#bestie req 💖

[hannamoon143]

Work harder

Req by @ot8sworld: Alright so ninth member and y/n is besties / lovey dovey w seungmin if that's ok so there like always together and y/n is really stressed from the new comeback and all themembers are together and she's in the kitchen and starts getting dizzy and yells for seungmin as here and the glass crash down to the floor.im so delulu...Then the members are scared as shit and they all run to her and seungmin is a lil over protective so he's telling them to move and someone teased him but moves then they take her to the hospital and seungmin is really impatient and mad then they get out of there and all the members take care of her. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ILY SM 😛😛😛

Word count: 2,9k

Pairings: Skz x fem ninth member

Warnings: fainting,overworking,stress,kinda bad eating habits,mentions of food,crying, Babes and love as name for y/n used once (not meant in a romantic way. i guess,but we don't know what seungmin thinks so..)

a/n: TYSM for the reqqq,i luv itt.The scene where y/n faints is from my own experience,because something very similar to this happened to me two days ago,so i just wrote how it felt lol. Also let’s just not talk about y/n and seungmin idk what they are helpp.Remember to always take care of yourself,drink enough,sleep enough,eat enough,and never push yourself too much.Enjoy now💖

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„Come on boys, one more time won’t kill you.“ you said rolling your eyes. „But you made us repeat if over and over again.“Jeongin says. His voice sounds strained and exhausted. He was right. You were dancing for hours now. It was because you were never satisfied with the whole dance.

You sighed and agreed. You all started packing our things together to head back to the dorms. The comeback was exhausting for everyone of you.But you,you were a perfectionist. Everyday was the same.no matter If you guys would do dance practice,recordings or whatever. you were never satisfied.You made the boys repeat everything over and over again.You told them that this doesn’t fit,that they need to improve that… you knew it was egoistic because honestly you knew that you only did this because you were never satisfied with your own work.You just had to work harder.You wanted to get better.

Seungmin snapped you out of your thoughts. „Want something from the chinese restaurant when we get home ?the guys are ordering.“ you put on a fake smile and answered that you ate before.Yeah okay that was a lie,but you hadn’t got time to eat.You wanted to practice at home,you jsut didn’t get that one step right,and there was one line in that one song that just never satisfied you.Everything needed to be perfect.your voice,the choreo,the music video… you all sat into the van.

The ride home was filled with laughter and jokes like always.But you pretended to be asleep.You hadn’t got the energy to do anything anymore. You knew that everyone was exhausted.your schedules always were tight since the comeback got announced but in the past weeks it got worse. The nearer the comeback came the more stressed you got.you just needed to work harder.you only slept three hours per night,staying awake with energy drinks and coffee.You also didn’t eat much.It wasn’t that you just didn’t want to eat,no it needed so much time,so you sometimes just forgot it.You could use the time the others spended eating working right? you needed to do that if you wanted to give your best.a few days ago you heard chan talking to lee know about you.

„To be honest i think y/n is the most hardworking of us.“

„Yeah,she is working really really hard“ minho replied slight, concern in his voice.

Silence.you imagined them looking at each other with their worried gazes now.you sighed.

„Minho...i��m a bit worried about her.i know she loves all of this and she wants to do it as good as she can but...maybe she should turn it down a bit.“

you didn’t want to hear minhos reply anymore,so you stepped away from where you’ve been listening and go into your room.

That day another idol would have been happy that their leader is thinking that they are that hardworking. they would of course also have changed their schedule so their members would be less worried.But for you it was more of an insult.You hadn’t worked hard enough to not worry them. Egoistic,disappointing,failing.

You only got snapped out of your thoughts again when seungmin gently tried to wake you. You weren’t even really sleeping but you felt too exhausted to get up,so you just didn’t move and also didn’t say anything.Seungmin quietly spoke to chan.He told him he would bring you to your room and changbin could eat his food , cause he wanted to stay with you. That’s what you loved about seungmin.He was so caring in a way that didn’t annoy you right now for once.You loved every single one of your members so much but seungmin was always a bit different.

When you first met seungmin you immediately liked him.he was a little menace but to you he was always everything. You two were best friends before the group even knew each other entirely.He was there if you needed a shoulder to cry on,he was cheering for you when you achieved something and he was laughing for you if you laughed. Your friendship was a nice one.The best. that’s what it was yeah.But sometimes to you it felt like more. Yeah okay the fact that you two kissed sometimes might say that maybe he felt more too.

When seungmin gently lifted you up,one arm under your knees,one on your back you just let it happen. He carries you into your room,laying you down gently in your bed that was filled with plushies and pillows. He pulled a blanket over you,and suddenly you actually felt sleepy.

„Minnie?“ you whispered when he was about to go out. He immediately turned around.

„Stay for a bit?cuddles?“ you hadn’t asked that in a long time.Before everything went so hectic and stressfull you two always cuddled but now you always just sat in your room,working on something. He smiled warmly,walking to you again.He lied down besides you,pulling the blanket over him too.He took you in his arms,and when you felt like you were almost asleep he pressed a soft kiss to your head.Youu nuzzled more into his chest.And in that moment,you felt like maybe everything wasn’t even that bad.Maybe everything would be okay.Then you drifted off into sleep.

But your bad sleeping schedule fromt the past weeks wouldn’t let you sleep longer than two hours. You woke up,feeling sweaty nauseous and cold at the same time. Confused you looked around.Of course seungmin wasn’t around anymore. But you had a weird feeling in your gut. You grabbed your phone and checked the time.you really had only slept two hours,so you still heard the boys voices outside of your room.You sat up,planning on going to the kitchen and snuggle between them.You didn’t want to admit it but you didn’t feel like work.You always worked lately. but somehow there was this weird feeling in your whole body.You stood up but were greeted with a little wave of dizzines. What was happening? You sat down again and suddenly your hands started shaking.You just looked at them,very confused.You stood up again anyways going into the kitchen where all the guys were sitting.

