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{no room!} AU! where RAD is a corporation run by demons with the brothers as HoDs and mc as an intern/ assistant? I want the workspace drama dammit! I got the drawing prompt from a new OM! Discord server. Join us!: https://discord.com/invite/vHfj5Avryb (nsfw & sfw spaces)
t: *ding!*, *haaahh~*
#head of security has a sweet tooth ;3c#shrinking curse on the elevator?#this is so random im sorry#been very tired lately lmao#obey me!#obey me beelzebub#obey me nightbringer#obey me beel#obey me fanart#obey me#obey me mc#om! anastasia#OM!AU
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Call this the Whoopsie AU (it's barely an AU)
I mean. Narinder never explicitly SAID the Lamb would stay dead... :3c He probably should have been more specific. >:3c
Part Two:
Well. The Lamb tried, but...sorry, Nari, the crown hates you now. Shouldn't have been so quick to lend it out, I guess. :D
Aaaand Part Three:
'Isn't he just adorable?' -The Lamb, probably, while their followers smile and nod and internally scream at the brand new hellcat they now have to share living space with...
Anyway, nothing says 'Dead To Me' like following a person around to loudly remind them of how dead they are to you. Right? Right. Narinder's got this all figured out. <:]
#fanart#comics#cult of the lamb#cotl#narilamb#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl yellow cat#this is my headcanon and i'm sticking to it#the lamb is a goofy stabby-babby goober and narinder is just a grumpy asshole who constantly velcroes onto them for hella snuggles#look - if you've been trapped in the afterlife void for over a thousand years - you are GONNA want a fuckton of snuggles#that's just science#the scribble comic i did with narinder and the yellow cat can technically work as part four i guess#only instead of the lamb Going Gremlin at the attempt to steal their other followers' devotion#they just comin' at him for Rad Cuddles OuO#someday i will draw these two with the proper height difference i imagine them having#today is not that day#today is also not the day i pin down exactly how long i want narinder's tail to be#(but i want it to be Very Long - just because)#there are inconsistencies here and there and probably some mistakes but i have been working on these for a week and i am So Tired guys#EDIT: haha yeah i forgot to color in narinder's fukken ears again#fuk :)#EDIT 2: i fixed it but it's probably too late at this point lmao#EDIT 3: THE LAMB'S FUKKEN HORNS JFC#i am not editing this thing anymore cuz i need sleep and the mistakes are already out there *dies of artist mortification*
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#my art#pmd#future trio#pmd2#celebi#grovyle#dusknoir#pokemon#iiiiii dont like this one lol what ever. technically unfinished but i domt want to look at it anymore#eye strain#tagging because my eyes were very strained making this LMAO#still posting because i feel like i don’t post my stuff enough. like if my ipad dies rn it’s over i lose like 90% of my stuff#but eh most of it isn’t things i really want to post? we’ll see#still have 0 ideas on what to do with these characters or with any character i’ve been OC pilled lately which is womderful#idk i have fun. im very tired but i have fun regardless
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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did I finally manage to write a brand new fic? I sure did!! with many, many thanks to the lovely @eeblouissant for inspiring me with these beautiful drawings of Blanche dipping Dorothy (and the incredibly sweet follow-up with Rose playing the piano, after our chat about this scene!!) I hope I managed to do it justice ;)
Summary
When Dorothy mentions she’s never been dipped before, Blanche and Rose decide to take matters in their own hands.
