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Octavia's and BlitzĂž's potential relationship development
I believe that the show, despite Octavia openly hating BlitzĂž, gives us some hints that they have much more in common than it seems. Iâve noticed a couple of moments where BlitzĂž and Octavia are⊠pretty much in sync, if that makes sense.
Here are those moments Iâve noticed⊠maybe stretched in some places, but! Hear me out!
1. Here, they donât hear each other, but both are repulsed by Stolasâs obnoxious language and express the same reaction. Itâs funny that Stolas is the one calling them out.
[BlitzĂž]: WHAT [Octavia]: THE [BlitzĂž]: FUCK [Octavia]: DAD?! S1EP2, Loo Loo Land, 4:52
2. They also share a distaste for Stolasâs behavior throughout the episode, albeit in slightly different ways. In fact, this serves as a great demonstration of how deaf and blind Stolas is to obvious social cues at the beginning of the seriesâhe doesnât stop even when directly asked to do so on multiple occasions.
BlitzĂž is disgusted by Stolasâs awkward, overly sexual advances and demeaning language towards him and his work.
[Stolas]: You are so cute when you are serious! S1EP2, Loo Loo Land, 6:06
Octavia is taken aback by essentially the same. However, she blames both of them, understandably failing to recognize that BlitzĂž is just as uncomfortable as she is. From her perspective, BlitzĂž is a homewrecker who contributed to destroying her parents' marriage.
[Stolas]: You know, it's quite thrilling to see you on the job, Blitzy.[BlitzĂž]: Save it, bitch, I am working. [Octavia]: You both need to get a room. S1EP2, Loo Loo Land, 8:20
3. They share the hate for the same clown!
[BlitzĂž and Octavia]: I hate that fucking clown. S1EP2, Loo Loo Land, 8:50
4. They seem to have similar tastes in music! The song My World Is Burning Down Around Me, which Octavia plays to tune out Stellaâs screaming, is also heard in BlitzĂžâs van when he comes to pick up Loona in the Queen Bee episode, although itâs only instrumental. Here, have a look. If, for some reason, the service with the timeframes isnât working, Iâll also provide the timings in writing so you can check it yourself on YouTube.
Octavia turns on the song, and for a while, we can hear the lyrics before it fades into the background as the scene shifts to Stella yelling at Stolas and later to Stolasâs conversation with Octavia. S1EP2, Loo Loo Land, 2:52 - 3:50
The songâs instrumental version can be heard when BlitzĂžâs van arrives, and the background noise at Queen Beeâs club is different, so thereâs no chance for misinterpretation. It is the music BlitzĂžâs was listening to. S1EP8, Queen Bee, 8:20 - 9:14
5. Haha, they freak out in the same way in the Seeing Stars episode! I know itâs probably just a stylistic choice to transition from Octaviaâs initial experience with LA to BlitzĂž having to contact Stolas and explain what happened. However, I might be indulging in a bit of wishful thinking, suggesting that this similarity in their stress responses could have some deeper meaning.
S2EP2, Seeing Stars, 4:42
So-o... What am I trying to say with all these points I've made?
Like the kind of delulu who yells, "Ghostfuckers, save us!" (we know Viv, we know how trying to put our hopes up ends, haha), I draw a complete unhinged card and I am going to make a very bold claim:
I think that once Stolas and BlitzĂž finally get their shit and themselves back together, and Octavia realizes thereâs much more to the story than, âOh, itâs just horny dad cheated on my mum with a red lizard dickhead and my dad ruined my family,â Octavia could actually bond with BlitzĂž quite nicely, and he would make a good second dad to her! Well, donât get me wrong. She might never want to take it to that level. Also, we donât know how things will turn out, nor do we know her relationship with her mum, Stella.
But I do believe that their parallels were thrown in for a reason. Despite the circumstances, they can, and maybe will, be on much better terms than they currently are.
Go on, call me delusional and leave me be in my complete denial corner. <3 I admit I do tend to forget the current state of the Stolitz relationship in the series, as in my world, where Iâm prioritizing my time working on that fic, they are finally together. I am bitter-sweetly excited that @tealvenetianmask and I are slowly but surely getting close to finishing it. :)
(Yes, yes, it was shameless self-promotionâsue me for the unlawful use of a speculatory-analytical post space to promote our version of Stolitz working hard to sort out their issues post Apology Tour and having some silly and horny fun along the way.)
