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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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A bit different from my regular posts. But I’ve been updating my setup throughout the year and love how it’s turning out 🤍 ☁️
#desksetup#I got into mechanical keyboards last year#and it’s the best and worst decision I’ve ever made 😅#instagram: @doms.cozyspot
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judgement call (nice kitties jim!)
whoooops. ever get reflexively nerve pinch'd?
(context: soldier poet king)
#star trek#star trek fanart#star trek tos#star trek the original series#mcspirk#mcspirk fanart#spirk#spirk fanart#spones#spones fanart#mckirk#mckirk fanart#jim kirk#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#leonard mccoy#bones mccoy#leonard bones mccoy#mcspirk soldier poet king#dust medibang paints#up to interpretation of course. but if you were wondering#jim is captain for a reason-- maybe it's his command intuition. the ability to navigate danger and see the best and worst and keep going.#the ability to make the difficult decisions and live to make another#that's jim for ya. his senior officers really appreciate the sight at least xDD
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Kyra’s Design & Symbolism
I just wanted to ramble about how I designed Kyra, and all of the tiny details behind why I did so! Hehe!!
Inspiration
First of all— Why did I base her on the Disney Princess Stereotype?
If you think about it, its honestly perfect. Someone thats based on the Disney Princess Stereotype, trapped in a school of villains and unable to escape??? Its hilariously perfect, and such a good way to poke fun at tropes. Shes quite literally the perfect “Damsel in Distress” , especially how shes always somehow involved in each and every overblot.
It was pretty interesting and fittingly cliche. It feeds into the whole “damnsel in distress, captured by the villlain!” Cliche, and it kind of pokes fun at the fact many stereotypical princesses in media usually find themselves in unsavory situations, and need to be “saved”.
I will continue to expand on this more— but I also wanted to make it obvious that Kyra does not belong at NRC.
I wanted to make sure she stands out somehow, just to make it obvious that Kyra does not belong here, and was never meant to be at NRC in the first place.
General Design
Like I said earlier, Kyra was designed with the goal to stand out. To make it obvious that she doesn’t belong at NRC at all, and be the complete opposite of most of the NRC cast.
Kyra is meant to oppose NRC itself. She goes against what NRC represents, and the student body itself as “villains”.
A magicless student in an academy for mages, a foolishly selfless and (mostly—) humble girl surrounded by prideful students, a representation of light in a place that is a place of darkness as the “Villains’ World”.
Kyra is meant to stand out not only as my technical “MC”, but also to represent and have her as a symbol for change at NRC. With her arrival to NRC, and through the events of the main storyline, Kyra obviously has an effect on everyone she meets, and somehow I wanted to make sure that when you see her, it was someone you’d never forget. Not just from her actions, but from how memorable she is in general.
Even her name, Kyra, was purposeful. Depending on what language you check, it has different meanings, but every one of them suit her perfectly.
In Greek, the origin language for her name, it means “Queen”, “Ruler”, “Lord” or “Lady”; yet in Japanese it can mean “Glittering” or “Shiny”.
And in many other languages, Kyra has other meanings.
“Sun”, “Far-Sighted” and “Throne” in Persian, “Beam of Light” in Sanskrit, “Leader Of The People”, “Beloved”, “The One People Look To” in Russian, and “Beloved”, “Precious”, “Valuable” in Turkish.
I could go into detail on how all of these meanings fit her perfectly, but this post would get too long HAHAHAH
While Kyra is meant to oppose the NRC cast in some way, she was specifically designed and written in a way to directly parallel Malleus. I will make a post talking about how and why, and when I do I’ll link it Here!!
In a nutshell: Kyra was designed with the intent of being a parallel to NRC itself. She was designed and written in a way that is meant to set her apart from the cast, not only as the technical “MC” as my Yuusona, but also because of what shes based on.
But !!! She is also meant to be a physical representation of change at NRC. Of new beginnings, and love.
Color Scheme
Besides Pink and White being my favorite colors (SHHH IGNORE THAT FACT FOR NOW!!) — Kyra’s color scheme is actually meant to parallel Malleus. Like I said before, they are direct parallels personality and lorewise, and I wanted to show their parallels even through their designs.
White Black and White are obvious opposites; Pink and Green are also directly across from eachother in the color wheel!
Buut, its also meant to parallel Disney Villains in general! Like I mentioned before, she is meant to parallel NRC and, by extension, the student body. See, one of Disney’s favorite things to do for their villains is using a bright green when animating scenes with their villains.
Soo, it was just too perfect and fitting to pass up!
That, alongside the main color for NRC being black, gave me the perfect idea. It fits so well, as the symbolism of both the colors pink and white perfectly fit Kyra’s entire concept! Her color scheme is not only the opposite of Malleus’, but also the colors commonly used for Disney villains in general.
