#been stressing over this lately
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#hetalia#hws#aph#prussia hetalia#hetalia prussia#hws prussia#aph prussia#prussia aph#axis powers hetalia#hetalia axis powers#world stars hetalia#hetalia world stars#hetalia world series#hetalia world twinkle#been stressing over this lately#what the fuck omg#😭😭
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dychlfkhfhlfh He’s a Donnie again!!! No wings and feathers!!
breaking the spell and getting him home was step one. there's most definitely still story to tell.
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#ive been a bit slow with Making Things lately coz Stuff Is Happening and im a bit stressed ; w ;#BUT#we're working on it!!!!#swannie still has a ways to go before we can truly say the Ordeal Is Over#but hes home. and thats definitely something. <3#swanatello#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#tmnt 2018#tmnt 2k18#rottmnt au#rottmnt comic#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt donatello#rottmnt raph#donniesona#save rottmnt#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#save rise of the tmnt#fidgetwing#he is so high and so out of it right now <3 and so fucking stressed#which PARTIALLY explains why he is more weepy and emotional than he usually would be...
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sliding in under the edge of october 27th to post this excerpt from chapter 74:
Cliopher drummed his heels against the hull, enjoying the still-so-familiar sound. He had spent uncountable hours sitting there, watching the sea, watching the sky, singing the Lays, drawing the dances over and over again in his mind's eye.
#the hands of the emperor#hands of the emperor#cliopher mdang#hote#nine worlds#inktober24#inktober#phew i've been pretty good so far this year about working a day ahead so that i can post at a reasonable hour and not be super stressed#this weekend was busier than i expected so tomorrow's art will also be late#but after that i will be on track again!! too clsoe to the end to give up now#inktober for me is a) a great way to be forced to produce a LOT of art and not wiff-waffle over whether it's good#b) the worst endurance race known to man#can't wait to have time to use other mediums again lol#ANYWAY just four more arts to go i can make it i can do this i can survive.....
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blessings roll call! add on in the tags if you so wish <3
#new (to me) car! huge answer to prayer!#was lowkey so stressed about car issues I was actively losing sleep over it.#having a reliable comfy and relatively cheap car now is such a blessing#dad very generously emptied his CDs out of the cool 30-yr-old compact holder I've been coveting for years and gave it to me#so now I get to party like it's 2007 driving around with my CDs expertly contained and catalogued#got accepted into the OTA program I was applying for all through the summer!#so gotta set up classes for that#more good school news is I've already done all the the co-reqs for next semester's OTA classes#meaning I only have 2 classes + choir which I'll do for fun and thus can work more hours and also have time for an actual life#looking forward to a more restful semester#time with family and friends has been so precious lately#even though it's been scarce it's been lovely and joyful when it happens#looking forward to the holidays actually for the first time in years!#usually they're dreaded because of family drama but I think I can manage to find joy anyway#and also choose to spend less time or no time in or around the drama#looking forward to break. three more weeks of classes and then freedom for five glorious weeks.#looking forward to Advent especially!#also made soup today and it's so good#thankful for a good job and for getting along with my coworkers#and immensely thankful for books especially audiobooks without which I would not have survived this year#and for the Gospel of John. it's holding me together rn. struggling through some faith questions and some anger towards God#the last few months#but as long as I can stay in scripture...it still seems worth it.#blessings
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What story do you plan on doing next?
I'm not sure yet! I want to take it a little slow right now and write some shorter fics while thinking about what big fic I want to write. I'm a little tired of writing in the Arctic setting so I might try something different.
#naff nuh huh#school as been a bit stressful lately#and a lot of things have been hitting me hard (like getting sick over and over bleh—i'm so over it!!)#so in the interest of protecting myself from burn out#i'm not going to jump into a big fic right away#but don't worry#y'all will know when i'm ready to get into another fic hehe
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good morning and happy tuesday friendz (ㅅ´ ˘ `) ! these little dudes and i are here to cheer you on to have the bestest day everrr ! ! 🩷💫
#don’t mind the squished plushies behind obi#they love to hop all over them#the cuties#they met yesterday and played for awhile :3 !#then at like 2am they were demanding to play with each other so i let them run around for an hour LOL#so i am a little sleepy but v happy that they’re getting along#still no update on the name so i call him baby for now#it’s been a lil stressful but !! things are lookin good :’)#mwehehe very exciting :’)#i feel like i haven’t been very active lately and i miss being silly here :< !#i’ll try to bloop some writing in the queue if it all comes together#i’m really missing zoro lately sooooo .#hehe#i hope everyone is doing well & july is off to a good start !#sending everyone lots of love !!!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#🗣️ the daily yap .