#anyone wants to buy a space in my posts?#it's not like I write regularly or anything#but yeah!#okay jokes aside I really feel Octavia would like BlitzĂž if she gives him a chance#but undeniably we have a very long way to go to it#because currently let's be honest#Octavia is nowhere to be found after s2ep2 which suggests there's a rift in their relationship with Stolas#and that is worrisome#AND WE HAVE THAT LINE IN TRAILER#âyou never loved mom and you never loved me; you love HIMâ#so the shitstorm is yet to gain its full power#and hit the fan#oh dear my poor owl#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#akira's whimpery metas#stolitz#blitzĂž#stolas#stolas x blitz#blitz x stolas#octavia goetia#octavia
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More art for @phoenixcatch7 Possessed Doll Au Someone gets to meet Black Bat for the first time- though lets be honest Cass probably spooked someone and then went running to Batdad when they started trying to figure out how she got onto the Watchtower and if she's allowed
#possessed puppet au#possessed doll au#batman au#batman#bruce wayne#cassandra cain#black bat#art#dcu#dc#ibispaintx#I had fun making B hunched over so he doesn't accidentally knock his head or ears on something lol#Cass blends in with his cloak and she uses this to her advantage#Lets be honest the robins are probably also there they're just hidden or takin a nap in the chest cavity lol#Look Bruce doesn't mean to look terrifying he really doesn't seeing as the JL are his allies#But Cass is new to the family and she got spooked and he's going to protect her because this is his current baby of the fmaily#same vibes as a big scruffy cat standing over a kitten mrrring angrily at you lol#Mans brought her up to the Watchtower because he needed to update the computer and figured he could give her a tour#sketch#Let's be honest Cass is probably the first of the kids to earn sedative or paralytic spikes lol#âFather when can I have spikesâ#âWhen you stop losing your arms Dickâ#âWhat about me fatherâ#âWhen you stop trying to sneak explosives Jasonâ
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Kirishima loves you. <3
Happy birthday, Kirishima! đȘ
#assassys#kirishima#eijirou kirishima#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#once again drew him for a friend đ«Ą#gift art#drew this 2 months ago which is the only reason i have it ready#because let's be honest i would never have been able to do it with all the current manga stuff going on#ily kirishima
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yes i'm rooting for m*leven breakup because byler is neat but mostly? i'm rooting for m*leven breakup for the sake of el and mike.
to me, their romance was always a puppy love born out of a combination of social pressures, naĂŻve curiosity, and a lack of true understanding regarding intimacy and romantic love and what it really is. it was real in that they do truly, deeply care about each other and they are close friends, maybe even shared an attraction, but a maturing romance is so much more than that. they've grown up and out of being boyfriend/girlfriend, and that's okay! i think television/film needs to show more often that most of us don't have definite "soulmates" or first childhood loves that we spend our whole lives with. it doesn't mean these relationships meant nothing and didn't impact us, it just means they've run their course and that something else is in the cards, and this is part of life!
i've always felt el was at her best and most confident self when broken up with mike, discovering who she was and what she liked alongside another girl her age instead of just relying on mike for mentorship on how to live in the real world. she deserves more of an opportunity to find herself, her autonomy, and her independence, and to love who she is, and she's made it clear she's felt insecure in the relationship with mike because she isn't being loved and understood the way she wants, needs, and deserves from someone who is her partner.
also, it's okay if mike doesn't love her in "the way he should". he is not obligated to love her romantically and stay in a relationship with her just because she's a girl, because she "needed someone", or because he cares about her a lot. he shouldn't be pressured into a romance if it's not truly coming from his heart. he deserves freedom to find out and honour who he is, too, instead of just staying in his non-functional first relationship â one he got into as a child, essentially â and defining himself that way because it's what's expected when a boy and a girl are close. he loves her in some way, yes, but it's okay if he doesn't feel comfortable or secure being her boyfriend anymore, for whatever reason that is. he's felt insecure too, and that's valid and it matters.
they are their own people and are steadily growing and changing every day. they need time to figure out who those people are, and it's become clear (at least in my opinion) that those people aren't meant to be a couple at this stage.
they deserve freedom. they deserve to grow up and be authentic to themselves and not feel like they need to lie for the sake of a relationship. they deserve to move on from this version of their relationship that isn't making them happy and rekindle the best part of their bond: their strong, beautiful friendship. they don't have to be a couple if it doesn't make them stronger and better and happier people.
i think it would be healthy and wonderful for a show, especially one consumed frequently by young adults, to show a relationship starting, progressing, and ending on good terms in this way. sometimes things don't work out, and that is okay.
