#behind in my chores
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hmm I'm not doing very well at balancing life atm. keep overcommitting and saying yes to everything
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merlin told arthur his favorite color was the color of the sky during sunset when it shifted into a deep violet. arthur gets a tunic made in that exact shade. its the best thing merlin owns. arthur was hoping that would mean he’d wear it almost everyday but merlin almost never wears it. the only time he does wear it is when royals come to visit (which isn’t all that often). arthur “subtly” asks about it and merlin is like “it’s the best thing i own. i’m not gonna dirty it mucking out the stables or serving rowdy knights wine while they splatter food on it” and arthur is like “why not wear it when nobles come to visit? look at least a little presentable for them” (cough nice save). merlin doesn’t see the point in it bc nobles don’t care about him at best, view him as less than human at worst.
arthur really just wants to see his boyfriend servant in the tunic he had made for him (bonus points for sending a message that merlin is his. not that merlin seems to notice. man is too much of an idiot). merlin wants to preserve his favorite tunic and gift from his boyfriend king.
#arthur absolutely checks him out every time he walks out in it#every ten seconds hes looking away from his guests and staring at merlin#merlin only realizes about half the time#that hes staring. not that he’s checking him out.#arthur noticed the few nobles staring at merlin like a hot piece of ass#he keeps merlin in his chambers with a list of chores to complete#it keeps him busy until the visiting noble is gone#arthur desperately wants merlin to wear the damn tunic to get the nobles to back off#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#THAT FUCKING PURPLE TUNIC LIVES IN MY HEAD RENT FREE#WHAT WAS THE REASON#i hc merlins favorite color is purple bc out in ealdor he was surroubded by green brown and beige#with the occasional red from the blood of livestock#but when the sun went down after a long day and he and will lay out in the field behind his moms house#he’d see the rich violet of the sky and fall in love#but since yknow peasant boy he can only afford red and blue clothing so thats what he gets#hc#head canon#headcanon#fanfic#fanfiction#fic idea
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so many tips for budgeting/being frugal are just twice as hard when you have a disability
"meal plan!" idk if i'll be feeling well enough to cook every day so it's hard to plan for what to eat
"cook in advance!" i can't cook meals for a whole week at once and plus i can't count on that because again idk if ill feel okay to cook at the same time every week
"use cloth napkins and towels!" those need to be washed and folded, i already have trouble doing my laundry
"delivery is expensive, always shop in person!" going to the grocery store can wipe me out for the day.
"base your food shopping on whats on sale that week!" one, allergies are a thing and some people don't have that luxury, two, that's a lot that you have to prep for and that takes energy.
"DIY!" takes time and energy. maybe i could do it by myself but would it be worth all the time i need to take to recover?
i mean none of these are bad ideas or trying to exclude people. most of it is cutting out conveniences. but for disabled people, something that's a convenience for someone can be a necessity to others
#i pay someone to mow my lawn#it's so expensive and i hate it#and i probably could mow the lawn#but i'm often in pain and idk when that's gonna be and i might get behind#another chore to add to my list of endless chores i'm behind on#and i know im fucking lazy and need to do more#i'm trying so hard#i want to be able to clean my room and make my bed and wash the dishes#i eant all these things to get done#but i sit on the couch and i don't do them#i just need to push myself to get them done
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I want to go back to bed but I'm being Responsibility Girl and getting my car looked at (AGAIN)
#rosie rambles 🌹#HOPEFULLY this is the last time she needs to be lookwd at before i can finally get her fixed#if we can manage to get this shit done before the new year i'll be so fucking happy#i might not even have to borrow money from my parents again to pay for it if i'm lucky#and then i can put this all behind me and rest easy for a while#yippeeeeeee#fr i'm so tired though i hate having to run errands and do chores on my day off why can't i just sleep for 24 hours
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I'm out of the loop on what's going on in the community right now but from what I've gathered - it's a fuckin' mess. Just so unnecessarily stressful.
I don't know what or who to believe so I'm just gonna carry on how I usually do. I've seen enough shit.
#truth be told I'm close to just leaving COD behind entirely.#it's not fun anymore when crap like this keeps happening and i have received some nasty messages in the past.#writing for COD feels like a chore at this point.#i feel like i HAVE to write for it because i have all these requests and so many mutuals that are in the fandom...#I'm gonna try to finish my requests and after that... idk.#I have too much goin' on in my life for internet drama.#vee's random thoughts go brr#vee's not important life updates#vee's thinking too much
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g’mornie pals!! *⸜( * ॑꒳ ॑*)⸝* im wishin you all the best things on this lovely tues!! i’ve been busting my lil bunny butt wrkin so i’m sorry i was gone this wknd :’< BUT im makin you all a lil breakfast treat for bein the sweetest city friends a girl could ask for :3 careful!! they’re hot & fresh out the oven!! ( ͜♡ ・ω・) ͜♡ have a v lovely day!!
