#bestfriends but we're siblings at heart

[cola-vampire]

It is my besties 21st birthday

He doesn't have tumblr but like

I'm so fucking proud of him, man

[the-kr8tor]

Hey hey hey, i wanna make a request! (this is literally gonna be my first one ever so forgive me if it sounds stupid lol)

I was thinking of a plot where Hobie has a younger sister and her best friend is Y/N who usually sleeps over cuz they have sm shit goin' on back at home so somewhat ¿close proximity? ─ it's basically a 'Sister's Bestfriend/Bestfriend's Brother' troupe and maybe a li'l bit of 'Enemies to Lovers' (optional😭) but yeah:P idk this sounded tempting to me sooo~ eep><

Thank you for requesting, bestie ❤️❤️❤️ (thank you for the help with their names!)

Pairing: Hobie Brown x fem! Reader/ Spider-Punk x fem! Reader

Tags: Use of Y/N sparsely, no specific physical description of the reader, Sister's best friend! Reader, Hobie has siblings, big brother! Hobie, Jas and Seb AU, big brother AU, FLUFF.

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You wake up to Jasmine kicking your back, spine aching as she continues to slumber unbothered. The pain throbs on your lower back, you feel you're gonna need an ice pack for it or you're gonna wake up sore. Huffing and slinking away from the twin bed, the mattress squeaks as you leave her side. In the darkness of the pink room, you blindly feel your way out of it.

Bumping into Jas’ study table, the corner hits your hip making you hold your breath from the stinging pain. That's injury number two just from your best friend’s room. Said woman snorts in her sleep, kicking the heavy duvet off her form. You wonder what she's dreaming about amidst your aching pains. Whatever it is, you're already preparing something to tease her with as revenge for kicking you awake.

Hands reaching up, you finally make it to the door without getting injured from a stray slipper or worse, a lego piece from the set you two were building just before bed. Sliding your hands on the wood, you feel the cool metal of the doorknob, quietly twisting it open, you peek through the gap. Finding the dimly lit hallway, you trudge towards the light of the kitchen.

Your socked feet hit the cool tile, and it's too late to turn around. Hobie— your best friend’s brother spots you, his legs criss crossed, hand warmed by a mug of hot tea. He smirks on the countertop, checkered pajama pants on his waist. An ancient band shirt on his torso that has turned into a crop top makes you flick your eyes to his exposed abdomen. Quickly looking away, he hides the knowing smile behind his mug.

“Can't sleep? Jas snorin’ too much?”

You cross your arms on your chest. “She almost kicked me off the bed.” You say hoarsely, sleep clinging on your lashes.

“You wanna sleep in mine then?” His grin gets wider when your eyes widen. Shushing him, he chuckles at your flustered reaction.

“Your siblings are asleep.” You whisper yell, heart pounding in your chest, glaring at his smiling (handsome) face.

Hobie lets his legs dangle off the counter top, arms reaching out for you. “Exactly, they're asleep.” You can hear the amusement in his voice. “C’mon, love, I've been waitin’ for this the whole day.”

“You've been waiting for a hug?” You tease him back, slowly crossing the distance. “You're smitten, Hobie Brown.” Your own smirk begs to be kissed off your pretty lips.

Lightning quick, he grabs you by your elbow, pulling you in his arms, embracing you. You squeak as your head hits his chest. Looking up, heart thumping loudly near his own heart, he has the audacity to pucker up his pierced lips towards you.

You scoff, “we're in the kitchen? Where they could just walk in and see us locking lips, really?”

He frowns deeply, eyes downturned, dramatically showing you his displeasure. Pinching his waist, he drops the act with a deep laugh that makes you weak in the knees.

“Fine, let's pretend you didn't want it.” He shrugs, pulling you closer, embracing your waist. “Where'd she hit you?”

“Lower back. I hit my thigh against the table too.” You say like the table intentionally smacked against you.

“My poor baby,” his hand slides down to your lower back, raising your shirt, warm hands kneading gently. The pain subsides with every massage from his fingers. “Better?”

Humming, cheek pressed on his well worn shirt, “Well I want it too.” You shyly say, hand picking at the loose threads of his shirt. “The kiss, I mean. It's just—what if they see us?”

“You're the one who wanted to keep it a secret, love.” Hobie says softly, poking your side. “‘sides, it's been a year, I'm sure they figured it out by now.”

“What? How would you know?”

“They're my siblings.” He says matter of factly. “Jas is practically my twin, and Seb, well Seb just knows everything, that little weirdo.”

“So mean to your little brother.”

He chuckles into your hair, nosing the top of your head. “They won't even care at this point. According to Seb, we should just get together before he shoves us both in the wardrobe.”

“What if they do though?” You look up again, chin resting on his chest. “What if they react…badly and I ruin my friendship with Jas?”

Hobie cradles your cheek, “it'll hurt her more if we hide it from her. ‘sides, isn't she the one who keeps trying to get us together?”

“Yeah, as a joke! but everytime someone asks us if we're together she goes ‘eww!��” you copy her tone perfectly, to which Hobie chortles at your impression.

“She's a big girl, she can handle it. What'll she do? Keep us apart like Romeo and Juliet?”

“They die at the end, Hobie.”

“Yeah, they do. I don't think Jas would do that. Y’know, true love and shit.” He uncharacteristically turns away from your gaze.

“And shit.” You lovingly say. Hands on his chin, his stubble rough against your fingers, you move his head to face you. “Do you want to tell them?” You ask, balling his shirt in your hands from your nerves. His eyes are tender, the pads of his fingers are slowly dancing along your back. “Because I really want to tell them. I think I'm ready.” Smiling, Hobie nods, heart full.

“Tell us what?” Sebastian appears out of nowhere, making you jump away from Hobie. He reluctantly lets you go as Seb gives you two numerous nods, smirking the entire time.

“What are you doin' up?” Hobie asks his brother who comedically shrugs. If he didn't know before then he definitely knows now.

“I was thirsty, but it looks like I found two people who are thirstier than me.” He Laughs like a bond villain. His minecraft shirt doesn't make him as intimidating as he thought he was.

“Just go get your water, Seb.” Hobie gestures towards the fridge while you debate whether or not to tell him.

“Alright, let me have ‘em then.” Seb exclaims, hands confidently on his hips. “Give me your best negotiation.”

“Have what?” You knit your eyebrows. Hobie pulls you in closer, he looks his brother up and down with a face like he was stabbed in the back.

“Really? Blackmail? Thought I taught you better than that, Sebby.”

“You did, but you also taught me to take the opportunity when presented to me.” Seb leans casually on the kitchen island, a picture of someone who thinks he has won. “I want a puppy.” He says with his whole chest. “Actually, make that a puppy and a cat. A cat that isn't a symbiote this time.”

You and Hobie share a look. With your nod and bashful smile, he hooks his arm around your shoulder, pulling you close, pecking your temple before he confesses. It's now or never.

“Y/N and I have been together for a year.” He says proudly. “We actually just decided to tell Jasmine, so holster your blackmail because it's useless.”

Sebastian looks at you for confirmation.

“I love your brother, I really do.” You smile softly, “and we're gonna tell Jas tomorrow.”

Seb frowns, “you never let me have fun.”

Hobie waves him away. “Go get your water and go back to bed or you'll see something that will be burned into your retinas forever.”

His teenage brother points an accusing finger at you both. “Gross. You're both very gross, and I called it the second you two started flirting with each other.” He takes a bottle of water from the fridge whilst you and Hobie laugh in your own corner. “Happy for you two by the way.” He flips his brother off, “seriously, love that for you two but fuck you, Hobie, for not letting me get a proper pet.”

“The kids are alright.” Hobie mumbles.

“Were you like that when you were younger?” You ask, watching Sebastian walk away, still flipping the bird.

“Worse, where did you think he got it?” Hobie chuckles, rubbing your back. You can hear Seb’s bedroom door close.

“I figured.” You turn to face him, a giddy grin spreads across your face. “We just told him,” you happily say as he holds your face in his hands like he's holding the most precious jewel in the world. “And he didn't get mad. Not at what we told him at least.”

“And we'll tell Jas tomorrow?” Hobie whispers against your waiting lips whilst you nod. “Proud of you. Does this mean I can snog you in my kitchen?”

“Yes, you can snog me in your kitchen.” You say breathlessly as he presses his lips against yours.

“What the fuck?!” Jas yells.

The cat's out of the bag. There goes all the planning you've been preparing since you said yes to Hobie.

[ist4rgirlo]

── 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 - 𝐜.𝐟 : 𝐈

Summary: Now that your life has turned upside down, are you still willing to put your siblings' feelings first? Or would you rather fight for your feelings and do what makes you happy regardless of the consequences that might result in the future?

Next || Conrad Fisher x fem!reader || My blog

Warnings: S2 SPOILERS! angst, mentions of death, swearing (lmk if i missed anything!)

SEQUEL TO BEFORE EVERYTHING HAPPENED.

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Belly's Pov

Susannah passed a long time ago, it's been a long time since everything went downhill. After Susannah passed, a lot of things happened.

Me and Conrad broke up -- well we decided to take a break to focus on much more important things, like me with my studies and volleyball, him with his mom and also college. We got together again but it didn't work out because we became distant.

I was fired as captain for our volleyball team, I just couldn't focus and totally chickened out -- my mind was full of Susannah and Conrad. I got into a fight with my brother, he basically called me selfish, blamed me for ruining his party, his life just because I fell in love.

My sister won't come out of her room, it felt like she was gone too. She doesn't talk to anybody besides Steven. Conrad and Jeremiah would often reach out to her but she never answers them, she shut everyone out.

We're on our way to the beach house after going to Brown, to look for Conrad. He's been missing classes and hasn't been coming home to his dorm, that's what his roommate said -- so now me and Jeremiah are headed there to find him.

That was always that we thought of that he would go to, after all it was always his safe place.

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Me and Jeremiah arrived at the beach house. All the memories went back, the laughter, the pranks -- everything but it doesn't feel the same, going back here.

Back then, there was excitement, there was joy. But now -- all I felt was fear, I didn't know what to feel, I don't know what I'll say to Conrad. I don't know what to do if I went inside the beach house,

Jeremiah went inside before me. "What is it now Conrad?" I heard Jeremiah say as I walked inside the beach house.

"The house is for sale." Conrad said, as I walked in the living room -- he turned to me. "What do you mean the house is for sale" I asked, looking at both him and Jeremiah.

"What is she doing here?" Conrad asked Jeremiah, his brows furrowed.

It was weird, it felt like a knife was stabbed in my heart. I felt offended, I felt hurt. This wasn't the Conrad that I fell inlove with.

Conrad explained everything, how Aunt Julia was selling the house. Apparently, after Susannah's death, the house was passed to Aunt Julia. Conrad tried calling his dad but his dad says that the house is legally Aunt Julia's and we can't do anything about it. He also asked his dad if he can buy it but no, he doesn't have the money to do that.

It was his safe place. It was everyone's safe place, everyone loves the beach house, it was our second home. We basically grew up here. Everything in here was Susannah, is Susannah. It was a special place for all of us, it always will be.

"So this is why you haven't answering my calls or going to school?" Jeremiah crossed his arms, brows furrowing.

Conrad groaned "Fuck school! I don't care!"

"Connie you need to go back or you will fail your classes!" Jeremiah yelled at him -- trying to bring some sense in Conrad.

"How are you going to become a doctor if you fail your college classes, Conrad?" I said -- my voice filled with Concern. He was my ex but he was also my bestfriend. I still care for him.

"You have no idea what you're talking about." Conrad said, pointing at me. My brows furrowed, I looked at Jeremiah.

"Seriously?" Jeremiah asked Conrad -- defending me. "We went to Brown to check on your ass. You really don't give a shit on anyone but yourself." Jeremiah said before walking away. Conrad sighed before turning his back on.

He won't even look at me. I totally understand him, after the funeral, after our fight, we never talked again. "Sorry if me being here is weird" I paused "But just let Jeremiah help you, let us help you. This house is important to me as much as it is important to you. If Jeremiah wants to stay here then that's his decision to make, not yours"

He just looked at me before hesitating, it was like he wanted to ask me something but he couldn't, he couldn't bring himself to say it. I knew that it was about my sister. Even when we were together back then, there wasn't a time where he didn't ask me about her, I get it. She was his bestfriend.

"Look, if you're going to ask me about my sister, she's not here." I said before sitting down on the couch.

"Oh" Conrad whispered under his breath -- looking down.

"She hasn't been talking to anybody. She basically shut everyone out so I doubt that she'll come here, not after Susannah passed, but maybe you can get something out of her. After all she's your best friend." I said.

