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whenever i wash my hair and it gets all fluffy and soft and shiny im like. desperate. for it to be messed with by someone. please. im so tired and the thought of resting my head in someones lap as they comb thru my hair to get me to bed is just perfect im going insane
#i need this and i need it now#before i lose it completely#aghhhhh#i showered today and it felt rlly nice can u tell#guys its 12:38 am. what am i still doing up.#it is past my nonexistent bedtime#mlm#mlm yearning#mlm post#mlm love#gay mlm#mlm thoughts#trans mlm#t4t#mlm blog#t4t yearning
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gege said yuuji will grow taller than his peers so that means both of them will survive right, right??
(Or they’re all just 6 ft under that’s why yuuji is taller I see how gege works now)
#idk how long I can keep gaslighting myself before I completely lose it#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#my art
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cursed construction core hi vis bra that came to me in a dream
In the dream I saw it in the window display of a hardware/DIY/trade shop, implying it was meant to be a practical garment designed for actual female constructions workers in a Female Armour level missed-the-brief attempt at gender inclusion
The practical support from the visible underwire combined with the hi vis implying it’s not meant to be worn as an undergarment, I just-
I blame my binge-reading ND Stevenson’s gender comics talking abt masculinity and femininity incl the one abt Victoria’s Secret lingerie yesterday for this monstrosity x’D
#construction core#I am legitimately tempted to make this irl#just like as a commentary art piece on failed attempts at inclusion that completely missed the point#but alas I lack the booba these days to make it for myself so I'll need someone else to fit it to to enable my shenanigans#maybe someday#in the dream I met finnster in the next shop and was like dude you should go buy it for the meme lolll you could wear it on a stream#so uuuhhh- finn if you're reading this (I know you've seen my tumblr before we have video evidence) and you want this I'll make it for you#for manly man construction times#just let me know x'D#to the transmascs reading this: read the linked comics they're highly relatable#you can lose a whole morning to them#like me#have fun
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LET'S SETTLE THI- Oh hang on. Hang on, Machine, um.
It's 8 PM I need to take my testosterone.
Sorry I'll just be a second. Uh wait here, alright?
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#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#ultrakill if it was based#its like a power up for the fight#fight. yeah. fight.. and not uh. anything else........................ that it could possibly effect *i am shot before i can continue*#smiles.#anyway. hes about to lose half his blood supply. your dose is gonna be all fucked up#take care of yourself#edit:#the way todays dev stream made this Canon (trust me). as was foretold.#this being posted today was a complete coincidence#I scheduled this weeks posts a few days ago#IT WAS FORETOLD#I SAW IT
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the way the theme of home and tommy being buck’s home has been following them since season seven with “come home and be with your man”…..his loft becoming more lived-in when he was with tommy….the closest he came to finding a sense of “home” after moving out of the loft was after a night spent with tommy….how they have yet to find their way back to each other and buck still has yet to find home…..
#bucktommy#i want buck to find a place that’s his and has never been anyone’s before you know#and if his season nine journey is that#finding and making his own house then i’ll love it#i want him to be so happy and find his footing in life after losing bobby#but also from the bt aspect of it all i just love them so much and i feel like this metaphor of home and belonging#had been so integral to them whether it be accidentally or intentionally#that i’m like. any place they’re in without the other won’t fully feel like home#bc they’re each other’s home#so maybe buck gets a place that’s entirely his#in ways they haven’t been before#and then after a bit him and tommy reconcile and tommy moves in with him and it becomes complete <3#and then they ‘build’ it together from that point forward#zahraa’s bakwaas
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i feel like im in a weird demographic when it comes to the percy jackson live action series because of the age i was when i read them. cause i read the lightning thief for the first time when i was in single digits, so percy being twelve seemed appropriately grown up. and then as i got further into the series and into heroes of olympus, percy got older with me, and was always kinda broadly my age or a little older. so like, the movie cast was too old when that happened, because they were way older than me. but now the series cast is actual twelve year olds (or so) and they are so obviously just little babies that im now forced to confront the fact that uhhh percy was in fact a fuckin child when all this started??? exCUSE ME???
