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I really like seeing peoples opinions so
#bmc#be more chill#be more chill made me gay#will roland#will connolly#jeremy heere#j.heere#musical theater#lin manuel miranda#i was being goofy with this okay#enjoys me being an idiot#klfgjasdfashkjfhajs
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CALLING BE MORE CHILL FANDOM-
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN WE PUT COMPUTERS IN PEOPLES BRAINS WHAT HAPPENS ITS NOT PRETTY
WHY
Not a single monkey survived the Neuralink experiment. I’ll bet Elmo can’t wait to start torturing and murdering human beings with this.
#bmc#be more chill#bmc fandom#be more chill fandom#be more chill made me gay#bmcblr#michael mell#jeremy heere#squip#christine canigula#jake dillinger#rich goranski#rich set a fire#this is a bad idea whyyy
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#BMC#hamilton#six#newsies#livesies#Crazy people who don’t like musicals#poll#it’s from japannnnnnn#be more chill#deh#dear Evan Hansen#Bow to my kingdom of musicals#be more chill made me gay
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Gay people posing
#splatoon#splatoon oc#splatoon oc art#oc art#hi guys#my gay splatoon ocs#their names are zapp and chemise#zapp is the octoling hes like funny and outgoing swag awesomeness#chemise the inkling hes like chill autism sillyness also fashion designer#i might post more abt them cuz ive been meaning to post more ocs so i need to give them new ref sheets since i made them like a year ago#drew this now since im a little more interested in splatoon again yaaaayyyy ^_^#took me three days cuz i was busy procrastinating and playing splatoon and watching show and scrolling on phone lalallalalalaaa#kayy byeeeee have nice day yes !!!!
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nothing makes me more mad than when david gaider tweets lmfaoooo
#hate that man#no offense#well full offense actually#the playersexual discourse is crazy but him admitting that he's the reason there's like.#gender-locked romances in response to da:tv having pansexual romances is insane#“everyone being able to be attracted to ur character takes away from the characters' agency” in what world actually#like does iron bull have no agency over his character cuz he can like both?#homophobic rhetoric i fear#not to mention idk why it would be more important for people that a fake person made of pixels#has more “agency” (as if they ever do theyre NOT REAL!!!!!!!!!)#than players who want to express themselves through the medium of the video game and experience it#in a way that makes them comfortable#dorian romance is great and it does revolve a whole lot around being gay but at some point like#not liking how bg3 did their romance bc characters can fall in love with you regardless of gender just stinks of losers#“they fall in love with you no matter how you act” bro if u do mean things some of them will permanently leave the party#like literally what are you talking abt#astarion rejected 60 percent of players in the first few weeks of the game being out like literally what are you talking about#its fine im calm#im chill#take a deep breath me#LOL#anyways fuck that guy#glad he's no longer lead writer cuz him freely admitting he's the reason for the limitations of dai is crazy#same guy who said astarion is basically fenris tho so u can clearly tell his ego has started leaking out his ass
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thinking about how 2 very small line changes in bmc broadway hold so much weight and that’s “I head to drama practice with christine” being changed to “I head to play rehearsal with christine” and “lunch? just the two of us?” being changed to “bowling alley performance art? just the two of us” BECAUSE IT SHOWS JEREMY ACTUALLY LISTENS TO CHRISTINE
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I’M BACK FROM HIKE ‼️ ‼️ IT WAS SO GOOD GUYS. ACTUALLY SO WONDERFUL I LOVED IT SO SO MUCH
#(also did tumblr change its layout again…)#ANYWAY HIKE WAS INCREDIBLE!!#one of our leaders was this awesome guy who was a theatre kid and gay and incredibly nice and chill#hes friends with some ppl involved in the current west end production of rocky horror which is cool… AND HE KNEW AMERICAN#OSYCHO THE MUSICAL!!!! which was SO AWESOME#and i spent the whole 6 days with 7 of my friends and we made so many stupid jokes (sososo many terrible hawk tuah jokes. it was great)#and it was just the most fantastic time ever#and the bush was so beautiful and interesting and it was tiring to hike through but so worth it#and we sung songs and saw a blue tongue lizard and a dead deer and many currawongs#and swum in the river and got water from there and cooked many mediocre meals and made inside jokes and gosh it was just so good#i have more to say but i need to shower. please tell me if anything super cray cray happened while i was gone
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#man I really just don't like chapstick runeless's music#went to a drag show and the gal on the mic was really aggressive about if you didn't know hot to go and can I be real?#it's not that great of a song#and I can only remember the 'h o t t o g o' bits and even then they're really annoying to me???#me trying to explain why I dislike the new gay woman singer that got popular:#she's got sooooo much more money than me and she's literally been buying into the industry to become famous the last DECADE#and yet she got the white woman tears to the max#do I agree with how our culture has normalized stalking and abusively invasive behaviour? FUCK NO#but also it's the worlds' least kept secret that fame INCLUDES these things#you have to change the culture of it you can't just ask fans to be chill when most of them ARE chill#the whole point of being in the spotlight is that you made yourself deliberately visible#it's like AIMING to fly directly into the sun and being upset when the wax gets hot#also she's kinda wrapped up in that garbage of an exploitation scheme with the ticket master shit and her shows#her music is mostly pop music and ngl the vibrations are not there for me fam. The power they get is from the fans not from her.#gurl also needs to stay offline like she gets WAY too wrapped up in the trolling she is Bad At Not Feeding The Trolls#she can literally buy a therapist like idk maybe if she's so sad she should hang out with swift#put more shitty emissions into the air#this woman is a richie and I won't accept her as queer. She's gay.#She's corporate#and her tickets are over fucking priced.#there's a reason many musicians stay small and it's so they can be closer to their fans#so that they can have shows that are AFFORDABLE for their fans#and she ain't one any of that.#what's fucked is I'm usually the gay guy going 'LET'S GO LESBIANS LET'S GO' but she is just. Blah.
