#been in a weird headspace lately
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stayed up way too late and will be filled with regret. goodnight babes 🌙
#been in a weird headspace lately#i’m in denial over the fact that it’s seasonal depression#i completely fucked up my routine#i was doing so well too#keeping up with my skincare and making my bed every morning and going to bed at the same time every night#and now i’m all thrown off#barely have energy to get myself ready for bed or get up in the morning#and going to work is the biggest chore#i am not doing well
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random astroboy doodles that idk if i'll finish
#my art#artists on tumblr#astro boy 2003#tetsuwan atom#astro boy#uran astro boy#i love uran i think shes the funniest character in the show#im watching 2003 btw#no sense of stranger danger no anxiety no self preservation. she does smth bc she wants to and thats it#idk i want to line these but smth about the brush im using kinda doesnt look nice on astroboy stuff ?#also im just not in the mood for drawing lately. i have assignments and ive been in a weird headspace for a couple weeks#nothing feels real or like it matters but im also really nervous all the time so thats awesome#whatever. ill probably finish these after my homework is done#digital art
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#this is just a ramble post but I think I need to try draw some happier things everything is ANGRY and RED lately that i draw ajhdka#like i do love the aesthetic of bright reds but also GIRLL........ some SUNSHINE god forbid!!!#i been in such a weird headspace these past months and it's SHOWIGN
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there's a part of me that wants to post my writing of my OCs?? because I've written a lot, actually, even if I consider it non-post-able
but I am so righteously protective of my OCs when it comes to writing-- like, I don't care who draws them or how they're drawn or anything, but writing feels more intimate, in a way- more personal??
people's comments on my characters aren't my worry- i genuinely don't give a damn what people think about what makes me, personally, happy because it's not fuckin hurting anyone... but it does feel kinda exposing in a way, to just.... post something like that
maybe i'm just a weirdo for thinking/feeling this way, but
i swear i have been writing and whatnot kdjvfsns
#i've written a weird amount for my ocs lately but like... maybe that's just how bad of a headspace lately i've been in lmfao#but at the same time im high key very proud of how some of those fics/ficlets came out and on some level wanna share#but gOD biting that bullet is weirdly hard
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currently am having some really fucking concerning introspective thoughts as i dwell on some possibilities. unfortunately, it is not after 9pm, so i am unable to distrust anything i feel or think about myself
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my niece wasn’t feeling good today so I picked her up and held her until she fell asleep and everything was all cute and sweet right………………why did she shit in my bed 🧍🏽♀️
#I am. so mad.#IT WAS TERRIBLE#at first it was all cute bc she kept snoring and making little noises#then after a while I was like 🤨 sum ain’t smelling right 🤨#why does she hate me#how do I tag this lmfao#tw: poop#why did that make me laugh QKSJDKDJDJD#anyway sorry I’ve been so mia lately#I’ve been feeling so disconnected being on here for some reason#like I just don’t belong idk#I post and get happy for like five mins then just feel weird again#I think cause I’m finally on break I’ve just been in a weird space with everything#I’ve just been watching tv and movies and literally that’s it lol it sucks but it’s sooo hard#trying to get out of this headspace#I wanna write and read and crotchet and go on walks and write and write and write#but instead I’m laying in bed like a blob fish#it sucks butt#sorry I’m rambling in the tags sjdhdjd I just realized#that I haven’t given an update about my life in a while bc I convinced myself nobody cared#I think it’s just hormones#just give me until like Tuesday lmfao#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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about to enter my “working three jobs while dealing with finals” era which will do wonders for my mental health i’m sure
#my posts#been in such a weird depressive can't focus headspace lately and i fear it's only going to get worse#like tomorrow i have class from 9:30 to 12:30 and then work from 1 to 9. kms#all i want to do is sleep
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OOOOO PPL GOT THE ALERT MULTIPLE TIMES?????? I DIDNT EVEN THINK OF THIS......
#WOAG!!! fascinating!!!! so cool!!!!!!!#i feel so silly abt this.. im way too excitable but that is a-ok bc im having fun and well. looks around#ive been in a weird headspace lately and its been hard to maintain focus on things making me happy and this is making me happy so. yay :]#.ares
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Lackadaisical
I think you found a word to describe how I’ve been feeling atm. Except I feel more unmotivated and just not super social.
