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taeho is funny bc by vampires standards he really isn't that bad. she hasn't even killed any humans yet. hasn't even fleshcrafted someone without their consent. poser
#he's a genuine freak don't get me wrong she just hasn't had the opportunity to show it#i mean she DID assist in some slaughters but those were other supernaturals it's fair game.#he needs the chance to torture someone. he wants to sooooo badddd#also i could be incorrect i never got that into what she was doing for those 8 years he was with his sire#besides being experimented on
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happy pride to all queer children of immigrants
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#muertodraws#queer art#queer comic#lgbtq#pride#trans artist#qtpoc#trans art#transgender#transmasc#mlm#if youre a queer child of immigrants you deserve free lifelong therapy#this comic was originally going to be a “i feel like a freak” cuz im trans and people dont know what to do with me#and then it turned into like. oh god this experience is compounded by your complicted relationship to uhh well#being mexican and a child of immigrants#i was originally going to add a quote from a jose marti poem but idk i didnt want this to get too long#i think if i did that i would prolly attract the attention of latine purists and nationalists lmfaooo#i already have people who dont even believe im mexican much less a child of immigrants much less a man#the most common hate i get now is that im a confused white woman gringa who isnt latin american#besides the transphobia im just like. have you ever heard of a diaspora#anyway#hope someone enjoys this
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And some days, I just wish you wouldn't look at me at all.
#ffxiv#sketch#wol#meteor survivor#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#oh no#its the consequences of his actions#everything is fine until the only man on the star you care about looks at you with the same contempt your father did#(Meteor's not doing it intentionally- its a reflex after he comes back for quite a bit)#and zenos is getting bodied because its been a while since... you know... him being able to really feel anything at all#and no- its not him regretting anything that had to do with varis- just him regretting the thought meteor could look at him like that#little does Meteor know he's emotionally bodying the man he's trying to be cordial with#its a little okay because in how I write adventurer zenos this serves as one of his main wake-up calls to make some changes#and realizing both the mistakes he's made with meteor and that meteor hating him in any way is actually -not at all- what he wants#but not okay on the end that every time meteor does this he has to watch zenos actively dissociate right in front of him#until zenos just kinda autopilots and walks away#the second time (or perhaps third) in the last 11 years that zenos has felt regret to any major capacity-#on meteor's end I just enjoy seeing the progression of the WoL through subtext#and why meteor is willing to even entertain the idea despite how much he hates zenos- his decisions and the path he's walked#is the realization that there is high chance that he could actually be a direct catalyst for zenos' growth#and the realization the wol has that they were the only one zenos has ever genuinely reached out to#besides- i just like the idea of having your equal other half fighting back to back with you- or being able to handle threats you cant#and i find their dynamic neat- of meteor not forgiving zenos but giving him his last chance- and growing to enjoy being around him#and zenos being able to work on moving past being the weapon or the monster- finding the connections he's longed for#and giving himself purpose to finally truly just live- for him to learn to experience and have the freedom to find what he enjoys#(and curiously him having estinien's brand of accidently helping people even in StB gives me ideas...)#but enough tag ranting- ill get to zenos' actual adventuring in another post lol
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random CrossCode sketches I did months ago when I was playing thru the game. Lea my sillygirl :>
PLAY IT IT'S PEAK FICTION
this one I did purely from memory of the squad
And obviously the best one I did lol
(i sucked at drawing that thumbs up hand hhdhj)
#pinyatart#crosscode#9/10 gaming experience besides a lot of the puzzles being hard af for some reason. everything else is chefs kiss perfect#it's useful having a very large backlog of art i never post to social media that i only send my irl flesh friends#it's like im giving you very old leftovers that somehow still taste good and didn't give you food poisoning. i think#when it comes to drawing i have two sides: draw like it's your last damn day on earth or do fuck nothing and play gacha games like a loser#the latter is beating my motivation's ass to hell. save me
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I think what I personally really enjoy about AroAce Rudyard is that I know, in my heart, that he would not ONCE spend a single thought thinking he was broken. This man is fully convinced everyone else is just being unnecessarily weird, which really resonates with me, who also spend like 22 years of his life not even considering the possibility that there's something "wrong" with me and that everyone else is simply a little overdramatic over love and sex.