Conrad looked at me -- I smiled at him gently "I-I don"t think so, I've been texting her all this time, everyday.. but she hasn't responded to any of my texts."

"Well have you told her about the house?" I asked. Conrad shook his head no, "You should, maybe that'll make her come here, you never know" I smiled at him.

Conrad looked at me and nodded before pulling his phone out — turning around then walked towards the door.

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Conrad's Pov

I would be lying if I said that I wasn't disappointed when I didn't see Y/N come in to the view. I'm not saying that I hate Belly being there, but Its just — I feel like Y/N would make it much better — make me feel better, maybe she can get some sense in me — after all, she knows me very well.

Before Belly told me that, I pulled out my phone to text Y/N. I've been messaging her everyday, wanting to know if she's okay, waiting for her response.

I know how much Mom's passing affected her, Mom was like a mother to her too, everyone knew how special their bond is — she was Mom's special girl — will always be.

I went and clicked on my message app and started to text Y/N. I told her about the beach house, hoping that it would make her come here. This house was special to her too, I know how much important it is to her. This is where we all had those happy memories, we had to make it stay that way.

I clicked sent before turning my phone off and putting it in my right pocket. I reached on my left pocket, fidgeting with the small box that contains an infinity ring. The infinity ring that I was supposed to give Y/N before we had that talk about me, Belly and her. ───────────────────────────

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[the-writing-trash-panda]

Caught Red Handed

Pairing: Snotlout x Ruffnut

Words: 628

Prompt: kissing

Genre: general

Time: between 2nd and 3rd movie

Tuffnut watched from the window as his sister snuck out yet again, he had noticed her trying to avoid him for the last couple of days and was not having it. Grabbing his mace (you never know what will happen) he jumped out the window and followed the other ‘Nut from a distance. Ruffnut looked over her shoulder, an amused smile on her face as she watched her brother try to be stealthy. Yes, she had been spending less time with him but she had a very valid reason; not long ago she and Snotlout had started dating and though he had no problem making it public she knew Tuffnut wouldn’t handle it well.

Once in the forest, it was easier to lose her brother and Ruffnut finally made it to her destination. Grabbing her spear the blonde threw it at the sleeping viking the blade just barely missing his head. The sound of the spear hitting his helmet was enough to wake Snotlout and set off his fight or flight, this time being fight. Upon seeing that it was just Ruffnut he tossed the stick he had grabbed to use as a weapon aside, his face showing just how irritated he was with her prank. If Ruffnut felt sorry about what she did she didn’t show it and instead walked over to her boyfriend and pulled him into a kiss, her twin but a distant memory.

Tuffnut stumbled back onto the path, cursing Ruffnut for being so good at hiding her tracks. Tuffnut couldn't believe his eyes. First, his sister sneaks out, and now she's kissing Snotlout in the middle of the forest after nearly giving him a heart attack with a spear prank. He stood there, mace in hand, trying to process the scene unfolding before him. The shock on his face slowly turned into a mixture of confusion and anger.

"What in Thor's name is going on here?" Tuffnut exclaimed, his voice carrying a blend of annoyance and betrayal. Ruffnut and Snotlout reluctantly broke the kiss, turning their attention to the irate twin.

Ruffnut smirked, her eyes gleaming mischievously. "Hey, Tuff. Fancy meeting you here."

Tuffnut's eyes darted between his sister and Snotlout, his grip on the mace tightening. "Explain. Now."

Snotlout sighed, rolling his eyes. "Relax, Tuff. Ruff and I are dating. It's not the end of the world."

Tuffnut's jaw dropped. "What? Since when? And why didn't you tell me?"

Ruffnut shrugged, a nonchalant attitude masking any hint of guilt. "It's a recent development, and we knew you'd flip out. So, surprise!"

Tuffnut's frustration bubbled to the surface. "You've been avoiding me for days just for this? You know I hate secrets."

Ruffnut sighed, the playful smirk fading for a moment. "Look, Tuff, we didn't want to hurt your feelings, but we thought you'd react like this. We're still the same siblings; nothing's changed."

Tuffnut scowled. "Nothing's changed? You're dating my bestfriend! That's a pretty big change."

Snotlout chimed in, attempting to ease the tension. "Come on, Tuff. We didn't want to keep it from you, but we knew you'd freak out. We're not trying to replace you or anything."

Tuffnut grumbled, his anger slowly subsiding into resignation. "You guys are unbelievable. Just don't expect me to be all happy about this right away."

Ruffnut grinned, giving her brother a playful punch on the shoulder. "Give it time, Tuff. You'll come around. Now, let's get out of this forest before dragons decide to make us their next snack."

As the trio made their way back to Berk, the dynamic between the siblings had indeed shifted. Tuffnut couldn't shake off the feeling of being left out, but deep down, he knew he'd have to accept the changes that came with his sister's new relationship.

[markanthonys-things]

ONCE HEART UNITED

Hernandez, Mark Anthony

Sta.lucia, Magalang, Pampanga Phase 2 blk bi lot 1d

09356506716

markhernandez1219@gmail.com

(CHARACTERS)

CEAN- he is handsome and smart also has taste when it comes to passion he is bestfriend of loverboy

ARK- softhearted, caring, smart, and have sense of humor he is the also the main character here

ZEYA- the cause of agurment, ex of Cean.

TIME

2024

Synopsis

There's a bestfriend who's very close to each other, they grow together in the same community. They are very close to the point they didn't even notice what's on their relationship is. The story begins when something happened in cafeteria in their school. They are like siblings, make fun of each other, sharing experience, always with in all acquaintances and treat each other more than just a patner. Because of something they didn't realize they fall on the situationthat there's no escape or turn back and it will be forever. This story thought us a lesson about love, trust, and forgiving.

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INTR. HIGHSCHOOL HALLWAY

We see two teenage boys, CEAN (18) and ARK (18), walking side by side, laughing about something as they make their way to class.

ARK: (jokingly) So, are you ever gonna share your lunch with me or should I just accept that you're a selfish food hoarder?

CEAN: (grinning) Sorry, buddy, but my mom only packed enough for one. You'll have to fend for yourself.

They playfully shove each other as they reach their classroom.

INT. SCHOOL CAFETERIA - LUNCHTIME

Cean and Ark sit at their usual table, surrounded by other students chatting and eating. They share a lunchbox, passing food back and forth between them, their friendship evident to anyone watching.

ARK: (leaning in) Hey, did you finish that English essay last night? I was struggling with the theme analysis.

CEAN: (nodding) Yeah, I managed to wrap it up. We can go over it together after school if you want.

Ark smiles appreciatively, their eyes meeting for a moment longer than usual before they both look away, a hint of something unspoken lingering in the air.

INT. ARK'S BEDROOM - EVENING

Ark and Cean are sprawled out on the floor amidst textbooks and papers, the glow of a desk lamp casting shadows on the walls.

Cean: (pointing at the book) So, what do you think about this character's arc? Do you think it's believable?

Ark looks up, caught off guard by the intensity in Cean's gaze. He swallows nervously before responding.

Ark: (softly) Yeah, I think it makes sense. But... um, can I ask you something?

Cean: (curious) Sure, what's up?

Ark hesitates, his heart pounding in his chest.

ARK: (quietly) Do you ever feel like... I don't know, like there's something more between us than just friendship?

Cean's expression softens, and he reaches out to gently squeeze Ark's hand.

CEAN: (tenderly) Yeah, Ark, I do.

Their eyes meet, and in that moment, they both know that they're falling for each other.

CEAN: what's plan now?

ARK: sorry i have to go, i have important acquittance and let's talk about that tomorrow.

Ark smile at Cean before leaving the room and Cean stay the room alone and the surrounding filled with silence.

EXT. ANOTHER DAY AT PARK - WEEKEND

Ark and Cean sit side by side on a park bench, the afternoon sun warming their faces as they watch the world go by.

Ark: (hesitant) So, um, what does this mean for us?

Cean takes a deep breath, gathering his thoughts before responding.

Cean: (smiling) I think it means we're more than just friends, Ark. And honestly, I couldn't be happier about it.

They lean in, their lips meeting in a tender kiss as the world fades away around them, leaving only the promise of a love that's been quietly growing between them all along.

(Camera turn in to black screen) eme lang ma'am

INT. CEAN'S BEDROOM 2 - NIGHT

Ark and Cean are lying side by side on Cean's bed, their fingers intertwined as they gaze at the ceiling, lost in thought.

ARK: (softly) I never imagined this would happen. You know, falling for my best friend.

CEAN: (squeezing Cean's hand) Yeah, but sometimes the best things happen when we least expect them to.

They share a tender smile, their hearts beating in sync. Then suddenly Cean put a topic.

CEAN: what if tomorrow we're going to beach?

ARK: why? I don't want to go in the beach.

Cean convince Ark to agree with him to go in the beach to enjoy their relationship and make bonding.

ARK: ok Cean, i agree i will go with you in the beach. (Smilling at Cean)

Cean show a brighter smile on his face and he give tight hug for Ark.

EXT. BEACH - SUNSET

Cean and Ark walk hand in hand along the shoreline, the gentle crash of waves providing a soothing backdrop to their conversation.

ARK: (grinning) Remember when we used to come here as kids and build sandcastles?

CEAN: (chuckling) Yeah, and then we'd always end up knocking them down before they were even finished.

They stop and face each other, the setting sun casting a warm glow over their faces.

ARK: (serious) I never want this moment to end, Cean. I want to be with you, always.

Cean's eyes glisten with emotion as he reaches up to brush a stray lock of hair from Ark's face.

CEAN: (softly) Me too, Cean. I love you.

They lean in for a kiss, their love for each other written in every touch and every lingering glance. And they enjoy their time together.

As Ark and Caen walk hand in hand along the shoreline, the sun dips lower on the horizon, painting the sky in hues of orange and pink.

ARK: (gazing at the sunset) It's so beautiful here, Cean. I'm glad we came.

CEAN: (squeezing Ark's hand) Yeah, me too. This place has always been special to us.

They find a secluded spot and sit down on the sand, watching the waves gently lapping at the shore.

ARK: (softly) Cean, there's something I need to tell you.

CEAN: (concerned) What is it, Ark?

ARK: (taking a deep breath) I've been feeling... scared lately. Scared of what people might think if they knew about us.

CEAN: (placing a comforting hand on Ark's shoulder) Hey, it's okay. We don't have to rush anything. We'll take things one step at a time, together.

Ark leans into Cean's touch, feeling a sense of relief wash over him.

ARK: (smiling gratefully) Thank you, Cean. I don't know what I'd do without you.

CEAN: (smiling back) You'll never have to find out. I'll always be here for you, no matter what.

They sit together in silence, the weight of their unspoken fears lifting with each passing moment, replaced by a newfound sense of strength and resilience.

BEACH- NIGHT

The sun has set, and the beach is bathed in the soft glow of moonlight. Arkand cean walk hand in hand along the shoreline, the sound of the waves crashing against the shore creating a soothing rhythm.

ARK: (smiling) I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, being able to talk to you about everything.

CEAN: (squeezing Cean's hand) I'm glad you feel that way, Ark. You can always count on me.

They continue their stroll along the beach, their footsteps leaving imprints in the sand as they navigate the shoreline.

ARK: (playfully) Hey, remember that time we got lost on this beach when we were kids, and it took us hours to find our way back?

CEAN: (laughing) How could I forget? We were so convinced we were going to be stranded forever.

ARK: (grinning) But we made it back eventually, just like we always do. Together.

They stop walking and face each other, the moonlight casting shadows on their faces.

CEAN: (gently) Ark, there's something I've been meaning to say.

ARK: (curious) What is it, Cean?

CEAN: (taking a deep breath) I love you, Ark. More than anything in this world.

Ark's heart skips a beat, overwhelmed by the depth of Cean's words.

ARK: (softly) I love you too, Cean. More than you'll ever know.

They lean in for a tender kiss, their love for each other shining brighter than any star in the night sky.

EXT. BEACH - LATE AFTERNOON

As the day progresses, Ark and Ceann continue to enjoy each other's company on the beach. They build sandcastles, playfully splash each other in the waves, and share deep conversations under the warm sun.

ARK: (laughing) I can't believe you're still so competitive when it comes to building sandcastles.

CEAN: (grinning) Hey, a little friendly competition never hurt anyone. Plus, mine is clearly superior.

They both burst into laughter, the sound carrying over the gentle rustle of the ocean breeze.

ARK: (playfully) You wish! But seriously, Cean, today has been amazing. I don't want it to end.

