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New Video: Aloysius Bell Shares Dreamily Mischievous and Introspective "That Is Me"

New Video: Aloysius Bell Shares Dreamily Mischievous and Introspective "That Is Me" @auteurresearch

Aloysius Bell is the creative alter ego of Winnipeg-born, Montréal-based singer/songwriter and indie pop artist Annick Brémault, a former member of the now defunct Juno Award-winning outfit Chic Gamine. With Chic Gamine, Brémault toured extensively internationally and appeared on A Prairie Home Companion, Vinyl Café, Radio Canada’s Studio 12 and a number of other notable broadcasts. She has also…

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Literal French expressions

À deux - at two

À la + n. - in the style of

À la carte - at the menu

À la mode - in fashion

Amateur - lover

Après-ski - after skying

À propos - about

Armoire - wardrobe

Art nouveau - new art

Au naturel - plain

Au pair - at the peer

Auteur - author

Avant-garde - before guard

Bête noire - black beast

Blasé - jaded

Bon appétit - good appetite

Bon voyage - good journey

Boutique - shop

Buffet - credenza

Bureau - office

Canapé - couch

Carte blanche - white card

C'est la vie - that's life

Chauffeur - warmer (n.)

Chef - leader

Cliché - picture

Clique - gang

Connaisseur - "knower"

Coup d'état - blow of state

Coup de grâce - blow of mercy

Coup de foudre - blow of lightning

Couture - sewing (n.)

Cul-de-sac - ass of the bag

Début - beginning

Débutante - beginner

Déjà-vu - already seen

Dénouement - untying

Dossier - file

Double entendre - double hear

... du jour - of the day

Eau de toilette - washing water

Eau de vie - life water

Encore - again

Ennui - boredom

En route - in road

Ensemble - together

Entourage - people surrounding you

Entrepreneur - starter (n.)

Essai - attempt

Esprit de l'escalier - spirit of the stairs

Étiquette - label

Exposé - exposed

Façade - frontage

Faux pas - fake step

Femme fatale - deadly woman

Film noir - black movie

Fin de siècle - end of century

Flâneur - "stroller"

Femme - woman

Folie à deux - madness at two

Foyer - fireplace, home

Gamine - female kid (casual)

Gauche - left

Gendarme - person of weapons

Je ne sais quoi - I don't know what

Laissez-faire - let (someone) do (imperative)

Laissez-passer - let (someone) pass

L'appel du vide - the call of the void

Lingerie - underwear

Maître d' - master o'

Mardi gras - fat Tuesday

Matinée - morning

Ménage à trois - household at three

Mon/ma chéri-e - my cherished

Montage - mounting

Motif - pattern

Mural - on the wall (adj.)

Né-e - born

Négligé - neglected

Nom de plume - feather name

Parole - word

Petite - small (adj.)

Pied-à-terre - foot on land

Poilu - hairy

Pot pourri - rotten pot

Pourboire - for drink

Première - first

Prêt-à-manger - ready to eat

Protégé - protected

Renaissance - rebirth

Rendez-vous - appointment

Répertoire - directory

Résumé - summary

Risqué - risked

Robe - dress

Rouge - red

RSVP - answer please

Sans-culottes - without pantaloons

Savant - "knower" (n.)

Savoir-faire - know how to do (v.)

Savoir-vivre - know how to live

Séance - session

Soirée - evening

Souvenir - memory

Suite - sequel, development

Surveillance - careful watching

Tête-à-tête - head to head

Touché - touched

Tour - circuit

Trompe-l'oeil - cheats the eye

Venue - came

Vignette - sticker, label

Vis-à-vis - face to face

Voyeur - "seer"

Ballet vocabulary:

Allongé - laid down

Balancé - swinged

Balançoire - swing (n.)

Battu - battered

Brisé - broken

Chassé - chased

Chaînés - chained

Ciseaux - scissors

Coupé - cut

Dégagé - cleared

Développé - developed

Échappé - escaped

En cloche - in bell

En croix - in cross

Entrechat - between braid

En pointe - in tip

Failli - almost did

Fouetté - whipped

Glissade - sliding

Plié - bent

Jeté - thrown

Manège - carousel

Pas de bourrée - drunk step

Pas de chat - cat step

Pas de cheval - horse step

Pas de deux - step of two

Pas de valse - waltz step

Penché - leaned

Piqué - pricked

Port de bras - carry of arms

Relevé - lifted back up

Renversé - titled, bent backwards

Retiré - removed

Rond de jambe - leg circle

Temps de flèche - arrow time Tendu - stretched

Temps lié - linked time

Tombé - fallen

Tour en l'air - turn in the air

Kitchen vocabulary:

Amuse-bouche - mouth entertainer

Bain-Marie - Mary bath

Café au lait - milky coffee

Casserole - pot

Cordon bleu - blue ribbon

Crème brûlée - burnt cream

Crème de la crème - cream of the cream

Crème fraîche - fresh cream

Croissant - crescent

Éclair - lightning

Entrée - entrance

Filet mignon - cute net

Flambé - blazed

Foie gras - fat liver

Fondant - melting

Fondue - melted

Gourmet - foodie

Hors d'oeuvre - out of the work

Légume - vegetable

Liqueur - liquid

Mille-feuille - thousand leaf

Mousse - foam

Pâté - pasted

Roux - redhead(ed)

Sauté - jumped

Sautoir - "jumper"

Soufflé - blown

Velouté - velvety

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The Spectrum of Femininity & Cancer Rashi: A Study

in my previous posts, i had delved into why Punarvasu & Pushya women are often considered the feminine ideal and the various archetypes they present on the screen and in real life (look out for more posts regarding the same!!) and i had mentioned a little bit about the feminine spectrum as seen through nakshatras in the cancer rashi, in this post, im going to explore this further.