Your legs also had the same shaking like your hands.You felt a bit hot.You were confused what was going on but when you came into the kitchen you were greeted by the happy boys.

„Y/n!you finally made it out of your room once.We all were wondering when seungmin told us you actually fell asleep.“ Felix jokes but with a lighthearted smile.You wanted to respond something clever when also the others started teasing but you just hummed going over to the sink.you needed something to drink, maybe that would make that feeling better.You also felt like your head was spinning now,but your vision was clear. Ok,that was definitely not normal.You leaned to the kitchen counter trying to figure out what was going on. Yeah okay it was obvious that you didnt eat anything than one apple the whole day and also that you never got more than three hours sleep per day the last weeks,and constantly overworked yourself without a singe break but you needed to work. Until now it was fine.You were fine.why were you suddenly feeling like this?

While the other guys teased,seungmin noticed that something was definitely off.ususally you would have snuggled up between them and joined the lighthearted jokes.he got up and walked over to you,laying a hand on your shoulder.

„Babes is everything okay?“ he asked you,looking into your eyes,searching for something he probably might not find.When you suddenly heard his voice next to you your head immediately shot up.You hadn’t heard him coming.You only noticed now that you were so focused on breathing because suddenly your breaths got thin and short. Chan now also noticed something was off,glancing over.

That shit was really scaring.You didn’t know what was going on,you couldn’t control your breaths anymore,your limbs slightly shaking and the weird feeling in your gut mixed with the spinning-pain in your head was so damn confusing. Seungmin was scared.you could tell.He asked you if you were having problems with breathing,he said you need to say something.Then he said your names a few times.But it was like you were trapped in a bubble somewhere wide away from him. He tilted your head up making you look at him.You didn’t know what to do.You clutched to his shirt,panic in the eyes,trying to regulate your breaths.

Seungmin noticed the tight grip on his shirt.Suddenly he also noticed your shaking,the look and the thin breaths.Why didn’t he notice sooner? Now all the other members were looking at you too. You didn’t even notice them going silent.You also sensed chan speaking.He looked at you.Was he speaking to you?You didn’t know.You didn’t care. You suddenly let out a loud sob,greeted with tears. Seungmin was now panicking as much as you did.

„H-hey y/nnie,please talk to me.Hey what is going on?“ his voice is shaky,and all the members look at you.The weird feelings,now all mixed together get stronger and stronger.Seungmin saw the cold pearls on your forehead.He continued his panicked rambling,trying to get a word out of you.The other members are now also stood up,but they are still around the table.

But then suddenly seungmin stops rambling. He hears as your breaths stock.Almost as if they got caught in your chest.Your legs and arms trembling a lot and your eyes searching for something,helpless. He says you need to breath,to focus on his voice,but you couldn’t. So he catches you in the last moment before you crash to the floor.

„Y/N!!“ All the members scream and run to you.Seungmin is holding you in his arms,first helpless.All the members voices mix with some of them cry or scream.All while he is holding you.All while you are not even breathing.

„Stop!!!“ seungmin suddenly yells. All the members go silent.His voice was stern,yet scared.

„Jeongin,get me a towel and cold water,chan call an ambulance,and the rest of you go a step back!“ If the situation wouldn’t have been so serious they would have teased him for playing leader but they all knew how much you meant to him. So they did was he said. Meanwhile he checked your pulse.It was still normal,but you didn’t breath. You didn’t breath. He didn’t know what to do so he did the first thing that came into his mind.He was thankful now,that he watched all these cheesy,hospital dramas with you at movie nights. Mouth to mouth resuscitation.

And it helped.you started coughing.He felt so relived that the sound of your breaths didn’t sound so stuck anymore.Then everything was really quick.and ambulance showed up and seungmin and chan drived with you in it to the hospital.The others wanted to come with you too but chan said they could come after,with the van.

In the ambulance chan spoke to the medic,calm like he always was. Seungmin held your hand,not once looking away from you. You opened your eyes. Where were you? Your eyes went big. „M-min?“ Seungmin immediately responded.He saw your scared look and said: „ Hey it’s okay y/nnie.You fainted and we were all so worried but it’s gonna be okay.We are just driving to the hospital real quick so we can check if everything is okay.“ He gently stroked your hair.You wanted to say so many things.That they didn’t have time for that.That you needed to work,to practice the dance.That you didn’t want to go to the hospital.But you remained silent.

It seemed like you fell asleep or maybe they gave you soemthing to sleep but when you woke up you were in a bed.It wasn’t your bed,it felt cold and unfamiliar.It was a hospital bed.As you looked around you saw the boys standing around a doctor that said something.You tried to concentrate on his voice.

„…. so that means Miss L/n isn’t seriously sick.She seems to have fainted from stress,lack of sleep and food and maybe there is something mental too,but we don’t know what she is thinking so maybe you guys could aske her if something is bothering or stressing her…“

You stopped listening. Of course you were stressed,you all were right?But you thought you balanced everything right.As soon as changbin noticed you were awake he walked over to you.The others immediately followed.Now they all stood around you.Should you say something?They all are silent but seungmin can’t hold it in any longer

„Y/n,why didn’t you tell us you were so stressed?We could have helped you,and you should have thought of a better schedule and god y/n you need to sleep!And i know you sometimes just forget eating when you are stressed but tell us!We can help you y/n,we want to help you.And if you feel like it’s getting too much then please come to us.“

He sounded so desperate,so worried and frustrated.You didn’t know if it was only you but wasn’t there also… diappointment?Of course you knew what seungmin meant.You knew what he was trying to say.But a little piece of you believed that his words meant you were still not working enough.A little voice,that was telling you that you shouldn’t have broke down.That this only showed that you were weak and vulnerable.You remembered that you should probably answer.You hated that your voice sounded so faint and weak.

