic drastically changed my life its SO FUCKING GOOD. im a kinnchay hoe all the way and this is just *chefs kiss*

Performance Review by iffervescent @iffervescent

Rated E. No archive warnings apply. Summary:

Big wants to be good. Chan wants him to earn it.

this! fucking! series!!! i dont think i need to sell anyone on how amazing iffervescent is but goddamnit im gonna do it anyway. i very very rarely read bigchan but when i read the rest of the series i was like oh my god i HAVE to read this one and i DID. NOT. REGRET IT.

[wildelydawn]

KP Recfest List: Big Centric/BigChan Edition.

Alright friends, I'm going to use all my brave/courage stats to compose this list of Big-Centric and BigChan fic recs for @kprecfest. This list is definitely not complete, and I'm always looking for more BigChan fics or fics that center around Big as a character, so please feel free to rec your own!

In no particular order:

Student Paper Award by clandestinegardenias

Rating: E Pairing: Big/Chan Status: Completed Summary: "Chan has no doubt that Big sobs into his pillow every time Kinn hands him back a paper covered in red ink. That only makes Chan want him more." Why you should read this: Okay, firstly, I'm totally biased here. As someone who has pined after a professor throughout graduate school, I'm almost embarrassed with how much I related to Big here. Almost is the key word here because that's exactly why this story is so brilliant. Clandestinegardenias has brought my KinnPorsche university!AU dreams to life with just one fic. The pining Big has for Kinn is so well done, and how Chan begins to develop feelings toward Big through helping him with his paper is just *chef's kiss.* All the build up and all the angsty moments cultivate into a very explosive and satisfying ending. On top of this, the little details about research, about the tension in academics, the "and they're sharing offices!" addition. My heart! This fic and every part of it is all so well done that I am on my way to apply to another degree. (Jk... unless... 👀) Favorite line: "Later, they share a pizza and toast each other with bottles of Coke, and Chan tells himself it’s enough."

So lovers say by littlerietveld

Rating: E Pairing: Big/Chan Status: Ongoing (5/?) Summary: "big was never actually in love with kinn, everyone just thinks he is, so chan pretends to date him to put a stop to the rumours. feelings ensue." Why you should read this: Alright. I confess. I love fake dating as a trope, especially when one of the characters has power over another. This story takes this classic and beloved idea and adds a very real twist to it: that maybe everyone knew that Big is/was infatuated with Kinn. Big suffers for it, and the author does a really wonderful job with giving us how Big endures some of that gossip and judgement by detailing Big's workouts and his internal dialogue. Then, in steps Chan, who's facing his own budding feelings after proposing the fake dating. The setting and dialogue in this story make my heart giddy and make me want to throw my pillow. Favorite line: "'Give me a hickey,' Big says in a rush, unable to say anything else, unable to explain what he’s feeling, just needing something to prove his and Chan’s relationship; to show everyone that he is not in love with Kinn; to get them to stop believing this godforsaken rumour."

This Symphony is a Dance Between Us by The_Old_Astronomer

Rating: G Pairing: Big/Chan Status: Ongoing (1/2) Summary: "While recovering from getting shot, Chan leaves the medical wing for a walk and a much needed cigarette. He's out on a balcony, enjoying the night air, when he hears music nearby. Feeling drawn to it, he heads in the direction of the melody to find out who's playing. It's not who he expected at all." Why you should read this: Injured Chan?? Big being a pianist??? Is that not enough to convince you? If not, let Astro's beautiful writing be the reason why you join her BigChan agenda because she's doing a damn good job making it happen. First, I love the fact that Chan is injured in this fic. Seeing the head of the body guards at his most vulnerable is galaxy brain thinking on Astro's part. Second, the set up is actually so exquisitely simple but is so wonderfully developed. At the core of this story is Chan being drawn to beautiful music and then asking Big to continue playing. But Astro takes this and so many emotional and beautiful details to it. What can I say? I love a story that takes seemingly small moments and makes them utterly breathtaking. Astro's written another fantastic BigChan fic, so check that out too. Favorite line: "But hope is a tenacious thing. It’s resilient, like a tree; once the roots are entwined with the earth and the branches start growing, it can be hard to cut down. So despite Chan's intensely pragmatic nature, he waits and he hopes."