#eve text#elmike#stranger things#byler#only tagging byler because i feel like yall will like this take lol#tagging tagging tagging WHAT ARE EVERYONE ELSE'S THOUGHTS#god i can't believe i'm making a post about stranger things. this feels like poking a bear#i'm not particularly anti m*leven but like... they'd have to do something pretty special at this point for me to feel like it's viable#i'm seeing the bts of s5 and it's got me Having Thoughts#elmike friendship is something i am so passionate about#even before i ever liked byler (didn't ship at all until s4 even though i knew it was a thing before) i've felt this way about elmike#i always believed they were close friends at heart and needed to break up#the romance part of them felt very distinctly young and very much âhe was a boy she was a girlâ to me#and it hasn't deepened into anything more mature and i don't see how it could based on the current state of the writing...#the fact that lumax exists â a young relationship that is actively maturing and is healthy â makes that clear to me#and the âlove confessionâ in s4 and how disingenuous and miserable it felt was just the nail in the coffin#also the fact that will (who is IN LOVE with mike) was instrumental in making it happen? ... uh... okay... interesting choiceâŠ#fucked up and reductive if they make it another queer unrequited love sacrifice for the sake of pushing the heterosexual agenda YUCK#so i really hope the speculation about a m*leven breakup is real!! i think it just makes sense for their characters but who knows#i don't believe in the notion of love at first sight or one true love and i think the writers don't too???#love to me is an accumulation of experiences and we inevitably choose it at some point rather than fall into it... but idk#tv is so fixated on keeping couples together... sometimes it's just not reality guys especially with young people... LET IT GO...#like i said though i'm not 100% sold that they're going to give up their âgolden coupleâ LMAO#stranger things hasn't historically subverted too many tropes if i'm being honest#anyway i seriously need this season to come out quickly... i'm so bored and getting my master's is crushing my soul#i need frivolity#ALSO btw i won't respond to hateful messages about this so please don't bother. it's not that serious. this is a netflix show
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Valicer Multiamory Month, Day Twelve: Explaining/mapping the polycule (Running Into The Bullshit AU)
We've hit a fun one today in Multiamory March (as put on by @polyamships) -- "explaining/mapping the polycule!" A prompt all about figuring out how to explain the various relationships within your group of partners, metamours, friends, and what-have-yous --
And the minute I saw it, I was like, "Oh, I have to do this with the Running Headlong Into The Bullshit mega-polycule." XD Running Headlong Into The Bullshit, for those of you not in the know, is my name for the ship that involves not only Victor, Victoria, Emily, Alice, and Smiler, but also Christopher White, my OC based off the White Knight from Through The Looking Glass (with his name and general looking coming from Christopher Lloyd's portrayal of the character in the Hallmark Alice In Wonderland); Richard Hatter (a humanized version of the AMA/A:MR Hatter with a better attitude); and Preston Garvey and Piper Wright from Fallout 4 (two of my favorite companions in the game, and the two I've romanced during my playthrough with my Sole Survivor version of Victor). The ship name itself comes from this post on how each OT3 has the basic roles of "running headlong into the bullshit, pretends to not want to run headlong into the bullshit but secretly loves it, and does not actually want to run headlong into the bullshit but is pulled along by the other two," and my addition about how Victor keeps getting involved with people who want to run into the bullshit. XD It's not really an AU so much as a silly concept I came up with once and occasionally think about (I know it would be an "all modern day college students AU" and that's about it), but given it involves a nine-person polycule, I thought it was perfect for this prompt.
So! Without further ado, I give you Smiler, Richard, and the rest of the polycule explaining their dynamics to an unnamed questioner, who may or may not be regretting asking. :p Enjoy!
