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last week @nxposure tagged me in two different tag games and now i have some time to answer! thank you, dear!
first game: 15 questions
Are you named after anyone? no, i'm not. my parents just liked the name. but allegedly for a short while they considered naming me after a song by a band they love and i dislike. i thank god everyday that in the end they decided to name me weronika instead
When was the last time you cried? this month? or last month? i don't remember
Do you have kids? i don't but i want to in the future
What sports do you play/ have you played? only PE classes at school. would love to start doing some yoga at home tho because i don't move much other than evening walks from time to time
Do you use sarcasm? i suppose. i don't pay attention to that
What is the first thing you notice about people? hard to say, i'd say general vibe. having some sort of social anxiety and experiences with bullying makes you decide pretty fast if the other person is nice to you or if they make you uncomfortable
What's your eye color? dark green. sort of blueish
Scary movies or happy endings? happy endings. i avoid horror movies at all cost (with some exceptions)
Any talents? uh i guess crocheting! not an expert on it and cannot make my own patterns but it makes me and some other people happy
Where were you born? poland, in a shitty hospital in a different town so i don't even have my hometown on my birth certificate
What are your hobbies? as tumblr puts it "media consumption" (watching movies and listening to music) but also crocheting like i said previously
Do you have any pets? a black cat! she lives with my parents so i don't see her that often now
How tall are you? 162cm which is 5 feet 6 inches i believe. i've had to convert inches to centimeters in so many crochet patterns and i still don't remember how much an inch is
Favorite subject in school? english because it was the easiest class for me. i also liked history and geography
Dream job? translating movies but they don't give me a deadline and i can just make the most perfect translation. or i could do voiceover for nature documentaries. an impossible job is an old hollywood movie star or a rockstar in the 70s
and now the second game!! 5 songs i like. i think i will just list things i've been listening to lately
i went thru sleater-kinney's discography again after the release of their new album because well, i didn't like the new album. so i'll stick to their older ones
spotify reminded me about this song by putting it on my discover weekly playlist and i'm just looping it constantly
peter!!! i love this song, the ending especially (and also the reworked version of this from birdy soundtrack)
finally watched shaft the other day and i love this instrumental
haven't heard this song in years but now i'm listening to it a lot like it's 2008 again
#thank you once again!#not putting it under readmore. everybody has to look at it#and whoever looks at it can choose which game they want to do#because i dunno who to tag! just felt like answering some questions#Spotify
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sup yall we're vibing here
anyway. hey, my name's freddie, and i'm finally trying to write an actual intro/master post which... we'll see how this goes.
important stuff is highlighted in orange.
so, basic stuff:
as I said, my name's freddie. he/him pronouns. i'm a college student (majoring in accounting, might add a psych minor). not gonna say which college but i'm currently in california.
i've been on tumblr since 2019 i think? not under this account, this started as a fandom account and then spiralled out of control... really fast. um, my regular tumblr which i've not actually opened in ages is @chronicchthonic14 so. yeah.
not particularly relevant to this blog, but i might mention it at some point so, i have autism and adhd. and some other things but. like. that list is very long and those are the two most relevant because i promise if i come off wrong/mean, i didn't mean to, i just forget to make my words normal. but. those are the two most referenced. if for whatever reason someone wants to know more or has questions you can send an ask ig?
i'm scottish, born there. moved to US when I was four. finishing uni and moving back.
some quick warnings
this blog definitely contains cursing/vulgar language, whatever you want to call it, so if you're not comfortable with that, probably not the blog for you, as i don't tag cursing or anything for you to filter out.
if, for whatever reason, if i ever reblog something that contains a slur (against racial minorities, queer people, anything) i will ABSOLUTELY tag that though.
also if anyone has any trigger warnings they think any content needs, please let me know-- asks, dms, comments, reblogs
the cursing thing also applies for sort of dirty jokes? think that only applies to like. two posts and very not explicit. those aren't currently tagged but if they get any more explicit they certainly will be.
queer identity because the explicit reminded me, i'm asexual, and probably straight. maybe bi? dunno, don't particularly care. and i'm trans. ftm. this isn't the blog i talk about that on usually though, unless it relates to a specific ask or a fandom thing.
which, getting into what this blog is for because i can't think of anything else i need to add here (guys let me know if i forgot important stuff, please, i'm an idiot!!! i will forget the important stuff and write random shit instead!! i've already deleted three tangents from this!!)
sooooo
fandoms!! ones i write and/or post about or will potentially post about
percy jackson extending to hoo, toa, tkc (definitely post way less about this), mcga (again, way less). haven't read TSATS or COTG yet, but spoilers are fine. i post way more about minor characters. write fanfiction for and have some posted (both on here and ao3) and a bunch of snippets.
dcu-- films, comics, animated shows, all of it. personally, my favorites are young justice (the comics, not show version), new teen titans, and batman inc (batgirls, nightwing, and red robin esp). late 90s yj run is my favorite, and i loved the DCeased event. favorite batman comic is definitely court of owls run. no fanfics posted, but some on docs.
mcu-- way less so, but have a stucky oneshot. slowly making my way through in timeline order.
throne of glass. i'm an aedion and chaol apologizer because they do a bunch of dumb shit but then WHO DOESN'T in this series. fanfics in doc, not posted.
this would go on for ages if i listed everything so instead, here's an ask i answered on my fandoms/genres and everything. feel free to send me asks about anyone. if you send me something about radium girls i may cry though (tears of joy) so there's your advanced warning.
main things you'll see on my blog are incorrect quotes, snippets, and the occasional fic
this^^
my... idk, contact policy? seriously what do i word this
asks are always open, anon is on.
if you send hate... whatever. i'll probably delete it.
unless i find it funny. then I'll post it. there's really little you could say to me that would hurt.
when i say asks are always open, you can drop anything you want.
literally anything
you need to vent? want advice? want to request headcanons? request a fic? give me a prompt? ask random things about me? something else I've forgotten? go right ahead
if you want to ask me to update my fics? go right ahead. sometimes i forget i didn't post something.
send as many asks as you want, i don't care if it might be spam
i can't promise i'll respond to asks in a timely manner, sometimes i open my inbox and forget they exist for months, i'm sorry. if it's something you really want answered you can send another one
dm's are alright? if you want to be friends or something, go right ahead.
anyone can reblog any of my posts/comment/heart, i don't care. you want to heart 50 things in a row? i adore you. if i had kids, you would get my firstborn
if we're mutuals you can ask for my insta/give me yours.
now, other accounts:
anyway, i think that's it?
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forget me not - teaser
series masterlist .
; pairing - heeseung x gn!reader
; synopsis - your high school years were normal, boring, even. but you’ve worked hard to get where you are now - a rising fashion designer, who gets called to work on a project that could potentially boost you into full success. the only problem is, you’re struggling to work with the model on the project, lee heeseung. for some reason, you can’t seem to befriend the man, even when it seems that heeseung knows you more about you than you do about him.
; wc (teaser) - 795
; starting date - tba.
; tags - written series, angst, maybe a little fluff, hanahaki disease au, switching between two time periods, playboy!heeseung, model!heeseung, designer!reader, highschool au ; warnings - none.
the audience claps as you bow on stage, having just finished up your most recent fashion stage with your new designs.
after answering several questions and promising to work with some others in the future, it was finally time for you to go home. much to your relief, because you were exhausted.
you didn’t get to enjoy your sleep half as much as you wanted though, awoken by the relentless ringing of your phone at 6 in the morning.
“hello?” you answer with the best imitation of a definitely-awake and lively voice.
“i know you just woke up,” your managing director cuts to the chase. “thank god you went into designing rather than acting.”
“it’s 6 in the morning, jake. of course i just woke up, i had a long day yesterday.”
“well, i have some exciting news for you, i seriously didn’t want to wait until later in the day.”
“go on,” you say, closing your eyes sleepily.
“you just got an offer to work on a big project! a peculiar one, too - you’ll have to go back to korea for this.”
your eyes snap open, and you sit up so fast your vision momentarily darkens. god, you really need more iron.
“what? i don’t really feel like going back though.”
“that’s crazy. why not? i thought you’d love to go back home.”
“well, i dunno,” you say lamely. “i feel like there are better things for me here. my guts feel rooted to melbourne; i don’t feel like going back just yet.”
the truth was, you weren't sure you were ready to go back home. you felt like you needed to accomplish more before you faced your parents for the first time since you left. and honestly, something in your soul wanted to stay as far away from your home country as possible.
“okay, but listen: the project is basically a challenge to work a new set of designs on a model, full of different concepts. you have to make them look cohesive, but different. they choose the model, so you have to work and make it suited to them specifically."
“that sounds terrible, i say no.”
you lay back down on your bed, intent on denying this project no matter what.
until, jake drops the amount you’d be getting paid.
yup, you were back up.
“no way…” you trail off, mind blown by the number. ideas of what you could do with that money went through your mind.
“are you considering it now? if you do well, you’d secure your spot as one of the most respected designers internationally.”
“that’s…" you trail off, taking in a deep breath. "okay, i think i’ll accept it.”