#i know it's a different experience for everyone but besides like one or two little 'oh god this will affect my adult life' realizations that#i only had once i REALIZED i was aro and even then that was less a 'this is problem with me' and more a 'this is a problem because of other#people's expectations#anyway Rudyard Funn i love you sgdhsgshdh#love looses#rudyard funn#wooden overcoats#i think if like Georgie tried to explain being aro or ace to him he'd dismiss it too#he'd be like that's ridiculous georgie#he might think about it some more later tho#who knows#younger me thought he was simply a better person for not being silly about love and sex like#and that's very Rudyard#(and i have since grown and realized that I'm not a better person I'm just aroace)
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anyone interested in talking about the iconic 2000's middle-grade-bordering-on-ya book series gallagher girls??
#okay incoming rant about this series#i read the first book when i was 10 or 11 and i was absolutely obssessed with it. i read it so many times i had the entire story memorized#the issue was that i could not find the rest of the series anywhere. it was either sold out or out of stock#and then i found out that only the first 3 books had been translated into my first language so at that point i kinda gave up on them#anyway#flashforward to a couple of weeks ago#i was re organizing my bookshelf and on the back i found LYKY (is this how y'all are abreviating it??)#and remembred how much i loved it#and since i'm now fluent in english and was stuck at home recovering from a surgery i decided to download the entire series and read it#to find out what the fuck happened afterwards#long story short i read all six books in 4 or 5 days#and i haven't stopped thinking about them since#it's actually so funny how little information we have in the first book#i went all of these years thinking it was mostly a silly series about a boarding school for spies when actually SO MUCH happens afterwards#i can't believe i went all of these years unaware of zach goode's existence#truly character of all time#but also i can't stop thinking about how interesting it would have been if zach had come to hate the circle and his mom during the series#rather than before#make it a true enemies to lovers#and have us witness that portion of his character developement in real time instead of being told about it#like him slowly realizing through cammie and his time at gallagher that maybe what they were doing is wrong#i think it would have been very interesting to read#although let's be real it took me until halfway through book four to trust him and he was fully one of the good guys so..#but yeah i have a lot more to say but these tags are long enough#gallagher girls#okay i just want to add another funny anecdote about my experience with this series#my copy of LYKY has an age warning in the back recomending that readers should be above 13 yo to read it#and i distinctly remember finishing it and thinking the warning was kind of dumb bcs besides a few mentions of death and other heavier topi#nothing really happened#and now i realize it was a warning for the rest of the series not just the first book because jesus fucking chirst everything after
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I love womanhood and I’m so happy that I am a woman. Sometimes that Cis+ high is so real
#personal#gender#it’s so good being a woman is so good#fuck I am incredibly glad I got assigned this at birth#immense love and respect to women who discover and claim their womanhood later#(other people looking down on my gender is not the fault of my gender. They have to change not me)#I couldn’t put my finger on what I love about the experience#which I guess makes sense because there is no universal experience of womanhood besides “hey I am woman“#everyone is going to love it and feel themselves that way for different reasons#but it doesn’t matter because we’re all together under the umbrella regardless of what brought us there
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The trans FTM experience of not knowing how to feel about your detachment from femininity and growing up a woman
#No cause how do I deal with it#I figured out I wasn’t cis YOUNG like I was 11 when I started experimenting with different names and pronouns#but at the same time#I was someone’s daughter#I was someone’s niece#I grew up a little girl#and to those I’m not out to (or those who choose to live in ignorance) I still am all those things#and so I’m still viewed as less than.#I experience ‘feminine rage’ (whatever the name is)#I experience my medical issues being undermined by doctors#I experience the same limited access to period products#I’m not old enough to medically transition in my state as a minor#So on most levels beside my very liberal big city and social life I’m counted as female despite living in Texas#But the threat of being trans here can be a death sentence#I have few protections as a biological woman and if Trump is elected I will likely have even less#And I can’t begin to tell you how many more I’ll lose as a trans man#Trans#Venting#FTM#Texas#Election#us elections#Transgender#Trans man#Trans male#Trans FTM#Queer#LGBT#LGBTQ#LGBTQ+
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Autism culture is getting bullied for making a mistake and not knowing why you want to cry so badly when you don’t care about their comments.