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#*pants & wheezes* wait up friends!! im sorry for lagging behind!! 。゚(゚꜆. ̫.꜀)゚。 the holidays are!! WOAH NELLY!!#& i wrk in retail so it’s been nonstop since tgivin :( ;´•ᴗ•): like pls!!! a girl is TRYING!!!#BUT MISS MANON I SEE THAT ME KENYŪ FIC YOU TAGGED ME IN!! I WILL BE INHALING THAT TONIGHTTTTT ໒꒰ྀི˵ˊᯅˋ˵ ꒱ྀི১#maybe thats what i need!! some yukimiya magic (ˆ꜆ᵒ̴̷͈ · ᵒ̴̷͈ )♡ dream boy oh dream boy!! pls share some posi energy + immaculate face card w#theres sm i have to do before wrk today ugh im already so overwhelmed (づ ﻌ ど) thats okay we can just take it one thing at a time!! mhm!!#ooo & i STILL have xmas shopping to do & santa comes in!!! 8 DAYS!!! TOO SOON!!! ໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ time is FLYIN!!!#okie im gonna get a start on my chores this mornie but i’ll be peekin later on!! :3 have the v best day!! ILYASM!! <33
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in my quest to quell my pain ive only hurt myself worse. damned if i do damned if i dont.
#i need better coping mechanisms but it’s so easy to just turn to substances when you’ve never learned how to cope w your emotions#and physical pain. however a lot of it has been brought on by the substance abuse aka i did it to myself#so i probably deserve it#but i started with them in the first place to get rid of pain that was so overwhelming and constant#it feels like every time i do something to preserve myself im punished for it#and im so sick of it. i cant believe its gotten this bad#i drink to help the pain -> i get hungover and the pain is way worse -> i drink to stop that pain#and the worst part is it always works#realistically ive depended on substances for like a decade#i started drinking at 13 and fell into a rut of alcoholism at like 15/16#my mom was going thru a phase of alcoholism and roped me into it so bad if be woken up by her bringing me a drink at 9 am#and we’d drink till she passed out and i had to walk her to bed and cook for everyone and do all the chores#it went on for months one summer#then it was weed and i smoked every day from like 18-22#only thing thwt stopped me from drinking until i started again after both my parents died#i havent recovered since.#im still so traumatized and depressed that i looked for any method of relief#the dph phase was the worst. i think alc is even better than that lmfao it was horrible#once i got access to alc i stopped all that. wouldnt have if i hadnt had alc tho#it’s honestly been one addiction after the other for a decade#and my parents fueled so much of it#‘oh id rarher you drink under my eye than do it behind my back’#BRUH YOU WOULDNT LET ME GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. HOW WOULD THWT HAVE HAPPENED#crazy how i was obsessed w drugs and shit by the time i was 10 and i remember thinking wow im gojna grow up to be an addict.#why am i so irreparably fucked up#idk whatever. like im not gonna drink abt it lmao.