Cancer rashi consists of 3 nakshatras:

Punarvasu 20 degree gemini to 3 degree cancer

Pushya 3-16 degree cancer

Ashlesha- 16-29 degree cancer

Tropically Ashlesha is entirely Leo and the nakshatra of Ardra is sidereally entirely Gemini; this means only Punarvasu & Pushya remain in the Cancer rashi in both tropical and vedic systems.

We must understand the feminine journey through these nakshatras as they appear, so we will begin with;

Ardra

This nakshatra is associated with destruction and transformation. This nak's deity is Rudra, the most aggressive form of Lord Shiva. Ardra is associated with purification and renewal through demolition. it is also associated with storms and is symbolized by a teardrop.

The mythology of Ardra nakshatra can be briefly summarised as follows:

Lord Brahma desired his own daughter, and knowing this,the other celestial Gods were enraged and their collective fury gave birth to Rudra.

Rudra's purpose was to prevent this incestuous union, he thus slayed him but the other Gods felt regretful about the whole situation and disowned Rudra.

Rudra is heartbroken at this unjust and unfair treatment; his teardrops come down as thunderous storms.

Given this context, I have often noticed with Ardra women that they tend to be Gamines.

A Gamine is defined as a "young woman who is attractively boyish or possessing a mischievous boyish charm"

These natives tend to be slightly androgynous; there is a conflict between masculine and feminine energies.

The most famous Gamine of all time, Audrey Hepburn had Shatabhisha moon (another Rahu ruled nak).

I have already mentioned that Ingenues in cinema tend to be played by Rohini, Mrigashira, Punarvasu & Pushya natives, who also tend to possess Ingenue essence

However, although they're both youthful, Ingenue & Gamine essence are entirely distinct from each other.

Ingenue is pure yin, whereas Gamine is yang with a yin undercurrent. There is a hint of femininity; one that is not fully developed. It is NOT a mature, womanly, grown up energy but rather an adolescent, in the process of blossoming, kind.

Here are some Gamine (essence) celebs:

Ariana Grande- Ardra sun

Charli XcX- Ardra rising

Leslie Caron- Ardra sun conjunct mercury

Lea Seydoux, Ardra sun

Cyndi Lauper, Ardra sun

Aubrey Plaza, Ardra sun

Princess Diana, Ardra sun

Carly Simon, Ardra sun

Kristin Kreuk who is Ardra moon

Nicole Richie who is Ardra moon

Stella McCartney also Ardra moon

You can see how these women project a delicate, youthful boyish charm.

Rahu is a shadow planet, it does not have any light of its own and thus seeks to absorb light from other sources. This is a very Yin principle and thereby Rahu is the most feminine after Venus. However the feminine energy as we understand it through the nakshatras in Cancer rashi is not just about absorbing energy or holding energy but it is the ability to give and accommodate that Yin space internally. These natives can absorb energy but cannot retain it.

2. Punarvasu

these natives have weathered the storm of Ardra and now seek safety and shelter, hence why a common archetype Punarvasu women seem to play on screen is that of the Ingenue. the youthful, slightly naïve and clueless creature who has to be helped.

the main distinction between an ingenue and a gamine is the fact that the former is naive and innocent whereas the latter is mischievous and teasing. Many Punarvasu women possess an Ingenue essence;

Miranda Kerr, Punarvasu moon

Drew Barrymore, Punarvasu moon

Kristen Bell, Punarvasu sun

Karina, Punarvasu moon

Punarvasu women are known for their bubbly, effervescent personalities. wide-eyed and happy-go-lucky, these natives are usually very chirpy and charming. They're like the main lead in a romcom; very easy to like, deeply perceptive but endearingly clueless at the same time.

from the wide eyed, innocent ingenue, Punarvasu women mature into the Ideal Woman. it is well known that most Punarvasu women marry well, from Kate Middleton (Punarvasu moon) who married Prince William to Miranda Kerr (Punarvasu moon) who is married to the CEO of Snapchat.

another archetype that the Punarvasu woman represents is the Mother. they contain the vast abundance of the cosmos, they are natural givers and their deity is the Mother Goddess Aditi herself. the downside of this is that they can often be enablers; unnecessarily expending their empathy to those who do not deserve it.

Kris Jenner, probably the most famous mom of our times (lol) is a Punarvasu moon. besides Kylie, all her children tend to treat her poorly (Punarvasu being an enabler trope).

Sofia Vergara played one of the most well known fictional moms on TV. She has sun & moon in Punarvasu. even on the show, there are numerous instances where Gloria is taken for granted.

Morticia Addams was both the Trophy Wife/Ideal Woman and the best mom ever (if you've watched the movie, you'll know). She was played by Anjelica Huston who has Punarvasu sun

probably the most famous fictional mom, Maria from the Sound of Music is played by Julie Andrews has Ketu in Punarvasu

3. Pushya

after the abundance of Punarvasu, comes the restriction of Pushya, it concerns itself with holding energy. Punarvasu is ruled by Jupiter which allows for limitless expansion but Pushya is governed by the limitations of Saturn.

these women are highly desirable and much sought after, but its almost like they cant enjoy themselves too much. there are always certain terms that they have to live with. Saturn is structure and discipline, as well as karma and punishment, so it makes sense why these natives seem to live their lives experiencing abundance and lack, almost simultaneously.

in the movie Malena, the protagonist is a widow living alone in a small Italian town. she is desired by everyone; sexualised and even stalked. i had already talked about how Pushya/Punarvasu create women who are highly sought after by men.

the main dilemma in this movie rests on the fact that even though the whole town is obsessed with Malena, she does not benefit from it; she is dehumanized and subject to a lot of cruelty. a pitfall of being so desired is that, while others seem intrigued by Pushya, not everyone understands Pushya natives.