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my father telling me how scared he was when i ran away from the house but i cant express how scared i was 2 b in the house
hey, whats up w/that?
#whenever we ‘hang out’ he likes 2 make the topic as depressing as possible by always talking abiut the past#& it is the most annoying shit ever i will not lie BC I DONT WANT 2 TALK ABOUT DEATH & THE ABUSE EVERY TIME I SPEAK 2 U#yk? thag makes sense in my head#anyways he started talking abiut how terrified he was when i had ran away multiple times a couple yrs ago & when i say a couple i mean#i have no idea how long ago bc memory is a bitch#but it had 2 b like middle school - sophmore?#multiple times & like i just wanna shake him bc LITERLLY WHAT & WHO DO U THINK I WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM#GODDAMNN I H8 BING THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS HOUSE WHO CAN EXPRESS EMOTIONS & NOT LET THEM EFFECT HOW I VIEW THE OTHER#‘oh u ran in the park u ran in the park’ i didnt run in the fuckinggppaaarrkrkkkk AAAAAAAAAA I MET A NICE LADY WHO HAD A GOAT IN THE#SPARTMENTS I FRIECIENTED OFTEN WHEN I WAS YOUNGER#i cant express how safe the goddamn goat lady & her kid made me feel vs my parents who started hunting 4 me#like ive been dragged home so many times im not going through that shit again#i miss the goat the mom & the kid we were just chilling @ like midnight 4 a bit#did this turn in2 a vent? idk#i do this a lot ill prolly delete this soonish when im kore calm#bc rn i want 2 chuck bricks in my laundry machine & watch them fly out & hit whatever#im going back 2 watching anime if i have 2 talk 2 1 other person i will actually explode#like irl person not online the silly gay ppl in my phone r super cool & amazing & i love them#im srry 4 bing a dick btw#i cant explain it i mean i could but i cant im just my brain is telling me eveyr1 h8s me & MAN i h8 it when it does#so im just frightened & by golly & am i havign a cheery time yipyipyip#typing in tags is sm easier than in a post bc i dont think most ppl read tags lol#the more i think about my past the more i wonder wtf am i doing here#bc how did i even get out of the house in the 1st place & then ontop of that was able 2 hide#like what……#bc they were fucking grabbing me n shit & they have CARS like i didnt go in the park i walked the sidewalks HOW DID I MOT GET CAUGHT??#MULTIPLE TIMES??? LIKE I ‘ran away’ MULTIPLE TIMES#i didnt exactly run away tho bc i didnt want them 2 file police shit i didnt eant 2 deal w/that & also hirt the pll i stayed over w/#so i always went back. obviously blehhh#ug hj hhhh my heads hurting again this is like the 4th day in a row :((
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exhausted the music I like listening to so to pass time at work I've started listening to cast recordings of musicals I liked in high school. Which is fun because I haven't listened to them in a while but also not fun because I have come to the realization of just how much influence stuff like Heathers, Be More Chill, and fucking Hamilton has on my writing to this day
#also. 2010 musicals are weird listening to them again#why do they care sm about high schoolers having sex. why are there so many jokes about being gay and no actual gay people#I miss theater but now that I'm listening to be more chill specifically I'm like wow! this sucks#2010 musicals also liked joking about self harm suicide and eating disorders and I'm seeing some possible sources of why I hated highschool!#it's funny though when a character sings and I'm like damnnn. my link would say that. he has said that. fuck I made Link this character#the worst was listening to Hamilton yesterday and going oohh. that's why Ghirahim sounds like that to me mkay.#now I have to live with the knowledge that every time I've written Ghirahim has been influenced by#by third vice president of the untied states Aaron Burr in some roundabout way#also Hamilton actually is a really good musical. you guys were just mean. and my mom was a little too obsessed with it
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i mentioned my ex during lunch break at work today and it was literally the first time i ever acknowledged being gay when at work and it was both freeing and Really Fucking Scary
