#because no job = no insurance
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I'm really so fucking anxious when I don't have a job, even if I have billions on my bank account, I want to cry...
#because no job = no insurance#even if you're a medical student - u can't registrate to any government hospital and have a family doctor until you get a job#and without a family doctor you basically cannot have a free medical check-up#and private clinics cost like crazy#one simple pulmonologist consultation without any additional tests -> 70 euros#the thing is that most students here have parents here which somehow lets them attend the doctors for free.. but me? nope :)))#LET ME IN LET ME INNNMMM#and you need to work for at least 6 months in order to EVEN GET A STATUS OF “UNEMPLOYED” AAAA#and no one gives a shit if you also study#seriously you better never be ill in Europe#there is no fucking way for you to SIMPLY survive without corruption and connections#If you wanna be ill - go to Ukraine
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Yesterday was Sparta's gotcha day and by extension my 10 year mark as a dog owner. I'd never had responsibility for a dog before, hadn't grown up with dogs, didn't know what I was in for, and certainly had no idea how far this little dog would take me.
#i wont put the whole weight of my mental health on an animal - that wouldnt be fair to her#but 10 years ago i was sad and isolated and i spent my dads life insurance payout on a puppy. unsure if it was responsible because i had#no job no plans no ambitions and definitely no intention of living all the way to 30#i turned 31 last month.
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I need at least $30 to be able eat anything at all today
Could anyone help me at all
PayPal.me/vvaite
#I can’t afford long term groceries and I don’t get mutual aid to pay my bills or rent#and my job didn’t pay me my last paycheck#basically I’m dying the past few months#no insurance or snap either because the govt is incompetent
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These two would [flipping] hate each other, someone's gonna loose a hand at the very very least each time they see each other.
explosions happen often.
#mtt#mettaton#undertale mtt#box mettaton#original art#art#uty#undertale#uty axis#axis 014#axis014#these two would rip eachother apart if given the motivation#NOT a ship#also i didnt notice til i looked at a ref that MTT has 4 lil dials not 3#fuck#soooryyy#the idea of axis being hired by MTT is so silly#its only because thats the only job that offers breakdown insurance#poor alphys having to glue these two back together every day
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guess who just received. a. job offfeerrrrrrrr.
#excited for employment but also#mourning my unemployment era#this is good because. like. i need a job to survive#but also like. aw man i gotta work? sigh#start date forthcoming lmao#if i can just get past the shitty “ah fuck no fucking health insurance” bullshit era it'll be. ok#personal
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Every time I hear that one viral audio that’s like
“Babe, come back to bed!”
“Not now, Darling, I’m not done with my online banking.”
“FUCK, that’s so hot!!”
“That’s why I do it.”
I always think of Paulkins and Lautski and I can’t figure out which it fits more lmao
#hatchetfield#starkid#where is this audio from#paul matthews#emma perkins#stephanie lauter#peter spankoffski#paulkins#lautski#it could be more Lautski because Steph is sapiosexual and finds his nerdy shit hot#or it could be Emma because in Forever and Always Emdroid says it’s a turn on that he stays at the job he hates for health insurance#it just depends on what brand of pathetic you decide it is I guess
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I am really tired of a situation rn.
#fe three houses#felix hugo fraldarius#me using felix on my angy days because he is my angersona? you bet!#anyway if you want to try to get someones money or something bc you hurt your own car banging into mine#can you try to be a bit more timely with it buddy come on you hit me on feb29 !#why am i getting your insurance company calling me today !#also i would like to point out i didnt do it and neither of us were hurt and i filed a claim with my own insurance comp#and also filed a police report bc he didnt even suggest calling the cops to the scene#so like yeah hey man maybe you and your insurance company can move a lil faster or smth#literally everything that happened the day of is - according to my dad - an intimidation tactic#i look like im 15 and he probably thinks he can take advantage of a new driver but ya know! tough luck!#im just really tired and stressed over multiple things not negative so getting this on top of it was like#bro .................... anyway my phone didnt pick up for some reason so i called back and then nothing got resolved#cause the person who actually called me wasnt around to connect the line to from the guy who answered#idk man just its a lot despite my v minimal energy#got a job interview on monday tho ! and then also next week is an eye exam#and you might be thinking isnt that a good thing to get your eyes checked? you are correct but i am horrified#there are two body parts that give me absolute anxiety and eyes are one of them#and i know my eye sight is declining and im just v anxious#its fine im going to be fine i just have to be anxious about it
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had one of the…worst days ever. truly a weak finale to age 25! do not recommend.