Drowning Like a Stone by Nyxelestia

Rating: T Pairing: Big & Chay, KimChay Status: Ongoing (7/?) Summary: "Despite Porsche's desperation and Kim's manipulation, Chay was hit hard by the events of Season 1. Five outside perspectives on Chay grappling with the aftermath of the mafia madness." Why you should read this: I went into this fic knowing that Nyxelestia would bring her phenomenal writing and character analysis into the KimChay fandom and I stayed because of that, but now I am absolutely rooted and emotionally invested because of how she develops the relationship between Big & Chay (and quite frankly, I'm adoring these chapters on them and wouldn't mind another 10 or 100 of them.) Nyxelestia gives a lot of depth to Big and also makes him absolutely hilarious. The idea of Big taking Chay under his wing, hearing him out, giving him lessons on the mafia life and more, is something so brilliant but also incredibly poignant because while Chay was betrayed by Kim, Big was betrayed by Ken, and to put these characters together!!! I just!! I am at a loss. After reading Chapter Five, I leaned back in my chair and whispered, "Oh fuck." Nyxelestia explores the implications of both of these betrayals with such great care, and for that, I am blown away. Favorite line: "In the quiet of the small lounge, Big wondered if his breathing sounded as loud to them as it did to him. Once upon a time, he’d wished someone would say those words to him, he’d dreamed of Kinn saying that to him. But now that it actually happened, Big felt…nothing." Runner up favorite line: "What the fuck did ‘stanned’ mean?"

push and pull by Martynax

Rating: E Pairing: Big/Kinn/Porsche, KinnPorsche Status: Completed Summary: "Look,” Big says, finding enough strength in his body to do this. “You don’t have to worry about me trying anything. You don’t have to tell me that Kinn is yours.” He assumes that that’s what Porsche is trying to do. “I know my place." ... Why you should read this: When this fic first came out, I was biting my fist the entire time. In case you didn't know, Martnax writes some top tier smut for the KinnPorsche fandom and Christ on a pogo stick, did they deliver that and more: with a threesome. Please. But before I get to how incredibly hot their writing is, I do need to point out that Martynax built such a painful and believable background and emotional state for post-canon Big in this story; the details about Big's mother, how he joined the bodyguards, his reluctance to talk to Porsche about his actions/feelings. But it's well balanced with the development of his new relationship with Kinn and Porsche. I, for one, could not stop smiling when Kinn and Porsche crash Big's movie night; the description of Porsche with his head in Big's lap is so sweet even though I know my mans is having a crisis. The ending to this fic is wonderful, emotional, and smutty: everything I would want in a KinnPorscheBig fic. Still hoping for a sequel. Favorite line: "The consequences could be too much. But he also understands that if he doesn’t at least try, he won’t ever forgive himself. He’s already poured his soul out to them, handing them his heart shouldn’t be that difficult."

All Along you were Blooming by mortimerlatrice & nuwildcat

Rating: E Pairing: Big/Tay, KinnPorsche Status: Ongoing (2/3) Summary: "Finding a second chance at love isn't something either of them thought was in the cards. Noticing that there was someone in front of you all along, takes something changing to open your eyes." ... Why you should read this: I don't even know where to begin with this one. I only read it for the first time a few week or so ago, and I've already revisited it a dozen times, not just because of the beautiful writing but also because of the jawdropping art. But let's start with the writing first; Tay is given so much voice and life in this story. If you told me his familial details, career, and background from this story are all canon, I would believe you, 100%. That's now much care nuwildcat puts into Tay's development, and you can expect that same amount of care and cultivation in all other aspects of this fic. For example, the cocktails. I know nothing about alcohol, but the descriptions of each drink were mouthwatering and so vivid. Pair this with Tay and Kinn being business associates! Incredible. But they're not the only dynamic duo; nuwildcat has given us a wonderful friendship between Porsche and Big: it begins with reluctance, but by the end of Chapter Two, we see Big, in all his fierce loyalty. Mind you, nuwildcat is writing this all while describing how Big falls out of love with Kinn and begins to fall for Tay. And if being graced with wonderful writing isn't enough, mortimerlace knocks you out with stunning art of both characters. There is something really captivating in mortimer's use of purples and I am loving it. The variants used in the first picture of Tay in Chapter One are exquisite. The details in the flowers are so well thought of. Mortimer's use of detail and line work really shine when it comes to each of the outfits, particularly Tay's lace bodice. However, my favorites have to be from Chapter Two; maybe it's because I'm biased, but something about these portraits of Big just made me blush; he looks that good. All in all, if you want a double whammy of fine art and writing, this is your fic. Favorite line: "...the sincerity in Big’s voice hits him like the recoil of a gun. Tay can’t remember the last compliment he got from Time that didn’t double as a come-on. The ache of that thought is an open wound he can’t help but press on. 'You know, when you say things like that Big, I actually believe them.'" Favorite art piece: Chapter Two's second picture of Big in his suit.