Malena is played by Monica Bellucci who has Pushya moon.

Paris Hilton, Pushya moon was born to riches, however she suffered horrific abuse as a teenager and struggled in her personal life for a very long time. Paris is the quintessential "poor little rich girl". She was subject to sexual and institutional violence but not many people see her in that light at all. Most people view her as a spoilt brat and an airhead.

fun fact, the character London Tipton from the show Suite Life of Zack & Cody was based on Paris Hilton. Tipton is also emotionally neglected by her father and lives alone in her family's hotel. Brenda Song who played London Tipton is a Pushya moon like Paris herself.

here's an excerpt from one of Paris Hilton's interviews:

The irony, she says now, is that she became this icon of licentiousness when she wasn’t even promiscuous. “I was portraying this sex-symbol vibe, but inside I did not feel that way at all. And I did not trust anyone because I had such huge walls that I built around my heart. I didn’t want to let anyone in, and I didn’t want to be hurt, so I didn’t want to ever give myself to someone.”

this to me is very Punarvasu & Pushya coded. these women are sexualised to the nth degree but they're usually sexually conservative and often have very few partners.

Selena Gomez, Pushya stellium (sun, venus & rising)

Selena is one of the wealthiest celebrities in the world and her cosmetics line is one of the most successful celebrity makeup ventures ever, however her personal life has always been troubled, from her chronic illness to her dating history and most recently, there has been disturbing news about how The Idol starring her ex, The Weeknd is heavily inspired by her life and struggles.

Selena is a highly desirable woman, she's been at the top of the game for so long but she's still discredited as a singer and not taken seriously and in recent years, her appearance has been ridiculed and was subject to horrible bodyshaming despite the fact that her struggle with her illness is well known. Pushya is known as a wealth giving nakshatra but it also subjects the native to a lot of struggles.

Celine Dion, Pushya rising

Celine Dion was 12 years old when she met 38 year old Rene Angelil, who would go on to become her manager and husband. It's only logical to assume that he groomed her but Dion's life has had many struggles, she grew up underprivileged and was recently diagnosed with a rare chronic illness.

in the movie Million Dollar Baby, Maggie is a poor waitress who trains and works very hard to become a boxer. however, she is critically injured and cannot fight again, her family proves to be selfish jerks and she meets with a tragic ending. This is a very cautionary Saturnian story of working hard, succeeding, and still meeting difficulties, representing the dark side of Saturn. Maggie is played by Hillary Swank who is Pushya Sun.

Angelina Jolie, Pushya rising

Jolie has had a very difficult life, she battled eating disorders, suicidal tendencies, self-harm, drug addiction and despite being a wealthy, desirable woman, struggles in her personal life (including TW domestic violence)

Jolie is another one of those celebrities who cant seem to catch a break. A highly desirable woman, wanted by everyone, but understood by very few.

Pushya gives the native the ability to hold vast amounts of energy but they're unable to expand it. They seem to face barriers and limitations that prevent them from expanding fully. The feminine energy here is one that has to work hard and discipline themselves. they cultivate grace intentionally. they have to strive to achieve emotional fulfillment. The giving feminine of Punarvasu becomes the restrained feminine in Pushya.

in Punarvasu, we saw the giving nature of the feminine, they seem to have an endless reservoir of compassion, empathy and yin energy. the downside of this is that they're easily taken advantage of, and they're too forgiving of others; their insistence on taking the high road means others who are less deserving get further ahead than them in shorter spans of time. but it is this refinement, and natural elan that makes them the "Ideal Woman". Jupiter's magnificence means that these women possess the kind of vast mental space others can't even conceive of; this creates intrigue as to how they never seem to run out of "energy" (i use this term in its spiritual sense).

in Pushya, we saw the restrained feminine, they work hard and strive to get where they are, however, they seem to operate within a box, they're the beautiful bird within a gilded cage. the reason why this nak is considered the height of femininity is because of the discipline it takes to wield the yin energy consciously and with reservation. Punarvasu seems to give to everyone without discrimination; she's the Celestial Mother but it is very crucial to learn how to discriminate and in Pushya, presided by Saturn, we learn to control and channel our femininity and yin energy in a discriminate manner. not everyone can have them, this makes them all the more appealing.

4. Ashlesha

the very last nak in the Cancer rashi and one which lies entirely in Cancer is Ashlesha. after the giving and holding stages of the feminine, in Ashlesha, we come to confront the dark feminine.

every peak is followed by a valley; in Pushya we reached the height of femininity and now there is a reversal almost, a return to girlhood and unrefined femininity.

there is a descension to darkness and there is a desire to return to the self and to exist for one's self. we've seen how Pushya women often lead difficult lives, now, in Ashlesha, femininity enters its villain era. Its done being treated unfairly and poorly, so in Ashlesha, we see the manifestation of the dark feminine.

Ashlesha is associated with tantra; ascending above the giving traditional feminine and embracing the demonic feminine.

