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hismourningflower · 9 months ago
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for the record, i heard/saw ‘happy birthday’ from my dad, stepmom, mom & gran (very briefly) and one irl ‘friend.’
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and this list is missing hayley on instagram, two friends from an overwatch streamer’s server, my two best friends on discord, yume on discord, at least seven people in a friend’s server and then the ecrin members. *it’s also missing the prettiest coco ever’s ask… ehe <3
wtf. thank you so much everyone who sent me happy birthday and gifted me something for my birthday. it ended awfully and with a lot of tears so here is hoping that the next march 6th treats me nicer and you’re all still here to celebrate with me again because even if it was a brief moment, yall did make it my best birthday ever. thank you guys so much, everyone.
and if you haven’t already, please check out the birthday masterlist (it’s in my pinned towards the bottom!) and support everyone who gifted me something 🥹🫶🏻
to those who did something for me, i will be finding out your birthdays whether you like it or not and you will be seeing me haunt you on your birthdays. (:
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httpknjoon · 8 months ago
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(re)starting over again | kth; 14
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plot | Your four-year relationship with Taehyung was going well and strong. Until he was involved in a car accident, resulting to him losing some memories. By some, it means everything that happened five years ago. Things he remember? His friends, his bakeshop, and his ex girlfriend from the past. With that, you tried to keep up, restarting over again.
words | 4.9K+
genres | fluff, angst, amnesia au
pairing | taehyung x reader, hoseok x reader
note | *cue that tiktok sound* okay, guys. we're back. did you miss us? hi! I'm back with my monthly update 💀 I already outlined everything. there are six chapters left in this series (not including the drabbles). thank you so much for patiently staying around. i appreciate y'all a lot. let me know your thoughts, enjoy reading!
main masterlist | series masterlist
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When did texting someone become so hard?
It has been exactly three days since Taehyung got to talk to you again. He offered to drive you home after your date failed to show up. You said yes. You two had a friendly conversation in his car. Like you were old friends, which you were. But were you? It’s complicated. For the first time in years, he heard your laugh and saw you smile just like in the photos he saw when cleaning up at your shared house. He remembered you waving at him with a soft smile on your lips before getting into your apartment building.
You also said you never changed your number and you would reach out. But he wants to update you about the small celebration the bakery will have later next week. He tried typing something but later erased it before he could even finish the first word. He doesn’t know what to type or how to begin a conversation. So he just typed a single character and hit the send button.
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It was past six in the evening. You were already in your PJs after a long day at work. Treating yourself with dumplings and beef fried rice from the nearest Chinese restaurant in your area, you let yourself indulge while your favorite sitcom plays on your TV screen.
“You’re not easy-going, but you’re passionate, and that’s good. And when you get upset about the little things, I think that I’m pretty good about making you feel better about that. And that’s good too. So, they can say that you’re high maintenance, but it’s okay because I like…maintaining you.”
You found yourself pursing your lips when your favorite character said that line. It was one of the quotes that stays in the back of your head almost every time. You were about to reach for the remote control to play it back again. But your phone, which you set into silent mode an hour ago, vibrated. Your eyebrows shoot up as you read who sent you a message.
From Jung Hoseok
Hi, YN. I really regret missing our date last time. Would you be willing to give me another chance with a cup of coffee this Friday? I know a great cafe around the city 🙂
The day after he failed to show up at the restaurant, you woke up to a text message from Hoseok apologizing again. You reassured him that you understood and he promised to make it up to you. You didn’t really expect anything from that and thought that he would just pass by like your past dates that Martha set up. So seeing him reaching out again was unexpected.
You smiled as you typed a reply.
To Jung Hoseok
Will there be tea? I don’t drink coffee.
You see those three dots immediately popping in, indicating that he’s typing. So you quickly typed in a follow-up message.
To Jung Hoseok
Just kidding! I’m okay with Friday. Around 5 PM?
He was quick to reply,
From Jung Hoseok
Okay. Should I pick you up?
You thought you would just feel pressured if he picked you up at your home. So you just offered an alternative.
To Jung Hoseok
We can just meet there :) Just send me the cafe’s location.
From Jung Hoseok
[location pin] 
To Jung Hoseok
Thank you! See you this Friday then.
From Jung Hoseok
See you, YN!
That’s a date for Friday, which is a few days from now. Even though he reached out again, you thought of keeping your expectations low. Because it helps avoid disappointment. You probably learned after your last dates with those guys you met before.
You continued playing the episode you were watching. Not even five minutes later, your phone vibrated again. You thought Hoseok forgot something. But immediately after reading the contact name, you froze staring at your screen.
From Aaa Love
👋
Of course, you quickly recognized who it was. Suddenly, you felt a sense of nostalgia in your head after seeing that name for a long time. Years after keeping this contact hidden on your list, you totally forgot that you never changed his contact name even after the accident. You cannot even remember when you hid his name in your list. Maybe it was one of those nights you were drunk with friends and made some decisions.
Before replying, you renamed the contact.
To Kim Taehyung
Hi, Tae 🙂
While waiting for his reply, you recalled that night. You remembered feeling good entering your apartment even though your date didn’t show up. When Jisoo asked you how it went through a video chat, you said that the date didn’t happen.
“Then, why do you look happy?” she asked that time.
That’s when you snapped out of your daze, “D-Do I?”
“Yeah, you’ve been smiling ever since we got on this call.”
“Oh…” your lips formed a thin line before speaking again. “I… I saw an old friend in the same restaurant.”
The last time you and Jisoo really talked about Taehyung was still the time she showed up unexpectedly after her wedding. You cried, she cried.
“Really? Who?”
“Taehyung.”
You wait for her reaction and you gradually see her eyes widen.
“What? What is he doing there? Did you talk?” she asked with surprise in her tone.
“Apparently, he’s doing some business here. And yes, we talked. He offered to drive me home.” you shared.
“And?”
“It was nice.”
Your simple and short answer had Jisoo simply staring at you through the screen. It was like she was studying you. You knew she had a lot to say in her head based on her quiet reaction. But then, she just said,
“Okay.”
From Kim Taehyung
Hello, YN. Just making sure I have the right number here haha
Taehyung finally replied. You let the episode play in the background as you tap on your screen,
To Kim Taehyung
I told you I didn’t change it!
From Kim Taehyung
I know, I’m sorry hehe
Just by the text, you can imagine him awkwardly laughing as he says that. Before you can reply, another text popped in.
From Kim Taehyung
Btw the celebration will be in the bakeshop. Next Saturday, 2 PM.
From Kim Taehyung
It’s a late lunch event with friends and family. We’re hoping you can come 😊
Reading that, a smile formed on your lips. With you working at school, you are usually free on weekends. 
To Kim Taehyung
Will do!
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“Can you put dinosaurs in it?”
“Of course, bud. Anything you like.”
Taehyung softly ruffled Jihoon’s hair, who remained focused on coloring his activity book. The little kid’s birthday is coming up soon and the preparations for it had begun. Since Jimin would be the one making the multi-layered birthday Jurassic-themed cake, Taehyung offered to make the cupcakes. 
A couple of toys, specifically, dinosaurs, are all over the table that Jihoon and Taehyung occupy. And ever since he arrived at the shop this morning, the kid kept talking about his favorite animal. Being the best uncle that he is, Taehyung listens while being quietly amazed by how much Jihoon knows about dinosaurs. 
“Ashley just sent a copy of the contract in our e-mail earlier. She wants us to review it first before finalizing.” Jimin spoke while placing an apple juice box on the table.
Jihoon scoots a little to accommodate his father sitting next to him. He stayed busy with his crayons. 
“Have you read it?” Jimin asked.
Taehyung shakes his head, “I haven’t. I think I left my phone on silent while doing those lemon tarts.”
“Well, I think you should read it. They put something they probably forgot to mention before.” his friend noted.
His eyebrows draw together before reaching for his phone. Taehyung immediately clicked on the file sent to him from Ashley. He carefully read word by word written in the document. He thought everything was already mentioned in their online meeting days after he went to Incheon. Until he read one of the sections of the contract.
Staffing Arrangements
The bakery agrees to temporarily assign one of its capable bakers to work at the restaurant in Incheon for four weeks, beginning on the first day of offering the pastries on the menu of the restaurant. During this time, the assigned baker will head pastry production, equip training for restaurant staff, and guarantee regular quality control. The restaurant agrees to cover the entrusted baker's salary, expenses, and even housing if demanded.
After pausing for a few seconds, Taehyung scanned his eyes all over that part again. Just to make sure he understood it right. He looked back up to Jimin, who had his arms crossed over his chest while waiting for a reaction from him.
“So?”
“This means one of us had to stay here while the other had to manage around in Incheon.”
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September is usually dry and warmer in Incheon.
After living in this part of the country for around two years now, you already got better at predicting the weather and climate. But today, your predictions were proven wrong when you had to stay under a waiting shed while the harsh raindrops poured continuously. You were too confident that you left your umbrella at home.
4:12 PM
You looked down at your phone. It has been almost thirty minutes since you stood in this shed, waiting for your usual bus to arrive. But you don’t know why there have only been two buses that passed by. You were unable to get on any of those since both were packed, considering the unexpected rainfall. You tried booking a cab but there’s nothing around your area at the moment. Your friend, Aileen already left earlier with her husband while Martha offered to drive you home but you live almost twenty minutes away from her. So, you kindly rejected her offer. Again, you were too confident that you would be able to ride the bus quickly.
Puffing your cheeks, you began dialing someone’s number. He answered after the second ring.
“Hey, Hoseok…” you greeted.
He was quick to reply, “Hi, are you on your way? I’m driving to the cafe.”
“Yeah, uhm, I’m kinda running late for our date tonight.” you chuckled awkwardly, scratching the back of your head. “I’m sorry.”
“Oh, it’s okay. Everything alright?” 
“Haha, yeah. Just waiting for a bus to stop by here the school. It’s raining like crazy today.” you mentioned.
“Yeah, it is… you know, I can pick you up if you want to.” he offered.
Your eyebrows lifted, “Really?”
“Of course, YN.”
“Okay, thank you so much!” you smiled, finally.
“No worries. I’m on my way.”
“Okay, take care,” you said before ending the call.
With your plans of getting ready pre-date at your home canceled, you sat on one of the benches in the shed and touched up yourself quickly. You reapplied your lipstick with your front camera as your mirror. You ran your hand through the stubborn flyaways of your hair before tying it into the easiest half-up, half-down hairstyle you know. You’re still in your usual work clothes, a statement T-shirt (with a friendly and maybe corny quote written on it and jeans. Originally, you would wear something cuter. But this one will do. Even though the cool breeze makes you wish you wore something warmer too.
And less than five minutes later, a black Audi stops right in front of the stop. Your legs bounced restlessly. The windows were tinted dark so you cannot really see who’s inside. But the door on the other side of the car opened and there, you recognized the man from the pictures on Martha’s phone. Almost like sunshine, his smile as he made his way to you made you smile too. Your fidgeting legs had already calmed down as he stopped in front of you.
“YN?” He asked since this was the first time you two really saw each other.
You nodded, “Hi. You’re Hoseok, right?”
Although you were at ease with his arrival, there was still an awkward tension between you two. But it tones down when you two chuckled.
“Yes, nice to meet you.” he smiled again. He quickly noticed you hugging yourself. “It’s cold. How about let’s get you inside?”
“Sounds good.” you agreed.
Joining him under his transparent umbrella, your shoulders brushed against each other, and you could feel his warmth beside you. He opened the car door for you while ensuring no raindrop would touch your skin. You mumbled a small ‘thank you’ when you finally got to sit inside. You watched as he made his way back to the driver’s side of the car.
“Are you okay? Everything’s fine?” he asked immediately.
“Yeah, thank you again for picking me up,” you replied. 
“You’re welcome,” he replied before reaching for something from the backseat. 
Your eyes widened when you saw what it was. It was like your eyes sparkled as he handed you the small bouquet of yellow tulips, tied with a matching gold ribbon. 
“I’m really sorry for missing our date last time.” he apologized, watching you appreciate the flowers.
It has been so long since you received flowers. You cannot even remember when was the last time. So you cannot help but feel this funny feeling in your stomach while you look at the flowers. Especially since yellow tulips are your favorite.
“You didn’t have to. I understand why,” you spoke, tilting your head in his direction. Your voice was small and soft.
“Still, you waited for me alone in that restaurant. I cancelled last minute… Do you love it?”
“Of course, I love yellow tulips!” you exclaimed before taking in its subtle scent.
“I’m glad. I may or may not have asked Martha for help with those.” he chuckled.
Hoseok began driving while you find it more comfortable being around him. He has this infectious smile that brings more warmth in this rainy weather. It probably helps when he’s with patients.
“How long have you been waiting there?” he asked, starting up a conversation.
“Oh, you know, like half an hour.” you sneered at yourself. You hear him gasp. You chuckled, “To be fair, it is a rainy day. I can usually find a ride easily. I just didn’t expect that it would rain today.”
“It’s usually sunny at this time of the year,” he noted.
“It is. I was already waiting for the bus when the rain poured,” you told him. 
“I thought you and Martha usually go home together?” he asked, looking from the road to you for a quick second.
“Sometimes. But I feel bad for making her drive past her house for like twenty minutes,” you revealed. 
You tried offering to pay for her gas but she declined. Although she constantly assured you that it’s fine, you feel like an inconvenience, especially after a busy day at work. You are very aware it’s a you problem. But it’s just the way it is.
You shifted in your seat, “How about you? Did you have work today?”
He nods, “Ah, yes. I got off my shift earlier this day. Then went home to see my dog before dropping her off at my sister’s.”
“Oh, you have a dog?”
“Yeah, a senior dog but Mickey’s still the family’s baby.” he chuckled. “We take turns with her. Some days, she’s with me. Or my sister’s or my parents’.”
“So, you’re originally from here in Incheon?” you asked, curious when he mentioned his family.
He shakes his head, “No, we moved here when I was in high school. I left during college. Then, came back when I began working. I like staying close to my family. And you?”
“No, I moved here from Seoul two years ago.” you shared.
“And what about your family? They stayed there?” he asked.
“Nope, I’m an only child. My parents died years ago– Please, don’t say you’re sorry. It’s fine, it’s been so long.” you chuckled when you saw how his expression changed. “But I do have my Aunty Belle. She’s around the city too. She looked after me until I left to study in SNU.”
“You went to SNU too?” Hoseok exclaimed.
You beamed, “Yes– Wait, we’re here?”
He laughed, “Yeah.”
Distracted, you didn’t notice the car arriving in front of the cafe Hoseok talked about. He told you to wait for him, leaving the car with the umbrella. He opened the car door for you and helped you with the umbrella. He does the same thing when opening the cafe’s front door for you. And when a bell clangs when the door opens, you get reminded of your favorite bakeshop back in Seoul.
“I’ll be having iced americano and a slice of carrot cake. How ‘bout you?” Hoseok turned to you as you two stood in front of the staff.
“I’ll have green tea and banana muffins,” you answered.
After ordering, you two sat on one of the empty pearly white tables and chairs near the glass window while waiting. It was a well-lit place. It has a minimalist and clean aesthetic. Hoseok sat across you, tapping his fingers along to the music playing in the background.
“So, what made you agree to do this blind date?” you asked him.
“Well, I’ve been single for the last three months and I never really tried blind dating before so I said yes when Martha told me about you,” he answered.
“Well, I hope she said nice things.” you two chuckled.
“Don't worry, she did.” He assured you. “How about you?”
“Martha had been setting me up for blind dates these past few months because I’ve been single ever since I came here in Incheon. The last dates I went to were unsuccessful so she promised that this one was gonna be great. So I agreed for the last time.” you told him.
“And so far, how is this one going?” he asked cheekily.
You pretended to think for a second, humming as you rubbed your chin. He laughed.
“It’s going great. You get plus points for my favorite flowers.” you smiled.
“Even though I didn't show up last time?”
He seemed really apologetic about that. He brought it up again for the nth time even though you already told him countless times that it’s okay.
You puffed, “Hoseok, it's fine. I really do understand. I used to work at a hospital, things can get a little spontaneous. No worries about it.”
A staff member came with your orders. She carefully placed your drinks and food on your table. You can feel your shoulders relaxing as you feel the warmth of the tea on your tongue when you take a sip from the cup.
“How was it?”
You smiled, “Nice. Perfect for a rainy day. How did you find this place? I don't think I ever reached this part of the city.”
“This is the only open cafe I see whenever I get off from my shift very late at night. I love their coffee here.” 
You nodded while taking a bite from the banana muffin you ordered. And you quickly recognized its difference from your usual banana muffin. You look at Hoseok who's enjoying his cake.
“How was it?” he asked, pointing his fork at your muffins.
“This feels a little dry and the texture’s a bit rough,” you whispered, not really wanting the nice lady at the cashier to hear you.
You don't want to be critical. But you just got used to having a soft and fluffy banana muffin or even bread with the right amount of sweetness in it.
He leaned a bit forward, mirroring you, “Really?” 
“Yeah, seems like it had a lot of flour,” you added before offering him one of the muffins.
You watched him take a bite and chew on it. After gulping it down, you wait for his opinion.
“It is dry.” he nods before putting the muffin down. “You seem to know a lot about bread. Do you bake?”
No, but I know someone who put his heart out and is a perfectionist in baking.
Instead of saying that, you shake your head.
“Oh, no. But I do love a lot of bread and pastries. I just know friends who bake back in Seoul.”
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“Oh, I’m sorry. We probably didn't get to discuss that in the meeting we had.” 
Taehyung, along with Jimin, sat at the same table since that morning. Jihoon’s mom already picked him up earlier and the shop was already sold out by 5 PM so they closed early. Now, they are just having a call with Ashley about the contract.
“So, it means that based here on the contract, you want one of us to stay there in Incheon to oversee the pastries.” Jimin clarified.
“Yes, we just want to make sure that the quality of the products will be the same as what you have there in Seoul. Also, we thought that it might be better for our crew members to personally learn about it from the baker himself.” Ashley explained through the call set in loudspeaker mode.
Jimin looked at Taehyung who nods with that. This time, Taehyung has a question.
“You said that there would be a salary?” 
“Yes. There would be a separate salary for the baker who will be staying here with us for four weeks. And since traveling from Seoul to Incheon can be a hassle, if you want to, we can also provide temporary accommodation with complete furniture. My husband runs a condominium business here so the accommodation would be on one of his buildings.”
Both of the men’s jaws dropped with that information. Their eyes were wide as they met each other's gaze. They definitely didn't expect that information from her. They were unaware of how rich she was. They just know that she runs a great restaurant in Incheon.
Jimin cleared his dry throat, “Okay, thank you for clarifying it. But we hope you can still wait before we sign the contract since me and my friend still have to talk about it.” 
“Sure, of course. Just reach out to us whatever your decision is.”
“Thank you. Have a great night.”
As soon as Jimin ended the call, the two exchanged looks.
“So?” Taehyung began.
Jimin shakes his head, “I can't. Jihoon just began going to school. You know what my co-parenting arrangements with his mom are.” 
Taehyung nods. After learning about Jihoon’s existence, Jimin wanted to make up for those years he missed. He was hands-on in everything that his son takes part in. He is also helping Jihoon’s mom in looking after him since she is currently working in a nine-to-five job.
“It's fine with me. I went on vacation there once. It's nice there. Plus, we can split the salary.” He commented. 
And he didn't really have any obligations here in Seoul. Unlike his best friend. It would be easier and better if he went. Jimin can manage the shop while taking care of Jihoon. Taehyung is flexible in working everywhere. 
“It would also be nice to stay in a new place.”
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“No, but the living finances in Seoul are really more expensive than here.”