„I’m trying.“

These two words burned in the boys chests. „Y/n,we know you are trying.You are giving your best and honestly you did even more for the comeback than me.But you don’t need to do this alone.I know something might tell you that you need to work harder,that you need to do this alone but it’s not like that you know.We are a group of nine.There are eight people that you can trust,that love you,that help and support you no matter what y/n.“ chan spoke up.His voice was calm,stern but filled with so much love.

These words slowly managed to get to you,to get into your mind. He was right.This was exactly what you thought but you never realized that it could hurt them,to see you like that. Were they thinking you didn’t trust them anymore?

„Guys...you know that i love you right? Chan you are right,that’s what i thought but not because i don’t trust you,i just felt like i need to work harder.You also do everything so perfect but i never bring so good achievements like you all do.“

„Y/n“ Seungmins voice was now less nervous and desperate „What are you talking about?Your achievements are as good as ours,often even better.And of course we know that you love us.“

Then it was silent again.You didn’t know what to say.All of a sudden felix started smiling and just ran nearer to you and almost hugged you to death. „You are choking mee“i said dramatically giggling.I was glad that the tension broke.Now the others started smiling to and they all joined into a big warm hug.

Maybe it was the warm feeling of having them all hug you,maybe it was the warm undertones in seungmins and chans voice but something made you believe their words. It was like your head was constantly underwater until now and suddenly you got pulled out the water.You finally remembered that you had 8 wonderful guys in your life who would help you,support you and do anything for you.

Bonus: (4 months later)

„Guys the album is released!“ you happily screamed.You all were sitting in front of a countdown since an hour,all nervous if the album would be liked by stays.

You all happily hugged each other.The others did not miss when seungmin was hugging you extra tight. They exchanged knowing grins. „Celebrate our hard work with ramen?“ you asked.the others all agreed,running into the kitchen. Seungmin took your wrist and stopped you in your tracks.The others were all in the kitchen by now,so you were standing alone in the living room. You turned around to him again.

„I’m proud of you Love.“

„What?it wasn’t just me who created this album and prepared the comeback.“ Not gonna talk about the fact he never called you love before and it made your heart flutter

„I’m proud that you actually let us help you,that you finally slept more than five hours again,that you always ate dinner with us and that you came crying to us when it got too much again.“

You quickly thought back of the past four months after what happened.You tried to make a better schedule again,and you managed to get your old sleeping habits back. The guys always took you with them when they were eating dinner,not letting you skip meals.If you were too tired seungmin would just take some of the food on a plate go into your room and watch a drama with you while you ate your food.You also remembered that night when you felt like things were getting so overwhelming again that you couldn’t face them alone so you went into the kitchen,crying and telling the guys how you felt.They took you into their middle,cuddling you and mumbling motivating and caring words, and they helped you even more after that.

You just smiled at him.Not a tired fake smile.A truly happy smile.Seungmin smiled back with his cute puppy smile.Then he pulled you nearer,pressing a soft,tender smile onto your lips.

„Let’s go to the others alright?“

[mingi-s-dimples]

Deadly Alliance - Jongho

KINKTOBER DAY 4 - REQ. BY @mingleshine

~"assassin jongho x police officer fem reader, lots of teasing, enemies to lovers vibes, maybe knife play…?"

pairing: assassin!jongho x police officer fem!reader

genre: 18+, filth

summary: You finally meet your childhood best friend after years of him going missing. Only to find out the two of you are now sort of enemies.. sort of. illegal.

wc: 4k

warnings: police x assassin, knife play. implied cutting (like serious knife play but it's a small cut), death/murder mentions but not happening in the present, childhood besties to enemies to lovers, forbidden love, slight teasing, slight angst?, dacryphilia, penetration, unprotected (wrap up irl), completely consensual!, unedited. for sure forgot something.

Author's Note: This one took me a while to finish but oh god.. I'm so sorry it starts this sad HAHAHA but I love the plot. I LOVE IT GOD DAMN ! Enjoy, my love ♡. ALSO I AM SO SO SO SORRY FOR BEING SO BEHIND BUT I AM SO BUSY THESE DAYS IT'S UNREAL 😞😞 I'LL MAKE IT UP TO Y'ALL I PROMISE. 🙂‍↕️💖

Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction & does not represent in any way the reality of the member.

The night air was thick with tension, the kind that clung to your skin and set every nerve on edge. The flashing red and blue lights from the patrol car illuminated the deserted streets, casting eerie shadows against the brick buildings that lined the block. The radio on your belt crackled to life again, the dispatcher’s voice a constant buzz in your ear.

“All units, suspect last seen near the intersection of 7th and Laurel. Proceed with caution.”

You sighed, rolling your shoulders to relieve some of the stiffness that had settled in after hours of being on duty. The city felt different tonight, like something was just out of place, and you couldn’t shake the feeling that this wasn’t just another routine call. You’d responded to hundreds of them by now—robberies, fights, missing persons—but there was something about this one that had a knot forming in the pit of your stomach.

It didn’t help that you were alone.

Your partner was on another assignment, and with every available unit stretched thin, they had sent you out on your own to investigate. Not that you minded. You had been on the force long enough to handle yourself, and you had learned long ago how to rely on your instincts. But tonight, those instincts were screaming that something wasn’t right.

You turned the corner, your flashlight cutting through the inky darkness, illuminating nothing but graffiti-covered walls and empty streets. The suspect had been described as a male in his late twenties, medium build, wearing a black hoodie. He had been seen fleeing the scene of a disturbance near the docks—nothing too out of the ordinary. Yet, the urgency in the dispatcher’s voice had made you uneasy.

You’d dealt with lowlifes and thugs your whole career, but there was something about this call that felt different. Maybe it was the tone in the witness’s voice when they described him, the fear that seemed to creep in, like they had seen something more than just another petty criminal.

You drew in a steady breath, trying to push down the unease. You were a cop, after all. Fear had no place in the job. But as you pressed deeper into the alley, your heart began to beat faster, your fingers tightening around the grip of your flashlight. The buildings on either side felt like they were closing in, the shadows swallowing the dim light from the streetlamps.