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âGot our visual aid ready, Richard?â
âYup! Ready when you are, Smiler!â
âGreat! Okay, so, the first thing to understand is, most of this polycule revolves around Victor.â
âA fact that confuses even me to this day.â
âWeâre working on his self-esteem. Anyway, that puts him here, in the center of this six-partner web of myself, Alice, Victoria, Emily, Preston, and Piper. With me so far?â
âYesâŠâ
âFantastic. Now, over here you have the âValicerâ triangle â thatâs me, Victor, and Alice. Alice and I are both romantically involved with Victor, but our own relationship is more on the queerplatonic side â thatâs why our connecting line is green instead of red. And over here we have the âEverdortmackâ triangle â thatâs Victor, Victoria, and Emily.â
âWe had to use our last names instead of our firsts, for, well, obvious reasons.â
âRight â they are in a proper triad relationship, romantic all around. And here we have the â did you guys ever come up with a name for your threesome?â
âOur names are kind of hard to combine, Yellow. Trust me, Iâve tried.â
âI kind of liked Christopherâs suggestion of âThe Press, The Past, and the Paleâ â though I think we need a better P-word for Victor.â
âPale does fit meâŠâ
âWeâll go with the âTriple Pâ triangle for now. Anyway, yes, this is another triad with Victor, Preston, and Piper. So far, so simple. But now things get interesting, because Preston is also involved with Victoriaââ
âWeâve only been on a couple of dates so far, but itâs been very nice.â
âAnd Piper is involved with Emily!â
âOur dates have been a little more physical. ...DANCING! WEâVE GONE DANCING! STOP LAUGHING!â
âNo. And Victoria is also romantically connected to Christopher hereââ
âWhat can I say, Iâve always loved a proper lady.â
âAnd Richard is involved with Emily!â
âOur dates are not physical at all because Iâm asexual.â
âRichard!â
âAnd overall, weâre all in what you might call a âgarden partyâ polycule â weâre all on good terms, but not all of us hang out together all the time.â
âMostly because itâs incredibly difficult to coordinate dates for nine people, and we all have a lot going on in our own lives.â
âExactly â so, any questions?â
âYeah â how the hell do you all even meet to get tangled up like this?â
âOh, thatâs a series of much longer stories. Richard?â
âGot the outline right here!â
#MultiamoryMarch#MultiamoryMarch2025#valicer#fanfic#valicer multiamory month#victor van dort#alice liddell#smiler alton#corpse bride#alice madness returns#the smiler#running headlong into the bullshit#forgotten I'd made a tag for that too!#very handy because I found another prompt in the list that's also perfect for the megapolycule#you'll be seeing that in roughly a week's time#anyway yes when I first came up with the ship I joked about needing a flowchart to keep track of all the relationships#so naturally when I saw this prompt I was like 'hah YES let's go'#in my original conception Alice was also romantically involved with Victoria and Emily (like in Technicolor Phase)#but as you can see that's not the case with the current version#I'd say she's open to the idea but nobody wants to complicate things even further just yet XD#I think I like their relationship being more friendshippy/queerplatonicy anyway at least in this context#went with dialogue-only both because it felt right and it helped keep the wordcount down#I imagine/hope it's pretty easy to tell who is talking when#or at least make an educated guess#Piper's probably one of the easiest to spot given I couldn't resist riffing on her 'Blue' nickname for the Sole Survivor#she WOULD call Smiler 'Yellow' let's be honest#oh and as per the linked post I DO have a name for the Victor/Alice/Preston/Piper ship at least: Queer Apocalypse#but that didn't quite work here because well not the apocalypse#so Victor Piper and Preston will have to come up with something on their own!#queued
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Alright, let's hope that the hype from watching the movie and rereading the original trilogy will be enough to make me finish it this time
#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#the hunger games#suzanne collins#currently reading#books#booklr community#booklr#still fighting the urge to buy the new french edition#wondering if they printed this one too#because let's be honest#i'm not a big fan of the target like green and black circles#but i'm torn between getting them in english or french#because the french edition is prettier#but the english text is the one i read#but if i get the french one maybe my dad will read them#he really loved the og movies
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'the reason why i say nobody should interact with anything israeli ever but don't have that same rigor for russia is because russia is a country with a long history that israel doesn't so there' okay and do you think that long history was also sunshine and rainbows? do you think russia got to the size that it did with the power of friendship? do you think russian history only started in february of 2022? are you stupid?
