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do you remember what/when was your first exposure to lesbianism (women loving women in case u dont know what that means) (its like gay men but instead of being men theyre women, its pretty fun and cool)
LESBIANISM ???? WOMEN ??? owha ..... might havw to resesrch girls kissing later ...
i think my first exposure to lesbianism (like girls actually kissing) was this story on the game episode, and i clearly remeber that i was playing a story about love and it.had options to date men and women, or the bsecual option, "i dont knkw man, i jst like pizza" whoch mesnt bkth men and women, and i remeber thinkinv WOMEN ?????????? and i wnaed to press it ... i was so tempted to .. i was lime .. 10 ? 11 ? 9 ?? i dont remeber, 9-11 and i had mever in my lofe jesrd of lesbianism before (i did get callrd a lesbian beflre this because i was dsting my friend fri3nd on roblox by pretending to be a guy) but i was lime WOAH ??? 2OMEN KISSING WOMEN ?? but i was also like not going to pick women because to me thqt was new and odd, but i ddint want to pick men because i dodnt like men (shocker !!!) and so i picked the bisexual option (secretly i wantrd the women option but i woukd have felt too ashamed)
AND THE THERE WAS THE SCEBE WHERE THE GIRL CAME IN AND WE (ALSO.A.GIRL) BUMPED INTO HER !!! and she was pretty hot, badass girl qnd i woukd get teally excoted to talk to hrr everytime my character rejected her i was so angry i was begging for my characyer to plese just kiss her already, but the giy wlukd also show up wnd i hated him so much because he was a guy and i didnr want him, so id just skip it as fast as possible until the girl was there
after i had learned of this besutoful thing callrd lesbianism, i wljkd search up lesbian on episode to read more girl on girl stories. then i saw that fifty shades of gret pussy eating scene, and id sesrch up lesbian sex on episode
but lik3 my first .. like actual media of lesbianism woukd be yuri manga ? i remever the first one i watched and read was citrus, so that kind of has a special place in my hesrt even if its kind of weird because it was the firsr lesbian thing i had rver read or seen. i wpukd like go on some sketchy manga websotes and loom theoifh every single yuri manga and read them all like id write every simgke one down in a book ( i still have that book with all the yuri manga titles, its really filled up ! and i r3mebe4 all of them)
basically, my first exposre to lesbian media was when i was lime 9 or 10 from episode lesbian ! but i have always been a lesbian in my actions without even knlwing it ... i was literqlly like watching videos of women dancing on youtibe AND working out when i was 12 for quite a while because i woukd look st thr women and go "god, theyre so pretty, i need to be strong so that womej will love me and want me" and that was normal to me and i didnt think of mys3lf as lesbian
#i have probably told this stoey several times#but every time im probbaly messing th4 ages up#because i have terrible memory#everything t4om.th3 ages of 0-13 is a blur to me likr i knlw things happenedbut no idea when
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Headcanon: Deep down they both want to be their fairy godparent/godkid again after losing them, but don't believe they deserve each other and feel like they aren't worthy to be their companion anymore
They both need counseling and therapy as a whole package
#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#peri#peri fairywinkle cosma#dev dimmadome#fop a new wish#peri fairly oddparents#a new wish#periwinkle#the fairly oddparents#dev#my art#fanart#I like how both Peri and Dev is the type who prefers not directly express their feelings because they want to be seen as cool/independent#and be loved by the people that they care of#in other words#a tsundere//hit#jokes aside I like to think another reason why Dev cried during that scene is because-#he realized he's doing the same thing that his dad has done to him but on Peri#and yet Peri still cares for him despite his treatment towards him#like how Dev still loves his dad despite being a terrible father#and just..want to do everything right by him to earn his dad affection#man#Also ngl I have a hunch that Dev might still remember since Hazel's ''no rule'' wish was pretty vague#so maybe he counts in that wish?#plus he was wearing sunglasses before the memory wipe which maybe that won't affect him as well?#you can see I'm coping rn#I do hope this is only temporary and we will see them being back together in season 2 tho#giving them both some time to reflect and growth#because Peri clearly needs more experience in his job and Dev needs his character development for season 2
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love how in the utmv everyones got like. pieces of a soul. or entirely new flavours of souls. and then theres fuckin. inky winky mcpaint guy.

yeah thats basically it ink by comyet
#badly drawn utmv#utmv#undertale multiverse#undertale au#ink sans#-mod kip#🦑#I think I’ve gotten too used to drawing ink looking terrible#i literally have been ignoring asks because they’re not ink looking terrible#and therefore not branded into my memory with a hex breaker hammer#Hes not even my favorite character#Its just muscle memory
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what do you think about tsukasas memory issues. ive always interpreted it as dissociative amnesia and possible adhd but idk
The forgetting the childhood thing is because he decided to not think about it and kinda just. Pushed it back a bit too far. They show this in the KAITO's section of the vsinger wle. I doubt the writers were thinking about it too deeply so do whatever you want with that.
Also yeah adhd that's not canon but dude trust me.