#it’s probably selfish but I do hope someone draws something for me tomorrow :’)#art is like the best thing ever when its gifted bc it means so much but i know its a lot to ask#anyway ill probably spend my 26th at home playing video games and trying to forget how lame the world is#then i have to go look for a job and buy insurance because today the job i went to turned out to not be as advertised :/#wasted a lot of money to figure that out too#nonsense#and lots of complaining#apologies
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financial independence changed my whole outlook on life i really mean that. i will work my ass off and i will do it for MYSELF and it feels so rewarding to know that i dont have to answer to anyone about my time or money but ME. it gives me the motivation to do the best i can so i can give myself the best life possible u know
#talky cherub#JUST THINKIN ABOUT THIS#sometimes im so grateful for that 7 yr relationship ending because it forced me to take care of myself#well i mean. i have to answer to my job ALKFDLA but u kno what i mean. personal relationships. tjats what im referring to.#the other day#my mom was like . lecturing me abt something about my car and i was like gurl u dont pay my insurance. u cant tell me a thing#and she likes to tell me how to spend my money#DONT buy this DONT buy that#HELLO I HAVE A WHOLE BUDGET and u dont have access to my accounts . mind your business!#sorry for oversharing again <3#tmi cherub
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was gonna make a little "if you enjoy my glitter & blinkies, send me a tip for my bday" post ...
but also the relative who'd agreed to help me with rent & college costs backed out because she doesn't want me to transition. AND my delivery of groceries & cleaning supplies was just stolen 😮💨 so help is super extra appreciated rn. I'm having dismally bad luck job hunting.
kofi or throne (you can send stuff directly to me through this + it has a wishlist. Brita filter & food are most important!)
venmo is Grubcore
#scared 😃#trans#mutual aid#not to over share on glitter blog#my aunt who HAD agreed to cover rent if i got into college isn't giving me any money because she's afraid I'll use it to transition 🥲#I had no clue she was THAT transphobic and it's really just. miserable. she always said she'd cover college costs#but finding out right while I'm trying to apply for classes that I'm going to have to do this all on my own#is like a pit in my stomach#hopefully the college will help me find a job they have resources to help w that but i have no clue how long it'll take#scared. sad#my bday was last week btw not today#Also I need contact lenses and my insurance won't cover them! it's like $90 minimum ew. plus wtv solution costs#job hunting while disabled & trans 😵💫
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overly comitting to things —-> —-> —-> always on edge and preparing for good things to end
#im v anxious about getting medical things done asap while i have insurance because what if i lose my job#and i keep preparing to get fired even if i am doing a good job
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For those who are unsure of whether or not they really have the "sensitivity to cold" symptom of fibromyalgia, because you think that it's just you not being able to handle colder temperatures like other people, that's one way of putting it. The other way is, when it's winter and the temperatures start dropping, do you feel your pain more intensely? Do you feel like you have more problems with your joints? Is your partner always commenting how cold your fingers and toes are, but it somehow gets more frequent in winter? Those are other ways to consider being sensitive to the cold.
