#bc i have a lab tmr

[san8ny]

i love alot of u guys and most of u guys and yeah

[PLATONICALLY BC ALOT OF U GUYS DONT KNOW FRIENDSHIP!! I LOVE U ALL IN A “oh fatima can u tie my shoelace” “yeah omg sure” TYPA WAY!!]

[deus-ex-mona]

s. s ave me, meoto…

[studentbyday]

mood

[tkbrokkoli]

been scrubbing these damn shoes w the white soles for eternity

[phagodyke]

got my new glasses.... woahh

[glassofapplejuicee]

alright folks i’m calling it quits bc i have a 9am lab tmr and i need my beauty sleep, but i’ll leave you all with a final destielection meme:

[lowkeyrobin]

can u write a tmr newt x gn!reader where they were really close in the glade but slowly started to drift off of their friendship when they were in wckd compartments but got together again during one of the scorch nights(angst to fluffy thingy) tried my best to make it make sense:^)

ooo okay okay I got you ; idk I just had zero ideas for this?? I apologize lmao, I got like the basis of what you wanted, I'm just posting bc I spent way too long making just this 💀

NEWT ; rekindling a friendship in the scorch

summary ; friends to not friends to friends again in the scorch

warnings ; language

word count ; 959

masterlist

You and Newt were inseparable in the Glade. You did nearly everything together, following each other around, finding comfort in one another. It changed once you escaped the maze, however.

Even though you shared a room in your new home inside a lab, it didn't help whatsoever. After that first warm shower, everything between you two just changed.

You were never able to have lunch with your friends, always being pulled away for more and more testing. You'd seen Newt following Thomas around like a lost dog.

Between all the stress and physical deterioration, you didn't have time to talk or share thoughts with him anymore. He seemed to think the same way as you basically ignored each other as the days passed. Everything seemed to be a problem now, even though no words were spoken, only looks, or for that matter, the lack of them.

Upon finding out that WCKD was never gone in the first place, you quickly join the escape with your new friend Aris, crawling around through the vents at dark. The escape was quick and calculated, and nearly ended in death, probably a solid fourteen times. But, your group escaped to the dark, sandy scorch outside.

Bergs fly overhead, lights shining onto the sand in search of you. You all ran through the rough terrain as fast as you could and hid behind a large area of hills, waiting for them to retreat, hoping they wouldn't find you.

Unluckily, you slid down next to Newt, not a glance shared between you two. You instead looked over at Aris and Thomas to your right, making sure they were both in one piece.

The long, painful hike through the scorch continued, Newt behind Thomas and Teresa while you were behind those three, then Minho and Fry. Winston and Aris were behind you, symmetrically separating you and Newt.

The night passes, hours and hours of walking and sweat fatiguing you.

You stumble upon a mall, building up your outfits and learning some more about the Cranks that flooded the scorch. Your fight through the mall was intense and still really God damn awkward as you found yourself helping Newt up off the floor after being tripped, nearly left for dead for the Cranks.

You sprint behind the group, catching up as Thomas leads you to the exit.

Once the adrenaline wore off, it was back to the exhausting trudging through the sand.

You kept your distance with Newt, especially after Winston had fallen ill to the Flare Virus. You'd both known Winston for most of the time you could remember about your lives. The pain after hearing the lonely gunshot in the distance stopped you all in your tracks before continuing some moments later.

The days were far too long for the group of teenagers. Why you were all bundled up in a desert was beyond you, but you'd take listening to the others rather than dying because you didn't cover up. No one knew who was actually immune or not, so it wouldn't be worth it to try and test it out.

You'd taken refuge under some rocks in a little flatland area in the desert once it hit dark. You'd barely spoken in the past few days, malnourished and exhausted. You, Aris, Fry, and Newt are the stragglers left awake, baking cans of beans over the fire while also tending to it, making sure the others got some warmth as they slept.

As the hours passed, Fry and Aris fell asleep, cuddling up in the heavy clothing they found extra warmth in. Who knew a desert would be freezing once the sun had set? Obviously not you, since most of any important memory ever had been wiped, but yknow.