Megan Fox, Ashlesha moon

Jennifer's Body depicts Ashlesha's unique feminine journey quite well. Jennifer is taken advantage of and almost sacrificed but in the process she gains supernatural powers and feasts on boys to maintain it. This trope of being abused, gaining power and using it to get back at people who caused their suffering or represent it is a very common Ashlesha trope.

Charlize Theron, Ashlesha Sun

in the movie Monster (based on a true story), Charlize plays a prostitute who is raped and abused; she in turn becomes a serial killer who kills her clients

This is a very common Ashlesha trope that I will explore more in future posts!!

the earliest a woman was unburdened was in girlhood but if you really think about it, girlhood was a time when you had no agency and no voice; a child is a powerless creature and has to wield their emotions to get by (by throwing tantrums, by being coy etc). children are expected to behave a certain way; they're rewarded for good behaviour and punished for bad. the burden of femininity is absent but with it goes feminine power. thus an Ashlesha native has to resort to other ways to wield their power. this is where the demonic feminine comes to play.

these individuals are self-contained because they have a tendency to think that they could be taken advantage of if they're too trusting. remember how little kids are warned? don't talk to strangers, don't go after the nice man offering candy. children are taught to be afraid and mistrusting, to be alert and cautious, for their own sake/safety.

this nakshatra's deity is Naga (a serpent God of the underworld) and if you think about how snakes are, they are creatures who are entirely limbless, they live on the ground, they rely on their intuition to sense danger, and their only defense is the venom they hold in their body, without which they're utterly helpless. but being highly poisonous, they can destroy any creature in an instant, no matter how big or strong the creature is. they cannot fight the way other animals do, they are not designed that way. this is true of Ashlesha natives as well. they have to be stealthy, secretive, cautious, and manipulative (the word manipulation is often interpreted negatively but even charisma is manipulation, so its all about how its wielded)

Ashlesha is Mercury ruled, mercury is a "eunuch" planet and is genderless. to me it represents the pre-pubescent stage where an individual has not yet attained sexual maturity; in this stage, the native is sexually curious, and wildly imaginative but both afraid and incapable of true intimacy.

Mercury is the smallest planet, therefore these natives do not have the vast emotional reservoir of say Punarvasu or Pushya (which is not to say they're not emotional) thus they're unable to give their energy to others. They're very picky and very deliberate with who they give their energy because they feel drained very easily. But what they lack in the emotional sphere they compensate with intellect. Mercury-ruled nakshatras always give the native raw natural intelligence. these natives are very smart.

Lana Del Rey is Ashlesha Moon. Early on in her career, she was accused of being fake & inauthentic. She sang about sadness and sugar daddies in a way that presented itself as an aesthetic and gave rise to the whole girlblogger/coquette community for whom she is the patron saint. Lana has moved on to other concepts with her albums but her influence over this community continues to stay. Her music heavily features an abusive figure, heavy doses of melancholy, and an unhealthy obsession with money & glamour, even though the subject matter is sad, she sets it up in the most theatrical of ways.

most importantly, she presents herself in her songs as this naïve, lost, perpetually sad, self-loathing creature, presenting the feminine in a way that it seldom is presented. this female gaze is what has made her soooo relatable to so many young girls and women.

in fact the coquette community itself is very Ashlesha coded imo, embracing girliness over womanliness, "gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss", "female manipulator", you name it, there is an undeniable Ashlesha influence at play, including the fact that many of its figureheads have Ashlesha placements.

Vera Farmiga, Ashlesha Sun played Norma in Bates Motel. both her character and the show itself feature many Ashlesha tropes.

Norma is a very possessive, overprotective mother (Cancer women have complicated relationships with their mothers, this manifests in the most toxic way in Ashlesha), here the Ashlesha native plays the Mother and (spoiler alert) her son develops an alternate personality that is an extension of Mother, killing anyone he thinks could pose a threat to their relationship. Norma grew up in an abusive home and faces abuse at the hands of men all her life. The entire show revolves around this dysfunctional Mother-Son relationship with the son embodying his Mother.

Cancer rashi nakshatras are passive by nature and this is taken to new lengths in Ashlesha which is the concluding Cancer nakshatra. these natives cannot seem to do things in a straightforward way, ruled by the smallest planet Mercury which governs the intellect, these natives achieve whatever they want by playing mind games (if unevolved) or by using their intellect (if evolved).

The reason Jupiter is known for always taking the high road is because it has the expansiveness to do so. Mercury gives very little space inwardly so they have to be emotionally conservative and frugal. This is why they seem manipulative to others; they have to use their limited resources to achieve what they want, they cannot "give endlessly".

its interesting how Cancer rashi concludes itself in a Mercury ruled nak since Cancer is Moon ruled and feminine and Mercury is a "eunuch" planet and without gender. The feminine journey had its seeds in the feminine but malefic nakshatra of Ardra; which contributes to the androgyny of these natives (primarily yang but with a hint of yin), developing into the Ingenue (or Maiden) and Mother in Punarvasu, both of whom give endlessly because of naivete and later because of compassion, then learning restraint & discrimination in Pushya (the height of femininity) where natives experience abundance but cannot indulge in it fully ( Saturn teaching discipline). In Ashlesha, we see the dark feminine, rising above everything a woman should "ideally" be. There is nothing "ideal" about Ashlesha, it represents that which is considered taboo, it is an outcast nakshatra and depicts raw, unrefined femininity.