Suddenly, there—a sound. A rustle of movement just ahead.

You froze, your breath hitching in your throat. The alley was narrow, lined with dumpsters and the scattered debris of city life, but just beyond the glow of your flashlight, you could see a figure. They were half-hidden behind a stack of crates, their back to you, the hood of their jacket pulled up.

"Police!" you called out, your voice echoing off the brick walls. "Come out with your hands up!"

The figure didn’t move. For a long moment, there was only silence, the kind that stretched on for just a beat too long. Your pulse quickened as you took a step closer, your hand instinctively hovering near your holster.

"Last warning!" you called again, your voice harder this time. "Step out now!"

Slowly, the figure stood, turning just enough for the light to catch the side of their face. And then, they stopped, frozen in place as if they were caught between fight and flight. You felt a strange flicker of recognition, but the alley was too dim, the shadows too thick. Still, something about the way they moved sent a shiver down your spine.

“I said, hands up!” you demanded again, though now your voice wavered just slightly. “Turn around!”

The figure hesitated for another long second before finally, slowly, they turned to face you. And the world seemed to tilt.

For a moment, you couldn’t breathe. Your flashlight flickered across a face you hadn’t seen in over a decade, a face you thought you’d never see again. Familiar eyes stared back at you, wide and filled with shock, mirroring the disbelief that was undoubtedly written all over your own face.

"No…" you whispered, taking an involuntary step back, your mind reeling. "It can't be…"

There, standing in front of you, was **him**. The boy who had once been your best friend, the boy who had shared every secret, every dream, every laugh and tear with you until the day he disappeared without a trace.

“Jongho?” Your voice was barely more than a breath, the name slipping from your lips before you could stop it.

For a moment, time seemed to stand still. Jongho. The name that had haunted you for years, the name that had left a gaping hole in your heart. You had been kids, inseparable, growing up on the same street, causing trouble, making promises to stay friends forever. And then one day, without warning, he was gone. No explanation, no goodbye. Just gone.

You had searched for him, tried to find out what happened, but it was as if he had vanished from the face of the earth. Eventually, the pain of his absence became something you buried deep, something you told yourself you had moved on from. But now, here he was, standing in front of you, looking at you like he had seen a ghost.

“Y/N…” His voice cracked, low and disbelieving.

It was the same voice, though deeper now, rougher around the edges. You swallowed hard, trying to process the flood of emotions that were crashing over you. Shock, anger, confusion… relief?

“What the hell are you doing here?” you demanded, your voice sharper than you intended as the reality of the situation began to sink in. Your hand was still hovering near your holster, your training kicking in despite the chaos in your mind.

Jongho looked down, his jaw tightening. His hands were at his sides, but he made no move to raise them, no move to run. He just stood there, staring at the ground as if searching for words.

“I didn’t want you to find me like this,” he muttered, almost to himself.

“Find you like this?” Your mind was racing, the implications of what he was saying beginning to dawn on you. “Jongho, what the hell is going on? Why are you here? Why were people—”

“I don’t have time to explain,” he interrupted, his voice growing more urgent. “You need to get out of here, Y/N. It’s not safe.”

You blinked, taken aback by the sudden shift in his tone. “What do you mean, it’s not—” But before you could finish, a noise from behind you made you whirl around, your heart leaping into your throat. Footsteps. Multiple.

Your instincts took over, and you immediately dropped into a defensive stance, your hand moving to your sidearm. But Jongho was already moving, stepping in front of you, his hand gripping your arm with surprising strength, hplding you close to him, almost like a protective shell.

"Y/N, please," he urged, his voice low, "You have to trust me."

You stared at him, torn between the cop in you screaming to follow protocol and the part of you that remembered the boy who had been your best friend, the one who had always been by your side.

“What have you gotten yourself into?” you whispered, your heart pounding as the footsteps drew closer.

“I’ll explain everything,” Jongho promised, his eyes locking with yours, filled with something that looked dangerously close to desperation. “But right now, we need to go. Please, Y/N. Trust me.”

Your mind screamed at you not to, told you this was a mistake. But when you looked into his eyes, those familiar eyes, you hesitated.

For better or worse, you were in this now.

"Where are we going?!" you whispered, holding onto the man's hand thightly.

"Home."

"It can't be.. home? As in.. the place I know v-very well..?" your voice weak, tears forming in your eyes. "H-how is it possible!?"

"Y/n, quiet down! I'll explain everything when we arrive. Now... please.." a hint of sweetness in his voice, "trust me like you did in the past.." Jongho said and brought you to his bike, parked remotely close to the initial scene you found him at. He put the only helmet he had on your head, brushing some hair strands from your face. He looked at you with soft eyes, feeling sorry for letting you meet him like this.. in the worst moment.

*you arrived about half and hour later, the drive there being silent*

"JONGHO! The fuck is going on!?" you shouted, breaking down in tears.

"No, n-no.. don't cry, sweetie . I am not worth it.." he said and hugged you, patting your head softly.

"What's happening!?"

"The thing is... I am.. the assassin you were just now searching for." he looked down, unable to meet your eyes.

"W-what do you mean?" you said, in disbelief.

"You know... back then, my father was caught in shady stuff, remember?"

"Yes. What do you have to do with all of that?"

"Well... he had a little bit too much debt to pay off and I was caught in the middle... I had to work and I am still working as an assassin for the person that my father is indebted to." hesitant, Jongho said.

"Oh my god... I'm s-sorry " you whispered and backed off for a moment, slightly afraid of the person that was standing in front of you.

But... when you backed off for a moment, Jongho caught after you and held your hand. Something change between the two of you qs soon as he embraced you.

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The dim light from the single bulb above flickered, casting long shadows across the cold, concrete walls. The air was thick with tension as you stood a few inches from Jongho, the boy you once knew so well, now a man you barely recognized. His eyes were darker, sharper, filled with a hardness that sent a chill down your spine. He was no longer the childhood friend who used to hold your hand when you were scared or laugh with you under the summer sun. He was something else now. Dangerous. An assassin.