You don't sure how long has it been since you and Hoseok arrived here in the cafe. You already finished your tea while the ice on his drink has already melted. The only muffin left was half-eaten. The plate of his carrot cake was already on your after he let you finish it when he noticed that you liked it after giving you a taste.
“It is. That's also another reason why I came back here.” Hoseok exclaimed. “I can't stand living with another careless roommate again.”
You laughed when he referenced his bad roommate experience he told you earlier. Hoseok has been funny and nice ever since he picked you up today. He talked about Mickey, his life back in Seoul, and a little bit about his family.
“But you said you stayed in Seoul after graduating, right?” he recalled.
“Yes, I did.”
“How? Did you live alone?”
“At first, I became roommates with my best friend there, who’s also a nurse. That lasted for a couple of years... Then, I moved in with the guy I was dating at the time.” You told him.
“Like in his apartment?”
You shake your head, “We bought a house.”
His jaw dropped, “You bought a house? In Seoul?!”
“Yeah, we did some research and saved up for it starting from our first anniversary. Apparently, foreclosed properties are cheap there.” You shared it like a fact.
Taehyung was the first one to bring up the idea of living together a few weeks before your anniversary. After talking about it, you two did some research and went to a lot of open houses. Then, you found out about foreclosed properties. Taehyung and you looked in about four foreclosed houses before landing on the one you called home. 
“What happened to the house after you broke up?” He asked.
You purse your lips, “He's living in it. But we agreed to talk about it soon.”
How soon is soon though?
“So it was a good breakup?”
“Yeah. I guess so.” 
The last sentence was almost a whisper by the end. You cleared your throat as if something was stuck in it. It was your turn to ask.
“How about you? How was your last relationship?”
Hoseok leaned back on his chair, crossing his arm over his chest, “It was great for the most part. We’ve been together for only one year. I actually proposed to her.”
Your eyebrows scrunched together, “Really? What happened?”
“We had a lot of misunderstandings in the last months of our relationship. It can be about everything. But mostly, she gets mad whenever I have an emergency in the hospital and I understand that. So one day, we harshly broke up during a fight before I left for work.”
“So it's a bad breakup?” 
“Yeah, a bit bitter.” He sneered. “But at least I don't share any property with her.”
It was a teasing remark to lighten up the mood. You grimaced and rolled your eyes. He laughed.
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“The lady was too kind to ask us to go,” you said as Hoseok drove.
The moment you and Hoseok realized that the rain had stopped and the sky was already dark, you two got up and left. Hoseok insisted on paying, even playfully threatening to throw your wallet away if you ever pulled it out of your pocket.
“I’m sure she doesn't mind. She gave us free cupcakes.” He replied, pointing to the box resting on your lap.
“Are you sure you don't want to take this?” you asked because he handed you the box as soon as the lady gave it.
“Yeah, just update me with your review about it. I'm interested to hear more about your thoughts.”
You bit your lip from hearing that, “Okay.”
After a few minutes of listening (and singing along) to songs that played in his stereo, you arrived in front of your building. Of course, Hoseok opened your door for you. He helped you with the bag you brought to school so you could carry the flowers and cupcakes.
“Should I help you to your apartment?” He asked while you slid your bag into your arm, struggling. 
You gave up, letting him take your bag and the cupcakes, “Okay. Come in.”
You opened the door to your building and led the way to the stairs. He assured you that he was okay as you kept on looking back at him. And when you unlocked your apartment, you turned around.
"Do you want to go inside? Water, juice, or anything to drink?” You offered before putting the things on the counter near your door.
He smiled, “It's fine, I can't stay for too long. My next shift is at nine. I just want to make sure you'll make it to your door without dropping any of those.”
You looked down at your watch, “Oh my god. It’s already past eight. You should go! I should've taken a cab.”
“YN, it's okay! It's still early.” he chuckled. “Plus, I had a really great time talking with you.”
Your stomach flutters, looking at him. You noticed the same smile you saw earlier.
“I hope this isn't the last time we'll go out.”
You nodded, “Of course. Martha did it right this time.”
“How about next weekend? Sunday?” he asked.
“Sure, I’ll be back from Seoul by then.” 
His eyebrows raised, “Really? I’m going to be in Seoul for a conference on Saturday. When are you coming there?”
“The same day! I’m going to visit some friends.”  
“Maybe we can go there in Seoul together? So you don't have to commute.” He offered.
“That sounds good!” You agreed before looking down at your watch again. “But I think you should go now. I know you still have to do stuff before going to work.”
“Okay. Let's just talk about it later.” 
“Okay. Thank you for the flowers and everything, Hoseok,” you state before leaning in to give a quick kiss on his cheek.
He smiles, “You're welcome, YN. Tonight was great.”
“Text me when you make it to the hospital. Drive safely! Good night.”  You said as he walked back.
“Good night, YN.” He waved before walking down the stairs.
You closed the door to your apartment before leaning your back on it, looking at the yellow tulips on the counter.
What a lovely night.
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murswrites · 4 years ago
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Brush With Death ⎯ Shelby!Sister Drabble
Pairings: Shelby!Sister x Shelby!Family Fandom: Peaky Blinders (AU) MASTERLIST Warnings: Cursing, angst (lol) SUMMARY: After Tommy made a deal with the police, you and the rest of the family are sent to jail. Luckily everyone is released (mostly) unharmed. When everyone gathers for the first time, something sets you off. Request from anon: Shelby sister angst where she almost gets hung like Polly so she’s a mess and lives with Finn - none of the other realises how bad it is until they all get together for the first time (no John doesn’t die ok) and she has a breakdown?
A/N I genuinely don’t know how long this has been in my inbox but I’ve never felt inspired to write it. I’m not particularly inspired right now but everything else seems too difficult. I hope you enjoy this anon, thank you for the wait <3 Note that John did kill his school teacher aka Mrs. Changretta (Luca’s mom) so the vendetta doesn’t happen lol
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You weren’t okay, not since Tommy sent your family to jail. Why you were included in the bunch was unknown to you, you didn’t kill anybody. Apparently the charges held against you were suitable for death by hanging. The gallows haunted your dreams, sure everyone escaped a near brush with death... but you weren’t stable.
Arthur and John were gone, living in the country... Polly’s mind wasn’t the same. All you had was Finn, still living on Watery Lane in the home you grew up in. You missed Ada and Michael, not Tommy though. You were full of contempt because of what he did.
Sure, your pain overshadowed the anger but seeing him again struck a cord in you.
“It’s been a year since we’ve all been together, but Christmas is better time than any...” Tommy stood at the head of the table. For once, the Shelby family wasn’t brought together due to a tragedy. Christmas used to be a joyous occasion... and once again it seemed to be one. “Frances and the staff have made a proper Christmas dinner, something I used to dream of.”
Thomas lifted his glass in the air and everyone followed suit, “A toast to our success.” Something about his words made your control break. You’d been ignoring your nightmares for weeks now. You knew you’d be seeing the rest of the family soon, so you prepared yourself for it.
Ada was the easiest to deal with, John was loud as usual, Arthur seemed more down to earth... Pol spoke of spirits and witchery, Michael was worried for his mum (and rightfully so). Finn was Finn, always fine as a fiddle. He was your little brother, always a shithead but also your main support lately.
Tears assaulted your eyes before you could stop them, your glass dropped out of your hand and onto the table; its contents spilling. Finn was there to help you with a napkin. “Are you alright?” Your older sister asked.
The help was appreciated but everyone began to ask what was wrong, it was overwhelming as you covered your face with your hands. “Please stop talking,” They didn’t seem to hear, “Stop talking,” You said again, “Shut up!” Your chest heaved as you stood at your seat.
Silence fell over everyone, the children sitting at another table watched with wide eyes.
“How are you lot pretending it’s alright? After what Tommy did it’s just fine now because of free food?!” Tommy held a hand up, clearly wanting you to calm down, “I will not!” You pushed Finn’s hands off of your shoulders, “This isn’t right, I’m not sure about you but I’ve not slept peacefully since my brush with death.”
You wiped your nose, “It’s not fair that he gets away with what he’s done. And then Tommy, you talk of success. What success was there? Any one of us could have been hung in that year we were in prison. What success would there have been then, eh?”
“You were never in any danger, Y/N. Sit down.” His tone only angered you more.
“No, if I’m going to be treated like an adult when it suits you, I’m an adult now. So you sit down and shut up for once. You can sit in silence in the face of danger but not defiance, right? It’s okay for you to throw us out when it’s convenient but once someone opens their bloody mouth it’s a fucking problem? Nah, I’m not staying here. I said I’d try, Finn. And I did. I’m leaving. Enjoy your dinner.”
When Finn stood up to follow, you shook your head. “Stay here, Finn. You’ve got no reason to leave. I just can’t sit here in the same room as him as he acts like a bloody hero.”
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suki’s restaurant is now CLOSED! please read updates after the “keep reading” tab!
thank you for the milestone! it’s really such a huge gift to me since i just started posting jjk content here ten days ago (◕ᴗ◕✿) as a small token of appreciation, all requests are now open and there’s a variety of ingredients you can choose from!
masterlist !
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meal guides:
🥞 breakfast - fics longer than 1k word counts
🍙 lunch (headcanons)
🍷 wine (nsfw content)
🍰 snack (timestamps, imagines & drabbles)
🍌 thirsts (ramble with me about our smexy thoughts!) for the brainrots
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PLEASE READ:
— this event is officially closed. my asks are only open for the previous anons who i’ve asked to do a redo for any mistakes/restrictions in their previous orders.
— new requests will no longer be accepted. or maybe it will because i’m easily swayed with great ideas but it will no longer be part of the milestone event.
— my writing schedule is only during wednesdays, fridays, and the weekends. some works will be written in advance and scheduled to post daily (if possible.)
— please be patient! as you can see, i’ve got a lot of requests, and i really want your meals to be as pleasing and delicious as possible, so please please be patient. i’m training for med school and i’ve got other responsibilities too. if you want to decline a request if you can’t wait for it, that’s fine. 
— i’m human so...my mind can change any minute, and i could no longer be interested in a certain idea. if that happens, i’ll reply to your ask that i won’t be serving your meal anymore even if it’s here on the list below. it sounds kind of rude, but i wouldn’t want to write something i’m not interested in for the sake of pleasing others, because if i write something i don’t enjoy/am not that interested in anymore, then the meal won’t turn out as good had i been passionate for it. it’s going to be done out of forced productivity and the food might taste bad :<
— the last batch of accepted meals will be marked as ✿
— favorites will be marked as ★. because they’re the ideas i find most interesting and the ones i adore the most, they will take longer to be completed. i really want to give my ultimate best on that and just UNLEASH everything i have in me.
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how to order!
✦ choose from the ingredients below
✦ choose your own sugar and spice!
✦ choose from the meal guides above! please specify if you want your request to be
✦ send in your request by dropping it on my ask box!
✦ be as descriptive as you want in your request, i want to make a good meal for you!
✦ example of how to order: 
— breakfast: ingredient 9 + sugar 1 for gojo 
— alternative: 9+1+1+song (optional) + dialogue of choice (optional)
— alternative:  breakfast with wine: ingredient 9 + sugar 1 + spice 1 for gojo
— optional: ingredient 9 + sugar 1 + spice 1 for toji + cookie “starboy by the weeknd” and “you wanna fuck me so bad”
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ingredients : au (max of 2 picks!)
CROSSED OUT OPTIONS MEANS IT’S NO LONGER AVAILABLE
✦ sugar daddy au
✦ arranged marriage au
✦ accidental pregnancy au
✦ high school au
✦ university au
✦ med! student au / doctor! au
✦ lawyer au
✦ detective au
✦ ceo au
✦ sugar mommy au
✦ neighbours au
✦ bed sharing au
✦ roommates au
✦ co-workers au
✦ body swap au
✦ soulmate au
✦ fake dating au 
✦ marriage for convenience au 
✦ bodyguard au
✦ assassin au
✦ married au 
✦ love triangle au
✦ mutual pining au
✦ unrequited love au
✦ meet drunk au
✦ meet cute au
✦ siblings’ friend au
✦ friend’s sibling au
✦ established relationship au
✦ breakup au
✦ barista au / coffee shop au
✦ teacher x student au
✦ royalty au
✦ rentboy au 
✦ camboy/camgirl au
✦ ex au
✦ mistaken identity
✦ fuck buddies au
✦ bartender au
✦ tattoo artist au
✦ apocalypse au
✦ playboy au
✦ stoner au
✦ love at first sight au
✦ hate sex au
✦ sleepover au
✦ worthy opponent au
✦ age gap au
✦ loss of virginity au
✦ gangster au
✦ mafia au
✦ bet au
✦ rebound au
✦ drunk hookup au 
✦ bad boy good girl au
✦ amnesia au
✦ reincarnation au
✦ one of them is famous 
✦ one of them doesn’t know the other exists
✦ one of them is oblivious 
✦ one of them is taken already 
✦ polar opposites au
✦ met at the subway au
✦ library au
✦ football player au
✦ canon au (jjk canon)
✦ send me your own au!
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sugar: tropes (max of 2 picks!)
CROSSED OUT OPTIONS MEANS IT’S NO LONGER AVAILABLE
✦ best friends to lovers
✦ enemies to lovers
✦ lovers to enemies
✦ strangers to lovers
✦ mutual pining 
✦ unrequited love
✦ forbidden relationship
✦ partners in crime
✦ slow burn
✦ send me your own trope!
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spice: (for nsfw requests) (max of 3 picks!)
CROSSED OUT OPTIONS MEANS IT’S NO LONGER AVAILABLE
— here are the kinks/sexual content i’m comfortable writing about. there’s still a lot of kinks idk about so if it’s not here, please feel free to include the spice in the ask!
✦ breeding kink
✦ size kink
✦ stockholm syndrome
✦ age play
✦ agoraphilia (public place kink)
✦ somnophilia (consensual sex where the other is asleep)
✦ breath play
✦ dumbification
✦ cum play
✦ begging kink
✦ praising kink
✦ thigh riding
✦ collaring
✦ face sitting
✦ 34+35
✦ dacryphilia
✦ disciplining
✦ dirty talking
✦ exhibitionism
✦ role playing
✦ gagging
✦ watersports
✦ send me your own kink!
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cherry on top : characters
CROSSED OUT OPTIONS MEANS IT’S NO LONGER AVAILABLE
— characters i can write anything for (nsfw & sfw)
: gojo satoru, fushiguro megumi, fushiguro toji, choso, noritoshi kamo, ryoumen sukuna, nanami kento, okkotsu yuta
— characters i can only write sfw for
: itadori yuuji, inumaki toge
— characters i want to write for but don’t think i can write well (nsfw & sfw)
: suguru geto, naoya zenin
— characters i’m MOST eager to write simp for
: fushiguro toji, nanami kento, fushiguro megumi, choso, naoya zenin
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additional cookie!
✦ send me a song as a story inspo!
✦ send me your dialogue! (ex. “shut up and kiss me.”)
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restaraunt rules : please read!
— i do not write about yandere, stalker, pregnant! reader (unless it’s still until the early age where the belly is still small), non-con, and heavily canon requests 
— nsfw content i won’t write about: period sex, blood play, temperature play, pegging, male characters dressing up as female, monster fucking (sorry, sukuna won’t be getting four arms if you want nsfw for him), bestiality, incest, hypnosis (non-con related)
— not exactly a restriction, but please keep in mind that y/n is still a character for me as the writer. i may or may not add in features that even though isn’t explicit, could be something not suitable for everyone. phrases like, “he peered down at her” sounds neutral enough, but could still be implied that the reader is shorter than the anime character. it’s difficult to write a 100% neutral fic that won’t imply appearance one way or another. if i’ve written anything offensive/upsetting, feel free to tell me about it. i’ll do my best to keep it neutral.
— the reader will always be female bodied in nsfw content
— please be patient! i want to write fics the requester enjoys so i’m going to take my time in preparing your meal!
— i may or may not cook your meal 100% according to your request. depending on my comfort upon the idea, i may have to tweak a detail or two.
— i can refuse your request if i don’t want to write about it for personal or other reasons. i’ll let you know beforehand.
— wine will take longer to be served!
— i will announce if a trope/au/character is no longer open for requests. i feel like some ingredients will be quite common amongst requesters and i don’t want to write for the same thing over and over again. same goes in the manner that if you have a similar request to another, it’ll be fused into one idea/meal.
— if your request contains offensive/uncomfortable content, i won’t even respond back to you. i’ll immediately delete your ask.
— if you still don’t get or are confused by the guides, send me an ask! i’ll happily guide you!
— this event is now closed. i will temporarily be closing my ask box so i don’t get flooded. i’ll open it again tonight for anyone who has questions or just want to drop a message!
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hmm...i’m still not sure how to order for my meal.
✧ what if the story/scenario i want isn’t included in the choices above?
— as i’ve stated, please feel free to request whatever you want! the choices are there to give people an idea what they’d like to see, but if it’s not there, you can still request for it as stated in the “send me an au/trope/kink you want!”
✧ what if i don’t have any ingredient, spice, or sugar i want but a song inspo anyway?
— that’s also fine, but it would be preferred if you’re descriptive so your meal could be delivered better and faster. in this case though, i’ll just have to get creative!
✧ what if i want more than one character in the request?
— having others included in the request is fine, but as much as possible, i can only write a maximum of two main characters (the reader excluded)
✧ what if i want to request for the ones you want to write for but you don’t think you can pull it off well?
— just a heads up! i would love to write for them, but because i’m not entirely caught up in the manga, the characters mentioned above aren’t ones i know very well yet. 
✧ not exactly regarding the meal, but i’ve sent you requests from last week. would you still be writing them?
— i’ve received several requests when my bio states that requests are closed. however, because the ideas are actually really precious and i know i’d have fun writing them, i’d still write about them. i just cannot guarantee you’ll receive your meal soon since my requests were closed when you sent them. 
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UPDATES:
Day One: breeding kink, size kink, thigh riding, married au, best friends to lovers is NO LONGER AVAILABLE.
Day Two: established relationship au, mutual pining, dumbification, and gojo satoru is NO LONGER AVAILABLE. to the asks that were received before this update, you may check on the requests accepted whether you made it to the cut or not. i’ll update this later. the restaurant will also reach out to you if one of your requested ingredients/spice/sugar/cherry on top did not make the cut. my asks are still open, so please tweak your requests a little bit to what is available! 
Day Two Update 2: Restaurant is CLOSED! spice 6 (somnophilia) is also no longer available! Check the requests accepted to see if you’ve made the cut, the latest and last accepted requests will be marked as ✿! 