“wow, that was all it took. who says money doesn’t buy happiness?” he laughs.
you end the call and flip back onto the bed, but you don’t think you’ll fall asleep anymore. not when thoughts of returning back home for the first time since you left ran through your mind, and with the light from the window glaring into your eyes.
nostalgia hits you as your plane lands and you set foot on your homeland for the first time in 5 years. even the air had a particular smell you didn’t realise was only home to korea until you moved to australia at 19.
you settle in your hotel and make a mental note to visit your parents and friend from high school while you’re here.
friend - singular. you didn’t exactly befriend too many of your peers back in school. you weren’t a loser or anything, it was just that you kept to yourself in the hopes of finishing your education smoothly, without any drama.
you were friendly with others, sure. but the only person who really knew you was park jongseong. he’d stuck by you through it all.
your schedule was packed as soon as you arrived, meeting the rest of the team working on the project the very next day. after a quick debrief and outline of the details, you make your way to greet and talk to the other members.
“hello, i’m mun y/n,” you greet a man with a bow. you take note of his twinkling eyes the prominent dimple on his cheek.
“ah, hi. i’m yang jungwon, heeseung’s manager. you’re our designer, right?” he smiled at you.
“yes, it’s nice to meet you. who’s heeseung again?” you ask, a little embarrassed. remembering names was never your forte.
“over here,” jungwon says, pulling a tall man closer to you two by his shoulder.
“this is lee heeseung, the model of our project.”
a chilling sense of deja vu runs down your spine as your eyes trace over his familiar doe eyes and pointed nose. but the feeling leaves as soon as it comes.
; author's corner! hii i decided to post the teaser for this series as a belated happy birthday for heeseung <3 i'm still working on the chapters though, and might ask someone to beta read for me
; taglist (open!) - @lovelovelovebts @miyseung @jjongshrts @yenqa @httpsneptvnn send an ask or comment on the masterlist to be added!
#·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳ mi's works#kflixnet#k-labels#k-films#enhypen#enhypen x reader#lee heeseung#heeseung#enhypen heeseung#heeseung x reader#heeseung x yn#heeseung fic#heeseung fics#enhypen series#heeseung angst#heeseung imagines#heeseung scenarios#ੈ♡˳ - forget me not
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Writer questionnaire!
thanks for the tag @the-golden-comet!
About Me
When did you first start writing?
Around 10. I wanted to tell stories and was like “Well, I suck at drawing and I certainly can’t animate, so I guess I’ll write!”
Are the genres/themes you enjoy reading different from the ones you write?
If there’s a genre I like to read, but don’t write, I WILL eventually write in that genre.
Is there an author (or just a fellow writer!) you want to emulate, or one to whom you’re often compared?
Most of my inspirations don’t write, so I don’t go out of my way to emulate them. My main inspirations are Yoko Taro, Hidetaka Miyazaki, Red from OSP, Hello Future Me, and Fumito Ueda.
Can you tell me a little about your writing space(s)? (Room, coffee shop, desk, etc.)
Usually my bedroom, listening to the same weirdly specific song over and over again, or in the case of my forced vacation, A nice bedroom with a cozy armchair and decent lighting.
What’s your most effective way to muster up some muse?
Watching or reading the core inspirations of stories. Like if I need inspiration or motivation to write Augmented_Humanity, I’ll watch Kill Bill or Blade Runner 2049.
Did the place(s) you grew up in influence the people and places you write about?
I wouldn’t say it did. A boring ass town in Texas doesn’t give much influence, I’m afraid.
Are there any recurring themes in your writing, and if so, do they surprise you at all?
Absolutely! a lot of themes of rejection by society and finding solace in those like you is pretty common. A lot of my characters aren’t considered the most well-liked by society because of things out of their control.
My Characters
Would you please tell me about your current favorite character? (Current WIP, past WIP, never used, etc.)
Cole! Full name being Cole Hill since he took his wife’s last name. From Viscered, which is getting another chapter very soon!
Which of your characters do you think you’d be friends with in real life?
I’d say Ren! He’s nice and would probably get along with anyone :D
Which of your characters would you dislike the most if you met them?
Hot take��Cambrius. He’s fun to write and it throws me into existential crises but I wouldn’t last a day with that bitch.
Tell me about the process of coming up with of one, all, or any of your characters.
i dunno. I just think of a few inspirations and a cool amalgamation of a character comes from it, I usually then build the plot around them and the genre.
Do you notice any recurring themes/traits among your characters?
As mentioned in a previous question, characters who are persecuted for things outside of their control (something I have plenty of experience with as someone who’s both pan and autistic)
What’s your reason for writing?
I want to tell stories and writing is the one I felt most comfortable with :). Writing is limitless, that’s why I really like it!
Is there a specific comment or type of comment you find particularly motivating coming from your readers?
Any sort of compliment or feedback, as long as you aren’t a dick about it :D
How do you want to be thought of by those who read your work? (For example: as a literary genius, or as a writer who “gets” the human condition; as a talented worldbuilder, as a role model, etc.)
Eh, I don’t really care about that. You could think I’m a nice little writer or a hateful cunt, as long as people like my stories :)
What do you feel is your greatest strength as a writer?
World building and dialogue, also making characters that are surprisingly likable (even for characters I was never expecting people to like)
What have you been frequently told your greatest writing strength is by others?
Same as above. I’m really good at making people sad and writing relatable characters in situations plagued by The Horrors.
How do you feel about your own writing? (Answer in whatever way you interpret this question.)
I’m content with it, and I’m happy to make improvements when necessary, but people seem to like it as it is rn.
If you were the last person on earth and knew your writing would never be read by another human, would you still write?
Yeah. I just like doing it, even when nobody reads it.
When you write, are you influenced by what others might enjoy reading, or do you write purely what you enjoy? If it’s a mix of the two, which holds the most influence?
I learned to stop doing certain tropes or writing certain stories for the sake of pleasing people. I can’t please everyone so I might as well make a story I enjoy writing.
tagging @deanwax @fortunatetragedy + open tag!
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Control
Pairing(s): Commander Cody x gn! reader
Tags/warnings: Jedi! reader, taunting, dom! reader, fluff
Word count: 1.1k
Being a commander in the war could be tough at times, but as a co-commander, some of the weight was lifted from your shoulders. You aided in Commander Cody's role in the war, except, it didn't feel like that at times.
Whenever you would attempt to give mission reports or orders to the men, Cody would talk over you and do it himself. It's not like you went to your master, Obi-Wan, and complained about it to him, as he thought you to be as childish as Anakin was. Complaining would only make it worse.
So one day, you decided to confront the clone about it. You'd finished with a briefing and were ready annoy him once you got him alone. "Cody, I need to talk to you, now."
Complying with your need, he went off to the side with you to have a private conversation. "What seems to be the problem, commander?"
Your crossed your arms and glared at him like your life depended on it. "Oh, we're going to play that game?"
Cody shrugged just before removing his helmet. "What game—"
"You need to stop talking over me at every briefing and mission report." You snapped. "I've put up with it for way too long and now I'm sick of you treating me the way you do."
"Listen kid." He rolled his eyes. "I wasn't bred in a lab only to share my position with someone. The men listen to me more than they do, you."
"First off, I'm chronologically like five years older than you." You crossed you arms. "So watch who you're calling a kid."
"Excuse me?" He looked at you in shock.
You hid your forming smirk and stepped closer to him, grabbing his chin with your thumb and index finger, forcing his eyes to meet with yours. "You heard me Cody, don't call me a kid anymore, and don't treat me like one. After all, I'm sure that my master wouldn't like to hear about this. Understood?"
"Y-Yes."
"Yes what?"
"Yes... commander." He lowered his voice.
Finally, you released the clone from your grip and turned your back on him. "You know Cody, you don't always have to be in control."
"Wait." He grabbed your wrist, stopping you from walking away. "What was that?"
"What was what?"
"The chin thing."
"You mean this?" You grabbed his chin once more and raised one of your eyebrows. "I uh... I dunno." A blush rose to your cheeks, his eyes locking with yours. "But.. I have to go, I-I'll see you around Cody." With that, you spun around and left the room in a record time. The clone now stared at the exit in which you had left, starstruck.
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The next few days had been awkward between you and him. Master Kenobi did take note of that, but decided not to ask about it, as he had far more important things to worry about. Cody had improved in sharing the commanding spotlight with you, and sometimes, he'd just let you take control of everything.
But that was no fun. You began to miss the small arguments with your fellow commander.
Why?
Because that was an excuse to spend more time talking to him. Recently you had been so lost in your thoughts, that you hadn't been able to tell that he felt the same way too, only, he had it worse. The way that you had grabbed his chin and forced him to look at you had only made his desires grow. He was the one in control, and he wanted you to know that, but why had he given in to your demands? Why did he feel vulnerable whenever he caught your gaze from across the room, when he was just standing next to you?
Why did his heart do a flip whenever you talked to him?
As Cody tried to think of the answers to these questions, he subconsciously began walking to your quarters. Now he stood in front of your door in confusion, thinking about what he planned on saying. Once he finally gathered up the courage, he removed his helmet and knocked on your door.
When you opened it, your lips parted and then quickly closed, your eyes shifting down to the helmet tucked between his arm and hip.
"Can I talk to you?" He asked in such a soft tone, a tone that you'd never heard from him before. "Of course, come on in." You moved to the side. He stepped inside and awkwardly waited for you to close the door. You then went to sit on your bed, where you crossed one of your arms and began to pick at the dirt underneath your fingernails. "What's up Cody?"
"Sir- Commander-I mean..." he looked anywhere but at you, his eyes finally resting on your lightsaber which laid on your desk. "I-" he choked on his words, guilt suddenly washing over him. "I actually have to go."
"Sit down." You patted the empty spot besides you. Not wanting to disobey you, he did as told. "What's wrong Cody?" You hesitantly placed a hand on his shoulder in hope that he would relax. Instead, Cody nervously began to tap his fingers against his helmet and bounced his knee. "I..." he croaked. "I can't stop... thinking about you."