You had sworn to bring him in. The badge pressed against your chest, a constant reminder of the oath you'd taken. But as you stood there, the memories came flooding back—the nights the two of you spent talking about dreams, the way he used to smile at you, soft and unguarded. Your heart clenched with the weight of it all, of everything he used to be.

His gaze met yours, unreadable and cold, but you saw the flicker of something else in his eyes. Something familiar. The past. The feelings that had never quite died, buried beneath years of distance and pain.

"I shouldn't have brought you here," he said, his voice low, like a warning.

"Maybe not," you replied, taking a step forward despite the warning in his tone. The space between you felt electric, charged with something neither of you could control anymore. "But I don't regret coming."

His jaw tightened, and you could see the way his fists clenched at his sides. He was holding back, fighting whatever was stirring inside him. Your heart pounded in your chest, and despite every logical part of you screaming to back off, you stepped even closer.

"Jongho, we don’t have to do this," you whispered, voice soft, almost pleading. You weren’t sure what you were pleading for—for him to surrender or for him to remember who you used to be. "It doesn’t have to end like this."

His eyes darkened, and he took a step back, but the tension between you only seemed to grow. You reached out, fingers brushing against his arm. You felt him flinch, but he didn’t pull away. Instead, his breathing hitched, and for the briefest moment, you saw a crack in the mask he wore.

"Stop," he muttered, though his voice lacked conviction. "You don’t know what you’re doing."

But you did. You knew exactly what you were doing. You leaned in closer, left hand sliding up his arm, feeling the taut muscles beneath his shirt. His breath quickened, and you saw the way his eyes flicked down to your lips, then back up to your eyes. He was fighting it, but he was losing.

"Jongho…" you whispered his name like a secret, fingers tracing the edge of his jaw now. The air between you seemed to thicken, heavy with unspoken words and unresolved tension.

He swallowed hard, his hands coming up to grip your waist as if to push you away, but instead, he pulled you closer. His touch was rough, almost desperate, and you could feel the heat of his body radiating against yours.

"This is a mistake," he growled, though his hands tightened their hold on you, betraying his words.

"Then stop me," you whispered back, lips inches from his now, daring him, knowing he wouldn’t.

But he didn’t stop you. Instead, he closed the distance, crashing his lips against yours in a way that was more fight than kiss. It was raw, hungry, and filled with years of repressed desire and anger. His grip on you was firm, like he was afraid you might slip away if he let go.

"I hate you, Jongho. I hate you for leaving me all alone." you broke the kiss.

"I also hate you... for finding me so late. I've been looking for you everywhere."

For a moment, it was just the two of you. Lost in the chaos of the past, the lines between enemies, one another leaving each other in the past without trace and, lovers, feelings burried deep down for the last few years, blurring with every touch. But you knew this couldn’t last. The world outside this moment was waiting for both of you, and the roles you played were too deeply set. He was the assassin. You were the cop. You were on opposite sides.

But for now, in this moment, none of that mattered.

"This is, a really bad idea, Jongho... I resent you for leaving without a trace," your voice coarse from crying but full of lust.

"Mhm." he muttered in the nape of your neck. The little and soft sound he made sent you over the edge, he acknowledged the wrongdoing of this moment, but he wasn't gonna do anything about it.

"We're definitely just.. friends. Well.. enemies in this given, situation.." he whispered.

"It's fucking impossible not to hate you, Jongho."

"I know, I know... but your body says.." his right hand under your chin, "something else."

You looked down to your legs, thoughts running through your mind. You wanted to shoot him, arrest him... but you also wanted to fucking kiss him... or fuck him. When your eyes wandered around, you were greeted by his cock forming a bulge in his pants, telling you everything about his thoughts. Though, he interrupted your mind:

"Eyes are up here, darling," he whispered, knowing he was caught a moment ago by your eyes.

"Just checking if my cuffs fit around your wrists, babe." you said, a little bit embarrassed about the amount of time you spent staring at his crotch.

He continued right after you.

"Don't look at me like that."

"Like what?"

"Like you want to murder me..." his hand on your waist, traveling up on your back, "or also.. like you want me" a *click* could be heard and your bra was undone in a second.

He went in for another kiss, this time his hands traveling under your work shirt. Fondling with your breasts, he forcefully took off the garment. His kisses traveled from your moist lips to your neck and to tour collarbones, your hands going down to his pants, tugging at the belt.

"If I..." you said, Jongho stopping for a moment to look at you, "Touch you right now... what will happen?"

"Mm.. I don't know babe" he said, impatiently. "What would *you* want to happen, hm?" Jongho whispered, emphasising the pronoun.

He shut you down only by those words... your mind filling with dirty thoughts, not helping your aching cunt between your legs. Arousal now pooling in your panties, you didn't hesitate and unbuckled his pants. He took that as consent to do whatever he wanted, to which he took you into his grip and dropped you off on his bed.

"You started it.. brat" he said, as he looked down on his erection. "What should I do with you?" he scoffed.

"Why couldn't the cops deal with you yet?" you said, curious, trying to diffuse the mood.

"Hmm.. I don't know, actually. But that's not important right now.. are you tryna distract me?" Jongho declared, catching you off guard.

"Uh-" but he stopped you from saying anything by taking your pants off forcefully, leaving tou breathless and... bare in front of him.

"Hah, already wet? What, were you already turned on by my presence?" he muttered, hus gaze darkening and getting sharper.

He went in for another kiss, at first slow, longed, wanted.. then he went for a wilder kiss, tongues interlocking and lewd sounds coming from your mouths.

"It's so fucked up..." you said.

"Mm, why?"

"You're an assassin... I'm a cop. We're both enemies... and friends. But more... towards enemies. I also hate you so damn much for leaving me without a trace but.. here I am, making out with you. Isn't it ironic? Hah, making out with my utmost enemy that I have so much hatred, and... love for." you ended the note on a sadder tone, but the essence was that you hated him but made a compromise, only for him.