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requests accepted:
✦ fushiguro megumi
megumi really likes reader and gojo, yuuji, nobara helps him confess
shy megumi who is really flustered and shy around his crush  meals fused into one. read here: not shy
★🥞🍷 40 (tattoo artist au) + 5 (mutual pining) + 2,12,13 (size kink, praise kink, thigh riding) + reader is shorter than megumi and isn’t shy read here: work of art
(★🥞🍷 5 (university au) + 5 (mutual pining) + 12, 3 (praise kink, stockholm syndrome) + virgin megumi) i’ve been outlining this for days but idk...i just can’t seem to form something out of it. i still have it saved but idk if i can still finish, i’ll try my best though.   it’s just challenging to write, sorry :( MEAL UNAVAILABLE
🥞 + 33 (royalty au) + 1 (best friends to lovers)
🍷 + 27 (siblings’ friend au) + 1, 11, 19 (breeding kink, dumbification, dirty talking) + feral megumi (feral megumi supremacy) read here: unstoppable
🥞 + 3, 38 (accidental pregnancy, fuck buddies au) + childhood friends to lovers + baby moments with father! megumi MEAL ORDER 9 & 7 FUSED read here: happy little accidents
★ vampire au + 55 (reincarnation au) + 6 (somnophilia) + vampire markings + blood drinking + nursing megumi...or him nursing you? hmm? (STRUGGLE PAANIK) read here: scarlet
✿ 🍰🍷 23, 38 (mutual pining au, fuck buddies au) might fuse it with request 7  MEAL ORDER 9 & 7 FUSED read here: happy little accidents
✦ nanami kento
jealous nanami with oblivious reader + gojo annoying nanami making nanami confess read here: a little push
comfort & angst fic where reader dates gojo but gojo cheats so she breaks down, leaves him, and nanami comforts reader  it’s too difficult for me to write sorry :(
★🥞 + 33 (royalty au) + 7 (forbidden relationship) read here: violet
🥞🍷 + 21 (married au) +  4 (strangers to lovers) + 2, 12 (size kink, praising kink) MEAL U
🥞🍷 + 23 (mutual pining au) + 1 (best friends to lovers) + 1 (breeding kink) read here: like crashing waves
ingredient 6 (med! student au / doctor! au)  + sugar 7 (forbidden relationship) + spices 12 (praising kink) + dacryphilia read here: overtime
✦ noritoshi kamo
fem!dom reader where nori defends his wife from the elders so she gives him the best night + blowjobs + overstimulation + sub! househusband nori + tit sucking spspss (MEAL UNAVAILABLE)
🍷 + 18 (marriage for convenience au) + 5 (mutual pining) + 18 (disciplining)
🥞 + 21 (married au) + 1,13 (breeding kink, thigh riding) meals fused into one, breeding kink is no longer included | read here: i know
🥞🍷 + 20, 58 (assassin! reader, oblivious! noritoshi) + 13 (thigh riding) + love at first sight + “wait, are you flirting with me?” + “have been since the beginning, thanks for finally noticing.” (BIG BRAIN ENERGY) read here: illusion
✦ gojo satoru
serotonin boost for that lovely anon gojo simp 9487 (i’m going to make this special for you because i love you anon) i was thinking maybe gojo comforts his uni!student s/o? just fluff and some cutesy tootsy to relieve your stress! MEAL FUSED WITH SEVEN
Tokyo by Leat’eq + ice cream shop! au with limited cat themed ice cream, you need to wear cat ears to go order + “nyaa!” read here
🍷 + 44 (hate sex au) + 7 (forbidden relationship) + 12 (praising kink) read here: divine
🥞🍷  + 29 (established relationship au) + 5 (mutual pining) no longer included + 6 (somnophilia) + fused with other request that isn’t listed here read here: sweet angel
✿ 🥞🍷 + 29 (established relationship au) + 12,15 (praising kink, face sitting) + reader runs into awful ex and gets worshipped by gojo like they deserve (queen tingz) + gojo comfort read here: breathless
(✿ 🥞🍷 + 12 (bed sharing au) + 7 (forbidden relationship) + 19 (dirty talk) + magdalena bay : killshot + jujutsu tech goes on a trip, gojo and reader ends up sharing rooms and a twin bed)  i’ve been outlining this for days but idk...i just can’t seem to form something out of it. i still have it saved but idk if i can still finish, i’ll try my best though.   it’s just challenging to write, sorry :( MEAL UNAVAILABLE
★✿ 50,1 (mafia au, sugar daddy au) + spice 8,12 (dumbification, praising kink) wow butterfly anon POPPED OFF | read here: earned it
✿ 33 (royal au) + 5 (mutual pining) + 11 (praising kink) read here: fall from grace
✦ choso my MAN
Tokyo by Leat’eq + ice cream shop! au with limited cat themed ice cream, you need to wear cat ears to go order + “nyaa!” + flustered choso + “onii-chan” read here
★🥞 + 17, 34 (fake dating, rentboy au) + 2 (enemies to lovers) + optional wine read here: easy
soulmate au + forbidden relationship MEAL UNAVAILABLE
✦ inumaki toge
🥞 + 15 (body swap au) + 1 (best friends to lovers) read here: total opposites
🥞 + 10 (sugar mommy au) + 4 (strangers to lovers) BIG BRAIN ENERGY THIS ONE (STRUGGLE PAANIK)  it’s too difficult for me to write sorry :(
★🥞 + 64 (canon au) + 5 (mutual pining) + sensitive first kiss with inumaki, them trapped in a room + yuuji as matchmaker uwu + WALL PIN KISS YES SIR + basically hot af inumaki...debating whether i should turn into wine HMMM read here: delicate
✦ naoya zenin 🙄
naoya putting reader back in their place, LONG SCHLONG CLUB read here: acquainted
✿ deity au + virgin sacrifice for naoya + reader with worship kink (DAMN THIS ONE GOT ME TINGLING, its going to be consensual tho, we all have consent kink in this house) read here: true gift
✦ okkotsu yuta 
🍷 + 53 (bad boy good girl au) + 8,10 (dumbification) read here: good for you
★🥞🍷 + 65 (both are oblivious) + 5,9 (mutual pining, slow burn) + 6,9,16 (somnophilia, cum play, 34+35) MEAL UNAVAILABLE
✿ 🥞🍷 58, 65 (one of them is oblivious, hanahaki disease on reader) + 5,9 (mutual pining, slow burn) + 12 (praising kink + cockwarming) + clumsy first time sex MEAL UNAVAILABLE
✦ itadori yuuji 
🥞 + 21 (married au) + 7 (forbidden relationship) (STRUGGLE PAANIK) it’s too difficult for me to write sorry :( MEAL UNAVAILABLE
✦ toji fushiguro
★✿ toxic toji YES + enemies to greater enemies + toji railing reader in front of someone they’re seeing because he doesn’t want to see you happy but he doesn’t want to “keep” you either (LOL this is so toji, might tweak a little bit) read here: personal disaster
age gap au + size kink, somnophilia read here: shhh
✦ ryoumen sukuna
🥞 + 2 (arranged marriage) + 2 (enemies to lovers) read here: black magic
55 (reincarnation au) + 7 (forbidden relationship) no longer included + unrequited love + home from war inspired read here: home from war: the ending
✿ 🍷 + 38 + master x servant + degrading, edging, begging (oooh degrading aint my kink but let’s see let’s see) MEAL UNAVAILABLE
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FEBRUARY WRITING PROMPTS
all credit to @nosebleedclub​ for all the prompts; here is the original post!!
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here is the master list for the writing prompts; as the month goes on i’ll be updating the drabbles here
FEBRUARY WRITING PROMPTS MASTERLIST-
1. Black coffee  Bucky Barnes x Reader; Bucky is your roommate, and finds you in the kitchen at 6am. You both need black coffee.
2. Abandoned terrace Sirius Black x Reader; Sirius returns to you after what feels like a life time. It doesn’t matter where you are a magical castle or an abandoned terrace, you’ll accept into your arms again regardless.
3. The 7:10 train Skinny!Steve Rogers x Reader; You return home from work and go to speak to your roommate: Steve. When you do find him, you know something is wrong. He’s enlisted, and he’s leaving on the 7:10 train. [PART 2: Launch]
4. Conversations in the kitchen  Bill Weasley x Reader; You wake up alone in your usually shared bed and make your way down to the kitchen to spend the morning with your lover.
5. Volatile  Ivar x Reader; After his encounter with Margrethe, Ivar is volatile and furious- and the only person he can be comforted by is you. Ivar hates being vulnerable around anyone else, but you.
6. Ivy league  Peter Parker x Reader; You can barely sleep because of nerves; tomorrow is the day you find out if you got into your dream Ivy League university. Luckily, your boyfriend is there to calm you down.
7. Nor’easter  Din Djarin x Reader; You wait out the storm with your small green son, Grogu, and wait for your Mandalorian to return back to you.
8. Hallucinations  Peter Parker x Reader; Peter hasn’t been the same since the events with Mysterio and Tony’s death, but that doesn’t mean that you’re not going to be there for him.
9. Nebula  Loki x Reader; Loki tries to do what he thinks is best for you, but only ends up hurting you more. Can he fix things under the light of the stars and the nebula?
10. Candlelight  Remus Lupin x Reader; You sneak out past curfew in Hogwarts in an attempt to get food from the kitchen. You bump into a familiar figure, and your faces are lit up in the candlelight.
11. Poppy  Captain Rex x Reader; You are pleasantly surprised when your secret boyfriend returns from his tour, and even more pleased when he has a gift for you: a red poppy.
12. Rosy cheeks  Bucky Barnes x Reader; You meet Bucky on a morning jog, and find yourself going for coffee with the handsome stranger that has blush, rosy cheeks.
13. Necktie  Eleventh Doctor x Reader; You have another close escape in an adventure with the Doctor, only his necktie doesn’t make it.
14. Launch  Skinny!Steve Rogers x Reader + Steve Rogers x Reader; PART 2 of The 7:10 Train. You launch yourself into writing to Steve as soon as you get the letter from him. And, also suprise him with some photos to show how you really feel.
15. Diary  Wanda Maximoff x Reader; Part of you knew you shouldn’t be reading Wanda’s diary... The other half had to know how she felt about you.
16. Baby blue Ivar Ragnarsson x Reader; Even when you should be mad at him, you can’t help but notice how blue Ivar’s eyes are... Baby blue.
17. Hotel room Dean Winchester x Reader; You have to pretend to be married to Dean for a case, and your feelings for him are only brought closer to the surface when there’s only one bed in the hotel room.
18. Cold water  James Moriarty x Reader; You had been out of the game for a while but a particular case- a particular clue draws you back in. You know its the work of Moriarty; you just don’t know why he wants you by cold water.
19. Snowdrops Thranduil x Reader; It’s your wedding day and you can’t help but think today is perfect, especially with your favourite flower (snowdrops) braided in your hair.
20. Class differences  Steve Rogers x Reader; Howard introduces Steve to one of his socialite friends and Steve can’t help but be in awe of you- despite the class and wealth differences.
21. Homesick  Bucky Barnes x Reader; You enjoy spending time with Bucky, but can’t help but wonder if he misses the 40s: if he’s homesick.
22. Angel wrought 10th Doctor x Reader; Your adventures with the Doctor never cease to amaze you. You appreciate the moment of silence to appreciate it even more.
23. Flicker Bill Weasley x Reader; By the flicker of your candle light, you head downstairs because you can’t sleep. Much to your delight, your boyfriend finally makes it home from a late shift.
24. Sunday morning  Winter Anderson x Reader; Every Sunday morning, you can be found spending time with your best friend and long time crush, Winter. However, the cult gets in the way of that.
25. Playground  Din Djarin x Reader; You had missed your small green son ever since you let him go. Today, you were finally seeing him again: you hoped he was having fun in his Jedi school and playground.
26. Before sunrise Vision x Reader; You have been struggling with the aftermath from Ultron, and you find comfort in the unlikiest of places.
27. Bookends  Loki x Reader; You visit Loki in his cell after his invasion of Earth. Everything has changed and you feels worlds apart.
28. Up the mountain Stever Rogers x Reader; PART 3 of the 7:10 Train; He knew he had to say good bye but he just didn’t understand why it had to hurt so badly.
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WANT TO REQUEST A CHARACTER FOR A CERTAIN DAY?
request here [in my ask box]; undercut is all the fandoms i write for!!
AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER- All seasons, most characters
AMERICAN HORROR STORY- All series, and all characters
DC- The Flash; Supergirl, DC Legends Of Tomorrow; Arrow; Batman V Superman; Wonder Woman
DIVERGENT- Movie and book characters
DR WHO- From 9th Doctor onwards (including companions from those series too)
GAME OF THRONES- All series, all characters
HARRY POTTER- All books/movies, all characters, all generations (Note that I haven’t read The Cursed Child, yet)
JURASSIC WORLD- Not Jurassic Park; just characters from JW
KINGSMAN SECRET SERVICE- All character from the movie
LORD OF THE RINGS/THE HOBBIT- All movies/books, all characters
THE MAN FROM U.N.C.L.E.- All characters
MARVEL- Avengers (Spiderman will be the Tom Holland version), X Men (all movies), Guardians Of The Galaxy, Marvel’s Agents Of S.H.I.E.L.D., Agent Carter, Daredevil
MERLIN BBC- All series, all characters
PEAKY BLINDERS- All series, most characters
PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN- All movies, all characters
SHERLOCK BBC- All series, all characters
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SUPERNATURAL- All characters (I’m only on season 12, tho)
TEEN WOLF- All series, all characters
THE 100- All series, all characters
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woodstockbtswriter · 4 years ago
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Voyagers
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Genre: Fluff/Headcanon
Pairing: Yoongi x Reader (Female)
Summary: A once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to join BTS on a Bon Voyage adventure leads to once-in-a-lifetime love.
Author’s Note: Please note that my drabble Happiness fits into this part, and I’ve added a link where it should be read. Also, I’ve worked really hard to make this installment the best that it can be because - ready or not - this is the penultimate chapter! All that’s left is an epilogue! So please, please enjoy, and we’ll see you next time for the finale! 💕
GIF Credit: MONOSUGA
Masterlist
Part Twenty
Outro Interviews
When dinner was winding down, the production crew pulled Yoongi out onto the deck to film his closing interview
You started helping to clear the table, but the other boys insisted they could take care of it, and told you to go relax
Grateful for the opportunity to rest, you headed toward the living room couch, but stopped when you spied Yoongi through the windows
The outdoor scene behind him was completely black now, and he was sitting in front of a camera with several spotlights trained on him
You could tell he was talking to the camera, answering a question, but you couldn’t hear what he was saying
Your curiosity winning out, you stepped through the glass doors out onto the patio, and stood behind the cameramen
You overheard a producer ask Yoongi what was his favorite memory from the trip, and he caught sight of you while he was thinking of a reply
The corner of his mouth lifting, he looked back at the camera and said he enjoyed the helicopter ride, but the nights you camped out were his favorite
Especially the second night, he added, his eyes flicking towards you
You hugged your shoulders as you stood in the cool night air, self-consciously covering your blossoming smile as you recalled how Yoongi first kissed you that night
The producer then asked Yoongi about a time when he felt bad or disappointed
Yoongi’s half-smile faded, and again he glanced at you before answering
He was a little disappointed he didn’t try the Nevis swing, he admitted
He felt bad that Namjoon had to go twice, first with you, then with Taehyung
Hearing Yoongi’s response, you considered how things might have been different if he had been your swing partner instead of Namjoon
And you felt a little disappointed too
But you quickly pushed the regret from your mind and listened as the producer recited another question
“What are your feelings about this trip?” He asked
There were many things that took his breath away, Yoongi replied
At times he was very moved - and he doesn’t get moved easily, he reminded
It had been a season of healing and relaxation, Yoongi continued, and his favorite season of Bon Voyage
Then Yoongi paused, puffing his cheeks as he chose his next words
“I was able to open myself up,” He said, his eyes lifting to meet yours, “And I found more happiness than I ever expected.”
A few of the crewmen followed Yoongi’s gaze to see you standing behind them, and you ducked your head shyly
The producer conducting the interview didn’t seem to notice, though
Or maybe he did
Because his next question was about you
“What was it like having an ARMY join you? How do you feel about her after this trip?” He asked Yoongi
You held your breath, suddenly anxious
You realized the producer likely posed the same question to all the boys and he probably wasn’t trying to pry
Even so, it felt like a personal question
And you wondered how Yoongi would handle it
But he seemed altogether unbothered as he formulated a response
You’re very caring, and always looking out for others, Yoongi said breezily
He thought other ARMYs would appreciate experiencing the show through you and that they would find you likeable
He also said that he knew all the members enjoyed having you, and you would remain their close friend
You appreciated his kind observations, but you were waiting for him to address the part about his feelings
The producer apparently had the same thought, and he repeated the question, emphasizing the word “you”
Yoongi looked to you, unsure, and you nodded encouragingly
“We have a lot in common and we get along well,” He finally shrugged, sucking in air through his teeth
“I like how I am around her. She gives me… hope.”
His body language was nonchalant, but you could see the affection in his eyes
And it sent a thrill through you
To your relief, the producer seemed satisfied with Yoongi’s answer
And none the wiser about the true feelings behind it
With a nod and a thank you, he wrapped up the interview with Yoongi and looked around until he found you
He motioned for you to take a seat in front of the camera, and you understood that it was your turn to film an outro
Complying, you moved past Yoongi towards the chair he just vacated
As you brushed by each other, your eyes met and a silent reassurance passed between you
You then sat beneath the warm lights, and took a deep breath
You were a little nervous
You’d gotten fairly used to the cameras this week, but it was easier to ignore them when you weren’t staring straight into the lens under the glare of a spotlight
But you could see Yoongi standing behind the crew, and the soft expression he wore as he watched you calmed your nerves
So you kept your focus on him as the producer asked you all the same questions he’d asked him
And you answered each one from your heart
“What was your favorite memory from the trip?”
Watching the sunset from high atop the mountains, outside the observatory on the second night
“When was a time when you felt bad or disappointed?”
Any time wasted not taking full advantage of your time with the boys
“What are your feelings about this trip?”
You were able to experience so many new things, and you’ll be forever grateful for the opportunity
“What was it like traveling with BTS?”
So much fun, and surprisingly comfortable; the boys always made you feel welcome and included
“How do you feel about the members after this trip?”
The members are even sweeter - and funnier - than they seem, and you’re honored to call them friends
The more you spoke, the more relaxed you felt
And Yoongi’s faint smile continued to put you even more at ease
You felt like the interview went well and that you were about done
But then the producer asked a question that caught you off guard
“You said at the beginning of filming that Suga is your bias, and you’ve spent a lot of time with him this week. How do you feel about him now?”
For a moment, all you could do was stare at the producer, heat flooding your cheeks
He didn’t really expect you to confess, on camera and in front of the whole production team, did he?