CEAN: (gazing at Alex fondly) Me neither, Ark. But we have a lifetime of moments like these ahead of us.

As the sun begins to dip lower in the sky, casting a golden shade over the beach, Ark and Cean share one last embrace, sad to leave the serenity of the shoreline behind.

ARK: (softly) Thank you for today, Cean. For everything.

CEAN: (squeezing Ark's hand) No, thank you, Ark, for being you. Let's come back here again soon, okay?

They share a smile, knowing that the memories they've made on this beach will last a lifetime.

INT. CEAN'S APARTMENT - DAY

Two years have passed, and Ark and Cean are now living together in a cozy apartment overlooking the city. The walls are adorned with photographs capturing their happiest moments together.

ARK: (setting down a tray of coffee) Can you believe it's been two years since that day on the beach?

CEAN: (smiling) Time flies when you're in love, huh?

They share a knowing look, their bond stronger than ever.

CEAN: (excitedly) I have something to show you.

Cean retrieves a small velvet box from his pocket and gets down on one knee, a nervous smile playing on his lips.

CEAN: (emotionally) Ark, these past two years have been the best of my life. I can't imagine spending them with anyone else but you. Will you marry me?

Ark's eyes fill with tears of joy as he nods eagerly.

ARK: (choked up) Yes, Alex, a thousand times yes!

They embrace tightly, their love for each other shining brighter than ever before.

ANOTHER DAY

Ark cleaning the house while Cean go to work, while Ark cleaning the house he found out something on the under the couch, it's a picture of Cean with a girl kissing Cean. Ark filled with questions "who is this girl" he never mention this girl to me, he flipped the picture and he saw a name on back of the picture. What? ",ZEYA?" Who's this girl? Ark immediately grab his phone and search this girl on social media then he found out this girl has a new boyfriend. So he try to communicate Zeya. He make a first move, he chat Zeya privately and Zeya immediately reply to his.

ARK: excuse me for bothering, i just want you to know if you knew Cean Smith?

Ark filled with emotionless in his face

ZEYA: Yes, and why?

ARK: I'm his Cousin, cause i saw ur picture here and i'm very curious so i searched you with the help on the internet i found you

ZEYA: ah, actually i'm his ex, we broke up because i choose my career over him and i'm not prepared for relationship that time i'm very sorry for him and i never get closure to him, can u please tell to him i was regretting all that i hope he can forgive me

Ark feel uncomfortable in this information, he feel cean is secretly lying to him

ARK: copy, i will tell him what you said thanks!

And that was the last conversation with Zeya.

INT. ARK AND CEAN'S APARTMENT - EVENING

Cean arrive on their apartment

Ark sits on the couch, tension radiating from his every movement. Cean stands nearby, his expression filled with concern.

ARK: (frustrated) I can't believe you never told me about your past relationships, Cean. How could you keep something like that from me for two years?

CEAN: (defensive) I didn't think it was relevant, Alex. My past is in the past. What matters is us, here and now.

Ark lets out a sigh, running a hand through his hair in frustration.

ARK: (exasperated) But it does matter, Cean! I thought we shared everything with each other. How can I trust you if you're keeping secrets from me?

CEAN: (softly) Ark, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I just didn't know how to bring it up.

The room falls silent as they both struggle to find the right words.

CEAN: (calming down) I understand, Ark. But I need time to process this. Can we talk about it later, after we've both had a chance to cool off?

Ark no respond, his eyes filled with angers.

INT. ARK AND CEAN'S BEDROOM - LATER

Ark and cean sit on the edge of their bed, facing each other, the tension still palpable in the air.

ARK: (hesitantly) I've been thinking, Cean. Maybe we need to work on our communication. We can't let things fester like this.

CEAN: (nodding) You're right, Ark. I should have been more open with you from the start. I promise to do better.

They reach for each other, their hands intertwining in a silent pledge to be more honest and transparent in their relationship.

INT. ARK AND CEAN'S APARTMENT - WEEKS LATER

Ark and Cean sit on the couch, a sense of peace and understanding radiating between them. They've spent the past few weeks working on their communication and rebuilding trust, and it's starting to show.

ARK: (smiling) I'm really proud of us, Cean. We've come a long way since our argument.

CEAN: (gratefully) Me too, Ark. I feel like we're stronger than ever.

They share a tender glance, a silent acknowledgment of the growth they've experienced together.

ARK: (thoughtfully) You know, I've been thinking about what you said, about your past relationships. And I realize now that it doesn't define who you are today.

CEAN: (emotionally) Thank you, Ark. That means a lot to me.

They lean in for a gentle kiss, their love for each other shining brightly in their eyes.

ARK: (playfully) So, what do you say we celebrate how far we've come with a movie night and pizza?

CEAN: (grinning) Sounds perfect to me.

They cuddle up on the couch, content in the knowledge that their love is stronger than any obstacle they may face.

INT. ALEX AND BEN'S BEDROOM - LATER THAT NIGHT

Alex and Ben lie in bed, wrapped in each other's arms, the soft glow of the moon casting shadows on the walls.

ARK: (whispering) I'm glad we talked things out, Cean. I feel closer to you than ever.

CEAN: (pressing a kiss to Alex's forehead) Me too, Ark. I never want to lose what we have.

Their hearts full of love and gratitude for each other, knowing that no matter what challenges may arise, they'll always face them together.

INT. CEAN AND ARK ROOM - Day

Cean and Ark are sitting on the couch, sipping tea and looking at their wedding planner.

CEAN: (excitedly) Can you believe it, Ark? Our wedding is just a few months away!

ARK: (smiling) I know, it's hard to believe how fast time has flown by. I couldn't be happier.

CEAN: (flipping through the planner) Have you thought about what you want our ceremony to be like?

ARK: (thoughtfully) I've been giving it some thought. I want it to be simple yet meaningful, surrounded by our closest friends and family.

CEAN: (nodding) That sounds perfect. I was thinking we could have it in that beach we visited last summer. Remember how beautiful it was?

ARK: (grinning) Yes, I remember. It was like something out of a fairytale. I think it would be the perfect setting for our special day.

CEAN: (leaning in closer) And what about our vows? Have you started writing yours yet?

ARK: (blushing) A little. It's harder than I thought it would be, putting into words how much you mean to me.

CEAN: (reaching for Ark's hand) I know what you mean. But don't worry, whatever you say will be perfect. As long as it comes from the heart.

ARK: (squeezing Cean's hand) Thank you, love. And what about you? Have you started writing yours?

CEAN: (smiling) I have. I've been listing down little things here and there, trying to capture all the love and joy I feel when I think about our future together.

ARK: (tearfully) You always know how to make me feel so loved, Cean.

CEAN: (pulling Ark into a hug) And I always will, Ark. Forever and always.

2 WEEKS BEFORE THEIR WEDDING

INSIDE OF ARK AND CEAN'S APARTMENT

It's a cozy space with wedding magazines scattered across the coffee table and wedding invitations neatly stacked on the counter. Cean is flipping through a bridal magazine while Ark is sorting through a pile of wedding suits.]

CEAN: (excitedly) Ark, can you believe it? In just two weeks, we'll be saying "I do"!

ARK: (smiling) I know, it's crazy how fast time flies. But hey, we've got a lot to do before then.

CEAN: (nodding) You're right. Let's tackle this to-do list together.

They both sit down at the dining table, pulling out notebooks and pens.

ARK: Okay, first up, we need to finalize the guest list. Did you get a chance to speak with your Aunt Sarah?

CEAN: (grimacing) Not yet. You know how she can be. But I'll give her a call today, I promise.

ARK: Great. And I'll follow up with my cousin Mark about RSVPs. We need those numbers for the caterer.

CEAN: (writing it down) Got it. What about decorations? Have you decided on a theme yet?

ARK: (thoughtful) I was thinking something simple yet elegant. Maybe white roses and fairy lights?

CEAN: (smiling) Sounds perfect. I'll add that to our shopping list.

They continue brainstorming and jotting down notes for the next hour, occasionally pausing to share a laugh or steal a kiss.

ARK: (glancing at the clock) Wow, time really flew by. We should probably start looking at our vows soon.

CEAN: (nervously) Yeah, I've been thinking about that. I want them to be perfect, you know?

ARK: (reassuringly) Don't worry, Cean. Whatever you say will be perfect because it's coming from your heart.

CEAN: (gratefully) Thanks, Ark. I needed to hear that.

They share a tender moment before getting back to work, determined to make their wedding day as magical as possible.

TWO WEEKS LATER

A beautiful beach on a sunny afternoon. The sound of gentle waves crashing against the shore creates a serene atmosphere. The wedding setup is simple yet elegant, with white chairs arranged in rows facing an arch adorned with billowing white fabric and white vibrant flowers.

Cean stand at the front waiting for his husband, he dressed in stylish beach wedding attire, surrounded by their loved ones.

The red carpet is laid out along the sandy aisle, leading to the front where Cean eagerly awaits the arrival of his groom, Ark.

After few minutes finally his husband arrived

The guests turn their heads as Ark, accompanied by his parents, makes his grand entrance. Ark's parents beam with pride as they walk beside their son, their steps synchronized with the rhythm of the ocean waves in the background.

PRIEST: (smiling) Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to celebrate the union of Cean and Ark. They have chosen this beautiful beach as the backdrop for their special day, a place where the sea meets the sky, symbolizing the endless possibilities of their love.

CEAN: (whispering to himself and started flow his tears in his eyes) Wow, Ark looks absolutely breathtaking.

Ark locks eyes with Cean, a radiant smile spreading across his face as they share a silent exchange of love and anticipation. With each step, Ark's confidence grows, fueled by the support of his parents and the knowledge that he's about to marry the love of his life.

ARK'S MOTHER: (whispering to Ark) You're glowing, my dear. This is your moment.

ARK: (gratefully) Thank you, Mom. I couldn't have asked for better parents.

As they reach the front, Ark's parents take their seats among the guests, leaving Ark standing face to face with Cean. Their hands find each other's, intertwining fingers in a silent promise of forever.

PRIEST: (smiling) And now, with Ark's parents by his side, we witness the union of two souls destined to be together. Cean and Ark, your love has brought you to this moment, and as you stand here surrounded by your loved ones, may you always remember the unwavering support of those who stand beside you.

Ark's parents exchange a proud glance, their eyes shimmering with emotion as they watch their with the man he loves. Tears of joy glisten in their eyes as they witness the beginning of a beautiful journey for Ark and Cean.

With Ark's parents seated among the guests, the focus shifts back to Cean and Ark, who stand united at the altar, ready to take the next step in their love story.

Officiant: Cean and Ark, as you stand here today, ready to embark on this journey together, remember to cherish each moment, to support each other through life's challenges, and to always keep the flame of love burning bright in your hearts.

The ceremony proceeds with heartfelt vows exchanged between Cean and Ark, their words carrying the weight of a lifetime of love and devotion. As they exchange rings, the sun begins to set, casting a golden glow over the beach.

Cean's Message to Ark:

My dearest Ark,

As I sit here on the cusp of forever, my heart swells with an indescribable joy knowing that in just a few moments, I will have the privilege of calling you my husband. From the moment our paths first crossed, I knew that you were the missing piece of my heart, the one I had been searching for all along.

Today, as we stand on the sandy shores of this beautiful beach, surrounded by the love and support of our cherished family and friends, I am filled with an overwhelming sense of gratitude. Gratitude for the love that we share, for the laughter that fills our days, and for the endless possibilities that lie ahead of us.

You, Ark, are my greatest adventure, my most cherished treasure. Your love has brought light into the darkest corners of my soul, and with you by my side, I feel invincible. Your kindness, your compassion, and your unwavering support have lifted me up in times of need and made every joy that much sweeter.

As we prepare to exchange vows and pledge our love to one another in front of our loved ones, I want you to know that I am making a promise to you. A promise to love you fiercely, to honor you deeply, and to stand by your side through all of life's twists and turns. Together, we will weather any storm and celebrate every triumph, hand in hand, heart to heart.

Ark, my love for you knows no bounds, and today, as we embark on this incredible journey together, I am filled with an overwhelming sense of gratitude for the gift of your love. Here's to us, my darling, and to a lifetime filled with endless love, laughter, and adventure.

With all my heart,

Cean

Cean seals the envelope with a kiss, his heart brimming with love as he eagerly awaits the moment he can share his heartfelt message with Ark, his partner in love and in life while crying

PRIEST: let the husbund tell what his message to his Husband

Ark: (whispering to himself) This is it, the moment I've been waiting for my entire life.

With tears of joy welling in his eyes, Ark begins to write, the words flowing from his heart onto the page.