"What did you say, babe? I didn't quite understand you." he said, mocking your tone.

"I basically said I hate you."

"No, you don't." he said and took his pants off in a single movement, the bulge in his briefs making you gulp at the sight.

He got off of you for a moment and went to his coat, taking a knife out.

"Oh- my god-" you muttered, getting a little bit excited about it.

"I just remembered that you are... kinky as fuck, and one time when we were younger, we were talking about things like these and you said you had a thing for.. knife play? This is what it's named? Anyways, I figured you never tried it cause it's kinda weird? sketchy? however.." he topped over you, one of his knees between your legs, pressing on your inner thigh, "I'll have my fun with you today..." his left hand going to your neck, the knife's sharp side towards him, only poking your shoulder for a couple of times, getting some soft whines out of your slowly rising chest.

"Don't. Move." he said as he brushed the tip of the knife on your neck. You were trying so hard not to move under him, arousal pooling in your panties. You wanted to get some friction, but to no avail.

"I'd love to mark you here," and he poked you above your collarbone, "here," the blade went above your left breast, "and... here." he said as the knife in his hand travelled all down to your thigh, as close to your cunt as possible.

"You're already so... wet for me. Mind me if I.." he brushed the knife on your folds, through the cloth, "Undress you.. using... this? Hm, what do you say, sweetie?" he whispered softly, contently looking in your eyes and brushing the knife on your pussy, through the cloth.

"Ngh-d-do it, please!" you pleaded.

He smirked at your words and didn't hesitate any further. He looped the knife under the garment, cutting it open slowly. Then, after you were left bare in front of him, he spread out your wet folds with the knife, poking left and right, making you soflty squirm under him.

"Babe..." he smiled.

"Y-yes?"

"What did I say..." his knife went to your collarbone, "about moving?" and he slightly cut you. Not to hurt you.. but to warn you. A small, now bleeding cut, was positioned right above your collarbone.

He was all over you, his other hand exploring your body with such ease and speed, you were already starting to feel a bit overwhelmed.

"I can't just only look at you anymore" Jongho rapidly said, throwing the knife away somehwere on the bed and putting two fingers against & then in your cunt without warning. You let out a loud moan as soon as you felt his fingers curl inside you, hitting all your good spots. "Let's see how well you can take me" he whispered and used one more finger on you, slightly stretching you out. From the glimpse you caught of his cock a short moment ago, you realised his three fingers weren't.. quite enough to stretch you out for what he was packing.

He didn't wait anymore and as soon as he felt like you were stretched out enough he lined himself to your now aching hole and thrusted once, a loud whine coming out of his rapidly rising chest. He couldn't bottom out from a single thrust, and he tried again.. to which your eyes started tearing up and your hands went for his back, scratching the fuck out of him. Missionary never felt so good before.. Your legs over his, wrapped around his waist. Your hands traveling on his back, leaving both soft and harsh scratches on his fair skin.

"S-slow down!" you shouted, but didn’t really mean it.

"Hm? Come again darling, I couldn't.." he finally bottomed down, "hear you."

"Uh, god." you whined out, feeling your cunt being stretched out again.

"Why the fuck.. do you feel so damn good?" he said, helpless. His pelvis slapping against yours, squelching sounds could be heard from your hole being pounded.

What was happening between the two of you... wasn't simply just fucking or just having sex. It was pent up rage and love. Hate and lust.. everything all at once. You despised the fact that he left without a trace but.. the unsaid feelings and love you've always had for him were just resurfacing and oh god.. it was a damned deadly combination. His soft kisses yet harsh bites to your shoulders.. your nails digging and scratching his back.

"You're so damn beautiful, y/n..." he was basically making love to you.

"I'm so s-sorry for leaving unnannounced.." he was fucking you even more rapidly.. but smooth. Every thrust of his felt heavenly, his hands traveling on your body, from your thighs, holding you close.. to your neck, holding you down. As he fastened his thrusts, watching you contently and inspecting every inch of your body with his eyes, you could feel yourself getting closer and closer to your high. He was close, too. Thrusts heavy and sloppy, fast but messy. Sweat dripping off his forehead, his hair messy and yours too.

"J-Jongho I'm-" you tried to say, but to no avail. "c-close" you finally worded it out.

"Then.." he stopped for a short second. "Let me help you with that" and he suddenly started fucking you rapidly once again, but this time with a twist. His right hand went for your clit, rubbing circles around it. He pinched you twice, making you squirm under his grip, to which he put you in your place immediately. As soon as he thrusted you a few more times and circled your clit, you felt the knot in your belly unfold and came on the spot, your walls clenching onto his cock. Your sudden reaction of tightening yourself around him took him over the edge, too, and he also finished, right in your cunt. He fucked you through both your orgasms and eventually came to a stop, both of you panting as he laid down on your side in the bed.

"That was.."

"Awesome, huh?" he smirked.

"Y-yes" you whispered.

"Y/n...I'm so damn sorry for leaving you like this. I was just trying to protect you." he finally said.

"D-don't worry.. it's okay. I'm just glad you're safe, you dummy." you scoffed.

