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A friend of mine wanted a gf for one of his characters so i designed this moth woman.
Gf in question:
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Hello spot, I have a fruit twins question - is Clem neurodivergent? I wondering if I’m meant to assume she is from how she is characterized or maybe that’s just the impression I’m personally getting, either way I love the lil frog girl:)
most likely, with how im pushing the frog hyperfixation agenda! im not sayin on 100% cuz i honestly aint That smart when it comes adhd/autism vibe checking so while my idea is "yeah" im not so sure im doin it entirely justice 😔
#Spot says stuff#lmk#but also- well- 'meant to assume'-#i have this thing goin on where i dont really mind how people percieve character- like sexuality-wise or neurodivergent-wise unless i-#-state smth specifically like ma bein a lesbean six n xiaotian bein trans.. you can assume whatever about the others tbh im very ┐(´ー`)┌#thanks for likin the lil gao n for the Fruit Twins question i always like those 👁
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harold...
#just gals bein' pals#all the happy little lesbeans ♥#one minute you're looking at 30s selfies and the next it's joyously fangirling over vintage lesbians#what a wonderful place google images is!#♥
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im up at almost 2am again & ughhhh i need to sort out my sleep. i was so annoyed & upset earlier i couldnt sleep but then yesterday there was more shit & ugh im gonna need to do another shot & i dont rly have the money to be doin 4 a day. tomorrow im gonna be proper organised. run a bath at 11:20, get in bed by 12. develop a proper sleep schedule. i cant keep doin this i can’t pretend i’m a normal person who doesnt need substances to fall asleep
#lol i hope ppl dont get offended by the normal person thing#ppl in my group totally do#'we're normal ppl'#well i mean not rly#cos we're addicts#being an addict isnt normal or natural sooooooo#lol im bein such a bummer online today#i keep writing & planning cute everyday activites n scenarios for my ocs tho#cant decide whether to make 2 girls a lesbean couple or not#but im enjoyin it anyway#sooooo#i am actually happy now#just fuck what happened earlier
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glad im not a teen anymore lmao
#this is abt bein ace but lesbeans and others invited to partake if they find it Relatable™#alexi talks#sorry tumblr shot the quality to hell and the top right is impossible to read#rlly struggled to find a legible color and believe it or not that was the best one
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congrats on bein a lesbean!! i love how supportive u are/always have been of ur wlw sisters and 2019 and beyond we gonna be out here lovin women babey!!!
thank you so much ily!!
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Disaster disaster chatfic (v3 HPA AU)
I… I made a chatfic tie-in of my HPA AU. It’s to make up for the lack of exposure of the other v3 kids in the comics ;w; also, chat fics are fun (and easier) to write (since my strength is with dialogue– I’m not really good at writing descriptions that’s why i just draw them lol)
The groupchat was created around 2 weeks after the start of classes.
04/21/18 07:19PM
Akamatsu Kaede added Saihara Shuichi, Yonaga Angie, Chabashira Tenko, Harukawa Maki and 11 others to the chat.
Ouma Kokichi: WHOMSTVE???
Iruma Miu: WHAT IS UP FUCKERSSS
Harukawa Maki: for what is this, akamatsu?
Akamatsu Kaede: Hi guys!! I just thought that a group chat would be a great way to even get to know each other.
Ouma Kokichi: we live in a dorm together, we all go to class together… what MORE do you want piano baka
Amami Rantaro: she just needs an excuse to talk to a someone
Yonaga Angie: oooh Angie wonders who that might be~~
Akamatsu Kaede: Amami-kun, shut
Akamatsu Kaede: Okay, maybe a groupchat is redundant but
Akamatsu Kaede: the upperclassmen have one per class and it sounds fun??
Harukawa Maki: they're just going to use this to send each other memes
Ouma Kokichi: spot on assassin-chan!! you know us so well already, how sweet
Harukawa Maki: die
Momota Kaito: harumaki we talked about this
Harukawa Maki: but this is Ouma we’re talking about
Momota Kaito: fair enough
Ouma Kokichi: OI
Akamatsu Kaede: Okay, I don’t mind you guys using this to fool around but please don’t text during class!!
