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anyway goodnight moontuals
#i was deciding what i was gonna do for the ateez revival event bc i do want to make smth#but then i saw something that upset me#and i'm dumb bc i knew it was going to happen eventually#but still it's not fun when it actually does happen#bc the overthinking starts#and i was already lowkey stressed and highkey exhausted#so now i just want to crawl in bed and sleep </3#need an early night ksjdfksd#goodnight sleep tight don't let the bed bugs bite#or smth#nele.txt
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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not to throw blasphemous accusations at those crumbs of trans representation we have but im lowkey getting tired of how many non-binary gender identities are portrayed by shapeshifters, aliens, ancient gods, robots and all other explicitly non-human characters
#and them not being a human is usually used as a way to explain and justify their “unconventional” gender identity#idk idk overthinking it. underthinking it. front back and left to right thinking it#also im not really talking about character codding atm where things like that are a metaphor for trans identity#but like when out of the entire cast of characters the only explicitly trans one is like that#it just feels like some sort of “buffer” so all the dudebros could go “well ofc theyre transgender bc they can change their entire body lol#heard a guy say that about mystique being genderfluid and started seeing red. like im genderfluid and i can say thats not how that works
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some design comcepts for older lily + lewis!!! my latest and greatest headcanon for them is that in the future they get gems and can do magic of their own :33 i just think it’d be neat,,, something to do with their love of magic!!!! 🥺
#im normal about stdwolom. number one fan have been since i was 15#i need them EXPLODED AND GONE THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME BYE#anyways these designs are still. rather up in the air#definitely need some more refining and all that#but yknow!!! for now theyre pretty good kickoff points 🥺#lewis’s fit is loosely based off a wizard fit i gave him in a halloween piece from 2022 hehehe!!#I THINK THEY SHOULD GET MAGIC. I THINK THEY SHOULD AS A TREAT#billie helps them learn ofc!!! AND SO DOES STOTLE. THEM AND THEIR THREE WEIRD KIDS OR WHATEVER#i love them so bad. stdwolom….☹️☹️☹️#dont overthink the gem colours or anything btw. i think theyre just… general ones? question mark?#IDK MAYBE ILL PUT MORE THOUGHT INTO THE SPECIFICS LATER#BUT FOR NOW THEYRE JUST. GENERAL ONES WITH NO SPECIFIC POWERS IN PARTICULAR LMAO#robin’s art#billie bust up#2024 art#bbu billie#bbu lewis#bbu lily#stdwolom#this all started bc i looked at stdwolom and went ‘i think they should be she/her they/them cool hat coded. lewis should get a cool hat’#then i brain blasted.#whats more cool hat than a wizard and whats more wizard than ACTUAL MAGIC#i like to think im smart sometimes#okay hi update these guys are part of my… oc lore? now so uhhh guess theyre getting the story tag#The Panderity Chapter
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Me in a post two days ago: "It seems to me that [X character] was the programming guy, and [Y character] was the robotics guy."
RE in a YouTube interview that streamed yesterday: "We liked to say that like one of them was, like, the tech guy who did all, like, the hardware, and one of them was more of the software kind of guy who, like, did all the coding and stuff."
Me watching this interview: *nearly chokes on my drink because VALIDATED*
#not a reblog#fnaf the musical#fnaftm#random encounters#first nights at freddy's#also in this interview they mention 'is [character's real name] ACTUALLY character's real name?'#they say they haven't seen anyone speculate about that#so now i wish i'd posted that at some point bc i /have/ wondered#i also didn't go into it because there's really no way to know and it's already hard enough to refer to that character#so it's nice to have something of a default without stressing about it too much#though hm now i'm thinking about why he would've taken that particular identity and i hadn't thought of it in relation to THAT before#okay watching another minute they got to what i was starting to think so there's that#ooh they also talk about the 'how did glitchtrap know about what was going on' stuff and their explanation is pretty close to what i guesse#my overthinking hasn't been for nothing#ohoho and now they mention that it would probably 'rankle' glitchtrap to see afton killing kids after suggesting he kidnap one#i should be making a better post instead of endless tags as i'm watching#whatever this post is for me#now the world is payin' for my sins (my rambliness in tags)
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my boy ! 💚 my friend ! ❤️
#ts4 fanart#the sims 4 townies#ts4 townies#paolo rocca#knox greenburg#the sims 4#paolox#fanart#i am now confident enough to draw them w different hairstyles without overthinking lol i think it still looks like them here. i hope#CAN POSING DO MY HEIGHT HEADCANONS.........i don't think so.#(they def can but i refuse to use a height slider bc i don't want the animations to be off lol)#anyjow. knox is taller than paolo. hes so scrawny n long. hes spaghetti#and paolo being italian (bad btw).......... yknow what he does to spaghetti#yea i changed paolos tattoo but lets pretend he did a coverup. its still jpn themed#can i actually play and start writing my shit this is not funny anymore#theyre not even boyfriends lmfao!!!!!!!!!!!! theyre just boys who are friends!!!#i drew this thru sugary 2000s rnb i am now weakened.