Ark's Message to Cean:

My dearest Cean,

As I sit here on the brink of forever, my heart overflows with love and gratitude for the incredible journey that has brought us to this moment. From the day we met, I knew that you were the one I had been waiting for, my soulmate, my partner, my everything.

Today, as we stand on the threshold of forever, surrounded by the beauty of this beach and the love of our family and friends, I am filled with an overwhelming sense of joy and peace. Knowing that I get to spend the rest of my days by your side, sharing in life's joys and sorrows, is the greatest gift I could ever ask for.

You are my rock, my anchor, my guiding light. Your love has given me strength in times of weakness, hope in times of despair, and joy in every moment we share together. With you, I am whole. With you, I am home.

As we exchange vows and embark on this new chapter of our lives, I promise to cherish you, to support you, and to love you with every fiber of my being. I promise to be there for you in good times and bad, in sickness and health, for as long as we both shall live.

Today, surrounded by the beauty of this beach and the love of our family and friends, I make a vow to you, my beloved Cean: to love you fiercely, passionately, and unconditionally, for all the days of my life.

With all my love,

Ark

Ark seals the envelope with a kiss, his heart overflowing with love as he eagerly awaits the moment he can share his heartfelt message with Cean, his partner in life and love.

PRIEST: And now, by the power vested in me, I pronounce you husbands for life (smiling) And with the exchange of vows and rings, I now pronounce you husband and husband. You may seal your love with a kiss.

Cean and Ark share a tender kiss, surrounded by cheers and applause from their family and friends. As they walk down the aisle as newlyweds, the sky erupts into a vibrant display of colors, painting the scene with hues of pink, orange, and purple.

GUESTS: (clapping and cheering) Congratulations!!

The sun dips below the horizon, casting a golden glow over the beach as the wedding ceremony draws to a close. Cean and Ark stand hand in hand in the front, their hearts overflowing with love and gratitude as they bask in the warmth of their newfound union.

CEAN: (whispering to Ark) This is it, Ark. Our happily ever after begins now.

ARK: (squeezing his hand) And I wouldn't want to start it anywhere else but here, with you, by my side.

They continue walking hand in hand, their hearts full of love and gratitude for each other and for the beautiful beach that witnessed the beginning of their new chapter together.

As the evening unfolds, the beach comes alive with music, laughter, and dancing as friends and family celebrate the newlyweds' love. Against the backdrop of the shimmering sea and the twinkling stars above, Cean and Ark take to the dance floor for their first dance as husbands, their love shining brighter than ever before.

Cean: (whispering to Ark) This is the happiest day of my life.

Ark: (smiling) Mine too, Cean. I love you more than words can express.

As the night wears on, Cean and Ark are surrounded by the love and warmth of their family and friends, dancing, laughing, and making memories that will last a lifetime. And as they look out at the sea, hand in hand, they know that their love is as infinite as the ocean itself.

Months turn into years, and Cean and Ark's love only grows stronger with each passing day. Together, they navigate life's highs and lows, leaning on each other for support, laughter, and unwavering love. And as they grow old together, hand in hand, they know that their love story is just beginning.

In the end, Cean and Ark live happily ever after, their love standing as a testament to the power of love, hope, and the magic of finding your soulmate. And as they walk off into the sunset, their hearts full and their smiles bright, they know that their love will endure for all eternity.

[thegratitudelisting]

Feeling good now is the secret to attract what you want!

I have what i needed right now.

A healthy mind, healthy body, healthy curiosity, healthy emotions.

I have friends. I have people who take care of me. I have a bestfriend.

I have a supportive niece. I have siblings. I have a mom.

I have this heavy feeling in my heart but I recognize this as something temporary.

I am focusing on what I have right now.

I am focusing on the good things.

I recognize that feeling envious means I want what they have.

I just want what they have.

There's nothing wrong with wanting LOVE.

So don't be scared of LOVE and ENVY.

Stop putting bad scripts about you not being able to experience that.

You experienced that

and experiencing it.

I love you Resty. I am here for you. I will keep reminding you of how amazing you are.

Let's deal with our emotions together.

You are valuable!!!!

Our self-care routine is allowing our own thoughts become more powerful than our feelings.

Because our thoughts and feelings are one.

We need to overcome our negative habits by focusing on the things we're good at and curious about.

right now, we want to pass the IELTS.

[wonwoonlight]

my way to you | jeon wonwoo / chapter 9

➝ Wonwoo x fem!Reader

➝ rich!AU // heir & heiress!AU // best friends to lovers // idiots to lovers lol // fluff // a lil drama bc why not // somewhat angsty // clicheeeee <3

➝ series warning: OC is Dense with a capital D, so many cliches but idc, implied sexual activities (but no actual smut scenes), eventual suggestive scenes, theyre both idiots, food, insecurity and self doubts, somewhat toxic parents, someone fainted like once, not always proofread am sorry ;-; that’s probably it? tell me if there’s more!

➝ A/N: aaand we're about 4 chapters away from the end already. it's obvious smth is gonna happen after that little incident right? as always, enjoy and dont hesitate to share your thoughts with me <3

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It’s almost a week later when you find yourself frowning at your phone once again and you’re this close to throwing it across the room because of one certain Jeon Wonwoo.

lunch today?

Wonwooo: I’ve got an appointment today, sorry.

Wonwooo: What about dinner?

you always have appointments these days >:(

Wonwooo: Promise I’ll come to your place for dinner, okay?

Wonwooo: Anything you’re craving for?

It’s still bothering you, to be honest, the way you found Wonwoo and Jennie hunched together at the event a few days ago. You had just returned from the balcony, feelings finally sorted out if only a little, and it didn’t take you long to find Wonwoo even though it’s a pretty big ballroom.

You had initially thought he was by himself, but then you saw Jennie over his towering figure, the two standing too close than you’re comfortable with. You cringe at the thought. The sentence itself is weird, because why would you feel something–anything, really, just because they’re standing a little too close to each other?

But it keeps on replaying in your mind, the intense stare Wonwoo was giving her, the way Jennie looked at you like you’re interrupting something, and the forced smile Wonwoo gave you when you asked about him and Jennie.

You can’t really explain it, but there’s something immensely unpleasant the more you think about that night. It bothers you that Wonwoo, someone who originally doesn’t talk a lot, is reluctant to tell you about whatever it was between him and Jennie.

It’s really none of your business, and you’ve never been this affected with Wonwoo’s reluctance to talk about something–he’s reluctant to talk about a lot of things, to be honest, and the reason why you match together well is because you never prod unless it’s really necessary and you understand his silence more than anyone does–but this? This is just really bothering you to the point where you keep on thinking about it.

You shake your head before you get too deep in your thoughts and instead reach for your phone to call your cousin for lunch. Shua doesn’t take long to answer, and he tells you he’ll be coming with food instead because he doesn’t really feel like eating out.

You're starting to regret calling him though.

“Okay, stop it,” you pout at your cousin, in which Shua just cocks an amused eyebrow at in return. It’s been about half an hour since he’s arrived, lunch already set on the table though you can barely eat because Shua’s been giving you that knowing look when he knows you’re bothered.

It’s really just his way to show you he notices and he’d listen if you want to talk about it.

“You can ask,” you roll your eyes when he still doesn’t say anything.

“What’s bothering our Yoon princess, hm?”

You glare at the nickname, at the way his eyes are twinkling with playfulness, though your heart warms at the concerned tone.

Shua has always been your pillar, and even though you mostly rely on your bestfriend now, Shua has always been the constant it in your life. He tries to understand you even when he doesn’t, tries to listen even though it doesn’t make sense, comforts you even when it’s your fault because he knows you can’t be left alone during those times.

He’s like the sibling you never had. And perhaps it also helps that you’re still blood related to him because it means your parents don’t blink an eye over your close relationship with the guy. Quite the contrary, they ask him to take care of you, to stop you from doing anything too reckless.

He wishes they’re telling him that purely out of the goodness in their heart, but it pains him to know that, mostly, they ask him to take that caring role because they simply don’t have the time to do it themselves.

At least they care enough to have the decency to ask him that.

“It’s just…” you sigh tiredly, playing with your chopsticks. You're not actually sure if you want to talk about it just yet, but it infuriates you so much that you feel like you’d burst if you don’t talk about it now that Shua has finally asked. “It’s… weird, Josh.”

He tenses a little at the name–you rarely call him that unless you’re really troubled. He reaches out to take your hand in his, and then asks if you’re sure you want to talk about it now, that he’ll be okay if you’re not ready to open up yet. But you squeeze his hand and shake your head, telling him you’d rather talk about it now than have more time to overthink later.

“I… umm…” you always struggle talking about your feelings and you think it doesn’t help that you have people like Wonwoo who’s attuned to them even when you don’t talk about it. You’re truly grateful, but it makes things harder when you have to face Shua, Jeonghan, or Chaeyoung who need you to spell things out–hence why you usually just choose not to talk altogether.

Shua moves to sit beside you instead, and holds your hand a little tighter in encouragement.

“You know how Wonwoo has been hanging out with Jennie?”

Shua blinks at your words, not expecting them at all. But he hums and tells you to continue, wondering if Jeonghan’s right when he says you might be harboring romantic feelings towards your best friend without knowing.

“Well, umm… It… bothers me.” You try your best to put your feelings into words, to convey whatever it is that’s been bothering you since that night or perhaps even before that. “I’m… sure you’re aware that I’ve always been… protective when it comes to Wonwoo.”

“You can say possessive, it’s fine,” he jokes to lighten up the mood, glad when he feels you relaxing before throwing a glare his way and admitting that you are possessive of him at times.

“But it’s just weird. I feel like he’s spending a lot of time with her these days and it bothers me in ways that I don’t understand.” You frown, unaware of Shua’s knowing glance.

“Are you afraid she’ll take him away from you?” His tone is calm and soothing, and you know Shua will drop the question if you tell him you’re not looking for answers.

But you are, and you honestly don’t know who else to run to if not Shua when it comes to this. Jeonghan isn’t exactly fluent when it comes to feeling either, and Chaeyoung doesn’t actually know much about Wonwoo and there’d be too much layer for you to explain if you come to her instead.

You ponder his words for a while, trying to see if that’s really the problem. “I… don’t know? It’s, like, I know she can’t take him away from me. He’s my best friend and I’m his, Wonwoo doesn’t replace people close to him that way. But there’s just… I’m so unsettled, Josh. It doesn’t sit well with me to see them that close.”

“Okay, so what do you think triggers all of this?”

“At the… charity dinner, I left for a bit to the balcony after meeting my parents.” You take a deep breath, the frown never leaving your face. “And… I saw Wonwoo so I approached him. I thought he was alone, but when I got closer I saw Jennie and they’re just… they’re so close? Ugh, this sounds stupid out loud. Like he’s pretty much hovering over her. And I know they've been friends since they were kids and everything, but… I don’t know. He’s been spending an awfully lot of time with her and it… bothers me.”

You go silent for a few seconds, putting your words together before you continue.

“And also… Wonwoo has been trying to get me to talk to her? He’s been inviting me to hang out with her a lot? Wonwoo never does that before, and I don’t know where it’s coming from, but it annoys me so much that I told him outright that I have no plans in getting closer to her in any near future.”

“Does the situation bother you or does it bother you because it’s her?”

You open your mouth to answer, but nothing comes out and you bite your lip as his question rings in your mind. Shua lets you be, but when a few minutes pass and you still don’t say anything, he decides it’s time he asks about it again after so long.

“Do you… not like Jennie?”

“What? No!” you answer quickly, though it’s obvious even to you why people would think that. “I don’t… dislike her, I promise.”

When you ask Shua for lunch today, you didn’t expect you’d be talking about this. You’ve never talked about Jennie to anyone, because you never think it’s a big enough problem to discuss and you don’t even see her that much anyway. But you know people have been wondering even though no one has ever explicitly asked except for Shua a few years ago.

Maybe it’s time to finally let someone know about it too.

“It’s just… it’s nothing, really. And I’m not saying it because I’m downplaying the whole thing. But… Remember when we were first introduced to her? I was six and we were at the playground.” You smiled at the memory, remembering small Wonwoo being cornered by some older kids on the playground. “Jinyoung actually came because Jennie had just arrived from somewhere, so Auntie had him take her to the playground so she could join us. But, well, like you said, I’ve always been possessive when it comes to Wonwoo. So when I was introduced to her and was told that she’s his friend, I could only register her as a threat. Wonwoo was… my only friend and… I don’t know, I guess I was afraid she’d take my only friend away.”