Iruma Miu: booooring,,, didnt think ud be a stick in the mud bakamatsu
Ouma Kokichi: yea ikr
Ouma Kokichi: lets fix that
Ouma Kokichi removed Akamatsu Kaede from the chat
Iruma Miu: LOL
Amami Rantaro: what a power move
Saihara Shuichi: Please don’t be mean to Kaede-san, she’s doing her best
Saihara Shuichi added Akamatsu Kaede to the chat
Shirogane Tsumugi: Saihara-kun used lesser revival potion! Akamatsu-san’s back with 25% HP
Akamatsu Kaede: this was a mistake, making this groupchat and being resurrected
Gokuhara Gonta: Hello everyone! Gonta just went online and is happy to see that we have a groupchat! Gonta wants to be better friends with everyone!
Akamatsu Kaede: Actually! I regret nothing now.
Saihara Shuichi: Hi Gonta-kun
Harukawa Maki: finally this groupchat seems bearable
Shirogane Tsumugi: Gonta-kun is best boy!
Gokuhara Gonta: Thank you Shirogane-san!
Ouma Kokichi: k this is getting boring so lemme spice it up a bit
Ouma Kokichi changed Ouma Kokichi to Lord Panta
Amami Rantaro: first sign of the apocalypse
Lord Panta changed Amami Rantaro to imma meme
imma meme: no complaints here
imma meme: its pretty bland actually,,
Lord Panta: is that a challenge
imma meme: if you're going to make an avocado reference then don't bother
Lord Panta: damn
Lord Panta: i'll think of something better but for now youre a meme lord
Lord Panta changed Harukawa Maki to stabs ppl
Lord Panta changed Momota Kaito to stab me Maki
stabs ppl: fuck you Ouma
stab me Maki: u lil shit
Lord Panta: boi im bein a wingman here
Shirogane Tsumugi: Let their romantic development happen naturally!!
stab me Maki: yeah what she said
Lord Panta: whatever boring ppl
stab me Maki changed stabs ppl to Maki Roll
stab me Maki changed stab me Maki to starlord
Lord Panta: rly wanted to strangle starlord in Infinity War ykno
Maki Roll: I still dislike this name but its kind of Ok
starlord: :D
Chabashira Tenko: I go online and this is what welcomes me
Chabashira Tenko: a degenerate harassing a beautiful girl
starlord: i wasnt harassing harumaki!!!!
Lord Panta: tone down the gay there chabs u already have yumeno-chan
Yumeno Himiko: ….....nyeh
Chabashira Tenko: gtfo shota
Chabashira Tenko: And dont call me chabs
Lord Panta changed Yumeno Himiko to Jingle Jangle
Jingle Jangle: …......thanks..... i hate it
Shirogane Tsumugi: do you still watch that hot mess of a series
Lord Panta: nah stopped watching ages ago, thats the last time im taking series recommendations from Angie-chan
Yonaga Angie: Pardon my french but Atua says you're a b i t c h (ಠ_ಠ)
Shirogane Tsumugi: how much of the audience do you think would get that reference then
starlord: shirogane wat
Jingle Jangle changed Chabashira Tenko to chaotic lesbean
Jingle Jangle changed Jingle Jangle to Do You Believe In Magic
chaotic lesbean: Tenko loves it!! thank you yumeno-chan <3
Do You Believe In Magic: np.............
Lord Panta: wow is it me or is the atmosphere here getting gay
Lord Panta: hey hey akamatsu-chan did you intend for this to be a breeding ground for couples
Akamatsu Kaede: No???
Saihara Shuichi: Don't mind him, he's just bitter he doesn't have anyone to be gay with
Akamatsu Kaede: hasahshhaha OMG
imma meme: asdndals;dskbdbjk
Lord Panta: SAIHARA-CHAN HOW DARE U
Yonaga Angie: Even Atua did not see that coming!
starlord: hahahahaha thats my sidekick!!
Iruma Miu: HAH GET REKT LIL ABORTION
Maki Roll: nice
Lord Panta: i'll have you know i have ranty!!
