#bc thats ehat it seems like

[adamsvanrhijn]

bro. bro u gotta understand i have no problem with guy dexter as a person. he seems like a nice dude. i just did not see any chemistry between them. my 60 yr mom went to see the movie with me, she has no idea what a fandom is and she said, and i quote, "maybe they wanna give it a dry run first? before going all the way to america?" i felt the same way about lady mary and henry talbot. no spark. no chemistry. thats why ion like it. no hate on mr dexter as a person. or on henry talbot! ok thasit.

Im extremely intoxicated but i think the point stands that if tou are still following me you are not in the demographic of people who got extremely homophobic for no reason about him and also decided i was a cult leader for equally no r3ason

I personally think that principal fault of a new era was how orange it was. i think if it hadn't been orange maybe some of us would feel differently about all sorts of things. I frankly have a grudge against dominic west for playing jean valjean so terribly in 2019 les misérabkes but i have tried to set this aside for my poor little meow meo3's happiness... he is attractive and compelling in universe which is ehat matters. and maybe in the second film circumstances will be different and there Will be more of a spark that some people are hoping for!

ive only seen it once bc the kwst two times ive tried to watch my downloaded version i have been frustrated at how 🍊🍊🍊. i wish i was joking but i got color autism or something

[azlovesem]

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[justrandomfandomstm]

Just rewatched stranger things and OH BOY

Dont rewatch it guys, its not as gay as I remembered. I do see a lot more Ronance when Im searching for it but they are REALLY forcing st*ncy down our thoats like theres no tomorrow.

I will say that Eddie is still my baby and I love him sm. It was nice to see Steve grow as a person again. Robin and Steve are amazing together, love them. Im sorry but this is a byler hate page bc WILL DESERVES THE WORLD NOT BITCHASS MIKE. El also deserves the world.

Something fun I was thinking about is how El might be autistic with selective speech bc all the other kids speak normally, and the doctors do seem to teach them to talk, yet its only El. But thats for another post.

But Steddie is so real for me, even if it wasnt as blatently obvious as I remember it being, Steve is still staring at his lips, thanking Eddie for saving him when it was Nancy to do it first, throwing him his sweater, smoking bc homie had the hots for Steve on the boat. Ehat doesnt make sense is Eddie purposfuly ruining a Stancy moment to throw his vest to Steve and then telling him to get back with her? And the cut line thats Robin teases Steve for the vest?

I honestly dont think the Duffer brothers are really good at character writing this season, and the others too. They arent entierly clear with them, and you cann see that clearly this season. They might be good with the action and the war and everything, but the characters themselve are nit the best, especially because there are so many. They cant really seem to remember some things from the characters and make their characters do something out of character.

But yeah, just wanted to pop in here and if anybody wants me to dive deeper in anything about the show just say so, rat brain lives talking about dumb shit

(sorry for any misspellings i have dyslexia and I tried to check as much as I could but i am writing this in class)

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[vampvelvet]

saw someone taking pics of me today <3 they must really love my sense of style :3 /s

[apostateprostitutes]

What do men even look like. The world may never know

[unfamiliaranimalentity]

otto is literally such an interesting character and a very good foil to sasha and the rest of the psychic 7

for sasha, hes in a similar boat of being Smart Scientist With Kinda Bad Ethics but like. hes so so emotive and has that kinda. uncle-y tone of "i will give u a dangerous activity to do have fun!!!!" and sending u on ur way where sasha is less emotive and like surprisingly fatherly in a "will look out for u and believes in u SO much but is willing 2 tell u when u fuck up." sasha seems a bit disgruntled by ethics and tends to go. ah shit no funding ehat the fuck. while otto is like. Ethics Cant Stop Me :) if im not funded So Be It i WILL find a way.