You’re looking down as you say the whole thing, because you don’t actually want to see Shua’s reaction, afraid that he’d find it stupid even though you know Shua isn’t that kind of person.

Shua doesn’t find it ridiculous though. He’s the one who saw firsthand how lonely you were as a kid, and as much as he tried coddling you like an older brother, you also needed a friend that you could be kids together with. He’d like to think the reason why you initially got attached to Wonwoo was because of that.

Wonwoo was your first friend, one that approached you and asked if you wanted to hold his hand because you looked afraid during a small garden party your parents had brought you to. You don’t even remember what party it was, but you’d never forget Wonwoo’s words and the way he reached out his hand to you.

Knowing this, Shua is fully aware about how much you treasure Wonwoo--as a friend or whatever it is you hold him in your life--and it wasn’t surprising to find out that your six years old self went as far as registering another six years old as a threat.

“But Jennie went away after a couple of years,” you continue, fidgeting in your seat. He places a comforting hand on your knee and reminds you that it’s fine, that he’s listening and you can take your time. “And… Naturally, my thoughts get more complicated as we get older and, before I knew it, it’s just awkward to be near her and I never know what to talk about when she’s… there. But… also… umm…”

You hesitate more than earlier, Shua notices, but he patiently waits for you to arrange your thoughts and reminds you that it’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it. But you shake your head and nervously admit that you dowant to talk about it, that it’s actually something you’ve always wanted to talk about but haven’t found the time to nor any reason to.

“I… envy her a lot, you know?” you say at last, and it hurts him that you sound sad when the words are out of your mouth. “We’re the same, basically. The only child next in line to take over the family business though I’m not going to do it. But I know her family doesn’t pressure her to immediately work at the company, doesn’t push her to get married, even lets her pursue her own passion even though it’s because she promises she'll still take care of the company.”

Your words end in a hanging note, and as much as Shua wants to cut you off and comfort you immediately, he knows you’re not done. And when you finally tell him what you’ve been feeling deep down about the girl, he can bite down on his lip to stop his tears and squeezes your fingers tighter.

“Her parents value her as a person.” Your voice is small and you don’t dare to look at Shua because you know he’s sensitive to this kind of thing. You can only imagine his eyes tearing up and if you see him crying, then you’re sure you’d be crying too, so you fix your gaze on the ground as you, too, tighten your hand in his. “They value her as a daughter. And it’s quite something to see someone around me being treated that way when I…”

Shua’s quick to pull you into his embrace, and even though you’re not crying, the way you’re gripping his shirt to calm yourself down pains him more than he thought it would. He thinks it might even be better if you’re crying, but you’re not and it just feels like you’re trying to hold yourself together for his sake.

He keeps you in his embrace for quite some time, and you feel his lips on your forehead before he eventually pulls away and squeezes your arms. It’s a gesture that he always does since you’re a kid, one that tells you everything will be okay and he will be there until they’re okay.

As much as he’s expected a part of what you said about Wonwoo, he has never imagined the reason why you act distant towards Jennie boils down to this. To the fact that her parents treat her as a daughter while yours simply see you as a way to keep their wealth and glory—or at least that’s how it feels to you.

It hasn’t always been that bad between you and your parents. But it's true that it gets worse as the years pass by because you know to act up now even if just to annoy them, because you know they don’t care anyway, because there are times when you’d rather anger them than do exactly what they ask you to do when you’re just mentally exhausted.

While you admit sometimes you might be making things bigger than they actually are, that’s just how you honestly feel about your parents. Perhaps you’re also making them more villainous than necessary, but it’s most likely the product of being treated as an object for practically your whole life by your own parents.

You’ve always thought you owe Wonwoo and Shua for the humanity and affections they managed to instill within you when you were kids. You truly believe you’d just be another rich brat had it not been for them dutifully standing on your sides growing up.

“You know I love you, right?” His gentle voice takes you out of your mind, and you give him a small smile as you nod, shyly whispering the words back to him because you’ve never been one to be vocal about this kind of stuff. “I can’t speak about how you feel about your parents, but how they treat you doesn’t define who you are, okay? You’re more than whatever they made you think you are, and you’re probably tired of hearing this, but they know no better. And I’m not taking their side, but you know that’s probably how they’re treated too as children–and I can’t do much about them, but I’m here to remind you that we can not be like them. You’re not going to turn out like they are and I want you to know that I’m glad you’re the way you are; that I–we– wouldn’t trade you for the world.”

“How can you say that without cringing?” you chuckle to hide your sniffle.

He pats your cheek once and tells you to drink and, for a moment, you think that’s it about the talk. You still don’t get why you’re bothered about Wonwoo and Jennie, but another weight you’ve been harboring within you feels lighter even if a little and that’s enough.

But Shua isn’t seemingly done, because he clears his throat and you turn to him in question, asking if there’s anything wrong.

“About Wonwoo…” he starts hesitantly, as if unsure he can say it. “Do you think you might be… interested in him… romantically?”

Shua panics when you violently choke at his words, and when you’re finally settled back, you look at him like he’s grown a second head that he actually feels like he did something wrong that offended you.

“Joshua Hong, it’s Wonwoo.” is the only thing you say before you turn to your food and refuse to listen to any sort of explanations he’s trying to spew. He says something about how you’ve never been bothered with their relationship before because you never really had to see them together for this long but now that you do–

“Shut up,” you tell him before he can say more, and you hate that he actually hits home with his words. “I didn’t open up for you to say nonsense.”

He opens his mouth once more, but you glare at him before he can say anything, which shuts him up effectively. Shua seems to understand that you’re done talking about this, so he sighs and returns to his meal, entertaining you anyway when you ask about Jeonghan.

Shua doesn’t need to know how you’re barely able to sleep that night because of his words.

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➝ A/N: you have no idea how much i suddenly wanted to change the schedule into three updates a week but i have to Hold Back myself

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Summer Love Club!

a genshin impact smau | tartaglia x gn!reader

Chapter 4 : guess who's back?

You are waiting for Yoimiya to come back from the airport, trying to focus on the book you are supposed to read. It's one of the books Keqing advised you to read for your culture. Frankly, it's made of incomprehensible words and, what is wrong with the author? Even you who likes to read, it's just boring and anything but healthy. Did she just marry her cousin with who she grew up like siblings because of her aunt? Who does that? Classical french literature just makes no sense to you.

Lost in your thoughts, you can't hear your friend greeting your parents on the ground floor, and she jumpscares you when she violently opens your bedroom's door, as you feel your heart seems to stop.

-HEYYYY BITCH I'M BACK !

-Oh fuck Yoimiya you scared me so much I almost died.

–You're not saying hi to your bestfriend? That's new.

You sigh, and pull her into a hug.

–Yeah, hello. I missed you.

[...]

You both decide to go on a walk to have a face-to-face discussion which you didn't have in one whole month. It's nice having her by your side again, she's like a bubble of light in your life and you can't help but smile as she talks about her internship and all the troubles she did back there.

-Hey, who is it? I never was him, she asks out of nowhere, as you try to understand who she's talking about. Right there, the ginger.

She points her finger to the direction of the said ginger.

-He seems in troubles.

Your eyes suddenly widen as you recognize Ajax, panicking and not knowing what to say as your other neighbour's are yelling at him.

-Damn, he's the american guy I talked y'all about!

-The one who said "bye cutie"?, she smile.

-Yes but that's not the moment Yoi, you sigh. He can't speak nor understand french, we got to help him.

-Right, right.

You both run to the small group of people, and hear Ajax trying to calm down your neighbors in a broken french.

-I'm sorry sir... I don't understand.

–STOP FAKING A FUCKING ENGLISH ACCENT YOU MOTHER FUCKER!!

-Hey, hey, you say in french to the intention of your neighbor. Calm down, okay? Why are y'all yelling?

-He stole my package and pretend he didn't !! Also he's faking an english accent to confuse me!

You nervously chuckle, and look at Ajax who seems more lost that you.

–Listen, I don't even know what he's talking about, I just went outside to walk a little and they jumped on me, the ginger says with a desesperate grimace on his lips.

-Look, he's at it again!!

You let out a sigh, nodding.

-Okay Ajax, let me handle this. Sir, that man right there is american and thus, he doesn't speak french and can't understand you. I'm sure he didn't mean to stole your package, okay? This must be a misunderstanding.

-I don't care he's american, I'm sure he stole it!

This is going to take so long..

♪¸¸.•*¨*•.

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SUMMARY | first of july, the end of the school year. as a person who lives in the french countryside, you don't expect much from this summer... or at least that is until your friend decides to hold a "summer love club" for your friends group, because "we're all single, we should help each other to find a lover!". at the same time, an american guy settles near you for the whole summer break.. funny coincidence, isn't it ?

a.n. | i'm so slow it hurts.. anyway, "terminale" in france is the name we give to the final year of high school (around 17-18yo)

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Legend if

You are a legend..

In the literal sense..

This wip is rated 18+ there will most likely be swearing,hate language,sexual content,dark humor,grief e.t.c.

genres: music,comedy,romance

PLOT

You are a legend

Literally..

You are the biggest,Richest,most talented musician(singer or rapper) to have ever landed in the music industry.

You made your debut as a teen star with the help of rap legend eminem and now in your mid-twenties there's literally nothing you haven't achieved, there's no award you haven't won

The grammies

The billboards

Echo awards

Mercury prize awards

American music awards

People's choice awards

Juno awards

Youtube music awards e.t.c

You've won them all multiple times.

You fought,scraped,betrayed and lied your way to the top and then went ahead to build you empire of lies and deceit.

And now just as you've finally decided to sigh In relief that you've made your mark in the sand of time. something that threatens every single thing you've built, your entire music career,something that will destroy your throne and castle of glass shows it's ugly face.

And what do you do about that?

You fight it headon

To show that you have truly changed or that you never did anything like that

A project or rather documentary is launched

What's it about : YOU

All about you

From the moment you were born till now

And what does that entail

You leaving your castle of glass to the place you were born

Somewhere you haven't even been since your debut as a teen

Buckle up and sit tight cuz we're about to go for a ride

Now it's up to you to determine what happens next.... After all You are a legend..

Features

Fully customizable mc (FULLY)

Choose what type of Star/celeb you have been to the public. With tons of vices that have helped you cope with the stress and problem of being a musician.

Record music in the studio,feature other artists if you want.

Music videos, you wanna shoot a music video where it's all boys and girls partying. That's fine, it's all up to you.

Romance 1 out of 4 different romance options. Three gender selectable. Will you fall for your old sweetheart,childhood frienemy; did you even ever stop? Or will you fall for your overprotective and caring manager or it might just be someone else.

Did you truly do something so horrible that has turned the media and people against you or is it just some exaggerated piece of sh.t or it could all be lies.

Connect with people that you haven't met in years or even shun them all.

Shoot your documentary:),pick your family background and their whereabouts now. Did you have siblings or you were an only child,parents dead or alive will all be your choice to make. :)

Name your fan club!!

Pick between being a singer or rapper.

Characters

(1) hailie jade scott (F) (Ro) : your manager and your mentor's daughter. Over protective,funny,kind and the best manager ever ;) that's haille for you. Hailie has been one of the closest friends to you and secured the job of your manager easily. So far she has been doing a very good job and doesn't even slack off despite being Eminem's daughter.

(2) Taylor Brown (m/f/nb) (Ro): your childhood bestfriend whom you lost contacts with after your debut. Intelligent,sarcastic and a huge nerd with a big heart also currently pursuring their PHD. They work as the head doctor at the hospital.

(3) Luca ferrari (m/f) (Ro): your childhood rival. Luca was a big bully and your rival then, it didn't help that his parent's literally owned the town then. Jealous,possessive,annoying,a big jerk but a big softie at heart. You once caught him feeding cats which he sturbbornly denied the next day.

(4) park Bora (m/f) (Ro): bora also know by his stage name purple is a very popular south korean singer which your fans have been shipping you with for a very long time. he decided to come along with you on this trip for reasons unknown to you. Charismatic,witty,smart,talented and a man of the people is what you'd use to describe him and it won't still be enough.

(5) marshall bruce marthers III : also known as eminem, your mentor. Eminem picked you up from the streets, dusted you and made you who you are today. You owe everything to him and he is still a major influncer in you life.

Demo- TBA

This post might be updated if i have something to add.

[ruki--mukami]

While Lukas cheered at Ruki's agreement, Kai obnoxiously knocked on the bedroom door.

"OI! LET ME IN! I SWEAR TO FUCK IF THE EYESORE IS DOING SOME WEIRD SHIT!" His muffled yells could be heard.

Lukas let out a laugh as his wound slowly began to heal.