#personal#that's my semi controversial post of the day#(also not to mention that half the stuff people find so great about russia are ukrainian things that russia stole through colonization)#(and if not ukrainian than from some other either ethnic minority in russia or former soviet state)#like i don't feel i have a leg to stand on when it comes to 'should you ever engage with anything from This Bad Nationality' takes#because i'm not part of any of the affected parties beyond being a person who can read words#but if you're gonna do it about ONE group at least be consistent and do it about all groups#it's like that bit where daniel penny and luigi mangione were happening in the same week#and people were giving completely opposite takes depending on who they supported#despite fundamentally the same thing happening in both cases#once again the defining characteristic of gen z takes on current events is astounding hypocrisy#and an inability to hold consistent views even if it means smth you support is affected#(because let's be honest the reason why the children don't hold what russia is doing in ukraine)#(to the same standards as what israel is doing to palestine)#(is because they think communism and the soviet union are Super Mega Based and thus don't want to criticize it)#aka hypocrisy#(also one of the posts i saw with this take mentioned that things in russia they liked included ballet and esfrgthsgafr)#(ballet is not exclusively a russian thing you can enjoy ballets from other countries i promise)#(there are other ballet composers other than tchaikovsky if you don't have an iq of 2 and i say this as someone)#(who loves tchaikovsky's music)
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going crazy about kaz brekker hours
#HE'S JUST *screams into a pillow*#Inej wants him to be better she NEEDS him to be better and shed his armour and be emotionall vulnerable and honest to her#and every time he tries it life delivers a right hook into his solar plexus and knocks him to hell and back#and time and time again he is made to come to the incorrect conclusion that being vulnerable and soft and caring about anyone ever#is a mistake and a weakness that he isn't allowed that he doesn't deserve#and his only way of getting what he wants and keeping the people he loves safe is if he becomes something that can't love them#like life just continues to punish him for having any kind of feelings#and he can only love them if he kills the part of himself that loves them. like COME ON MAN#i'm literally unwell about this kid (KID HE'S FUCKING 17 LET HIM LIVE)#someone sedate me (well actually don't i need to start reading CK tonight)#Kaz I Am Ruin And Ruination Brekker#and it's so tragic because he has come such a long way during SoC and when Inej asks him to be hers you know he can't do it. he would like#to but he's unable of it like his walls are still built up so high.#and it's fair of her to ask because she needs that and keeping her always at arms length is not viable of Kaz but also that's all he can#currently give her. that's his all and it's not enough and my heart is breaking for them ohmygod#they make me think so much of felonies love square I'LL EAT GLASS#okay. anyway. finished six of crows. i'm normal about them.#mia's reading
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"Why Did He Reject You" anon here! Of course that's fine! I'd never say no to hearing your take on even more characters. It's so nice of you to offer to give me a sneak peek. Specifically, I was hoping to get a look at Wriothesley, Lyney, and Freminet, but even just one of them is enough for me. Thanks again! á” á” á”
Here you go! I'll just say right now that these are just the first draft. As long as I'm not lazy about it, I will be changing the wording. I don't like how theyre worded right now, but the overall content and message shouldn't change. They're below the cut!
Freminet - All That Glitters - He couldnât believe his ears when you first told him. It didnât make sense. How can someone like you have feelings for someone like him? Gloomy, quiet, unsociableâhe is nothing like Lyney. He doesnât make people smile, nor can he enthrall and wow. Even if you canât see it, he knows the truth. He lives behind a diving mask and a clockwork penguin. Simply put, he would never match someone like you.
Lyney - Invulnerability - Never had Lyney imagined denying you when he first caught wind of his feelings. But the more he enthralled you, the more you began looking at him in that way, that expectant way. You wanted more from him. You wanted him to open up, to rely on you. And the more you fall, the heavier your expectations become. But he doesnât give in. How can he? He feels like heâs standing before a cliff. So he wonders how long you can put up with it, his avoidance. How long will you be able to stand him until you can no longer?
Wriothesley - Out of Sight - When you first met him, you fell head over heels. With a laidback ease and smooth voice, he captivated you in an instant. But you didnât act upon it. How could you? Whenever you are around him, your heart beats, and whenever he speaks to you, your throat closes up. But you are smitten. Simply smitten. So when you finally built up the bravery, how shocked you were with his response. He doesnât know anything about you. Really. How can he see you as anything other than a kid when you canât act any way but such?Â
#ekolu.headcanons#not tagging these on purpose#lyney's is a sort of....... kinda rejection#he's not rejecting you outright but at the same time he's not letting you come close#although i'll be honest with you i dislike the current answer#idk if it's because of the wording or the content in general l#his may actually change completely#as for wriothesley i didnt word it well but basically like....#in his eyes all you have is a puppy crush on him#you're not acting like a mature adult. youre acting like a child#he doesnt know anything about you#he doesn't have a bad opinion of you#but he sees you as a kid#someone he has to watch over#how do you to expect him to fall for you when youre acting like that?#you feel me?#gotta word it better though#anyway i hope you enjoy!#okay wait i was thinking about it more and let me elaborate here abt wriothesley#in my eyes for the most part? he doesnt disrespect most people#even if you acted like a lovestruck maiden he wouldnt dislike you or disrespect you for that?#but in my eyes wriothesley only 'respects' people that deserve it. people that are worth his time#so like if you acted like in the description he would still like you but you'd be 'kid' status to him#like he wouldnt think LESS of you. youd just be a cute kid in his eyes#ehfjjejdj idk how to word it properly
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Can I request "this didnt turn out like I intended" with shidou, es, and amane?
