#bc i have a lab tmr

[san8ny]

i love alot of u guys and most of u guys and yeah

[PLATONICALLY BC ALOT OF U GUYS DONT KNOW FRIENDSHIP!! I LOVE U ALL IN A “oh fatima can u tie my shoelace” “yeah omg sure” TYPA WAY!!]

[deus-ex-mona]

s. s ave me, meoto…

[studentbyday]

mood

[tkbrokkoli]

been scrubbing these damn shoes w the white soles for eternity

[phagodyke]

got my new glasses.... woahh

[glassofapplejuicee]

alright folks i’m calling it quits bc i have a 9am lab tmr and i need my beauty sleep, but i’ll leave you all with a final destielection meme:

[lowkeyrobin]

can u write a tmr newt x gn!reader where they were really close in the glade but slowly started to drift off of their friendship when they were in wckd compartments but got together again during one of the scorch nights(angst to fluffy thingy) tried my best to make it make sense:^)

ooo okay okay I got you ; idk I just had zero ideas for this?? I apologize lmao, I got like the basis of what you wanted, I'm just posting bc I spent way too long making just this 💀

NEWT ; rekindling a friendship in the scorch

summary ; friends to not friends to friends again in the scorch

warnings ; language

word count ; 959

masterlist

You and Newt were inseparable in the Glade. You did nearly everything together, following each other around, finding comfort in one another. It changed once you escaped the maze, however.

Even though you shared a room in your new home inside a lab, it didn't help whatsoever. After that first warm shower, everything between you two just changed.

You were never able to have lunch with your friends, always being pulled away for more and more testing. You'd seen Newt following Thomas around like a lost dog.

Between all the stress and physical deterioration, you didn't have time to talk or share thoughts with him anymore. He seemed to think the same way as you basically ignored each other as the days passed. Everything seemed to be a problem now, even though no words were spoken, only looks, or for that matter, the lack of them.

Upon finding out that WCKD was never gone in the first place, you quickly join the escape with your new friend Aris, crawling around through the vents at dark. The escape was quick and calculated, and nearly ended in death, probably a solid fourteen times. But, your group escaped to the dark, sandy scorch outside.

Bergs fly overhead, lights shining onto the sand in search of you. You all ran through the rough terrain as fast as you could and hid behind a large area of hills, waiting for them to retreat, hoping they wouldn't find you.

Unluckily, you slid down next to Newt, not a glance shared between you two. You instead looked over at Aris and Thomas to your right, making sure they were both in one piece.

The long, painful hike through the scorch continued, Newt behind Thomas and Teresa while you were behind those three, then Minho and Fry. Winston and Aris were behind you, symmetrically separating you and Newt.

The night passes, hours and hours of walking and sweat fatiguing you.

You stumble upon a mall, building up your outfits and learning some more about the Cranks that flooded the scorch. Your fight through the mall was intense and still really God damn awkward as you found yourself helping Newt up off the floor after being tripped, nearly left for dead for the Cranks.

You sprint behind the group, catching up as Thomas leads you to the exit.

Once the adrenaline wore off, it was back to the exhausting trudging through the sand.

You kept your distance with Newt, especially after Winston had fallen ill to the Flare Virus. You'd both known Winston for most of the time you could remember about your lives. The pain after hearing the lonely gunshot in the distance stopped you all in your tracks before continuing some moments later.

The days were far too long for the group of teenagers. Why you were all bundled up in a desert was beyond you, but you'd take listening to the others rather than dying because you didn't cover up. No one knew who was actually immune or not, so it wouldn't be worth it to try and test it out.

You'd taken refuge under some rocks in a little flatland area in the desert once it hit dark. You'd barely spoken in the past few days, malnourished and exhausted. You, Aris, Fry, and Newt are the stragglers left awake, baking cans of beans over the fire while also tending to it, making sure the others got some warmth as they slept.

As the hours passed, Fry and Aris fell asleep, cuddling up in the heavy clothing they found extra warmth in. Who knew a desert would be freezing once the sun had set? Obviously not you, since most of any important memory ever had been wiped, but yknow.

That left you and Newt awake, sitting a few feet away from each other, an awkward silence among you. You tap your fingers on the sand beneath you, then graze them around in little patterns, unable to find yourself tired even if you wanted to. You were exhausted tired, not sleepy tired, sadly.

The blonde surprisingly speaks up.