#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#boutta fight the gods myself on their behalf how can u look at their lil faces and think yeah im gonna kill them#anyway at least i have a couple months to come to terms with the inevitable passage of time and the skewed perspectives of childhood#before i lose my mind over the tv show in a completely different way
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i think he deserves the therapy dinosaur
ft. lyra’s own ominous ass chikorita

#pokemon#pokemon hgss#trainer silver#rival silver#trainer lyra#meganium#chikorita#millidrew#art#my post#this came about because I REALLYY wanted to give Ethan a cyndaquil#this was before I included lyra in my brain so kris as the protag got totodile#and silver got chikorita. I think the difference between him going >:((( strong pokemon#and this very calm and happy to be here bean sprout dinosaur is very fun#now about lyra’s chikorita#it end up fitting really well by completing the protag trio#she chose the starter weak to her brother’s but effective against her brother’s rival (who will also become her rival)#(that’s kris btw)#…but despite the type advantage she still loses every battle they have.#and she matches with that angsty guy they see sometimes!#success!
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welcome home :)
tracked time on this was 21 hrs 15 mins holy moly I have not done a piece this big in a while
close up under cut

#hermitcraft#hermitcraft season 10#grian#grian fanart#grianmc#my art#”wow I hope I can complete this piece before this moment loses relevance!” rendering each piece of tnt:#still not over this moment#i love how much horror potential it has mannn
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I think it says something that Jimmy absolutely destroyed the crew and ship in half the time Curly was captain. Like he couldn’t even get them past 2 full months before breaking down.
Like he really couldn’t be half the man he thought Curly was.
#like I think it’s crazy cause the whole trip from when we start the game is like 6 months#they are only six months into the trip post crash it’s why getting help was so futile#they had to survive another 6-7 with almost no resources sense most actual food resources where blocked off or destroyed#I see people saying they were surviving for six months after the crash or at least five but it’s only two#they were on the ship for 4 months before hand like the time frames we play are extremely small in retrospect#it’s like what 187 days when we get into the game? that’s about 6 months total#like I’m sorry this is also about peop saying Anya was liek 5 months pregnant but I think a big point is the assault just happened and Curly#didn’t react to it correct initially cause like have you seen someone whose 5 months pregnant? Anya is clearly not even with artistic l#liberty like 2 months is perfect because it’s literally like the time when you confirm the pregnancy is stable and can feel the first signs#of life which is why she was getting worse and worse cause it was getting to the point she couldn’t hide it from Swansea and Daisuke and Jim#he already knew but imagine him seeing her with a stomach? he’d lose it completely#it was just showing signs of life hence the ultrasound and horse fetus and the heart beat#like the minimum time is around 8-10 weeks which is two months like the two months is super intentional both in accordance to what he did#and the time before hand#mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#captain curly#nurse anya
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hate getting attached to characters. like okay what if there was a 16 year old kid whos abrasive and loud and kindof rude. what if he hates being told what to do but would follow two people to the ends of the earth. what if he raised himself what if every day was a fight to stay alive what if he just wants to hold onto the people he has left. what if hes childish and emotional, because hes a kid for fucks sake.
#my post#DIES#what if he was (re)born in a lab (dubiously canon for tommy but let me have this)#WHAT IF HE WENT AWAY FOR A WHILE AND WHEN HE CAME BACK HIS RELATIONSHIPS WITH HIS FRIENDS JUST WASNT THE SAME#WHAT IF HIS TWO BEST FRIENDS FELL IN LOVE WHILE HE WAS GONE AND NOW HE FEELS LIKE THEIR THIRD WHEEL#lets be happy now. what if he had the biggest heart youve ever seen what if he loves animals even the scary ones people hate#curls up and dies#sorry i became obsessed with the exact same character from two completely different shows and im losing it a little#shoutout ctommy. shoutout dakota cole.#ive said it before but the only like hugely major difference between them is that dakota NEEDS to be a hero needs to protect everyone#and tommy hates that hes been branded 'the hero' and wants nothing more than to hang out with his friends#ggeurghghhhh#and dakota cant save everyone. and tommy never gets to fucking rest#UNTIL THE EPILOGUE STREAM BAYBEEE LETS HEAR IT FOR 'GETTING THERE'!!!!!!#dakota
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“Garak, let go! I can’t see the injury if you’re gonna hold my arm like that.”