#i was shaking so bad during the rest of the conversation i hope no one noticed 😭😭#i have to say thanks to my new-ish coworker who is firstly so nice and secondly totally open like she talks about lgbt+ stuff casually#which i admire so much bc i've been working there for 2+ years and while not exactly hiding being bi (i think it's quite obvious i'm gay)#i've never been able to be open about it my internalized homotransphobia is STRONG lol i panick when i even think to casually mention it#so like seeing someone else bringing up lgbt stuff casually is so insane and brave to me#and she definitely made me feel at ease enough to like say something that made it obvious i'm not straight#when i never could bring myself to before even if i wanted to#that said i still feel waaaay too scared to mention being trans also ugh i find it more difficult to casually bring up in convos#like gkfvkdvj especially the more time passes i mean i didn't even start this job with the idea of being stealth and i don't feel like i am#i feel more like i'm closeted? cause really i don't WANT it to be a secret i'd much rather it was out in the open#but it's scary. so so scary. i never know how to be open and chill about being trans lol like where do i start#but like hey okay baby steps i mentioned that i'm gay today which was already a lot for me#nico rambles
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anyways. holding linebeck gently
#some assorted untagged linebeck thoughts tonight cuz hey why not its been a Day of ups and downs and he’s been there in my mind#sometime this month i do want to make some images of him w/ the pride flags of my hcs so general gay and then mlm and then intersex#general post ph crew rundown theres linebeck and then damien is bi and trans and bellum doesnt fucking care and link is figuring it out#so its half we got it and half man i have other things to worry about#i feel like you put linebeck and midna in a room and they are gay/lesbian buddies mlm/wlw solidarity thats what they are to me#anyways. revisited my post abt possession aftermath effects. you can probably tell i enjoy hurt/comfort/whump#smth darkly funny to me abt extremely sick and delirious linebeck and worried link kinda hanging out in his room#with link being like i bet youll be fine!!! you’re recover youre fine. and linebeck just saying kid i have rabies symptoms#anyways he lives hes fine he survives the magic squid rabies. to calm the characters nerves and my own ive decided that once hes well enoug#linebeck and link decide to visit the fairy queen to get some kinda divine checkup and to get the closure of. linebeck is fine he’s fine#nothing malicious is lingering youre good just. get some more bed rest#i do like the idea that when hes got some minor injury to the degree of some little papercur linebeck is incredibly bitchy and whatnot#and then when he’s in genuine danger of dying he’s eerily chill abt it. while recovering from possession one day when he can walk he just#chills on the deck when theres no breeze just smoking. ofc hes terrified inside but fuck if hes going to be obvious abt it (when lucid)#could tie that to his trauma n whatever ig but rn i dont have the energy to really think on it idk hes had enough bad injuries#and has found that when hes actively distressed crying out and whatnot didnt really get people to help#like its smth he learned early on his brother was there and there was just enough but like yknow. wasnt ingrained ig#thats a different thing to be lumped into the idea of him learning that its fine to be more vulnerable abt what you feel n need n want#prob smth he practices with link i mean damien is good but he needs to learn to listen instead of assume for that first bit#uhhh. earlier today i almost made a vent post but didnt but i think the gist was god i need to stop comparing other loz things to my iwn#bc it never never ends well. anyways. uhhh. came up with a possible post ph story arc for bellum n link#and decided to revive an older one with link and linebeck. post ph is really really just its own thing tbh#ofc meant to be a sorta fan sequel thing but between the disregarding of canon sequel stuff and not really adhering to the feeling n whatno#its just its own thing and i like it. ill prob delete this later
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gotta love when someone casually brings up an LGBTQ+ identity, you don't know what it means, you Google it, and then wow holy shit no way what the hell there's been a word for it this whole time???