"Thanks for saving my ass in the mall"

You glance over at him, then look back down at the sand beneath your fingertips. You nod. "Yeah, anytime"

He slowly nods, looking out at the empty miles of sand and dirt surrounding you in all directions. "Is something wrong between us?" He asks, "You haven't been talking to me at all, and you've always got this intimidating look on your face when I look over at you, so I mean, I didn't wanna bother you, ya know?"

You shrug in response. "I mean, it started back at that lab. They were always testing on me and I was just tired, but once we escaped I kinda thought you were trying to ignore me. I dunno, sorry if I read that wrong"

His expression morphs to one of sadness and guilt before wrapping you in a hug, pulling you closer to him.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to ignore you, Y/n"

You lightly smile, wrapping your arms around him. "Sorry for kind of being a bitch about it"

"Look, I'll give you the benefit of the doubt. We did kind of escape the maze, then WCKD after being tricked, and we've been running through this bloody desert for days. I don't blame you. If anything, I'll blame Rat-Man for burning you out with testing in that lab. " The dirty blonde smiles, patting your back.

"Oh, thank you, Newt. How could I ever repay you?" You chuckle, pulling away from the hug as he does.

He shrugs, a devious yet smug smirk on his face. "You could repay me in water?"

"My cantine has been empty since this morning!"

"Damnit"

[bellzsad]

all this ladybug, chat noir, flash talk of tmr has me wanting to pick up my pen and think... STAR LABS scientist/doctor newt taking of thomas/flash and draw... GULPS anyways!! bel,, how do we feel about "what if newt was taken instead of minho?" (at the end of tst's movie-verse) :3

okay so first of all: THE STAR LABS NEWTMAS ?? i’m all for it. like actually. that is an AMAZING idea

okay and next - i don’t really have an opinion on the idea of if newt was taken instead of minho. i mean, i think it a cool thing to think about !!

like, if newt was taken instead, i feel like the story would probably have been a lot heavier, and more focused on teresa and her betrayal; her decision between her friends and society, and her struggle. because instead of having to talk to minho, who’s immune, every day, shes straight on facing one of her friends, who isn’t immune, and is currently infected. so definitely the struggle would’ve been crazy and honestly i’d like to see it

also the newtmas angst ? OMG. sorry guys, yk i have to bring newtmas into it, bc like AHHH

but yeah. i think it’s cool !! if someone writes a fic hmu ? like i’ll test read or wtv it’s called SIGN ME UPPP

[nyxscave]

Went to uni today (and it is an event! we don't have many classes on the last semester) to learn about sleep on a two-week insomnia streak

Also went to the lab to train my dna model (again), and I got 99% accuracy with 99% precision???? Like what. Why are you working well all of a sudden (prob overfitting, but that's a problem for tmr)

Kinda disappeared from here, and it honestly wasn't a mental health break or anything; I just don't know how to fit posting here into my routine yet. I find it hard to do things just bc I like them, sometimes

See u all soon anyway, whenever that is :)

[mxlly143]

I accidentally took a 7hr nap and js woke up 2hrs ago so wish me luck while I force myself to sleep bc I have my lab practicals tmr

[puppyboypatrick]

ok here we go. u hallucinate crazy shit in the middle of the day and night, u once rolled on the floor of our engineering lab over a song, u have watched itsv every single day for the past week, the list goes on you chronically online loserboy /affectionate (im leaving out the. well. yk the obvious 30 people in your head one because thats LOW HANGING FRUIT and im better than that)

HELPPP WHEN U SAY IT LIKE THAT I SOUND A LITTLE WEIRD

also i havent watched itsv yet today. but i am. bc im gonna see atsv again tmr. but i havent yet so #getFUCKED /j

and in my full defense it was headfirst slide into cooperstown on a bad bet that song is fully worth rolling on the floor for

[idontmindifuforgetme]

exam anon again i am done with allll my exams and everything for the year!!! i go on holidays at the end of week and thank god for that because i am exhausted 😭 how's ur week been!