#i've been a liiiittle too tired lately to be able to really edit something#so this is honestly a bit of a gamble lol but i think it's finally fine enough to post!!#trust me to turn an action-heavy scene into an introspective character study lmao i know how to write One Type of thing only#anyway rose is very observant in here & i have my reasons for that!! first off she's the narrator and obviously narrators have to observe#but!! i've got more reasons. she seems pretty aloof a LOT of the time in the show. but then she's also a grief counsellor#+ she's occasionally very insightful!#so i figured i'd combine those facts with my autistic rose headcanon:#she's able to be observant in these scenes because she's not directly involved in the social interaction there?#like she's witnessing from the sidelines#& idk about other autistic people but I feel like I tend to see a LOT more when i'm not directly involved in the social situation#there's less pressure when you're an outsider & that leaves more room to actually think & observe??#because you're not also occupied with being social + making eye contact + thinking of what to say/how to react etc etc#anyway i really hope that sort of made sense oof. I really went off in these tags sjdfk#the golden girls#rose nylund#blanche devereaux#dorothy zbornak#golden wives
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Murder time 🥰
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#I have so much I wanna draw but bleugh I've been very tired lately#I have a pretty big doodle page that's been in my WIPs for like#a month at least lmao#I need to finish that#/#cameron calvin#oc#thsc oc#thsc#henry stickmin#the henry stickmin collection#doodles#tw gun#tw guns#I forget the tw tags for a second sometimes and I feel bad for it hrrrg-
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Sorry I’ve been kinda quiet btw 😭 I’ve been super art blocked so I haven’t really been able to sit down and draw much…
I’m really active on Bluesky tho, I try to post older art at least once a day over there lol
#Shameless self plug you should go follow me there. Tee hee.#Shima speaks#But YEAH idk why I just. Haven’t been up to arting lately…#I’ve been very tired like. Consistently. I think it might be my meds?#I recently upped the dosage and I’m tired on a near constant level#So I might. Need to talk to my doctor about that.#I get plenty of sleep! So idk what else it could be!#I want to go to bed right now but it’s only 6:30 here. Lmao. I’m turning into my mom she goes to bed at like 7 PM every night#Trying my best…but I’m in the trenches out here lads…
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#currently on the worst road trip of my whole entire life! well. i don't want to jinx it lmao but#today i popped TWO TIRES at once in the middle of the Katy Freeway in Houston TX (the widest highway in the US; 26 lanes btw)#managed to make it over to the shoulder without DYING but then had to sit there for like an hour? and panic called a tow truck because duh#I know how to change a tire but I was – again – sitting on the shoulder of the widest freeway on the continent so#anyway I called a tow; a guy showed up. I assumed it was the tow! turned out it was not. but he helped me put on the spare and then was lik#“follow me to my shop I can do the tires for you” and I was like okay! 👍 but then the ACTUAL tow called me and I realized this was#just a random guy (very nice up to that point but then I got scared about following him to a secondary location?) and so I didn't lmao#I just kept driving and didn't follow him but the guy on the phone was then mad at me because I wasn't where I said I would be because#AGAIN – I thought the original guy WAS the tow company that I called? but anyway guy 2 on the phone was like “YOU OWE ME $200!!!!”#and I said for what? also how would I pay you? and he tried to get me to cash app him lmao?? I didn't. I hung up on him#he called me like 6 more times yelling at me until I finally just blocked his number 💀#however NOW at this point I'm driving on one spare tire and one rapidly-flattening second tire and I still have 3 hours left to get where#I was going for the night and to top it all off I'm in the middle of a city I've only been to one time before? so I manage to get to a hote#like a nice-ish one where I'm like “okay if I get stuck here this won't be the end of the world”#because keep in mind today is a national holiday so basically everything is closed!!!! btw!!!!!#but eventually I'm sitting there and it's literally 100F outside and I remember oh right lol I have car insurance which pays for a tow#(a normal one; not a random one I panic-found on google who calls me screaming at me to cash app him $200)#so anyway I call my insurance and the guy on the phone is very nice and is like “it's okay; we'll have someone to you in 45 min”#and I'm like okay. OKAY. 🙌💪 I am a strong independent woman who is figuring this out and no longer on the side of the highway#but instead in a nice calm neighborhood and all I have to do is wait 45 min and everything will be okay#one hour goes by. I call back. get redirected to the tow company that was dispatched. guy says oh! is my guy not there yet?#I say no. he says okay – I'll have him call you. hangs up.#okay. 20 more min go by. guy finally calls me. says “I'm 20-25 min away” at this point I've been waiting about an hour and a half#I say. okay? okay. 30 more minutes go by. I try to call the guy back. straight to voicemail. three more calls. three more no answers.#I call my insurance back. sit on hold for 15 min. eventually get put through to a different person who's like “okay let me check on him”#get put on hold. eventually she comes back and says “okay he says 15 minutes” I've been waiting over 2 hours at this point. I have to PEE#I just... burst into tears. on the phone with this poor random woman from Geico Insurance. I'm bawling my eyes out.#she was trying to get claim info from me but I'm crying so hard she's like “oh baby no. okay. okay. we can get that from you tomorrow.”#when you cry so hard that even the insurance company is like “you know what we're just going to let this one slide”#anyway guy eventually shows up. he's very nice even though I hate him a little for being so late. he drives me to an OPEN TIRE SHOP
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Good morning babe 🥰🥰🥰
(I’ll take no responsibility of how you’ll react to this pic… I’m staring at his neck for days now and decided today is a great day to share it with you 🤭)
(The way I’m obsessed with his neck is insane, you’d thought I’m a vampire in disguise based on how much I want to bite and suck on that thick neck 😭 leaving marks behind, kissing & licking them better 🫠🫠🫠🫠)
(My horny ass can’t be stopped if it’s about him)
(when I say Silvo was my fav weekend, this is one of the reasons 😩 - and his amazing performance ofc.)