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the fact that i immediately landed an awesome job right out from graduation but then got covid in august and now my brain doesn't work right and i might lose my job because of it . there's a funny joke in here somewhere maybe
#txt#haha. like. how lucky was i to get this job. and unlucky to get sick and have my brain fucked over#also a loss of time perception. time does not move for me it feels like 7am still and its 10am#i feel like i got lobotomized. brainfog and much less of a filter of what i say/do and fatigue etc#shortness of breath when im stressed too. fucking annoying#i keep fucking up on the simplest tasks at work. literally filled out a simple form wrong that i've been doing right since day 1#and my supervisor is patient and i tried explaining brainfog but idt she takes it seriously and she gets more annoyed the more i screw up#and like. i need this job!!!!!!!!!!! it pays disgustingly well!!!!!! but if i cant do simple tasks right anymore then what am i even doing#ive had this stuff since late august but its so much worse suddenly and i dont know why :((#to be deleted /#<- if i can even remember i made this post at all LOL someone shoot me
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You know that feeling when you're distinctly unwell but not quite sick? 🥲 Sore limbs, tired body, mild nausea, aching head, preoccupied mind, loud thoughts...
And here I hoped this week's sunny weather would help me feel better. 😞 If you guys have some fun or light observations and ideas that you want to share with me, please do feel free to send them my way, as I'm sure it would greatly help lift my spirits. 🙏🍀
#I'm not sure what happened#I was doing fine and then... suddenly wasn't.#I've been kinda stuck in limbo over the past two days#Wanting to sleep and yet hardly feeling tired at all#Some irl stuff has really been worrying/stressing me as well lately - which is making it exponentially worse#I need to sit for a minute and gather my thoughts; but they're so cluttered it's dizzying 😣#Sorry for the brief lapse in activity 🤒#Hope this will go away soon ✌️#In the meantime tho I'd be more than happy to discuss lightearded concepts!#If any of you want to of course <:)
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rough draft
#this can get posted cause i actually really like it#ive been loving messy art lately its really nice to make stuff for the sake of getting ideas out and not have to stress over it not looking#-absolutely perfect and then being disappointed in myself after each piece#so :] take the boys tumblr#homestuck#dirk strider#dave strider#my art#dirkdave#stridercest#msi#obligatory anxiety driven reminder that if im misinterpreting the song no im not shut up (lighthearted)#uhhh queues this for like 11am tomofrow#today ig its like 1am#OKAY POSTS IT#fuck i love rambling#Spotify#also i came back for more notes cause when arent i rambling but uh ignore that theres only two of them thus rendering the vodka they are-#-spinning completely useless#the official version will have a couple other people thrown in#but like in less detail kinda fuzzy like#probably like june and terezi or something idfk#or john ig but i think june fits the tone better#OKAY ACTUALLY BYE NOW SHUT UP ME#wow i just posted cringe basically
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Day 5 of DrEveel's 500 follower event
Canon queer character: Soldier 76
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#stimblr#my stimboards#stimboard#paint stim#soap stim#ocean stim#water stim#paint mixing#gay#gay flag#canon queer characters#overwatch#soldier 76#jack morrison#I am embarrassingly obsessed with this video game#blue stim#teal stim#white stim#eveel500#this is late bcs I've been stressed over finals whoops
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moodboard for this past week ❤️
#they should invent a grad school thats not fucking insane#i'm hanging in there but im the most unwell i've been in AWhile#this week was just horrible#there was already the freezer food incident but it also started off with a very severe pain episode thats putting me in constant woe#even mundane motion has been agonizing which is McAwesome bc we had a lab inspection which involved moving hundreds of pounds of equipment#during which we found a blackwidow and rats which we had to deal with and was a whole thing psychologically on top of the physical toll#the new class fiasco is still popping off and i had to respond to at this point over 400 emails in the fleeting moments outside of lab#AND A STUDENT TRIED TO FINANCIALLY BRIBE THEIR WAY INTO THE CLASS ? ?? ?? ?????#then the instructor wanted to use me as a guinea pig and i had to test new circuit boards but I wasnt given any time to do so properly#i had to test them plus get them operational and deal with my incoming students all in a frantic 10 minute window#im in charge of running our meetings too but the instructor was interrupting and having side conversations that made it really hard-#to train the other people on the new equipment in a smooth manner#which meant that a bunch of people had to keep me after to ask questions which made me late for my drs appointment#where i found out i cant get the new covid vaccine bc my heart and blood levels arnt stable enough#and joanns lost an expensive+critical fabric order of mine+i had to give a big presentation this week on my research that was stressful#and my inbox is still blowing up from being needed all over the place between teaching lab and classes and yall i am. so so tired.#im in so much pain and so stressed out#debating the ethics of turning into a pile of lint to escape my responsibilities and mortal frame
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how's tekken 8 going for everybody?