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would you guys kill me if i still ended up reposting the first prince!gojo x knight!reader piece without having the other ones ready..............
#kicks a rock#i do see why ppl don't like that#but i just.............. idk i really hate holding onto things bc then i start to overthink everything#aaaaand perhaps getting some feedback would be good too yk?#sigh anyway i'm just Pondering#mayor of loserville
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booked a hotel and got the concert ticket aghhhh
#i talk#still gotta get the train ticket too but mannn i get way too worked up over this stuff#been procrastinating it for like a month now like i Want to go but there are so many unknown variables and that shit is scary#first time going to a concert in another country alone and i spent a lil more than i wouldve wanted but hopefully its gonna be worth it#and like im most likely completely overthinking this (as i do most things) and everythings gonna be completely fine#but ahh so many what if's so much uncertainty#but im also excited its like a tiny step outside of my comfort zone and you gotta start somewhere bc id love to travel alone more#(mostly bc i wanna travel but dont have anyone to go with but thats a whole other thing)#and ive been rly into this band for a few years now and i really want this chance to see them live bc theres prob not gonna be another one#(watch them come to my city next year lmaoo)#god im not made for this but do it scared!! do it alone!! i want to experience more things in life!!#ive literally talked to my therapist about this extensively and to several coworkers and everyones like do it! its a great first step!#went through every thing that could go wrong (but very likely will not) and alternatives for every situation
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I feel a little better today 💖💖 I'm replaying Pikmin 4 and it's sooooo fun and seeing my wife is so nice 😭😭 I love girls I love women and kissing them!!!
#jane journals#self insert talk#🐶 puppy love 🐶#i just added some stuff to the queue ahdjfjfjf i need to draw us again soon...#its a little hard rn bcs im overthinking like crazy#but my partner and friends are helping me out a lot 💖💖💖#BUT SHEPHERD UGGGHH MY WIFE SHEPHERD#I WANT HER 💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘#i love the idea of having a huuuuge crush on her while in rookie training camp#maybe she does some of the training herself and i manage to pass despite being so distracted ajfjgkg#LIKE THE FACT THAT SHEPHERD RECOGNIZES THE PLAYER CHARACTER AT THE START OF THE GAME#its like hiiii 🥺 omg hii
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im thinking about first year healer akihiko again and how he would try his best to heal shinji & mitsuru through each battle since he’s the only one who can. how he might accidentally miss them getting injured occasionally because he’ll quickly focus on fighting instead … so he has to patch up what he missed when they get back to the dorms …
+ thinking about shinji and mitsuru sitting there as akihiko bandages them up, n he’s telling them to be more careful n they’re just thinking “how are we the ones being scolded here… by him of all people” 💆
++ akihiko years later being hella good at patching ppl up bc he was put on healing duty in their first year on top of his boxing & general rowdiness… hes so serious about making sure his team is properly healed & bandaged… im so very ill about medic akihiko… thank you…
#p3#idk if u can tell but i think about healerhiko more than i should#hes not even the main healer… not even close#do i still overthink about him being a healer? of course i do. i am autistic#reload removing mitsurus heals … im more grateful than i can say#theres also just something in akihiko (the impulsive energetic one) being forced to sit back n keep a close eye on everyone#&ive talked ab this once… but i love akihiko feeling proud of his ability to heal#to protect them and help them because it makes him feel like hes actually making a difference#also bc who doesnt want to see shinji n mitsuru flustered about the fact that aki is being the responsible one for once#akihiko sanada#shinji would tell him that they wouldnt be hurt if aki focused on healing n aki would promptly ignore his wounds and start wrestling him
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some of my current WIPs! tagging @thlayli-ra since you were interested in seeing them :)
the sketch of drew lying on the ground bleeding was actually part of the CM Punk Bad Blood sketchpage on top but the sketch came out so good i realized i wanted it to be its own piece so i took it out and put it on its own canvas. All the Bad Blood drawings were probably started like two months ago or so, except for the Punk page which i started the day after Bad Blood. The most recent drawing here is the Drew image in blue, which I started maybe two or three days ago.