when it comes to the rest of the psychic 7, as many ppl have noticed, he rly doesnt have anyone who was like. his right hand person yknow? he def cares abt them but, despite being genuinely very emotive, it isnt all that obvious. at the beginning of the game u can hear him blaming himself 4 smth (which is less vague but seems to be based around the hyperhyglaciator) (which sasha reassures him abt which is such a good bit of characterization) whicj like. shows that despite his disinterest in ethics he still very much cares, he just doesnt rly. see risk as much of an issue! to him, and most of the psychic 7 in the past, risk was just a possible obstacle to Cool Information, he just also happens to be the one who hasnt necessarily internalized that its that lack of acknowledgement of risk is... bad. he still very much cares, just that where everyone else went oh. helmut died and we lost lucy. bc of our reckless actions, he clearly poured himself into his work and mostly felt the general guilt rather than like... fully realizing it was recklessness that got them there

as well, as smth to note, otto seemed to be the one most likely to argue with others (not in an anger way but like. that "accidentally got 2 into a discussion" kinda way where u dont rly hold it against each other or anything) which generally fits his nonchalance around many topics. ford also kinda does this, it being very common for him to jab at others in lighthearted ways or not, but most of his ruder comments tend to be less argumentative and more "i am trying to shut u down as SOON as possible and will insult u or be as smappy as it takes 2 get there" OR just in like. a lighthearted joking manner. but otto seemed to get rly into banter. this seemed to work out rly well for him and ford bc they both kinda do that, but it creates an interesting separation between him and the others.

its not rly shown how lucrecia viewed him so like. thats unclear, tho they seemed to know each other from b4 lucy actually joined ford and otto! and otto clearly held her in high regards at least.

bob is... interesting, bc helmut notes that the 2 would get high together. very specifically those 2! otto and bob both had other ppl they got along w better so ud think theyd get high w those ppl, but nah, they just got high with each other specifially. this kinda makes it seem like the two rly would argue but like. not at each other so much? or in a way where they half find it fun, even if they get irritated. also, in bobs mind, otto is the one who kinda like... embodies his feeling of being hated or dismissed by the others. my guess is that ottos seeming nonchalance abt helmuts death probably Got To Him and like. as bob isolated himself, viewed that percieved lack of compassion as very pointed, viewing their banter as more aggressive than it really had been (bob lilely had fun but just... forgot abt that part and only remembered it as Just Arguing in his extremely depressed state)

speaking of helmut tho, not much rly can b easily gathered between the 2 tbh? like . helmut seems honestly kinda dismissive of otto (which adds some irony to bob thinking otto/the psychic 7 preferred helmut over bob tbh). they may not have rly been that close? which i feel like some could interpret that as a "obvious art vs science" thing but i dont think thats It. otto seems to actually LOVE art? at least 2 me. he describes his inventions as dreams and is adamant that Thats What They Are which is a very figurative and artistic way of looking at them! this isnt to say they didnt care abt each other tho. dr touch seems to b a little aloof and odd, but is the Only sense to reassure him when he apologizes to them, and does so w a very obvious lighthearted joke that helps. that isnt smth ppl who arent close would view the other as being like! i think they just... werent as close as they couldve been yknow? which, in part, could be related to helmut, for most of his time in his mind, seeming to think otto abandoned him (which he also attributes to ford, but i think he and ford were closer b4 the deluge so less was Hurt by him feeling abandoned)

also, otto build helmut and bob a sword for their wedding. these ppl cared abt each other

Comptons dynamic w otto is also rly intetesting. hes regarded as nicer than ford in comptons mind (idk if him heing the "nice one" meants out of the 3 judges and, subsequentially, the 3 ppl theyre based on, or if he means out of the psychic 7, but for this post im gonna interpret it as out of the 3) which is a little obvious given his generally happier attitude. compton clearly views him generally positively. if the theory that the psychoisolation chamber next to his menagerie is his is also true, it wouldnt b surprising if otto is even the one who built it! and maybe even comptons hat! and, as a note, otto and compton are the only remaining members of the psychic 7 to still be psychonauts during the game itself. idk what to do w that information but like. it means Something im sure. but aside from that, compton really does seem to like otto, and im fairly certain otto cares abt him too! but smth interesting i never see mentioned is that like. in cassies memory vault otto is depicted as holding compton like hes a football. this is very funny. this is also odd tho cus if u use tk on compton he mentions that he DOESNT like being held. is otto the exception? was compton tolersting it at the time? did otto forget abt that? was otto just being a dick? who knows! their dynamic interests and confuses me

cassie and otto tho. i do not know if the two liked each other that much LOL. for one, ottos destroyed lab and cassies hive are like. ridiculously far away from each other. like. the farthest they could be from each other. also, cassies view of otto seems to just b "guy who acts smart" which is. not very positive! she also shows some irritation around no one listening to her abt the hydraulic mining but she directs that not at ford or otto but at lucrecia. in fact, she doesnt seem to hold that against ford at all! so its unclear if she is irritated at otto for that 2. all i know is that cassie doesnt... seem to care 2 much for otto. whether otto doesnt care for her either is unclear

idk how 2 end this post. basically, otto is a very interestjng character

[intotheuncharted]