Lord Panta: right babe? ;)
imma meme: went offline
Lord Panta: >:C
Lord Panta: hmph back to name changing then
Lord Panta changed Akamatsu Kaede to dumb blonde
Lord Panta changed Iruma Miu to dumb blonde slut
dumb blonde slut: h-huh
dumb blonde: OUMA-KUN
Saihara Shuichi changed dumb blonde to Treblemaker
Saihara Shuichi: I gotchu
Treblemaker: Thanks Shuichi-kun!
dumb blonde slut: hey what about me
Yonaga Angie changed Yonaga Angie to bitch I am the WAY
bitch I am the WAY: (◔◡◔✿)
Shinguji Korekiyo: Well this has been an interesting conversation so far.
dumb blonde slut: whoop the stalker's here
Shinguji Korekiyo: I've always been here, from the very beginning. Just... Watching.
chaotic lesbean: Tenko is filing a restraining order tomorrow
bitch I am the WAY: Also!! Angie thinks your nickname suits you Miu!~ Atua does, too~~
dumb blonde slut: eeeeehhhh
Treblemaker changed Saihara Shuichi to The Only Hope For Me Is You
The Only Hope For Me Is You: eeeeyy thanks Kaede-san!
Lord Panta: geez we get it, you're both so gay for each other
dumb blonde slut: someone's salty
Treblemaker: What no
Treblemaker: I am gay tho
Lord Panta: OwO)???
chaotic lesbean: GLORIOUS NEWS!!!!!!!
Maki Roll: isn't @The Only Hope For Me Is You an MCR song?
The Only Hope For Me Is You: Harukawa-san gets it
imma meme: “Still in their Emo Phase” Solidarity!!
Maki Roll: not another word from you Amami
Do You Believe In Magic changed Shinguji Korekiyo to Kork
Kork: …
Kork: I suppose this will suffice.
Kork: It's not as tasteless as Iruma-san's nickname.
dumb blonde slut: EEEHHHHHHH
bitch I am the WAY: she is truly screaming
Maki Roll: it's bordering on a moan actually
Idabashi Keebo: I hear an unsettling distress call... what seems to be the problem?
starlord: theres no problem keebs just ignore it
Gokuhara Gonta: Hello Keebo!
Idabashi Keebo: Greetings, Gonta-kun.
Shirogane Tsumugi: This is so Pure™
Lord Panta: Do you ship it
Shirogane Tsumugi: stop
Shirogane Tsumugi changed Shirogane Tsumugi to [anime reference]
Lord Panta: ehhh boring!!
Lord Panta changed Idabashi Keebo to Do Robots Have Dicks
Lord Panta changed [anime reference] to Nani the FUCK
Nani the FUCK: kdajkdjdsl; OUMA
imma meme changed Nani the FUCK to Weeaboo Mastermind
Weeaboo Mastermind: Rantaro-kun you baka we're Japanese
imma meme: ( ͡~ ͜ʖ ͡°)
Do You Believe in Magic changed Weeaboo Mastermind to ShirogaNYEH
imma meme: HAHAHAHAHA ACCEPTABLE
chaotic lesbean: that's wonderful yumeno-chan!
ShirogaNYEH: this will do for now I guess ;w;
Do Robots Have Dicks: I do not like this name :(
Lord Panta: its a valid question keeboy
starlord: why do i hear sobbing from the next room
Treblemaker: Look what you've done Ouma-kun
chaotic lesbean: do you want Tenko to break his legs
Treblemaker: Uh, no need Chabashira-san!
Treblemaker changed Do Robots Have Dicks to Robot Rights Activist
Robot Rights Activist: Thank you Akamatsu-san!
Robot Rights Activist: I am sorry for crying
ShirogaNYEH: constant mood
Robot Rights Activist: But next time I won't be tolerant of such discrimination against my robotic creations!
Lord Panta: whatevs
Tojo Kirumi: A pleasant evening to everyone. I just got back from grocery shopping and re-stocked the pantry. If any of you require my assistance, you may reach out to me through this group chat.
The Only Hope For Me Is You: Welcome back Tojo-san
Lord Panta: MOM!!! did you get me something from mcdonalds??
Tojo Kirumi: I told you, we have food here.