“Forgive me, Doctor. I’m just a little nettled by the dynamic imbalance of our professions. You are always having me on my back to take care of the tiniest of scratches. And yet I have you perfectly standing still with every collar alteration or hemming of your pants. I would hardly call that a fair exchange, would you.”
“Hm. And here I thought you always enjoyed the access to my pants.”
- blurb courtesy of Andrew, the bestest creative collaborator 😋
#garashir#Star Trek#deep space nine#ds9#star trek fanart#still NOT the garashir I have promised#I’m hustling to get the damn bird book inked completely by Jan 1st before I lose my one therapist who is always keeping me accountable#THEN I can ink the damn comic I was so excited about
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SHERLOCK HOLMES (1984 - 1994) ↳ 4x06 | The Hound of the Baskervilles
#sherlock holmes#sherlockholmesedit#sherlock holmes granada#granada holmes#granadaedit#johnlock#holmes x watson#perioddramaedit#minee#jeremy brett#edward hardwicke#tvedit#adaptationsdaily#gifshistorical#dailytvfilmgifs#televisiongifs#tvarchive#tvfilmsource#smallscreensource#filmtvdaily#filmtvtoday#nostalgiatvdaily#filmtvcentral#userisaiah#userkraina#userhallie#usermoon#crowleyanthonys#i could write an entire essay on watson's reaction here. i mean what is this. what#someone stop me from microanalysing this show before i completely lose my mind
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DARK (2017-2020)
#darkedit#dark netflix#hanno tauber#noah dark#bartosz tiedemann#usererry#smallscreensource#filmtvcentral#televisiongifs#tvarchive#mine#mine: gifs#mine: dark#ch: hanno tauber#ch: bartosz tiedemann#tv: dark#i have a lot of thoughts about bartosz and noah and their dynamics with adam#like how they essentially end up in the same place#bartosz being jonas' best friend since childhood and witnessing his decline and losing faith in him completely#but still going along with it to a point#and then he has to watch his son be essentially brainwashed and there's nothing he can do about it#bartosz know what his son grows up to be and all he can do is watch it happen#noah meanwhile goes along with adam and trusts him implicitly especially after he (wrongly) believes claudia stole his baby#after her (correctly) guesses she's gone rogue#and eventually realises that he's just been a pawn this entire time and adam has done nothing but lie#and he learns that no only did adam arrange for his daughter to be taken but he had him kill his own father (among others)#separated him from elisabeth - all to uphold the cycle noah wanted to break and adam promised him he would break#and essentially ended up exactly where his father did#'we will become friends before you betray me' - basically applies to both noah and bartosz
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powerful mental image of lucanis expounding passionately about any given one of his limited but extremely deep areas of interest (the wyvern/knives/coffee/cooking/murder continuum of lucanis dellamorte special interests if you will) while rye lounges around and Beholds him with palpable twink boutta pounce energy
#having lucanis really go off about something no matter what it is is a rare and precious gift for rye specifically. free aphrodisiac#honestly rye's version of that might initially be subtle enough that only davrin would notice it (and suffer accordingly) lol#'could you guys do that while I'm not here. I'm starting to feel sick' '*perfectly innocent rye voice* do what davrin? I'm not even#doing anything :}' 'yeah you're doing nothing with a lot of subtext rook there are whole chains of footnotes here I'd rather not know'#very funny idea of rye leaving the top button of his shirt open (which means about one centimeter of throat exposed. to be clear)#to go to dinner b/c that is enough to make lucanis completely lose his train of thought every time he glances over#and davrin with half his glorious booba out at all times shaking his head at rye across the table like 'you harlot (affectionate)'#(may I remind us all that his first crush was viago de riva. I remind myself of this at least twice a week b/c it's one of my few sources#of joy and delight these days. rye only gets as mean as viago under very rare and specific cirumstances but I think that#might be lucanis' equivalent aphrodisiac material lol. whenever rook gets tried to the point of showing his hand that not only#IS he actually very clever he also has the capacity to be a *bitch* when provoked lucanis finds his trousers suddenly a little tight.