#bhie

[caffeinatedenough]

[kyonshi-8610]

サニー坊っちゃん

(なんか未完成。もう諦めたよ)

[boba-beom]

https://x.com/beomgyuhourly/status/1774759081909096510?s=46&t=ryoDwR-i5TmlEo-Ss8qQ6w (sfw)

THE SHY GIGGLE AND SMILE AT THE END 😭😭😭😭 does he know im fragile .

HE IS STUNNING IT’S THE SHORT HAIR OMG IM IN LOVE WITH THE SHORT HAIR RAAAHH

his smirk gets me all. the. time AAAAAAA

[oatslattes]

꒰     ﾉ     .     ‎꣑꣒          "     o     ,     nguso   mo   humahaba   nanaman—   ayaw   ko   ng   nalulungkot   ka     ,     "     despite   being   in   and   out   of   the   hospital   lately     ,     gale   still   manages   to   make   light   out   any   situation   by   teasing   iris     .     "     ga     ,     don't   stress   yourself   out     .     may   follow   up   ako   bukas     ,     i'm   sure   it's   nothing     .     "     a   smile   sits   on   his   lips     ,     squishing   her   cheeks   together   before   pressing   a   kiss   to   her   forehead     . 

[imperfectloved]

ㅤ       ◟⟡   ㅤׅㅤㅤhow   was   it   so   painfully   ironic—to   be   in   love   with   your   bestest   friend?   how   could   it   hurt   this   much,   watching   the   person   you   love   break   their   heart   over   the   same   person   again   and   again,   only   to   come   running   back   to   you,   seeking   comfort?   beau   had   been   patient,   always   playing   the   part   of   the   good,   understanding   friend.   he   was   the   one   tj   could   lean   on,   the   one   who   picked   up   the   pieces   every   time   things   fell   apart.   but   he   could   only   take   so   much.   he   was   only   human.   beau   yanks   his   hand   out   of   tj’s   grip,   spinning   around   to   face   him,   his   eyes   burning   red   with   unshed   tears   and   anger.   "oo,   kaibigan   mo   ako!   kaibigan   mo   lang   ako—that's   all   i   ever   was   to   you,   tj!   your   best   friend!"   his   voice   rang   out,   embarrassingly   loud,   echoing   through   the   walls   for   the   neighbours   to   hear.   "takbuhan   mo   kapag   may   problema   ka,  tagasunod,  tagabigay   ng  advice,   taga-enroll,   tagagawa   ng   assignment!  tagapagpatawa   sa'yo   kapag   nalulungkot   ka,   tagatanggap   ng   kahit   na   ano!   and   i'm   so   stupid   to   make   the   biggest   mistake   of   falling   in   love   with   my   best   friend!   dahil   kahit   kailan,   hindi   mo   naman   ako   makikita,   eh!   dahil   kahit   kailan,   hindi   mo   ako   kayang   mahalin   na   higit   pa   sa   isang   kaibigan!"

@oatsmilkies

[grvntld]

ugh today yung rescheduled appointment ko for my pcos routine checkup + cervical cancer vaccine and im so tinatamad ugh ayoko talaga kasi ng mga reschedule reschedule eme na ganitez bc it takes a lot of processing and preparation sa utak ko so nung nagcancel yung obgyne ko nung wed parang nagfallout lahat ng process and prep na ginawa ko tapos it all restarted kahapon lang so now i feel rushed naman and so im procrastinating kasi feel ko i need more time do you get what i mean ugh izz fine if you dont basta ganorn ewan kakainez

[diealittlesometime]

Nightmare

Wanda Maximoff x fem!reader

Summary: No one else is here to listen to her, no one to comfort her – and that, more than anything, really hurts.

Warnings: angst, shit writing

Word Count: 745

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Nightmares are not new to Wanda's life. She can remember every one of them. They're just a little harder to bear when she wakes up, in tears and clutching her stomach, shaking and breathing heavily, unable to stop the thoughts that run around inside her head.

That's the thing about nightmares – they are constant and unrelenting. It seems like every time Wanda closes her eyes she can still see the red blood spilling from your body, staining the ground, dripping from her hands, pooling at her feet, and soaking the hem of her shirt –

She remembers the sound of the gun going off, and how hard you hit the pavement when the bullet struck your chest. The way your body crumpled to the ground, and you fell into silence. The blood that was dripping out of your mouth pooled on the ground next to you, and the sight alone made her stomach twist, the memory of it making her nauseous and sick to her core.

It’s been six months since you died but Wanda still remembers it as if it happened yesterday – how she felt like she could only scream after watching everything unfold before her eyes, helpless and completely incapable of doing anything to help you.

How helpless she felt knowing that there was nothing she could do to save you. No matter what she does now, the guilt is always there. There is no escape from it. And yet, despite how much she has tried, the nightmares are not getting easier.