Treblemaker: She did buy a single black coffee from Mcdo though
Kork: Well then
chaotic lesbean: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
starlord: SHE JUST MEME'D IRL
imma meme: MOM KNOWS HOW TO MEME AKJSAJJDSK
Lord Panta: uuuuuuuuuuu eeven mmom is bullyinnng mmmme :'((((
Lord Panta: i hhaaaate thiisss faaaamilyyy uuuwaaaaaaaaa
Maki Roll: then leave
Lord Panta: wow no need to be a cunt, harumaki
starlord: oy im the only one who can call her that!!
Maki Roll: only Momota can call me that
Lord Panta: cunt or harumaki???
Maki Roll removed Lord Panta from the chat
starlord: NICE
ShirogaNYEH: I SHIP IT
Maki Roll: do you want to die shirogane
ShirogaNYEH: I'M SORRY BLS DONT KILL ME
Kork: Good riddance.
Do You Believe In Magic changed Tojo Kirumi to Mother Knows Best
Mother Knows Best: I suppose I will just have to contend with this nickname as most of you do act like children.
Imma meme: dont worry tojo-san, akamatsu-san will be there with you every step of the way :3
imma meme: OH SHIT SHES BREAKING INTO MY ROkjdjksfbjksdkladladhrwt4eqio
chaotic lesbean: he's good as dead im sure
The Only Hope For Me is You: Uh where's Hoshi-kun? He hasn't said anything yet, I'm worried...
Gokuhara Gonta: Oh! No need to worry Saihara-kun! Hoshi-kun is with Gonta out the garden, he didn't bring his phone that's why he is silent here!
Gokuhara Gonta: We are catching some fireflies!
The Only Hope For Me Is You: That is so pure oh my gosh
starlord: its not manly but there are legit real tears in my eyes
chaotic lesbean: you must be protected at all costs!!! the only non-degenerate male here
The Only Hope For Me Is You added Lord Panta to the chat
chaotic lesbean: WHY
Lord Panta: IM BACK BITCHES I KNOW YALL MISS ME
starlord: this betrayal... whyd u do it sai
The Only Hope For Me Is You: I'm sorry, I'm not... strong enough
starlord: and this will make you strong??
Lord Panta: he means hes not strong enough to resist my charms *finger guns*
starlord: sure jan
The Only Hope For Me Is You: He's right
Lord Panta: wait rly??????
bitch I am the WAY: Atua did not see this coming too!
– nickname guide Lord Panta: Ouma The Only Hope For Me Is You: Saihara Treblemaker: Akamatsu bitch I am the WAY: Yonaga starlord: momota shirogaNYEH: shirogane Mother Knows Best: tojo imma meme: amami Maki Roll: harukawa Do You Believe In Magic: yumeno chaotic lesbean: chabashira Kork: shinguji Robot Rights Activist: idabashi dumb blonde slut: iruma N/A yet: gokuhara & hoshi NDRV3 HPA AU Character Design Masterlist here and background information here [Facebook] [Instagram] [Twitter] [Blogger] [Kofi] will probs post this on AO3 too idk lol
#ndrv3#new danganronpa v3#kaede akamatsu#shuichi saihara#kokichi ouma#kaito momota#maki harukawa#kirumi tojo#angie yonaga#tenko chabashira#himiko yumeno#rantaro amami#tsumugi shirogane#kiibo idabashi#gonta gokuhara#ryoma hoshi#miu iruma#korekiyo shinguji#lou .write#hopes peak academy AU#ndrv3 HPA AU#pairings are well#oumasai#kaerumi#tenmiko#harukaito#lol edits happen when they happen#danganronpa#i just notice my mistakes after publishing#chatfic
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Congration on bein a lesbean!!!!!