You could've sworn to the maker that you heart stopped beating. Slowly, you looked at Cody, trying to make sure you heard that right. "Y-you can't stop thinking about me?— I can't stop thinking about you."
His eyes instantly locked with yours, head shaking in disbelief. "Why? I'm... just a clone. I'm nothing special—"
"Don't say that." You hesitantly reached a hand towards his cheek. "You're special to me. You're important to me, Cody. You get on my nerves sometimes, but I still... I still like you."
The side of his face nuzzled into your touch, almost as if he were melting under the warmth of your hand. Your thumb grazed against the bottom of the jagged scar that curved around his eye, a frown on your face. "Why do you think that?"
Cody slowly leaned in closer to you, breath shallow. "I share the exact DNA with millions of men."
"But you're not all the same." You began to lean in too. "You're a commander, a leader... you take care of your men, you take care of my master and I... don't ever let anyone tell you that you're the exact same as every other clone— you're in control of the person you want to be, Cody."
You were right. He was in control of the person he wanted to be, of the decisions he made. He was in control of the question the spilled from his dried and chapped lips. "Can I kiss you, commander?"
"You may, commander."
And your lips met with one another's, molding perfectly together.
From now on, it would be the two of you in control of your future together.
#cody#commander cody#star wars tcw#star wars the clone wars#star wars#the clone wars#tcw#212th attack battalion#212th#ct 2224#cody x you#cody x reader#x y/n#commander cody x reader#commander cody x you#fluff#commander Cody fluff#jedi reader
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
Mar tagged me in this. Thank you Mar <333
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
22
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
358,837
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Owls....for now and the foreseeable future. Other things in the past but....owls. Owls and nothing else.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
There's Sunshine in Your Smile
Atlas and the Avid Reader
A Little Change
An Exercise in Understanding
Girl Talk
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I don't, I'm sorry!! When I first started posting on ao3, I answered every comment I got, but as more came in, I realized I was running out of ways to respond and it felt like I was just copy and pasting "thank you so much omg!!!" again and again and it felt awkward and disingenuous. (I meant it tho!! I did!!)
Also I never have any idea how to respond to long essay type comments that were picking the fic apart and highlighting everything they like about it. I ADORE those comments!!! They make me happier than anything else on earth but HOW can I respond to them?? A one liner thanks feels cheap and meaningless, but a long ramble about my own stuff feels arrogant.
So I just stopped replying to comments altogether. But listen please listen!!! I do read them!!! I read every single one of them and I love and appreciate them with all my heart!!! Thank you so so SO much to anybody who's ever left a comment on anything I've written!!!
6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I don't really write angsty endings. I guess atlas and pages both ended on a bit of a bittersweet note? Maybe.
That one ducktales fic Fearless left off on a kinda angsty cliffhanger, only because I never finished it. So it's technically an ending
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Man I dunno most of them are kinda open ended (or unfinished) I suppose A Little Change ended on a sickeningly sweet note. Like disgustingly sweet (because I was 19 and stupid and had no concept of subtlety) Penniless Promises ended with a marriage proposal.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
No the only hate comment I've ever gotten is this one
It kinda annoys me. I consider your first hate comment to be a special milestone in your fanfic writing history. I've been waiting years for this. And then I FINALLY get it but I have no fucking idea what it means.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
I've written bits and pieces over the years but I don't post any of it. I think the last "smut" I posted was weird werewolf knotting shit in like 2017
What kind? Fuckin uhhhhh. It's always very fluffy. Usually there's nothing weird going on. Sometimes there's monsters involved but the monsters are usually massive sweethearts who just want love.
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
No
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Yes. A few times. And it's always fucking wattpad. At one point, somebody put my fic through Google translate and reposted it in Spanish. I would have been completely unaware if somebody hadn't messaged me about it.
The process of getting them to take it down was a fucking circus. Their ability to use Google translate suddenly vanished the moment I contacted them.
I reported it and had to go back and forth with Wattpad support because the fic was IN SPANISH, so they just kinda glanced at it and were like "This is not the same thing that you wrote. These are different words. Spanish words." I was losing my MIND!!!!!!
They took it down eventually. Anyway...sorry I went on a tangent, I just think this is a funny story. Moral of the story is there are probably several stolen fics on wattpad and run through translators, and we have no idea. There might be more of mine on there but honestly I do not have the energy to be monitoring the stupid site. I hate wattpad so much its unreal.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
As we have just learned from the above story, yes :D!!
But also yeah, some people asked permission to translate my stuff and post it with credit. Sunshine has been translated into Spanish and Ukrainian!
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
No I can barely manage to write them myself
14. What’s your all-time favourite ship?
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
Undocumented Events of March 23rd. I might update it at some point in the next five years. But I had so many chapters planned that it will probably never reach the ending at the pace I'm going with it. But I love the jungle book husbands. I get back to them at some point in time
16. What are your writing strengths?
Word disease is the worst fucking thing ever but it CAN be a good thing in some circumstances. A huge meaty chunk of a fic. Something to dig into. Having a lot to say can lead to a lot to write. And the more you write, the more likely you'll get some quality stuff in there.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
I repeat. Word disease is the worst fucking thing ever. And when it's coupled with a complexity addiction, UGGH!!! It's a blight on my life. I can't just write a simple straightforward fic, without getting carried away and the ideas just get bigger and bigger. Suddenly I'm implementing more elaborate concepts, scenes that need to be handled delicately. Everything takes absolutely all of my brainpower because I'm a neurotic overthinker who can never just RELAX and write something fun. And I WANT all of it. I want to execute all the plans that exist in my head but then I get overwhelmed by how big and complicated everything has gotten and I get burned out. Which is why things so rarely get done.
I'm a perfectionist. A horrible terrible one. I struggle to write ANYTHING without carefully constructing every individual line of it. Which makes progress so slow and tedious. I get scared to even START fics because I'm afraid I'll make myself feel awful again if they don't turn out good.
My grammar is very imperfect but I'm working on that.
I can be very unnecessarily wordy and take forever to get to the point. I've reread my own stuff and even I have difficulty following it because the sentences just have so many bells and whistles for no good reason. I completely forget a huge chunk of vocab and don't realize they are simpler way to phrase things.
My attempts at executing believable emotional scenes often fall kinda flat. Writing drama is hard but I'm amazed by some people's capability to master it so I'm chipping away at it, hoping to get better.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I don't really have any thoughts at all about them. Literally none.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
I'd like to say it was Trolls but it was actually Hetalia when I was like 14. But I do everything within my power to distance myself from Hetalia, so I like to say it doesn't count. But....need to be honest.
20. Favourite fic you’ve ever written?
Currently, at this point that I am at, the ones I used to be the most proud of now feel like they were a waste of time. I'm sure that will change again in a few months. How I feel about my own stuff is never consistent. The way that this question is phrased implies a forever favourite. Something I loved then, I love now and will love in future, and that is just never the case.
But also I don't wanna be an Eeyore about it, so I'll say a trance, a dance, a romance perchance?
I really do love my fairy Willow. She's so special to me :D!!
Tagging: after writing this whole post, I now feel very weird tagging people specifically and being like "HEY YOU! Look at this post I made <33" This is like a don't look at me post. BUT I do have lots of writer mutuals. And writer followers. If you're one of them and you see this....you!!!! Tag youre it!!!!
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@transellyy tagged me in a reddit refugee thing even though neither of us are reddit refugees but I'll do it for her. :3 besides it's basically just 20 random questions anyway
Name? vivi!
Pronouns and gender? she/it, of course I consider myself a trans woman but to be more specific I'm like a boygirlthing
Sexuality? ace lesbian :3
Country? usa
Top 5 fandoms? otherside picnic, zero escape, erm... I don't really do fandoms but those are the only big ones for me I guess
What is your Most forbidden snack? if I wanted to eat something I shrimply would
Would you pet a bug? 😨 not a chance, if I see a bug I scream and run away
Share a weird fact/story about yourself with the class. there's a ghost that lives in my head that tends to come out when I listen to music. I've felt its presence for several years but I wasn't really consciously aware of it until... I dunno, around last october or so?
What does the color blue taste like? blue raspberry slushies, my favorite flavor :3
What is the most beautiful thing you've ever seen? my gf hehe 🥰
What is the stupidest thing you've ever done? generally I'm a pretty cautious person. but the stupidest thing I've ever done was deny myself the ability to love trans women. it genuinely caused me years of anguish and self hatred
Stupidest thing you've seen/heard someone else do/say? that's a tough call with how often people try to get into stupid arguments with me on here. but probably the most ridiculous was the trans guy who was such a transmisogynist he invented the terms ATA and ATE, which stand for anti transmasculinity affected and anti transmasculinity exempt. barring that, probably the time my sister said she doesn't think anything that happened before the 1800s was real
Hyperfixation song? it changes fairly often but I think my most recent hyperfixation song is laura les - haunted. I'm not really a geccer but a friend linked me this song and I fell in love with it instantly
Is there any meaning behind your profile picture and/or username? my profile picture is my oc, asuka tachibana. small snippet of her personality description: "Asuka is a rude, egotistical person. She looks down on and belittles nearly everyone she comes into contact with, especially men, often for very petty and superficial reasons. Its massive ego is often undermined by an incredibly short fuse. When people snap back at its rude quips or otherwise threaten its superiority, it gets easily riled up, and will fight back until it wins." I've had the same username for like a decade and it's a shortened version of moltensnow, which I made up when I was like 11 because I loved the freezyflame galaxy in super mario galaxy
Dream career as a child? game developer
Dream career as an adult? game developer... but idk, lately I've been thinking a lot about what I want to do. I don't really have a definitive answer
Thoughts on cilantro? never had it
Have you ever been banned from a location and if so, why? nah
What is your cursed food combination? for some reason my mom always made spaghettios whenever she made tacos and now I still do that to this day
Trans rights? NO!!!! 😡 just kidding can you imagine
I shall tag @bubblegumpumpkin @mothgirlyuri @iavenjqasdf @vivi266 @theghostiedyke
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So i stop flooding peoples dash im gonna just make this a group, the tag is #livechatter
Im rambling about my life because i feel like it
mean in all reality they have saved me from a lot of bad people and bad things i just i dunno if i can belive that every single person i meet is some kind of malicous creature or person with bad intentions...its been years and im outgoing i like people but ive had to cut off most people because the gods told me some shit about them that was scary or my divination read something was up
I just dont know but i dont want to risk it...