The producer’s expression seemed innocent enough
Maybe he wasn’t implying anything
Maybe he just wanted you to say something sweet and generic about your bias, something along the lines of “he’s great,” “he’s still my favorite,” and “I like him even more now”
So that’s what you said
But as you looked back up and found Yoongi still standing among the crew, you knew it wasn’t the whole truth
You didn’t just like him
You loved him
You knew as the crew, the cameras, the microphones, the lights, and everything seemed to fade away as you looked at each other
You knew as you felt the warmth radiating from him as his soft smile reached his eyes
With all your heart, you knew
You loved him
You loved Min Yoongi
The producer cleared his throat, and you realized you’d been staring past him, unblinking and unbreathing
You brought your focus back to the interview, inhaling deeply, then exhaling slowly
The producer waited to see if you had anything to add
And you decided you did have one more thing you wanted to say
“Yoongi has a special place in my heart.” You breathed
And you hoped he - and no one else - understood what you truly meant
BTS UNO - Round Two
At the conclusion of your interview, the camera crew wrapped, quickly packing their equipment and heading out for the night
You heaved a relieved sigh as they left, and you and Yoongi joined the boys back at the dining table for a card game
As everyone agreed on another round of UNO, Yoongi noticed that someone was missing, and called out across the house for Taehyung to come
Taehyung innocently looked up from his seat on Yoongi’s other side, and the rest of the boys burst out laughing when Yoongi realized his mistake
You took Yoongi’s hand under the table to comfort him, but you couldn’t help but laugh, too
You knew exactly how tired he was (you were exhausted too, for the same reason), but his sheepish expression was too adorable
Then Taehyung and Yoongi both called for Jungkook, and when he appeared a few moments later, Taehyung dealt out the UNO cards
As you examined your hand, Namjoon asked if you were going to make another bet this game
Hoseok suggested the loser buy dinner for all 8 of you, and everyone agreed
But as play started and Jimin laid his first card down, he took it a step further, saying he’d buy dinner twice if he lost
Not to be outdone, Taehyung said he’d been studying the rules and if he lost, he’d buy dinner 3 times
The others noisily accepted the raised stakes, and the game continued
Though it was getting late, you were all energetic as you played, joking and teasing and laughing
As you took turns putting cards down, one of the boys started an acoustic beat and everyone joined in, chanting um-ch um-ch um-ch for several rounds
After a solid hour with no winners, you began to wonder if the game would ever end
The deck had been reshuffled a dozen times and despite several of you calling UNO, no one went out
Until finally, Jungkook laid down his last card, and immediately scampered off to bed
After that, the rest of you promptly followed suit, each of you emptying your hands until only Yoongi and Jimin were left
They went back and forth for a few minutes, until Jimin made it down to 1 card and he stood up on his chair, sure he was about to win
Then Yoongi put down a +4, and several of you exclaimed in surprise
But Jimin was unfazed, and threw down his last card with a triumphant shout
As he went wild and the other boys congratulated him, Yoongi stared at the stack of cards on the table in disbelief
And so did you
Jimin had thrown a wild card, but as you’d proven last night, stacking cards was against the rules and he should have drawn 4 and lost his turn
Raising your voice to be heard over the din, you called Jimin out, telling him he didn’t win after all
Jimin froze, his mouth falling open, and Yoongi’s arms shot into the air as he shrieked in excitement
He then played his last two cards in rapid succession (another +4 and a wild) and stole the victory from an astonished Jimin
The other boys were equally amazed, and as they shouted, clapped, and laughed, Yoongi gave you the gummiest smile
He clasped your hand tightly in his lap, thanking you, and you smiled back just as brightly
Everyone was eager to head to bed when the game was finished, so they dispersed quickly, pulling off their microphones as they went
But only you and Yoongi knew your reason for being eager had nothing to do with sleep
Yoongi walked with you down the hallway, and when you stopped in front of your door, he leaned in
He whispered by your ear, saying he’d be back as soon as the other boys were in bed, and his lips grazed your skin, sending a shiver through you
You nodded as he stepped back, and you exchanged small smiles as he continued down the hall to his own room
Your exhaustion replaced by anticipation, you slipped into your room and immediately made sure the camera was off
You’d been looking forward to this all day
And though you hurried to complete your bedtime routine, you had every hope that you wouldn’t be going sleep anytime soon
Happiness
Last Night in NZ
You and Yoongi spent the next several hours together much as you did the night before
You spoke quietly, about anything and everything
You kissed frequently, but without any urgency
And you both grew sleepier and sleepier
But you never let go of each other
If anything, you pulled each other closer the longer you laid together
Physically and emotionally
Until finally, you couldn’t keep your eyes open a millisecond longer
You only meant to close them for a moment, but when you opened them again, bright light was shining in around the edges of the curtains
And Yoongi was snoring quietly behind you, his arm tight around your waist and his chest pressed against your back
You grabbed your phone to check the time, instantly wide awake
It was still early
If you acted fast, Yoongi could still sneak back to his room without anyone noticing
You turned over and touched his cheek, saying his name
And you tried not to get distracted by how ridiculously adorable he looked while asleep
He opened one eye, then quickly closed it, groaning at the light
It was morning, you explained, telling him you both fell asleep
Yoongi rolled to his back, rubbing his face and swearing under his breath
But then he replaced his arms around you, and reminded you that filming wrapped the night before
You hadn’t forgotten, but you also knew the crew would be back soon to pack up all the GoPro cameras before everyone headed to the airport in a few hours
When you brought this to his attention, Yoongi opened both of his eyes and stared at the ceiling before conceding that you were right
With a heavy sigh, he sat up and ruffled his hair, then looked to you with a pout
Your heart melted at the sight
You could tell he was reluctant to leave the bed, and you knew it was not because he was tired
You felt the same way
But it would be okay, you assured him
You had time
And as soon as you rebooked your flight…
You’d have even more
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fictionalarsonist · 5 years ago
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For liner game, #8 w/ Taehyung pls!
「 HIGH SCHOOL LOVE — pt.01 」
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pairing ›_ taehyung x reader ; namjoon x readercontent ›_angst ; fluff ; high school au ; first love au ; delinquent!taerating ›_pgwc ›_4k
premise ›_You think Taehyung is just the town’s delinquent from the wrong side of the tracks, that is until you get to know him better.    ›  One-liners Inspired Drabbles  ― #8.“Don’t be embarrassed, it’s normal.”credit ›_ thanks a lot to @heyitsmeee2 for beta-reading and helping me out with this story. 💖
a/n ›_ sorry for being late, anon. I made it into a two-shot fic, but I hope you like it!
「 ao3 | masterlist 」
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The school’s corridor is as busy as any other day, students bump into each other, talking loud, the sound of the lockers being forced open or slammed shut. A complete, confusing mess that is all too familiar to you navigating swiftly through the sea of teenagers with Namjoon by your side.
“I just can’t understand why he wouldn’t accept the use of the L’Hôpital rule to solve it,” you complain, twisting your lips in annoyance.
“Well,” Namjoon starts thoughtfully, “He hasn’t taught us that yet. He probably wants to make sure we’re familiar with the concept of limits before properly solving the inequalities-?” he rationalizes and a quick glance ahead causes him to abruptly stop, “Careful,” he breathes out, he falters and steps aside, pulling you along with him to avoid the group of jockers from bumping into either of you.
“Hoseok!” You call out and the boy turns around, searching for your face past his friends, “Look where you’re going!” Hoseok flashes you one of his bright smiles.
“Sorry, Y/n. You have to see the new kid playing~ Kookie, come here,” Hoseok praises pulling the youngster by his shoulder, “We’ll need the budget for travel this season!”
“You can’t just say these things, Hoseok,” Namjoon steps in, “You need to go to the council’s room with the team’s committee so we can discuss it.”
“What for?” Hoseok complains, “All of those things with signing papers and writing reports … You know-”
“Bureaucracy?” You try.
“Yeah, that,” Hoseok points at you, “It’s annoying. Can’t you just get things going for us? Huh?” Hoseok insists while walking away, “Just do that for us. Right, Joon?”
“It’s Namjoon. Kim Namjoon.” He corrects.
“I’ll leave it to you, Joonie-ah~.” Hoseok adds, ignoring what Namjoon just said. “I’ll go by your place with that new game I told you before!” He half-screams, walking away with the others.
“I don’t think I’ll have ti-” Namjoon tries saying, but Hoseok doesn’t wait for an answer and go his way, oblivious to anyone as they walk down the hallway, forcing their way through without a care.
“They’d have walked all over me, quite literally,” you look back at Namjoon.
“I wouldn’t let that happen,” Namjoon says with a chuckle.
The sound of the bell ringing gets everyone moving into the classrooms, you and Namjoon walk in as well. The two of you take your seats as the teacher walks in.
“Everyone, sit down!” The teacher rushes to set his stuff on his desk as he watches the class doing the same, “We have a new student-,” he looks at the door and signaled to whoever was waiting outside, “Come on in-”
The class watches as the boy walks in wearing an oversized yellow hoodie, one of his hands unnecessarily holding to the strap of his backpack, dangling from his one shoulder. There’s not much that could be seen from his face, his disheveled, black hair is too long and falling over his eyes.
“This is Kim Taehyung,” the teacher says, patting Taehyung’s shoulder, “Some of you might know him already as a neighbor or from middle school. He’s been transferred to our school and I hope you guys can help him out with what he’s been missing.” The man concludes before turning to look down at Taehyung, “Would you like to say anything, Mr. Kim?”
“Not really.” Taehyung says, dismissively.
“In this case, take an empty seat,” the teacher lightly pushes Taehyung to his seat and he seems unfazed by the pairs of eyes that try to follow him secretly as he walks between the rows. You try not to look, though you can’t help but the gossiping whispers around you as the teacher starts his lecture.
“I heard he just came back from a reformatory,” someone whispers behind you.
“Yeah, I know. He’s the one who set the abandoned house on fire last Halloween along with his friends,” someone else replies, “Yoongi’s still there, right?”
“I heard he’s gonna stay there for another year or so,” another says.
“I wish they won’t send him here too~ I don’t want to be in the same room as these delinquents,” someone whispers louder than the others.
The teacher demands attention and everyone stops talking, although you can see them exchanging notes. You glance at Namjoon who’s focused on the lecture, as always. You try to do the same, but you feel a little chill burning your skin, instead of running cold as it’d usually be, the feeling of goosebumps at the back of your neck, as if you’re being watched. It makes it impossible for you to focus on whatever the teacher’s saying. You gulp down, trying to keep yourself in check and ignore the instigating sensation that looms over you; Namjoon seems to pick up on your unusual behavior and looks at you with a frown.
“Hey,” he calls in a whisper, “are you okay?”
“Huh? Uhm. Sure. Yeah, I’m okay,”  you reply, stuttering your words.
“Are you sure?” He insists, leaning further in towards you with a concern expression.
“I’m fine. Don’t worry,”  you try yet again, nodding to seem more sure of yourself, but Namjoon doesn’t seem to buy it.
Namjoon pulls back to sit up straight, still unsure of your response, but something else caught his attention and he looks to the back rows. You follow his eyes to find Taehyung unapologetic-ally looking at you. You find yourself mesmerized by the mischievous glint in his eyes and the way his lips part in the most breathtaking smirk you’ve seen. Your other classmates seem puzzled, looking back and forth between you and him and the heat in your cheeks makes you snap back to reality, your eyes grows two sizes and a silent gasp leave your lips once you notice all the eyes set on you before turning back to your desk and stare at your notebook with almost no notes taken from the class.
“Y/n-,” whatever Namjoon would say next is cut off by the teacher who calls out to everyone and for once in a lifetime, he includes you and Namjoon as well, looking very much disappointed by having to do so. You could tell by his tone, not being brave enough to look up at him - or anyone else just yet.
As soon as the bell rings once again you’re quick to collect your things to leave, but the teacher stops you from doing so. Calling you and Namjoon.
“The two of you are the responsible for the school’s council, make sure Taehyung knows the way around, okay? Give him a chance.” Although the teacher’s words are supposed to sound caring and worried, there’s nothing of it in his tone.
You sigh.
“Yes, sir.” You and Namjoon, replies in unison.
“Good.” The man concludes before leaving.
You and Namjoon exchange a knowing look before turning around. Taehyung already left.
“C’mon, we have to find him,” you mutter under your breath to Namjoon who seems as willing as you to do this task.
The two of you push your way past the messy crowd, you see a glimpse of Taehyung in the crowd. His messy hair and the yellow, oversized hoodie. Despite not being very keen to do the task in hand, this is one of the duties the two of you have in hand and being the goody-two-shoes everyone knows you and Namjoon for, of course, you both have to go through this.
“Wait- Y/n!” Namjoon tries calling you as the two of you bump into other students, “This way,” he takes your wrist and pulls you towards another way that seems less crowded, both of you trying to stumble your way past to Taehyung, but somehow you both lose sight of him. You let out a short breath and look back at Namjoon, both of you panting the slightest.
“Sorry,” you grimace and Namjoon shakes his head dismissively.
“It’s okay,” Namjoon says, his eyes still scanning the crowd.
You look down and Namjoon does the same, only now the two of you notice that you’re holding hands, you pull back and both of you look away.
“I- I have literature now,” Namjoon stutters, unable to look at you.
“I have chemistry-” you reply a second too late.
“Th-Then- See you later,” Namjoon says flustered as both of you go different ways.
***
“This is your first day, Mr. Kim!” You hear the principal’s exasperated tone when you walk in his secretary’s office to hand some papers.
“The principal’s busy at the moment,” she tells you in her usual professional monotone.
“I’ll wait,” you reply and walk to one of the plastic seats.
The door’s open and you can see Taehyung’s sitting on that chair across the principal completely disregarding the other’s position or whatever the man’s saying. He’s not even looking at the principal, just passively listening so he can go back as soon as the talk is done. His backpack is slumped on the floor next to his seat, his body relaxed as he leans on the backrest all his weight.
“We are giving you a second chance,” the man preaches on, “We believe in you, but you have to make it work for yourself, Mr, Kim.” Taehyung couldn’t seem any less interested in the principal’s speech as the man rambles on, “Because is your first day I’m letting you off with only a warning, but the next time I’m afraid you’ll be sent to detention, young man.” The principal warns, “If you think the regular academics is too uninteresting try balancing out with something that interests you,” you see the principal placing a few flyers on the table in front of Taehyung, “You could join one of our sport’s teams, or any other club such as this one. See? If you like those Chinese cartoons, that is,” the principal says deprecatingly, “Joining one of these might be very important for when you start thinking about college next year-”
“I’m not interested,” Taehyung’s deep voice is low, but clear to you. The man stops talking with his lips parted, ready to go on with this speech, “If that’s all, I’ll leave,” the boy says, uncaring.
Taehyung picks his backpack from the floor, pushing himself off his seat as the principal looks at him, visibly feeling contradicted and wronged. You pretend to look at the papers on your lap as you see Taehyung walking out of the principal’s office; with the corner of your eyes you see him walking out and the principal takes a second to himself before calling you in. The man greets you with a patronizing smile on his face as you greet him respectfully.
***
The meeting between you and the principal would take a short while, but it’s cut even shorter when his secretary rushes into his office.
“Taehyung and Namjoon are fighting!” She pants and the man bolts out of his seat much like yourself.
Namjoon? Fighting? It’s something beyond disbelief. The principal stumbles on his feet, on his chair, on his desk and you struggle with your belongings as you rush behind. Everyone in school rushes to see the most unbelievable scene. Not because of Taehyung, but because of Namjoon. Kim Namjoon is the perfect student, much like yourself, not one single demerit, not a single stain in his life as a student. So, it doesn’t come as a surprise to anyone to see that the fight is a confusing mess on Namjoon’s part.
The principal rushes to push them apart, immediately attending to Namjoon who’s mostly hurt and having Hoseok and take him to the nurse’s office, his preoccupation expression shifts into anger once he looks at Taehyung who’s worked up, panting, hands tightly closed into fists as he glares at Namjoon being carried away by some of the football players, still in their training clothes.
“I warned you, Mr. Kim.” The principal’s voice trembles in anger as he tries his composure, “I can’t let you off with just a warning this time, you’ll stay in detention after class and I hope you can reflect on your behavior and your future as well.”
You look at Taehyung to see him chewing on the inside of his cheek and looking away, nowhere in particular. When he storms off his eyes meets yours and for a moment you think you saw hurt in them, but it’s too fast to make any judgement.
“Miss Y/n,” you stop in your tracks from going after Namjoon, “I understand that you might be worried about your friend, but I’d like to ask you a favor.” He speaks condescendingly.
***
From all the things the principal would ask you, you wish he wouldn’t assign you this task. You hug your books close to your chest and take in a deep breath before knocking on the door to the classroom assigned to detention. The teacher swings the door open and seems relieved to see you.
“Miss Y/n,” the woman greets, “The principal told me you’d be here. Come in.”
“Excuse me,” you walk in politely and the teacher let’s the door close.
“The usual rules are written on the board, I know you’ve never been in detention so you’re not familiar with them,” the says as you read over the rules on the white board.
DURING DETENTION
Rule #01 : You are not allowed talk;Rule #02 : You are not allowed to use phones;Rule #03 : You are not allowed to play portable games; Rule #04 : You are not allowed to eat or drink (unless you have written permission to do so);Rule #05 : You may not leave the room without the teacher’s permission;Rule #06 : You may not write on the board;Rule #07 : You may not draw, read, write anything that isn’t demanded by the teacher assigned;Rule #08 : Write down the cause for you to be here;
“I’ll be back every once in a while to check on you.” She says while picking her bag to leave.
“Yes.” You reply simply.
“Mr. Kim, I hope you can take your colleague’s effort into consideration.” She tells him before leaving and yet Taehyung doesn’t even bother to glance at her, tonguing the teeth at the back of his mouth distractedly.
You sigh as the door closes and you’re left alone with Taehyung. Slumped back on his seat, one row short of being the back row, Taehyung has his hands tucked inside the front pockets of his oversize hoodie, his legs stretched out under the desk and between rows.
You take careful steps towards Taehyung, gulping down dryly when the tip of his tongue sticks out while he smirks in a way that looks offensive. You’ve heard enough about the infamous Taehyung to know that he likes to mess around with everything and anyone if he has the chance to. Holding your chin up, you’re more than decided to shield yourself from being one of his playthings just so he can entertain himself for the time being.
“Hello,” you greet awkwardly and Taehyung snickered at you, raising his head just slightly so you can see the glint of his eyes trained on you, making you feel uncomfortable. “The principal is worried about your behavior. He seems to think that the latest nuances in your personal and academic lives might influence the recklessness that you display. So, he-,” you clear your throat, feeling uneasy with the dismissive intensity he looks at you as you speak.
You decide to use the desk beside him and busy yourself in setting your books and backpack before trying to speak to him, but Taehyung’s quick to move to the desk in front of yours. Straddling the chair to face you.
“What are you doing?” You ask, seeing him, rest his chin on his arms resting the chair’s backrest. He shrugs, looking up at you rather innocently with a half-smile.
“You’re here to teach me, right? So, isn’t it better if I sit closer to you?”
“I was thinking about placing my desk next to yours-”
“Uhm- I think this is much better”
You wish he wouldn’t make it so obvious the way his eyes slide down your features to focus on your lips. You became overly conscious of the way you talked, you can’t quite understand the feeling of your lips tingling, but subconsciously your eyes find their way to Taehyung’s lips, they’re slightly parted. You try not to, but find yourself licking your lips pressing them together in a thin line.
“The principal assigned me to tutor you and make sure you’ll be able to catch on to what the rest of the school is. If you perform better at school, you won’t feel alienated during classes, it might help you get closer to other students and-”
You would go on about the principal’s words and proposition, but Taehyung’s blunt interruption steals the words from your lips.
“You look like an adorable kitten,” you hear Taehyung’s deep voice faintly while you’re battling yourself to find the right words.
Your lips form a distinguishable shape of a gasp, though no a sound or gust of air passes from them; you just wish the sudden realization of his words didn’t make your face heat up, you’re absolutely sure your face is tinted in a shade of pink at the moment.
“I- Wha-what?” You manage to speak, oh-so-articulated.
Taehyung smiles, his head held up to look straight at you this time. He pulls on his lower lip, folding his arms over his stomach, seeming relaxed and laid back as he tilts his head, seemingly proud of himself.
“I said, you look like a-,” you rush to stop him.
“Don’t say it!” You blurt it out and he chuckles, amused.
“Why? You’re the one who asked me what I said, didn’t you? Kitten.”
“Don’t call me that!” Your heart is hammering in your chest, your skin’s trembling weirdly and that’s how you know you just can’t stand Kim Taehyung. “ I’d appreciate if you didn’t call me-”
“Kitten?” He smiles mischievously, raising his eyebrows in a rather innocent expression. “Well, I just wanted to get some kind of response from you. Besides-,” you don’t notice him moving, but you can feel his breath on your ear as he leans
“I’m here to tutor you,” You impose yourself, running out of patience and not too prone to endure Taehyung’s smug attitude towards you. “But, since you’re not interested-” you pick up your stuff, ready to leave.
“No, wait!” Taehyung jolts and stops you with his hands on your shoulders. Cracking what he thinks to be a friendlier smile, he swiftly takes the books from you and sets on the desk yet again, “I won’t call you that again. I’m sorry”
It’s not that you do believe his smile or the way he looks at you, but you promised the principal you’d tutor him. It’s a task you got from him and you wouldn’t simply walk away from a responsibility.