White being a famous symbol of purity and innocence, and hints to the naive, innocent, sheltered princess stereotype.
Pink being a famous symbol for femininity, love and compassion. It is also very affiliated with princesses.
Furthermore, white also symbolizes perfection, honesty and beginnings.
Uniform Design
Oh lawwdd here we go… *cracks knuckles*
Kyra’s uniform is, again, supposed to somehow represent how she doesn’t “belong” at NRC despite wearing the uniform. Its heavily customized, and also represents her love for fashion and her desire to express herself.
Kyra’s uniform is mainly inspired by two kinds of fashion. Lolita fashion and Himekaji fashion!
Her sleeves are inspired by Lolita fashion, while her cropped jacket, innershirt and skirt are all inspired by Himekaji, a Gyaru substyle!
Himekaji is actually her main inspiration, and I have a few different reasons! Though, one is just because it suits her perfectly, theres one other!
“Himekaji” when directly translated, is “Princess — Casual”. And Kyra IS a princess trying to act casual and hide her royal background. Its a funny little way to hint at something, but its a fun fact I love about Kyra hehe
Furthermore, both Lolita fashion and Gyaru fashion are alternative fashion styles meant to fight back against the usual beauty standard and societal norms! Both are styles meant to represent dressing up for fun and for yourself, and not for others.
Lolita Fashion~
Additionally, Japanese culture emphasises the importance of motherhood as a “sacred mission” and discourages women from pursuing a career as it distracts her from her main task of motherhood and running the family home.
Thus girls and women who wear Lolita are rejecting the societal expectation of low-importance careers and homemaking in favour of a fantasy in which they can “fulfill their own sense of princess-like aesthetic beauty” and avoid growing up in a more mundane world.
Lolita fashion appears to be a rejection of societal expectations in favour of a luxurious, responsibility-free life.
Hehe, get it? Kyra was told her whole life her only purpose in life was to be beautiful and get married. She lacked any sense of identity other than the one that was forced upon her— and now, she dons a sense of fashion that is deeply rooted in fighting against those exact same ideals!
Gyaru Fashion~
The term “Gyaru” In Japan is usually used to refer to young women who are cheerful, sociable, and willing to convey their feelings and emotions through actions such as adopting trendy fashions.
The fashion subculture was considered to be nonconformist and a rebelling against Japanese social and aesthetic standards during a time when women were expected to be housewives
Also!— Gyaru girls in particular, are often associated with a carefree and rebellious spirit, challenging traditional Japanese norms of appearance and behavior. This ties in very well with Kyra’s own views of living, and which is why I made her main style lean more towards Himekaji, yet still made sure that there are hints of lolita fashion in her outfits, too!
In short— both of the fashion cultures I took most inspiration for with Kyra’s style both were created with the intent to rebel against what was expected of women in society.
Its kind of silly, but I thought it’d be a really fun way of representing who Kyra is and even hinting parts of her backstory through her uniform!!
Coffin Symbol
Man I really need to remake this😭😭
You might be thinking— “A dove? Isn’t that kind of random??” And, yes, thats what I thought too at first.
But, the thing is, even if Kyra’s character began as being inspired by the Disney Princess Stereotype; Kyra herself has her own story. And if I gave her a symbol that resembled her background and status of royalty, that would just completely throw away her entire character.
While Kyra may be royalty, during the course of the storyline she is actively trying to get away from it. Of course, it will always be part of her, and you can’t erase the past. But she strives to be more than just her beauty, and more than just her status.
And so, I decided to give her a symbol that represented who she truly is perfectly. A symbol of who she is and what she believes in.
Birds in general are a famous symbol of freedom. Something that is vital to Kyra’s character development and beliefs.
But ! I decided on a dove specifically because it represented her own beliefs the best, but also her role in the main storyline.
The dove has always been a famous synbol connected to the heavens. But it is also a symbol of peace, inner tranquility, harmony, purity, as well as love and freedom.
Personally, have always seen doves as a symbol for a new, prosperous era. The dove is the perfect symbol for Kyra! Freedom, love, and rebirth is everything she values and believes to most.
Similarly, ever since coming to NRC she's brought with her a new era of renewal. Spreading love wherever she goes whether people realize it or not, her effect on others is undeniable!
Honestly, the reason I chose the dove is also because of the story from the Bible with Noah’s arc.
Genesis 8:6-12: After forty days Noah opened a window he had made in the ark and sent out a raven, and it kept flying back and forth until the water had dried up from the earth. Then he sent out a dove to see if the water had receded from the surface of the ground. But the dove could find nowhere to perch because there was water over all the surface of the earth; so it returned to Noah in the ark.
