#bc my throat fucking HURTS
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allofuswantgwinam Ā· 1 year ago
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i have Covid šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
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lazylittledragon Ā· 4 months ago
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ok i swear i'm not going to talk about my breakup forever but the thing that just keeps bothering me:
i know that not getting what you need in a relationship is a COMPLETELY valid reason to end it but also. i feel like having a very vulnerable moment where i opened up about my struggles with intimacy and being relieved that i didn't have to keep doing things i wasn't comfortable with, then being dumped a YEAR later because of my lack of intimacy. is something i should be allowed to be very hurt by???
#ramble#sorry i'm currently in a phase of 'of course this happened' and 'oh i deserve this because i didn't give him what he wanted'#like he knew i was grey ace since the start. and he let it go on for SO long after i said i might be vaguely aro as well#if that's a dealbreaker for you bc of your love language then FINE but NIP IT IN THE BUD#he said he put it off because he didn't want to hurt my feelings but it only hurt me MORE#like you're an adult. grow the fuck up and communicate like one#holding your negative feelings in hoping somebody notices you're hiding them is what TEENAGERS do#and also i told him VERBATIM: i didn't think anyone would ever love me because i'm not comfortable with xyz. and he just confirmed that#idk i still feel like i'm being selfish because how could i expect someone to be in a relationship with me when i can't give them anything#also tmi but it's not like we did NOTHING. we still held hands/cuddled/were close. he just didn't have his tongue down my throat anymore#so obviously i'm assuming by 'missing affection' he just meant sex and as an ace person that just fucking sucks#also oh my god i HATED how much he would imply we were going to have sex. i would have to keep SAYING 'i don't like doing this'#he always spoke like it was inevitably going to happen and it didn't click how GROSS i felt about it until recently#also ALSO not to go there but i never told him WHY i struggle with it (it's sensory issues)#and like. what if something had happened to me that made it hard for me and i just wasn't ready to tell him. and then he did this#again sorry to overshare this is still just a lot for me and i have no idea if i'm being unreasonable#if you're ace and in a relationship please let me know bc i'm starting to think it'll end this way every single time
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wyn0rrific Ā· 2 months ago
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You saying you associate Vitus with mice/rats makes me imagine tiny Vitus sitting in Fulgrimā€˜s hand or on Fulgrimā€˜s shoulder (my siblings used to have rats and mice and with the nicer ones you could do that)
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they're literally so inseparable its tooth rottingly cute
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batbrainrot Ā· 6 months ago
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guys please tell me those batman #148 leaks of jason dying again are fake. tell me they're fake right fucking now i can't fucking do this shit right now i'm off my meds
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screechingkroh Ā· 1 year ago
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Thinkingā€¦
Thinking abt Honkai Star men being dragged to a concert.
(Can be read platonic or romantic)
Sampo is so totally down for it. He just gives the energy of someone who wouldnā€™t say no to a free concert ticket (AND HONESTLY?? ME TOO BESTIE)
100% gives his all because why the fuck not? And itā€™s so much fun. Likeā€” BABES. When I tell you that this man probably hypes you up hella hard when you start belting it outā€” I MEAN IT.
Heā€™s taking pictures, heā€™s taking videos. (Heā€™s 100% taking advantage of your excitement to get a few free drinks)
Okayā€” but Sampo would totally be happy for you. And heā€™s also really happy. Like youā€™re yelling your lungs out. Singing screamingā€” it does not matter. Both of your throats are GONE by tomorrow.
Speaking ofā€” Sampo probably almost made you two late. By accident. He just kept forgetting things or tried buying stuff.
Itā€™s fine, after the concert he was a gentleman with guiding you back to the room. You both knock the fuck out though. Your heads hit those pillows and you were GONERS.
Itā€™s NOT Gepardā€™s first concert. I refuse to believe that man has never attended any of Servalā€™s concerts. Heā€™s got the best tickets, the best placing, he knows when to get ready and when to goā€” Dawg is your best man to be with for concerts.
Heā€™s not good at singing, but fuck that. Youā€™re both singing and losing your voices. Both of you are standing and fucking rocking out to the music.
And if Serval is trying to get people onstage?? SHUT UP, YOU TWO ARE TRYING TO GET THE OTHER ONSTAGE. Itā€™s such a funny mess because you guys are too high on energy and pointing at one another.
Doesnā€™t matterā€” neither of you are chosen. But thatā€™s okay bc you two are laughing so hard and leaning against each other. Like jfc you guys lost a lung AND your voices.
Gepard had to awkwardly tell Bronya that he couldnā€™t make it to work today. Why? Ohā€¦ you know. No voice, haha.
She knows and is happy heā€™s getting time to have fun.
Dan Heng?? How tf did you get him to go?
Itā€™s not that hard actually. March and Stelle tag teamed his ass into going.
But thatā€™s fiiine. Heā€™s perfect for navigation and knows where stuff is. Heā€™s got your back with the good hotels and restaurants.
At first, this man is QUIET. Heā€™s nodding his head to the beat, but thatā€™s it. It isnā€™t until later when the energy is really out there, that you catch him standing.
He probably doesnā€™t yell or scream like you, March, and Stelle. Dawg probably smiles like a dumbass though and is shaking his head. You guys wonā€™t have voices for shit tomorrow. Thatā€™s okay, he can help soothe your sore throats in the morning.
He wonā€™t admit it (he does but not verbally), but he enjoyed the concert. Like he loved seeing you guys let loose and go wild. Makes him feel like shit is gonna be okay.
After the concert is so funny tho. March is riding that energy high, Stelle wants to devour food (and probably inedible stuff), and youā€™re slowly crashing. So heā€™s got you leaning against him while trying to convince the other two to get back to the hotel room.
Heā€™s semi-successful.