That left you and Newt awake, sitting a few feet away from each other, an awkward silence among you. You tap your fingers on the sand beneath you, then graze them around in little patterns, unable to find yourself tired even if you wanted to. You were exhausted tired, not sleepy tired, sadly.

The blonde surprisingly speaks up.

"Thanks for saving my ass in the mall"

You glance over at him, then look back down at the sand beneath your fingertips. You nod. "Yeah, anytime"

He slowly nods, looking out at the empty miles of sand and dirt surrounding you in all directions. "Is something wrong between us?" He asks, "You haven't been talking to me at all, and you've always got this intimidating look on your face when I look over at you, so I mean, I didn't wanna bother you, ya know?"

You shrug in response. "I mean, it started back at that lab. They were always testing on me and I was just tired, but once we escaped I kinda thought you were trying to ignore me. I dunno, sorry if I read that wrong"

His expression morphs to one of sadness and guilt before wrapping you in a hug, pulling you closer to him.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to ignore you, Y/n"

You lightly smile, wrapping your arms around him. "Sorry for kind of being a bitch about it"

"Look, I'll give you the benefit of the doubt. We did kind of escape the maze, then WCKD after being tricked, and we've been running through this bloody desert for days. I don't blame you. If anything, I'll blame Rat-Man for burning you out with testing in that lab. " The dirty blonde smiles, patting your back.

"Oh, thank you, Newt. How could I ever repay you?" You chuckle, pulling away from the hug as he does.

He shrugs, a devious yet smug smirk on his face. "You could repay me in water?"

"My cantine has been empty since this morning!"

"Damnit"

[bellzsad]

all this ladybug, chat noir, flash talk of tmr has me wanting to pick up my pen and think... STAR LABS scientist/doctor newt taking of thomas/flash and draw... GULPS anyways!! bel,, how do we feel about "what if newt was taken instead of minho?" (at the end of tst's movie-verse) :3

okay so first of all: THE STAR LABS NEWTMAS ?? i’m all for it. like actually. that is an AMAZING idea

okay and next - i don’t really have an opinion on the idea of if newt was taken instead of minho. i mean, i think it a cool thing to think about !!

like, if newt was taken instead, i feel like the story would probably have been a lot heavier, and more focused on teresa and her betrayal; her decision between her friends and society, and her struggle. because instead of having to talk to minho, who’s immune, every day, shes straight on facing one of her friends, who isn’t immune, and is currently infected. so definitely the struggle would’ve been crazy and honestly i’d like to see it

also the newtmas angst ? OMG. sorry guys, yk i have to bring newtmas into it, bc like AHHH

but yeah. i think it’s cool !! if someone writes a fic hmu ? like i’ll test read or wtv it’s called SIGN ME UPPP

[nyxscave]

Went to uni today (and it is an event! we don't have many classes on the last semester) to learn about sleep on a two-week insomnia streak

Also went to the lab to train my dna model (again), and I got 99% accuracy with 99% precision???? Like what. Why are you working well all of a sudden (prob overfitting, but that's a problem for tmr)

Kinda disappeared from here, and it honestly wasn't a mental health break or anything; I just don't know how to fit posting here into my routine yet. I find it hard to do things just bc I like them, sometimes

See u all soon anyway, whenever that is :)

[mxlly143]

I accidentally took a 7hr nap and js woke up 2hrs ago so wish me luck while I force myself to sleep bc I have my lab practicals tmr

[katastrophic-n3vulaa]

if you want a story about 3 people with birthdays on a 6 hour bus in a couple of days and also why my science teacher is amazing then this is a story for you if you can be bothered. idk i dont care but i wanted to actually put this somewhere to remember it.

am going on school camp on the 1st. and we're all going in turns- like, classes are split into weeks into groups. im in the last one bc kayaking and biking were the least popular camps bc snow camp exists (i get it perisher is nice but i would freeze)

anYWAYS

so all of us going in the last week fit on 1 bus because there's not many. and most of my classmates are on this weeks camp, so there are... 6 of us in science&maths, 11 in history, geo, religious studies and pdh, and 5 of us in english. french doesnt exist to me i have a double tmr afternoon and im ignoring it.