Dear anon if you’ve been feeling this word I hope it passes soon and you can get back to creating very soon ❤️
#anon my beloved#gonna use the tags as update for people who read my non writing posts so feel free to just skip but here’s an update#sorry if I haven’t been super active lately. I’ve been in weird moods where I’ll be super talkative and happy and then I’ll remember how#life is a bitch and I’ll want to just disassociate and not talk to anyone. life’s been really tough atm and I don’t want people to worry#about me. I’m fine and I have people supporting me#it’s just a lot and I’m trying to make it through each day. so I guess stories are probably on hold for awhile while I work stuff out#so sorry if I’m taking forever to respond to stuff. it’s not that I don’t want too I’m just in a weird headspace#and if you read this far thanks for caring❤️
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Today I accomplished some important life things. Feeling exhausted but proud of myself. Recovery is a long road, but for today, at least, I feel like I'm finally making real progress.
#life has been stressful and very up and down lately#i haven't been all here even when i'm posting recently#just a lot going on and in my head#so apologies if it's seemed like i was ignoring anyone#it wasn't intentional#i've been in a weird headspace#if i've reblogged too much stuff and been sort of a mess i'm sorry#i've just been feeling a lot of pressure#things have been hectic#i've been stumbling some#today i got my feet under me again#hopefully i can be more present and participatory#thank you to everyone still tagging me or sending messages#i'm sorry i've been slow to respond#ugh i'm rambling too much again#i just want y'all to know how much i appreciate all of you#even if it hasn't looked that way lately#i'm sorry#<3 <3 <3
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It never rains but it pours
Just a little something I made recently. Video and original still.✌️💙
#antony starr#homelander#the boys tv#the boys amazon#the boys#the boys series#rain#am I self projecting here? maybe#been in a weird headspace lately but making this helped keep me focused#video edit#picture edit
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finished stampede :/
#i probably should have known better and stopped watching it when it became triggering#but i wanted to finish it tonight so we can start the manga tomorrow#and yeah. not a fan of it#its so weird. that meryl feels like an alternate reality version of myself and its just so wrong.#i dont. HATE her or anything its just like thats not me#and thats not vash and thats not wolfwood#i dont know. it felt bad.#i really shouldnt have binged it like that#especially withthe headspace weve been in lately#meryl.txt
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I wanna ask people to go stargazing with me but I feel like none of them are gonna be interested 😔
It’s just so clear tonight and I know it’d be pretty
#it’s semi late and idk if any of them have to be up early#if I’m completely honest I wanna ask the guy I’ve been talking to#but we haven’t even gone for coffee yet (hopefully that’ll be Sunday)#and I just don’t know if it’d be weird to ask or not#and like. idk. I don’t want it to be awkward. I don’t want him to feel pressured#I also… don’t want him to say no (I know this is silly and I know it shouldn’t affect me so much. RSD is a bitch)#tbh I might just go alone. it might be better that way I guess.#I’m in a kinda weird headspace so maybe it’s be good to just clear my head#I just also don’t wanna be alone 😔
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hypothetical for when you’re in the mood: had cyrus not had that connection to get blair into nyu at the last minute, what do you imagine blair would have done for the next year following her graduation from constance-billard? because i’m pretty sure application deadlines to other universities would have long since passed by that point (and blair was apparently so overconfident that she didn’t apply to a single backup school) - so i’m really curious what you think she would have done had nyu not essentially fallen into her lap?
Wasn't this a plot point in 221? I think Blair was planning a socialite gap year before Cyrus got her into NYU. I still think she would take a gap year, but I think she'd get bored of socialite stuff soooo quickly and would instead scheme her way into a high powered internship somehow (remember when Kurt from Glee somehow ends up working at Vogue for no real reason??? Like that except it actually makes sense for Blair). And then because she's Blair, she learns nothing and only applies to one school again but this time she gets in <3 (I feel like she's just like...banned from Yale? I don't really understand how any of that is supposed to work in the GG universe, but let's say she just goes to Columbia this time because the writers were always going to keep her in NY for plot reasons anyway)
#sorry for taking so long anon#ive been in a weird headspace lately#blair waldorf#gossip girl#gg headcanons#anonymous#strideofprideanswers
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#I’m in such a weird headspace today#it’s like my mind can’t make up if I’m happy or terribly sad#tbh I’ve been having really good days here lately so I just know a low is coming#I’m taking a nap#just want my brain to stfu for a second#to delete later
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#idk why but ive been thinking of my scars a bunch again lately#and like no one's ever really taken issue with them or anything#but sometimes i do kinda wish that like#idk#maybe people would comment on them positively or something#idk what tho honestly#idk why im thinking about this so much#brain's been suggesting i add more when i stay up past 2am but that's mostly just letting me know it's time to go to sleep#weird headspace to be in for sure
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