Aw yeah!! Thank you so much for the request -- I ended up giving the line to Es but honestly all three of them could have said it, it was perfect đ I pictured this before the T2 interrogations, with Es being fairly quiet about their guilt towards everything that happened. Though Shidou appears a bit less, I hope I could convey that he and Es share a lot of thoughts, interestingly.
Es would never get accustomed to the screaming.Â
Theyâd heard a few anguished cries from the prisonerâs videos. Theyâd gotten a few agitated shouts when the first trial verdicts were announced. But nothing could have prepared them for the way the prison halls echoed now. Whether the prisoners poured out their sorrows, anguish, or agony at recent injuries, Es didnât think they needed Milgramâs power to hear the true sounds of their heart.Â
Es wished theyâd just stop already. They knew it was selfish to hope for. They knew it stemmed from their own guilt. That didnât make them wish for it any less.
The current bout of cries was coming from Shidouâs cell. Es had paused just before passing, trying to bury a wince as they listened to Fuuta struggle with treatment.
Amane approached from the other side. She glared at the cell, though Es knew it wasnât the screaming that was bothering her.
She opened her mouth to speak, but they said in a hushed voice, âhey, I donât need you giving Shidou any trouble. I know you disapprove, but I stand by this. Iâm the one who told Shidou to check on Fuuta and Mahiru. Iâm going to make sure theyâre cared for.â
Amane studied them with her bright, unsettling gaze. âWhy?â Her voice came out as strangely even as always. She was one of the few Es hadnât heard any kind of shout from. âIf something is destined to happen, who are you to change its course? Do you really believe you are the same as God, having that much control over the lives of others?â
âNot at all.â Es didnât fight her. They werenât here to change her heart, only read it. Still, they wondered if they could convince her to soften a bit without denouncing her beliefs. âThe thing is, Iâm not affecting their fate.â
âThen what do you call this?â
âPutting things back the way they should be.â
Es had tried to stand by their actions. Theyâd put on a tough face in front of the injured prisoners. They could not show weakness. As their warden, they couldnât show any uncertainty, whatsoever. After all, the only thing worse than nearly getting killed was finding out you nearly got killed because of a childâs mistake. So they would keep this act up. They would assure everyone that this was still going according to plan.Â
The way Amane looked at them, she already knew it wasnât.
So, they figured it wouldnât hurt to speak a little more openly now. Maybe it would even help explain Amaneâs verdict. That certainly hadnât gone as planned, either. âI wrongfully changed their lives when I let them get hurt. I saw that Kotoko had the capability for something like this, and I ignored it in the name of forgiveness. Now I need to fix the harm Iâve caused.â
âYou havenât caused any harm.â
Fuuta howled from inside.
Amane turned her gaze away. âThat was still an outside force. You had no control over Kotokoâs actions. You and Shidou have control now.â
âI did have control over Kotoko, though. I knew my choices would have consequences. This is my fault.â
It felt good to say it out loud. Maybe not 'good.' It was a relief.
âAnd if I may venture to speak for ShidouâŠâ That man was a mystery, but Es had put a few pieces together, at least. âIt seems⊠he also took some lives off of their intended course. This is his way of fixing that. Right now, this is all we can do to make up for our decisions of the past. Isnât that acceptable?â
She went to answer, but some shuffling from the cell cut her off. Shidou emerged, his expression changing ever so slightly upon finding the two just outside. Fuuta scowled on his way out, but said nothing.Â
As the pair stood face to face, Amaneâs eyes lit with fiery fury. Shidou met her with a harsh coldness.
âI wasnât expecting you two,â he said simply. He was one of the others Es had yet to hear with a raised voice. Their two quietest prisoners, locked in such an intense struggle. That had certainly been an unexpected turn. âIs everything alright?â
âYes,â Es lied. âWe just stopped to talk for a moment.â
âOh? What about?â Shidou folded his hands together. His gloves were covered in blood, they noticed.Â
âJust that⊠thisâŠâ they waved a gloved hand in a general gesture, âdidnât work out as I intended.â
Shidou offered them a smile. It was one without any warmth, but that didnât make it any less genuine.