#i am over the moon lol Lee is bananas good this game lol it's like the training weights have been taken off#i find Asuka more fun also and i'm glad she and Lee feel different now--i'm not getting my wires crossed switching between the two anymore#i haven't played ranked much lately i heard it's a cesspool rn#mostly i've just been busy or sick or both so haven't wanted to deal with the stress of the grind and am mostly messing around in practice#but feel free to message me if you wanna plaaaaay#tekken#my art#lee chaolan
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Hm. Oh no
#my periodical depressive slumps! wuh oh!#idk feeling very down lately. the. gestures. everything. does not help#im like. so stressed rn the past few days have not been great#i miss having close friends i think#crane screams#ive been feeling bad physically too and idk if its bc ive been off my meds for almost a month or judt bc my eating habits have been awful#genuinely idk what constitutes as a healthy meal anymore. realizing açai bowls are probably not super healthy despite having fruit#head in hands. whatever. i can blame my slump on my lack of medication(its not even a mental health med)#see this is why bluesky scares me. how am i supposed to ramble on in a place no one will see over there#thank you tmblr tags ily tmblr tags#ok whatever#good night
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Tomorrow Is Election Day And I Am So Fucking Stressed
#marzi speaks#marzivents#hi folks. i haven’t been making much art lately. apologies! i want to be#unfortunately shit is Stressful in both my little world (i’m starting to get overwhelmed with my meds and refills and driving)#and on a broader more societal scale (if trump gets re-elected shit is going to go so fucking bad oh my god)#PLUS we’re in the It Gets Dark At 6PM Zone now#i think i’ve lowkey been catastrophizing a bit with all that’s been going on#i should probs look into those psych referrals my doctor gave me#she offered them bc the almost-dying earlier this year was Traumatic and i was showing signs of anxiety/depression#but i think they’ll just be helpful in general#god though i hate being on prescriptions. it feels like there’s a constant timer hanging over my head#refill these pills before this time so you don’t have to miss a day. woops! the pharmacy’s out of stock on this one#so you’ll have to come back at another less convenient time. fail to do so and the medication goes on hold#which requires a phone call where you speak to a Robot that may not understand the nuances of ur situation#grrrgh it sucks so bad. thankfully i refilled my prednisone the other day and have like 3 months’ worth now#and that’s the one i really can’t afford to miss bc steroid withdrawals could really fuck me up#but uggghhh i hate it. so much. bc it looms over me always#i hate keeping track of when i’ve taken my pills too. i keep a checklist for every day#so i remember what i have to take and if i’ve taken it#but god it sucks. i’m at the point where it’s basically routine now so i do it automatically#but i know if i stop monitoring i’m gonna forget if i’ve taken my steroid one day#and either double dose or skip the day. and that’ll fuck me up pretty good#anyways. hoping hoping hoping this election goes well bc idk if i can take it if our country tis of thee elects the fucking fascist#this one’s fine to rb. i think many of us share this sentiment lmao
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I think mokey is sick :(
#she's got another bald patch. the first one was in a spot I thought she just rubbed bald from sticking her paw under the door all the time#she's got plenty of energy and is eating fine but she's been shedding a lot for a while#its probably stress induced on account of well. being stuck in a little room with me#she's been allowed to roam more of the house lately though#but I have very little control over anything outside my room. and she cant be out when my brothers home bc of the neighbor kids#theyre careless and dont listen. theyd let her out :(#I hate this. I need my own space back.#sigh. well I guess we're both going to the doctor tmrw#she needed a check up anyhow#it speaks
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I got accepted into the exchange program Ive been working on applying for over a year!!! I'm so excited!!!
#Oh my GOD thats such a weight of stress off my shoulders#cause If i hadnt gotten in I would've lost my current on-campus housing lol#but im so happy!!!#I'm gonna study in Japan for 4 months :D!!!!#THIS IS WHY GONTA WEEK REBLOGS ARE LATE TODAY I went to the hospital and then this happened so Ive been running all over#Im so excited to go check that now!!#shut up me
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