"Kei! Mind out of the gutter!" Lukas playfully yelled back as he draped himself onto Ruki's arms, giggling and mushing their cheeks together.

Although Lukas seemed like a clingy drunk at the moment, he was simply happy that Ruki was back to his senses. Why he felt this way? Lukas hadn't a clue. But he supposed it was because he cared about the Vampire, a realization he believes is best for tomorrow Lukas to ponder about. For now, it's rest and comfort that they needed.

"Are you feeling much better now? " Lukas asked with a hushed tone," You can still drink if you want. I won't die that easily. Perks of having two hearts. " he quietly chuckled, repositioning himself to hug Ruki better.

His arms gently wrapped around the man's head as he played with his hair, pulling him close to his cold body as blood stained his night gown. The snake was practically straddling the other but his actions showed consolation; not out of pity but from genuine care about Ruki's wellbeing.

After a minute or two of holding Ruki, Lukas soon pulled away after he felt that his wound was fully healed. He slowly stood up and smoothed his night gown. He gave Ruki a closed eyed smile.

"I'll let my brother in, otherwise he'll throw a tantrum. You don't mind another company right? This is supposed to be a sleepover where we sleep in the same room. " he cheekily grinned before walking over to open the door for Kai.

The moment the door opened, Kai's eyes spotted the red patch of blood staining Lukas' night gown. His eyes glowed red and as his fangs grew prominent, scales manifested across his skin as he felt nothing but rage towards the Vampire.

"YOU—!"

"That's enough from you~!" Lukas' hand flew to grab Kai's face, halting the snake's attack. "I allowed him to drink from me so there's nothing to be angry about~!" he explained in a sing-song tone.

Wait...

WHAT?!

Kai tore Lukas' hand off with an incredulous look on his face, "Why the fuck would you do that?! You never let anyone do that! Why him of all people?! Don't give me that bullshit of 'because we're bestfriends' cause like hell that's some bestfriend shit! "

Lukas laughed as he waved both of his hands to calm down the younger. He then hummed and pondered, glancing back at Ruki as he vaguely answered.

"Maybe... it's because I like Ruki."

"Wha—!" Kai was once again interrupted with a sharp tug inside the room, the door closing behind him as Lukas dragged him inside.

"Now~ Now~ Let's all get some sleep~ "

"I'M NOT DONE TALKING!"

Staring at Lukas's wounded neck, it dawned on Ruki that he had drained the Crown Prince’s blood with such reckless abandon. The hand he used to choke the snake earlier trembled a bit in disbelief as well. It was only natural for Kai to fume with rage out of concern for his older brother; after all, Ruki knew his own siblings would react in the same horrified way if something threatened his own life.

As if he couldn't be more surprised, the Vibora had coiled himself around Ruki before he could react. Even though it was without permission like usual, Ruki actually allowed Lukas to embrace him, still processing what had just happened. He couldn't believe the immaculate quality of the snake's blood. The flavor enticed him more than regular that of regular humans, though he could never say such a thing Lukas aloud. It was richer, slightly sweeter, and had a certain kick to it.

When they pressed cheeks, the usual Ruki who detested sudden contact returned. He tried to pull away from the other but failed given their rather intimate hugging position. No one had ever locked the Vampire into place with both legs on either side and arms so tightly encircled around his head. Everything about Lukas right now was far too overfamiliar, especially for someone who just had their blood sucked, and Ruki refused to be consoled any longer even if he did enjoy the sensation of the other’s fingers playing with his hair or the warmth of his hugs. The sudden closeness felt pleasant after that excruciating nightmare, yet it unsettled him.

“No, I’ve had my fill. I may not look like it, but I have more self-control than most vampires,” Ruki declined. “Now get off of me.”

While Ruki felt relieved that Lukas shared his abnormally fast healing abilities, something about the bite marks he inflicted slowly disappearing saddened him. It was proof of not only their friendship, but also the way Lukas remained calm and welcomed Ruki unconditionally despite his faults.

It pained him to admit, but Ruki liked seeing those fang marks of his on Lukas.

Something compelled him to engrave new marks where the previous ones had faded along those intricate snake tattoos. The Vibora already had a certain charm to him, but the wound truly adorned his neck. He wanted to bite him again. Maybe not now, but sometime in the future.

When Kai barged into the bedroom, Ruki stood up and assumed his usual cold demeanor once more. He sympathized with the younger twin, yet he also pitied him for letting his own anger consume him in such an unsightly way.

Then Lukas shot him a glance and his next words pulled a half-hearted chuckle from the Vampire.

“Don’t be ridiculous, Lukas. I still don’t understand why you insist on us being ‘bestfriends’ even after everything I’ve done, but perhaps some rest will give you the clarity you need.” He was quick to deny the other’s words.

"Unfortunately, I only have one bed in here, so the two of you may find it a bit cramped compared to what you're used to," Ruki sighed, glancing over at the sofa. "Make yourselves comfortable. I suppose I'll sleep on the couch in the meantime."

[hijabi-proclamation]

My beautiful cousins passed away in a drowning accident this evening. I love them so much, their family is engrained in my family. We are one, I see them as my siblings.

My beautiful cousins, Salem and Ahmed, have passed away. I am shaking and crying as I write this because I can't believe this.

I love them, they're my younger siblings. My heart is shattered. My cousins are my brothers bestfriends, every morning and every afternoon they'd be on a call.

My cousins lost their father two years ago in May and now they'll be buried alongside him, in the same month.

I'm shattered. This news is heart shattering to the whole family. My grandma had open heart surgery last month, and we're afraid to tell her the news. She barely recovered from losing her son and brother these past two years.

This dunya isn't worth it, I want to wake up from this terrible dream.

I can't believe this

[pink-icedcoffee]

Emotional Rant

So I just read this fic and now it literally gave me a mental earthquake. Made me rethink why I had the strength to go back into kpop, specifically Block B. I'm sure I've spoken about this before but again I will explain a little further because I feel very emotional right now. I was in elementary, 3rd grade, when I was introduced to kpop. It was an okay thing. Like there was no toxicity or it wasn't shamed upon. I was so happy because I love dancing and singing and kpop had them smashed together. I stopped for a while when Boyfriend the very first group that has a special place in my heart, had like a hiatus? Idk. I stopped for around 3 years before I got back into them again. This time I was introduces to Block B and boy did they strike me like a lighting. I love their style and was really into them. But it wasn't to the point of me officially becoming a BBC because of something stupid and small. (It looks small but it hit me too hard) I had introduced my bestfriend to kpop and she shrugged it off pretty harshly (we're not friends anymore) my then male friends were being-Insensitive. It was just a shocker to me because I didn't receive these types of negative shit back then so I because ashamed. This time my bestfriend and I didn't last, our friendship broke and that was really the last straw for me and I broke it off COMPLETELY with kpop. I honestly completely despised it so much that I became an asshole. I bashed them, saying 'ew kpop' and being just a total fucked turd about anything to do with kpop.

Grade 7 rolled in and I was introduced to a Chinese group called TFBoys. (I honestly thought it meant 'The Fuck-Boys so) and immediately I remembered kpop. I brushed it off thinking 'it's different' like a total fuck turd I was. And continued being that way until I dropped the Chinese group all together the same grade. Now grade 8 was a huge turn of events for me. I eventually realized I was suffering from depression and growing up my family didn't believe or give important about mental health. (Despite my siblings suffering from anxiety and stuff) so I was ashamed that I was feeling this way and just let life fuck me like a slut until I couldn't take it anymore. Thankfully I've meant so many great friends along the way, they helped me feel grounded (but still I had no anchor) and I had music. I grew up with rock music and it just so different, so something that makes me loose myself to it and completely tear down my walls. I became so vulnerable in the presence of music to the point where it filled my life so much that I panic whenever my earphones broke or my phones battery is dying or when my voice breaks and I can't sing my favorite songs. It became such a huge pillar in my life that I ultimately forgot how to breath without it.

Moving on to grade 10 my bestfriend (my soulmate, using them pronouns because I will keep their identity hidden) and I spent a night together outside of our homes. (One of our nightly talks) and they opened to me about kpop specifically based and how they saved her. Now, I may be an asshole but when my bestfriends fall about their love, I melt. And I understood. I understood everything she was saying, because it was the same with me. Although mine was bands and hers was groups, it's not different. Really, there wasn't anything different.

Grade 11 and I thought, 'finally! I want to open up.' It was a great moment for me because I finally had the courage to open myself to my friends. Whose been with me for years. I cried, I had meltdowns, I confessed about my scars I just laid it down then and there. It died down after because I know I'm strong enough to keep it to myself (also because it still scares me honestly to be vulnerable) but I know they know.

During the end of garde 11, said bestfriend and j had one if our talks again. And it brought me back to the first time they talked about bts. We had a deep and heartfelt discussion that I so badly wanted to go to Korea and shove my way through the securities and say how thankful I am to them for helping my bestfriend. It was THAT kind of discussion. This is when I finally faced the facts. I went on and searched Block B. I didn't go to sleep, like I did every night. But instead of exhausted tears, it was happy-sad tears. I went on and watching their mvs, lives and so much more. I went on to searching their accounts and following their accounts. I went back to Twitter and instead of being just a music and fujoshi fan, I had added BBC. I went on and following others, learning again about them and getting mad about their past. Wanting the best for them. But while this was happening, a feeling in the pit of my mind, an ugly feeling of shame was still sitting there. Waiting.

I had rethought everything I had against kpop. I didn't understand why, where did it start. These thoughts happened while I had to go through exhausted, meltdowns and trying to forcing myself to figure myself out. Friends (people) and family heard the music and criticized me, and I of course became ashamed but kept saying 'its just one group' trying so badly to make myself relief of that stupid feeling. But my bestfriends are my safe place and I felt like I am so free with them. No judgements or whatnot. And I wished so badly that someday everyone around me will accept it. I wished so badly to fuck their voices away. And that day came.

I had watch enhypen with my bestfriend, we all liked them and I liked their music. I went and searched back to all those groups that I liked or songs that I dance my heart to. I made a Playlist and I evaluated myself, again. I was happy and was contented.

During this time, Boyfriend has disbanded and they may not be my ult, they will always have a special place in my heart. I became a full on bbc and BBC only. I was scared and none of the ground sparked me like Block B had. 2 years passed, along with months and moving away from the city, moving in to the province, still I stood as a BBC. Proud and unafraid. I've watched other groups that made me curious but not enough to-Tempt me (yes, darcy) until my brother asked if I knew this new song something with the word of 'thunder' and I shrugged, maybe I have but I was unsure. I searched it and I knew the group. And I swear I didn't expect it, but Stray Kids 'Thunderous' metaphorically crumbled me. They got me and I didn't expect it at the least. I had thought maybe enhypen or txt, but no. It was Stray Kids. I had thought maybe Ateez because I've been eyeing them, but there was yet to be a spark that had me engage myself to them. No, it was Stray Kids. I went back in time and remembered the first time I've heard Stray kids. My bestfriend had mentioned a group making construction noise and I didn't expect her to be talking about the group that gave me back my freedom. There were 2 videos that made them stick to my head like a super glue. It was a video of I.N. (my bias) dancing (a fancam) and taking his right jacket off and body rolling, Lee Knows face though! And the other one was Chan. And this video broke me and pissed me off like kq has done to my 7 dwarfs. It was a video of Chan reading coming saying die. I'm sorry if it was triggering, but it triggered me and I was so pissed. I saw his emotions and quickly wanted to torture that commenter a thousand times, scaring even the reaper away. Chan face just made me think 'why would someone say that to him?!' Thats when I went and indulged myself to them and well, all I can say is that I'm in a rabbit hole I'm completely happy not to dig myself out of. Skz made me realize how much I loved kpop. How they brought me happiness and made me dance like a complete airhead. I was so, genuinely happy. I felt something I've never thought I'd feel again. It was freedom. The feeling of chains falling and walls breaking around me towards this. I felt a huge weight off my chest and I cried that night. I cried out of freedom, out of being proud of what I listen too. No longer giving a fuck about peoples family or acquaintances (no longer friends) about the sudden change or saying it doesn't go with my aesthetic or just me. I roll my eyes at them and give them the finger. As if they helped me when I felt the worlds weight, burying me alive. I had the strength to smile at their judgemental faces and tell them to suck it.