âMmm. It never does.â
#milgram#es#amane momose#shidou kirisaki#im very curious about the specifics of amanes beliefs and i genuinely wonder if she would see this framing of the events#i know es is pretty honest with fuuta in his vd about how this isnt what they wanted -so i set this before all that#as much as they bicker with amane about ages i think theyd subconsciously be drawn to the only other person near their age#and be ready to trust her with their secret doubts#especially after Magic -- es would think amane will understand what it means to make a mistake and want to fix it#they seemed to take her beliefs seriously in the vd (pushing back against them but still not trying to up and convert her in a day)#shidou is caught in a weird place because he both wants to atone for the lives he took by saving new ones#and also if asked he'd argue that you dont need to be atoning in order to intervene and offer help#thank you so much for the request!#id originally written a drabble about es stopping an argument between shidou and amane but they really are the quietest/most collected ones#plus physical fights are currently prohibited so i couldnt include action if i wanted#so it was just a super boring conversation asdfasd#doing it like this let me get a bit deeper into Es' guilt/perspective so i was really glad with the switch đ i hope you enjoyed!#drabbles
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december in movies [3/31]: all i want for christmas (1991) dir. robert lieberman "Merry Christmas! HO HO HO!"
#filmedit#filmgifs#holidaysource#mediagifs#movieedit#cinematv#filmtvdaily#filmtvcentral#cinemapix#fyeahmovies#All I Want For Christmas#All I Want For Christmas (1991)#mine*#mygifs#movies*#dim*#not the best let's be honest BUT there's a LOT of nostalgia here#I feel like this is the kind of Christmas movies I love solely because of the way they look#it's a big problem I have with current(?) Christmas movies: they look too clean; too pristine; too... shiny?#and so they lose the magic? at least for me hahahaha
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oh I will say that one thing that really helped with college admissions discrimination resentment is turning out to be useless
if I had gone onto succeed wildly in life I would have narrativized college admissions as The Time I Almost Got Unfairly Threshed
but I burned out horribly instead and am a burden to society, so I've narrativized it as The Time When Princeton Gettier Case Rejected Me
#rambl#i think i make an honest living now but i made a lot of money off facebook for doing no or terrible work#i think i can fairly label myself a parasite#they let me get away with it so long because i'm female... thank you cultural currents. i'll take that nest egg
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#what the inside of my brain looks like. currently#i took time off work to fully immerse myself in the dirt. gonna let the brainworms eat me alive#also because i needed a break but. gkdjjd mostly for the first reason if iâm being honest with myself
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Okay so basically the United States MINT of all people is going to be working with DC to make a line of coins! These coins sadly won't be in circulation (the things I would do to live in a world where I could get Batman coins from the supermarket) as they're collectors coins, but will be releasing over the course of the next 3 years, 2025-2027.
Designs haven't been released yet (the same is true for all 2025 designs) but we know there will be 9 coins in total (3 each year) with the first year featuring (of course!!!) Superman, Batman, and Wonder Woman.
Although we know the first three heroes to be featured, the remaining six have yet to be decided, and it turns out the Mint is putting out a survey on their site to gauge which of a group of culturally significant heroes people want to see most! (link to the form is mentioned in the article above)
The considered group includes: Supergirl, the Flash, Green Arrow, Black Canary, Captain Marvel, John Stewart GL, Aquaman, Hawkman, Jamie Reyes BB, Robin (Damian?), Cyborg, and Batgirl, of which 6 will be selected.
As someone who does a bit of coin collecting myself (mainly circulation coins like the quarters sets, but I also have a couple proof and collectors coins) I think this is a really cool and interesting idea that showcases the history of the comics medium and these characters and their influence on American culture. Really excited to wait and see what the designs look like for the coins already announced!
