#beastdazai

[shush-itsasecret]

"I don't know why I'm here"

I saw a YouTube comment that mentioned something about writing a fanfiction where BEAST Odasaku visits Dazai's grave and yup I ain't giving any spoilers just read!! I started working on its art first and then some ideas about the fanfic popped up in my head so here it is!!

Only read after you've already read both sides of "The day I picked up Dazai" and BEAST for complete understanding.

Kindly-

Don't repost without giving credit

Tag me and credit if you draw the idea

No Odazai shipping in this post. I only view them as besto friendo

4. ENJOYY!!

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The sky is dark. Maybe it will rain today. The slow, cold breeze is blowing, taking with it the gloomy heat of Yokohama. I see some children making paper boats on my way. They were probably planning to play with them in the streets after it rains. Origami. That's what it's called. An old Japanese art of making different animals and objects by the mere act of folding paper. I think I remember Sakura mentioning that she was learning to make origami turtles. I'll have to ask her about it later.

As I entered the cemetery, the earth felt soft and damp under my feet. The familiar smell of wet soil hits my nostrils. Wet soil always smells nice, like reminiscences of the beloved past. But right here at this moment, it felt like the finishing touch of the scenery. It smelt like how a freshly painted portrait smells of paint. I make my way over to the other side of the vast graveyard.

My feet came to a halt in front of a certain melancholic gravestone. Gravestones aren't melancholic. They're just pieces of stone. But this one exerted a strange, eerie aura. The name written on it felt unreal too. Everything about this grave is different. Even the soil smelt differently. It smelt of loneliness and forced heartlessness. The image of his last meeting with me flashed vividly in my mind. The youngest port mafia boss, Osamu Dazai, now lay silent in his eternal rest. They say that death is the same for everyone, and it makes everyone equal regardless of what their life is like. But I doubt the same could be said about this man here. His last words echo in my ears.

"Goodbye, Odasaku"

Odasaku. The name felt strange yet familiar. He was the first who called me by that name, yet it felt startingly nostalgic. Like when you....nevermind. I can't think of a way to describe this feeling.

"I don't know why I'm here" The words coming out of my lips aligned perfectly with my thoughts, leaving no space for contradictions.

"I thought you'd like to be the first one to hear it" The wind blew whistles as if nodding in response. "Kunikida-san and Akutagawa are helping me with the editing. The story you're about to hear is still raw but it's completed nevertheless. I hope you like it" I slid down beside the gravestone. The atmosphere felt welcoming. It was the first time I was reading my story out loud. Maybe it will prove helpful, giving me insights and a new perspective on it. I fixed myself in a more comfortable position and leaned on the gravestone.

The words slipped out of my mouth easily, as if they had been waiting to be listened to by this person. As if from the moment this story came to me, it had waited patiently, solely to make Dazai it's first reader. Or well, listener in this case.

I think I'm forgetting a few parts. it's easier to remember the stories others have written than to recall one's own story. My lips moved easily, in perfect harmony with the whistles of the wind. An instrument. I realized that I was like an instrument at that moment, my words being my music. They decorated the air like stars on a dark, lonely night. Dark clouds roared, and the wind whispered back, creating a back-and-forth melody. Maybe I could spend a little more time here.

I don't know how long it's been now. I left my wristwatch at home for some unknown reason. A few hours is my guess, though I'm not sure. I look up at the sky. A few cold droplets hit my face.

"I'll get going now" I stand up, brushing the dirt off my clothes. The coat had gotten dirty with the mud but that doesn't concern me right now. Akutagawa's babysitting the younger ones today. I hope they don't sneak out and play in the rain. They'll catch a cold if they do.

"When are we meeting next?" I was genuinely startled. There was nobody around. I could have seen them with my Future vision ability if anyone had come. They say that on rare occasions, under specific conditions, the shrieking of wind can sound like a human's voice too. The only odd thing was that I recognized this voice too well.

"I'll come again. There's more to the story and I forgot some parts too." I said to no one in particular. The words left my mouth and evaporated in the air, becoming a part of the scenery. When I looked back at the grave, it felt less lonely now.

I take out a cigarette and the matchbox I always kept on me. 'Lupin', it reads. The breeze behind my back gently blew through the leaves and grass, waving goodbye like an old friend. I think I'll come here again. This place might not be so bad after all.

[hina-has-no-life]

Just a little doodle of Beast!Dazai I made at work

He lives rent free in my head

[ojirocardigansniper]

irs so funny that dazzy baited me to bsd by saying 'oh youare gonna want to squish dazai so bad' and then in the first episode i was like Haha drowning himself wow hes just like my oc that im batshit over [DOESNT EVEN FUCKING KNOW HOW TRUE THAT STATEMENT IS GONNA BE. BEASTDAZAI AND AYIRINE SAME BEREAVED CUNT INSANE BEHAVIOR]

gsometimes you go and try to write either meta or poetry (its both. honestly) and you end up just bapping the shit out of a character because they are soooooo self-destructive it makes you mad at them IWISH YOU WERENT FUCKED IN THE HEAD. YOU COULD HAVE CHOSEN TO BE CALM AND TRY SOMETHING ELSE ACTUALLY INSTEAD OF. RUINING LIKE FOUR PEOPLES LIVES . tihs is about beast

[suicideenthusiast]

you and beastdazai

NO?? @yearningfortheend

[fogazz4]

Hello!

