#ive had this stuff since late august but its so much worse suddenly and i dont know why :(( | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

red-eft · 3 months ago

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the fact that i immediately landed an awesome job right out from graduation but then got covid in august and now my brain doesn't work right and i might lose my job because of it . there's a funny joke in here somewhere maybe

#txt #haha. like. how lucky was i to get this job. and unlucky to get sick and have my brain fucked over #also a loss of time perception. time does not move for me it feels like 7am still and its 10am #i feel like i got lobotomized. brainfog and much less of a filter of what i say/do and fatigue etc #shortness of breath when im stressed too. fucking annoying #i keep fucking up on the simplest tasks at work. literally filled out a simple form wrong that i've been doing right since day 1 #and my supervisor is patient and i tried explaining brainfog but idt she takes it seriously and she gets more annoyed the more i screw up #and like. i need this job!!!!!!!!!!! it pays disgustingly well!!!!!! but if i cant do simple tasks right anymore then what am i even doing #ive had this stuff since late august but its so much worse suddenly and i dont know why :((#to be deleted /#<- if i can even remember i made this post at all LOL someone shoot me

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