#ABSOLUTELY INSANE TO ME#sorry just. only thing that could make this crazier is if these were circulating. i would fucking die actually lmao#i mean you could buy something with one of these legally but like youre an idiot if you do that so likeeee#someone showing up with the solid gold superman collector coin and its only legally worth a dollar lmao#not that someone would do this but future generations/archeologists finding a coin in some ruins and it just has like. batman on it#amazing to me#also just the transition from us currency having all fake people (lady liberty some random native american guy etc.) and then going to real#people and presidents then expanding that to honor people that they believe should be honored (think the harriet tubman coin set right now)#and representing beauty and innovation and culture through representation of the states#only through that lens to swing back around and have fake people on the coins again in the form of the freaking dc trinity. insane to me#no one ever gets me when im nerding out over coins its okay. at least its not postage stamps (i actually do have some special postage stamps#its like 1 sheet though it was for the 2017 eclipse and the image changes from totality to the moon with the heat of your finger theyre so#cool okay) anyways i like dont really know that much abt coins lol i originally saw a post abt this on reddit đ lol and had to check this#was real which is insane. anyways my dad got my all my coin stuff ive got a proof set from the year i was born albums to hold the 50 states#and national parks (america the beautiful but its 90% natl park designs lets be honest here) quarter collections as i find them irl#(dont have an album for us women yet sadly but do have some of the coins) as well as a few dimes and other circulation albums i havent used#much. and then i have a few collectibles like the hubble telescope $1 coin the 50th anniversary apollo 11 one and the 2021 anniversary peace#dollar. though like not the gold ones or anything like that lol but yeah. i talk abt coins every once and a while with friends and i know#things but then my dad is in the car and its like nevermind lol.#also put a ? after damian's name bc theres a chance it could be dick and they just used the wrong picture. because some of the character#bios had names but his didnt and seemed very dick grayson (acrobatics mention âbatman's partnerâ etc) but not so specfic exclude either one#and the pick was damian. but then the ollie pick was goateeless for some reason so who knows#culturally dick is more important but dami is current so idk#dc comics#blah#ive really been learning so much today. first all in announcement and subsequent leaks and now this. what a ride#also love how im anticipating and know future comics things lol. when did that happen haha. ive really transitioned from only reading back#issues and never knowing current events to following a lot of releases lol and somehow finding out about the freaking coin collection...#crazy how that happens#cant scroll up at that first image without losing it a bit still actually. what a world we live in. anyways take your bets who is gonna be
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Just thinking a lot in the time after the Crusade ends and Nela's mental health blatantly nosediving with no end in aight. No matter how much people try to help her, it doesn't work. They sometimes succeed in distracting her long enough to get her to act as normal, but that's just a fleeting mirage.
This goes on for months, not even Ember can push through to help her. Each week a bit more withdrawn, each week a bit less energy to fake being fine.
Work is one of the few things to reliably pull her out of her hole for a bit. So as much as everyone wants her to take a break (she obviously needs it), doing it could cause more damage than anything else.
When Samel finally manages to get through to her, it doesn't fix anything. Not immediately. However, it finally gives her the ability to take the help offered to her, yo search comfort in others and, slowly, pour out everything that has been eating her from inside. A full recovery will still take years, but she finally takes the first step out and the downward spiral stops.
#oc: nela damasio#the more I think in it the more I realize she would crash so hard it would terrify everyone around her#because she has been holding herself together by sheer willpower and it's now spent#I feel honestly sorry for Daeran because he would think now everything is going to be fine#he is finally confident in the relationship with his now fiancée#and then this happens#It has to be horrible for him but I really cannot imagine her keeping up the lie in any convincing manner once the pressure lets off#and she is too stubborn and scared of being honest about her situation#i blame my current focus on this time period on my arting adventures#also she is absolutely getting a damn break after that#the one time Irabeth and Daeran are in wholehearted agreement
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If anyone asks me if I regret my decision (being unable to post for 22 hours bc I went ham on a sideblog and hit post limit at 2am yesterday) I'd like to give a resounding HELL NO by the way. It was a terrible experience bc unfortunately I'm horribly addicted to this webbed site HOWEVER. I'd do it again. It's what they [noncanon hetbait comic book couple] deserve. Anyways it is SUCH a relief to be able to post again. I am now so aware of how much I use this site though rip
#''swishy you hit post limit? how could you DO that to your followers'' um well first off youre hilarious to think that i have followers#like on lothscat dot tumblr dot com (sci fi/comics/p much every current non scooby obsession sideblog)??????? BE REAL#that place is a ghost town lets be honest. the only one reading that shit is me#and SECOND. if my 53 followers cannot HANDLE 250 simonjess posts in a row at 2am???? then they dont DESERVE to be there in the first place#like if you cant handle the heat get out of the kitchen you know!!!!!#like if i want to rb the same comic panel 25 times in a row times like 30 panels i should be allowed to do that actually#tumblr stopping me was VERY funny and honestly what i was aiming for but still very rude#anyways if id known that hitting post limit would also carry over here i would have at least said something#but it doesn't matter now because WERE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!@ for however long until i do that again because it was actually hilarious shjsjeej#my queue is so fucking long though#both on my one sideblog and here. mainly the sideblog bc i funneled the remainder of the posting spree into there but also here bc i queued#up the posts that i wanted to rb but couldnt when REALLY i should have scheduled them bc then theyd actually have posted semi promptly#but oh well im too lazy to go and fix it#blah
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