Her sleep is still restless at best and filled with vivid dreams of you bleeding out in front of her. She doesn’t know what’s worse – seeing you die again and again, or waking up. Both have been terrifying for her, leaving her feeling like a caged animal, unable to do anything but watch the death play out, helpless and useless until she woke up sweating. Sometimes the panic attack comes first and then the nightmare takes over again.

But she can't blame it all on the nightmares. After all, it was her who had put you in danger. Her fault. It's her fault for being so careless and weak. It's her fault.

It's her fault.

It's her fault.

Her fault.

Her fault.

Her fault.

Her fault.

If only she had seen the enemy sooner… maybe she could have saved you and maybe none of this would have happened. She could have stopped them before they hurt you. And you would be here now, safe and sound. Alive. Maybe even sleeping soundly right beside her.

But you aren’t.

You are dead.

Your life is gone and she'll never get you back because you’re gone.

Gone.

Gone.

GONE.

Gone.

GONE.

Gone.

GONE.

Gone.

GONE.

Gone.

You’re gone forever. You’re never coming back. She didn’t protect you enough, and now you’re dead. She didn’t keep you safe and protected. She killed you.

Wanda lets out an angry scream and slams her fist against her bed frame. The wood splinters under her fist. “Stop it! Stop it!”

It doesn’t stop.

She screams and yells, pounding her fists, screaming herself hoarsely. But it doesn’t feel satisfying at all, nothing about this situation makes sense.

You should be alive, you should be here. You should be with her right now. Safe and sound. Instead of rotting away somewhere in the afterlife. You shouldn’t have to suffer like this, she can’t understand why –

Why did she have to lose you? Why? Why?

Why? Why?

Why? Why? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

She stops, panting harshly. A tear escapes her eye and rolls down her cheek. “I don’t understand,” she whispers, brokenly. “This can’t be happening. You've already taken too much from me – why did you have to take her too?!”

There are no answers to any of her questions, which only makes her cry harder, and her sobs echo through the room. “What am I supposed to do without her? What am I going to do without you, Y/n?” Her voice breaks again, this time out of pure grief. “Please come back to me. Please come back to me. I need you."

Nothing. Nothing except the rain falling outside. And the cold breeze blowing through Wanda's open window. No one else is here to listen to her, no one to comfort her – and that, more than anything, really hurts. The pain is unbearable – but the loneliness isn't far behind.

[jellicatty]

WAIT WHAT. IM ALSO FROM PH HOW WILL IT AFFECT US 😭😭

i read this article!!

https://www.gmanetwork.com/news/topstories/nation/926128/more-beneficial-for-ph-if-kamala-harris-wins-former-ph-amb-cuisia/story/?amp

they said nothing major will happen tho and i rlly hope it stays that way huhu

[anyonghalimaw]

if i see ONE more white cunt reply to someone saying "joe biden is funding and enabling a genocide" with "ERM!! PSYOP!!!! FED!!!!! vote blue no matter who smol beans!! its harm reduction!!" im going to find them. and kill us both.

[eu-phoris]

im sorry for rbing ur post w icarus euri i just woke up 😭

GOOD MORNING dw it made me laugh!!

[azucarera-art]

i think my coloring improved (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)

[arkipelagic]

my lazada cart has ₱20k worth of books lol

[boba-beom]

bhie wait? did you? WAIT! DONT TELL ME YOU WENT TO TXT BULACAN?

YES! YES I WAS AT BULACAN!!!

it was also my first time going to a big concert, and their concert too!! I bought the tix with my sister when it was 3am in the uk and 10am in ph :’) we managed to get tickets the 3rd time (lots of technical issues) and we were in the middle section, row 20 :’) (I still ended up wearing my glasses because I’m near sighted, and we weren’t close enough PFFF) it was quite the experience because we had just started to adjust to the climate and then the heatwave that day was painful 😭 so we stayed by the queues because we couldn’t handle being on the field huhu

coincidentally we were in ph long enough for tubatu’s concert and my mom and sister had their flight the next day :’) I stayed for a few months hehe BUT i agree, the venue was beautiful omg their stage and props?! I also realised, I felt like beomgyu was philippines’ crush ng bayan 🤭 I have never seen so many bamtoris in my life and I could just tell from their outfits and the screams/cheers when the mvs were on hehe I loved it sm

outfit reveal 😭

I went as lullaby beomgyu :’)

I think we were lucky to be able to go while we were on vacation, but if everr we go back and they have a concert, do you perhaps want to meet up?! 🥹

[hoypo]

bunso just keeping it real

[mams-is-my-will-to-live]

He's just so... uwiaisjajsjja

[grvntld]

i wore my floral corset so that i'll be twinning with my supposed floral cup, but starbucks said, "nOpe, xOri, better luck next tOime"