Gonna Fade You Like That Rush by giraffeter

Rating: E Pairing: Tay/Time/Big Status: Completed Summary: "Tay and Time run into Big on his night off. Kinn may not want to play with his own toys, but he's never told them they couldn't help themselves." Why you should read this: Listen. Big has been going through it. I think he deserves to have fun, and giraffeter delivers on that. Was I expecting that fun to come in the form of quick wit, humor, and Tay and Time convincing Big to follow them home? Absolutely not, but holy shit, am I here for it. Because girafetter's right; if Kinn won't have fun with his bodyguards, then maybe Tay and Time should. I love the set up in this fic; Big's at a bar and Tay and Time pounce as soon as they lay eyes on him. I love Big's subtle discomfort while being in a bar and how he's a bit unsure of how to place himself among Time and Tay. since they are Kinn's friends. And to put all of this in a post-Tawan background really amplifies that feeling. I'm obsessed with how flirty and forward Tay is here too, how he demands to be in charge. Not to mention the internal thoughts Tay has throughout the story. All of this is compounded by very hot smut. Big fans are truly blessed and thankful. Favorite line: "He has no idea how long it takes them to drive to Tay and Time's place. He's focused on controlling his breathing, on not shivering apart or coming in his underwear while they touch him in an idle, almost desultory way. Occasionally they exchange a heated look across his body, one that lets Big know that he is completely, totally (and in the best way possible) fucked."

Alright! That's all I've got for you, Big. For now, at least. I hope these lovely authors/creators and the fandom continue to write about you, my favorite bodyguard, the one with the most pure heart. 🖤

[goodbyeapathy8]

Past me : oh this is a fun little blurb I can write a one shot on!

Later me : wtf why is there a whole plot AND 5K WORDS

Anyway, I saw this clipped Tumblr meme and immediately thought of BigChan.

Definitely took some liberties as ghost marriages are Chinese, not Thai, so take it with a huge grain of salt.

Also, I pushed my Big and Porsche reluctant friendship agenda on this fic, with zero regrets. Enjoy!

After Death

Summary :

Porsche wants to do something for Chan after he dies and thinks that Big and Chan should be in a ghost marriage so both their spirits aren't lonely in the afterlife.

Unfortunately, Big has some very strong opinions about being in a ghost marriage with Chan and decides to haunt Porsche's dreams.

A story about the dead, the living, and how they deal with the aftermath (including regrets and unfinished business).

[bunnakit]

Chapters: 3/? Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Arm/Pol (KinnPorsche: The Series), Big/Chan (KinnPorsche: The Series), Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat/Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun Characters: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat, Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Arm (KinnPorsche: The Series), Pol (KinnPorsche: The Series), Big (KinnPorsche: The Series), Chan (KinnPorsche: The Series), Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat, Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, Khun Tankhun Theerapanyakun Additional Tags: Grief/Mourning, Post-Canon, Big Deserves Better (KinnPorsche: The Series), Bodyguard Family, Porsche and Big Bestie Agenda, Present Tense

CHAPTER 3: Arm’s Secret

Arm is fairly certain no one really understands how deeply he loves each and every one of his friends. They are always the first thing he looks after when something has gone wrong - prime examples being at the diamond auction and the warehouse. There is an intrinsic need under his skin that compels him to ensure their safety, after his charge of course. But he’d been too late for Big, hadn’t he?

He grips his calves until his knuckles turn white and lifts his head on a shaky inhale. He can feel the dulled pressure of his fingernails through his pant leg, but can't bring himself to loosen his grip.

The worst part in all of this is his lingering feelings for Big shredding his insides each time he dares to acknowledge their presence.

[khunspikesficrecs]

Title: secretive but not ashamed

Author: ThursdayFire (@mightymightygnomepriest)

Rating: Explicit

Pairing: Big/Chan

Summary: It’s a mistake to think about him in the club. Chan’s mind is flooded with images; Big, draped over his lap, licking cleverly up the side of Chan’s neck, hot breath tickling Chan’s ear. Big, leaning in, sliding a hand inside the open neck of shirt, skirting around the top of his nipple, teasing at undoing another button. Big, placing one of Chan’s hands on his thigh, sliding it up past the top of his boot until Chan’s fingers were skating over skin that felt burning-hot to the touch.

[theoldastronomer]

Finally posted a new fic for the first time in months as a birthday gift, we are so back?

Please enjoy Big having a complete and utter meltdown at the sight of shirtless Chan and proceeding to offer him a massage and be totally normal about that.

[xxhappy-chickenxx]

hi hello i skulk back to tumblr from my full time job (booo) to share the first chapter of my first ever kpop fic???!!! (yayyy!!!)

for the very specific people that fall into the center of the kinnporsche and stray kids venn diagram: this one's for you! it was an idea i originally had for BigChan and VegasPete but ever since LALALALA i've needed stray kids as pirates and eventually the brain rot made me deliver!