(His hair is sooo long here too I want to run my fingers through it, grabbing it gently also to move his head aside to have more access to attack his neck 🫠🫠🫠)
Okay I’m done, I’ve said what I said 🫣 sorry not sorry
ohooooooo noooo… this………………… this has made me feel so many things…….. i feel unwell
#what the frickkkkk#oscaaaaaar#this is just#w o w#the adams apple#just insane#I think you should take full responsibility of how i gasped out loud in class 😶#i was so so tired this morning (miiiiight have stayed up very late to watch paul arom videos…..) but this made me fully awake#im now very#AAAAAAAA#haven’t been able to stop thinking about this#i too feel like a vampire#the hair is crazy too#I love this tons tons tons#thank you for sending it to me#(also bestie !!! do ur dms work now??)#(this is not in any way meant to tell you to answer me bcs i take too long to answer lmao i just wanted to know bcs i said something in my#last message)#okay bye <33#asks!#formulola!#twinkodium!#osc hands osc neck osc arms
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Tomorrow is the day i meet with housing and adult social services to start the process of getting me and my dogs the fuck out of this house
lets hope they take the RIDICULOUS amount of picture evidence and voice recordings i have of the situation i'm in and actually... y'know. Do something about it.
also, did anyone know that apparently i could get jail time because my dad is so fucking lazy that he's neglecting his own care, putting himself in danger of further hospitalization, that if he winds up actually hurting himself with his own bullshit, key workers would blame his lack of care on me instead of taking responsibility themselves like they damn well should have done from day one?
because I didn't know that.
#personal#i've been very stressed lately#i'm sorry for the lack of updates#i'm. very tired.#trying my best to write when i have energy but lmao i have very little
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sorry i'm thinking about arcane s2 again and. like the way i feel about arcane s2??? is kinda strange because at the end of the day, when i think back to my actual experience of watching the thing, episode by episode. i still enjoyed it!! like it was a fun time to watch!! i would still generally recommend it in a way as a watching experience and would probably have fun rewatching it myself. because a cartoon isn't JUST its overall writing, it's also its scene-by-scene writing and its moment-to-moment character moments and its art direction and its animation and its music and its voice acting. and for the most part those things were still, like, generally enjoyable for me. but it's when you actually stop for a second to think about the Big Picture plot, writing and messaging of s2 that it collapses under itself
on a purely scene-by-scene basis, i'd even argue that the writing was often good?? even great at points???? (barring a few particular scenes but i don't have time to complain about jinx's "heroic sacrifice" rn) there were So Many Good Scenes with interesting and compelling character moments that imo were truly great to experience. the main issue being that when you step back from them to consider the broader context of the season, most of them feel like excerpts from a more complete and coherent cartoon and that someone edited out or montage-ified a lot of the connective tissue. the scene where jinx releases all those zaunite political prisoners from jail and sees firsthand the ways that she CAN help others and inspire hope still gives me chills to think about, it's a great scene, but when you step back a bit it so strongly feels like it was orphaned from a broader storyline about jinx becoming a true, active leader of the zaunite revolution that in reality doesn't exist. i know "this shit should have had at least one more season for all these plotlines to work" is a normie take by now but This Shit Should Have Had At Least One More Season For All These Plotlines To Work because it feels like so many scenes, moments, and interactions are just missing, and the result was a rushed story, lack of breathing room for quiet, reflective moments for characters to digest the material and emotional consequences of these events, and entire plotlines being truncated, abandoned, or crudely mashed together into a narratively and/or thematically and/or politically baffling mess
from where i'm standing the difference between arcane s1 and s2 is the difference between a complete, solidly built, fully functional house vs. a bunch of very nice, high-quality lumber propped up against each other in the rough shape of a house. like. the MATERIALS sure are good. i can admire the quality of the wood. but one swift kick and It's Gone
#ive been trying to figure out a good way to phrase this for WEEKS and i think ive landed on This#im mostly attacking this from a structural and writing perspective rn rather than a political/idealogical perspective BUT#i genuinely believe that a lot of the baffling politics of the show would not have been so baffling#if they'd just added a third season lmao. like i dont think the politics were ever gonna be GREAT#not that the show's politics were ever NOT going to be centrist lbr. but at the very least#i think many of the more.......unfortunate.......ideological implications could have been avoided#if everything hadn't been so rushed and jumbled#idk it's late and im getting tired of talking. ive probably misspoken somewhere in here but w/e. bye#gray.txt#arcane
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why am I always consumed with my biggest urge to draw when I'm in bed past 11pm trying to go to sleep
#thinking of redesigning one of my ocs..... i wanna do it now but alas i must sleep#I'm so tired. I've been really worn out in general lately and I've been quite busy today#but this doesn't stop me from having creative urges and ideas at the least convenient times lmao#the other day at work i literally stopped what i was doing for 20 minutes to write a short scene i was thinking about#it was very important i didnt forget it! i keep coming up with halfway decent writing at work and then forgetting by the time I'm home#none of it matters in the grand scheme of things bc i will probably never write a full story again but i do still enjoy it as a hobby#anyway this isn't sleeping either. i sleep now!!#pigeon personal
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i just think it's funny how people will literally deadass serious say shit like "star trek is too woke now" like
buddy. sweetie. idk what franchise you've been watching, but you're just NOW clocking that this vision of the future isn't aligned with right-wing beliefs?? maybe go see a neurologist. or admit you don't actually know dick about the franchise, idk.
