#bc whew

[devastatinglygreen]

A hot take but one that's a hill you're willing to die on?

oh my.

alright.

i think the comparisons to anthony or benedict when it comes to colin and sex are bad faith takes and the people who think he slept his way through 17 cities are giving him far too much credit (and hate? like no one reacts to colin the way they do to anthony or benedict and it's wild).

whenever colin mentions/we see him involved in sexual situations in part one, he's at odds with penelope emotionally. over the summer he's waiting for penelope to write him and when she doesn't he starts looking for that connection in the physical and when he's back home, he's still seeking what he considers his "normal" with penelope when he's at the brothel in ep 2. right after he leaves the girlies, he's acting both nervous and like he's overcompensating so you can tell he's still unsure about where they stand. he wants penelope's approval so bad he's choking on it.

in ep 4 he's both in love with her and at odds emotionally—they're not on the same page and he's not sure they ever will be. once he's aware of his emotions, he's not even capable of pretending any longer.

which moves into the end of 4 and into ep 5 where he's both confident but nervous because he's done this before but he's never done it quite like that. he's already insecure about her feelings so it feels like all of his focus is making sure she enjoys herself because he can provide this for her. he can give her pleasure and he can give her a home. he can publish his journals and make her proud of him. but it's all to prove something to himself (and her) when it comes to their relationship.

he's far more himself with her than he is with anyone else which is why i think he's so insecure about it. and why LW is such a big issue for him. he's scared for her and he's jealous, yes, but i also think there's a tinge of "i'm still not enough for her" mixed in there when she won't give it up, like being married to him isn't enough even tho that's not what LW is about for her.

neither one of them are being themselves completely at that point. he's more himself, yeah, but he's also trying to prove that he's some better version of himself he thinks he needs to be for her and she's not owning the secret parts of herself yet. they're still not on the same page emotionally.

we saw how hard it was for him to separate his mind and body from the start so i think him trying to do that with penelope, the woman he's in love with and married to by that point, was going to be near impossible. he visibly weakens every time she says she loves him so idk what else people want from him tbh or why they act like he was punishing her. i think he was respecting the both of them.

long way to say what i said but i also stand by it.

[t-lostinworlds]

“Poor Peter. Too weak to send me home to die.” “No. I just want to kill you myself.”

[remotewatch]

okay good (ADULT, minors don’t even look at it let alone interact) people of silly goose nation I humbly ask for your input on the upload schedule that I may or may not listen to!

(I did not put sugar baby part two on here bc it’s going to be quite long. I know some of y’all are waiting but she’ll get here when she gets here)

[boyfriendstevie]

what does it say about me that joe keery in his tiny little slutty shorts and his chacos really does something to me

[weakzen]

anyone else preemptively cringing at book 3's prose or ??

[jacob-blogs]

This year, Cancer season is eating bitches ALIVE

[suckerforv]

My Little Fairy (KSJ x Female Reader)

genre: angst, tiny bit of crack ig, fluff, smut, fairy au

warnings: explicit smut, mentions of family abuse and shunning, mc's mom is a bitch, toot-rotting fluff, jin calls reader "slut" one time, general swearing, fluffy nicknames like "sweetheart, dear, darling, etc" BASICALLY JIN IS WHIPPED

word count: 2.5k (Might be my longest fic yet!)

author's note: i hope you all like this! i havent written a long long fic like this in a long long long LONG time so i hope i haven't lost my touch :D asks are open! i will be opening requests real soon, but i will see. i have COVID right now, so i took this time to finish writing this fic that i started over christmas break. Enjoy!

Chirp, chirp! The sound of your friendly spirit bird filled the room, and you fluttered your eyes open sleepily. You glanced down at your wings- well, where they would have been. Now only bare skin greeted your eyes. You see, you were a fairy. When your people reached puberty, they would grow magnificent wings and fly away to find their future mate, their fated one. However, fate seemed to have different plans for you. Yours never grew. You sighed sadly, folding your blankets and placing them at the foot of your bed. Your hand hesitated as it reached out to the door, then opened it slowly. 

