#because i do that

[forzasedici]

you think all those celebrities that follow lewis and see seb on lewis' instagram once every few months just sigh and go "oh he's at it again"

[odinspattern]

I was thinking of a time where my brother and parents kept wanting me to come out of the closet, honestly harassing me for years about it, and trying to push me out, because then it would be an answer for why I was so weird (because this was 2000’s era and people tend to forget how mean and miserable that time was.)

The worst part was that they were right all along, and it took years to get to the point where I would or could be open. But anyway, they were not the only people picking up how extremely queer I was.

My classmates did.

Random ass strangers did.

People on the internet did.

Almost all my friends did.

Except one.

An openly bisexual girl who introduced me to Yuri, My Little Pony, and Homestuck. She let me stay at her house when it was rough at home, she got me into art, and was girl who yelled at me for becoming mainstream at one point because I got a free copy of Hunger Games and checked it out. She and I used to talk on the phone every damn day, and our relationship was really toxic and codependent.

She claimed that I was the straightest person she ever knew, which is hilarious in hindsight, but kinda hard to hear, as I was struggling withv my sexuality and coming to terms with people being right.

Which I think is ironically why I kept her for so long. Letting go of her, albeit in a really shitty, cowardly «blocking her from my contacts on all Spaces I had one day way» did coincide with me hesitantly out little by little.

Despite all of this, I hope she is doing well. I hope she got the help she needed. I hope beyond everything that she is still alive and doesn’t live with her shitty family anymore.

[puppyeared]

filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^

[bumblingbabooshka]

Vulcan teen on Vulcan [tiktok] saying "I have just lost track of my father in the grocery store." The camera turns to show the viewers the grocery store in which almost every single older middle-aged man has a bowlcut and long robes. Camera turns back to show the teen's face which is expressionless and yet communicates all it needs to.

[everythingwasnormalhere]

pls rb if you think cuddling doesn't have to be s3xual

im tryna prove a point to my bf's mother help me out

[mayhemchicken-artblog]

in the hour or so it took me to draw this op turned reblogs off

EDIT: reblogs are STAYING OFF. op was right and correct and i have never regretted making a post as much as this one. if you want to reblog my art you can reblog something else from my blog. or commission me, lord knows i deserve financial compensation for the nightmare this post has put me through

[incandescent-creativity]

Do you ever write a sentence and then realize “Nah, that’s too self aware for you” and backspace a bunch of times.

[theblob1958]

people are saying do it scared, but you also gotta do it alone. you'll miss out on so much you want to do if you wait til someone will do it with you. do it scared and do it alone.

[some-pers0n]

I'm always entertained by people doing those "canon VS fanon" memes where both are misunderstanding characters to such a violent degree 'cause like

[ameba-from-space]

[lgbtlunaverse]

The world exists in such a baffling state of simultaneous sex-aversion and sex-hegemony. Every social platform on the internet is trying to banish sex workers to the shadow realm but I can't post a tweet without at least two bots replying P U S S Y I N B I O. People are self-censoring sex to seggs and $3× but every other ad you see is still filled with half-naked women. Rightwingers want queer people arrested for so much as existing in the same postal code as a child and are also drumming up a moral panic about how teenage boys aren't getting laid enough. I feel like I'm losing my mind.

[demaparbat-hp]

That infamous prison escape.

[reactionimagesdaily]

[katsigian]

Changing my belief system from "this is the hill I'll die on" to "this is the hill I'll kill you on" has done absolute wonders for me 10/10 do recommend

[a-drama-addict]

not caring too much about a fandom’s favourite guy is the worst. you’ll think “oh i’ll look into the tag see if anything new and cool’s there” and it’s just that fucking guy again

[flame-shadow]

hey did you know??? that if you stop stretching and maintaining mobility in your body then it goes away?? things get tight and you can't move the way that you used to??? and when you decide to try getting a stretch routine going that the first week fucking sucks because you keep going 'damn i used to be able to do this no problem' and then you have to switch gears and be kind to yourself and just focus on getting better from here instead of berating yourself for dropping the good habits in the first place??? and your body never stops aging so you gotta keep taking care of it and sometimes you gotta take care of it extra in certain areas because of things that happened when you were younger and it's boring and sometimes hurts but it's so necessary???

i am yelling this at myself right now i am going through An Experience (trying to get into a routine of body maintenance again for my physical and mental health)