this is about section 31. this dude posted on my timeline like "not interested, too woke" (i'm paraphrasing) and another dude responded like "yeah that's why i couldn't get into discovery, either"
maybe the problem is they lack the empathy or cognitive skills necessary to relate to a protagonist who isn't a generic straight white boy living out some type of power fantasy, idk
in discovery, when they said "infinite diversity in infinite combinations" i was like fuck yeah. but i was also deeply aware that other people would have exactly the opposite response. which wouldn't be so bad if they didn't act like themes like that being involved in a show's narrative means it's "woke" and therefore not worth watching.
don't get me wrong: discovery wasn't actually one of my favorite iterations of the franchise. i still had a great time, but it's a long form narrative, which isn't always what i'm looking for, and like. no media is flawless. let's acknowledge that. i actually really, really want people to acknowledge that more, using actual critical thinking skills.
but let's also acknowledge that this is a phenomenon, too: conservatives (usually men) will see a movie poster or an advert for a new show and immediately get uppity if there's "woke" symbolism or whatever (a protagonist who isn't a straight white man, multiple ethnicities represented in the main cast, anything LGBTQIA+, etc) and decide it's DEI or "forced diversity" or whatever
even worse, they act like that's enough to write off the thing without even trying to watch it or understand the intention of the creators in good faith. they act like "woke" is top-tier literary criticism that only the rational adults in the room could possibly understand. bunch of ben shapiro ass motherfuckers.
anyway i feel like their obsession with a "woke agenda" would be really silly, actually, if they weren't so violently apoplectic about it. because it's just a star trek iteration that happens to star a woman of color. idk why that's a bad thing. there are real problems in the world and yet for some reason they keep inventing fake ones.
#criticize media all day long#literally please use critical thinking i am begging you#but don't act like star trek has ever been right wing compatible lmao#star trek#star trek section 31#star trek discovery#seriously use critical thinking skills it is not that hard#idk y'all i am very tired of almost everything lately
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Me trying to figure out why I'm so exhausted;
The heavy masking, puppy-sitting and random manual labor tasks that I've been doing for two weeks: :)
Me: why am I so tired
#not a vent#i just think its funny#and im tired#lmao#ive just been very busy lately#sobs#and going back to masking this hard is probably not helpinnggggg#if i could I'd unmask#lmaooo
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song: rage against the dying of the light by the world is a beautiful place and i am no longer afraid to die
#hoo boy very long song title + band name lmao#i have been so tired from work and school as ive been working more hours lately that#i have had little to no energy afterwards so i havent been making edits as much @_@#trigun#trigun edit#trigun maximum#trimax#trigun manga#manga edit#manga#edit#video#trigun spoilers#trigun maximum spoilers#trigun manga spoilers
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2am twindown!!!!! and no i am not okay!!! ❤️🫶🏻
#i! am! fucking! sweating! ha h a ha!#but i looooove all of you my gresties!!!!!#this time of year is so bizarre bc it gets dark so early and i’m tired all day LMAO#i feel like i’ve been sooo zoned out lately idk?? but i love yall so much and i …. have some christmas blurbs in the works. hehehehe.#coming very soon i hope!!!!#also uhhhhhh. uhhhhhh. red light twins. yeah#li speaks#jake#josh
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