“My name is Y/n, by the way.”
“Y/n, everyone knows you. Even the kids from the wrong side of the tracks,” Taehyung says ever so simply, but you can tell there’s something there, in his tone that you can’t just figure it out. “But~,” Taehyung half-sang provocatively,, “calling you kitten sounds better to me~.” He pauses and you stand there, mouth agape in disbelief, “You look absolutely adorable when you blush like this, kitten”
Him. Kim Taehyung. He’s absolutely…. Utterly impossible to deal with. You gaped at him, your face twisted in complete bewilderment; you take in a deep gush of air through your lips, ready to say something to this, any sort of protest or something, but there are no words. Quite literally, there are no words that you could possibly say to this and you rather say nothing than sound absolutely immature or vulgar.
Taehyung watches you pick up your books and spin on your heels and his facade drops as you storm off out of the classroom, being quick to his feet, you hear his shoes squeaking and the chairs and desks scraping harshly against the floor as Taehyung pushes through them to get to you. When he’s in front of you, trying to stop you with hands on your shoulders, his expression is different.
“I’m sorry,” he half-smiles, “I was just messing with you, I didn’t think you’d be so angry at me,” Taehyung frowns, no longer looking at you with that- that disgusting smirk.
“The way you’re behaving towards me is inappropriate, unacceptable even-” you say.
“I know, I know,” Taehyung says soothingly, “I’m sorry. I was just messing with you. Like you said, right? I just need to adjust. All I need is tutoring me about all the academics~, you know, and then I’ll feel like part of the crowd.”
“I didn’t say that,” you correct him straight away.
“You did,” Taehyung insists with all his playfulness.
“No, I didn’t.” You persist, “I just said what the principal believes in. I, on the other hand, don’t think that’s the case.”
Taehyung steps back, looking at you suspiciously.
“You don’t?” He asks.
“I honestly think that you must have other interests. Not everyone excels in academics or is interested in being good at it, as far as I’ve heard, you’ve never seemed interested in your academic life before-,” you speak up and Taehyung cuts your speech short.
“So, you’re the type to believe in everything others say, Y/n?”
“No!” You cry out in protest, “But your behavior also sustains my theory.”
“My behavior?”
“Yes, you’re a delinquent.”
“I- Whoa! That’s harsh,” Taehyung says accusingly. “I can’t believe you’d say this-,” he pulls his hands from you as if he’s been burned.
Your lips part, but you can’t find words yet again. Why does this keep happening? Taehyung steps away from you, making his way back to his desk.
“Well, I didn’t think you cared-,” you try, feeling guilty for always being so dense. “Everyone calls you a delinquent, you’ve been to the reformatory and have a criminal record.” You rationalize, “I think delinquent seems to be the proper term to-”
“Of course you do.” Taehyung says under his breath as he throws his backpack over his shoulder.
In a weird twist of things now, he’s the one leaving the room and you watch him walk past you until you look around and your eyes scan the rules written on the board. You jolt towards him, fighting off the weight that makes you slower than usual. You manage to grip on his sleeve.
“Wait,” not being able to stop your feet from taking another step when Taehyung stops when you bump into him and the books you’ve been holding fall on the floor, “You can’t leave detention!” Taehyung rolls his eyes, pulling his lips sideways in disdain. “It’s one of the rules,” you point at the blackboard, “See? Rule number five, you may not leave the room without the teacher’s permission,” you recite.
“She doesn’t care, Y/n.” Taehyung says, letting out a sight as he looks down and crunches to pick the books you dropped.
“Of course she cares!” You protest and Taehyung chuckles to himself as he piles the books in his arms, “The principal cares too, that’s why they’re doing this. For your own good!”
“Yeah, right.” Taehyung looks at you, “Look, thanks for showing up and doing as you’ve been told like the golden child you are, but I’m a lost cause.”
Taehyung stands up and you follow shortly after him, watching him place the pile of books on the desk that is nearby.
“You shouldn’t be bothered.”
You watch Taehyung turn around and leave while you stand there, once again, speechless. But more so feeling guilty for hurting him, you never thought he’d see it as such an offense. He endures everyone’s comments just fine, you took it he’s already numb to it, he always seems so uncaring and dismissive of the labels people give him. Delinquent is the most common one and, in your mind, the only one that’s correct given who he is and what he’s done.
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moonlit-han · 4 years ago
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works in progress update
July 5, 2020
Hello, everyone!
So, I wanted to give you all an update on the fics I’m working on. 
To those of you who’ve sent in requests: Thank you! I promise I’m working on them steadily and will be posting 2-3 fics per weekend, if I can. I know some of you have been waiting, yes, months, for your fics, but I plan to have all the fics from my last round of requests completed and posted by the end of the month. I’ll post a more definitive timeline later. To those of you who sent in requests this past week: I have received them and they’ve been added to my list!
My current list of requests can be found under the cut. (Here’s my full Works in Progress). I promptly update my masterlists and W.I.P. as I publish a new piece, so you can be assured that those lists are current and that your requests are included. The fics in the list below that have a star (☆) next to them are those that I received in the past week.
STRAY KIDS REQUESTS
all members
↠ stray kids’ reactions when finding out that their partner takes medication for depression and anxiety ☆
bang chan
↠ jewel of my heart [bang chan!thief au, action; romance, fluff, some comedy] ☆         • bang chan, an infamous thief, gets wind of an incredible jewel and decides that he must have it. it will be a high-stakes heist, requiring cunning and care, but he believes he’s more than capable of cooking up a spectacular plan... even if it requires some secret ingredients. little does he know that something of his own will be stolen in return.
lee minho
↠ only you [friends to lovers; fluff]         • your sometimes prickly childhood friend confesses his affection for you and explains just how much you mean to him.
↠ plus one [fluff]         • minho needs a date to the wedding of a distant cousin and you agree to accompany him. yay! …wait, did his family still think you’re his girlfriend?
seo changbin
↠ title forthcoming [enemies to lovers, soulmate, college au; request]         • enemies to lovers / college roommates / soulmate au (1, 5, & 24 of au/trope/prompt list)
↠ no title [drabble; fluff] ☆         • “a kiss paired with a tight hug, knocking the breath out of the person being hugged.” (50 types of kisses prompt list)
hwang hyunjin
↠ no title [drabble, high school au; fluff, mild angst]         • “shouldn’t you be with him/her?” / “this isn’t goodbye.” (15 & 22 of angst/fluff prompts)
han jisung
↠ he came in through the bathroom window [neighbor au; fluff, suggestive]         • would you stop coming through the windows, it scares the hell out of me every time!” (2 of neighbors aus)
↠ these scars for you [fighter!jisung au, friends to lovers au; action, fluff, suggestive]         • jisung is fiercely protective of y/n, the love of his life. y/n insists that she doesn’t need protection, but she’s about to get tossed into the ring.
↠ hot stuff [drabble; fluff, suggestive]         • jisung decides he wants a lip ring. (35 & 36 of 45 otp prompts)
↠ into the sunset [best friends to lovers, soulmates(?); mild angst, fluff]         • it’s your wedding day and, of course, jisung is there for better or for worse.
lee felix
↠ tag, you’re it [friends with ot8 au; fluff]         • a hardcore game of tag with the rest of the guys leads to an unexpected discovery. (1 of 50 cliché tropes & prompts)
kim seungmin
↠ title forthcoming [soulmate au; fluff, mild angst] ☆          • "tell me again how i ended up here . . ." ↠ words of warmth [best friend!seungmin; angst, comfort/fluff] ☆          • seungmin comforts you after a break-up, holding you close as you dance to day6
yang jeongin
↠ a sweet ride [high school au, bad boy!jeongin au; fluff, request]         • you go against everything your mother’s ever said just for a ride.
↠ two works: titles and descriptions forthcoming [fluff, angst, requests]         • “you’ve shown me what love can feel like.” / “i wasn’t lying when i said that i loved you.” (36 & 40 of angst/fluff prompt list)
NCT/WAYV REQUESTS
kim jungwoo
↠ the touch of your hand [angst]         • “i called you at 2 a.m. because i need you.” (48 of 50 cliché tropes and prompts)
huang renjun
↠ no more lies [best friends to lovers, angst]         • you and renjun thought your love was perfection—after all, you’d been best friends for years. but, the reality was far from perfect. (85 of angst/fluff prompt list)
lee jeno
↠ lazy days [fluff]         • “today is a day for pajamas,” jeno announced, then paused as if remembering something. “oh, and a crown!” he placed a fake jewel-encrusted tiara on your head before producing one for your service dog, too. jeno knew she didn’t like to be left out of the fun.
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chantelle-x0x · 6 years ago
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Unicorns Are Real - Daddy!Loki x Reader
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A/N: This is my first ever try at writing Loki. I’m so sorry if this is ooc, but I just had to do this fluffy daddy!Loki fic because I couldn’t get this idea out of my head! So yeah, thanks for reading it x
Permanent tag list: @glorious-fandoms​, @rousetta​, @fuckyourgondola​
Disclaimer: **All characters besides Reader, belongs to Marvel (MCU)**
Word count: 1,598 (what started as a drabble ended in a long ass fic)
Pairing: Daddy!Loki x fem.reader
Rating: G
Warnings: Mentions of being bullied but it’s basically pure Loki fluff
Summery: Your daughter Erika is getting bullied because of her mythical beliefs. Even as an adult though, you show those girls what they deserve in the nicest way possible.  
*Gif not mine*
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After meeting Loki (and the Avengers), you decided you wouldn’t let any mythical creatures be mythical in your head anymore, I mean, if you were married to a man who could become different people and creatures, what else could be there? So, when you and Loki welcomed a beautiful daughter into the world, you decided you’d bring her up believing in everything!
She took after her father with the black locks, although she had your eye colour. She was the most beautiful thing you had ever laid your eyes on, and when she was born, that was the best day of you and Loki’s life. He wasn’t always predictable, but you knew that after he had a child, he’d become more…responsible. He’s just very protective of his angel. You chose to name her Erika since the meaning of her name was just perfect; ruling forever.
It was heartwarming when Erika started kindergarten, because she was just so happy and excited, which would make you happy and excited. You and Loki were the only parents that day with not a single tear in your eyes. In fact, all three of you hugged and then your daughter practically kicked you both out the door. You both laughed and all was well and good, until one day.
Loki had been away for a couple of days so you were left to look after Erika alone. You got her ready for school in the morning and had breakfast made, but you could see that something was different. She just wasn’t as bubbly as she normally was.
‘What’s wrong love?’ You ask looking at your daughter as you were getting her bag packed. She had the same habit as you when she was nervous; twisting her fingers together behind her back.
‘Nothing.’ She replied not meeting your eyes. You crouched down so you were about her height.
‘You’re my daughter Erika. I can see right through you when you’re lying.’ You said with a slight smile.
‘It’s just that, some girls aren’t being very nice to me. But it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t even bother me.’ She finished with a soft smile. Her smile gave you warmth for two reasons, and one of them was because it reminded you of your husband.
‘What are they saying?’ You inquired rating an eyebrow.
‘Nothing important.’
‘Erika.’
‘Fine! They just aren’t being very nice okay? They are just being very rude. But it’s okay. I’m a strong girl! I take after daddy!’ She says with a genuine, huge smile.
‘That you do.’ That voice sent shivers down your spine (in a good way). Loki picked up his daughter and spun her around.
‘Daddy!’ She giggled.
‘I’m gonna wait in the car sweetie. 5 minutes.’ You said, kissing your husband and whispering something in his ear.
‘So, what’s been happening since I’ve been gone?’ Loki asked your daughter. That was the last thing you heard before closing the front door.
While you were in the car, you called work and told Tony you’d rather work from home today. You didn’t have powers, so you didn’t work with the Avengers as such. You did some of the paperwork after missions. Tony gave you that job when you told him that you lost your job because of association with the Avengers.
Erika hoped into the backseat of the car and buckled herself in. ‘Daddy said after school I can get ice-cream with him!’ She said excitedly.
‘Let me guess, rainbow?’ You inquire as you start to drive. Rainbow was always Erika’s first choice because of her favourite creature; the unicorn!
‘Not this time. I’ll go for vanilla.’ You looked at your daughter confused through the rear-view mirror.
‘Why the sudden change in flavour?’ You ask sweetly.
‘Because rainbow ice-cream is like a unicorn, fake. Rainbow ice-cream is just vanilla with food colouring.’ Erika could be really stubborn, but it broke your heart that your daughter, who was almost 5, didn’t believe in her favourite thing ever anymore.
‘Who told you that? Unicorns are real sweetie.’ You said trying to persuade her.
‘The girls at school.’ It suddenly dawned on you as to why she was getting bullied.
‘Sweetheart, are you getting bullied because you believe in unicorns and fairies and everything else that mummy believes in?’ The three year old nodded her head looking at the ground. ‘You know they are real though. You shouldn’t let those girls get inside your head. They are just envious of you. You have your real friends. Worry about them not about the mean girls.’ You said smiling at her. You pulled up at her school and got out of the car and opened there door, unbuckling your daughter.
‘Okay. But I still don’t believe in unicorns anymore.’ Erika said kissing your cheek before racing off to join her friends.
Unicorns were her favourite thing. With her fifth birthday coming up, she asked for a rainbow/unicorn themed party. You wanted to both make her happy with that wish, but also see Loki get out of the dark clothes for a while. So, you went home slightly unhappy.
You unlocked the door and slumped into the couch, throwing your bag down with you. Loki came to sit next to you. ‘What is wrong my dear?’ He asked a little concerned.
‘Some girls are being mean to Erika and now she doesn’t believe in unicorns anymore. You don’t know how heartbreaking that is to hear since, y’know, I’ve tried so hard to keep her believing even if no-one else does.’ Loki always loved how you cared about everyone knowing their worth, and with Erika being in school, peer-pressure was a big thing.
‘I know love, but maybe she has just grown out of that phase.’
‘I never did. I mean, I still believe. If people like you and Thor can exist, why can’t “mythical” creatures?’ You had a point, and Loki hated seeing you upset.
‘First, I’m going to deal with those girls, then we can come up with a plan. Now if you’ll excuse me,’
‘Loki, wait. I have a great idea for adult revenge.’ You smirked at your husband and told him your plan.
Erika’s birthday had already been organised as a rainbow/unicorn party, so you had everything set up. She invited her friends and even the kids that were mean to her.
As the party started to wind down, you knew the parents would come and collect their kids soon enough, so you wanted to unleash your biggest surprise yet, but you also wanted to wait. That was until you heard what one of the girls was saying to your most precious daughter.
‘At least now we all know why you believe in this rubbish, your dad is never around so you fill that gap with fake stuff.’ You heard your daughter sniffle and realised that no matter how grown up you actually were, some thing you had to do. You went and got Loki from your room, stifling your own giggle.
‘Okay, so Erika, I have one more surprise for you. Daddy and I both thought we would be able to get this for you, of course not permanently. Uncle Thor went to Asgard and brought this back for you.’ You smiled as a beautiful unicorn walked into your living room. The girls gasped, Erika’s real friends were thrilled and the other girls stood back in awe but had a very bitter look on their faces. You laughed under your breath. No matter how old you ever got, you wouldn’t ever stop trying to prove your point and this point would be the most important one ever; your daughter is the best little girl in the world and you would do everything in your power to make sure everyone knew that.
After the party ended and Erika was tucked into bed, Loki turned back into human form and changed into some comfy night clothes. You got into bed, your husband next to you. ‘Thank you for being a unicorn for us today. It really means a lot to me.’ You mumbled into his chest. Loki responded with a soft kiss to your forehead.
‘Anything for you my love. And anything to make my daughter feel even more special.’ You smiled and kissed him softly on the lips before you both heard the patter of small feet on your floor. Erika tugged the covers of your bed and smiled at you as you turned over to face her.
‘Yes?’ You asked without your smile faltering.
‘Thank you for everything today! You guys are the bestest parents anyone could ever ever ever ask for!’ She said almost bouncing. You chuckled as she climbed into the bed with you.
‘Can’t sleep?’ Loki asked pulling her hair back from her face.
‘I saw a unicorn today daddy! I really real one! I won’t ever sleep again! I’m too excited!’ You laughed kissing Erika on the head and snuggling close to her.
‘I love you sweetheart, but I’m tired, so you’re gonna have to sleep too. But I’m sure you’ll dream of unicorns.’ You said yawning and falling asleep quickly. Erika followed your actions and fell asleep too. Loki looked at the two of you and wondered how he got so lucky. He tried to ruin the place you now live in, but you saw the good in him even, especially when no-one else, including himself did. He swore he would do whatever he could for the rest of his life protecting you and his daughter.
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pepperonijem · 6 years ago
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In the Ashes || Bucky Barnes
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Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader
Warnings: major angst and INFINITY WAR SPOILERS
Word count: 2.6k
Summary: “What’s left to do with these broken pieces on the floor? I’m losing my voice calling on you.”
A/N: This was originally sent in as a drabble request, but I felt I couldn’t do it proper justice in less than 500 words, so here we are. (I put the request under the cut, to avoid spoilers) Grab some tissues y’all, it’s about to get angsty
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A/N pt 2: “can i request bucky and the reader during the fight at wakanda where thanos uses the reality stone to make bucky believe the reader is thanos and he kills her on accident and he only realizes it’s her when she begins to fade away, he doesn’t even get to say goodbye (sorry it’s dark, ilysm❤️) maybe even inspired by Ashes- Céline Dion” from @awyglenxkbskcbs 
“You gonna be okay?” Steve asked as he sat down beside you. After telling Sam to fly the quinjet towards what appeared to just be a mountain range, Steve noticed you had the jitters and wanted to check on you. “I know you haven’t seen him in a while, but I also know he’s excited to see you.” You smiled softly and nodded, but your gaze fell to the floor.
A soft sigh escaped your lips as you fidgeted with the straps on your gloves. “I know, it’s just… I wish the circumstances were better.” You finally turned your head up to look at Steve. “I wish I was at home, watching The Office reruns with Bucky, instead of trying to fight against the apocalypse.”  
Steve didn’t respond, instead wrapping an arm around your shoulder as you leaned your head against him. You looked up to Steve, not just as a captain or a hero, but as a friend. He knew what it was like to be separated from the one you love, and he was always there to lean on and you were thankful for him.  
You continued to rest against Steve until Sam called out from the pilot seat of the jet. “Cap, I think we’re here.” You looked out of the windshield to see Wakanda for the first time and the sight had you breathless. The city was beautiful and modern, the epitome for technological progress, the literal definition of a hidden gem. Steve pat Sam on the back as he directed him towards where to land, and you stood up along with Natasha and the rest of your group. As the jet approached the landing site you noticed a group of people gathering around, including T’Challa and Okoye, whom you’d met before. You heard Bruce whisper to Rhodey behind you, asking if he should bow, and let out a small laugh when Rhodey answered yes. Wanda and Vision stood behind them, also snickering at Bruce’s question, knowing he took it too seriously.
When the quinjet finally landed, you walked out beside Steve and Natasha. You scanned through the small crowd in front of you as Steve greeted T’Challa until your eyes found a familiar pair of worn blue ones. You reflexively smiled at him and when he returned it, your heartbeat went crazy. It wasn’t until Natasha nudged you in the side that you looked back over to T’Challa who was smiling at you warmly.
“(y/n), nice to see you again,” he greeted before taking your hand in a firm handshake. “I see you’ve already found Mr. Barnes.” T’Challa laughed before looking towards Bucky and gesturing for him to come forward.
