#be free lads be free

[ego-meliorem-esse]

Oh big rat.

Queen of rats

I bow before you to request you bestow some words of wisdom upon your humble followers

Feeling happy and content, yet slightly stressed so i present to you: serious answer!

In the most imporatint 2 years of my life, ive gathered some wisodms to share upon the masses (people who follow me despite my constant non posting and my most loyal pornbots):

You have to accept your own cringe. You have to set yourself free. Be cringe, be free.

‘nothing is that deep’ is a motto thats gonna expand your mind. Stop worrying about things you cannot change and start working on things you can is the only way to be sigma

THE TIME WILL PASS ANYWAY whether you do it or not

You are allowed to exist and take up space. Sit on that bench in the park and do nothing. Lay on the grass. Go for a stroll. Visit the places you want to and do what you want to. Shame and embarassment about your own existance are in your own mind, not others. (Big struggle for me)

Teachers, bosses, authority figures are people and youre allowed to speak to them as equals. Demand your respect and rights.

Pat yourself on the back for small achievments, they stack up!

Talent is only a push, consisteny wil actually fuckin get you somewhere

holy shit accept compliments (personal skill issue)

DONT APOLOGIZE FOR THINGS YOU DONT NEED TO. DONT OVERTHINK EVERY SENTANCE. TAKE PEOPLES WORDS AT FACE VALUE. if they asked you to hang out, they meant it. If they assured you of something, they meant it. Even if they didnt fully mean it, its a good exercise for anxiety and confidence.

God this is incredibly lame of me but listen, this was fucking eye opening for me. Youve never seen a more anxious person than me 2.5 years ago. I needed to learn this. This was something foreign to me.

See, you thought i was gonna jest. I do not jest. This is all serious and importaint.

In the spirit of self acceptance, here is a self portrait + rococo print pants i bought 1h ago.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

HOT, SINGLE, UNSTUDIED SPONGES. 3000 NAUTICAL MILES AWAY. Come sail the distance and read Tiger Tiger!

[jetslay]

DC Super-Heroes by Barry Kitson.

[fishiefishiebride]

Rafayel with his child in his arms: “No, I won’t draw this man a piece just because he has money, Thomas”

Thomas: “It’s 1.500.000€! THAT MAN IS VERY RICH AND POWERFUL!”

Rafayel: “And I’m in no need of his fuck-ahhnghj“

Child starring at him: 👁��-👁️

Rafayel: “FUNKY MONEY! Yes, I’m in no need of this mans funky money!”

Child: “Daddy, just say “fucking money””

Rafayel: “👁️👄👁️ MC is gonna kill me…”

[rose-tinted-kalopsia]

sir you have my everything sir

[booasaur]

The US soldier who set himself on fire in front of the Israeli embassy in protest of the genocide in Palestine is Aaron Bushnell.

This tweet will take you to his video where he discusses why he's doing this, and then the immolation itself, which the uploader has blurred. It also quote tweets the earlier initial frame where he's on fire.

Unfortunately, he has passed.

[softbewitcher]

exclusive tutorial 🙂‍↕️

[nekrosmos]

"Nikolai had shattered Yegerov's friend's skull with the wrench propped up against the wall nearby. The blood had spattered up his bare torso, matting his chest hair, stained the side of his face. Shirtless, with a buzzcut he hadn't worn since his time in the Russian Air Force, he looked every part the madman he had become."

From this fic by @on-a-lucky-tide

As you can see, the image staid with me.

Alternate versions ( No blood, Nik with hair, lineart) under "keep reading" ⬇️​⬇️​⬇️​

[shhhimgone]

sylus pookie bear

Bonus:

[sysig]

Those wacky skeletons ♥ (Patreon)

[idorukiss]

I'm sick so im thinking about The Boys and how they would help nurse you/MC back to health as one does xoxo (theres an addition in the replies now!)