#man something here about both of them struggling with holding on to their anger yet actually finding it appealing in the other person#that's actually kind of moving as well as hilarious haha. rye losing his cool and being like 'oh fuck my cover is blown yet again#now everyone will know I am an asshole actually' and meanwhile lucanis is like 'I need to kiss him under the pale moonlight' <3#something something nothing is more beautiful to me than the fullness of your nature getting to witness the full spectrum of your being#'*davrin facepalming just out of frame as they gaze upon each other like this* literally what did I just SAY!!! assan avert your eyes#this is grownup stuff. weird-ass grownup stuff I don't fully get and yet I suppose it takes all kinds etc. but still grownup stuff')#davrin being the baffled witness to the intricate yet extremely low-key mating dance of two introverts is something that can be so personal#he clocked them from the moment they showed up to recruit him (which to be clear is before either of these two dumbasses realized anything)#and now he has to live with it <3 sorry davrin I love you davrin#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#lucanis dellamorte#davrin#from my tag rants etc.#rook x lucanis#rookanis#holding on to my sanity and will to live by a shred but with how coherent and sane this is I'm sure it's not even noticeable
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still thinking about this video btw
#dan and phil#saving some tiktoks before i lose them all completely#i just think this is so sweet of dan tbh#he loves him so much
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kind of toying around with the theory that mdr is sorting out their own experiences and memories to create the rooms that gemma is going into. gemma’s rooms happen to be personal in some ways to her (the thank you cards) because mark is the one refining for her rooms.
when mark asks about the ashes, reghabi tells him that lumon is connected with the coroners and medical examiners and we already know lumon has such a deep place within society given that they hosted the blood drive where mark and gemma met, they owned the clinic where they went for fertility care, and there’s the government official with his severed wife and the baby camp. lumon is everywhere and they’re always listening and they’re always trying to pull the strings. it’s possible that when gemma got into her accident, lumon saved her and part of this was healing her and treating her until she was fully better until they could turn around and say actually you’re not fully better yet and we need to run tests on you. lumon is in a position of power as the rescuers and saviors of her life to convince her and keep her in this place as a condition and price of her life saving treatment.
and gemma’s probably far from the only one that lumon has done this to. they’re probably getting more test subjects through these horrific accidents and near death experiences and just repeating this research with them. when mark is first shown petey’s map one area notably is the people who live there/never leave. this sort of tells us that gemma is far from the only one and also why would she be the only one when there’s also the work of helly, irving, and dylan to consider, and of course all the other mdr departments out there in other lumon offices.
this theory would help explain the work the other refiners are doing and make the explanation of what lumon is up to less centered specifically mark and gemma, and instead make mark and gemma just a tragic coincidence of this whole controlling corporate giant.
as to what they’re doing this for i think there’s so many possibilities but i have to assume, as is the name, mthat they’re refining the severance chips and working towards making them better and possibly commercializing them to offer people an escape from various life experiences that might be distressing or unwanted and they need the various experience of humans to do that and therefore the mdr teams are just sorting their different fears and joys and other emotions to essentially test gemma and the others like her with
#it’s also important that gemma has not yet done cold harbor but rather they’re waiting for mark to finish it first before she can do it#as for how this connects with the fact the files expire if not completed in time im not sure#maybe it’s the fact that the memories are no longer fresh or rather that spreading the experience out over the time of a quarter means the#emotions associated with it become dull and aren’t as strong as they are at the start#idk if this makes sense but i think if you’re working on refining an experience based on going to the dentist and it’s stretched out over#the course of months then the dentist’s impact on you loses some of its initial impacts because you’ve become desensitized#severance#severance spoilers#mark scout#dylan george#helena eagan#irving bailiff#irving b#helly r#dylan g#mark s#gemma scout#there’s such an emphasis on cold harbor though that im sort of on board with this theory but also not because i think there’s still too man#mysteries and unexplained things
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