laiughaleiurhgliur thank you so much i’m legit emo about this
#i've considered myself bi for a quite long time and with time i just realized what was going on#and i'm really happy i can say it#even if i cant say out loud yet it just feels very great and i'm glad#THANK YOU BISH YOU'RE AWESOMEE#anon#reply#well i cant say it out loud for my family but my friends are all screaming with me about it already lmao
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ok im VERY VERY into gunners parents and have been developing them a lot so here’s some more info about em and their super unique family situation:
gunner’s parent’s were both trans!! nazz is a trans dude and irra is a trans gal; nazz is the one who carried gunner!! nazz was actually pretty stoked when he found out and rlly wanted 2 be a dad from day 1; irra was a bit more nervous and felt she wasn’t ready to really settle down quite like that But she also wanted 2 be the best mom possible...... ironically despite both these attitudes, nazz was always slightly irresponsible (he’s a bit of a wild partyboy..) and irra tended to be calm and collected and, as opposed to nazz, actually have good ideas about how to care for a child jghkdf (irra could be quite the party gal as well but unlike nazz she actually had her life together for the most part)
they were dating for maybe half a year b4 nazz got pregnant and whilst they always had an extremely healthy dynamic and continued 2 have a super healthy afterwards, they ended up splitting respectfully, cus the whole amount of pressure and life crisis feelings from the “oh dear alchemy am i gonna have to settle down with this dude and raise a kid ??” realization made irra realize she was A Lesbean Actually and nazz was perfectly fine w/ this and they just decided 2 keep bein BFFs while still doin the best they could 2 raise the progeny...
irra ended up havin various girlfriends over the years as gunn(er) grew and whilst gunner lived w/ his old man, irra would visit very very regularly and her GFs would always fawn over gunner in the background and gush to irra about what a cute bab she had whilst irra would rifle thru nazz’s fridge and scold him abt the lack of vegetables needed to feed their growing child...
a lot of ppl would consider their family setup and nazz’s personality/nature in particular not conducive to parenting but gunner actually had a rlly lovely childhood and a rlly close bond w/ his parents and turned out pretty alright!! they cared abt him a lot but were also pretty relaxed open minded people and they all had a lot of trust in each other..
#oc talk#nazz#irra#asura!gunner#gunner#gunner's dad wasn't het either btw#i think he never ended up settling on a label#i think he ultimately preferred dudes but when it came 2 life partners it was ruled by bond#he never had any life partners aside from irra tho#he was extremely content raising a kid w/ his BFF and then just flirting with cute boys in the novus bars sometimes
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A rad lesbean who’s frickin’ smart. You’re one of my best friends. Do your homework, nerd. (Thanks for bein’ my pal)
mutuals send me a number and ill make a post about you!
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let’s do this again shalla we??? this is dallas my complete dweeb nd is just so awkward god im excited to get into her she’s brand new yall inspirRED me. like this if i can message you for plots.
ok so she’s inspired a lot of amy santiago bc uh that’s just whom i happen 2 b fictionally in love with while i’m making this , not bg wise tho
she grew up on a vegetable farm!!!!! a little corn shucker!!! her parents are both very liberal and almost like... hippies i wanna say ( so like idk where she got her personality from but like...... wrow) well her mom was tbh her dad decided to join the military l8tr in life i’d hardly call that a hippie
n e ways they were always very carefree like almost too carefree.... she could’ve drank 5 bottles of tequila at 10 yrs old nd almost died nd they’d have been like “all part of growing up we’re proud of u!!!!”