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[zedleaked]

Right, I totally understand. Just know I'd definitely be on it once you ever do comms in the future 🫶

I was hoping to see Kel (Omori) and Webber (DST) interact in your style. my sib and I think they would be so SILLY together, and I love your art style sm so AAAAAQAA that's my req ✨️💖💖

I never got into omori but based on vibes alone kel would probably be my favourite....

they look like they'd be super besties,,

[jellyfilledeyes]

I'm so glad to hear that bestie!!!💖💖💖For my req,the Huntlow hair cutting scene but it's Lex helping Percy go back to the dreads because he started wearing his hair naturally and freaked out because he saw it was making him look too much like Poseidon :]

OMFG I REMEMMBER WHEN YOU MADE THIS POST IT WAS SO CUTEE AND ALSO YEAH ILL TRY MY BEST ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I DID ONE OF THESE SO FORGIVE ME IF IT ISN'T MY BEST WORK

[greenshirtimagines]

GREEN!! <33 So nice to see you back ahh, I hope you’re having the most beautiful day ever 😭💕

Awww please, Req darling, you're making me tear up 😭💓💓💓

[greenshirtimagines]

Reeeeqqq, thank you!! 💖 And anyone who tags me after I post this lol

Besides @requiem626k : @bsdparadise @kiyokoxd @pompompurin1028 @starglow-xx @jadegreenimmortality @alittlesimp @nanascigarette @whorefordazai @trashykawahq @missrown @sugurus-princess @jessbeinme15 @shadyteacup @atsushiscocksucker + @ch1kash1 @gotxanyxramen @sleepyghostuwu (we’re new moots and haven’t really interacted, but i hope we can be friendly with each other 👉👈 and I really like your works!!)

Let's spread some love: tag your favorite people/bloggers and let them know how appreciated they are 💗

oh i hate these because i’m always afraid i’ll forget someone (but the sentiment is nice!)

@waywardbaby @supernatural-jackles @deanwanddamons @negans-lucille-tblr @lovealways-j @evanbukley @evansrogerskitten @nihilism-sophia @samdeanbitchjerk @kittenofdoomage @luci-in-trenchcoats @im-lovestruck

i feel like i’m forgetting people and i’m sorry if i actually did! love y’all ♥️

[welcometogrouchland]

for the toh reqs~

SIBLING GAME NIGHT SIBLING GAME NIGHT!!!!!!!!!

anyway hope you are having a lovely day!!!!!!!! ty bestie🙏🙏🙏🙏💕💖

[ID: a comic featuring the cast of the owl house, split into two images. The first image shows King holding a pair of uno cards, looking up to the left- towards Luz, who we see in a cut-in-half close up panel of her face, holding three cards in a dramatic fashion. Her face is in shadow and sparkles appear around her eyes. Paralleling her in the other corner is a panel of hunter, holding yellow cards and sweating nervously.

The next image is two rectangular panels of hunter and Luz sitting across from each other with king in the middle, all three of them playing cards. In the background is Gus, Willow and Amity (who is saying "go Luz!"). The first panel is silent, until in the second panel, Luz says "draw 5" with a smug expression. Hunter stands up angrily, his cards flying in the air, and yells "IT IS NOT LEGAL TO DO THAT FOUR TIMES IN A ROW, HUMAN!". king says "haha, yes it is! Loser boy has lost again!" Gus summons a puff of illusion smoke with a scoreboard on it reading "L: 12, H: 0". Amity is cheering and willow summons the word, "R.I.P (again)" in vines and flowers next to hunter. The background is colored with peaches and oranges. End ID]

Frantically ignoring the implications of todays ep. Incredibly funny to me how these bitches ended up actually being siblings

[leejungchans]

OMG WAIT IT DIDNT EVEN CLICK IN MY MIND HAPPY 1K BESTIE IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU YOU DESERVE IT AND MORE MWAH 💖💖💖 NOT GONNA REQUEST ANYTHING COZ MY MIND IS EMPTY NO THOUGHTS JUST THIS PIC OF HONGJOONG ILL JUST APPRECIATE ALL THE OTHER REQUESTS

THANK YOU SO MUCH BESTIE MUAHHHHH 😽😽💗💗💗💗 NO BUT UR LICH RALLY ONE OF MY FIRST IF NOT THE FIRST FRIEND I’VE MET HERE ☹️☹️☹️ and i’m always thankful you chose to stick around for my chaos and shitposting ajjsjakajakaj :((( ily lots and lots but also if you ever do wanna req something please do!!!!! bc i’d love to write you something ❤️❤️ ily bestie thank u for being u!!!!!!!

[seungstarss]

OH MY GAWDDD SEI??? i never saw it b4 but i just got around to checking out your graphics and they are actually SO BEAUTIFUL like it’s insane ?? ur so talented !!! skilled !!! literally they r breathtaking and i have always been a huge fan of graphics / making them as well but i usually do all my stuff on my phone so i’m a bit limited </3. anyhowww i just wanted to compliment your work bc it’s literally gorgeous ♥︎ i might req in the future if i am not too shy LOL

AAA WHAT HI FRAY! You're so sweet I'm actually crying 🥺🥺💖💖💖 noo bc whenever I see your account I'm like "why are you so talented and aesthetic???" Like bestie this compliment coming from you??? HelP I'm so happy 😭💖 I actually do most of my editing on my phone too! I only use basic photoshop when I do the cut out looking banners (which I don't frequently do) but of course??! Don't be shy to request bc it would be an honor to make you one!!

[greenshirtimagines]

Thanks again for the tag, bestie!

Most people either describe me as motherly or aggressive, and I would agree with both

I would just go with confusing-

one word to describe yourself . tag your mutuals too

one word to describe you in my mind would be CHAOS

i have no perception of myself. i’m a ball of anxiety so let’s just go with chaos

@jurdan-my-beloved @iambecomeyourvillain @sankt-nazyalensky @wafflesandschemingfaces @adams-left-hand @warmachinerox-with-an-x-all-caps

[storiesofsvu]

3, 13 and 19 from the weird questions for writers please 🤗💖💕💓💞💘💕

3. what is your writing ritual and why is it cursed?

ideally; it's sitting on the couch, playlist going, glass of wine or two to help the imagination flow. bonus points for rain and a nice candle burning.

it's cursed because in reality: i stare at an empty word document while daydreaming out the plot first if it's not outlined, the playlist is the right playlist but somehow the vibe isn't right, and we say it's wine for the aesthetic when it's really white claw. It's also cursed becuase the SECOND i'm done writing a something i MUST POST IT. and i need instant validation or i get no motivation to continue on.... LOL.