Excluding Rahu ruled Ardra, the Cancer rashi spans nakshatras ruled by Jupiter, Saturn and concludes in Mercury. Both Jupiter & Saturn are masculine planets and Mercury is an eunuch planet. Feminine energy at its most expansive is Punarvasu and at its height, its in Saturn, and its "valley" venturing into its darkness is Mercury which rules the mind. This is a very interesting journey, representative of an experience most women are familiar with; women are expected to be givers, but later, with experience learn how to discriminate with their giving and ultimately decide to put themselves first and be, selectively selfish.

I hope this was interesting<33

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après des mois de travail et de réflexion, nous vous présentons enfin notre bébé behind blue eyes, forum city qui se situe à Charleston et qui tire ses inspirations de la série Outer Banks. avec une pré ouverture qui a eu lieu hier, nous comptons actuellement une soixantaine de membres qui sont prêts à vous accueillir et écrire avec vous. ✨

le forum se veut tranquille, tout les personnages sont les bienvenus et nous voulons que bbe soit un cocon où vous pourrez vous épanouir dans vos écrits, dans un cadre sain et posé.

Sous les chênes centenaires drapés de mousse espagnole, se camoufle doucereuse beauté aux apparences trompeuses. Élégance pour façade, outil parfaitement manipulé pour dissimuler les vérités qu’on ne veut pas dévoiler. Derrière chaque regard, un secret qu’on tait, des désirs non assumés et des murmures étouffés. Entre belles bâtisses aux balcons en fer forgé qui crachent leur luxe aux visages des plus modestes, déshérités de toute fortune sans la chance d’être privilégiés, la ville oscille entre le faste et la déchéance, entre l’illusion et une réalité plus rude à assumer. Chacun aspire à être reconnu pour ce qu'il n'est pas, à échapper au carcan des attentes sociales et à briser les chaînes de l'illusion. Mais au-delà des masques et des faux-semblants, se cache la vérité nue et crue de ce que nous sommes réellement. Entre familles influentes et gamins offerts à la rue, les rivalités entre les quartiers gangrènent et bouffent chaque habitant jusqu’à la moelle, comme un divin poison indolore. Désormais, cerner le vrai du faux s’avère être une tâche compliquée. Les nantis se pavanent dans l’opulence et l’excès sous les regards sombres de ceux qui n’ont jamais rien eu, ignorant les luttes des démunis qui survivent dans l’ombre de leurs privilèges. On se vante d’une réussite au détriment des autres, crachant ainsi sur une misère que tout le monde cache sous le tapis; par fierté ou pour ne pas faire face à ses responsabilités ou à la culpabilité qui pourrait ronger les os. Mais au-delà des tromperies, des préjugés et des chances mal distribuées, il subsiste une lueur d’espoir, un souffle de vérité qui terrasse les illusions et révèle la beauté cachée derrière les apparences bâties avec acharnement. Ici, il n’y a qu’un pas entre la lumière et l’ombre, c’est dans cette dualité que réside la véritable essence de la ville et de ses habitants.

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bought an xbox one and I'm soo excited to play more cod games (going insane) (I fear I'm hyperfixating on black ops) (like a fool)

anyway

i think hesh is very stingy abt the brother title. like he wouldn't be mean abt it but but he does not like other people calling him their brother he has a brother and its logan !! (kick tries to joke that him and hesh are basically as close as hesh and logan and gets the most vile side eye from them both)

keegan and logan are both bitches w little social awareness so all their interactions are bouncing insults off of each other so for a while everyone thinks they want each other dead

elias is the mother rorke is the dad, obviously

merrick is constantly grumbling stupid complaints abt everything and corners the brothers to talk about The War bcs their soft squishy brains are the only ones not sick of him

neptune and kick have like a 10 year age gap but are as equally stupid as each other

I think kick is like early 30s and was not part of the original 15 survivors but rather Some Guy the ghosts picked up off the side of the road for his IT skills. idk maybe their other guy died

-angel :]

Xbox one gamin time lfg

Pls, that's real. Took his old pals in Viking a solid week of deadeyed stares before they'd stop going "That's my brother" because listen.... Hesh gets they're kidding but he doesn't like the joke. They can call him "Mom" as much as they want tho, he thinks that's funny. Poor Kick lmaoooooo not BOTH of them hitting him with the side eye. Bro vaporizes

Keegan and Logan bitching at each other internally going "This guy speaks my language." and everyone else is like "Are they gonna? Fight?? Should we get someone?! Elias. Elias pls. Get over here." (Literally just two autistic people recognizing each other as autistic and going "Fucking finally some good food.")

Elias has a "Mom" jar where people have to pony up a dollar every time they call him mom and Rorke has a "Dad" jar where HE pony's up money to whoever calls him dad. (Obviously the caveat with Rorke's thing is that is HAS to be a slip up, you can't just "Infinite Money Glitch" him. Though the funnier the slip up is the better the money is.)

Merrick bonds with the boys (accidentally on his part) by bitching about the war. Hesh and Logan (used to their dad telling war stories) just sit there enjoying themselves and asking questions every so often.

Neptune and Kick got one braincell to share and half the time Riley stole it like a tennis ball

"Some random guy" Yeah Keegan was driving them back from an op (late night taco bell run) and ran someone over (Kick) so they shoved him in the trunk but he lived so now he's theirs now. Dibs.

[petitepoupa]

janet, mood (+ fc ayo edebiri) ny 1986

janet elle bosse au kfc depuis qu'elle a eu son fils et bon elle est la mère qui démocratise le fait qu'elle a beau aimer son gamin, elle sait que sans lui elle aurait eu une vie plus belle. (parfois la réalité est vraiment triste....)