Steve greeted Bucky with a quick hug and a pat on the back, and even though Steve was here only two weeks ago to see him, they made it seem like it had been months. Bucky then turned to you, and you felt your stomach drop to your knees when you realized he was close enough for you to smell the ever-familiar scent of his cologne. The smile on his face was unlike the ones he used to show before he left for Wakanda. Back then, his smiles were forced and restrained, like he was afraid of his happiness being snatched away. But this smile, this smile spread all the way to his eyes, and if you weren’t so lost in the moment, you would have noticed the almost literal twinkle in them when he looked at you. He quickly pulled you into a tight embrace and you buried your head in his neck, savoring the feeling of being in his arms. For the last two years you had been on the run moving from run-down hut to another, never quite being able to settle down, but here in Bucky’s arms, you were home, and even when he pulled away you were stuck on cloud 9.
“Hi,” he finally said. You let out a small chuckle playfully pushed him.
“Hi yourself,” you smiled. You and Bucky continued to look at each other, just appreciating the other’s presence with a comfortable silence resting between you, until Sam broke it.
“Just kiss already,” he teased. “We know you’re just trying to not make it awkward for us, but trust me, this weird staring game is more awkward.” Natasha laughed in agreement and you matched the blush that was creeping onto Bucky’s cheeks. The rest of the group began walking towards the inside of the palace, leaving you and Bucky to yourselves. He shyly bit his lip, before pulling you in for a sweet and long overdue kiss. His lips felt soft and relaxed on yours, much opposed to the rough and tired kisses he gave you before going back under.
After remembering your human need to breathe, the two of you broke apart and Bucky took your hand and the two of you went off to find the rest of the group. The halls echoed with your laughter as Bucky caught you up with his new life in Wakanda, he told you about the goats he named after you and Steve, how you just have to see them because he knows you’ll love them, about the new arm Shuri had made for him, and about the new coconut oil he was using to keep his hair healthy. You brought him up to date with your life as well, about how you haven’t slept on a good bed in so long, but you’ve learned 3 more languages, and that you have a newfound love of German food.
But your happy nostalgia came to an abrupt halt when you entered the room. “They’re on their way, and we don’t have much time left,” Bruce said. “They know the soul stone is in Vision, and they won’t stop until it’s out of Vision.”  You and Bucky looked at each other with concern, before turning to Wanda who had tears spilling out of her eyes, knowing that she would have to be the one to destroy Vision and the stone if it came to that. T’Challa’s younger sister Shuri spoke next.
“Then why don’t we take it out of him first?” She suggested. She and Bruce began to discuss with Wanda and Vision the scientific possibilities of removing the stone and destroying it without harming Vision while Steve pulled you, Bucky, Sam, and Natasha off to the side.
He explained that no matter what happened, the mission was to not let the Black Order near this room. “This is what we’re here to do, and really, it might be the last thing we do,” Steve explained. “But we’re soldiers today. We’re not just fighting for one people today, but the whole universe. So think of the people around you, those you love and those who love you.” You and Bucky kept your eyes ahead, but his metal digits found yours and gave you a small squeeze. “Those are the people looking up to us, so whatever it takes, we’re not gonna let them down. Not today, not ever.”
The sound of a crash ended Steve’s speech and the group flocked to the window to see the first aircraft land and crash. They were here. The team flocked out, leaving behind Wanda, Vision and Shuri but before you could leave, Bucky grabbed you by the arm. “Listen, doll, if anything… if anything happens--” but you cut him off with a kiss before he could finish his sentence. You grazed his cheek with your palm and he softened his grip on your arm.
“No, Buck,” you countered. “Tonight, after all this shit is over, and we’ve done our job, we’re gonna take a long shower, make some hot chocolate, and then lay in your bed and we’re gonna watch The Office until we fall asleep, while your goats bleat around us, okay? Because I love you, and you love me, and we’re not going to let each other down.” You kept a smile on your face but you could see the worry still etched in the wrinkles around Bucky’s eyes. “So let’s do this the way we’re gonna do the rest of our lives -- together.” His face finally softened and he leaned in to kiss you on the forehead with a whispered “I love you” before you sped out to meet with the group.
The battle was shifting in your favor for a while. By opening the small section, you and the other avengers were able to streamline the creatures summoned by the black order. You fought alongside Natasha, the two of you teaming up to maim and kill the alien demons. But eventually you realized that no matter how many you killed, there were another 10 to replace it and you began to grow tired, but you continued to fight, feeling all the more hopeless by the day. It wasn’t until Thor arrived that you once again had hope for the battle. But when Vision came down and Thanos arrived, you and the other Avengers rushed over to try to defend the stone. Thanos was powerful, but so were you and your friends.
While Steve had Thanos distracted you made an effort to immobilize the glove, as Bruce had mentioned that’s where his power was concentrated. Steve was throwing jabs left and right, and Sam covered for you as you attempted to plant a grenade in the palm of the gauntlet, hoping to at least make a dent in it. But before you could reach the palm of his hand, he shut his fist, causing the gauntlet to glow, and smacked you away from him. The magnitude of his attack sent you flying against a bed of rocks and you rolled off and onto your back, almost unable to move. You slowly stood up, leaning against a tree for support. Every bone in your body felt stretched and brittle and you sucked in a breath at the sharp pain. The world around you seemed to sink low and you felt heavy, as if your center of gravity shifted. Your vision was still hazy from the impact, but you could see that Thanos was nowhere to be found, your bet was that he used the stone to disappear to another part of the dense forest, and you were thankful because right now you couldn’t fight. There was no energy left for you to. You watched as your friends rushed over to where Vision was, trying to create a wall of defense around him in case Thanos showed back up, and you made an effort to shuffle over. But your legs wouldn’t budge, and every effort felt like fire in your bones. You continued to try until you saw Bucky and Natasha leave the group and run over towards you and a smile spread on your face at the sight. You extended your arm to them, but then you let out a gasp once you saw it.
That wasn’t your arm.
As Bucky and Nat got closer, you saw that the looks on their faces were not of concern, but of anger. Bucky, full of fury, let out a battle cry before swinging his metal arm against you. You had no time to react, as every movement brought you more pain, so instead you allowed yourself to be knocked down. You tried to speak, to call out to Bucky to let him know that it was you, but the only thing you could let out was a pained gasp as Bucky took a jab at your chest.
“Where the hell is she?!” he demanded, not relenting on his hits. Natasha watched as he continued, and tried to call out to him and pull him back, but Bucky resisted. He heard nothing but the sounds of his own sobs and the thuds of his metal fist against the broken purple body in front of him. “What did you do with her? Bring her back!” He moved his fists to your jaw and although your arm reached up to try to block the hits, you were too distracted by the pain in Bucky’s voice to push him away from you. Time seemed to move slower and the world slowly got darker, and you couldn’t help the guilt that made its way into your stomach when you thought about how you were going to be letting down a lot of people today.
It wasn’t until Bucky heard the pained shouts of Wanda from the group that he finally stopped attacking you and allowed Natasha to pull him away. “Jesus Christ, Bucky, something’s wrong,” she chastised him. He turned around to where Nat was looking to see two beams of red energy streaming in both directions -- one towards the stone in Vision’s head, and the other towards…
Bucky was finally hit with the realization and he fell down to his knees. He gave out a gradual crescendo of “No”s until he was screaming it with every ounce of oxygen in his body. Bucky couldn’t even keep his eyes open, feeling too guilty to even face the bloodied body in front of him, the body that was destroyed at his hands. At his cries, the real Thanos once again shut his fist and you returned to normal. “Buck,” you called to him, your voice now hoarse and laced with pain -- pain that he caused -- and he finally opened his eyes to look at you. He crawled over to you and lifted your head and laid it on his lap, still chanting “no, no, no,” like it was a prayer. He tried to stroke your hair, and you felt his hands tremble against your scalp. You forced out a smile, not wanting to Bucky to see your pain. “Don’t forget to add the cinnamon on my cocoa,” you whispered softly. Even over the sound of Wanda screaming in the distance, and Thanos ripping the stone out of Vision’s head, and the sound of Thor’s battlecry approaching, Bucky only heard your voice. You felt that you were allowed to be selfish, just this once, to want this moment to be only about you and the love of your life, since it would be the last one you shared.
He let out a sad chuckle in between his sobs, and began to speak. “How can I forget, doll? You’re always remindin’ me.” he rested his hand on your cheek, getting colder by the second. He bent down to press a kiss against your lips, barely feeling yours move under his. He pulled away and rested his forehead on yours, cradling your body in his arms and consumed by the ever familiar feeling of guilt. Even with HYDRA’s brainwashing out of his system, he managed to hurt someone else he loved, and although you would deny it, the guilt would forever haunt him. “I love you.” he whispered with a sad smile.
But before you could return his feelings, the echo of a snap hit your ear drums and you watched Bucky’s eyes widen in terror. You looked down at your hands to see yourself fading into ash. “Make it stop,” you cried, your breathing now erratic. “Bucky, I don’t want to be alone,” you sobbed as your body faded away into nothingness. Bucky tried in vain to grab the pieces as they flew away, hoping he could piece you back into the beautiful light you were out of the scattered ashes, but he every time he got close to a piece of you, it drifted away. He couldn’t even tell what was you anymore, as the pieces of you got lost with the ashes of the others who were ripped away. Thanos didn’t just destroy half of the universe, he wiped away all of Bucky’s heart. Now all that was left was a ghost of him, merely an echo of the man he was with you.
He looked around, seeing others in positions just like his: kneeling against spaces where bodies of their loved ones once lay, and the cries of guilt rose up in his chest as the sound of your last words echoed in his mind. Why were you the one paying the price for his mistakes? You didn’t deserve the ending you got, and he didn’t want to be here. He didn’t want to be alive. Not without you. Not alone.
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stray-writer-glitch · 6 years ago
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What are friends for?
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Pairing: Park Jae (Day6) x reader
Genre: angst to (platonic) fluff {non-idol au}
Word count: 1680
Requested: Hey! i hope the summer drabbles thing is turning out well! i love the passion you seem to have for it its kinda motivational since i wanna do requests like this again (i used to but kinda ghosted all social media for half a year whoops) ANYWAY i have a request!: Day6's Jae + hanahaki disease + platonic fluff = ??? i only recently learned that hanahaki was and honestly i wanna see what people do with the challenge of making it end happy :')
A/n: Thank you so much anon!!! This was an interesting request and I love the idea. I never really thought about how these can have a fluff ending so this was really a fun revelation for me as well! I enjoyed writing this and it really just wrote itself so I hope You enjoy it!
“I’m sorry.” You whispered. “I can’t.”
You’d never forget how the smile disappeared from his face, and color seemed to seep out of the sunset. It left the world dimmer, the refreshing breeze suddenly seeming cold.
“It’s okay.” Jae’s voice came out shakey after, what felt like, an eternity of silence. “I get it.”
“No you don’t. I really-”
“No y/n. It’s fine, okay?” He said forcefully.
You didn’t reply, not trusting your voice anymore.
“I really should have guessed.” Jae turned away from you, leaning on the railing of the bridge looking out across the quickly dimming park. “I felt tugs and pulls in my chest. You know the kind you always hear about from lovebirds? I just assumed it was normal to feel that when you’re in love.” He laughed bitterly. “Stupid huh?” He looked back at you.
You could tell he was trying to hold back his tears, his smile watery and bitter. You moved towards him but he stepped back raising his hand, his head down.
“No, don’t.” His voice was rasped and fragile. Vulnerable. “I don’t think I can handle that right now.”
That was what broke you. You turned away from him and ran. You ran away from the lonely figure of your best friend on the bridge in the middle of the park. You ran away and didn’t look to see him add his tears to the pond. You ran until your lungs screamed for air. You ran until your legs tripped over themselves. You ran until you reached home.
“Y/n? What are you doing here?” Your little brother asked in confusion opening the front door. “Oh my gosh are you okay?”
Wordlessly you hugged him, the tears you were holding back finally streaming down your face, sobs wrecking your body.
Dowoon didn’t say anything, just lead you inside and to the couch, never letting go. He let you cry on his shoulder, this didn’t happen often, he really didn’t know what to do so he just let you cry. Eventually you calmed down enough to explain the situation to him and your mum, who was at home too and came to comfort you as soon as she heard your sobs.
You stayed at your parent’s place for a few days after that. After getting your head cleared those few days you felt a little more ready to talk to your best friend again. However it seemed like Jae needed some more time.
Later that week Jae’s band, which included your brother by the way, had a gig at the park. There was a fair and they wanted a band to play, of course Sungjin agreed. It was a nice place, they had the gazebo with fairy lights set up everywhere and they had a wonderful performance, even getting a few of their older songs remade. You loved it and as usual stayed behind to help clean up the equipment.
“Hey where did Jae go?” You wondered handing Sungjin some wires.
“Don’t know.” Younghyun, slightly preoccupied with loading the sound equipment into the truck, threw over his shoulder.
“I thought I saw him head home.” Wonpil added in.
“Oh, okay, thanks.”
But you didn’t go after him. If Jae needed some time alone after what happened you were going to give it to him. You weren’t stupid, you noticed how tense he was that night. His eyes focused on anything but you, his singing was more strained, the smile that was usually present when he sang was nowhere to be seen that night. You hated seeing him like that, in pain.
It was weeks later that Jae finally contacted you. 
toll string-bean: hey, you up for movie night?
 just like old times
You stared at that message long after replying and agreeing on a time. You stared at it, millions of thoughts racing through your head. You didn’t know how to feel. Happy that he wanted to hang out with you like before? Sad because he was obviously still going to be in pain? Grateful or guilty for his decision to reach out despite the pain? His decision was no doubt influenced by you missing him, and him knowing that from the many texts you sent him. Oh the dozens of texts you left telling him you missed him and that you hoped he was taking care of himself. All the emotions and thoughts mixing and merging into a mess overwhelmed you. You plugged in your earbuds and fell onto your bed, letting the music soothe and block off the unwanted pressure.
    Hours later yo woke up to somebody nudging your foot. You pulled out the earbuds squinting up to see Jae standing above you a disapproving expression on his face.
    “So this is how it is now?” He said accusingly. “I’m being ignored for Schubert?”
    “It’s Bach, actually.” You deadpanned.
    “You are lucky I remember where you keep the spare key! If I had to stand out in that cold hall waiting for you to get your beauty sleep, which didn’t help you any by the way-”
    “Hey!” You grabbed your pillow smacking him.
He ducked away and retreated into the living room.
    That night was a fun one, he was right it was a lot like those before. You and Jae sassing the crap out of movies, stuffing yourselves full of popcorn. Jae’s commentary would make you laugh till your sides hurt, but for some reason, even though it was almost like old times, something hurt. It might have been the wince on Jae’s face every once in a while, or that he’d rub his hand over his chest every once in a while, as if that would ease the pain.
    About a month later he started coughing, soon the petals showed up, and the coughing only got worse. He cleared his throat often weeks beforehand but that was nothing compared to the coughing fits he’d have nowadays. It was a horrible hacking cough that shook his thinning frame, but he always brushed your concerns off, even though you saw him stuff something into his pocket. Jae would still joke around and act just like he had before this nightmare happened, but there was a bitter tinge in his laugh now, and a painful pull in his smile.
    Just like old times, you guys would meet everywhere. Going out with the band, bbq nights at Sungjin’s and dinners at your parent’s place, since the couple had practically adopted the entire crew that was friends with both their kids. There were odd bumping into each other on the streets again. Wonpil would invite both of you over for video games. You’d hang out with the group and partner up with Jae on nagging Brian, till he was ready to throw y’all into the nearest tree.
    It was another movie night. You had started to dread them. Hearing Jae hack up those petals hurt your heart, even though you knew you’d never be able to love him like he did you.
    “Sorry.” He smiled wearly stuffing another petal into his jacket’s pocket. You’ve had enough.
    “Jae we need to talk about this.” You paused the movie and turned to face him.
    “No. No we don’t y/n. Play the movie.” He refused, reaching for the remote.
    You knew you’d be too short to hold it out of his reach so you did the only sensible thing.
    “Y/n.” Jae said in a monotone, face stoic, not a trace of amusement. “Get off the remote.”
    “No Jae, we really need to talk about this.”
    “There’s nothing to talk about!” He erupted, anger and frustration evident in his voice. “You’ll never love me! We both know you physically can’t, that’s why I’m stuck this way! So I don’t know why you insist on bringing it all up again.”
    “Because I care dammit!” You cut his rant short.
    “What?”
    “I might never be able to love you but that doesn’t mean I can calmly watch you die and act as if nothing ever happened.” You lowered your voice. “Just get the surgery. Please Jae. I can’t watch you cough yourself to death because I was stupid enough to fall in love with a douchebag in high school.” There were tears running down your face but you couldn’t bring yourself to care.
    Jae was silent. He didn’t look at you. He just stared at his hands, a petal clenched in one fist.
    “Jae please.” It was barely a whisper.
    “Fine.” There was resolution in his tone. “ But on one condition.” He finally looked up at you. “Marry me.”
    “What?” You almost laughed.
"Marry me." He looked absolutely serious.
"Jae, this isn't a joking matter." You said voice choked by tears.
"And I'm not joking."
"Jae think for just a moment." You looked him dead in the eye. "You will not be able to love me as you do now. Romantic love is out. Permanently. Trust me. I know!"
He looked at you sadly, but you could tell his mind was already made up. "Will I be able to have the feelings you have for me now?"
"I...I guess so."
He smiled. "Then that's good enough for me."
With a sigh of something between pain and relief you let the tears fall. They streamed down your face and silent sobs wrecked your body. You were happy, but the tears wouldn't stop. Months of pent up stress over flowers growing in your best friend's lungs finally released. You felt his arms around you and immediately latched onto him. Wrapping your shaking hands around him.
After your crying subsided Jae pulled back a bit to see your face, gently wiping away the last of your tears.
"So? What do you say? Platonic marriage?"
"Why not?" A hiccup interrupting your giggle. "What are friends for?"
The smile on Jae's face was genuinely happy, for the first time in what seemed like forever. For the first time in months you felt happy and at ease.
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summerohnine · 7 years ago
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Fic Masterlist
Link to ao3
Link to my prompts
**Will update with new fics**
Parent!Phan Verse:
Take a Picture and Frame It
Tags: parent!phan, light angst, fluff
Warnings: existentialism
Word Count: 1.1k
Summary: Dan’s never been one to believe that ‘everything happens for a reason’, but he can’t help but think that Amelia was put into their lives by more than an off-chance.
Perfect
Tags: family, domestic, Parent!Phan, fluff
Warnings: none that I know of :)
Word Count: 1.4k
Summary: Phil didn’t know that he could love two people at once. But then, Amelia was born.
Oneshots:
you won’t be alone
warnings: homophobia
word count: 2k
summary: in which dan comes out to his parents in 2010 and things don’t go as planned.
Interrupted By Fireworks
Tags: fluff, cuddles
Warnings: slight bit of swearing
Word Count: 1.1k
Summary: Dan and Phil watch some fireworks while in America on the Fourth of July.
Let’s Dance
Tags: fluff, drunk, dancing
Warnings: mentions of alcohol
Word Count: 782
Summary: Dan and Phil slow dance in their lounge because their tipsy and in love.
The Only Thing I Know
Tags: songfic, 2009, first kiss, light angst
Warnings: small amounts of swearing
Word Count: 1.6k
Summary: Dan’s young and (possibly) in love but Phil is scared of moving too fast.
Based off “fallingforyou” by The 1975
Early Morning Introspection
Tags: reality, introspection, cuddles, established relationship, slight angst
Warnings: none
Word Count: 1.2k
Summary: It’s 3 A.M. and Dan’s mind is being consumed with thoughts of what could’ve been, which leads to a very important realization.