Ps: how do I deal with bullies? I’ve tried talking with them, they just laugh at me. I’ve told authority figures (teachers, etc) and they talk to the dudes and it only makes it worse.
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#neurodivergent culture#mod milo#tw.bullying#there's only so much you can do in my experience:(#authority figures like to tell you they'll help you if you talk to them but they so rarely do#sometimes it's not even that they don't want to but that there's nothing they can do besides the things that haven't worked already!#i hope you're able to get advice from someone else here#i think a lot of us are familiar with the concept of being bullied.
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The biphobia coolaide never fails to smooth out peoples brains...
#Anti Lunter Lumity/Huntlow shippers are so goddamn creepy and annoying LMAO#crying about those mean old Lunter shippers for being ''homophobic'' bc they ship the bisexual girl with the bisexual boy#they are legitimately delusional#Anti Lunter rhetoric is rooted in biphobia#and we need to stop letting people in the LGTQA+ community gaslight us into thinking we're privileged and that straight ppl like us#Anti Lunter Lumity/Huntlow shippers are BIPHOBIC and we need to stop thinking their HATRED for bisexuals is justified#their little crusade to defend the ''queer'' ship from the ''straight'' ship is biphobic bc Luz AND Hunter are bisexual#Luz also likes boys like Hunter.#And even if Hunter wasn't bisexual that doesn't change the fact that Luz getting with a guy still counts as good BISEXUAL representation#because the whole point of representation is to showcase a particular groups lived experiences#This is why I can't stand the argument that bisexuals in m/f relationships shouldn't be represented#bc there are a bunch of m/f relationships in media#This argument is completely illogical because all those m/f relationships are between straight people#those relationships do not exist to represent bisexuals -- they exist to represent straight people#gotta love how every sexuality deserves representation besides bisexual people#i also love how people in the TOH fanbase do not see bisexuality as it's own unique sexuality#the only ones I feel bad for are the bisexual kids who are going to be brainwashed into thinking they're don't deserve representation#because straights and the LGTQA+ community think our lived experiences are disgusting and unworthy of representation
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THE number one most irritating thing about life is deciding when you're meant to speak or make eye contact and when you're not, and for how long and how many phrases you're meant to say at a time
#i know i make this post every week. i know this#but it's just constant!#all my other problems are either solvable or no one has ever solved them in the history of humanity you just have to live with them#but this one is soooo omnipresent and it takes up 80% of my brain space at almost all times#and it's not like i can really condition myself out of it because consciously Not thinking about it is the same as thinking about it!#try to think about my surroundings but people are a part of the surroundings!#how i avoided this level of constant decision making as a child is i just didn't speak to people besides my family unless i had to#i've read people's experiences who were like 'you need to decide when to put on your normal face and how to present yourself'#'being able to choose will give you more autonomy' and like! yeah! guess why i'm able to support myself and live an independent life#that doesn't mean making those choices every second of the day is enjoyable!! or really sustainable over decades and decades!!#rhghghgjhhbhhhhghghhhhghh#hisses like a cat going to the vet
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hi, hello, yes, if you ever use the word "deserve" with regards to romantic relationships between fictional characters (and real people, honestly) then i kindly invite you to go fuck yourself
#kotlc#this is a post about sokeefe#<- i should make that a tag#“keefe deserves sophie because he-” what if i stop you right there. what if i killed that. with fire.#people deserve /rewards/ /not/ people#way to objectify a character by making them out to be a reward#also this isn't just a sokeefe thing i've seen it in the atla fandom/other fandoms too hm should i tag atla too#eh i already did#atla#this post isn't necessarily anti sokeefe i just hate the way people talk about them sometimes#reminder that trauma/bad experiences/your life being shit does /not/ entitle you to a romantic relationship#and also doing a good deed/saving the world/being a hero /also/ does not entitle you to a romantic relationship#and /also/ also worshipping/adoring/loving/caring about a person /also/ doesn't entitle you to a romantic relationship with them either#fandoms love to forget that#even if you have good reasons to ship a ship besides that don't say objectifying shit like that please and thank you#goodbye
