#bcuz trust me

[angel-mira]

YOU

[freddy-owo]

HAPPY TOYA BIRTH!!1!1!!!1!!1!!!

[lovesick0cupid]

can ppl stop bringing hpd and munchausen up just when it comes to faking disabilities. like can we stop being the scapegoats for Every diasbility faker ever.

bitches when im actually severely disabled and im not faking it and even the sickness i do fake is via hurting myself. girl its a disorder for a reason ill drink straight poison for a little love and affection

[karmaajr]

chat I made my friend fall for me twice today 😫

[maddogmp3]

they need to invent a "making new friends" that doesnt feel like pulling teeth.

[slytherinshua]

..yes,that's it.

why are we doing all this 😞😞😞

[feli026]

ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!

[felikatze]

that poll reminding me. not so secret feli lore i'm sure i've talked about this before. but one time in school a guy confessed his love to me as a joke (i knew it was a joke because he was part of a clique that Could Not Stand my autism swag) and he did it in front of my friends, with his friends watching from a distance, and the scenario was so absurd i started laughing at him.

Like full on fucking ojou-sama hand to my face laugh. For several minutes. It was the funniest shit to ever happen to me I just did not know how to react.

Obviously this embarrassed him and he went back to his friends. Idk how they reacted to this but over the next few weeks he would try to confess several more times. I would still laugh at him but then it got annoying. So I'd just start kicking him. Every single time he got near me and opened his mouth I would kick him in the shins. Guy was a football player but I still did it. If it came to a fight he could've kicked my ass easy i am a twig but my sheer ferocious moxie scared him.

One math teacher fucking hated this guy for being the "class clown" (read: calling everything gay and autistic as the height of comedy) so she sat us next to each other on purpose and actually gave me permission to kick him if he was being annoying.

This all came to a head on the day my best friend whom I'd had a secret crush on got rejected by HER crush, and she was crying. So to stop people from badgering her I made a distraction. I challenged my nemesis to a duel in the hallway in front of the chemistry rooms. The entire class could hear. Everybody focused on me over my crush trying to wipe her eyes around the corner.

I kept calling him a coward as he ran away from me (presumably out of fear, or because he knew that if he did fight me, he would win, but i would 100% kick him in the balls first). When the chemistry teacher arrived she made us apologize to each other and I no longer had permission to kick him publicly but the damage was done. I had a Reputation. I was Feared. I was the quiet nerd teacher's pet until anybody fucking looked at me wrong.

At the end of that school year, that entire clique decided to graduate early (which you can do, since minimum school attendance is 10yrs, and we were in 10th grade). So many students left and/or changed schools that the principal personally asked the rest of us if everything was okay. This was probably because they all had shit grades and wanted to go to an easier school, but I hated them and choose to believe my warfare efforts were also a cause for this.

[vermwerm]

I HATE EVERYTHING

[mintaikk]

Afk Journey has A+ advertising bcuz I've been procrastinating downloading it for months but the MOMENT I saw the silly little jester guy, I downloaded it within 2 minutes

[c10v3r]

walks over and sits myself down politely. may I please have a charlotte x circle x parker doodle? sorry not sorry. they are my fav and there’s like, 0 content of them.

sorry anon i actually had no ideas on how this would work please accept this shitty doodle

[br1ghtestlight]

anyway ppl who are gonna be like "im moving to canada!!!!" after this election uhhh. well i wouldn't recommend it lol

[like-wuatafauq]

I'm hot until I have to bring up the fact that:

I went manic and got a bunch of tattoos,cut my hair,experienced psychosis, insomnia, and nobody noticed, nobody questioned it. I brought it up to my therapist(I have a new one now cuz I asked to switch after this convo) and specifically asked if how I was acting and doing things was okay only for her to say if I thought it was okay then it's okay. Girl, I need an outside perspective, I can believe it's okay because I'm having racing thoughts, I was having thoughts that things were good. Thank God I managed to even question it and pull myself out so I wouldn't get involved in drugs, alcohol, sex because my parents have a long history of addiction and abuse...it could've definitely been a lot worse.

Anyway, you can decide if I'm still hot after that spill but yeah....

[rewritingcanon]

What pop music do you like? what have you been listening to lately?

oh baby the songs i listen to all came out six-ten years ago and they’re the clubbing music you white girl dance to 😭😭 sorry to disappoint!!

all time favs are lady gaga and glass animals. i used to be OBSESSED with melanie martinez and i still know all her songs soooo. still obsessed. the best era of music would always come around may when eurovision would happen bcuz im not kidding they have the best fucking songs but i will be boycotting from now on soooo. idk if that only includes watching the contest or if that includes listening to the songs, i will have to find out.

im just trying to think of consistent people i listen to and im really struggling urhm. used to be obsessed with nicki minaj and i still know so many of her songs but i do not support her and havent for a while…

in terms of recency i guess ive been getting into pastel ghost and crystal castles? idk if thats pop but i like how it massages my brain. iris by crystal castles is SO good

yeah this was a long way to say my recent tastes is actually decades old 😭

[citrine-elephant]

i will not be able to guarantee, but

[nightfallsystem-moved]

sobb i miss my sister