anyways bc my science teacher is amazing and also kind of mean sometimes, she had told us she was bringing in a cake. a woolies mud cake- and yeah, she did we ate it in the lab today ignoring the rules.

so i arrive early and see her walking into the room and she like- lifts the woolies bag and so i go 'oh cake' and then there's this conversation and somehow we get to the fact that my laptop says it's 2am at 830 in the morning and i need to reset it and it is definitely not relating to my godawful sleep schedule. then she says 'you could be dreaming' then my other 2 classmates who were late walk in and im like 'she bought the cake' and she THEN SAID 'no its my lunch' and so i look at her like 'what.' and she laughed and then i explained why i thought it was cake and the weird time on my laptop and she said 'you could be dreaming' and then i said 'no bc if it was a dream you would have the cake' then she said 'no i have the cake' and uiweorghjkdfs

i love her but wow. i mean i cant say shit i am also a menace to friends but STILL. (after we finished the work we also had an argument about the best season and she says winter despite living in australia then we got onto how annoying it is to be cold when doing a sport then she pulled a 'BACK IN MY DAY I GOT UP AT 4AM FOR SWIMMING' and we laughed bc she isnt old- like. early 20s- and yeah i love my science teacher. summer is the best though)

OK BACK TO CAMP.

so of those of us that are going on camp, it is one of my classmates' birthday on the 30th, his friend's on the 31st and mine on the 1st, and bc the drive down to the pack site is on the first (then we split into camps & groups) and it was also my science teachers bday yesterday - the three of us w/ bdays are bringing stuff for us as if we're gonna share but no. the probably stupid amount of treats will be for only the three of us bc its a 6 hour drive. and we're very funny.

but also bc we're the last camp, everythig is due the week we get back???? so this week is speedrun finish things and oreygwhbfjdkn i hate maths criterion c assessments they kill me. so much.

anyways. some people in my classes are ass. some of them i absolutely love.

[jnkgrnde]

— safety net

pairings : shuri x black!fem!reader

warnings : spoilers for wakanda forever, semi-angst

summary : ever since shuri lost her family, she’s been scared to love and get attached to anyone in fear of losing them too. you help her out, slowly but surely.

authors note : i love this song so bad so i decided to write for shuri 🫶🏾🫶🏾 and i can’t sleep bc i have to go back to school tmr so i wanted to finish writing this to pass the time

shuri’s been so scared to really care for someone since she lost both her mother and brother. she was afraid that if she became too attached, that person would be taken away from her.

until she met you.

you were like a breath of fresh air, helping her breathe during the times she felt trapped. you cared for her like no other, checking in on her as much as you could, making sure she ate when she needed to, sleep when she needed to and more.

whenever she was with you, she could temporarily forget the pain of her past and just be herself. she never thought she’d get to feel like that again.

it didn’t take long for the queen to realize she was falling for you. hard.

and it scared her.

she was scared of losing you, whether it’d be if she confessed and you didn’t feel the same way or if the the feud with namor suddenly came back, and you’d be killed.

her feelings only grew for you as the days went on, to the point that she couldn’t ignore them — you were on her mind before she slept, while she worked, while she ate. she, of course, didn’t know you felt the same way.

you didn’t think that the queen of wakanda would fall for someone she only met mere months ago. over time, she started acting differently. she would stutter over her words when you were around, she would freeze just like her brother would with nakia, she’d ask how you slept when you visited her lab in the mornings and offered to walk you to your room almost every night when it was time for you to go.

these things left you to overthink, trying to be rational. were you reading into false signals? was she just being kind to you just as you were to her?

all those thoughts were erased the night she came knocking at your door, nervously rubbing her hands together and wiping them on her pants. “is something wrong, my queen?” you questioned, taking in her nervousness. “can i.. talk to you for a bit, y/n?” she asked, finally looking up. her eyebrows were furrowed together. “of course. come in.” you slid out the way and watched shuri walk over to your bed, sitting on the edge. you closed the door, the click echoing in the tension filled room.