#asks#i don't actually know too much about how adhd affects your memory even if i probably have it#because although my short term memory is terrible (which is probably adhd related) i basically don't forget anything long term wise#which obviously is the opposite of tsukasa lol#but tsukasa in general reads as very adhd to me
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the scene at the end of who's there?: eiffel is cut off mid-sentence (addressing minkowski), minkowski calls his name twice, and hera says, "commander... he's not showing up on any of my scans. he's gone." vs. brave new world: eiffel is cut off mid-sentence (addressing hera), minkowski calls his name twice, and hera says, "he's... commander, he's gone." in idle hands, eiffel regaining his autonomy ("hera, it's me. i'm me again.") is described: "there's a SOFT WOOSH, and eiffel's eyes go from spaced out to sharp focus." in brave new world, eiffel losing his memory is described: "there's a SOFT WOOSH, and his eyes go glassy." in mayday, hera's voice is the last one eiffel hears, the last voice in his head trying to keep him from giving up when he's sure he's about to die. in brave new world, eiffel loses his memory mid-thought while addressing hera, and so she was his last memory, the last thing on his mind. whatever. whatever.
#wolf 359#w359#doug eiffel#hera wolf 359#eiffera#? well sort of#the cycle of hera losing him and getting him back and in some ways being the one to bring him back and then#being the one who wipes his memory. she has so much personal baggage about that. it's going to weigh on her.#and i won't get into my thoughts about eiffel regaining his memory because i've done that many other times#but i think like. if he didn't. if he doesn't. i don't know if hera will ever really believe it isn't possible.#because of all the ways she's lost him before and the ways he's come back. despite everything. well anyway.#i have more substantial things i could write but i've been having a wretched terrible month. be patient with me.
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Hornet headcanon!
'Hornet' is not Hornet's true name.
I'm still torn between different reasonings for her having the name either
A- It was given to her as an honorary title, by Queen Vespa, during her training within the hive (or bestowed upon her after having finished her training as a symbol of her accomplishments.)
Or B- She gave the name to herself, after the fall of the kingdom, as a way to separate her current self from her past while still honoring some part of her past. (The part that is easiest for her to look back on.)
As for her birth name my sisters and I have decided on Arachnè. (The name is from a Greek myth, where the protagonist Arachnè challenges Athena to a weaving contest, wins, and is afterwards transformed into a spider.)
#I'm pretty sure it's said somewhere#I might just be making this up but either way I like that idea#That the hive was only recently infected.#And like the mantises they could not be infected against their will but willingly turned to the radiance#because living under a hive mind is what they were used to#and their queen who had been protecting them had died.#Anyway all of this is to say#Hornet did not have any very terrible memories or trauma related to the hive at least for the majority of the time.#Which is why she stuck to a name associated with that aspect of her life.#Also! On a somewhat related note I really enjoy the headcanon that the Pale King's true name is Ozymandias that is perfect I'm keeping that#Hollow knight#hk hornet#hollow knight hornet#hollow knight headcanon#Also yes I recognize that there are several flashbacks scenes in my fic where she is referred to as Hornet#Which doesn't align with this headcanon unless we go with option A maybe#But either way idc#I have literally been constantly learning and coming up with new hcs and theories ever since getting into hk#They don't always align#Being in the hk fandom is so fun guys#Wow this is a lot of tags ok I'm done
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(Shouting from a megaphone) please take whatever I say in good faith and imagine an “as far as I know” cited for everything I talk about
#my source is Wikipedia but it’s cited from my very terrible very unreliable memory please I’m begging u I’m not trying to sound smarter#I just don’t know how to put an ‘but I could be wrong’ at the end of every sentence without it getting annoying#my brother mentioned he doesn’t like to have conversations with me abt certain topics like animal facts because it always sounds like#I’m correcting him like ‘ermm ackshually the human penis doesnt have a penile bone its just soft tissue☝️🤓’ and I was HEARTBROKEN?#please Im just excited to blurt out all my misremembered information to see if something will grab your attention PLEASE 😭#I don’t mean to make anyone feel stupid and I’m sorry if I ever did it wasnt what I was trying to do#yapping#diary
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Ive been playin the hell out of terraria for the past. Mmm. (Checks wrist) (theres a crudely drawn watch on thtere in crayon)4 days? Anyway my character is adukin on there. I put her in the hell dimension of calamity mod. Dont mind the red mist. Dont mind her.
#my art#digital art#im not adding ttoo many tags im a little sheepish. forgiv me#she looks more different from my gijinka because i kept on thinking like#something something taken from home and youre slowly losing the memory of what you had#and you dont know what to do with fleeting memories of what you remember of your friends from home#terribly homesick but how can you miss something that you cant really remember#atleast you have your own disembodied heart that folloes you around. its comfortingly morbid#im sorry im yapping goodbye
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Inktober: day 18 - Drive
Drinking and driving professional
#plot twist nobody is there he’s just talking to himself#scribble scrabble early doodle because I don’t have time right now nor will I later-#can you tell I tried to draw a cabriolet from memory (terrible idea)#identity v#idv#jose baden#idv first officer#idv jose baden#inktober 2024
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the deeper i scroll through my own blog and see old art, the more i cringe and have to resist obliterating everything. but i’m being brave…
#i saw a drawing of kit i did from memory like 6 years ago and couldn’t believe how terrible it was like that is an ENTIRE new animal#all my don karnage drawings make me hiss personally but they still get likes and i understand we fans don’t have much food#and destroying them does nothing because they’ve all been swiped and reposted to live eternally on pinterest anyway#what i’m saying is i’m going to post lots of NEW drawings soon to further bury all these other ones
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*Sending you the warmest and most comfortable hug I can give* You are amazing and your art is amazing and the way you write is amazing too, you have a unique vibe that I adore and i treasure your art/writing so so so so much
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thank you kind anon, it means a lot that you took time out of your day to send this ask. i appreciate it so much.