I'm finally happy and proud to say that I don't give a fuck. I'm a music omnivore, I've listened to music all my life. I still listen to blues clues and barbie songs that brought warmth to my cold feet. Music doesn't just speak to me it heals me, in a way that sometimes a hug won't do, no matter how warm and loveable. Music is just, something. A valve in my heart that would probably kill me once it stops working. And that's all I need, I said to myself listening to I.N. singing that night. It's enough. I'm-Finally anchored to this damn earth because of my passions. Because of music, dance, literature, friends, my kids (bunnies), fellow bees, (I'm still a baby stay and I don't know any other stays) and finally people who have no idea I exist. Because of you, I am anchored to this filthy world, around a toxic society, flawed humanity, but that all can changed someday into something better, I hope. I'm anchored and I'm happy. I'm so damn happy, that I gaily laugh whenever I hear americano~ or see fishes, or just melt when I.N. literally became an emoticon. Its enough.

☆♡

[fortheloveofkuroo]

HAIKYUU AU:

Part 2 Part 3

Karasuno boys are having a sleepover in your place, their Manager!

It's almost midnight. They just finished their practice and getting ready to go home when a thunder suddenly strikes. The sound itself made the whole gym building shakes. Not so long after, a heavy shower of rain follows. Crap they might have to stay in the gym. But you, their manager feels bad for them. Of course you don't want the boys to spend the night over at the gym or the faculty room. So you decided.

"Come on boys! Let's have a sleepover at my house!" Their tired eyes glistened with hope. Some of them agreed but some of them decided to go home because they don't want to be a burden for you and their house are pretty close. That's what they said. So you, with the other boys proceed to go home and gets in your house. Luckily your parents are out of the town and your sibling is staying at their bestfriend's house.

After cleaning themself and stuffed their stomach with your homemade food, they went to bed. But, because of the lack of space reason. One boy have to share a bed with you...

1. Sawamura Daichi

The captain opposes the idea. At first.

"No no. We can stay and sleep at the faculty room. You don't have to shelter us (Y/n)." He said.

"Well does the faculty room is big enough? With Tsukki's and Kageyama's new height? I don't think so Daichi." You crosses your arm. Forcing your way in.

It's not the first time Daichi refuse to accept your help. Definitely not the last either. But what do you say? You're their manager afterall. You want to take care of them.

"It's fine! Come on boys let's get going-" "If you guys stay at the gym then i will too!" You smile. Daichi immediately (again) refuse.

"No! You cannot (Y/n)-san. What if you caught a cold?-" "That's what i'm saying Captain. What if the WHOLE team caught a cold? You wouldn't want that, do you?" You smirk while Daichi sighs. "Fine. Just one night."

Yas u win, eat it Daichi HAHAHAHA

The trip to your house isn't so bad. After all your house is the closest. When you all arrived the boys immediately gets in and.. wraked havoc.

"You guys! Where's your manner! It's not your own house!" He shouted while you giggled. "It's okay Daichi. Nobodys home except me. You all welcome to feel like it's your own house" You pat his shoulder lightly.

"Everyone can stay here for a while, i'll take a shower and cook for you all while you dry yourself. Don't worry it'll be fast!" You said while distributing towels to everyone.

While you make your way to the bathroom, you feel someone's eyes is staring at your back.

After you came back from bath, you start to cook for the boys. With Sugawara helping you.

Some of them to save the time decide to shower with more people or so. It did save time but it doesn't guarantee what your bathroom looks like after.

The hot homemade food are served. After the last one gets out of shower they all immediately eats. Because of their sports activity you used all of your groceries to cook for them. It doesn't matter though.

Daichi, who's kept looking at your direction didn't touch any of your cooking.

"Hey hey! Here, eat some. You'll starve at midnight if you don't eat dinner now." You pile his bowl with karaage that you just made. And you can't help but laugh when he got so panicked because it's too much.

Stomach already filled, it's time for bed. You divided the team. Some will sleep at your sibling's room, some will sleep at living room, and the others will sleep at the guest room. And then one boy will sleep with you.

"Um.. Due to lack of the space, one of you have to sleep with me."

At first Tanaka and Nishinoya immediately jumps out but Sugawara pulls them back.

"Since i'm the captain. I'll take care from here. I'll be the one who sleep with her. Because i don't trust any of you have a pure mind." He stares deadly at his teammates.

"Aah Daichi-san no fairr! What about you huh?? Do you have a pure mind too?!??" Tanaka and Nishinoya yelps and protest. But Daichi already kicked them off. "SLEEP!" he shouted while he shuts the door of your room.

You laughed. Seeing Daichi dicipline his teammates are hilarious and entertaining. You crawl to your bed and do a little stretch. While Daichi. Is frozen at his spot.

"Daichi? You okay?" He snaps out to reality and averts his gaze. "I think.. I should join the others at the living room."

It's his first time at a girl's room. YOUR room especially. Your scent is all over the place and he cannot take it.

Before his hand opens the door, your fingers already touches his arm. Sending him electric shock.

"Stay.." you asked. It's nothing like you. You usually sleeps by yourself. But the toughts of having someone sleeps by your side..

You help him set up the mattress. It's a good use now. Your bed always have that mini mattress below it and you never know what to do with it. After that you bounce to your bed.

"Well, Let's call it a night Daichi, G'night!" As you turn off the lights you notice that the moonlight is bright enough to lights up the entire room.

You wrap yourself in your blanket. Facing towards the wall. With Daichi below your bed. Somehow your heart can't keep calm.

"...(Y/n)?"

After like 30 minutes silence Daichi speak up. Finally.

"Mhm?" You turn towards him. Facing his side. As you turn, you notice his tired yet calm face in the darkness only powered by the moonlight. Your heart skips a beat.

"It's kinda chilly down here.. How are you up there?" He asked with his soothing voice.

"Yeah it is kinda cold. You want more blankets? I can get it-" "No.. Instead of.. Can you.. lend me your hand for a sec?"

You see no harm of doing that. So you extend your hand to him. Didn't even notice what's going to happen next. He suddenly pulls you down.

You yelp. But the second your body made a contact with his warm skin you automatically gets drowsy. It's so warm and nice.

His strongs arms wraps around your waist and the other hugging you close. You can feel his warm breath brushing against your forehead.

"..Good night (Y/n)." You felt a soft touch on your forehead. As you look up, Daichi's entire cheeks are already flushed. You couldn't help but only smiles as you two fall asleep.

2. Sugawara Koushi

This poor man.

Since he notices the thunder he knows that it will be hard for him to go home.

But when you offer him to have a sleepover. He obviously agreed. Because his house is well.. You can say pretty far but that is not the first reason why he agreed.

Right after he went to your house he got a little panick. He IS inside your house.

"Suga-kun? You okay? Can you help me a bit here?"

You asked for him to help you as he follows you to the back. You gave him a few towels

You noticed how soaked Sugawara is. You grabbed on of the towel and start to dry his grey hair.

"H-Hey! (Y/n) what are you doing??" "Drying your hair. Afterall you're the one who lend the boys your umbrella so you're pretty soaked. Can't let the mom of the group sick." You chuckles as you continue to dry his hair.

Little did you know his face is a blushing mess behind that towel.

After that short drying hair session, you continue to pass the towel then you take a bath.

"Guys listen. We're in (Y/n)'s house now. Please behave and control yourself." He advised.

"You should control yourself to Suga-san. Your face is red! Did you kiss or something earlier?" Nishinoya point out the blush that Sugawara get from you drying his hair and he snaps about that while the others laughs at him and receive special suga wack.

After your bath session, you want to start on your cooking but you realized you're cooking for a team. So you need a hand. And the first person that comes to your mind is..

"You need help?" Sugawara is already beside you wearing an apron with a smile on his face.

"SUGA YOU'RE AN ANGEL!" You cries as you hugs his arm. The others either have gone to bath or busy with themself so it's only you and him and the kitchen. Suga can't hide the fact that you need help to cook is an advantage for him

Even if it means he got the last turn to shower it's fine. As long as he spend time with you.

The menu is karaage and sauteed mushrooms with soy butter sauce.

"I hope they'll love it.." your hands stopped a while as you cut the mushrooms but Suga reassured you.

"Come on manager. We're sports team. Throw us anything edible we'll eat it!" He jokes. You both are laughing while throwing a little jokes as the food is getting ready.

And the last karaage is done. You're about to take off your apron but you notices it's stuck. You must tied it in a hurry and it gets tangled. Uh oh.

"Oh what's wrong?" Suga already takes off his apron when he sees you struggling with yours.

"It's stuck.. Will you, please?" You turn your back on him.

And what do you know. His mind is already in a panic state. "Sure.." His hand slowly reaches towards the tangled knot. His hands a little shaky because he can see your exposed neck and a little damp back of yours because of sweat.

He quickly untangle the knot. His focus is getting everywhere. Just a little more his hands are able to touch your waist. But you already turn around and faces him. "Thanks-"

His face is so close to yours. It's soo closeeee and you both just stare at each other. His hand suddenly pushed you to counter as his face suddenly leans towards you..

But before he could do that, Hinata suddenly barge into the kitchen.

"wOAAAH KARAAGEE!! Aah can't wait to eaaat-" Hinata finally notices that well, you and Sugawara having a moment.

"AAAAH I'M SORRY!!!" He bows at 90°, grabs a few piece of Karaage then rushes to leave.

While you and Suga just hides your face. If Hinata didn't barge in. Who knows what would've happen?

"You should shower.. Suga-kun." Your face is still red and your heart is still rushing. Sugawara nods then leaves.

Boy he is pissed.

He's pissed of himself. Because he ALMOST do something to you. He promised that he would hold himself.

After showering and a little time of scolding himself and gathering his self he gets out and joined you and the other.

You sits in the middle of Daichi and Asahi. The third year circle. Suga don't have any choice but sits beside Daichi. Once every while he glances over to you.

And he just realized that he's eating your homemade food.

"It would be nice if i can eat her homemade food like this everyday.." he speak to himself.

"HINATA BOGE! WHY DID YOU EAT MY KARAAGE?!" "YOU DON'T EVEN TOUCH IT!"

"Stop it you two!" Sugawara scolds the duo while giving themself his portion of Karaage. "There, fair and square now eat and don't fight again or you two will sleep outside." He grins.

Awe sugamama don't be so mean

You chuckle. You scooch over to him and gave him a piece of your Karaage.

"Eat up Suga-kun." You smiles.

Wowowowowowow Suga didn't expect that and he just shut up despite Nishinoya, Tanaka, and Hinata that's now fighting over the mushrooms.

"So, Nishinoya, Tanaka will sleep in my sibling's room. The first year will sleep at the living room. Here's the futon and the blanket. And ah.. Shoot the guest room's bed only able to hold two people.." you think of yourself.

You glances over the boys. Gather up your voice then..

"Um.. Due to lack of the space, one of you have to sleep with me."

And then silence. But as expected, Nishinoya and Tanaka already jumping out and ready to barge in your room.

"I'LL DO IT!" "NO YOU DUMBASS! STOP COCKBLOCKING ME TANAKA!" "STOP IT YOU TWOO!!!"

Sugawara, very unexpected shouted. He pull both of them to the back and walks towards you. Daichi is about to step onward but..

He realized that it's the only chance.

"YOU ALL STOP IT!!" Sugawara is now really flustered and hitting his juniors with his special wack while you only laughs. "I'll sleep with you. Is that alright?" You only nods.

You can hear Tanaka and Nishinoya shouting and complaining. "It's not fairrrr! Why is Suga-san gets to sleep with (Y/n)-san?! He told us to hold ourselfs!" Oh.. He told that to the others?

Still, you can't forget what a moment you guys had earlier in the kitchen. You're sure he was about to kiss you..

"(Y/n), i-i will leave the door open.. kay?" He smiles nervously. You nods. You helped him to parepare the mattress for him then climb to your bed.

"I'll switch the lights off. You're okay with that right?" He asked. "Sure go ahead"

When the lights cut off, you can hear his step slowly approaching you.

But, instead of getting to the mattress he just slides into the blanket next to your side.

What. In. The. World.

You're too flustered to react.

He's too panic and too scared to speak.

"S-Sorry! I tought it's my bed! Ahaha you know our room placement is very similiar so i just-"

"Sugawara.." He looks down only to found you, wrapped by the white blanket. Face flustered and cheeks so red like tomato.

"It's fine." You smiles. Slowly resting your head to his chest. Only to hear his heartbeat going so fast.

"Are you okay? Your heartbeat is so fast!" You chuckles. Then a pair of arms immediately shuts you up by hugging you tight.

"Shut up (Y/n).. I'm not okay." He said. "I've always wanted to do this.. Gah this is no good."

"Eh.. Why?"

"I'm a man too you know?! What if- What if i lost my composure.."

You place both of your hands on his cheeks. He can feel the coldness from your fingers stings his face.