she was kinda sheltered at the same time tho.... like home schooled wt a couple other kids from her road nd never rly went out of her county other than for shopping stuff
it gave her this feAR of like the outside world not rly fear but like tbh she’s very intimidated by it all even tho at the same time she loves it bc like it’s a big crowd no one knows u no one knows ur loony mum even tho that’s also why she hates it
she’s kinda like a modern day fake hippie like she’s all abt peace and love nd does yoga to balance her shakras but that like.... makes her feel like her life is nice n balanced she’s been like that since bein a baby
when she was 14 she got diagnosed wt lukemia ST SHE NEVER TALKS ABT EVER nd it was like rly weird nd bad for her not bc of the actual cancer but like her parents reacted so weird like they got kinda distant nd did not handle it well at all nd were like emotionally absent nd it made them fight all the time and yeah vry sad /: bc she could sense they were sad nd rly blamed herself /:
she got 2 remission eventually but in the hospital she made a rly goo d friend who didn’t make it nd it was hr first real experience with death nd he was the same age as her nd it rly just shook her up nd definitely didnt help wt her anxiety like she def doesnt live life fully n e more
@ 16 after they were sure she was in remission her dad joined the military after leaving or however the american version works nd they had 2 move , nd then move again nd dallas kinda rly developed a taste for that like she likes the idea of being new and fresh w/o ppl looking at her
her mom didn’t take it well nd she became distant like permanently nd kinda checked out on dallas nd she would apologize after disappearing 4 days nd it’d be ok n then she would go do it again nd have no money nd be in rough shape acting like a total scrub asking HER for money nd yeaaaaa
it was just really disappointing to her ////: nd it rly shook dallas up bc like she was older then not like when her mom got distant when she was a kid and got mad at her nd there ws a big giant fight b4 dallas left for college nd her nd her mom didn’t speak for a long time
n e ways dallas came for computer nerd stuff bc that kid she met in the hospital got her into it nd she’s loved it every since like trynna be mr.robot over here for real even tho like,,,, she rly wants to be a game developer like she’s so fckn nerdy about that
she’s so like,,,,, structured nd type a partially bc she had no structure like any of her life hfjdkghjthrgj so she hates feeling lost or out of control nd she just rly needs.... a break.... she needs 2 have fun and not care for once
she’s so competitive too /: it’s like she feels like she has something to prove like bc she doesn’t want 2 end up like her mom she’s so proud it’s literally so annoying /::::
she’s so scared of like,,, everything i mean i wouldnt say like scared but she used 2 be so sheltered that it’s like..... nerve racking she’s a v flighty and anxious person but like on the inside most of the time ghfjkhgjkfh
this girl is so kind like........ she doesn’t have a selfish bone in her body she’s nice just bc it’s the right thing 2 do nd like if ur mean.... she might cry but she won’t even be mean to u i don’t think she knows how 2 be
it’s kinda hard to tell sometimes tho like her personality is kinda like the resting bitch face thing bc she’s so awkward nd quiet tht ppl probs think like “wow she’s rly stuck up ,, thinks she’s better than everyone else” but they’re all bein fooled
she’s like,,,, a gaming goddess like legit ppl know abt her she’s a staple in the community
she found out like a few months ago the lukemia relapsed nd she’s like /: kind of detached from the fact that like... wrow that’s bad nd it’s like bad timing too bc her is coming back into her life atm nd she doesn’t want her 2 find out abt it and get weird again nd like,,,, she doesn’t rly wanna tell anybody ya /:
her mom is already letting her down tho /: she doesn’t want to see it but /: she’s still up 2 the same tricks /:
dallas is already becoming like,,, successful :))) so proud of my baby she’s already put some apps out nd worked under some p big deals so like :))) im so proud of her
she’S SO NERDY oh my god even her humor is like lame.... but like in the hip dad joke lame way it’s actually rly cute
is a sensitive baby
eyah she’s adorable im v excited for her she just needs 2 loosen up ... a lot ... she needs 2 be cared abt
plots mayb???
anything here
bff someone tht she’s comfortable with nd actually 100% herself around it’d be so cute i love friendships i love brotps she probs make s them a lot of food and sends them the freshest memes nd like... beautiful
unexpected friends like not 2 be stereotypical but someone legit cold nd who doesn’t give a heck abt anything nd is kinda not the nicest like wrow,,,, i love opposites
hmmmm give me someone who she can crush on .... she a big lesbean .... she’s so awkward 2 ,,, wow
calling other nerds?????? who else is she gon gush too
ex gfs
someone who has a lil crush on her wuld be fun too bc she’s so oblivious she’d never notice nt even if they said anything 2 her
jake to her amy like not the romantic way but the shit head odd friendship kinda way ykkkkkkkkkkkkk
definitely someone who tries to gt her to be wild and drags her 2 random things
older brother/sister protective kinda thing bc she def needs that person in her life for her sanity
ok elt’s plotttttt
#( ooc )#bernard:intro#PLEASE PLOT WT HER#there r so many selena's out there i trie d 2 do a unique take HOPE IT WRKED
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so i see that "princess and the frog" tsuchako and i bring u rogue warrior lesbian princesses fighting the bad bitches 2gether. while bein hella gay. smooch smooch kill kill. did i mention theyre lesbians
they are hella fierce lesbean warrior queens
they emanate gay energy over their kingdom
they R engaged
in COMBAT
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hi im a girl and i think ur attractive!! i always though u were only attracted to men tho
THANK YOU THAT’S A RELIEF and ya i did too for the last few years lol, despite identifying as a lesbian in my early-mid teens. then i repressed it for a long time (which is all too common for lesbians unfortunately...you internalize a lot) and even though i’m only ever into like one or two guys at a time, and they’re always either fictional or so unattainable that they may as well not exist, i thought that meant i was actually, exclusively into men.