   The empty room seems to mockingly remind you that your family and friends are gone. Having no wings meant having no mate, no grandchildren. For that, your family and friends shunned you. The rest of your generation had already taken flight and chosen their mates, while you were left on the ground, with no one to share your heart. Nevertheless, you went about your day, preparing breakfast and whatnot. Around noon, you decided to go explore the woods, to see if there were any mushrooms you could find to bring back for the stew you were planning to make for dinner. Skipping down the steps of your little cottage, you headed out to the woods, humming happily. Sure, it was hard living alone, but you had your spirit bird and the woods all to yourself. 

   “Ooh, these oyster mushrooms look ready to pick!” you chirped excitedly, plucking the fungi off the base of the tree. Suddenly, you heard a rustle in the bushes near you. Frightened, you grabbed a stick near you and pointed it at the bush with shaky hands. “Come out, whatever you are!” you shouted, your voice wavering. 

   The bushes rustled even more, your senses heightening. A very handsome, tall man stepped out and grinned at you. “Hi!” 

  You shuddered out a shaky breath. “Who are you? Are you following me? What’s your name, and why are you here?” you demanded, poking the stick in his chest as you stalked towards him. 

     “Whoa, calm down, little one,” he chuckled, pushing the stick away and putting his hands up. “My name is Kim Seokjin, and no, I was not following you. I was out here collecting mushrooms just like you, actually.” At this, your eyes lit up and he laughed, eyes crinkling at the corners. “Would you like to see, little dove?” 

    You faltered, glancing down at your wingless back. “I don’t think you should be talking to me,” you turned away. 

Seokjin cocked his head. “Why?” 

“Why? WHY?! Because I don’t have wings!” you blurted out, your face red. “I’m alone here in these woods because my family and friends shunned me. Why are you talking to me, anyways? Are you talking to me out of pity or…” You sniffled, tears trailing down your cheeks. You closed your eyes, wishing for this stranger to go away. Why couldn’t he just leave you alone, for fucks sake?! 

   You felt a thumb wipe away your tears gently and you opened your eyes to see Jin still there. He had a gentle, soft look in his eyes and he turned his back to you. 

  You gasped, eyes widening as you took his back. One wing dangled from his back, and next to it, a scar ran down his back, dark and red. “What happened?” you whispered, looking up at him in sadness and wonder. 

   “I was in battle,” Jin confessed. “I was injured when an arrow hit my back,” he looked at you with sadness, yet there seems to be some understanding behind them. “I have been living alone too. So I understand you, little dove. I have not yet found myself a fated one, my mate. But as soon as I saw you, I felt as if the Moon Luna had made us for each other.” His hand cupped your cheek tenderly, his amber eyes looking into yours with adoration and love. “Will you accept me, y/n, as your fated one?” 

  Your lip trembled. “Is this true?” Your fated one smiled lovingly at you and you burst into tears again. “Yes! A thousand times yes!”

  As you spent more and more time with Seokjin, you learned that he is more than just a mushroom lover. He loved to cook, (which didn’t come as a surprise to you) sing, and build cute little things! He built you a little bed stand, insisting that he had seen how little furniture you had and wanted to provide you with some, seeing that you two were together now. You developed your own daily routine, preparing coffee for the both of you while Seokjin continued on a project he had started on the day before. 

    “Good morning, my love,” Seokjin sang, coming up behind you to plant a kiss on your shoulder. “I’m almost done with the porch swing,” he pondered, grabbing his cup of coffee. “After I’m done with that, I’ll make a few more pieces of furniture and once that’s done, I will continue making wood pieces to sell at the market.” 

  You hummed in response, grabbing the frying pan off the shelf. “Do you want to go to the market today? We need some more flour, salt, and coffee, since we have two of us now,” you chuckled, leaning into his embrace as he tucked his face into the crook of your shoulder. 

   “Yeah,” his voice was muffled as he snuggled into you. “But first, I want cuddles.” 

Chuckling, you set your mug of coffee down and turned around. “All right, let’s head to the couch, hm?” 

   You two flopped down onto the couch. Running his fingers through your hair as you lay on his chest, Jin lulled you to sleep. 

   “My love, it’s time to go to the market,” a raspy voice cooed in your ear. “We’ve slept for almost six hours, and it’s going to be dark soon.”