#my asks#paviscreams#not cotl#i'm mostly just. feeling inadequate and useless because i don't do anything nowadays other than work and be tired#meanwhile people with full time jobs find the energy to hang out with friends and make art and work on personal projects and study and#i just. can't do that.#also i have a terrible memory#so i forget i actually have accomplished stuff years ago and think i'm a useless waste of time and space instead
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#hit a new low in my life#I am. so so stressed about my internship because none of them responded#I might go this sunday to check#but I am still terrified they may not accept me#and I have school assignments and I just lived something that triggered memories of the past and#Im just tired#Wish I could give you guys some content but I am terribly drained and I have zero idea what to do#Im sorry#lysl posting#lysl
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Watching Daniel and Louis joining their brain cells together in the rock garden to figure things out like "Oh just wait until you two find out about like the entire decade or so you're both actually missing."
#i mean like#i think if we really want to go all memory is the monster la la la#then altering the entire whatever went down nigth island paris ''alice'' etc would be pretty wild#part of the problem is of course the show hasn't been showing us or properly hinting at gremlin!armand#so idek#but i bet possibly one of the reasons that the night island show got put off#was because to have a night island you have to have louis and daniel realize they're missing#so much more than a terrible weekend basically#ymmv#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire amc
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Could I ask for your thoughts on why you say that Cassius should have been Crassus' political heir ?
so largely I’m half referencing this collection of quotes and the various attempts to fill in the space/grave with a body (like Cicero! Cicero was a contender for this!) and I’m sort of taking shots at Antony for fun and whimsy.
like in sports!! I gotta root for my man Cassius over Antony, especially because no one can actually fill the space left by Crassus after his death (literally, the political landscape makes this impossible), but Cassius assumes a command position due to everyone else (notably, Crassus) dying (so: inheriting Crassus’ leadership position) and wouldn’t be a bad follow up to Crassus in the realm of military command since they have a similar (strict, as opposed to friendly in a way is commonly associated with Antony) relationship with the men under their command.
& also bc Marcus Crassus jr seems to be disinterested in taking up space in the political spotlight on his return from the Gallic Wars otherwise I’d be advocating for him on the basis of family tragedy compounded. it’s time to fill the space/memory/grave of your father and brother, buddy!
#no one can actually fill the role of Crassus and after the death of Pompey it’ll be impossible for a Crassus-like figure to exist#because Caesar has redrawn the lines and you can’t achieve the tris homines dynamic with those lines#ALAS. shoutout to Caesar for making things fucking boring. The world got smaller and worse for it and that’s something#you can share with Alexander the Great! along with your allies forming a conspiracy against you. that’s another parallel#I do appreciate Antony as a terrible body substitute for Crassus tho it’s extremely interesting from a Roman Memory standpoint#and also maybe as an examination of Caesar. but also I don’t want to think about any of that for too long bc I have to start#breaking out the olde notebook with all the political alliances and dynamics written down with highlighters and etc#it does make me wonder what Antony’s opinions on things would be but i’d have to construct them from his later behavior#it’s almost compelling enough that I’ll probably do it for a couple of one shot comics focusing on Antony actually. get haunted buddy#a non linear haunting specifically. I’m so mad that once again Crassus has me thinking abt comics for people I do not feel otherwise#motivate to do comics of. AUGH#ask tag
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oh i'm finally connecting the dots that in-universe za/um is a psychedelic drug that lets you assume the memories and physical body of somebody
#per sacred and terrible air#ooh wait i'm connecting more dots#that's why harry doesn't have any memories#because he's not playing himself. the player is playing him. and they control his body and find his memory#this is a nothing post i just woke up
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this isn't rlly related to anything but tsams has a theme of grieving what's still there/grieving what never was and it never fails to make me weep n siffle. btw
#xero says things#xero thoughts and rambles#it's a type of grief that's so terribly specific but so terribly heartbreaking i think#yes that's your brother but is it really? it's his personality and his appearance but the new habits and patterns of speak are a reminder-#-that the memories he had of the life you shared before are long gone. he doesn't remember the pain you shared.#yes you could have had a loving older brother who took care of you because he loved you and not because he viewed you as a pawn.#but he didn't. did he?#the phantom in your head and on your cheek reminds you of that. but it's what could have been.#yk? yk????#sun and moon show#the sun and moon show#tsams
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