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my last week, a visual demonstration
#Robin processes emotions on main#hi yes I came back early. it's in order to process. I needed to like.... spill my guts on the dashboard tonight#IM STRUGGLING..#I have GOT to get a job#just one (1) more visit to a friend this summer and then I will be APPLYING for things again#also I'm having the very devil of a time trying to get myself to contribute to this household. I hate it#I hate that helping out makes me feel like I'm losing my agency—losing myself—like I'm dying every time. I want to be BETTER than this#but I also need to feel like an adult with agency but also I need to BEHAVE like an adult but even just saying that makes me feel nauseous#I need. something. to change. I hate this. I feel selfish and cowardly and I hate feeling selfish and cowardly#I need to . communicate. work something out with my mother so that I stop feeling perpetually behind and ashamed#if I could manage to feel good about chores and not just like I'm scrambling to keep up..... that would..... be... more... motivational#the problem is that I feel unsafe/unstable right now and my instinctive response is to close myself off to all demands#WHICH AS YOU CAN IMAGINE IS NOT CONDUCIVE TO BECOMING MORE STABLE.#demand avoidance makes me bad at contributing to the household AND terrified of applying to jobs and AUGH... AUGH.#I DO BETTER WHEN I LIVE ON MY OWN#living on my own‚ I don't have to deal with the whole soul-crushing horrorshow of negotiating my own emotions about doing chores#chores are GOOD and ENJOYABLE when they're for ME. they're only psychological torture when they're things I do as part of my ''rent''#ok. bedtime. I've sufficiently spilled my dang guts all over the place. it will get better eventually I think#I'm just having a horrible time Right Now#I'll figure this out though dangit#I KNOW the answer is to just Do the stuff and face fears and communicate and whatever I KNOW. but if anyone tells me that I'm going to bite#ok I'm done thank you and sorry to anyone reading this far <3 it really will be all right
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it is time to take my brain out of my skull and run it through the dishwasher
#you ever just have those Days#there's gunk behind my eyes#i have accomplished no things today. zero#well okay i did manage to water the plants#but i wanted to do chores and errands and oh Boy did that not happen#i have resigned myself to being extremely comfortable in the corner of the couch and cracking open a book
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The apartment hunt begins
#it me#I moved back to my hometown back in 2022 and think I've acclimated enough to move out#I miss having my own space tbh. I've only lived by myself once and that was really me and my ex#and that was because of the pandemic so i mean it was great to be at home in my own space so much#had a whole living room had a kitchen had it all#and now here I just got a cat so there's 3 in the house#and tbh that's cool for him but also hes capable of chilling a lot better when no one is here#and i like being alone in the place i pay rent for#all i do is live in my room. and i love my room because its mine. no one takes down shit i put up#its nice#i just really want my own apartment lol I'm tired of cleaning up behind 4 fucking ppl every month#it takes the joy of cleaning away bro its just a chore#and chores are for fucking teens aight I'm trying to get some dopamine#a lot of stuff really its just 4 is such a crowd
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All PPPH Magolor and Chilly Moments Part 3
Magolor betrays everyone and gets rejected horribly. This is all of volume 5's RTDL chapters.
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3 (you are here)
V5, Ch1 (Dangerous Dinner Part 1, Landia Battle Part 1)
While the gang are fighting Landia, Magolor is showing Chilly footage of Kirby battling.
Chilly realizes that this footage is from a previous battle. In fact, it’s from the battle with Whispy Woods on Popstar.
When Chilly calls Magolor out on this and demands he show what Kirby and co. are doing currently, Magolor, in response, leaves the room saying that he’s tired and is going to take a little nap, which annoys Chilly.
While fighting Landia, the gang do a combination laser attack that misses Landia, however Lanida flies into the attack anyway because it was about to hit Dubior, who they defeated the previous chapter.
Meta Knight realizes that this lines up with Dubior’s words that Landia is this planet’s protective deity.
Meanwhile on the Lor, Chilly is trying to get the video footage to display what’s currently going on. A picture of Magolor and Chilly sharing Magolor’s bed comes up on the computer, which shocks Chilly.
When the display finally works, it shows the outside of the Lor. Chilly sees Magolor outside the ship, floating off to somewhere and wonders where he’s going.
When Kirby is about to land the finishing blow against Landia, Meta Knight interrupts it, even more convinced that Magolor has been deceiving them, and asks Kirby not to strike down Landia until they can be certain of what’s going on.
V5, Ch2 (Dangerous Dinner Part 1, Landia Battle Part 1)
Landia splits into four. At one point the Landias attack Kirby, causing him to spit out Dubior. The Landias catch Dubior. Bandana Dee notices this and stops Dedede’s attack.
Meanwhile on the Lor, Chilly realizes that he’s been locked in. As he tries to look for an exit, he stumbles upon a room titled “Chilly’s merch room” including a clock, pillows, giant plushies, etc.)
Chilly then walks into a room that contains Magolor’s research on Kirby’s copy abilities and wonders what Magolor is using it for.
Back to the fight with Landia. A shadowy figure that is obviously Magolor has placed food out for Kirby as well as an enemy that gives the Leaf ability.
Meta Knight comments on how broken leaf is due to it’s long range attack and invincibility and comments that the person who prepared this must know both Kirby and Landia very well, causing BWD to catch on.
Kirby then defeats Landia and is excited to tell Magolor the news.
Meta Knight says that doesn’t seem necessary and beacons Magolor to come out from his hiding place, calling him the “true invader”.
Magolor comes out holding the crown and praises Meta Knight. He then says that so long as he has the crown hiding his “true intentions” is also no longer “necessary” (using MK’s words lol)
Magolor then puts on the crown, becomes Traitor Magolor and then says that with this he can finally become the overlord of the entire universe!!