Come Undone
Tags: making out, 2009!phan, first kiss
Warnings: none that i can think of
Word Count: 1.2k
Summary: Dan and Phil’s first night together
Car Rides And The Unknown
Tags: fluff, cuddles, tour fic, thinking (is that a tag idk)
Warnings: mentions of depression
Word Count: 695
Summary: Dan finds roads at night scary but safe, mainly because of the person seated next to him.
To This Love (There Will Never Be An End)
Tags: fluff, teeny bit of angst, manchester, cuddles
Warnings: mentions of homophobia
Word Count: 1.9k
Summary: Dan and Phil go back to Manchester to reminisce on the early days.
title from colour me by juke ross
Not A Good Day
Tags: angst, depresssion, cuddles, comfort, fluffy ending
Warnings: depression, crying
Word Count: 751
Excerpt:
“Today isn’t a good day,” he said this morning as the sunlight poured into their bedroom. Phil rolled over and placed a kiss on Dan’s forehead.
“That’s okay,” he replied simply. That was always his answer. Because it was okay to have bad days.
Cuddles Are The Best Medicine
Tags: sick fic, domestic, fluff, cuddles, comfort
Warnings: none, it’s just pure fluff :)
Word Count: 1109
Summary: based on this prompt: “daniel has got the sniffles (the fLU) and philly just wants to cuddle”
I’m Not Okay
Tags: angst, depression, drabble
Warnings: depression
Word Count: 446
Summary: Dan finally admits to Phil what he’s been holding back for his entire life.
Based on a few prompts from this list.
Live On
Tags: angst, illness, cancer, drabble
Warnings: cancer, main character death, just very sad in general
Word Count: 821
Summary: Phil’s dying from cancer and there’s nothing anyone can do.
Inspired by this one line prompt, “Your life was my life’s best part.” From this prompt list.
Pillow Forts and Love
Tags: drabble, making out, fluff, domestic
Warnings: pre-smut
Word Count: 674
Summary: A quick lil drabble including dnp making out in a pillow fort
Don’t Let Go
Tags: Angst, suicide, established relationship
Warnings: suicide, major character death, overdosing, depression
Word Count: 1364
Summary: Dan’s falling apart inside, and he doesn’t think he can go on.
Disclaimer: In no way is this me glorifying suicide or depression. There is always an alternative to taking your own life. If talking about suicide is a trigger for you, I do not suggest you read this.
Do It For Me
Tags: Angst, eating disorders, au
Warnings: Eating disorders
Word Count: 1537
Summary: Based on this prompt: “TW//ed - - - - - dnp are in a recovery center for eating disorders. (you can choose which ones they have.) phil’s farther in recovery than dan, and dan’s having a hard time eating. phil cheers him on (can be friendship or relationship wise) and helps dan eat (: x”
Disclaimer: I do not have experience nor know anybody with an eating disorder, so I apologize if there is a lack of accuracy.
Teach Me
Tags: Fluff, domestic, piano, cuddling, established relationship
Warnings: none, just pure fluff
Word Count: 1067
Summary: Phil wants Dan to teach him piano, or maybe he just wants attention.
We Won’t Answer
Tags: Fluff, coming out
Warnings: none
Word Count: 1226
Summary: Based off this prompt: “Matching T-shirts (im with stupid, his Peter Pan, that’s my best friend, he’s my Superman/she’s my world, etc) maybe a head canon for coming out, like, someone suggests on in one of those “viewers pick my outfits” videos and they wear it and one of them makes a comment like “we are the hottest couple of the year” and that’s all they say about it, not answering any tweets or saying anything about it”
Everything You Are
Tags: Angst, break-up, Ed Sheeran songfic
Warnings: cheating, mentions of sex
Word count: 885
Summary: A songfic based on Ed Sheeran’s “Everything You Are”
Perfect
Tags: family, domestic, Parent!Phan, fluff
Warnings: none that I know of :)
Word Count: 1482
Summary: Phil didn’t know that he could love two people at once. But then, Amelia was born.
Reunion
Tags: angst, family, fluff, domestic
Warnings: mentions of homophobia, pre-smut, crying
Word Count: 2728
Summary: It’s Phil’s last day in Florida and he can’t wait to be home and hold his bear for the first time in two weeks.
Letters Never Sent
Tags: angst
Warnings: suicide, cheating, main character death
Word Count: 769
Summary: A collection of letters Phil has written to Dan that he will never get.
Just a Dream
Tags: angst, fluff, comfort
Warnings: cheating, fighting
Word Count: 1092
Summary: Dan has a bad dream and Phil comforts him
Kiss Me Like the First Time
Tags: angst, fluff, first kiss, 2022
Warnings: swearing, fighting
Word Count: 3050
Summary: “Remember our first kiss?” I asked, smiling up at Phil.
He chuckled softly. “How could I forget? That was the best kiss I had ever had. Although, I hadn’t kissed many people before that.”
I laughed and looked down at my hands. Somehow, they had found their way to Phil’s hands, and I was absentmindedly playing with his fingers. “Kiss me like that,” I said suddenly.
“What?” Phil said, startled.
“Kiss me like the first time.”
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memovouloir · 3 years ago
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With all due respect, much of this is very incorrect, and I say this as someone who worked on the policy update in question as an Isola mod at the time. That policy update and the discussion that went into it is one of the last things I worked on for Isola before I was no longer staff, so I remember it rather well.
For starters, regardless of the reason for the change, changing defined policy, that the memberbase has been operating under for a year, without any sort of notice, is not something that should happen, especially when doing so invalidates a reserve that someone sent in that would’ve been valid otherwise. A change in policy should happen with a post on the masterlist discussing the change, so that everyone is on the same page about the rules.
It’s not something that staff should just silently add to the rules page and straight up edit out of a past policy update post (and then link to that policy update post as a justification for cancelling the reserve; how would they know why it was cancelled when you completely edited out the relevant rule already?).
More to the point, that policy decision about no longer allowing drabbles was discussed amongst Isola staff at the time. A point was even made about why we would disallow drabbles but continue to allow meme responses—memes are still interactions with other members, whereas drabbles are not. The drabble rule was talked about, agreed on, and the entire policy update post was double checked by every member of the mod team at the time as well as any of the assistants who wanted to double check it, too, since they were also involved in the policy update discussion. Drabbles no longer counting for activity was not an oversight or misunderstood.
Further still, it was even brought up a month after the policy update went live; it was mentioned in the context of the Lost In Space activity check posts. You’ll notice that the January 2021 activity check mentions that drabbles are allowed, while the March activity check does not. Removing that wording was acknowledged in staff discussion channels and acknowledged by an assistant who is now an Isola mod, even.
Whether the current mod team agrees with the ruling now is a different story; changing the rule is fine if staff decides drabbles are fine, but to claim it was a mistake at the time and that no one meant for that rule to be added is just a lie, and even if it was, it was still written down as policy and has effectively been a rule for the memberbase to follow for a year now. Everyone (who is not staff) including the person who was sniped had the same information on this rule available to them, and the person who tried to snipe them had the right of it. Changing that policy should require telling everyone, not just stealthily changing it with no announcement, editing previous posts to hide it, and cancelling their reserve because of it.
Had skysprism not messaged you about it, how would someone else, who saw last year that drabbles were no longer allowed, know that the rule was changed? There was no announcement of it. When it comes to things like whether or not you’re inactive or snipeable, that’s kind of something people should know about when the change happens.
Now, putting the issue of stealth-changing rules aside, and looking at the rule you have re-added to the rules page:
“One drabble per month can count towards activity, but it must be at least 500 words and if they are constantly used we may deem you inactive.“
As far as I’m aware, the drabble in question is only 330 words long. So, the discussion on the rule being suddenly changed doesn’t even matter because they were inactive either way, and the person who tried to snipe them should’ve gotten the reserve whether drabbles count or not. Are you going to do anything about that?
This post got a bit longer than I intended it to be, so apologies for that, I suppose. I might’ve made it a message to the masterlist, but based on past experience with that both as Isola staff and an ordinary member, I wouldn’t expect a speedy response to that, if at all.
hey guys, just a quick question: when did the policy update get changed to exclude the update that said "drabbles will no longer count for activity requirements regardless of the post length"? i remember it being there but noticed it was silently changed. is there a reason for that and why was no announcement made if there was?
Hey Mew-mun!
It was a change that was made the other day due to an issue with a member being sniped over a drabble (this member was not staff nor were any staff familiar with them personally, for transparency). The rule read strangely to us, and upon discussion the most we could find that contributed to this rule being added were some vague discussions that weren't finalized conclusively and clashed with another of our policies. We made a lot of changes consecutively around that policy update and were having a number of conversations that bled together while ironing everything out, so we believe that this caused a misunderstanding and it was accentally added to the post without a full discussion because of it.
The rule itself actually contradicts one of our other policies, as mentioned above. We allow drabbles for events, so we didn't want to keep the misunderstanding in place when it would affect members who use drabbles in that way and have done so as recently as the last event. We also didn't want any issues to arise from it such as someone mistakenly losing their spot.
As for the snipe in question, there was no mention of drabbles on the rules page whatsoever, whether they were eligible or not, and so we weren't in a position to enforce that rule as it was written on the policy update. That just wouldn't have been fair to the mun.
This sniping situation was the first time it had come up in the year or so since that change was made and both parties were understanding when we spoke to them about what happened. We apologize for not publicly making it immediately clear and thus inadvertently lending itself to further misunderstandings. We have a number of updates rolling out in the coming week or two and had planned to note it in one of those posts so it wasn't just a toss-away mention that could get lost in the hustle and bustle of the dash.
In the future we'll make a quick post either way, so thank you for your question about it!
- the island stars.
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tonydadisbestdad · 7 years ago
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Master Summary List
A/N: The numbers are the order these stories were written in. Just to help me keep things in order.
MASTERLIST WITH LINKS * NOT Dad!Tony ~ Smut
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111. Forgotten Request by: Anonymous: Prompt: “And slowly... I was forgotten.” Tony Stark’s daughter is dead and she was dating Peter Parker and she dies like through being kidnapped or something and the story is from her point of view where everyone mourns her at first but then she thinks she is forgotten?? 108. * Healed Heartbreak Prompt: We’re texting for the first time in forever and I told you about some stupid thing I did and sent a sarcastic ‘you must really miss me, huh?’ And you just replied ‘yes’ and I my heart just broke. 107. Pretend To Be My Date For hollandroos Drabble Challenge! I’ve never done one before so I thought it might be time. Sophs I admire your work and I hope you enjoy this! 106. Dear Peter Parker Dear Evan Hansen AU 105. * Brother Sister Secrets (sister reader) Request from chloe-geoghegan1: would you be able to write a peter parker x sister reader please? Your writing is amazing! 103. It’s Never The Answer Request from anon: attempted suicide 102. Comfy Cute fluffy story for galaxyoffangirls 99. * Long Lost Love You were little when you had your first kiss with the love of your life and best friend, but then he was pulled from your life. What happens years later when you meet again and don’t realize just who you’re making out with. 98. Relief Request by anon: Could you do a stark!reader, where tony finds drugs in her room. Maybe even some peter parker x reader please 97. Told You So Request from anon (I think I can’t remember and forgot to write it down): Hey! I love all your dad tony fics, I was wondering if it would be okay for me to request a story? Like, what if Tony was trying to set TR and Peter up but they 'hate' one another and then when tony finally gives up Peter actually admits he likes her and fluff?? it's okay if you skip this, but i thought it was worth the ask x 95. * Crazy Inventions Request by anon: Can you write a story with the quote “last time I did that I got tased on my neck”. You can take it however you want to… it’s like a challenge. 93. A Knight’s Love Request from anon: Can I request a medieval au with Dad!Tony being the King and Peter being a Knight to help protect the the reader, but Peter really likes her and is scared because of Tony being the King? 92. * Gwen Stacy or Mary Jane Watson Request by @dancing4girls: Could I request a headcanon about Peter choosing between Gwen Stacy and MJ? 91. Senior Prom Stark Style Request by anon: How about Peter being nervous telling Dad!Tony about his huge crush on reader and trying to ask her to Homecoming so Tony, being the extra af dad he is, plans this whole thing to help Peter out and get his girl ^-^ -🌙 90. * That Dress I Like Summary: You’ve got a date tonight and you asked for advice on what to wear but I’m so in love with you and damn you look good in the outfit I picked out for you. 89. Stress Overload Request by Anon: Peter Parker x Stark!reader, reader is very closed off from the avengers and is just shy in general. She feels she can’t talk to them about her problems but along comes Peter and they instantly click. Tony isn’t too happy with them getting close but accepts it in the end 87. * Divine Intervention Request by: @dapartnerincrime99 Person c: “you know how I’m basically a god?” Person A: “yeah?” C: “then consider this as divine intervention.” C: *shouts out person a’s crush on person b.* 86. A Good Ending Request by Anon: Shy and Timid Reader x Peter where he catches her in the rain after she’s been ignored the whole day? Like everyone just passed by her without really talking to her and if she had spoken she was ignored, so he takes her to the tower, the rest is up to you! Is that too specific?? Sorry!! I hope this isn’t a bother!! 84. Would You Rather Request from anon: Imagine being Riri Williams (ironheart) and having to use your suit to save peter. Tony freaks out because 1 he hasn’t safely checked your suit (dad!tony vibes) and 2 because he doesn’t want you and peter in danger. I really don’t mind, whatever floats your boat. I feel like wringing a character like riri would be easier though……… 81. ~* I Can’t Believe You Broke Your Bed (DAD!TONYXPETER) Request by Anon: can I have 144 and 145 Peter x reader, where tony is Peter’s dad and in the morning they have to tell him why Peter needs a new bed? 80. * Meeting the Family (DAD!TONYXPETER) Request by anon: Could you do something with tony being peters dad and peter wants you to meet his family. Valentine’s 76-79 79. Steve’s Valentine’s Mission Request by @iams3bstan: I was wondering for a valentines idea where the reader is like Steve’s little sister and peter likes her so he send her anonymous roses but of course- stevie gets protective:,) thank you 78. Dadentines Day Request from anon: you being upset that you don’t have a valentine, so dad!Tony decides to spend the day with you. 77. Secret Admirer Request from Anon: Dad!Tony freaking out that his not so little girl having a secret admirer. 76. Not So Lonely Valentine’s Request from anon: Dad!Tony valentines one or even the avenger team? Reader is really lonely and wants to spend time with friends but everyone is busy, including Tony. But she pretends she has plans? Cause she’s very shy and nervous, she locks herself in her room. 75. Flirting for Jealousy Steve offers Peter some helpful advice when it comes to being jealous. 74. * Too Young ‘18’ by 5SOS in Peter’s POV about being sick of waiting to turn 21- from anon 72. Hero Mentality Fake boyfriend trope. Your boyfriend of a few years breaks up with you. So, you need someone to pretend to be him for a weekend to go home and meet your family. 71. * Wild and Free Song fic for ‘Wild and Free’ by Lena Meyer-Landrut 67. No One’s Fault You and your dad need to learn how to come together to cope. 65. Dad to the Rescue Not only did Tony tell Peter to stay out of things, he winds up having to save you and Peter. Jess’s Spooky Shorts 60-64 64. * Cute Costume You really aren’t all about the sexy costumes, but that doesn’t make you feel much better about yours. 63. Flying Popcorn You’re not a big fan of scary movies, too bad your boyfriend misunderstands when you tell him you want to watch some classic Halloween movies. 62. * Bobbing for Apples Someone doesn’t like bobbing for apples. 61. * Sweet Treats You get stuck babysitting on Halloween and it turns out sweeter than you thought it’d be. 60. Decorating Scares You’re decorating the tower when weird things start happening. 59. The Power of the Shower Peter needed to use your shower, and he certainly wasn’t expecting this to happen. 58. One Punch, Two Punch, Out the Door You regret going to a party, because a certain guy won’t leave you alone. 57. Surprise You have a surprise for Peter. 56. Midtown Catastrophe Midtown is under attack and it’s you and Peter to the rescue. 54. * Teleportation Hero You and Peter both have secret crushes on eachother, but also on other people. What happens when Tony want you on the team? 53. * “Slow Hands” Song fic based off the song by Niall Horan, I don’t think it needs more of a description. 52. * Secret Identity Blown Peter’s big secret finally gets out, so what happens when it does? 51. * The Ex Your first kiss with Peter doesn’t go the way you had imagined it might happen. 50. * Surprising Hotness Peter’s changing quite a lot and you finally decide to ask why. 49. It’s All About Personality Based off episode 7 of ‘The Spectacular Spider-Man’. Tony and May set you kids up on a blind date right after Tony releases you to the world. 48. More than an Idol You’re dating Peter and he talks you up to Tony and he wants to meet you and then you find out something you never thought was possible. 47. * Overflow Sometimes life just doesn’t go the way you wanted it to. 46. * Snow Storm You get to go on a mission to somewhere really cold, and get stuck in a cabin with the person you spend most of your time trying to avoid. 45. * On the Edge You find a sleepy spider asleep on your balcony one morning. 44. ~ “I had a wet dream about you.” You have a sex dream about Peter and that definitely put a wrench in things. 42. * Insignia Soulmate au, you really can’t figure out why you have a strange looking spider on you. 43. * Y/N and Peter’s First Date! You and Peter finally get together, but your date really doesn’t go as planned. 40. * Shadow You weren’t exactly a cat burglar, you only ever took one thing from the places you went, and you always took something in significant, just as a souvenir. That was until you ran into Spider-Man  39. * I can’t do this without you. You’re hurt on a mission and Peter is very upset.  37. Bodyguard Babe Your dad has a different job for Peter and that’s to be your undercover bodyguard. But what happens when undercover actually means pretend boyfriend? 36. Accidental Discovery Your journal is your life, so what happens when someone else get ahold of all your secrets? 35. * Sticky Situation Peter is having a horrible date until you come to his rescue. 34. What is this Feeling You were stuck in an abusive relationship, but everything starts to get better when a certain someone is there to help you recover. 33. Unsteady Song fic. Sometimes all you really need is someone to hold you while you cry. 32. It’s too early to get out of bed Staying in bed for once isn’t ideal, but it sure sounds lovely. 31. I’m Done Peter’s having a rough time keeping you safe and loving you. 29. You’re Hot, I’m Not Part II After all the times of Peter catching you looking not cute, you finally have an opportunity to show off and he ruins it. 28. You’re Hot, I’m Not Part I Every time you’ve had an interaction with Peter, you somehow manage to look absolutely terrible, little do you know he always thinks you look beautiful. 27. Growing Up Your dad finds out your secret and he doesn’t handle it at all like you thought he would. 26. * It was probably a trap You had a mission, and of course it went wrong, but lucky for you the greatest guy you know is on his way to rescue you. 25. * I Need You All you want is to be curled up with Peter after you have an awful nightmare, so that’s exactly what you plan on doing. 24. “Why didn’t you tell me you’re Spider-Man?” Some big secrets come out when you accidently bump into each other in a place you never thought you would. 23. Meddling Iron Dad Your dad decides that it’s time for him to stop minding his business. 22. * Bedbug You think someone is trying to break in but really it’s a spider trying to find his own home to get some rest. 20. * Undercover You were supposed to be in and out. It’s not your fault Peter got a little distracted along the way. 18. All Wet Time for vacation, your only problem is that you hate pools, and apparently Peter loves’em. 17. * Sleepless Nights It’s very early when Peter finally makes it in from his nightly patrol. 16. Secret Love Song Song fic. It hurts that your and Peter’s love has to be kept secret. 14. We’re Even You save Peter, Peter saves you. Some secrets are shared.  13. Sleep Deprivation and Wrong Beds After a long mission you lose your way in the compound and end up in a certain web slingers bed. 12. Personal Space Everybody has their thing. Yours was you didn’t like to be touched. It took Peter only a bit of time to figure that out, but once he did he’d do anything to make sure no one would ever touch you. 10. * Lies, Lies, Lies Peter struggles to keep his lives sorted out. 9. The saddest days can be the best days Peter can’t leave you alone when he knows you’re not okay. 8. ~ Untouchable Peter knew you were off limits, but he also can’t say no to you. 7. ~ It wasn’t hard to figure out You definitely didn’t need the entire Avengers team to find out what they did that morning. 6. Will you be my date You’re having a little trouble getting a guy off your tail, so you elicit Peter to help you get your point across. 5. Secrets are irrelevant when they can't be kept No one actually knows the truth of who you are. Then you meet Peter and your life of secrets takes an unexpected turn. 4. Loving you is easy, saying the words not so much You always knew how much you loved, you were just too afraid to say them, and not for the reasons one might typically think. 3. ~ Phone sex You think you’re in the clear to act up a little. 2. *~ I didn’t know you had a tattoo You may have forgotten to tell your boyfriend you have a tattoo for your favorite hero. 1. Gym Misunderstandings You were just sparring, however your dad seemed to think otherwise.