[je-suis-ronflex]

J'ai fait virer une collègue sans faire exprès

Une nouvelle collègue a été recrutée pour commencer lundi dernier. Jusqu'ici tout va bien sauf que la meuf a peine arrivée elle fait des dingueries de zinzin.

Déjà la meuf nous explique sans pression que les gens qui fume et/ou qui boivent son "sales" dans le sens de "impur" car pour sa religion, il ne faut ni boire ni fumer. Déjà avec les collègues on s'est regardé en mode ???? qu'elle ne veuille ni boire ni fumer par respect pour sa religion c'est tout à fait ok mais tenir ce genre de discours a des gens que tu ne connais pas c'est déjà un peu chaud

Plus tard dans la journée de lundi, deux collègues parlaient de moi et du prof d'anglais (oui cette histoire n'en finira jamais) car ils s'étonnaient de ne pas l'avoir revu et une des deux collègues sort "il n'est pas revenu car il a du se faire croquer par un requin quand il est parti surfer à défaut de se faire croquer le cul par Quentin" et là la nouvelle c'est pas qu'elle explique que les homosexuels ne la dérange pas mais qu'il ne faut pas qu'ils se reproduisent ???? euh ma belle l'homophobie c'est un délit on t'a jamais expliqué ou quoi

Puis la meuf prend trop la confiance avec les élèves, elle leur parle comme si c'était leurs potes, et elle a même claqué la bise a une élève sans rien lui demander et la gamine était ultra gênée Donc la meuf fait toutes ces zinzineries en 1 journée (et elle ne revenait que le vendredi) donc moi j'en parle aux CPE en mode "ouais son attitude est problématique mais elle n'a pas l'air foncièrement méchante" afin que les CPE puissent recadrer un peu le truc quoi sauf que les 2 CPE en ont parlé vite fait à la proviseur qui l'a appelé et qui lui a dit "en fait ne revenez pas merci bisous"

ptn j'avoue du coup je culpabilise un peu wsh je pensais pas que ça irait jusque là

[rayondelun3]

Sting ? STING ? JE HURLE C'ÉTAIT BIEN STING !!!!!! PUTAIN MAIS LA TUERIE C'EST QUOI CETTE SÉRIE DE MALADE LÀ ????? DINGUERIE JE HURLE LÀ J'VAIS PAS M'EN REMETTRE SA MÈRE LA PUTAIN DE SES MORTS. JE CHIALE MA RACE À L'INTÉRIEUR. MEILLEUR DUO JE VEUX RIEN SAVOIR.

Silco putain je t'aime. Jinx ma chérie toi et moi we are fucking sadly the same. Putain. Silco meilleur père j'en ai rien à foutre. Jamais il aurait donné Jinx. J'le sais. Jamais il aurait donné Jinx. Putain Silco. Silco t'as raison Jinx est parfaite t'as failli me mettre les larmes enculé. Silco putain... Jinx putain... Comment elle va vivre avec ça ma bichette ? Même s'il la rassuré en agonisant et tout en mode « c'est pas ta faute » et tout plus belle déclaration d'amour. Il aura essayé de la protéger jusqu'au bout. Putain. SILCO JE REFUSE MAIS EN MÊME TEMPS C'EST TROP BIEN QU'ELLE T'AIT TUÉ. Putain. J'écoute la musique en boucle je HURLE PUTAIN. Putain... J'me répète mais putain. Wah. Et cette musique là c'est pour me tuer.

J'ai dit à mon père c'est la première j'en ai rien à foutre des personnages gays + la masc me sort par les yeux il m'a dit ah ouais à ce point ? J'ai dit bah oui la salope elle a abandonné sa petite sœur ! Connasse ! Et mon père normal « ah oui c'est pour ça... » parce que évidemment j'ai fait un transfert jamais JAMAIS J'ABANDONNERAI LIAM LA VIE DE MA MÈRE OK ELLE A BUTÉ LA TEAM MAIS OUESH C'EST UNE GAMINE T'ES LA GRANDE SŒUR ET TU L'ABANDONNE J'EN AI RIEN À FOUTRE J'ESPÈRE QUE VI VA CREVER ELLE ME CASSE LES COUILLES SI ELLE AVAIT PAS FAIT ÇA JINX AURAIT PAS AUTANT SOUFFERT. Bref je m'emporte. Je relate tellement sur Jinx ça m'inquiète. Je suis au bout de ma vie. Je hurle. Vraiment la chanson me tue de l'intérieur mais j'aime trop.

[chaos-chloe]

My Master list <3

WWE

MIND GAMES - Seth Rollins x OC = “You want to play mind games on your older brother?” Who can say no to that question……

AEW

A Southern Helping Hand - Hook x OC = Kris Statlander isn't available? Don't worry AEW's Southern Belle is always available to help.

Pezzy :)

Drunk Pezzy ---A small blurb from Pezzy being drunk.

Driving W/Pezzy --- Driving with Pezzy Song-fic {Strange by Miranda Lambert}

Back Seating in Action ---Chat back seating on a game, inspo from his clip

More Nut in my Butt --- Out of context clip

Fairly Clueless - Clooless/Pezzy x reader

Deep in Your- - Pezzy x reader

Fav Snack? - Pezzy clip inspo

Cleared Crash- Pezzy x reader angst(?)