He reached out his hand and took the dove and brought it back to himself in the ark. He waited seven more days and again sent out the dove from the ark. When the dove returned to him in the evening, there in its beak was a freshly plucked olive leaf! Then Noah knew that the water had receded from the earth. He waited seven more days and sent the dove out again, but this time it did not return to him.
This story is why the dove in her symbol is specifically holding an olive branch! The dove being the symbol of the coming of a new era after a great disaster, isn’t it fitting?
Anyways— Another reason that I have is that, again, I wanted her to somehow act as a parallel/opposite to the NRC cast. While NRC is represented by a raven, I simply thought it’d be fitting for Kyra to be represented by a white bird.
Its also a way for me to once again poke fun at stereotypes. Ravens are commonly seen as bad omens and “evil” in media, while doves are much more praised and beloved and commonly related to the heavens.
Buut !!! There is more !!! Continuing on my raven - dove symbolism…
Ravens are often symbols of death, while Doves are symbols of rebirth.
If it wasnt obvious already, I really like it when there are parallels within themes and characters WHAHAHAHA
Kyra herself is going through a period of rebirth and renewal throughout the main storyline. She is slowly discovering herself and the life she wants to lead, thus beginning her new, personal journey of life.
While she helps others— they help her, too. Without even realizing it.
Kyra’s character development focuses on Freedom, Love (romantic, platonic, self-love and familial—), Rebirth/New beginnings, Inner peace, and Hope in spite of a terrible past. Remaining full of love and hope regardless of the situation, and slowly coming to terms with who she is as a person.
HOLYY YAAPP😭😭 I put in a little TOO much thought into Kyra’s silly self methinks… only for me to mostly post only crack about her LMFAOOO
@screamintoad since I yapped to u abt this before hehe …
#🎀🕊️! kyra#yes this is how im going to reveal Kyra’s religous references ty#me when Kyra is super super complex but then i turn around and only make shit posts HELPME#its just so much more fun being unserious ……..#kyra …. my queen ………. ily …………#funfact!!: the reason I began shipping Kyra with Floyd is the exact same reason why I decided on Kyra’s symbol#I sat down one day and rlly thought about who SHE would want as a partner… Who would be best for her considering her background…#and boom— it just clicked!! Floyd!!! perfection!!! (worst decision of my life /j)#<- i have a seperate yap sesh abt that in my drafts somehwere….#twst#twisted wonderland#twst oc#twst wonderland#disney twst#yuusona#twst yuu
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It's thesis season so idk if I'll have time to animate much but I had to at least draw this fight scene
Dungeons and Drag Queens EP 2
#getting dropout was truly the best and worst decision ive ever made#like i have become insane about these shows esp D20 and PIBE#anyway i love this season#d20#dimension 20#dungeons and drag queens#fanart#dnd
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i’m so not trying to be mean but i can’t believe anyone actually thought haymitch wouldn’t be cast as a young woody harrelson. there is absolutely no way a young haymitch was ever gonna be anything but white. i know i joked about it, but it was a joke.
yes, haymitch, katniss and gale are poc in the books. canonically. but that went out the window in the movie universe in 2011 when they casted all white people. there was never a chance they would sway from that now. no one affiliated with the movies will even admit katniss wasn’t white. suzanne collins herself won’t admit it. and majority of people on the internet, outside of this site and small pockets of the fandom on other apps, all believe katniss/haymitch/gale/etc. were always meant to be white.
i don’t agree with it but until they reboot the entire series, these characters will always be white. and since the films practically walk on water in the mainstream media’s eyes, we’re sort of stuck with what we got.
#thg#hunger games#sotr#sunrise on the reaping#yes I am aware there’s a chance the main character isn’t Haymitch but you know what? that would be a#so beyond stupid decision that I can’t fathom it#everyone wanted Haymitch’s story#so writing the second qq and not making it Haymitch’s story would be the worst marketing move I’ve ever heard of ever#not that Suzanne collins always makes the best decisions but I digress#text post ✨✍🏻🤎
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BOOSH IM BACK
Sorry guys. School stuff is in the way but I finally got the time to catch up on all 12 days!!? They're just whiteboard doodles! But I hope you guys like!! ^_^
(those that have a year are different prompts from '24)
#butterscotch's art#kloktober2024#metalocalypse#mtl#dethklok#art#fanart#metalocalypse fanart#dethklok fanart#mtl fanart#nathan explosion#toki wartooth#william murderface#skiwsgaar skwigelf#pickles the drummer#charles foster offdensen#abigail remeltindtdrinc#dick magic ears knubbler#metal masked assassin#agent 216#school is kicking my ass#oughhh#oughhgh#NEVER have all of your classes as AP#worst yet best decision of my highschool life#idk how to describe it#bleghhhh#at least#im locked in
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every time i see another poor baby merlin "he's too fragile to do anything" take i lose 5 more years off my life
#that's a murdered you're speaking of#put some respect on his name#no but actually.......be so serious#sometimes i wonder what exactly gets people to think like this#is it the clumsiness? despite the fact that it's clearly a simple trait at best and pure physical entertainment at worst?#is it how young he looked in s1? despite him making conscious decisions that led to his harm?#most of all i fear that people simply don't understand that emotionality does not equal fragility#but i mustn't get into that#there arent enough tags for it
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“halsin’s too boring” “wyll’s too nice” “where’s the drama” as if this ship doesn’t have one of the most complicated real-life-relationship struggles at the heart of it:
what do you do when your partner wants a different relationship than what you want?