Groaning, you gazed sleepily into the eyes of your lover. “M’okay. Let me get ready,” you grunted, pulling yourself off of the couch and stumbling into your room. You picked out a simple outfit that consists of jeans and a comfy white off-the-shoulder sweatshirt. You and Jin walked hand in hand to the market, chattering happily along the way. 

   “Okay, so let’s get some flour,” you murmured, grabbing your basket and heading off to the stand where you usually got your flour. Jin followed, looking around in wonder at the small market. Dusk was approaching, so the market was filled with fairy lights and Jin sniffed the air. His stomach grumbled, and you laughed softly, turning at the sound. His face grew red as you tugged him towards a food stand. 

  “You should try the deep fried mushrooms here!” you said excitedly, paying the vendor and passing him a plate of the delicacies. “The long stringy white ones taste like potato chips!” 

   As you both chatted and ate, your stomach dropped all of a sudden. It must’ve shown on your face, because Jin immediately noticed. 

  “Little fairest of them all, what’s wrong?” he questioned, looking over to where you were glancing, but all he could see were people laughing and vendors preparing their goods. 

“My family is here,” you whispered, fear reflecting in your eyes. “What are they doing here, I can’t let them see me-” 

“Well, well, look who we have here,” your mother sang, strolling up to you. “Fancy seeing you here, HA!” 

   “Hello, mother,” you mumbled, picking at your food. “What do you want?” 

“Is it too much to just say hi to my daughter?” she pouted, looking at you endearingly, lower lip jutting out. “My, my, you’ve been feeding yourself well!” She laughed, looking you up and down, but you could clearly see right through her façade. It was all fake. 

  An arm wrapped around your waist, and you looked up to see Seokjin towering over you and your mother, who raised an eyebrow at this new stranger. “Who is this, love?” he questioned even though he already knows the answer.  

  “This is my mom,” you mumbled, looking down. “Mom, this is Seokjin.” 

“Hm,” your mother hummed, scanning him up and down. “Do you have wings?” 

“I do,” he replied, then paused. “Only one though.” 

Your mother recoiled as if something had burned her. “Why only one? Did fate hate you like it did y/n?” She laughed cruelly as the rest of your family laughed at you. Your heart burned with indignation and shame, but Jin squeezed your hand in reassurance. 

Jin looked straight at her and spoke. “No. I was in battle, and an arrow pierced one of my wings. It dropped off not long after, so I have been living with one wing. I must say, your daughter is very lovely.” 

  “Yes, well,” your mother sighed as she dropped into a chair next to you. “It would be better if she had wings. Pity that she is still alone. Then again, I can understand ” 

   “I think I’ve had quite enough of your rudeness with my mate,” Jin snapped. “I love her no matter what, it doesn’t matter to me if she has wings or not. In fact, I’d rather have a mate that has no wings at all, if all fairies who have wings are just like you.” With that, he pulled you away from your mom, who was left gaping and sputtering like a fish out of water. 

    The two of you walked back to the house, shopping long forgotten. Silence reigned in the air, until you felt the need to break it. 

“You didn’t really have to do that,” you softly spoke, making Jin stop and look at you. “I’m… used to it.” 

 “Well, you shouldn’t be,” he huffed, frowning. “I hate society sometimes.” 

“Me too,” you agreed quietly, scuffing your sandal into the ground. “I love you,” you admitted, Jin taken aback by your sudden confession. “Nobody has ever shown me love before, I was always looked down upon because of my lack of wings. I was constantly bullied by both friends and family, and I guess being insecure of how I looked definitely did not help either. When you came into my life, you made me feel loved. You made me realize that love is alive.” 

   “I love you too, little dove,” he smiled. “I can’t wait to spend my life with you.” 

“Can I kiss you?” you asked shyly. “I-it’s okay if you don’t want to, I was just-” 

You were cut off as he pressed his lips against yours. He pulled you closer, wrapping his arms around your waist. You melted into the kiss, a soft moan leaving your lips as you both kissed passionately. Stumbling along the path to your cottage, you groped for the keys as you and Jin continued to kiss fervidly. You whimpered, your hands gripping his shirt. “Jin, mhh-” 

   “I got you, princess,” he whispered, picking you up in his arms. “Which way is your room?” 

“That way,” you pointed, cheeks aflame when you realized the close proximity you were to Jin. 