‧͙⁺˚･༓･˚⁺‧͙⁺˚･༓･˚⁺‧͙⁺˚･༓･˚⁺‧͙⁺˚･༓･˚⁺‧͙⁺˚･༓･˚⁺‧͙ Xavier would practically live in your place while he dotes on you in case you needed anything at a moments notice while hes sleeping at the edge of your bed holding your hand. He brings more non-traditional remedies insisting they have to work, you dont know how eating this lemon would cure you but you cant say no to those caring eyes

Zayne shows up with everything you could possibly need and more and insists that on doctors orders you arent to get out of bed unless you have to, helping you with as much as possible but trusting you if you say you got it. Sending checkup texts every hour or so while hes at work and then rushing to your place to dote on you more once he's off

Rafayel would 100% move you to his place so you can hole up on his big comfy bed with all the fresh air in his studio (and so he can paint your sleeping face too but he wont tell you that). Shushing you back to sleep whenever you start to stir and giving you lots of backrubs while frantically following the detailed list of advice thomas had given him

Sylus would show up unannounced at your apartment, scooping you up in his arm while the twins gather your stuff and haul you back to his place. He cancels everything he possibly can on his schedule to personally take care of everything you might need or ask for, and anything he wasn't able to get out of he just works on while sitting next to you

[abyssconqueror]

he thinks i won’t eat him alive

[4ndeka]

cover them up, slut a continuation from this old drawing

[fishiefishiebride]

MC and Rafayel: “HAPPY 8th BIRTHDAY🩷🎂🎉”

MC: “What did you wish for honey?”

Child: “I wished for a little sister🥺”

Rafayel smirking: “Me and your mother will gladly be working on it ASAP!”

MC: “Nope, stop the garden is closed for now!…why do you want a little sister?”

Child: “I really like to have a little sister because I find it unfair that I’m the only child that gets to experience your love🥺”

MC smiling softly: “Alright. Me and your father will talk about this throughly.”

Rafayel literally crying and throwing up in joy thinking of a new child running around at home.

[iz-star]

"The person you're destined to be with is... stoic and not very affectionate"

Full version

[typingbunny]

Did this actually happen in the game or is it my brain blorbo?

I think Zayne would 100% be the type of guy to do random sweet things for you because his love language has to be acts of service.

So one day you give him a little kiss on the cheek as a thank you.

He freezes for a second tries to play it cool but gives in.

“Do that again.”

“Huh?”

“What you did just now. I’d like for you to … do that again.”

So you lean in and graze his cheeks with your lips. He immediately feels a warm blush spreading on his face and he knows his ears have a pink tint to them.

“Again.” he demands shamelessly.

You’d be crazy if you complained so you oblige, only for him to grab you swiftly but carefully and somehow you end um straddling him.

“…Do it again”, he whispers with an almost sinful ring to it so that now it’s your turn to turn red, crimson almost. This position is more than embarrassing from however you look at it, but what kicks you off is that breathy almost begging tone you’re not used to hearing it from him.

You lean in, about to kiss his cheek again, when your eyes meet and you’re overwhelmed with such an intense feeling to have him repeat those sweet sounds. No matter what it takes.

His pupils are dilated, there is barely any of that beautiful hazel-green colour to be seen which is a shame but that flustered, almost obsessive look is a different kind of beautiful.

You boldly decide to press a kiss to his neck instead of his cheek, earning the best noise you’ve ever heard in your entire life to erupt from this so-called stoic snowman.

His hands fly to your waist. He’s gentle but firm enough to hold you in place. You practically feel his willpower, to hold back, slipping away from under his fingertips the longer they rest on you. He is oozing with need and you can’t help but reciprocate, curious what else lies beneath the surface of this always composed man.

“What you’re doing right now, is very dangerous.”

His voice is low and has a warning ring to it, one that makes your tummy feel funny. It’s addictive.

“Y-you know me I like danger-“

The second that sentence comes out of your mouth you want to slap yourself in the face maybe jump off the nearest bridge, but Zayne just smirks, slightly lifting one corner of his mouth.

“Of course you do …”

Don’t come for me I don’t know how to explain myself other than that I want need this man to be real and to be mine