But like, how many demons can one person come across and how many just so happen to be bad news for me
3 confirmed and funny thing is one of them actually scarred me both physically and astrally /wild/ one was my childhood friend who had a crush on me and also decided to get into a pact with a demon for ...funzies... but i cant recall if she had the bloodline or not because the last one who was actually super chill was following a family tradition
so yeah when the gods say "hey psst beckys a demon" im gonna be like "well golly gee 3 out of 3 demons the gods told me about were demons i wonder if this person is in a pact with a demon
and typically /usually/ me and demons dont get along, they find my energy tasty ig. Like demons are fine they are but like they just want to eat me usually or theyr mad at me on sight :")
But in any case im gonna belive it, its just...really?? I know im a beacon but seriously? Every person i meet is some mischievous or negative entity. I get out here fae are more common but /everyone?/ really? I dunno man i cant just be running into every non human on the planet both online and irl or if theyr normal theyr just the most shit person you can be to an almost cartoonish extent.
/idk man/
But i stare at my pendulum the one i warded clensed banished shit on and used rituals to invoke a gods name and boom its just "yup this ones no good"
Like...OK??? THEN WHO IS??? And theyll set me up with people and it never goes well like it always falls through because the people i click with just arent good enough??? Or they just all want me dead?
Am i the problem? Like its me or its them and theyr gods like idk idk man im lost im so lost, how can nobody be ok how can so many people just want to hurt me on sight am i seriously that pathetic looking?? Or are they playing some kind of protective roll? Thats kind assuming a lot about them
What are the fucking odds theyd just be over protective
Im kinda whirlling right now because i think i figured it out, Apollo always expressed guilt over the whole imprisonment thing even though that was literally my fault for directly disobeying his very clear instructions for some guy, yeah thats an embaressment ill never live down
Im wondering if Apollo felt bad and now hes just being really harsh on anyone who comes near me, i only wonder this because he had been around for a really long time before he helped me escape my home/cult
But like ive asked others too
In the same pantheon
That was responsible for a lot of fucking trauma
Who like most of them have a reason to be harsh on people
I just wonder what would happen if i asked maybe Zeus instead of literally anyone else besides maybe some of the goddesses.
Oh godsssss i think ive just deadass been asking the wrong people because everyone else is bias and angry at people
Jesus christ i knew it was my fault if i had just thought about it for a second and got my head out of the ground i wouldve seen it
But still i could be wrong so i need to go ask Zeus with my pendulum and see whats going on before i go removing anything...im also wondering what other people have to say about this because im honestly so tired of shutting up about my weird ass life
Pendulum with Zeus:
Is the reason i keep getting a no on my friends because everyone else is bias and angry at people
Yes
Will you give me non bias direct answers if i contact you?
Yes
I get so specific with my questions because if it can only say yes no or maybe i want to narrow it down as much as possible, questions are phrased intuitively or auto written but some times intentional, more gently guided though.
So i figured it out by live journaling basically...nice, ok so this is weird...but when is it ever not hhh
Thats sweet honestly, if it weren't so suffocating...i cant belive this this has taken me literally 3 and a half years to figure out and i just had to talk to Lord Zeus??? Hhhhhhh oh my gods
Going to him more often now honestly
I wouldve never guessed that i think i think too lowly of myself if it took 3 and a half years to realize they care enough to be mad at people who caused me like, irreparable damadge hahaaaa
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Random question but thought you might know the answer. Why do some artists use the caption "do not tag as kin/ID/me etc" on their work? At first I thought it was because maybe they kinned the characters in the art and it was like a "no doubles" policy. But from what I can tell, most artists who use captions like that don't kin anything? Sorry if this is worded badly, I'm not terribly familiar with kinning.
so i actually have no idea and i'm sure you'd get a much more informative answer if you asked artists who use that caption about why they use it... that being said, i don't think there is just one answer to this, there are probably a variety of different reasons why artists might caption their art that way. my first thought was that it could be about wanting to avoid drama; i don't know if it's still as bad as it was but i remember that in like the mid-2010s "kinnie tumblr" could get pretty vicious. i also remember a long time ago seeing some artists on here talk about how they felt uncomfortable seeing their work tagged as #me/#kin/#ID/etc but i think that was regarding original art, not fanart (and also i think it's a silly thing to get worked up over tbh but that's not the point). but yeah i dunno
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AO3 Questions Tag Game!
I got tagged by @squish--squash. Thank you so much! I'm glad you thought of me!
I Tag: @neon-virus and @xmajordumps And any wonderful person who wants to hop on the wagon!
1- How many works do you have on AO3?
Currently, only three. One drabble and two actual fics. (One sadly left behind BUT I do intend to work on it again)
2- What's your total AO3 wordcount?
About 9,527 based on current fics. Actually a bit lower than I thought it would be, I should fix that.
3- What fandoms do you write for?
Currently it's Cult of the Lamb and Splatoon! Specifically bouncing off Splatoon 2 and into 3. I don't have a lot of things I'm a big fan of but maybe that will change in the near future! I'm getting into more games so I might pick up another.
4- What are your top five fics by Kudos?
Also pleading the fifth only because I'm no longer in the fandom for most of the fics sadly
5- Do you respond to comments?
I would like to more, yes! I don't get a lot of comments so it's hard to do, but if I get more I'd really like to!
6- What fic have you written with the angtiest ending?
A fic I haven't posted before actually. It's more of an on-going/living story so to speak. A story of trauma, pain, trying to make up for said inflicted trauma, coming to terms with never being forgiven, and knowing this character has actively fucked up that life beyond repair. It's real nice to have around for pain~
7- what fic have you written with the happiest ending?
Currently have plans for both my CoTL fic Death's Forbidden Love and my Splat fic Why Do I Hate You So? (Soon to be renamed) to both get happy endings! Of course there is angst along the way. What can I say? I think they deserve to be happy
8- Do you get hate on fics?
Dunno, never had someone actively tell me before :V
9- Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
I need you to understand that is like the majority of my personal writing. I want to estimate a good like.... 80-90% of personal writing, be it RP or for myself, is either primarily smut or has some element of it sprinkled in.
As for what kind? Yeah, you'll have to kill me to get that answer. My main page is SFW but if you know me, You Know.
10- Do you write crossovers?
Not any more, but I used to all the time! Back when I was on Wattpad I want to say like 5/7 fics were all crossovers of fandoms and oc/canon stuff. It was a lot of fun. I think my most popular ever was a goofy Hetalia/Aliens fic I made. Don't ask me where I got the idea, I couldn't tell you.
11- Have you had a fic stolen?
ACTUALLY YES! Still pisses me off, but a fandom friend stole one of my drabbles and posted it to her account. I think it's dead now and you can't find it any longer but it did happen!
It was a small friend group and I was like- in middle school. I've done my wailing about it.
12- Have you had a fic translated?
Nope, but it would be nice if someone did! If they like it enough to translate it, I'd be honored!
13- Have you co-written a fic?
Sadly, no. Unless you count RP stuff turning into OC lore, then maybe. But in literal terms? Nah.
14- What's your all time favorite ship?
Oh this one made me think.
I'm gonna have to go with 3/8 from Splatoon simply because of my own ship pair of them. I adore these two a lot and all the growing they've done as characters together.
15- What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
My personal Paracosm's story tbh. There's no set storyline for the world and it just exists in the back of my head like a DND campaign. I want to do it justice one day and turn it into an actual story and REALLY REALLY flesh it all out.
16- What are your writing strengths?
I'm often told that my characters feel like real characters. Not in like, they're made by a professional, but more so in the way they feel like they've had solid personalities. My personal favorite compliment I got was from a teacher in my high school. He'd commented on my lead at the time and how, despite my clunky writing skills, she felt like a living breathing person he was being told all about. Like a long lost friend.
I think this rings most true in my current writings of my version of Narinder. I've gotten a LOT of compliments about him and it makes me excited to write more! Hopefully if I can polish my skills again my whole cast will feel this way!
17 – What are your writing weaknesses?
Pacing. By god is my pacing TRASH. I'm getting some more work on this with my friend's help and just getting back into the flow of writing again. I'm hoping to reawaken my middle and high school self cuz that bitch could bang out 3,000 words a day for fics.
18 – Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
Mixed. An actual language? I don't trust my translation skills to be that solid. Small phrases I can do but definitely not full on conversations.
A language I made myself and am currently attempting to flesh out more? Oh you bet your sweet bottom dollar I'm writing whole SCENES in that shit!
19 – First fandom you wrote for?