wyll wants a fairytale romance where you have sex after (agreeing to) marriage and you stay devoted to one person for life. halsin wants to roam and share the fun of having sex with his partners, not necessarily be “tied down.”
if they love each other, that is absolutely going to come into conflict. they are going to have to negotiate, they are going to have to compromise. they will miscommunicate along the way, they will hurt each other.
this is an incredibly difficult thing to write while staying true to both characters. (i.e., i personally think it’s a copout to have halsin become entirely monogamous with someone like he was just “waiting for the right person.”)
the potential for angst is absolutely there, and the possible resolutions are endless.
#wyllsin#wyll ravengard#halsin#bg3#fic prompts#text by rey#‘they’re too nice there’s no meat’ like wyll’s most compelling trait isnt makingbthe worst decisions with ghe best intentions#edit: like Halsin’s most compelling trait isn’t that he gets so focused he forgets to see the forest for the trees
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I don't have a lot of confidence in my art, but Roosterteeth and Achievement Hunter was one of the few things back in the day that got me to sit down & draw. I'm still really honored to be one of their guest artist for their 18th anniversary. You weren't always the best Roosterteeth, but thanks for inspiring this shy artist to keep drawing.
#pipart#roosterteeth#achievement hunter#probably my last roosterteeth post#digital art#dooleynotedgaming#despite all the horrible things they did there were still so many good people trying their best to make content to make people smile#i believe you cant judge a company by its people cos what you see on the surface is mostly corporate bullshit#but there are still a ton of artists and creators there that are genuinely kind and genuinely care about their audience and the work they d#take it from me who worked in EA the literally sewer of the gaming industry#there were so many good people there but in the end the decisions are all made by the higher ups and no one can do anything about it#they are still people who lost their jobs in what is current the worst time in the industry#so please be respectful and dont harrass them and if you can support them please do#rwby#camp camp#rvb#rooster teeth
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rereading trc and getting to know adam parrish again means my heart will break in exactly all the same places it did the first time i came to love him. though each time i love him more he is very tender and precious to me
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hey does anyone *sobs* anyone wanna talk about this
#spn#supernatural#brokeback mountain#dean winchester#destiel#deancas#castiel#i watched brokeback mountain for the first time last night and i can’t decide if it was the worst or best decision i’ve made
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to get up or not to get up at 3 AM for the new agatha all along ep... that is the question
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#the struggle is real#shoutout to my GMT+2 coven#i have to get up at 6 AM for work so we'll see if i actually get up for the ep#like it can be either the worst or best decision#f
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bonus cheeky mike under the cut
#i decided to rewatch this#greatest decision ever#your mother's a bitch#rlm#best of the worst#isn't jay hot here#i'm imagining satanist jay au things#don't mind me#it's been a day people#rich that hooded cloak is also really doing it for me#i need it to be halloween like tomorrow
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lmao every time Miles talks about RWBY it's the most validating experience ever for me because it's always "wow, this is literally what I spent years saying."
#Annie babbles about RWBY#He did a cameo where someone asked if he had any behind the scenes stuff to share about the Bees#And he talked about how Blake and Sun was always meant to be a teenage crush#And the Bees were a slowburn about two friends realizing they had feelings for each other#So it's all very validating#He also said if they did it again he didn't know if they'd go as hard with the Sun stuff because it just made people so mad lmao#I still don't think the Sun stuff was the worst decision ever in a vacuum but the bar is too low for m/f ships and too high for f/f ships#And some people are just incapable of admitting they're wrong so yeah that probably would have been for the best#He also mentioned everyone being in love with Blake was a deliberate choice and that's always so funny to me
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I only wish that I could have more confidence and try to forget all my silly preconceptions, misconceptions, and just live. Just live. Just. Live. Just live till I die.
Keith Haring
#these journals were the best and worst decision i could make right now#keith haring#literature#quotes#dark academia#classic academia#light academia
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