Uncharted Waters (2478 words) by happy_chicken Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Stray Kids (Band) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Summary: Felix's dreams of creating a life of independence on the high seas are dashed when notorious pirate Lee Minho sinks his ship for no reason beyond his own amusement. When his crew is rescued by Changbin and his ship, Felix is pulled into a war he never could have waged on his own. When pirates burn Han's village to the ground, he's left with nothing but ashes to rise from. One pirate's unexpected mercy gives him a second chance at life, but the sea is always out to settle the score.

[chanbig]

Shelter

Rating: E

Relationship: Big x Chan

Summary:

Left behind to fend for themselves when a business meeting goes awry at the Port of Bangkok, Big and Chan seek shelter together from an incoming rainstorm.

After surviving the gunshot wounds he took for Porsche, Big has finally fallen out of love with Kinn. There's only one problem—during their months spent together in recovery, he has fallen for someone else, just as unreachable: Chan.

Read on ao3

[snarkivistfic]

For @kprecfest -an absolutely brilliant BigChan fic!! my absolute favourite fic from last year! @clandestinegardenias just absolutely nails what it is like to be in grad school. It's a perfect au because actually there are a lot of parallels between grad school and a mafia au. This is funny and sweet and just so well written!

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Big/Chan (KinnPorsche: The Series) Additional Tags: Getting Together, Alternate Universe - College/University, Chan is a postdoc, Big is a grad student pining after professor Kinn, the author clearly has way too much intimate knowledge about working at a university, the mafia has been replaced by a criminology department, some KinnPorsche and VegasPete crumbs, Pining, so much pining, in which Big desperately tries to win an award and Chan helps, Explicit Sexual Content, Dom/sub Undertones, statistical analysis as foreplay, Chan’s resolve is hanging by a thread Series: Part 1 of KinnPorsche University AU Summary:

Chan has no doubt that Big sobs into his pillow every time Kinn hands him back a paper covered in red ink.

That only makes Chan want him more.

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Chan’s life working as a postdoctoral researcher for famed criminology professor Dr. Anakinn Theerapanyakul is steady, routine, and proscribed. He keeps his head down, does his work, and occasionally provides friendly, almost paternal advice to the department’s graduate students. His carefully constructed life gets shaken up when he accidentally offers to help one of the rising stars, a stunning young student known as Big, with his submission for a student paper award.

Big is desperate for Kinn, who’s supposed to be his advisor but has been…distracted, lately, to notice him. If that means accepting Chan’s help on his paper for the conference-sponsored award competition, so be it. And if Chan slowly becomes his best friend and biggest supporter along the way, well, that doesn’t change anything. Right?

[snarkivistfic]

wip titles meme

RULES: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

Tagged by @heyholmesletsgo Thank you! This is SOOO fun!!! I love tagging games! (even if I don't have time to do it right away). Also, thank you for motivating my lazy ass to clean up my google drive a bit and move some WIPs to the WIP folder and move finished fics out of the WIP folder.

WIP names:

You Don't Bring Me Flowers

Tay's Reward

Rumours and Whispers

Romantic Couple Study

PWP without P

Living in the Woods

JGY The Night Manager AU

I Know a Place

Get Real

Friday Night and Saturday Morning

Fancy Meeting You Here

Common People 2

Cemetery Man AU

Body Swap

BigTankhun fic

BigChan Home Alone

Benny and Joon AU

(thanks to this tag game I created a new folder for WIPs I will probably never finish so now my WIP folder feels way less daunting lol)

Tagging (only if you want): @jaggededges123 @unfortunatelycake

and again, I never want to nuissance tag so if you see this and wish I had tagged you, PLEASE do it and tag me so I can see your WIP names.

[wildelydawn]

Feeling really awful but also restless and a bunch of other synonyms.

May someone please rec me their favorite Big/Chan or Big centric fics (or Big with any person)? I'm about to go through my favorites but tbh I haven't looked through the appropriate tags in a while. (DMs/replies/asks are fine)

Please and thank you <3

[zhaozi]

tagged by @thisautistic for the wip folder tag game!

Post the names of the files of your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you asks with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it. If you want, tag as many people as you have WIPs.

most of my wips (read: all of them) are somehow big (kinnporsche) related. i love big, okay? i’m a convert.

- bdsm mission bigchan - big can’t sleep - big has always been a sucker for love - bigchan a/b/o - bigchan fuck machine -bigchan marks -camboy big au - chanbigtay - embiggening fic (for the embiggening fic exchange. it’s top secret so i can’t tell you anything but know that i love my prompt so much) - what if chan kills korn.

i have no one to tag because i have no idea who has been tagged, but if you want to do it, please tag me so i can see your fics titles!