Funnily enough, Sonic. That's where a lot of my creation started as a kid and where my Paracosm kind of spawned from. Despite having never really written a fic for it before, I consider my first "comic" to be that fanfic. AKA 10yo Spider was having a blast writing their characters being besties with the canon crew -fingerguns-
20 – Favorite fic you've written?
Gonna be Death's Forbidden Love. It's my most ambitious writing project in years and has reignited a part of my love for just making stuff. Plot still isn't solid but I really enjoy the things I have planned and I hope to share more of this silly spinoff with everyone!
Thanks again for tagging me Squish! This was a lot of fun and brought back some good memories for me.
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What’s something you find weird on here?
What’s something you wish to improve?
questions for the mun » ★ !!
hmm, if we're talking tumblr in general i'd say it's navigation? obviously the new update is. h h h. but more like. finding new blogs feels clunky even after all these years. browsing the tags has always felt unfinished to me, especially if you're trying to find new people or specific blogs. i guess you could argue it's not horrible but. i dunno how to properly explain it but i feel like the organization of it all still has a lot of room for improvement.
in terms of rp stuff ( and/or specifically the loz scene? ) probably the totk hangups. i'm certainly not innocent in this but all in all what totk did for the series is, like. fine. i haven't gotten the chance to play it but from what i've seen the controls seem similar if not identical to botw, with some gameplay improvements or downgrades depending on your playstyle. graphics wise? lovely, beautiful, and i enjoy open world rpgs -- to an extent. the story though? it's. meh. i'm glad for people who really enjoyed it and were happy with what came out, but i feel like there was a lot of wasted potential. yet i still wouldn't call it a horrible game, even with my grievances of 'tendo basically borking their self proclaimed timeline and characterizations. i think people are welcome to complain about what they did and didn't like but i'm also like. over it as a whole.
( that MIGHT be because i'm just an eternal twilight princess fan, but... hey. what can i say???? the print is on the package, LMAO. )
for improvement? easy answer is to get better at doing graphics and getting my nose to the grindstone with drawing! logistically speaking tho? i'd have to say i am always seeking to better my writing for Midna. anything i write is me basically second guessing myself if i've done her justice or if i've done enough to offer my partner something to work with. i envy people who have a way with words that flow while also maintaining the essence of the character they're writing, canon or oc. i think my style of writing is pretty bland and ramble-y, so if i can by any chance improve what i offer to others i'd say it's a big win!
#thank you anon friend!!#ooc » z speaks#meme » reply#also no hate to totk and it's fans#totally understand new game big hype#i'd love to get a better idea on what i can do to offer midna in that verse#but also seeing people pingpong back and forth about stuff is#tiring#no zelda game is perfect#and i think people with grievances about ganon are valid#but i'm also just TP trash and want to just#turn around and play dollhouse with my twili scrunklies LMAO;;;
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5, 8, 28 + a question you'd like to answer for the Echoes Ask Game!
5) What's an aspect of Echoes you feel is underappreciated?
Hmm, I dunno so much if it's "underappreciated" but my favorite, favorite aspect of the game is being able to move around the map and enter towns and crawl through dungeons while still having the core FE-battle mechanics intact, like especially for my second run where I wasn't as concerned about trying to level every single character up and I just picked out my endgame team in my head and used those characters for my dungeon-diving team. I really enjoyed the passive worldbuilding that comes with being able to actually walk around and explore stuff.
Both Zofia and Rigel felt like really fleshed out settings, and I could visually see the differences between the two. Not to mention getting to talk to random NPCs really grounded the game's conflict in a more believable way bc I got to see/hear exactly what the everyday people who were being affected by their gov'ts and the war felt, which gave the entire story a more somber and serious feeling without losing the FE charm of the lighter or goofier moments because the writing strikes a nice balance and knows when to be serious and when to be lighthearted.
It just adds an entirely different layer of environmental storytelling that isn't quite present in other FE games, at least not in the same impactful way.
8) A scene or character moment you really liked?
Hmm, I guess the entire sub-arc with Lutheir and Delthea. Don't get me wrong, I'm as wary of the "FE damsel in distress who sometimes doubles as a brainwashed damsel" as the next person (and I personally really hate brainwashing as a trope outside of FE, like, I just have personal beef with that trope specifically whereas I'm wildly neutral on the damsel in distress trope outside of FE). But like, there's something so human about Alm wanting to help this random village girl bc they happened to run into her brother, and the fact that Clive, despite being pretty okay for a highborn noble, like, cannot wrap his mind around the importance of taking this detour (which isn't a detour, but eh, story writing) for some random girl, it just...I dunno, something about this arc really worked well to show how shortsighted Clive is despite all his good intentions and grand words, and how different a world view Alm as because he grew up as one of those lowborn villagers, and it shows why Alm does and will make a good leader down the line because of his empathy, which is a neat bit of foreshadowing and character building.
Actually, in that same vein, Python's DLC supports with Clive are also like, extremely cathartic bc Python really does break down the flaws with Clive's ideology, which works both the highlight how intelligent and perceptive Python is, as well as how growing up a noble has a deeply ingrained privilege in Clive that he isn't even entirely aware of it. I swear I actually do like Clive, but he is so, so flawed--and because of this, his writing is very believable because of how he acts in the game.
28) Your take on a controversial topic about the game, whichever you prefer.
A-are there controversial topics about Echoes? I mean outside the usual "child soldiers, war sim, sexism, etc." takes? Listen, I have a good portion of the fandom blocked so I can browse the FE tag in peace (which, to be fair, I only started blocking blogs bc of 3H), and I refuse to haunt most fandom spaces outside this website, so I dunno what the petty arguments are about this game. I personally think it's one of the best games that I've played so far, and that it is better than 3H if we're going off the total game experience, but aside from that I don't think I have any hot takes. Even if I did, I know better than to throw rocks at hornet nests.
37) If you could make a big change to it, what would you change?
I would swap Clive and Mathilda narratively in the game. Clive says at one point that the Deliverance was Mathilda's idea (if I recall correctly?), and like, given that Mathilda is implied to be this force to be reckoned with, I think she should fill the narrative role that was given to Clive, and that Clive should just be her trophy fiancé who also got himself captured and imprisoned. It could also work for the narrative w/ Fernand leaving the Deliverance and defecting to Rigel if like, the idea of a woman leading an army for a time was already going against tradition and norms, and so when Mathilda hands the Deliverance over to Alm to lead bc he's a peasant who could unite the army better than she, as a noble, could, it then becomes the last straw for Fernand and he defects.
The only major drawback to this is, of course, the narrative has Alm take lead of the Deliverance, and a lot of fans would be pissy about "a man taking the power from a woman" even though the themes of class are more central to Echoes than are the themes of gender roles. But honestly, if the writing was careful, this switch of power wouldn't be too much of an issue since Alm's "leadership" could be a means of uniting the commoner army members, as well as putting to ease any unrest caused by Mathilda leading bc she was a woman, while Mathilda still maintains her agency as an important character and woman via the role of advisor to Alm since she actually does understand how a military works and can run it effectively, thus still allowing her most of the power but also having her work alongside Alm for a common goal, and further showing that Alm is a kid who's growing into the leader role by learning from good leaders. But fans would probably still be really annoying about it.
Overall I feel like Mathilda fits Clive's narrative role better, and Clive fits her role better. The writing can still have Clive, and even Mathilda, be shortsighted due to their privilege of being born nobles. And like, there are plenty of women characters who should have gotten more narrative importance, but I feel this especially for Mathilda bc she is one of the strongest characters in the game, both in her characterization and her actual game stats.
#given that I am a very big LoZ fan it is no surprise my favorite FE game mechanic is:#''explore dungeon and smash pots''#RIP Clive I swear I'm favorable towards his character I just also think he's extremely dunkable#anyhow 3H wishes it had the worldbuilding Echoes has#(don't misunderstand I love 3H a whole lot I just also hate the fandom for it which makes me nitpick it even more)#unsuspecting-person#ask game#I still don't have an ask tag
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"Uhh, I guess?" Willow came to mind, he supposed. Jesse wasn't blind-- Willow was a super cute girl, he liked to call her Freckles because those were literally his favorite things on that cherub face of hers. But he wasn't attracted to her. Granted, that was more due to a general sense of RED FLAG material tagged onto her; he knew Avery had developed a soft spot for the woman, and Jesse was naturally able to disinterest himself in that department when it came to her. Not to mention, she really did remind him of his sister sometimes. They already got along so well and they hadn't really met each other that long ago-- there were even things he'd shared with her that Avery didn't know about. Sometimes, she was just easier to talk to about certain things. "I just-- I dunno, man, I feel like it'd be different if it's someone you already kinda care about and stuff," he shrugged, unsure how to really explain what he meant. "It'd mean something." At least, it would for him. Sleeping with a friend, someone he legitimately cared about, felt all too intimate for Jesse. As opposed to just sex with someone you knew and were on the same page with it being just sex, or some stranger you happened upon at the bar that also just needed a warm body tonight. How Avery managed to disassociate between friend and no feelings when he crossed those boundaries, Jesse surely didn't know. "So then no Willow, huh?" he couldn't help this question, as his lips pursed to try and prevent a smirk. "I think you're confusing what a friend is, man. You and I sound like we're talking about the same thing, but you're over here classifying every Tom, Dick, n' Harry as your good friend when in reality, they're more along the lines of just somebody you know." And that was the difference he meant.