V5, Ch 3 (Traitor Magolor, Part 1)
Magolor continues his betrayal speech with “what’s with the weird looks? Fine, let me explain everything”
He says how he lost his fight with Landia and fled to Popstar
He comments on how Kirby listens to rumors, and so he got him to defeat Landia for him.
DDD charges at Magolor in rage, and is quickly blasted with magic.
He then ends the speech by thanking the gang for their help and saying that their reward is…that Magolor will take over Popstar first for them <3
Magolor then calls up Chilly and explains that he will be returning to Popstar so that he can control it.
He then says that since Chilly served him so well, he will specially make him his companion.
Chilly is taken aback by all this (the betrayal and Magolor’s new form) and just asks about Kirby and the others.
After the Halcandrans and Landia help Kirby get back on his feet, they go after Magolor, who sends some Doomers he controls after them, and then brings up his ship (WITH CHILLY STILL LOCKED INSIDE) to fight with.
Kirby recklessly charges forward, desperate to save Chilly. Chilly tries to shout at him to stop him, but to no avail.
V5, Ch4 (Traitor Magolor, Part 2)
As Kirby is desperate to save Chilly, Magolor shoots at him with all the ship parts he found to lure Kirby into the range of the canon on the emblem
As Kirby is about to be blasted, the canon freezes over. It’s, of course, Chilly.
Magolor tells Chilly not to take their (the gang’s) side.
Magolor then proposes that he and Chilly rule the universe together (just the two of them) and says that he’ll give Chilly Popstar.
Chilly naturally refuses, saying that Popstar doesn’t need something like an overlord.
Magolor, in response, shakes, says that he thought Chilly alone could become his friend, cries…
And then blasts at the ship (WITH CHILLY STILL LOCKED INSIDE) in anger and resignation, trying to stop DDD, MK, and BWD from climbing on it. (Chilly is fine)
With some support from Landia lifting the ship and raiding the ship’s kitchen, Kirby and co. do a combination laser attack to finish Magolor off…
But not for long as now Magolor transforms into his soul--err..croissant form--saying that the gang seriously pissed him off.
V5, Ch5 (Magolor’s Second Form)
As the gang are struggling against Magolor’s second form, Chilly goes into Magolor’s copy ability lab to look for enemies.
He finds that Magolor has stored a bunch of enemies Kirby can copy in tubes, so basically he has at least 8 hostages on this ship (aside from Chilly). We see ninja, leaf, whip, wing, mike, ultra sword, flare beam, and snow bowl enemies.
Chilly presses a button on the whippy cage, which beams the enemy to Kirby (and seemingly wakes the whippy up from some sort of sleep).
When whip doesn’t work, Chilly beams Kirby ultra sword, but that still doesn’t work.
Then one of the Landias gives Kirby the Monster Flame enemy and some food.
Kirby then gives an epic speech and uses Monster Flame to defeat Magolor in one shot.
Magolor returns to his normal form as the crown breaks off him and starts falling and crying, saying something to the effect of “...Chilly, Even I…truly…with everyone”, but doesn’t finish his sentence.
Chilly is seen watching Magolor from the Lor as he falls and then eventually disappears and says his name. It’s unknown if he heard Magolor’s last words.
Chilly wonders out loud if Magolor will truly become a friend if/when they meet again, to which Kirby responds that he surely will. Then everyone goes home to Popstar.
Fun fact: No character ever says "Starcutter" (the Japanese equivalent, that is) once in this entire adaptation. The Lor is always referred to as "Lor", "ship", or "spaceship".
#pupupu hero#kirby pupupu hero#chilly#chilly kirby#magolor#magochilly#kirby#kirby series#sorry its a little late#i twisted my ankle and ended up behind on my chores#(and i really need a haircut)
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Fin.