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rolling my eyes at customers isnt enough i need to be able to tell them to their face that theyre stupid
#imagine going from one restaurant to another#ignoring all the signs and literal blockades not to do this#bringing with you plates bowls glass cups etc#to a FAST FOOD RESTAURANT#and then being mad that nobody has waited on you and that kitchen will not give you glasses because WE DONT HAVE ANY WE ARE FAST FOOD#for context these are indoor eateries right beside each othee offering vastly different experience
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i usually like my dragon age love interests to contrast my characters somehow and yet the desire to romance emmrich as a fellow academic... would it be weird if he peer reviewed my papers before. would it be unprofessional
#dragon age posting#for now besides mourn watch i'm looking into veil jumpers and shadow dragons...#maybe i can settle with a rogue but i'll be forever sad i can't be an ORB MAGE#idk#i went with a human mage in inquisition and regretted it immediately it was so boring#oh yeah i'm a nobleman (ew) coming from a tame circle where nothing really happened (how exciting)#conversing with vivienne is like the only time i felt connected to my character and had anything meaningful to say about his experience#being a circle mage in dao is my favorite thing#being an apostate in da2 is pretty cool i'm just like my dad :) i feel so brave navigating this templar-infested city#but inquisition... maybe it's better if you're a dalish first tm#don't suppose they did anything cool for all the implications of a qunari mage either#i know the inquisitor's whole thing is for their own identity to Not Matter but you know it would be cool to have something to work with#to really feel it when it's taken away
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i'm very interested in warcraft lore & correct characterization in general but one thing y'all won't make me hate is wranduin bc teen friends to enemies to best friends to lovers is just the best trope to ever exist ever
#& yes i'm projecting my own experiences onto them no i will not stop#like i get that they're the ~default yaoi wow ship~ for obvious reasons or wtvr#& i get that if you dig deep enough AND focus on certain aspects of their respective personalities them being in love wouldn't make sense#BUT#if you also dig deep into other aspects of their bond then it starts to make sense . & besides i don't trust blizzard to write their own#characters correctly & i know yall will agree w me on this at least so#jupiter.txt#wranduin
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I made a lmk oc
#they’re supposed to be some sort of experiment to see if people could recreate Sun Wukongs stone egg. the goal was to make a more controlled#and tame version using carved wood and cultivation. but eventually they got worried about it becoming too powerful and scrapped it#eventually they come to life and live in the abandoned temple they were built in#their bottom half is made of wood because when they came to life their creator/s left them unfinished when they scrapped the project#they had to carve the rest of their body out of hunger and frustration because they couldn’t eat or move much by crawling on their top half#this is also why they spite their creators and hate irresponsible creation. because of abandonment issues and feeling like they have no#purpose or direction in life#their power is also very limited to due being man made since they were originally a wood carving#meo gave me the idea but one reason would be because they’re half finished. the sculpture was still half stump so it was completely untouche#that half can channel power in its raw form but the other half cannot once it’s been carved by man#so technically they could have the same level or potential for power as the stone but that was dampened#the other thing is how they were created to be a duplicate or recreation of a stone monkey and a celestial looked at that and was like#‘we’re not doing that again’ LMAO#i think the case of them carving their own legs doesn’t take away their power though. that balance was made#before they came to life so carving the legs or not can’t affect it anymore. like making a cake and slicing it#their energy levels are also naturally low because of that so their movements are sluggish and they aren’t very active overall#constantly lying in the sun to charge their batteries and get some stuff done. just like me fr#I actually don’t know what I’m gonna do with this character besides Put Them In Situations with other ppls ocs.. so if you have#a lmk oc you have been warned /lh /j#I wanna make some backstory art for them though.. maybe even the animatic treatment if I can get through dear wormwood which is 25#SECONDS OUT OF 3 MIN BTW#doodles#Lego Monkie kid#lmk#Monkie kid#lmk oc#monkie kid oc#myart#my art#xin ya
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