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114. * More Than Good Enough Request from anon: Would you be willing to write a Tom Holland x Reader fic where the reader is dating tom and is also an actress and she’s been facing a lot of rejection (like not getting parts) recently and she gets really depressed and thinks she’s not good enough and he comforts her and makes her feel better? 113. * Marriage Before Love Prompt: I think I got married on impulse last night… and after looking a second time, I don’t think I’ve made any mistakes. 112. * A New Life She Has Found You and Tom hate each other. You’re neighbors and he’s always trying to antagonize you. So what happens when you find yourself in an abusive relationship and he’s the only one you can turn to? 110. * Tinder Date You find Tom Holland on Tinder and start talking to him, the catch? This can’t possibly be Tom Holland. 96. * Happier Song fic “Happier” by Ed Sheeran 38. *~ “New Man” Song fic sort of. You and Tom breakup and neither of you are over the other even if you are with someone else. 30. *~ Watch out for those quiet ones What happens when a game of truth or dare gets a little out of hand? 21. ~ You’re hot, I’m horny, let’s fuck You and Tom definitely can’t hide your interest from each other. 19. Winning and Losing You’re devastated when you don’t make it to Tom winning the Rising Star Award. You’re even more so when you see headlines the next morning.
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15. Love and Loss and Love Again Love isn’t always easy. Especially when not all parties are aware of it.
Focus is Dad!Tony/RDJ some xPeter tho
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109. Teasing Cast Mates Request from anon: reader plays tony stark’s daughter in the avengers movies and she’s like a new character. them on a show (either an interview or something like jimmy fallon) and her and rdj have a really cute relationship and it shows and all the other cast members kinda tease them 104. Awful News Request from anon: I love your writing! Can you please write something about Tony telling the reader Peter is dead after infinity war? I know it’s been done before but ?? 100. New School Year Request by @keep-a-bucket-full-of-stars: Hey there, I was just wondering—this is something I literally JUST thought of hahah— could you maybe do a Dad!RDJ Au where his (reader) daughter is like on her way to school and gets ambushed my reporter so overprotective Mama Bear Robert has to save the day and kick some ass?? Thank you so much and good luck with college!😊 94. Hand To Hand Combat Request by anon: Could you please write about: Tony being really mad that Captain America beat him in hand to hand combat (end of civil war) and complaining to his kid. And the kid suggesting tony train with Natasha because he forces them to train even though the kid has an iron suit. Then The three of them are training and tony is constantly complaining. You can take it however, I’m more suggesting the concept 88. Roasted SO When I asked for requests I got two that could work together. I hope you guys don’t mind me combining them. They were both from anon’s: The reader being Tony’s kid, and all the avengers thinking they are super sweet, until one day they sass/roast the avengers. And tony is like I told you guys… AND…  Would you write an image about Tony’s kid hardcore interrogating all the avengers. Peter does that stuff really come out of you. Captain are you really old. Wanda why are you crushing on an android. You can take it how ever you want to. I’m sorry I kinda changed the second one I realized after writing… if you want a rewrite alone I can do that. 83.  Apple Cider Can Fix Anything Request by Anon: Y/N trying to get Tony to stop stress drinking pouring out all his alcohol and replacing it with apple cider. The two of them turn it into a ritual, every night drinking cider and talking it out. 82. My Dear Summary: Mainly based off the song ‘My Dear’ by: Matty Mullins, but the song is kinda religious so obviously I changed that aspect. Reader has to sit and watch a video from her dad that he left in his will. 73. Follow The Rules And You Won’t Get Hurt Request: Peter and Tony are at the tower and Peter gets in a fight with Tony for whatever reason (probably Peter being stupid and risking his life again) and Tony’s yelling at him and Peter gets shot through the window. I want him to get like, ‘if it weren’t for his super healing, he’d be dead’ kind of injured and just him. 69. The Stark Anxiety Anxiety runs in the family, and you just can’t help the panic attack that happens at an event you’re at with your dad. 68. Skepticism At It’s Best Tony really can’t believe his eyes when he sees you and Peter flirting with each other. 66. Superboy and the Invisible Girl Song fic based on the song from Next to Normal. In your eyes, your own father would rather be a better parent to someone else rather than his own daughter. 55. Yours If You Want It Masterlist Song fic based from Rascal Flatts. Tony would give you anything in your life. No matter what, no matter how hard it might be for him. 41. Happy Birthday, Dad! You’re planning a surprise party, so you make Peter keep your dad occupied fro the day. 11. I’m your daughter Part 1: All your life you never would have guess who your dad was, turns out he was just as surprised as you were. Part 2: Request by @missrowle: I’m your daughter more parts. Teams reaction if or when they meet her.
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70. Long Ride The reader is stuck in the elevator with Tony and Steve and the guys are arguing about something stupid. She’s getting so sick of listening to them bicker so she decides to put her hands over her ears and let out a series of horrifying screams. The guys stop arguing to help but she suddenly stops and they get out of the elevator. They ask her what was wrong and she’s just “got you to stop arguing didn’t I?”
NOT xReader
85. Find the Cure Request by Anon: How about Tony and Peter are living in a Zombie Apocalypse for some time now. And now one of them is bitten - for you to choose - and the only way to stop the transformation is to take out the heart before he turns. I expect lots of father and son fluff and how they will not be able to live without the other anymore. Have fun ;) 101. Science Fair Request by pishposhpink: For you requests, uhm, tony helping peter on a school project??? like a science fair? (Child!Peter would be preferable, but it’s up to you. ^^)
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yeoldontknow · 7 years ago
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800 Followers Inspire Forever
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it has been three days since i hit the last hundred; i am still working on the drabbles from 600; and now it is barely mid morning and this glorious event has occurred. i know i say it every single time, but it’s true: i literally cannot believe this has happened or is happening. it’s happening so quickly and im overwhelmed every single day. i feel so truly honored and blessed that people are still arriving at my blog, deciding they want to see more PCY/Hoseok meltdowns, and me drunkenly waxing poetic about My Guys. i appreciate every single one of you to actual infinity, and i dont have any words to describe how happy this makes me, or how amazed it makes me. 
SO instead of blathering everyone’s ear off about how crazy this is to me or how blessed it makes me feel; instead of doing a follow forever like i did for the first 500, im going to do something different. 
i want to do a kind of inspiration post where i detail the people here who inspire me to be better, both as a creative person and a general human, and the people who, even if they don’t follow me, manage their time here with grace, aplomb, and wild creativity. for each person listed, i will rec my fave things. that said, i would like to make clear i am not a fic recs blog and i will explain why below. 
LETS GET INTO IT
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ive actually only been in the kpop world since april, so when i tell you this is all happening crazy fast to me - i mean this is bonkers. but i spent a solid month in april reading the hell out of the fandom’s work. i think there was a good three weeks where i did nothing but tear through some masterlists, and i even stayed up an entire saturday night until 8AM finishing a fic. i dont have that much time anymore to read, though i try to. it takes me longer, especially because i dont read on days im writing, and summer traveling + weddings makes it hard. but i still read and i still follow posts and even though it takes me time, im still there. for this reason, i am not an adequate fic recs blog and im sure there is tons of content i will be missing. 
but these are the people/writers to inspire me everyday to push, and continue, and world build until the only reality i have is one filled with beauty and joy <3
bold | mutuals / italics | non-mutual whose writing i adore
@kpopfanfictrash - my duchess. her fic One Shot was the very first fic i ever read in the kpop fandom, and from there she has moved swiftly into being one of my closest friends; a soundboard for my fantasy worlds, a demon who feeds me tae pictures even when i dont need (or want) them, and a sister who listens to me vent when i am stressed. she is supportive, genuine, and kind, and inspires me daily to give back this same loving, positive energy. her mind bewilders me, how full it is of characters, worlds, and words. she is second to none and that is why she is first here.  Fic Rec: literally her entire masterlist is gold, but Addewid and No Strings are must reads that not only will have you falling in love with every character and world, but will show you just how versatile of a writer she is.
@kollectionn - after i read One Shot, i found Charred. i read charred, struck, and then her entire masterlist - in two days. two days. i re-read charred on the third, and then sent her an ask because i couldnt cope with how good it was and wanted to cry at someone about it. i thought shed be whatever about it, but she was kind. and then we started talking. and now we talk everyday, and i get to call her one of my best friends. i get really emotional when i talk about C because, to me, she is the epitome of good-ness. the heart she has, the imagination she has - unprecedented. she pushes me into whole magical worlds i never thought possible and i am blessed to have her in my life. Fic Rec: Charred but like, read Struck and Roots too. the entire Other World series is published book quality and its been a while since ive read a fantasy this interwoven and connected and VIVID.
@daegusoftboys - the first BTS fic i ever read was Long Forgotten Sons. i’m really not sure how i found it, only know that after shan started launching me down the BTS rabbit hole i found a sort of oasis fever dream of a zombie au and i devoured it all in about an hour. and then i got to talk to jo, and my whole life brightened. jo is so gentle and sweet - soft, but subtle in her wit and makes me die with laughter. im inspired by her mind daily, im inspired by her sweetness. i would walk through fire for her just to ensure she got to wave at yoongi. so open and gentle and bewilderingly creative, im so, so happy i get to call her my Aquarius Sister. Fic Rec: Long Forgotten Sons - literally AMAZING
@the-porcelain-doll-xo - seems only fitting that i devoured her masterlist after i found her PCY smut. my sister wife, my chogihoe, a real sister whom i adore to pieces. i didn’t know her at all, had never talked to her, but felt a strong affinity to her - the magnetic poles of the universe saying ‘you are both hoes and really should be friends.’ i love that she has over 300 biases because it makes sense - fal has so much love to give, i can’t fathom ever wanting to restrict it. i love that she understands my passion for PCYs ears - because they are perfect and there is one for both of us. i love that she is unwavering in her honesty and her bravery and her kindness. the world needs more of her, and im glad i get this one <3 Fic Rec: Across The Hall, At Large, and Touch
@nunchiwrites - after the EXO NJ show, i was shook to death. and through my random searches here, i found her account of her time at the gig and, thus, her masterlist. id already had an idea for a vampire story in my head, so i didnt actually start reading Devil’s Advocate until about a month into talking to her - and i really think im blessed. i got to read everything else she wrote, got to get to know her as a person and as an angel - literally, an angel, sent from heaven to make this earth a better place. i got to see her for who she is - my tiny queen, my little sister. my first writer friend here, one of my first friends here in general. im lucky and blessed to have her <3 Fic Rec: Devil’s Advocate but also Of Lemon Grass and French Vanilla
@xhixtape - i read her entire masterlist on a plane in june. this was not long after i had just discerned that hobi was my bias and, unless EXO came back, he was gonna be fighting PCY for ult status (he lost, but like...eh still trying). her writing did not help. every story is unique in its characterization and every story is so believable and human. having followed her for a while, there’s a genuineness to the way she runs her blog and writes her stories. i admire this, how open and kind she is. and as a hobihoe, im really grateful that she keeps my ass well fed even if she doesn’t know it.  Fic Rec: View From 4-B - this entire universe is golden
@1honeypot - do you want me to wax poetic about Dépaysement for an hour? because i can? tbh, i started this because hobi and also i speak french, so i thought this was a francais kind of thing. stayed because 1) it’s literally amazing 2) the characters real, genuine, human, and hilarious 3) because the universe itself is filled to the brim with characters who are so unique and not cardboard cutouts of background scenery (lmao im not witty) that the world feels textured and rich Fic Rec: obviously Dépaysement - educate yourselves
@imdifferentshadesofpurple - a queen, a goddess divine. only recently have been lucky enough to call her a friend and collaborator (hello cartel, yes we see you!). mo is a literal, actual angel. someone i cannot believe is real. how she finds time in her day to do all the things she does PLUS be engaged, supportive, chatty, open, im constantly amazed. every time i talk to her, im filled with positive energy and a desire to push myself to accomplish more. shes a queen, a literal queen. Fic Rec: The Bone Witch - i binged this last week and im shaken to the core
other writers and people who inspire me and push me to live my best life include:
@pebble-xo (please read soulmate au alone because its iconic, and she also is a goddess made of kindness <3) @ellieljade @rapmonluv @kimnamwho (BABY GIRL YOU IS A WRITER NOW) @kpopandlock (you is an inspiration dont even pretend) @rudeboywonho (READ HER JINYOUNG TIME LORD OH MY HEAVENS TO BETSY, also she is a wife of mine and i love her so much i can hardly cope) @suhotrashanon (my OTHER wife, i never said i wasnt a hoe) @suho-mochi @chanyeolspout and @soobadnoonecanstopher
everyone listed here, plus more, inspires me every single day in some way. it doesnt matter if they are mutuals or not, they deserve recognition for their talents, their kindness, and their willingness to give their imagination to the world. creating content is difficult - remaining positive is even more difficult. if the only thing you get out of this long post is some great stories to read - hurray! but pay attention to the people behind the blogs, because they are incredible too.
i want to thank every single person (all 811 of you, two more arrived while writing this HELLO FRIENDS) for clicking follow on my blog. i hope i can continue to to keep your dash fun, positive, and filled with love. you are all special, meaningful, and beautiful. please treat yourselves with kindness, today and always <3
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jestbee · 8 years ago
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June 1: Jealousy is just how I operate
Title: Jealousy is just how I operate Tags: Fluff, implied reference to sex happening after this?, drabble, jealous!Dan, Words: ~1k Summary: There’s a new girl at the radio station. She’s flirty, Phil is charming and Dan? Dan is jealous.
Prompt: Anon sent - Jealous!Dan & radio show are probably my favorite tropes.
FEDIJ Day: June 1
Previous Day | Masterlist of fics so far
[AO3 Link]
Dan is absolutely useless at hiding his jealousy. It’s just a fact, like the colour of his hair or eyes or the hand he writes with. Dan has brown hair, brown eyes, writes with his left hand and is liable to setting his mouth in a firm line and glaring at the offender when jealous.
It doesn’t usually happen at work though. Everyone around here is usually a known entity and while they might not know why they do know, that Dan and Phil are unavailable. They’ve probably all come to their own conclusions as to why.
Today is the worst moment for this to happen. They’ve been bickering all morning, both tired and running late. Phil nagging, Dan dragging his feet spitefully, convinced they’ll make it regardless of how long he procrastinates. He makes Phil go all the way back up the stairs for the notes they made for the show, because Dan maintains he hadn’t agreed that he was the one bringing them anyway.
So by the time they make it to the studio, a hefty silence has fallen over them. They both know it’s temporary, they both know they’ll be fine as soon as they get on air, but they’re holding their pride close to their chests anyway, neither wanting to be the first to break.
Which is why the unwelcome sigh of a new young intern who obviously recognises them is a massive problem to Dan.
She’s clearly zeroed in on Phil, not that Dan can blame her. His boyfriend is looking particularly attractive today, his red checked shirt with the sleeves rolled up, and of course he has to be wearing the damn glasses.
Phil is lovely, of course, all flustered chatting, wild gesticulating hands, listening to ‘Anna’ introduce herself. He’s friendly and bumbling and the perfect gentleman. Dan is seething.
“You’re so much taller in person,” she’s saying, wrapping her stupid hair around her finger, biting her lip. “Oh god, was that a stupid thing to say?”
“Yeah we’re both giants,” Phil says, including Dan, to his credit.
“Oh, yeah.” The girl says, barely giving a glance in Dan’s direction. “Sorry, I’m just so excited to meet you. I watch all your videos, I was stoked when they said I’d be assisting on your show today.”
Dan manages to bite his tongue, but if the face of his producer is anything to go by, he doesn’t hide the glare very well. Ros shakes her head at him, but he doesn’t relax.
“Great,” Phil is smiling, “Good to meet you too. Thanks for watching.”
“We should go for lunch sometime.” She suggests, her voice breathy and alluring and Dan wants her to die.
“Um, well… We’re not usually in the office during the day,” Phil mumbles, flummoxed, “Our show is generally in the evening and all. But, I’m sure we’ll see you around.”
Phil manages to extricate himself from the conversation, but doesn’t seem to have picked up on anything. Anna looks up at Dan and he tries to shift the look off his face because, really, best friends shouldn’t look like that when some girl is flirting with their mate. He just about gets away with it.
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Once the show is over, Dan is still rattled. He must look more perturbed than usual because Phil brings it up in the lift on the way down.
“Are you still mad about earlier?” he asks, clearly fine with being the one to break their silence first. The radio show doesn’t count, that’s a mutually agreed truce from whatever they have going on.
“Nope.”
“Well--” Phil shrugged, jostling his bag straps further onto his shoulders, “that’s good.”
“Yup.”
Phil lets out a chuckle. “You’re doing a great job of convincing me.”
“I can’t even remember what we were fighting about,” Dan insists.
“Something has you pissed off.”
“Nope.”
“Dan…” Phil risks reaching out to run a hand down his arm softly. They usually maintain the distance in public, but they’re alone in the lift.
Dan stares straight ahead, not even focusing on their reflections in the door.
“Fine,” Phil huffs, “Ignore me.”
“Why don’t you go speak to Anna?” His voice sounds way more high pitched and spiteful than he’d intended. He knows he’s being ridiculous but somehow he can’t stop himself.
“Awh,” Phil says, sliding over to him and wrapping an arm around his shoulders. It’s a bold move and he needs to be ready to move when the doors open, this lift ride won’t last forever. “You’re jealous.”
“Am not.”
“You are,” Phil laughs, squeezing him gently. “It’s cute.”
“M’not cute.”
“Okay,” Phil placates him, “If you say so.” He drops his arm, Dan wishes he could keep it there to be honest.
The doors open on the lobby and Dan doesn’t talk as he trails after Phil and into their awaiting taxi.
“Why are you always so nice to them?” he asks when they’re in the back seat, orange street lights flickering intermittently across Phil’s face, lighting him up at random intervals.
“Who?”
“Girls, boys, people. That flirt with you.”
Phil turns to look at him, throwing his face into shadow, but Dan can see the smirk on his face anyway.
“Maybe because I know it winds you up,” he suggests, “And you usually react rather… possessively later on.”
Dan lets his mouth curl up at one corner and drops a hidden hand to Phil’s thigh. “I’ll show you possessive when we get home,” he rumbles, voice low.
“Promise?” Phil replies, crooking an eyebrow.
Dan smiles and all thoughts of whatever fight they’d been having earlier completely leave his head.
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