NOW JING YUANā€” I am so biased towards this man. You guys donā€™t even know.
But heā€™s slightly unsure what to do, but whatever. Heā€™ll follow your lead.
Fuck the beforeā€” DURING?? His hand is hovering over the small of your back. Any open drink you have is covered so it doesnā€™t spill on your outfit. Heā€™s watching out for you with the softest and happiest smile. Because heā€™d trade the world for you to be this carefree.
Youā€™re yelling, screaming, singingā€” you definitely have a sore throat. But thatā€™s okay. Heā€™ll take care of you. He promises.
Bro probably is laughing and smiling so hard. Likeā€” you take his hand and start scream-singing the lyrics and heā€™s for it. Do that sway stay-in place dance with him. Please. Heā€™s overjoyed every time you face him with that smile.
Okay, but afterwards, heā€™s probably still dealing with lingering energy. You two are clearly dropping in energy levels, and heā€™s urging you to the hotel room. Saying stuff ā€œwe can see it tomorrow, just rest for now,ā€ while helping you deal with a very sore throat.
ā€¦ this man has my heart wtf. I am so biased with him.
For Blade? Good luck. I actually donā€™t know how youā€™d get his ass to go. But if you do, youā€™re the safest motherfucker there.
Your drinks? Safe. Your items? Safe. You? Safest person to exist. Heā€™s responsible for your ass nowā€¦ much to his dismay.
I donā€™t have a good grasp of his character yet, but I think heā€™d be a bit irked. Irkedā€¦ but slightly smug knowing you chose him over Kafka and Silver Wolf. Because, hey, thatā€™s shit he can say heā€™s done that the other two havenā€™t.
Oh, but heā€™s so over it at the end. ā€œGet your merch and letā€™s goā€ type bs. Literally picks you up and makes his way to the hotel roomā€” bc we all know he wouldnā€™t settle for some cheap ass hotel. Dude made sure it was nice enough where there was two beds and easy to secure.
You probably had at least one argument the entire day. Maybe more bc itā€™s Blade.
Itā€™s fun though bc youā€™re smiling and donā€™t put up that bad of a fuss. Especially when he tosses you onto the bed and almost threatens you to sleep.
You knock out about thirty minutes after.
Blade just lets you sleep and debates if he wants to let you deal with that sore throat or not. (Spoiler; he doesnā€™t)
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gaylactic-fire Ā· 4 months ago
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Oral allergy syndrome is fucking crazy like I'm allergic to 90% of raw fruits and vegetables (and some nuts) and I didn't even know it existed til maybe a year ago. Everyone I've spoken to ALSO had no clue it existed. And apparently everyone who has hay-fever has it to some degree???
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tittyinfinity Ā· 21 days ago
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ok this recovery process is truly more miserable than i thought it would be
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staryarn Ā· 1 month ago
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Back into the spotlight
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spacejammie-eimmajecaps Ā· 3 months ago
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Fell back asleep for a while (still have a horrible headache btw) and I had the most disturbing dream that I'm going to tell you guys about in the tags
#so i was on a road trip with a bunch of people i dont even know and there were like 10 of us packed into a van#and they were so fucking loud and my head was hurting even in my dream so i was like CAN EVERYONE PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP#and we get to this hotel or like house place thats like a hotel#amd we go inside and i go check the fridge and there was a thick lemonade snoothie looking drink in this clear pitcher in the fridge#and i pulled it out and look inside and there was a live fucking lizard in there all covered in the smoothie stuff trying to escape#and i was like damn i should let that outside in a minute#but i went to looks for meds first bc like i said my head was hurting even in my dream#and when i come back the pitcher is empty (no lizard no smoothie stuff)#and i was like ...... did someone drink this??#and this guy was like nah that was cake batter i put in the oven#and i was like YOU FUCKING PUT IT WHERE????#so i get this sheet pan out of the oven and there is a half baked cake and in the middle was the lizard all charred and dead looking#and i was like fuck dude you killed it#but then#BUT THEN#the fucking lizard gets up and jumped out of the cake batter and starts speed running around the place like up on the walls and ceiling#and it seemed pissed as hell#like rightfully so bc someone tried to bake it into a cake but still#so i was running around trying to stay away from it bc i got the impression that it would bite whoever it got close to#and then i woke up and for a second it felt like something was crawling on me#and i had a small/brief panic as i checked the bed for any lizards (there was nothing there)#and now im awake and my head hurts even worse and my throat hurts and my body hurts and its very possible that im sick
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nullshocked Ā· 2 months ago
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Me: wow im glad we got through my roommate getting covid without getting infected too, we're so good at stopping the spread im gunna get such a good grade in being healthy
Me, two weeks later: oh no
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opens-up-4-nobody Ā· 8 months ago
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sga-owns-my-soul Ā· 9 months ago
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it is 7:39am and i'm already having a fucking terrible day and am in tears so šŸ™ƒ love this for me
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vehal Ā· 7 days ago
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been sick w pharyngitis 2 weeks. will somebody please euthanize me
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liu-anhuaming Ā· 12 days ago
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me in 2022 after getting my covid and flu shots at the same time: wow this was awful, i'm never doing this again
me on nov 1, 2024: i should just get my covid and flu shot at the same time so i don't have to go to walgreen's twice šŸ¤”
needless to say, that was a horrible idea and i feel like garbage now
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underskz Ā· 13 days ago
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bro wants me to give him the sloppiest turbo spin cycle pre rinse wash and repeat top that has ever been known to mankind ill set a world record if necessaryā€¦ā€¦.,,.,,..,,,,ā€¦.
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nobodybetterlookatme Ā· 16 days ago
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Actually devastated that nobody I know has the kink bc there's nobody to appreciate how fucking gross I sound and think it's hot šŸ˜”
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