"Your obvious crush on me is disgusting," Jesse claimed, reaching over to give Avery a playful shove on the shoulder. "I'd probably get away with murder in your eyes, that's how bad it is." Morbid jokes, that's all. He wasn't really being serious, either. Jesse didn't believe Avery had any crush on him-- but clearly, the man wasn't shy with those flirty comments that made it apparent he considered Jesse attractive. That road went both ways, only Jesse wasn't as obnoxious about it. Every time he focused on something like that with another dude, he just got all up in his head about it. Women were easy; he knew how to handle those.
"What's the difference?" He shook his head. "You're literally going to go out there, chasing people down to ask them questions I'm pretty damn sure most of them aren't too open to answering. It may be 2024, Ave, but people will still bring out the torches and pitchforks," he insisted. "Why couldn't you use it for something more important, like missing people?" Jesse frowned, because this was a particularly soft spot for him, and yet he couldn't not bring it up. "Like, you could literally use it to bring attention to that, or unsolved crimes, or whatever else.. Who cares about witches and werewolves and vampires? Half the people listening, will think you're off your fuckin' rocker as is." The half that were human and still had no real exposure to the supernatural that hid in plain sight in most areas. Raven's Peak was special, though. They didn't have to hide here and many humans that passed through still never noticed what was right in their faces. "There aren't ways to protect us," Jesse scoffed, frustration in his tone about this. "We're basically sitting ducks, man. Any one of these fuckers could just wipe us out like that--" here he snapped his fingers. "You think I like knowing that? No I fuckin' don't, but I'm smart enough to know not to go off pokin' the damn beasts, either. You know that part in the movies when someone is about to do something really stupid instead of listening to their friends? This is your stupid movie moment."
"I'm sorry, I don't--really think that," he shake is head, noticing the look but saying nothing about it, "You don't think its possible to find someone you know attactive but not want more than sex?" he asks, he realizes he was probably sounding a bit cold, but still, it was how he truly felt about it, "I mean, if both are on the same page and know exactly what it is about, why should it be a problem? its easier, for me at least," he shrugs a bit, he knows, Jesse is probably not goint to agree with him on this, and that's okay, just because they were friends didn't mean they had to think alike on everything. "Fine and you can, I've always done this and it never lead to anyting, of course like I said, I wouldn't dare with someone I had a stronger feeling for..." "No, that's fair," he chuckles, "I'm jut saying, I'd give you a little more credit that's all."
Avery lets Jesse go on, he doesn't say anything as the other asks his questions, calls him idiot and whatever more, he's not surprised by any of this, so he just lets Jesse, well, let it out. "Jesse, take it easy man! I'm not gonna go out there and hunt anything or anyone! I'm just gonna read the stories and talk to some people about it, that's all. I just wanna know more, I'm not gonna--feed msyelf to anything or try to--take anyone down, I'll just be on my corner doing my thing," he raises his hand, "I know what you gonna say, that's still stupid and I know its dangrous, but! come on now, in town like this? I'm just gonna ignore and pretend I don't see?" he was probably not helping his case and he hope the other didn't get too upset in him, "Besides maybe I can also learn something that'll help! ways to potect us!"
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Naïveté: Luffy x F!Reader
Tags: nsfw, oral sex, stomach bulges, and vaginal sex
Luffy must’ve had an interesting upbringing.
Even though you didn’t know much about it personally, you knew that had to be the case with how straight-up clueless he was. You really liked Luffy, but if he were raised in a barn, you wouldn’t have been surprised.
His lack of boundaries and common sense sometimes led to awkward moments. For example, your crewmates had been talking about their sexual exploits over a couple of drinks. Some things surprised you while others you had found to be predictable.
Nami decided to talk about a sexual conquest as well. You and your crewmates leaned in as she was about to describe the experience, except for Chopper, who was not around as you all decided should not be hearing this conversation.
“I was going to give him a blowjob, but-“
One crew member seemed more than just mildly interested at that, and that was the straw hat-wearing man himself.
“What’s that?”
“Huh?” You ask, whipping your head around to face Luffy.
“What’s a ‘blowjob’?”
Zoro snickered, and Nami shook her head, “Geez, you don’t even know what that is? How clueless are you?”
Luffy picked his ear, “Uh, I dunno. Just never heard of it before.”
You swallow, “Uhm, it’s like…”
Your captain turned his attention to you, expecting you to now answer his question. You felt everyone’s eyes on you. Your face heated up.
“Why don’t you just show me?” Luffy smiles, clueless about what he is suggesting. Nami is quick to correct his behavior with a slap upside the head.
“She can’t do that! That would just be weird! Stop asking about it, Luffy!”
Luffy pouts and rubs his head, whining about the harsh smack.
Everyone seems to move on from the topic, deciding to talk about something more appropriate. But you don’t miss how Luffy’s eyes linger on you.
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When you’re tidying up the crow’s nest the following day, an unexpected visitor pops in.
You stop sweeping for a moment to greet your captain; he’s got his usual carefree smile on his face. Your heart warms at the happy sight; it’s always good to see his smile.
“Hey!” He greets you, and you can’t help but match his smile.
“Is there something you need, Captain?” You ask, setting the broom aside for a moment.
“Yeah, I got a question!”
He approaches you, and you flush at his closeness. Your heart races as his adorable face comes close to yours.
“U-Uh, what is it?”
“You still never told me what a blowjob was!”
Your face goes red, and your eyes break away from his. But he persists, leaning in so close that your noses almost touch.
“Nami isn’t here to be mean, so you can tell me now!”
You clear your throat and gently nudge him backward. You like him being close, but in this instance, you wish he’d disappear, “Well, it’s like um, when you put your mouth on a uh, y’know….”
You fidget, and he blinks a few times before he speaks up, “On a what?”
“O-On a penis.”
“Oh, that?” He laughs, “I know what that is! That’s called sucking somebody off, not a blowjob!”
Your face goes bright red at his vulgar terminology, “W-Where did you hear that but not blowjob?” You ask incredulously.
“My big brother Ace.” He says, puffing his chest out with pride, “He told us about all sorts of stuff to do with girls!”
“Oh well, I guess I don’t have to show you then!” You laugh, going to pick up the broom again so you can exit this conversation as fast as possible. Luffy grabs your hand.
“Wait,” he whines, “We can still do it!”
“Why would we do that?” You stutter out, your skin feeling hot where his hand touched you.
“Because I like you!” Your heart immediately squeezes tight.
“Well, Luffy, I don’t know if you like me in that way-“
“But I do! I know I do ‘cause my dick gets hard when I think about you!”
You bite your lip, your ears going red.
“So, can we?”
Your heart races in your chest, and before you can entirely think it through, you sink to your knees instinctively. You had to admit that you found him attractive. His jet black hair, the scar that adorned his chest, his big, goofy smile- you found it all alluring. Luffy has the biggest smile on his face.
“That must mean you like me too!”
“Yes, Captain. I-I do… I always have.”
You reach for his zipper and undo his pants. You pull his shorts down to his ankles and press a kiss to his clothed bulge. He grunts a bit at your actions.
“Why’d you kiss it like that? It’s still in my underwear.”
You flush slightly, “Some people like that…”
He looks at you, confused for a moment, before you reach for his underwear and pull those down as well. You gasp when he springs out of his underwear. You didn’t know what you were expecting, but it certainly wasn’t what stood before you. He was slender and lengthy, the tip of his cock swollen and pink. A nice vein sat on the underside of it. You licked your lips.
You tentatively kissed the head, and Luffy let out a quiet grunt, his cock jumping at the action. You felt your own arousal throb at the sight. You press another kiss before lapping at the head slowly, wetting the tip with your tongue. Luffy balls his fists by his sides, unabashedly moaning for you. Leaning forward, you take his tip in your mouth, sucking on it gently. His hands instinctively move towards your head, gripping your hair.
You sink down on him slowly, taking as much as you can within your mouth. And Luffy loves it.
With a hiss, he grips your hair even tighter, “Feels good…! Never felt this before!”
You stroke what you can’t fit in your mouth with your hands. It’s a bit of an undertaking, working his cock in your mouth, but you do the best you can. You choke a bit on his shaft, and his eyes land on you.
“You okay?” He asks, and you nod, focused on sucking him off.
As you continue your technique, Luffy groans for you, gripping your hair even tighter. You glance up at him to see his face contorted in the most lovely of ways, and his cheeks dusted a pretty pink.
“Gonna cum-“ he warns you, and you pull off, stroking his cock with your tongue sticking out. With a few more tugs, he shoots rope after rope of sticky fluids over your tongue. You take it all, only tucking your tongue back in your mouth when he’s finished. With a gulp, you taste his cum, and you honestly grimace a bit. It wasn’t the tastiest. You blamed it on all the meat that man ate instead of fruits and vegetables.
“Okay, now let’s have sex!” Luffy exclaimed, barely giving you time to process his request before he lifts you up to your feet. He bends you over one of the benches in the crow's nest, and you begin to stutter out, asking him what he’s doing.
“Huh? You don’t wanna do it?”
“I-I want to. I guess I’m just surprised! I didn’t think you’d want to do anything more than what we just did.” You say, looking back to face him, “Besides, you just came, so you shouldn’t be…”
You trail off as, when you look between his legs, you notice his cock is still standing at full attention. You swallow. Just what kind of monster stamina did you sign yourself up for?
“I shouldn’t be what?” He asks, tilting his head slightly. You shake your own head.
“N-Nevermind.”
He shrugs before hooking his hands under your waistband, pulling down your bottoms and underwear in one go. You whimper as your ass is on full display, Luffy’s eyes hungrily taking it in.