Playing W/Fire - Pezzy x reader

Redeeming - Pezzy x Reader

Drunk Ban appeals? - Pezzy x Reader

Grizzy

Oblivious Friends - Grizzy X Reader/ Clooless Pod X Reader

The Great Gamin Fisco - Grizzy x reader

Droid

Mezcal Sour - Droid X F!Reader

Clooless

[atthebell]

:DDDD

[letsheresy]

scénario d'ambrose (oz) que j'attends impatiemment avec barbie sur MGV (tw hp, deuil) ♡

petit-fils d'un garagiste aux finances respectables et à la réputation solide dans le domaine des voitures volantes, et clientèle qualitative ne l'empêchant nullement de garder les pieds sur terre : plus soucieux de dépanner le voisinage que de faire du chiffre. il a recueilli sa belle-fille et oz à la mort de son garçon [ cas mortel et fulgurant de vanishing sickness ] — le vieil homme, un peu bourru et vieille époque, imposant bien qu'aimant, a dès lors veillé à leur donner ce dont ils avaient besoin, ni plus ni moins, peinant pourtant à les laisser décider pour eux-mêmes ((« mon toit, mes règles, gamins. »)). la musique s'est imposée comme l'oxygène du quotidien d'oz, exutoire après la perte (...). sa relation à la fois forte et conflictuelle avec son grand-père s'est complexifiée face au refus du vieil homme d'accepter cette passion qu'oz tenait de son père, et qui tendait à ramener à la surface des souvenirs douloureux, en plus de ne mener nulle part selon lui : « musicien c'est pas un métier, p'tit con ! » qu'il martelait à chacune de leurs engueulades ; oz claquait la porte de sa chambre et faisant trembler les murs en jouant excessivement fort [ n'aurait pour rien au monde renoncé à ce bout de son géniteur — tout ce qu'il lui restait de lui après qu'il ait simplement disparu ]. à 17 ans oz s'est tiré avec fracas : mi-foutu dehors par son grand-père ((« pas la peine de revenir tant qu't'auras pas pris un peu d'plomb dans la cervelle ! »)) mi-parti de lui-même, prêt à vivre dans sa bagnole dans l'attente d'un succès... qui n'est pas venu. son groupe jouait à l'époque dans les rues passantes pour gratter l'attention et les gallions des badauds, mais même les quelques scènes de bars décrochées ne leur ont pas permis de décoller.

(…) aujourd'hui célèbre sous le pseudo OZ et évoluant en duo, il a pris du galon au sein de l'agence LEGIT (Let's Get It) Records et explore les différentes nuances du b r u i t sans plus limiter les différentes inspirations pouvant étoffer son identité w-rock.

[aisakalegacy]

Hiver 1922, Hylewood, Canada (3/3)

Je dois également vous annoncer un évènement heureux. Vous souvenez-vous de l’infirmière Heather Delacroix ? C’est elle qui m’a tiré de ma tranchée à Ypres. Après la guerre, Heather a ouvert un institut pour orphelins de guerre à Vancouver. Nous continuons à correspondre régulièrement, et c’est ainsi qu’elle m’a entretenu d’une petite fille née dans l’Alberta, dont le père est tombé à la Serre en 1918 et dont la mère est morte il y a deux ans de la grippe espagnole. Elle a déjà trois ans, et si les bébés sont adoptés rapidement, il n’en va pas de même pour les enfants plus âgés. Nous avons une grande maison, Lola est en âge de quitter la nurserie… J’ai donc décidé d’adopter cette petite fille, qui s’appelle Gizelle. Elle rejoindra notre famille bientôt, il faut que j’aille la chercher à Vancouver.

Voilà pour les nouvelles. Ma femme voulait répondre à Albertine, je pense qu’elle le fera bientôt.

Votre bien dévoué,

J. Le Bris

[Transcription] Lucien LeBris : Comment sera notre nouvelle petite sœur, à ton avis ? Marie LeBris : Insupportable, sûrement. N’est-ce pas le cas de toutes les gamines de cet âge ? Lucien LeBris : Tu étais plutôt mignonne, toi, quand tu avais trois ans ! Marie LeBris : Parce que je ne suis plus mignonne aujourd’hui ? Lucien LeBris : Alors non, clairement, mignonne n’est pas le mot qui me vient à l’esprit quand je pense à toi. Terrifiante, belle, glaciale. Mais pas « mignonne ». Marie LeBris : Ça me va. Je prends ça pour un compliment. Lucien LeBris : J’espère que tu ne vas pas trop terrifier notre nouvelle sœur… Marie LeBris : Ne t’en fais pas, Papa s’occupera de la terrifier tout seul lorsqu’il l’abandonnera pour une excavation en Papouasie dès lors qu’il se sera lassé de jouer à la poupée. Marie Simmon : Oh non, vous n’osez pas ! Vous êtes odieux !

[elementary-graph]

Bonjour !

J'apprécie beaucoup ton travail, et je me demandais s'il t'était possible, quand tu auras un peu de temps et si la personnalité dont je vais te parler t'inspire, de concocter quelques avatars. La personnalité en question est Alejandro Speitzer. Je n'ai pas masse de ressources pour Alejandro alors que clairement… JE L'ADORE. Mais je suis anti douée en graphisme :'D.