So, I had been searching for an BeastDazai fanfic that was made sometime ago by an user named lovedazai (I think they changed their username tho.) And haven't found it yet, it has three chapters and it is basicaly about BeastDazai having memories about the original universe with the reader (Y/N or whatever you call it) and going to their favorite cafe, sitting at their table, then managing to get thrm to go out with him.

I'm sorry for the poor description and sorry for any grammar mistakes, english is not my frist language.

Thank you for your time and have a Nice day!

[sunghoul]

beastdazai -> sapphicgrove

[meltysblood]

tagged by doffy @cod wuwuwu thank you!

lockscreen + last screenshot + last Spotify song

i tag! @teehee @popfever @rorronoa @happyfairyskeleton @viviraptor @gothipuff @beastdazai @guccimedusa @paparoach @upperranktwo and whoever wanna do this 🫶🏽💖

[nikavicious]

@beastdazai

foxes

[dazaisprettyprincess]

Beast...

Beast dazai

Beast d

Beast dazai

Beast.

Beast daza

B d

Beastdazai

Beastzai

Yes

[shunxcos]

~ If you repost my photos, please give credits for my work uwu💖 ~ don't forget to follow the others! 🤗💖 ~ Camera man: @weirdweebstuff Character: Dazai Osamu: @shoujojo_cos Akutagawa Ryunosuke: @_len_kun Atsushi Nakajima: @xr.ken_ Manga: Bungou Stray Dogs Beast ~ 🌸🌸🌸     🌸🌸🌸 🌸🌸💗🌸💗🌸🌸 🌸💗🌸💗🌸💗🌸       🌸💗🌸🌸💗🌸      🌸💗🌸💗🌸           🌸💗🌸              🌸🌸                🌸 Tags~ #beastatsushi #beastakutagawa #beastdazai #bungoustraydogs #bsd #bungoustraydogsdazai #dazaicosplay #dazaiosamu #dazai #dazaiosamucosplay #beastbsdcosplay #atsushicosplay #atsushi #atsushinakajimacosplay #akutagawa #akutagawaryunosukecosplay #akutagawaryunosuke #akutagawacosplay #chisana #chisana2021 (hier: FränZ - Jugendhaus Fränz-Schubert-Straße) https://www.instagram.com/p/CUA0Db7LfiZ/?utm_medium=tumblr

[molotov-tea-cosies]

#beastDazai

Beast 17

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[asofspades]

Beast!Dazai again, he makes me so sad

#bsddazai #bsdfanart #bsdbeast #bsdbeastdazai #dazaiosamu #dazaifanart #beastdazai

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So, I draw panels and then post them on instagram

[annonmaly]

I can't move on from BSD Beast! Another thing that I can't stop thinking about is that BeastDazai knows what CanonDazai experienced and that's the reason why he made his master plan to preserve their world. So this means that the canon timeline is way ahead of Beast.

I'm still confused, but based on what I understand, Beast world is a parallel universe created by someone writing in "The Book" In short, Beast is a world within the book. Or am I wrong?

Now, if BeastDazai already knew about Atsushi and Aku when he executed his plan. CanonDazai must've already met both of them.

The question is, who and when do they write things in that book?

I have really no point to convey here, lols. I'm just really wondering.

[lovica]

6-BeastDazai(A)/CanonAtsushi(B) (Oww, just imagined BeastDazai apologizing to CanonAtsushi for what he has done to his Atsushi, and overall breaking down because realizing how horrific what he has done is hits him hard)

OUCH ANON YOU JUST BROKE MY HEART WITH YOUR REQUEST 😭💔💔💔

Here you go, (Ghost)Beast!Dazai and Atsushi for #6! 

Imagine this is the scene where Beast!Dazai finally manages to move on with Canon!Atsushi’s help, and in their departure, Beast!Dazai apologizes to Canon!Atsushi fot everything, for both being horrible to Beast!Atsushi and everything else, and Atsushi says, with a soft, kind smile on his face:

“Dazai-san, I’m sure… In whichever world we are, whether you’re horrible to me or not, I am sure… That I’ll always forgive you, because Dazai-san’s is important to me.”

[sunghoul]

changed my url again but I was beastdazai originally

[shunxcos]

~ If you repost my photos, please give credits for my work uwu💖 ~ don't forget to follow the others! 🤗💖 ~ Character: Akutagawa Ryunosuke: @_len_kun and @weirdweebstuff Atsushi Nakajima: @xr.ken_ Manga: Bungou Stray Dogs Beast ~ 🌸🌸🌸     🌸🌸🌸 🌸🌸💗🌸💗🌸🌸 🌸💗🌸💗🌸💗🌸       🌸💗🌸🌸💗🌸      🌸💗🌸💗🌸           🌸💗🌸              🌸🌸                🌸 Tags~ #beastatsushi #beastakutagawa #beastdazai #bungoustraydogs #bsd #bungoustraydogsdazai #dazaicosplay #dazaiosamu #dazai #dazaiosamucosplay #beastbsdcosplay #atsushicosplay #atsushi #atsushinakajimacosplay #akutagawa #akutagawaryunosukecosplay #akutagawaryunosuke #akutagawacosplay #chisana #chisana2021 (hier: FränZ - Jugendhaus Fränz-Schubert-Straße) https://www.instagram.com/p/CUae5SUMVRT/?utm_medium=tumblr