SLAY omg how do you think you did!! so proud of you for surviving exam szn <33

my week was absolutely magical. i've been doing everything i said i would. i was off my phone like all of yesterday and most of today, i've been so good about hitting up the gym even when i don't want to, got my hair trimmed and eyebrows done today, experimenting w new curly hair products so that should be fun, met up w a friend today and laughed so hard bc she's absolutely hilarious, studying like crazy, having lots of fun w my fall/winter fits (!!!), volunteeting tmr + lab for the rest of the week, literally living at my local library, eating so healthy, taking walks in the cold (like i did today while catching up w flash cards), and i'm curling up w a book or movie every night. not exaggerating to say my time has been so rich and full as of late. november has been so kind to me.

wbu?? what are your plans now that you're done w exams? thank u for dropping by ily

[ihopeucomehomesoon]

i should have tried saying hi to redacted today bc he sat in the row i sit in two people away from me but i hate the thought of being ignored/unacknowledged by him so i just sat pretending/notpretending to be caught up reading my lab manual in prep for lab tmr im trying not to spend so much brain space thinking abt him but this post disproves it

[studentbyday]

day 60 // 100dop && day 37 // 100doc

finished notes on substitution and elimination (i did not actually study for the whole 8h today, but i did finish this faster than i would've without the timer, so that's a good sign...)

started notes on factors affecting reactivity

finished readability.py

started dna.py (my brain basically conked out after this and any further attempt at productivity was futile, i haven't started the lab report nor the assignment nor the practice questions and the quiz opens tmr and it's already friday and i reaaaaallyyyy need practice at predicting reaction mechanisms and determining the right products, knowing the theory is not enough bc i look at the reactants they show me and i'm like "?????" and with school predicted to take up all of my time and energy this Fall, i have absolutely no idea if i will be able to finish cs50 before the year end - i might have to continue next year and redo/resubmit things...)

here's to trying again tomorrow... 🐢

[dykeyote]

This might be more specific of an ask than you are looking for, so if it is, feel free to talk about just Seddie in general, but one thing I’d love to hear someone else’s thoughts on is how Sydney and Jedediah’s history will affect their romantic relationship. Like, they both have so so much trauma, and so so many issues (please, put these kids in therapy) and while that stands as a testament to all that they’ve been through together, I think it could also have a pretty negative repercussion on their relationship. I mean, heck, it already has in the first season! I feel their situation is just vastly different from the typical romances written in media. Personally, I actually really love that and am glad this kind of dynamic is being explored, but what do you think? Do you have predictions, thoughts, or opinions on “Toxic Cecil and Carlos” or Blue’s decision to write a relationship like theirs?

OH MY GOD NO I LOVE SPECIFIC QUESTIONS THIS IS SO GREAT im probably gonna have this be the last one i reply to before i go to bed bc i just think its such a fun question ...... will talk abt the rest tmr ........ BUT i absolutely think its going to affect their relationship no for certain . mainly because i think they havent worked out their issues at All before diving into dating each other and i think thats really gonna come back to bite them, how can you go from years of ignoring someone to dating them straight away? and we already kinda see that this isnt gonna go well, seeing as adams apparently a couples therapist - i wouldnt be surprised if we see them either break up or almost break up at some point, i Really think things are gonna be rough for them. mainly i think itll be difficult for jedidiah to be able to provide sydney with the attention and love that a growing relationship needs due to his Completely unresolved guilt and trauma surrounding sydney's reanimation, and i think sydney will have a difficult time trusting him and being comfortable around him with the fear we know he has for him. not to mention jedidiahs feelings of undue responsibility and his underlying ableism that seems to still be incredibly unresolved - i really think theres a Lot of issues theyre gonna need to work through and i think things will probably get worse before they get better. and you know what? i think thats AMAZING. i love that their relationship is so complex!! normally im not a huge fan of couples getting together early in shows because i feel like their dynamic becomes less interesting the moment after they get together. but they still have so much to work through!! theres gonna be so many problems!! im honestly unsure if theyre going to remain together in the end and while obviously as a sydidiah enjoyer to the grave thats sad 4 me . but its so good narratively because it means theres still uncertainty!! sydney and jedidiah dating does not mean that theyve stopped being flawed and interesting characters and i actually think its going to exacerbate things!! i hope theyre able to work through it and be able to be together healthily obviously but the fact that i Have to hope is really good narratively because it means that their dynamic hasnt lost what was so compelling and tragic in the first season. also from a representation standpoint i think its great because i think gay people need the messy rep that straight people get that doesnt take "messy" and turn it into "homophobic" or "queerbaiting". and thats what they are!!!! delightful!!!!!! i want to study these freaks in a lab

(also every time theyre called toxic cecilos it makes me giggle because it just makes me think of 70a bc kevin and carlos r the closest thing to toxic cecilos in the show which i find funny bc there the avoidant scientist is the one in the right but i digress . i like wtnv and calling them that makes me laugh)

[phagodyke]

why are glasses so expensiveeeee