He gently placed you on your bed, then crawled on top of you, planting his arms on either side of your body, caging you in. You softly whimpered as he nibbled on your lower lip, a tiny growl escaping from his throat. 

“You look so pretty, my love,” he praised, kissing you softly on your neck and lightly sucking on it. “May I make love to you?” 

   “Yes,” you gasped, your core throbbing. “Please, please…” 

“So pretty, so good for me,” Jin hummed, helping you remove your bra and planting soft kisses along the swell of your breast. “My good girl,” he whispered. “So beautiful for me.” 

   You whined, your pussy starting to leak arousal. “Jin,” you moaned, reaching out for him. 

“I’m here, my love, what is it?” Jin whispered, tenderly tucking away the hair behind your ear. 

“I love you, and I appreciate that you love me, but will you please just fuck me already?” you whined in desperation, making Jin chuckle. 

    “Needy, now, are we?” he teased, nipping at your neck playfully. “Don’t worry, my love, I’ll take care of you,” he smirked, lowering himself down to your already soaked panties. Slowly and almost teasingly, he moved your panties aside, taking care to adore every inch of your pretty pink pussy. “Fuck, baby, you’re so pretty,” he breathed, planting a kiss on your clit, making you jolt. 

   “Fuck, Jin, that felt good, please do it again,” you pleaded, chest heaving up and down. 

“You sound so pretty for me, baby,” he chuckled lowly. “Does my needy little slut like that so much?” 

   At a loss for words, you whimpered and nodded. “F-feels good-fuck, JIN!” Your moans reached a higher pitch as he slipped a finger into you. 

  “Relax, sweetheart, I’ve got you,” Jin hummed as he pumped his finger in and out of you at an astonishing pace that had you gripping the sheets. 

   “More,” you pleaded, thrusting your hips to meet his fingers. “Feels so good.” 

“My princess likes that, hm?” Jin hummed, adding another finger. “Gosh, you’re so tight, baby.” 

   “I want you,” you managed to say, his fingers sliding in and out of you pausing. “I want you to fuck me.” 

   “Of course, how would you like to do it?” Jin asked, pressing a kiss to your shoulder. 

“Um, missionary?” you asked shyly. “I wanna see you..” 

“My baby wanna sees me when I fuck her, hm?” Jin smirked, seeing your face heat up from embarrassment. “Don’t worry, sweets, I wanna see your face when you cum on my cock,” Jin whispered. 

   Moans and sounds of skin slapping filled the room as Jin began to fuck you at an inhumane pace, hitting all your g-spots. 

  “Jin, I-i’m gonna cum soon!” you warned him, your chest falling and rising very heavily. 

“Cum for me, then, darling,” Jin murmured, speeding up. “I want to see you cum for me.” 

That was enough to tip you over the edge, tightening around him and your body shaking. 

When you finally came to, Jin was wiping you clean with a towel and smiling endearingly at you. 

“Ready to take a bath, my love?” he asked, picking you up bridal-style and running a bath for you. 

“Jin?” you spoke up once you two were in the tub with one of your favorite bath bombs. 

“Yes, my love?” he responded, resting his chin on your shoulder and holding your hand. 

“Thank you for showing me what love looks like,” you said softly. 

“Oh, my little fairy,” he breathed, turning you around so he could kiss you. “Thank you for showing me what heaven looks like.”

[theladystrikesagain]

reading the World of Ice and Fire & Fire and Blood is super fun bc you learn very quickly that being a Targaryen prince means you've got a good chance of having a fun life & being a Targaryen princess gives you like 50/50 odds of living a life of complete hell

[daydreamycrustacean]

Loved by god

[sergle]

red & yellow carnations

[satanslemon]

some requests from the stream today!! 

[divineandmajesticinone]

4 MINUTES (2024) I 1.03 "I didn't think you were like this. Like what? Like this..."

[polarolds]

son of a binky bonky!

bonus:

[michaelwheelers]

THE GOOD PLACE (2016-2020)

[eerna]

me explaining why Will/Elizabeth/Jack love triangle was a perfect little one-movie arc that wasn't present in the final movie because it was never about choosing and instead just about dynamics and character development so they all outgrew it by then

[drearyrie]