#just a little food for thought#I'm thinking bc I'm high af#I had to take an entire 50 mg gummy tonight because I had some serious fucking pain#I didn't realize it was going to be a consistent pattern of winter making me feel like shit#but here we are in year two of No Longer Ignoring My Symptoms#and I'm still questioning whether or not it's actually fibromyalgia#like I 100% definitively know what it is#I just still don't have the doctors sign off bc I hate phone calls and I'm getting new insurance next month#so I figure might as well wait to see if the new insurance covers any differently#things to look forward to with the new job#anyways I'm forever grateful I didn't have to jump through every stupid ass hoop my husband did when he went full time with my company#it's explicitly designed against people who aren't neurotypical and it's honestly the most bullshit program ever#no they don't give full time by merit in my company#I really only got the job because my file boss wanted me explicitly for her job when she retires#and I will be eternally grateful that she saw something in me that no other manager saw#anyways ignore all these tags anyone who reads this that found this in the fibromyalgia tag instead of my blog#fibromyalgia#>.>#kudos to those who read this far#your journey shall reward you with a small token of my gratitude#🐦⬛ a friend for you
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broke my glasses somehow and i don’t have insurance to get new ones, so if the next fics i post are bad, that’s why
#jk my fics already aren’t the best because I don’t proofread them because I’m too excited to post what I’ve written#getting kicked off of your mom’s insurance after turning 26 is so fun#not being able to find a full time job with benefits is also fun#how am I going to play overwatch now😭#I’m going to burn my eyeballs having to sit even closer to my tv
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i've been diving a lot deeper into adhd symptoms and comorbidities and misdiagnoses and whenever i tell my boyfriend something i learned that sounds like me he responds with something like
#idk he knows me more than anyone bc i can't hide the parts i'm ashamed of from him#last night he was like. yeah EYE think you have adhd but i'm just some guy#idk i'm excited about this not because i want to be Quirky for internet reasons. yknow. but bc i've felt like an impostor of a human being#and i have no sense of self and i can't get myself to do basic tasks and the thought of doing something i don't want to do#genuinely makes me want to throw up/my brain shuts down/i can't think or talk or function to the point where i can't work.#so i can't support myself. so i feel terrible about myself. and i've been in and out of therapy for 20 years and have numerous diagnoses#that have never really felt like they fully encapsulate what's going on. and like. i've kinda just internalized that i'm not as good at#being a person as everyone else because i struggle so so much. like yeah i did well in school but i had to sacrifice literally everything#else to do that. idk how everyone else is managing to have a job and hobbies and friends#i get to pick like. one now. i used to be able to juggle everything to some degree although i felt like i was being careless in all areas#except school. i'm so scared of making mistakes or starting anything or talking to new people or trying new hobbies#because i know it won't interest me more than a couple weeks MAX and i'll feel listless and restless again#and i've come to understand this as part of who i am at my core. i'm just someone who can't commit and isn't reliable or a good friend#i just want so badly for that not to be the case because i want so badly to not be stuck like this#idk im going home to talk to my dad this weekend and just rest because i'm really really not doing well#which is why i'm scrambling to try to figure out what's going on with me because idk how much longer i feasibly can do this#and i might be moving back to the pnw bc therapists in pa don't work with medicaid#and no psychiatrists near me are taking new patients. and i can't work to get on private insurance. but therapists in or do work w medicaid#so idk. again if youre diagnosed w adhd and this sounds not like someone who is consuming social media brain rot content about adhd#but rather someone whose experiences you identify with. please let me know. please please#i am reaching out to professionals also but things move slowly and i'm trying to compile evidence so i don't sound like i'm making it up
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sorry i need to just scream abt bad things and evil thoughts
#financial aid is still pending and deadlines are past due so i won’t be going to school#i crashed my car in to a tree the other day#my application for healthcare also is ‘pending’ and they won’t give me an answer at all about approving or denying it#my last hope is a job interview i have on wednesday and i’m hoping i can finally get hired full time soemhwere#simply because i can get insurance that will HOPEFULLY cover reduction/top surgery#but at this point i’m so worn out and exhausted#the idea of having to work for a whole year and then attend a whole year of dr visits trying to convince them i need this#plus consultations#and the possibility of still being denied#makes me feel insane and i want to give up on the life race#all that work does not seem worth it i can’t picture my mental health being good enough for that for the next 2-3 years#also there is something i really want to draw but no matter how hard i try it’s not working#anyways if u made it this far thanks#hope you have a good day
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My landlord broke the news to me that he might have a potential buyer on the property I, and my neighbors, live in and that I have a YEAR to find a new place or my rent is gonna increase dramatically (again)…
#personal#Happy Monday to me!#My one neighbor is elderly/lives on Section 8/is poor and I know is gonna try and encourage him to not do so. She’s gonna be devastated.#My landlord hasn’t even dropped the news to her yet because even he knows she will be.#Worse comes to worse I’m gonna have to move back in with my mom and her boyfriend. That’s absolute worse case scenario.#<- And I might have to because rent prices are outrageous even here.#Now would be a good time to jump ship and move somewhere else like a different city.#However I would have to find a new job as mine is local and I’d lose my insurance and it would be a mess. I DONT want that.
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