(top right looks half done like that bc the top half comes from another (completed) DM sketchpage i just finished. I really liked how it looked and wanted to draw a larger version of it on its own page so i transferred it over and might redo it all and line the bottom next)
last image is something i'm on the verge of deleting entirely bc it's old and i hate it and i don't see myself committing to fixing or completing. just not vibing with it anymore. ah well.
#Leigh's WIPs#fantasticalleigh's art#i think i overthink/over explain these a lot tbh but i just want them to look good :')#also i haven't been able to talk to anyone in depth about my art like this since before i graduated uni @-@ i went into art major mode sorr#i def need to start lining up more CM Punk sketches/illustrations but he takes so much longer bc of his tattoos that i get hesitant smh#anyway thanks for asking to see them! i feel like i'm revealing fun shop secrets LOL
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Random animatic cuz i was bored
#toontown#ttcc#toontown corporate clash#toontown firestarter#flint bonpyre#toontown pacesetter#graham payser#firesetter#they have band shirts bc im sick of drawing suits.#i think its part of the reason im sorta burnt out#so im gonna start dripping them out . or altering their suits somehow#also! i wanna make more animatics for other chars#i realized today i have maybe one very old firesetter animatic#so i need more#also i overthink my animatics a lot in many ways#this one is. idk. its just silly. exists for fun#didnt overthink it. it was fun
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Iy doesn't start with an h no WAIT IM SCARED NOW
FUVK I DIBT KNOE
LIKE ACTUALLY IM SCROLLING THROUGH MY POSTS THE ONLY OTHER PERSON I INTERACTED WITH WOULF PROB JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE LIKE THEY KNOW ME WELL ENOUH TO DO IT LIKE UPFRONT YK??? THEYD ALSO JUST SAY DATING AND NOT SUGGEST QPR I THINK
AM K LKKE MISSING A POST…
#I had another hunch but I haven’t talked to him and I don’t really know if we count as knowing each other so like?#Does the blog maybe start with the (like the word the)#IM TRYING SO HARDDDD 😔#I’m probably overthinking this but i rlly don’t wanna accuse them of having a crush on me bcs they’re a good friend and I don’t wanna be#Weird yk?
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Ohhhh i now remember why i got shy about talking abt ocs
24/7 fear that someone will tell me my ideas are cliche/stupid/bad in some other and it will hurt more bc these are my own creations and not just fun and play
#kurjatxt#i was trying 2 explain some stuff and i was immediately like#:/ does this feel like some kinf of weird hype for ancient mysticism and does that go into promoting the current day false ideas plaguing#people that make them drink unpasturized milk :/#is this too based on my view on magic from my enviroment bc it is based on my personal experience on seeking safety in#nostalgia and playing w the idea of balancing what you get from the past and integrating it into the future vs. just being stuck in the#past vs. the danger of completely rejecting the past told through the lense of smth i loved as a child: fantasy/magic/fairytales :/#and could be alienating and immature and demeaningly simple to other people who grew up in an enviroment already more inclined to#this kind of balance :/#or is me thinking about this demeaning to people bc i should be able to trust them to see what i make as silly ramblings by some random#tumble user just exploring their own experiences through story instead of trying to make some large sweeping statements about#the world and its reality :/#or is it bad of me to be careless about bc of COURSE i should put the upmost care into what i put out into the world and make sure that#everything i make is inclusive and as accessible to as many different types of people to relate to :/#or is that dumb is that limiting to art and am i giving a bad example and furthering the idea of people#havibg to make everything as palatable to everyone as possible JUST in case that nobody gets even slightly hurt or annoyed :/#man being a creator is hard OOPS that is also an evil thing to say being a creator is the luckiest thing you can ever be and ur just beinh#a whiny bitchbaby :/#<-#all that just. a small portion of the overthinking#and yk what it started from?#thr statement '<#in this world magic can be kind of more compared to how modern science is approached'#THAT SENTENC3#I AM SO STRESSED ABOUT#WhY IS MY BRAIN LIKE THIS!!!! I DONT KNOW!!!#sorry this is prolly the longest tags ive ever put on a post sorry to whoever opened the see more for this#its just. i think tj3 first tim3 ive been able.to expresw the circles my brain does and its kind of therapeutic#maybe i should start writing these circles down more often so i could see how dumb they rly are on paper#instead.of fretting inside my heae
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still haven't moved on from zane in this episode (aka I hit tag limit again and am unhappy about it)