J'espère que la sélection de photos faite sera d'assez bonne qualité : https://imgbox.com/g/Us9ilcbaal

Pour te parler un peu du personnage : Diego Arriaga, jeune mexicain a débarqué à New York il y a plusieurs années. Il n'est pas venu seul. En effet, marchant à ses côtés, se trouvait toute une fratrie. La vie des gamins n'a pas été toute rose ; naître et grandir dans un bidonville avec un père s'enfonçant dans les drogues, se noyant de plus en plus dans ses verres d'alcool et s'en prenant gratuitement à qui rencontrait sa route, et une mère que la situation a plongé dans une profonde dépression a poussé Diego à prendre soin de tout ce petit monde alors qu'il était très jeune. Les services sociaux s'en sont mêlés, et c'est ainsi que les frères et sœurs ont pris l'avion, quittant leur Mexique natal et direction la grosse pomme pour aller vivre chez une de leur tante. Diego a toujours eu à cœur de protéger les plus jeunes membres de la famille, et il est celui sur qui les coups du père pleuvaient puisqu'il se mettait systématiquement au travers de sa route pour l'empêcher de lever la main sur quelqu'un d'autre. Il n'est pas beaucoup allé à l'école, il n'est donc clairement pas doué en écriture ou en lecture... Par contre, il se débrouille pas trop mal avec les chiffes, ce qui lui permet de tenir son food truck sans trop de problèmes. Mais il ne fait pas que cuisiner le Mexicain, ça non. À couvert de son travail, il refourgue de la dope aux étudiants de la ville ou à quiconque en demande. Il est aux prises d'un cartel de drogues puissant, et bien qu'il n'aime pas cela, s'il veut subvenir aux besoins des siens, il n'a pas le choix, il ne sait rien faire d'autre. Diego c'est un gentil gars qui cumule la malchance et à qui la vie se fait un malin plaisir de faire de bon gros F**K régulièrement. Il est tout mignon, timide à souhait, ses joues rougissent facilement et il peut se montrer maladroit quand il est mal à l'aise. À côté de ça, il est aussi têtu et à une force de travail hallucinante. Évidemment, avec ce qu'il a vécu, il déteste la violence et il a tendance à se murer à la fois dans le silence et dans l'immobilisme quand il en est spectateur ou victime. Sinon, il adore les étoiles et tout ce qui se trouve dans le ciel de façon générale. Il est attiré à la fois par les femmes et par les hommes, bien qu'il ne soit pas du tout à l'aise avec la seconde possibilité, se voilant donc la face.

Je te remercie de m'avoir lu et je te souhaite une très belle journée !

Mallorie

Coucou ! Trop contente que mes créations te plaisent ♡ Je viens de poster quelques avatars ici !

N'hésites pas à repasser si il t'en faut plus ou si tu as un autre fc en tête ;)

[title777]

Brigitte Bardot

watched:

Et Dieu… créa la femme 1956

En cas de malheur 1958

À coeur joie 1967

to watch:

Tradita 1954

Futures vedettes 1955

Doctor at Sea 1955

La lumière d'en face 1955

Cette sacrée gamine 1956

En effeuillant la marguerite 1956

La mariée est trop belle 1956

Une parisienne 1957

Les bijoutiers du clair de lune 1958

La femme et le pantin 1958

Babette s'en va-t-en guerre 1959

Voulez-vous danser avec moi? 1959

La vérité 1960

La bride sur le cou 1961

Amours célèbres 1961

Vie privée 1962

Le mépris 1963

Une ravissante idiote 1964

Viva Maria! 1965

Histoires extraordinaires 1968

Shalako 1968

Les femmes 1969

L'ours et la poupée 1970

Les novices 1970

Les pétroleuses 1971

Don Juan ou Si Don Juan était une femme… 1973

[esmerald-stuff]

bonjour bonjour ♡ je poste ce petit message pour quelque chose que je ne fais que trop rarement, la publicité d'un pré-lien sur live by the sun, mais extrêmement attendue par la superbe @manderleystuff et moi-même. ♡

tw : prostitution, abandon forcé d'un enfant, famille dysfonctionnelle. (pl sombre, complexe mais beaucoup d'amour à la clef)

en quelques mots ;;

à mon plus beau marasme.

(f) dahlia - ce rouge sur mon corps

belle, belle, comme l'éternelle tristesse au regard de braise, l'envoutante fleur noire, dahlia (prénom au choix) attire les plus fous des marins. ils s'échouent près d'elle autant que sa vie à elle est un échec. le sang bafoué qui coule dans ses veines, dont seuls les abîmes se souviennent. les années défilent et se moquent, cruelles, de son imperfection désillusion. silhouette chancelante teinte la mélancolie, résilience faites de toutes les épreuves traversées. l'existence sous les coups de lucifer, bercée près des ombres et loin de la lumière. dahlia danseuse funeste, remonte sur la scène encore et encore pour jouer de ce tragique ballet. dix-huit années qui claquent, et un petit être vient déjà au monde. un bébé, saul, son premier garçon, mais elle manque de tout, dahlia. alors, lui aussi, manquera de tout. le corps beauté qu'elle échange contre les billets, juste assez pour se payer un loyer, se nourrir et nourrir son bébé. elle n'avait rien, dahlia, alors les années défilent et elle continue, la seule chose qu'elle sait faire, au fond. gamin grandit et encaisse difficilement, les passages de ces hommes aux regards lubriques. puis en vient un autre, un homme amour, un différent, relation de quelques temps, elle est la maitresse. et alors elle tombe enceinte, une seconde fois. petite poupée, cette fois, petite princesse, elsie. elle ne grandira pas dans ce foyer crasse, sous le joug des hommes de passage. bébé lui est arraché des bras à peine née, le père l'emmènera loin de dahlia, l'élèvera avec sa femme, bébé volé....

( son enfance et son passé sont libres d'interprétation, quant à son état d'esprit aujourd'hui et son futur, il en est de même ♡)

pour en savoir plus c'est par ici !

et pour toutes questions, nous sommes là aussi ♡ merci merci merci d'avoir pris le temps de le lire. ♡