it wasn’t until i had some years under my belt of flirting/sexting/making out/fooling around with lots of dudes that something changed and it suddenly sunk in that like.....ppl who are ACTUALLY into men DON’T feel sick and dirty and ruined for days/weeks/months after any form of non-platonic interaction??? and intimacy was on another level of Bad And Shameful entirely. but i just kept that behavior up for so long bc i had convinced myself that straight girls and gay dudes must feel that way too, and i just had to grit my teeth thru it and keep pursuing sexual/romantic male attention to feel whole and normal, especially in bad times when i was dissociative and hypersexual, even though it killed me when i got it.
but like.....all the while i always believed women were so much more attractive, i had really high appearance standards for men and couldn’t imagine actually getting turned on by any of them irl were we gonna bang, but basically saw all women’s body types and features as perfectly beautiful??? but again i had convinced myself that was the norm, and everyone who was ONLY into men totally still felt that way about girls, felt that they could fall in love with them much more easily. idk what went wrong down the line, but the pride i had once felt over being a lesbian got ripped away and i buried that part of myself and rationalized all the Gay Thoughts. anyways it took years but i’m glad 2 be a genderweird lesbean.
but tbh the fact that even when i fully identified as male i STILL felt like it would be Bad to like girls bc i still saw it as bein a lesbian thing should have probably clued me in to the fact that the whole gender thing wasn’t quite as it seemed.....it’s not my fault tho i DID have debilitating dysphoria in the beginning and that shit clouds your self perception like crazy! and i’m still proud of my transition journey.
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why are cheryl and polly bein such lesbeans
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Story time
So every now and then I get on my old old old roblox account just to see what people r doin on there and I randomly joined this warriors rp thing and started role playing as a lesbian loner cat that hung out with shadow clan sometimes and I rlly sad because no one else would be lesbian with me ://// and so every time someone fell in love with this one guy who was bein a gay dude and the guy was like "haha I'm gay,,,," I would rush over and be like hEY U NEED SOME CONSOLING U COULD BE GAY WITH FEA (my characters name) and I always got rejected :/// until someone offered to be gay with me after she found out her mate cheated on her n I was like "haha yessss" and that was our plan n then someone came on and was like ":ooo I love les characters!!! The romances are so great ;u;" and we became friends and then my original mate plan had to leave n so person number two (who's character had a crush on mine) became lesbeans and took care of person number one's kits together And then person number two's character died and I got forced into a straight relationship and had kids :/// Also at one point someone was going around in a kitten morph like "hey I need a Mom nyone wanna be me mom????" And I was like "hey I'll be ur gay loner Mom if u want :p" and they were like "did I seriously just hear you say that" n I was like "ye???" And they left :////
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May or may not be some form of aro but the environment this site had harbored for that kind of experimentation is hmmmmmm scary
#this definitely doesn feel like a decision ill be making soon#but i hve.. never crushed on anyone before. just know i like girls#does that even make sense#ive been like waiting for the ball 2drop for a while but... nothn u know. maybe not healthy but#feels a little weird#lammy.txt#negativity kind of#definitely still a lesbean but kind of#unsure about the way im attracted to ppl#bc ive honestly never experienced like. specific romantic or otherwise attractionto anybody?#i just know that id never be happy with a man like. ever#and i fantasize abt bein w a girl like 24/7#but ive still neer felt that for a real life person amd its hard to gauge how the fuck i even operate when it comes to that stuff!#basically fuck#sorry for ranting abt this am just big confused
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