#alek insanity#not gonna main tag this but prepare for a tiny rant#home is actually really good zane characterization and its super cool to me how it holds up to this day#s1 characterization is very specific to me because the behaviors displayed by the ninja there (mostly) isnt bc thats how they really are but#its due to societal pressure. cole originally being more 'stone faced tough guy' -> 'down to earth' -> 'really sensible easy to talk to guy'#is because hes always been a sensitive guy... but he felt he couldnt express that true version of himself. thats the whole thing behind his#true potential. jay going from s1 -> s6 -> now is less of societal pressure and more teenager figuring himself out but it still applies. ish#seeing how much the ninja have changed or grown from then to now is amazing because back then they all wore masks. they didnt know each#other all that well. but theyve gained that comfortability with each other and also have grown and matured as people#some seasons / eps characterization for certain people im not a fan of (lloyds random misogyny arc in s13) but i mean the overall trend here#and then there is zane. zane in home was pretty dead on to how he behaves now (at least... when it comes to his faults?) and i dont want to#say people skim over that but i am the sf proclaimed n1 s1e2 fan and overthink every scene. zane's early characterization is some of my fav#for him period. he also goes through a ton of traumatic stuff and a ton of bad writing bouts but why he acts so 'weird' or 'distant' has#always been a thread sewn in. he changed so much he stayed the same in a way... if that makes sense. -> ohhh the ninja get mail and he#doesnt? oh he has no family? he quite literally walks away from that situation. oh the ninja are yelling in his face and asking whats wrong#with him? he literally walks away from that situation. he says its to follow the falcon but seeing how he apologized to them by not only#baking a ton of pies (cough... the food fight is what led to him leaving at first) but he also found them a whole entire new house.#zane is unable to truly value what he does for others. insert him in s11 saying he 'tried' to fufill his goal of protecting others.#everything he has ever done still isnt good enough. then the ninja tried to apologize and he didnt really... let them.#that one post about characters putting on facades and that facade being how people really see them. even in fandom. thats zane to me#the guy who lies about being upset and avoids his problems ran away after being yelled at? and he said he wasnt really mad? that is a lie!!#him being a ~360 when it comes to his character development is neat to me because he never hid behind a mask in the same way the others did#cole wanting to seem tough vs being really soft? kai wanting approval so bad he starts being selfish? kai isnt selfish usually!#he is self centered but that is a whole different thing. just wanting to fit in and breaking free of that. zane's true potential came in the#form of 'i finally know why i am not normal' instead of 'i will be my true self'. zane never pretended to not be weird#(instert book) states he literally didnt know why people got mad at him. he just existed and it was 'wrong'. the mask he hid behind was#avoidance. he was pretty open about how he actually was (most of the time). when he was upset he would audibly sigh and walk away lol#but for him saying he wasnt upset / saddened by the ninja... it felt like a moment of selflessness. if that makes sense. he blamed himself#for the monestary burning down. so he didnt deserve the apologies (ish) in the virtues of spinjitzu zane is shown as the generous one iirc#he puts the needs of others over his own. he will bear whatever burden he needs if others are happy. at that same time he doesnt allow
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Just...a thread where Dev can hear Dale's thoughts asdfghjkl
#ooc tag#《 i feel like it has potential to be both funny and sad 》#《 dale overthinking the simplest things because he can NOT afford to mess up 》#《 even though he's messing up big time without him realizing it 》#《 i love writing dale to be a pathetic mess of a man 》#《 worrying about a 10 year old thinking he's cringe for...daring to say hi to him when he comes home from school 》#《 my dale is so starved for connection 》#《 bc he can't conceptualize that his son doesn't see him the way he sees himself 》#《 and even if he could dale would have no idea where to start 》#《 and the fear of failure makes him hesitant to take a risk by trying to reach out 》#《 something about pulling the curtain in front of dev and letting him see this side to his dad he never gets to see intrigues me 》#《 like seeing how it affects dev's perception of dale 》#《 whether or not dale's anxieties about dev losing respect for him have any merit or not 》#《 very spaced out rn so i don't know if I'm getting my point across very well 》
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