“Your butt is nice.” He says unapologetically, grabbing at the flesh enthusiastically. You gasp as he kneads it, his warm hands cupping your rear.
“Hnn, Luffy…” you whine, arching your back so that your pussy will hopefully get more attention. But Luffy doesn’t get the hint, instead gripping and pulling apart your cheeks.
You flush, knowing what you have to say.
“Please, fuck me already.”
Luffy’s ears perk up at your request, and immediately you feel his blunt head prod at your hole. He slams in, and immediately you’re seeing stars. You shouldn’t have expected that he would take things slow. But your world is still rocked as he pounds you right off the bat, his hips never stuttering for a moment. Your eyes roll back, and you call out for him.
“So tight-!” He moans, draping himself over your body as his hands grip your breasts. He fucks you deep, his full balls smacking against your clit with every thrust forwards:
You feel like your soul is leaving your body with how he drills you. You grip onto the wood of the bench, hoping to ground yourself but to no avail. You could only moan for more, your brain already melting.
“More, more!” You squeal, and Luffy bites the side of your neck.
Suddenly, you feel fuller, your insides being stretched to accommodate more. You feel his cock brush against your cervix.
“Is this enough? I can give you more!” He laughs, and suddenly it hits you: he decided to use his devil fruit ability on his dick.
“Give me any more, and you’ll break me!” You moan, and suddenly you wish you could take it back when you hear Luffy laugh once more.
“That sounds like fun!” He says, and immediately, your cunt feels even fuller. You look down between your legs and notice your stomach bulging. You whine as you feel so stuffed. Your face went hot as you watched him thrust in and out of you, your stomach reflecting just how much of him was in you.
You didn’t know how much longer you could last like this.
“Luffy!” You whine, “I think- I’m gonna-!” You don’t even get to finish your statement before you gush, your cum coating his cock as he rammed it deep inside.
But Luffy doesn’t stop. He fucks you straight through your orgasm, never letting up. Your legs shake, and your vision goes dark as you are overstimulated. You call out his name repeatedly, unsure if you’re begging for more or for him to stop.
But it doesn’t matter as, within a few more thrusts, you hear him grunt above you, his seed filling you up. He pants openly, laying over your back for a long while before finally pulling out, his cum dripping out of you.
“That was really good…” he drawls, wrapping his arms around you from behind, “Can we do sex stuff again?”
You smile and reach behind, scratching his head, “Of course, we can, Luffy.”
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Later that day you’re lounging on the Sunny when suddenly you hear Nami scream. You bolt up from your tanning chair to see her tugging Luffy by the ear.
Nami is dragging him towards you, dropping him off at your feet.
“Get a hold on Luffy, will you? He’s telling your business.”
Luffy pouts, “But you guys got to talk about sex yesterday!”
“That’s different!” Nami huffs, “We were talking about doing it with people who aren’t on this ship. Hearing you talk about sex with her is like hearing you had sex with my sister!”
“What’s so bad about that?” Luffy furrows his brows as he lays in a heap on the floor. Nami lets out an exaggerated groan.
“You might wanna tell your boyfriend that sharing what happens in the bedroom isn’t acceptable.”
Nami walks off, and your face goes red as you look down at Luffy, who was rubbing at his ear.
Boyfriend…?
You could get used to that.
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Reaction: Cock warming.
Requested by anon
Genre: Fluffy Smut? Suggestive? I dunno
Pairing: Ateez x female!reader
Warnings: cock warming?, mentions of sex I guess haha
Notes: I suddenly want to do cock warming .-. i might add that for me cock warming isn’t really sexual, more like a bonding thing ^~^
Tags: @jonghoisbabie @multidreams-and-desires (let me know if you wanna be added to the taglist)
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Hongjoong:
You actually discovered it by accident. It had been one of those really tiring days and you visited Hongjoong in the studio. You really wanted some love so you decided to climb on his lap and give him kisses all over the face. And well you eventually ended up getting more than just some love.
But you didn’t want to move afterwards. Your body was tired and he was so warm and comfortable. So you just decided to stay as you were and you both loved it. Hongjoong even said that it helped him to concentrate. And you? You fell asleep. After talking about it, you decided to make it a regular thing.
Seonghwa:
Seonghwa was the one who suggested it and you were a bit unsure at first. He said he watched some videos on the topic of stress relief and that it was a really good method. But it took him a while to bring it up.
“I mean, you don’t have to if you don’t want I just wanted to ask and I mean it sounded interesting and I like the idea of having you close and I feel a bit stressed lately and I thought you could help me but it’s okay if not I-“
You interrupted him by giving him a short kiss and telling him that you can definitely try it. And it turned out to be really calming, for both of you.
Yunho:
It was a pretty normal thing for you. Yunho had brought it up relatively early and you tried it. And you loved it. The way you could feel him inside you, big and warm, was making you feel safe and loved. So even if he could not pay much attention to you, you felt connected. Yunho secretly really enjoyed seeing the little bulge in your belly when you sat on his lap, fully taking him in. When you did it, both of you were the most cuddly and sweet people ever. There was no time when you told each other “I love you” more.
Yeosang:
“Hey! What are you doing?!” Yeosang exclaimed, definitely confused why you were suddenly climbing on him and opening his pants. It’s not like he was complaining though.
“I saw this thing online and I wanna try it.” You just answered as if it was completely normal what you were doing. You ignored his little protest while seeing him grow into your hands. Always fascinating. When you finally decided to sit down, he just let out a choked moan.
“What the hell are you doing?” He asked again and you explained your plan to him. He was confused at first and not really sure if he could do it but 5 minutes after, both of you were on your phones, completely forgetting in what position you were in. This was not the last time you did it, that was for sure.
San:
He was incredibly clingy. He loved nothing more than sticking to you as much as he could. And he did. You were a bit surprised when he decided to sneak up on you while cuddling in bed, signalling you to take off your pants. You didn’t really question it because you knew how he was sometimes but you definitely didn’t expect him to enter you and just stay as he was.
“Sannie what are you doing?” You asked, letting out a confused laughter.
“Just cuddling.” He answered, making you chuckle. He seemed really happy with it and it felt nice so you decided to say nothing more. That was the cute case. Sometimes when he did it and you moved the wrong way you accidentally changed his soul to one of a demon.
Mingi:
He was really unsure when you suggested it to him. He had never heard of it and was a little confused at first.
“I have to.. in you and not.. what is that supposed to do?” He asked, cutting off some parts to be less embarrassed. You laughed.
“Yes, come on Mingi. I wanna try something new!” You said, pushing him on his seat. He was a bit nervous but when you settled down and stopped to move, he started to get comfortable. You turned on a movie and laid back into his arms. It was one of the best movie nights you ever had and promised to try it again soon. “You just gotta trust me sometimes.”
Wooyoung:
He didn’t really get it. Why stay still if he could move and make both of you feel good? The first time you tried it ended in you not being able to normally walk for three days. But you didn’t want to give up. So you tried it again. And failed. The third time you tried was a lucky pull.
You were at the dorms and the other members were home. Wooyoung usually didn’t care if they heard you or not but their manager was at the dorm as well. So you used the opportunity and sat down in his lap, letting him slide into you. Wooyoung wanted to move at first but you managed to distract him by showing him something on his phone.
Now focused on his phone, he forgot about it a bit and you managed to stay like that for quite a while. “Was it that bad?”
Jongho:
“Jongho.. do you think we could try cock warming?” His voice immediately cracked, causing him to stop singing, and he looked at you with big eyes.
“What did you just say?” He asked, still a bit shocked by your sudden question.
“I asked if we could try-“,”Yes I know I heard you.” He interrupted you, making you laugh a bit. “Is that a yes?” You asked, making him blush.
“Yeah sure why not….?” He answered quietly. When you came home that evening you decided to go for it. Jongho was still a bit confused but eventually agreed. You could feel his grip on your waist and felt how hard he tried not to make any noise or move.
“Sing something for me.” You said, trying to distract him and obviously wanting to hear his beautiful voice. “Sing? I mean yeah if you want me to..” He responded, starting to hum a sweet melody. His grip instantly softened as his body relaxed.
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I’m Only A Crack In This Castle Of Glass (Hardly Anything Else I Need To Be) PT. 7
Batfamily x Batsis Story
Word Count: 2.1K Warnings: Explicit Language, Angst
Author’s Note: Anyone order a part seven? Cause I got a part seven for y'all. Enjoy! -Thorne
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Ever since the meeting that night, she’d gotten more letters from her family than she’d ever received in twenty-one years. Not that she decided to read them. The first line from Dick’s letter was, ”I never wanted you to leave because of me. If only I’d known…”. She couldn’t keep reading, and she wasn’t sure if it were from guilt, sadness, or anger, but there was something there that she didn’t want to face.
It didn’t stop there though. They kept coming even if she tacked a return to sender on it and sent it back. She’d even labeled one and written, ”Stop writing me.” but that didn’t stop them. Wally texted her every other night on top of the letters and she wanted to strangle him through the phone.
She knew though, that if she could keep holding out for three more months, she’d be home free. Wherever home was at this point. Every city she kept thinking about had some type of vigilante and there was nothing that didn’t; eventually she decided on Coast City. Somewhere warm and sunny, and as far from Gotham and Central as possible.
Of course that little voice in the back of her head just kept telling her to talk to them, but she was going to be as stubborn against it as possible—but time was dwindling, and so was her resolve.
***
“Ophelia, have you seen the extra bag of espresso beans? I can’t remember where you put them the other week.” She waited for a response. “Ophelia?” she turned and frowned. “Why did I accept the manager’s position when I can’t even round up my workers?”