"I trust you Koushi.."

At that time, he realizes. He promise himself. He will hold himself and make you his, first.

3. Azumane Asahi

JESUS

He's terrified of lightning and thunder lmao.

While Nishinoya is rolling thunder-ing and receiving his spike a thunder strike and he screams. Poor bby.

While a heavy rain is going on he know it's going to be troublesome to go home.

"Come on boys! Let's have a sleepover at my house!"

His eyes grew wide. Whot???

Daichi opposes your idea, so nah it can't be right?

rIgHT?!

Then next things he know he's already infront of your house. With the others.

Next thing you know, he was about to runaway.

"Asahi?! What are you doing?!!" You yell at him because he was about to jump from the fence.

"I-I- It's better if i go to my own home! I-I'm fine (Y/n)-san!" Then you and the other third graders helping drags him inside the house.

"It's fine geez! Make yourself at home."

Asahi. Cannot. Calm. Down.

He is at a girl's house. He never went to a girl's house so he never know how to react.

And it's you. Come on, everyone in the team got a crush on you.

After he got the towel, he let his long hair down and dried it.

You, who's back just to announce that you're going to bath secretly amazed. Asahi, with his long wet hair slicked back is actually... handsome.

"What do you wanna say senpai?" Kageyama interrupts you and snaps you out. "Ah right!"

When Sugawara told everyone to hold themself he quietly agrees. I mean how can a man, hold himself beside someone like you.

When you went out the bath, you never notices but actually everyone is staring at you as you come and collecting the dirty towel.

When you grabs his towel, he notices a familiar scent from you. Is it your soap? Your detergent?

"Okay you guys can clean yourself while i cook, don't run in corridors okay and don't make a mess!" You warn them.

While waiting for his juniors taking a bath, he sits with Daichi and Nishinoya.

"(Y/n)-san is so nice right, Asahi-san?!" Nishinoya nudge his sides while Asahi jumps. "A-Ah yeah.. I guess" he just nods.

You are indeed very nice in his mind.

He remember how you are the first girl that doesn't get scared when he first approach you (besides Shimizu ofc). In fact, you were so kind to him.

"It's kind of sad how we're going to graduate and leave everything to the second year. But i'm sure (Y/n)-san and Yachi-san will take care of the others." Asahi suddenly speak something about the future. Then he realizes that he just speak out loud about his thoughts.

"U-Uh! I dont mean to.." " You're right Asahi." Daichi agreed. "Aaah i will miss this moment!" Daichi stands up and stretch a little. "I'll shower. You want to join me? So it doesn't took so long?" Offer Daichi. Why not right?

Both of them walk to the bath, passing the kitchen where you and Suga is cooking. He could see you and Sugawara is having fun.

"Oi Asahi. The bath is this way. That's the kitchen." Daichi words bring him back. "Right. Sorry.."

When he enter the bath, he immediately look for something that familiar. Is it your soap? Or detergent? He feels like he smell that scent somewhere but he can't remember what is it.

"Woah we're all gonna smell like (Y/n) after this." Daichi laughs as he open a bottle of shampoo. And that's it.

Asahi's hand suddenly snatch that bottle. He know this brand of shampoo.

It was his shampoo too.

"I-It's.." "Hey! Don't snatch it like that, if you want just ask Asahi." Daichi snatch it back and shampoo his hair.

He's right. Right after this everybody will be smelling like you including himself!

After showering, Asahi went back to hang the wet towel and found Hinata shaken up. "Hey, what's wrong?" Hinata's confused af so he points back to the kitchen, wanting to say something but it's not clear.

Not so long, you're back with the food. After taking his seat, he didn't quite expect for you to sit beside him but oh well. He just sits there, quietly eating.

"Does it taste good, Asahi-san?" You asked with a grin. Your face is a little red from the bath and that makes him nervous as hell.

And he chokes. You panicked and hurrily gave him a glass of water. "Here! Drink drink!" While everybody only laughs and teased Asahi and you.

"You're too close to him, (Y/n)-san! He's nervous!" Shout Tanaka while chomping down his Rice.

"O-Oh sorry! I didn't mean to.." You genuinely feel bad.

Poor Asahi, he now feels bad for making you feel bad.

And it's sleeping timeee. You have decided which group and where they will sleep. But..

"Um.. Due to lack of the space, one of you have to sleep with me."

And he know he's not gonna spend a night with you so he just quietly preparing to move to the guest room.

"Asahi-san, i would like you to.. Um spend a night with me?" You asked.

And man his soul just went out from his body.

Nah just kidding. But really tho.

His heart almost popped off. Did he heard that right? "Y-You sure? I don't think it's a-appropiate! I'm not ready yet!-" "You just need to sleep with her Azumane Asahi. Nothing. More." Daichi and Sugawara suddenly already besides him, ready for lecturing him but fortunately you stopped both of them.

"We'll keep the door open, kay? Let me help you with that." You tought Asahi will be struggling to pull the extra bed below your bed because it's always got stuck but he pull it out just fine easy and pop!

You forgot that he is the Ace afterall. His power is beyond everyone.

You slam yourself to the bed and accidentally hurt yourself. "Oww!"

Asahi immediately jumps and check on you. "Are you okay?! (Y/n)-san?!" He seems very worried.

"It's okay! I just hit my face too hard hehe.." Asahi sighs, feeling a little at ease. "You should br more carefull (Y/n)-san-" "(Y/n) is fine Asahi-san." You cuts him, resulting him to be more flustered.

"B-But.." "Ah, did you use my shampoo- Wait everyone must be using my shampoo ehehe."

Ah, that one thing he wants to ask.

"Ah right, i didn't know that we use the same kind of shampoo.." his voice is small. But because of the space between you two, you could easily hear that.

"Yeah! Thanks to you though my hair grows so fast. It also repairs it so it's smooth and have volumee!" You thanked him. Wait what?

"Eh? Thanks? To me?" In this state Asahi is just so confused. Then you slides down your bed and sits on his bed.

"Don't you remember? On summer vacation the second and third grade is going to shop for groceries together then i asked about your shampoo because your hair is very pretty and i couldn't help myself to ask. Then you show me your shampoo!" You just remind the entire scene for him again.

"Ah right, you were so nervous to ask because you're afraid that it's rude." "Hey! Don't make fun of mee!" You jokingly punch his arm. "But really i love your hair though, it looks so shiny and pretty. If only i can touch it-"

You stopped rambling when you realize you were in the same bed with him.

Shoot.

"Ah sorry i ramble too much. U-Uh you should sleep!" You quickly climbs up but a hand holds your wrist. You turn around and saw Asahi, slowly placing your hand on his head. His face is definitely flustered, but he looks calm.

"You can.." he looks away, hiding his blush.

You smile, you sat on his bed once again. Pillow on your lap with his head on it. Your fingers running across his dark brown locks.

"Asahi.. Is there any reason you grow your hair?'

Asahi seems surprised. He didn't answer directly. He turns facing you and smiles. His big hand slowly slips a piece of hair behind your ear.

"Can i trust you?"

You nods. Grinning. "Of course you can trust me. I'm your trustworthy manager afterall!"

A smile bloom on his lips. You spend the night with Asahi talking and sharing your both deepest secret.

Wooo~ I will part this AU to three parts because it's so dang long hehe. Next part coming up!! Please look forward to it!

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Dallas Winston Hdcs

K so imma make these and please dont hate :) just my ideas :) love you :)

I really needed to write this. I havent been able to write in months. And i needed to get this off my chest and work through some things. So enjoy this SAD ASS PEICE OF WORK THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY. :)))

THIS SHIT IS SAD WHAT THE HELL I DIDN'T MEAN TO I SWEAR IM SO SORRY

Short as heCK. We're talking 5'5. Says he's 5'6.

Still really good at fighting despite the fact,,, duh

Blonde, pale, icy eyes blah blah but my GAWD this boy with a sunburn is like looking at a peice of art. You can't look away. It's a beautiful red tone even when it peels

Which is often

Causes he refuses to wear sunblock, cause he's a lil bitch

He stays over people's houses, like the Curtis's especially since Mrs.Curtis was like a second mom to him all his like, man did he adore her. or Buck's or whatever, but he HAS A HOME WHERE HE LIVES.

It's with his mother and step-father. He has two older siblings that he's never met that are his half siblings on his dad's side.

His older sister is a stripper in Vegas and his older brother is a Navy Seal.

Dal can't remember their names most of the time cause he never talks about them. So he says what sounds right at the moment.

His dad is in prison. Has been since the week after Dallas was concieved. His parents knew it was coming because Dal's dad turned himself in the day after conceiving.

His dad had shot two men after getting jumped by a group of five. His dad had decided not to kill the others and got away with Dal's uncle, who later snitched on Dallas's dad.

This had happened at a strip club

That broke Dal's mom's heart even more

It didn't bother Dallas for a long time. He even made jokes about it.

When it first started to hurt he said his dad was "on a long buissness trip". That was 5th grade. Kids his age and some older kids made fun of Dal's situation.

A kids made fun of Dal from Kindergarten to 5th grade.

They took his most prized belongings, blackmailed him, stole from him, excluded him, locked him in rooms alone, said they were going to kill his pets, called him useless, crybaby, and over all made him feel helpless.

They only stopped when Dallas got violent and loud and physically fought back. So that's what he kept doing.

Which was sad, because Dal was a sweet kid inside and out.

It got worse 6th through 9th grade. He was meaner, but a lot of new kids meant a lot of new assholes.

People made up rumors that Dal was gay.

Think up all the worst things you could call someone pertaining to them being gay, and Dallas has heard it.

He was emo in 7th grade (fight me)

That's when he started to get hard and tough and hate the world and himself.

Started smoking cigarettes 8th grade year at 14. Started popping pain pills once a day, one day a month August of 8th grade. Had his first and only pot brownie 8th grade summer.

Didn't stop popping pills or hating himself until November of 9th grade year. He decided drugs were pathetic. Hating himself was pathetic. So he stopped altogether.

Is ashamed of how long he took pills and thinks the time line may be shorter than that but it's fine.

Fell in love in 7th grade. She moved. He doesn't know if she really ever loved him. He knows she didn't. It wrecked him when she left.

He knows all kids go through drug use/emo/angsty phase like he did so he's not too hard on himself about that.

Fell in love in 9th grade again. He thinks. He doesn't really know if he can love. Didn't believe in it for a long time, but now he feels like maybe he doesn't understand how to romatically love someone.

She helped him realize that the the angsty thing needed to stop, without her even realizing it. Cause he felt like he needed to take care of her.

She broke his heart when he gave it to her, which took a shit ton of coaxing from his friends.

She broke it cause she was scared of him, intimidated and scared.

Hadn't cried in a long time. Cried over her.

Had many friends with benefits starting from 7th grade. Pulled all the hot girls, but they made him swear to tell no one.

He always tells his friends

He always ends it cause he loses interest or feels they are too needy.

Had his first kiss in 2nd grade. His second in 9th grade with a girl he had hung out with for two hours. Made out with her heavily within the next hour.

Broke up with her two days later

Met Sylvia his sophmore year. Dated her on and off until he broke up with her like in the book.

Moved to New York in end of 5th grade and moved back to Tulsa beginning of 9th grade. Moved cause his mom got married. And then moved again cause she got divorced and remarried to his now step-dad.

His father being in jail didn't hurt again until the summer of 9th grade. He just wanted his dad to be proud of him.

HAS MET HIS DAD AND VISTED HIM AND WROTE TO HIM AND TALKED TO HIM ON THE PHONE SINCE HE WAS LITTLE

9th grade summer though was the most character development and emotional development for Dallas EVER.

Talked to his dad a lot and saw him on father's day that year

Found out his dad is real proud of him and thinks he's an amazing kid, and is glad Dallas is his own person.

Dallas just has to remember that sometimes

He still doesnt like his dad, because his dad is an asshole and he hates that his dad is in prison, but he doesn't care if he gets out either

Overall though, Dallas feels he has a lot to be happy for. Despite the mean people in his life he had a lot of close friends too. He just has to remind himself of all this sad twisted shit in his life or he feels invalidated, like he's a poser and has no reason to be a hoodlum. Not that he needs a reason, but ya know what i mean. Because his mother loves him. His step-dad loves him in a way. He loves himself. He loves life. He loves his bestfriends. He loves Johnny. He loves girls. He loves the color of the sky. He loves purple flowers. He loves dinosaurs. He loves Elvis. He loves swimming. He loves music. He loves fights. He loves the sunrise. And he loves life itself. He just doesn't talk about it all that much, but, no one really asks him, now do they?