#darktalks#well i fucking got what i wanted. huh. that sure was a modular armor system#overall i liked it a bunch! kassandra is very fun as a character#i liked the mystery of the cult and i really enjoyed the friendship dynamic with barnabas and herodotos. coupla pals goin on a ship#Speaking of! i liked the adrestia. i liked sailing around and i liked ship battles#i think it's because it's scaled back in comparison to Those Other 3 in terms of weaponry and addons and what have you#so it didn't feel like if i was falling behind if i wasn't dedicating ALL of my resources to the ship all the time idk#the maps id say were right on the border of excessively bighuge but i liked how varied the scenery was#not just between greece and the dlc2 areas but between different regions of greece#and the mythical beast/monster encounters were a nice level of challenging that broke up the monotony of fighting other humans#more on the story i like how personal they've made the plots of orig and odys. it really gets you feeling for the protags right away#it's something that also happened with ezio and connor for example. but syndicate and black flag (especially black flag) are kinda lol lmao#even still in AC2 the motive was ''hunting assassins'' not ''hunting YOU specifically'' so to some degree it was still impersonal#it was cool seeing darius in action but dlc1 parts 1 and 2 felt a bit more eh to me#i think it was just because fast travel in makedonia and achaia was a bit of a pain#dlc2-1 also felt a bit overlong because of how many factions you're helping. 2-2 by comparison is super short (but sweet).#2-3 made me want to kill aita all over again. i have mixed feelings on the isu :thumbsup: Aletheia can hang#this is not the games' fault of course but after Hades (game) seeing all these ''gods'' just look like taller humans is a bit of a flop#(let's not get on how much of an idiot they made hermes of all people)#the further rpgfication of equipment and abilities felt like a chore. what the fuck do you mean ''+17% assassin damage''. be serious.#from what ive heard that's something very much still present in valhalla BUT ALSO there's a stamina bar?????? wherefore dost thou do this.#i will say i missed having an animus database. which was also missing in origins? like ik there's the discovery tour but it's Not the same.#i liked the RW segments well enough. something something blonde woman and protagonist with isu artifact smth smth two nickels#kind of a flop moment to not finish off the literal Biggest Problem for the assassins when you had the chance Layla :/#to valhalla we go
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is it just me or has this time change been incredibly painful ☹️ like 1 hour of sunlight when I get home and I can't even enjoy it
#i bascially pass tf out as soon as i get home now#messing my sleep schedule aaalll up#so behind on my chores bc of this :(#txt post
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#i wish i could write#its been so long since i wrote anything. even longer since i finished a fic#i have been spinning a few ideas behind the scenes and i have a growing list of stuff to make in a new au...#but getting myself to write is such a chore#i know its cause im so mentally shot and feel fuck awful all the time but. knowing really doesnt make it better#i just miss it. creating is the one thing that keeps me alive and im just. incapable of making basically anything rn#sorry. my brains doing weird things right now ough#night is an absolute mess on main
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most insane executive dysfunction of my life lately second only to the time i left broken glass on my bedroom floor for like a month as a teenager
#i think just covered it with a towel or maybe a basket. god i have so many chores ive fallen behind on i feel so horrible#i got home from work 9 hours ago and i havent done anything and i think im just going to take my dog out and go to bed
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i am feeling So Many Things at the moment but mostly i just feel like a disaster
#friday chats#tw vent#it's like.#new school - far from family - already behind - new crush - really tired - fucking focus would you?! - new show - undone chores#on and on and on#a big ball of highs and lows that - instead of mellowing out into a net positive or negative -#- just make me feel like i'm being pulled in two opposite directions#why can't i just have the good and not the bad#i really wanted to take a gap year to decompress from All Of High School but my parents refused#kind of wish i took it regardless. just ''whoops - missed the application deadline! i'll get it in next year'' and faced their ire#but then i wouldn't have met my new friend at freshman camp#we both were individually interested in the queer orgs on campus and could have still met that way#but idk. it wouldn't have been the same#mostly i'm just worried i'm not cut out for living on my own. being an adult with a job. doing college at all.#not because people who have to rely on others/don't have a job/drop out are supposedly failures#but bc i don't have anybody i could safely fall back on AND live a life that is entirely my own if i don't make it#all i've got is my family. who will judge me for failing and force me to stay in the closet.#and frankly i don't want to live like that#so i have to keep going#but also part of me's like. ''you're ready to throw in the towel only a week in?? for fuck's sake friday come on''#it was just so much. i don't know. i just want to rest. i've been stressed for so long#i want a life where my needs are met and i feel safe and loved. that's all#but NOO i have to get a DEGREE to get a JOB so i can even begin to THINK of something like that#my family always jokes about how one day when i'm successful as an author i'll be super rich and have a private jet or whatever#and yeah that just speaks to how poorly they know me but more importantly IF i make it that big i just want to settle somewhere nice#somewhere cozy. maybe start a garden. get a cat. hold a loved one close at night. that's it really#and it sure would be nice if i could have that without having to bend over backwards getting a degree and a 9-to-5 or w/e#but i can't. so throwing myself at the wall that is my shit executive function it is.
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