you sat beside her in silence. “i like you.” she suddenly said and you snapped your head to look at her. “and i- i feel like i can’t. like i’m not supposed to. almost everyone and everything i’ve ever loved has been destroyed one way or another, and i’m scared it could happen to you, y/n. you’re just such a bright and loving soul, and i don’t want to be the cause of something horrible happening to you.”

you couldn’t stop your hands from holding her sculpted face, forcing her to look at you. it broke your heart tremendously when you saw her on the verge of tears. “shuri. whatever you do, whatever happens, you could never lose me. even if Bast decided it was my time, i’d forever watch over you.” shuri swallowed hearing the words you spoke. her heart pounded furiously in her chest, looking deep into your eyes. she felt your thumb softly wipe away her shedded tears. “you could never drive me away. if you want me to guide you through this, i will with no hesitation. if you need some time, i will give you all the time in the world and more. just know that i will wait for you. i’ll wait for you as long as i need to.”

shuri was at a loss for words. tears were flowing and she couldn’t stop them. she’d never got this much reassurance before, and she didn’t realize how much she needed it. being under the pressure of being both Black Panther and the queen of wakanda was taking a toll on her greatly, and she was still coping with her family’s deaths. she hadn’t been comforted by many, making her bottle up her feelings and push them away, so being allowed to properly let go of everything just for one night in front of the person she yearned for made her heart swell.

she couldn’t stop her body for moving and her lips locked with yours. it was like fireworks went off in both of your hearts. the kiss was passionate, tears being shed and you wanted to be closer to each other more than anything. you just wanted to feel each other. you separated for air, both laughing with each other. “thank you. thank you for waiting for me.”

“anytime, my love.”

[puppyboypatrick]

ok here we go. u hallucinate crazy shit in the middle of the day and night, u once rolled on the floor of our engineering lab over a song, u have watched itsv every single day for the past week, the list goes on you chronically online loserboy /affectionate (im leaving out the. well. yk the obvious 30 people in your head one because thats LOW HANGING FRUIT and im better than that)

HELPPP WHEN U SAY IT LIKE THAT I SOUND A LITTLE WEIRD

also i havent watched itsv yet today. but i am. bc im gonna see atsv again tmr. but i havent yet so #getFUCKED /j

and in my full defense it was headfirst slide into cooperstown on a bad bet that song is fully worth rolling on the floor for

[studentbyday]

day 60 // 100dop && day 37 // 100doc

finished notes on substitution and elimination (i did not actually study for the whole 8h today, but i did finish this faster than i would've without the timer, so that's a good sign...)

started notes on factors affecting reactivity

finished readability.py

started dna.py (my brain basically conked out after this and any further attempt at productivity was futile, i haven't started the lab report nor the assignment nor the practice questions and the quiz opens tmr and it's already friday and i reaaaaallyyyy need practice at predicting reaction mechanisms and determining the right products, knowing the theory is not enough bc i look at the reactants they show me and i'm like "?????" and with school predicted to take up all of my time and energy this Fall, i have absolutely no idea if i will be able to finish cs50 before the year end - i might have to continue next year and redo/resubmit things...)

here's to trying again tomorrow... 🐢

[stuckinapril]

exam anon again i am done with allll my exams and everything for the year!!! i go on holidays at the end of week and thank god for that because i am exhausted 😭 how's ur week been!

SLAY omg how do you think you did!! so proud of you for surviving exam szn <33

my week was absolutely magical. i've been doing everything i said i would. i was off my phone like all of yesterday and most of today, i've been so good about hitting up the gym even when i don't want to, got my hair trimmed and eyebrows done today, experimenting w new curly hair products so that should be fun, met up w a friend today and laughed so hard bc she's absolutely hilarious, studying like crazy, having lots of fun w my fall/winter fits (!!!), volunteeting tmr + lab for the rest of the week, literally living at my local library, eating so healthy, taking walks in the cold (like i did today while catching up w flash cards), and i'm curling up w a book or movie every night. not exaggerating to say my time has been so rich and full as of late. november has been so kind to me.

wbu?? what are your plans now that you're done w exams? thank u for dropping by ily

[phagodyke]

why are glasses so expensiveeeee