Why do playwrights and filmmakers and the industry hype up the idea of love being this wondrous thing? The world doesn't stop fucking turning when you meet " the one" it's not some big hopeful scene when time slows and the music filters out. It's nothing like that. And everyone seems fine when they break up and it gets turned into some hopeful story or a rom com where they fall in love again. Like fuck true romance is goals as hell because it's so raw but shit like that, gun wars and gangsters aside, doesn't happen. True romance isn't real and Hollywood really needs to stop fabricating these false expectations. Don't let me discourage you either Kayla. Love is amazing and I can't wait for you to fall in it because it's one of the most filling and beautiful journeys you will ever embark on. But until then, love isn't real and guys are some of the scummiest things on this planet and girls are so fucked up. No one is ever honest. To themselves or others. Everything is so fucking negative all the fucking time so it's hard to be fucking positive. Like who even gives a fuck about anything. For example, kourtney kardashian LITERALLT survives off a diet made of cardboard and cotton because they're fucking gluten free but she's got some bogey ass fur coat. KOURTNEY THE LAMEST KARDASHIAN WANTS TO TELL ME ABOUT A FUCKING MENTAL BREAK DOWN FUCK OFF GO USE YOUR NIPPLE CLAMPS ON THE ONLY GOOD THING IN YOUR LIFE AND THATS LORD DISICK and I don't mean that in a bad way either. But this world is so unoriginal and so unapologetic because of it and everything really needs to stop. And Frannie is still standing next to a fucking tree in Brooklyn probably experiencing her first heart break or she just got her period or some shit and she's so innocent and this world is going to destroy her like it's destroyed everyone else because god knows everyone secretly doesn't give a shit if they wake up tomorrow like let's be real. What's the point? If you get down to it, it's all science. Nothing is fucking real, and most of everything we've ever felt is just a placebo effect due to spasms and recollection of atoms and processes in the brain. Nobody actually knows who they truly are because ideas are based on everything around us and i may seem like a just person to any American but some Indian who hates the tourists at the Taj Mahal because they make him late for his minimum wage job because the British matriarchy(long live the queen) won't give them some fucking money to promote the economy, can view me as a peice of shit. And truly, no one can say they know who they are and are uncomfortable with that because they falter as any natural human being created by science( bc if god was real I would've been born a blonde with a metabolism that works just as fast as I can drink a bottle of water and eat pizza) would. I guess what I'm saying is nothing is real, and technically do we truly exsist? Everything is just images sent from one molecule to the next. And are we actually smart. And we can't be the only intelligent life form in the universe or at least the galaxy. What is the point. And why is everything so intense or not worthy of attention at all. Why did social media come about. Why do we do the things we do out of anger and jealousy. And why do we feel the need to only do good when we've had our own injustices. Why is the question why so prevalent and why can't we fucking answer ehat exactly existentialism is and what it boils down to even when there is fucking classes upon classes about it. Where did the Greeks and the romans and the Mesopotamians and the Egyptians and the caliphs even come up with the idea of the image of a god or multiple ones. Someone had to see something and come up with something to explain. We didn't just wake up one day with preconceived notions of how to fucking live so why does everyone think they're a fucking expert especially when they base their opinions off of religion, mind you most of the original documents, especially those that were kept in China and Mongolia, were fucking destroyed. The Bible was told by mouth for the longest time. Don't even get me started on sorcery. And I just really need my cards read. Life sucks and so does everything else. But I'm happy too so I couldn't even tell you the first to come to mind about that. I'm really upset that my bowl broke.

3am thoughts, man