#lgbtq+#lgbtqia#I'm fruity#be more chill made me gay#this = true story#thank you @puekjh for that#does it @ people if I put it in the tags#I don't know#but guess what there's a word for my gender so that's fun#yay!#this is a sort of coming out post#still trans but also boyflux horray#now I only got one more thing to work out and we'll be all set
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Had THE funniest dream last night
#i was roommates with this couple who for some reason decided they were going to bone directly outside the house#like on the front porch more or less#except they were really worried about being seen? so i was kind of keeping a lookout for them#pretty much as soon as they.. began; a legolas cosplayer appeared complete with a camera crew#OH THAT WAS THE THING! my roommates were filming themselves but it was just on a mounted tripod#so i just opened the window and said ‘uhhh do you guys have a camera crew?’ and they looked around and screamed#had to run inside naked from the waist down. i was laughing and laughing#for some reason my next move was to post about this on tumblr but it got no notes and i was impatient so i posted about it on facebook#and TONS of people liked it immediately and then were sharing it and long story short it went viral#and there were random people in the comments saying like ‘oh this is so obviously fake’ and ‘why does she sound so unconcerned?’#because why would i be concerned?? gay sex is legal.. having it where other people can see isn’t exactly legal but they got inside quickly#and the legolas cosplayer and his camera crew didn’t exactly seem traumatised. they just looked confused if anything#also i’d written it in kind of a sarcastic and funny tone to be entertaining because it was honestly an absurd situation#why i would’ve posted this to FACEBOOK where most of my friends are my elderly relatives; ex-coworkers and high school people i don’t know#anyway that was my dream. two guys i vaguely know had four-second sex on my front porch; saw a legolas cosplayer; screamed and ran inside#OH and the other part of my dream was one of my mutuals on here (who i have only spoken to via prev tags) for some reason had my mobile#number and kept trying to call me#i had them in my phone just as their tumblr url even though they have a name and i know it? and for some reason i kept panicking#and rejecting the call and then coming up with spurious reasons for doing so#even though this person was extremely chill about it and was like ‘oh we can just talk another time!’#it made NO sense. i would absolutely speak to this person on the phone if i got the chance#but also why would i give them my number? and why would they be calling me from the states??#anyway. if you need me i’m going to make breakfast and go to pilates#personal
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I didn't used to ship squip x jeremy but i might have to now...
will's expression here is so me
#akjhlkasjdfhajsd#squip having a homosexual awakening here#bmc#squip#be more chill#i love bmc#michaels not in the picture but imma tag his name anyway#michael mell#be more chill made me gay#“I'm just trying to tell the truth!” -Jared Kleinman#Heere I am making deh references on a bmc post#i love this sm
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absolutely unreasonable over this coworker that i rlly like rn. thank god i don't like men or i would have fucking Lost it by now! as it is i don't even know what has me so dkfjghsdf about him i'm just sitting there with my head in my hands going "he's so normal about trans people..."
#he's a like. fr nerd guy which i don't know if i have a value judgment for but! it gets me points cause i can pull out nerd shit too#thought he was Significantly older than me but he is only four years older than me and not the estimated six. so it's not that bad#once i'm twenty in like three months it really will not be that weird for me to be friends with people in their twenties.#YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS. HE'S NOT NERDY HE'S GEEKY. DIFFERENT VIBE BUT DEFINITELY MORE LIKE ME#like. ordered a working spiderman mask online but also likes my alt radio station. y'know#and he wants to be my friend too!!! we talk nd have similar senses of humor#and he says hi + bye to me every time he sees me AND says my name every time which i think is a like. positive sign#when people take the time to say 'hi [name]!' i think that's a like. 'i'm invested in being friendly with you' thing#AND AGAIN!!! HEAD IN MY HANDS!!!! HE'S SO NORMAL ABOUT TRANS PEOPLE!!!!!!#went 'wow. it's the ignorance' when one of the kids asked about my dead name (kid obviously did not know what being trans entailed)#and when i went 'i mean adults ask me that too' he went 'what??? fr??? people are so uneducated :/' like a little disgusted ab it#which. dude. what a fucking world. so normal about trans people that like. not being normal about trans people is a foreign concept#not EVEN transphobia just not being educated on what's decent to ask a trans person!!! NOBODY knows that stuff!!!!#except for skye my best friend skye apparently. this dude is so fucking normal about trans people#laughs at my jokes about being trans!!! consistently!!!!! is rlly cool about it!!!!!!!#made a joke about using my dual citizenship to go check on the girls who were taking a really long time in the bathroom#and he found it as funny as i did and like. that's a kind of joke u'd usually have to share with other trans/queer people... idk...#would also make that joke with my coworker who is gay. but he's also really chill about me being trans haha#anywayyyyyy i don't know if he's queer or anything (strikes me as straight) but it's. god. world-changing#AND HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND. WHO HE TALKS ABOUT A NORMAL AMOUNT. VERY POSITIVE THING#so i don't have to worry about things being weird at all :D#and he knows for sure i'm 19 and is chill about it. which. i was the only one making that a big deal but it's a relief all the same haha#asked how old i was (talking about graduating from college in a year nd a half) and gave me a FIST BUMP when i told him.#A FIST BUMP. WHO DOES THAT.#straight people. that's who. guys who are just guys.#guys who make me go 'oh so i DO want guy friends who are my friends in a 'we're both guys' way. those other guys just suck'#which i don't really want but ALSO. he's normal about trans people! so he recognizes me as a guy no matter what i look/sound like!!#my like. supervisor's supervisor made a joke about him being childish and like. girl.#idc frankly that's skye my best friend skye you can't tell me shit about him we listened to the radio while driving the kids to the beach#valentine notes
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