13.-- answered this one already! basically anything that's a sensitive subject that i don't know much about (ie, ive gotten req's for a yn with a chronic illness) also male yn's, cause i am very female. (in terms of smut mainly)

19. choose a passage from your writing. tell me about the backstory for this moment. how you came up with it, how it changed from start to end.

hmmm...okay...im just gonna go with a whole story instead of a passage cause that's just easier.

Classified Affairs: originally supposed to just be spicy smutty heather x yn featuring Becca. Like, lots of expensive dinners, fancy hotels, probably a nice tropical sex filled vacation. No politics, no Jackie. OG plan was that yn would admit feelings, Heather would be all "dont be ridiculous, i can't just leave my husband. maybe you should take a couple of days to see if you can still handle this." yn actually DOES go on a legit date with Becca, though absolutely nothing but a kiss on the cheek thing kinda happens. then the reveal that becca was heather's kid comes up and yn has a choice to make.

BUT then i just dove headfirst into this universe and decided I wanted heather to be a little bit more insane and toxic, and I really didn't like the insinuation that yn had dated both mom and daughter, it made me feel ick so i said fuck that, and reworked it to the besties thing and becca needing a fake gf for her bro's bday party. and then things just kept snowballing, we realized just how far down heather could go, and i needed her at rock bottom and went "WAIT....what if i kill jordan? i could definitely kill jordan...."

and now it's a goddamn trilogy that's getting a prequel and maybe even an alternate timeline for the third installment....

thanks for asking!!

[sunshinetoshi]

for the writer ask game, third & third last

hi lul sis bestie 💖

what are three things you love about your own writing?

hmm okay all are imo ofc 1)some of my stuff are really unique and niche cute moments i randomly think of but they translate well into a fic + theyre fun to write bc of this heheh 2)i try not to make anyone too toxic bc im sensitive ajdhhd so the character or issue becomes more complex i think and 3)i only write when i can and want to so i know whatever i produce is me writing for me which helps keep this hobby a hobby even if i get stressed w a req or event or collab akjdhdh (but yes like i always say i am my target audience HAHA)

what’s a funny/sad/strange story from your own life?

HAHA okay off the top of my head the awkward ways i've run into strangers is the epitome of this lmao, the issei period cramps one except i had no issei boooo 😕 akdhhd, and the kuroo college fic one was based off a crush. basically i do start some fics off w irl moments but give em happy endings like we deserve

writer's ask game <33

[greenshirtimagines]

GREEN OMG I TOTALLY MISSED YOUR 300 MILESTONE POST- CONGRATS AAH💕💕💕💕💕🎉🎉

You deserve it so much with your incredible writing and lovely personality, I’m so happy we’re mutuals and friends on here🥺❤️

What did I do to deserve a beautiful friend like you?? 😭💘💘

I'm so happy we're moots and friends too, seeing you on my dash always makes me happy <3

[greenshirtimagines]

JKJFSKF you're too sweet 😭 Thank you to Req, as well as Kat and Ariel, for tagging me!!

Of course I'll tag you guys back <33 @requiem626k @pompompurin1028 @bsdparadise and I definitely gotta tag @nanascigarette @alittlesimp @jadegreenimmortality @kiyokoxd @missrown @jessbeinme15 @k0ko-noi @imaginativeamateur @gotxanyxramen @sleepyghostuwu @atsushiscocksucker @shadyteacup @trashykawahq @ch1kash1 @starglow-xx and all my other moots I'm too shy to tag :')

I'd also like to thank all of my followers who are sticking through my shenanigans and lack of writing </3

💌 send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome 💌

ICUIEKSNXBXKS I LOVE YOUUUUUU. You are so adorable. I AM TAGGING YOU TOO @thesimphouse

I am tagging my babes here.

@nomadmilk @laudthingcat @noyasboxdye @hamtarorin @ryugamii @fushiguroll @sunascumdoll @suna-reversed @rayhaitani @hanmasin @bbytamaki @lazy10ieiri @catchmewiddershins @crybabygeto @nachotrash @httptamaki @nymphoglia @dadbodosamu @nocturnalazura @cursedmoonchild @kyoutxni @sebbyzoldyck @smoothy-ve @anju-writes @meadows-of-light

UDUEOZHDB I PROBABLY TAGGED MORE THAT 12 BUT YOU ALL DESERVE IT.

[milkyybuns]

Valentines reqs are closed besties I’ll probably write some Tengen Drabbles on top of the requests 💖💖 everything will be posted on/close to Valentine’s Day 💞🍰

[goldenhypen]

omGGG EM CONGRATS ON 700 LET'S GAURRRR!!! 🎉😎✨

look at my bestie getting all the recognition she deserves 😤✋🏻 i'm so happy for you and before we know it you'll be at 1k and i'll be but a mere mortal in your presence 😔 ksjsksks but for real you're such an amazing writer and it shows by how quickly your blog is growing <333

for the ask game: 12, 14, and 21 c:

gypsie!! why are you always so sweet to me :( thank youuu! <3 i was saving this for jake,, but here, you can have my heart instead 😌💞💗💕💖💓💞💗💖💕

⇸ 12. favorite character to write about this year

heh probably jake tbh hurry guys! act surprised! but yeah i notice i tend to gravitate to writing about him for drabbles. or for enha hcs, i often write more for his part. even when i try not to, it just magically happens 😩

⇸ 14. a fic you didn’t expect to write

ooh hmm maybe the single mom req i got? creating this blog, ig i just never thought i’d write smth like that but it ended up being rlly fun!

⇸ 21. most memorable comment/review

oh i’ve gotten so many 🥺💗 but one i’ll never forget is from you gypsie 🥰 i couldn’t remember which fic it was from so i just went on a huge search for it and it was my tsundere!reader x sunoo one when you said it was one of your favs from me 🥺 reading that, my heart went whoosh. you always hype me up gypsie 🥺 ily <3

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