She walked out of the storage and wiped her hands on the rag at her waist. “Ophelia?” A giggle sounded at the counter and when she walked out, her eyes went wide at the sight.
Jason was leaning against the counter with that smile he used to use on the models at the galas. He smiled at Ophelia. “Tell me, what do you make better, the cappuccinos or lattes?”
“Well, I make a —”
“She makes a mean ‘get in the back and find my espresso beans’,” she grunted and both of them jumped.
“Melisandre!” Ophelia stuttered, pale cheeks flushing pink. “I thought you were in the back.”
“I was. Think you can go find the coffee beans you put away?” She shot Ophelia a stare that screamed ‘scram’ and the girl nodded, hurrying to the storage room.
“Aww, why’d you run the cutie off, Melisandre?” Jason queried. “I was going to ask her out on—”
“Can I talk to you?” she interrupted, voice barely containing her seething rage. “Outside.”
Jason shrugged and shoved his hands in his jean pockets. “Sure, but be careful, people might get suspicious.”
She grunted and walked outside, listening to him follow and when the door shut, she turned around and hissed, “What the fuck are you doing here?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. I was just getting coffee.”
“Oh, don’t play dumb with me, Jason. We both know that’s a load of bullshit.”
His eyes narrowed and he noted, “You’ve really gotten comfortable using foul language. You know that, (Y/N)?”
She glared at him. “What. Do. You. Want.”
“You won’t answer our letters,” he shrugged. “Didn’t have a lot of options to talk.”
“And showing up at my job is the better option?” she griped.
“It was that or your house, (Y/N). Take your pick but you can’t have both.”
“Well, maybe my silence is supposed to be the answer to those letters. Did you think about that?”
“I did,” he nodded. “But after the third letter being rejected, I decided to go big or go home.”
(Y/N) growled. “Go home.”
Jason smirked. “No.”
“I’m not fucking joking here, Jason. I don’t want you coming here. Ever.”
“Frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn,” he retorted then stepped forward and grabbed her wrist. “You don’t wanna talk willingly, fine. I’ll make you talk to me. And if I have to show up here every day, I will.”
“No, you won’t.”
Jason cocked a brow and tightened his grip. “You wanna bet? Because I’m not Dick and I’m sure as hell not Bruce. I don’t have a day job to get to.” He smirked. “I can do this all day.”
(Y/N) bit the inside of her cheek and thought for a moment then sighed and yanked her arm away. “Fine. Come to my apartment after five. We’ll talk there.”
“Thank—”
“Don’t thank me yet,” she interrupted coldly. “I’m agreeing for one meeting and then you fuck off back to Gotham City and leave me the hell alone for good.” She spun on her heel and started back for the door when his voice reached her, tired and pained.
“Do you really hate all of us? Do you really hate us like you make yourself think you do?”
(Y/N)’s feet felt like lead and she stopped, gazing at the glass door. “I don’t know, Jason.”
“Then let me help.”
“You can find the apartment on your own. I know you’re good at looking for homes.” She slipped in the café door, leaving him standing there shocked and hurt.
***
Sure enough, a minute after five o’clock, her doorbell rang and she called, “It’s open.” The door opened and shut, and she looked up from the little kitchenette, watching the way Jason walked into her apartment, gazing around the empty living room.
“Shit, do you live in a home or a prison cell?”
(Y/N) grunted. “Nice quip. Come up with that by yourself?”
He wandered into the kitchen, leaning back against the counter as she prepared dinner. “What’re you making?”
“Chicken marsala,” she replied. “You’re here to talk. Start talking.”
“Are you going to be a bitch like you were the other night or can I ask about life in Central the last three years?” she shot him a glare, warning him, but he paid it no mind. “You going to school?”
(Y/N) nodded. “I go to Central City Community College. Take classes all week at different times.”
“What are you studying?” he asked.
“For now, general studies, but I’m minoring in political science.”
“Planning on a four year after you graduate?”
She shrugged. “Maybe. Maybe not.” Her hands stalled for a moment. “I don’t have the money for a big school to get a bachelors.” Shaking her head, she chopped up the vegetables. “Figure if I can get a job in the area, I can scrounge up enough to start the process though.”
“Might take years,” Jason noted, and she nodded.
“Yeah, hard work usually does.” (Y/N) glanced at him. “What’s Cassandra like?”
He blinked, evidently not expecting that, though he recovered and smiled. “She’s great honestly. Kicks ass better than anyone I know.”
“Even Batman?”
Jason huffed a laugh. “I’m sure she could wipe the floor with each of us if she decided to not hold back. Her mom’s Lady Shiva and her dad’s David Cain.”
“I don’t know who they are but I’m assuming from the tone that they’re not exactly the best parents in the world.”
“No���they’re not.” He agreed. “David didn’t teach Cass how to speak so she’s been mute all her life.”
“I’ve heard the few interviews she’s given,” (Y/N) replied. “She’s very eloquent when she does.”
“Shakespeare’s influence. And probably Emily Dickinson.” He smiled. “I leave her a lot of books to read so I can be her favorite.”
She snorted. “Yeah, that sounds like you.” Sliding the cast iron skillet into the oven, she sat at the crappy metal dining table, Jason taking the seat on the other side. (Y/N) scratched at the table. “Does Bruce like her?” she questioned lowly, and he nodded.
“Loves her like she’s his own.” He her with cautious eyes. “Just like he loves you.” Jason watched the emotion flash across her face, quick as lighting, a deep sorrow, then she was humming.
“Well, that’s good then.” She cleared her throat and looked at the clock. “How’ve you been? I hear a lot about Outlaws.”
Jason chuckled. “Yeah, that’s my band of renegades. Me, Roy Harper, and Koriand’r.”
“Remind me, those were Speedy and Starfire, right?”
He snorted. “Arsenal and Starfire. But yeah, close enough.”
(Y/N) got up and pulled two glasses from the cabinet before going to the refrigerator and getting the lemonade. She poured them both glasses and sat back down. “How’d you manage to wrangle two of the Titans into your posse?”
“Kori willingly tagged along, and Roy won’t leave me alone,” he griped, sipping his lemonade.
“Mmm…and how does Dick feel about you stealing two of his exes?”
Jason choked on his drink, spilling it on the table and down his chin. “That’s not—” he coughed. “That’s not what that is.”
“Uh huh, sure it’s not.”
“It isn’t,” he glowered.
“Riiiiiiight,” she drawled out with a grin, then took a sip and set her glass back down. “Figured you’d get Cass along with you. she seems like she’d be fit for Outlaws.”
He shook his head. “Nah, she’d be better off with Tim and his Young Justice weirdos.”
“She non-lethal?”
“Mhm.”
They dwindled into silence until the timer went off on the oven and she pulled the skillet out and set two plates on the table. “You’re gonna feed me?” he asked as she handed him a fork.
(Y/N) scoffed. “Duh. I’m a bitch, but I’m a bitch with manners.” She smiled sweetly. “But you have to leave afterwards.”
“Mmm…can I crash on your couch?”
“No.”
“Please?”
“No.”
He shrugged. “Figured I’d try anyways.”
They ate in silence, occasionally speaking about their lives the last three years, and when the food was all gone and the lemonade drunk, he sighed and reclined in the chair.
“What?” (Y/N) questioned and he shrugged.
“Dunno…I’d like to do this again soon.” His teal eyes found hers. “It’s been too long since we were together.”
“Tread carefully,” she murmured, looking at the wall and he sighed.
“Sis, talk to me,” he begged. “Even if it’s just to tell me how much you hate me, just talk to me.” She didn’t respond and he sighed again, standing from the table. “Thanks for dinner.”
“…I hate that you all put Gotham and every civilian before our family.” Jason stopped dead in his tracks and turned, gazing at her, though she didn’t tear her eyes from the wall. “I hate that the only time I felt like anyone paid any attention to me was when we were at galas and even then, the attention was just for show. It didn’t matter because all anyone wanted to do was get the hell out of the manor and go on patrol. It didn’t matter because I wasn’t like any of you. I wasn’t a part of the real family.”
Tears gathered in her eyes. “I hate that I spent more nights sitting in a dark and silent manor than spending them with my family. I hate that I never had a normal family growing up where we’d go for ice-cream after school and attend school performances. I hate that I got stuck with a bunch of siblings hellbent on giving every piece of themselves to the world and they couldn’t take one night off to have a family night to save their lives. To at least pretend to be normal.”
(Y/N) finally took her eyes from the wall and he felt his heart tighten as the tears slipped down her cheeks and she breathed, “I hate that I was born Bruce Wayne’s biological daughter and I’d give anything and everything I have to be someone else’s daughter and sister.”
Jason’s mouth felt dry, and he didn’t have single thing to say to her and she whispered, “Is that what you wanted to hear, Jason?” she blinked. “Because that’s what I feel every morning I wake up.”
“I’m sorry,” he murmured, and she cleared her throat, wiping her cheeks.
“Yeah well, I’m three years passed sorry.” (Y/N) nodded to the front door. “You should leave now.”
Jason nodded but his feet didn’t move. For a moment, he couldn’t move them, then he sucked in a breath and started edging back to the door. When he neared the door, he pulled it open and paused, looking back at her. “(Y/N)?” she didn’t answer but he said it anyway. “I love you. More than you’ve ever known.” He sighed and stepped out, closing it behind him.
(Y/N) buried her face in her hands and sobbed alone at the dinner table.
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