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i am thomas, thomas is me

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do not care if it's IMPOSSIBLE someone get dob on the artful dodger set STAT or even playing on it so therefore we can get that dylmas reunion i just wanna an excuse to say happy dylmas too LOL *inside i am sobbing*

honestly real

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YES YES YES YES ARTFUL DODGER SEASON TWO

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publically apologising for this as i speak buuuut...i don't think we're getting a dylmas reunion this year, bel. :[

okay so i did forget about this and now that i have been reminded i am in shambles

guys i lowk thought it was coming ngl

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staring at jj then staring at newt back and fourth Hear me.

i have seen this EVERYWHERE. newt and jj are literally parallels to each other, just as newt and finnick have been as well.

they both were stabbed (in the movies for newt) and were killed by people they knew. one was a betrayal and one was not, and that’s what makes it SO heartbreaking it is always the blonds i swear

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outerbanks tmr au- falls into the void

wait a min you’re into something

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the plot twist of sarah and jj being revealed to be siblings in season five would plummet the angst cuz holy shit

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the look of love.

diff scenes but this is where i feel they look really lovey dovey

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missing ur newtmas insanity.

ITS STILL THERE I SWEAR i just am out of ideas on what to post i’ve done it all 😓😓

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okay so now i have a b+ bc my teacher is bad at giving directions! thanks babes

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was listening to music this morning and tv by billie came up… um so

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i just had a dream with this guy i’ve thought about but not really thought about and what the fuck we had like two deep hugs in it

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No wait, elaborate on the dob being problematic post please. I feel so uneducated lol 💜

okay so first of all let me preface by saying: i LOVE dylan obrien. like, you see all these interviews where he's acting like the dream romcom love interest, and his connection with his castmates, and his personality. like it think that's a quality of his that we should praise. i also want to say that i am SO scared to post this ?? toxic girl fans are scary asf. but i've been wanting to make a post like this for a while, because like, yes, he is one of my fav actors but you can't say that you love him and not acknowledge some of the questionable things that have happened. ALSO let me say; i'm not saying that he should get cancelled. i'm not saying that he should face consequences, i just want to bring light to all of this because i think it's wrong to just overlook these things and act like nothing happened ?

okay so first: the twitter post. basically what happened was that when the overturn of roe v. wade and everything was going on, dylan tweeted "fuck your bible". this upset a lot of people, rightfully so !! he said it in the context that abortion should NOT be banned, as people were using the bible as an excuse FOR it to be banned. i respect that, HOWEVER - you can't just say that, i feel ? i don't know, i'm not religious so please don't take my word on this, i don't speak for the people, but just in general, like... that's someone's beliefs and religion. i think there was a better way to go about sharing his opinion. like, don't put down other people's beliefs because of your own? the message just comes across wrong and i know the intent was not malicious, but it's seriously something that makes me raise my eyebrow.

then we have rachael lange, who is dylan's current girlfriend. they started dating early 2023, i believe. for some background info, i guess, she's a model based in nyc.

so this is the main point of this post, because this is what honestly makes me the most upset, i guess ? so when people found out that they were together, obviously as people do, they did some digging. TURNS OUT rachael had some twitter posts, actually not some, but MANY racist tweets from her past. she said the n word, she joked about having pictures of children on her phone or smth (also hate tweets calling taylor swift a whore, which i'll get to later !!) - idk, you can look it up, i'm not going to get into the specifics on here. point is that it was terrible. she was at least 15 at the time here. the tweets span from like 2013 to 2015, but the taylor ones were in 2017. which like… you know not to say those things when you’re 15 ?? not to mention when you’re 16 and 17 and 18 or whatever. so age is NOT an excuse here.

HERE'S MY TAKE: and before you guys go "omg, bel, are you excusing racism? are you saying it's okay?" i am NOT saying that. do not put words in my mouth! whenever i look at controversies and things, i try to look at it from all angles. i try to understand every side. i try to step in everyone's shoes. so here's my thing:

dylan probably didn't know about the tweets before getting with rachael. do i think that after the tweets came out something should've happened? yes. however, if you spend time falling in love with someone, just to find out that they did something in their past - it's hard to just stop your feelings like that, understandably. i'm sure rachael now is, hopefully, not like that. i hope she's better. also, if you always focus on the past, you can't move on, so i can understand why dylan is still together with her, BUT:

he didn't even acknowledge the tweets? he's always been very open about his opinions and beliefs, and how people shouldn't be treated like that and yada yada so it's a bit hypocritical of him to just... not say anything. not address it. and CONTINUE to date her. the image he puts out is so positive, yet this is making it pretty negative, so...?

but anyway, we can't do anything about it. i just think that the whole situation is problematic asf, like yeah it's not dylan's fault for his girlfriend being an ass in the past, but this with everything else just feels a bit weird ngl.

OKAY i'm moving on now, the rachael thing is just sm, if you want me to elaborate please lmk because yeah

so the last thing is a SOMEWHAT a rumor. i want to make that clear. it's a rumor, HOWEVER there's a lot stacked up against it, so make of that what you will.

taylor swift hired dylan obrien to star in the all too well film alongside sadie sink a few years back. that was fine, dylan and taylor were then connected and that became a fun friendship that people were fans of! they were clearly on good terms. THEN he starts dating rachael, and it's like... what? because this man has not been to a single eras tour concert. but whatever, right? it is what it is.

but there's also gracie abrams, who is basically like taylor's little sister now. they have a song together, which is rumored to be about dylan obrien, because dylan and gracie were spotted together (prior to rachael and dylan becoming a thing) once. ONCE. dylan has been spotted with a bunch of girls before, such as sabrina carpenter, chloe grace moretz, etc., which obv sparked dating rumors but like whatever ?? however this just gets complicated because gracie is related to taylor, and if gracie's new song "cool" is about dylan (rumored), then things are a bit messy.

AGAIN, just a rumor. so this honestly to me isn't that problematic, but something definitely happened between taylor and dylan (most likely rachael + her tweets) to split them up, so it's not THAT innocent. but at the end of the day i don't really care about this taylor gracie stuff compared to the other two because it's a rumor and honestly just seems like a relationship that didn't work out. still worth mentioning tho.

THAT'S IT holy shit so scared to post this. again if u want me to elaborate LMK because i swear i'm not an asshole! i am just trying to view things from all angles and all perspectives and want to give ppl the benefit of the doubt (unfortunately i always see the good in people)

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no yeah, but i mean for me the thing is like, it's still a religion, and at the end of the day a lot people who are christian, especially people who are dylan obrien's audience (in terms of who's keeping up with him), don't exactly agree with those negative aspects and are actually kind. i'm not religious so i guess i can't speak for anyone here but i can say that i personally think it's just a bit disrespectful, that's all, even though he was saying it in the context that people were using the bible to ban abortion

ngl guys HATE to say it but dylan o’brien is lowk a bit problematic

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the stuff with gracie is a rumour by tiktok. nor is it confirmed.

yeah sorry in the tags i was just listing a bunch of the controversies 😭 i think the gracie thing is pretty unrelated but i just wanted to mention it in case people wanted to know more

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ngl guys HATE to say it but dylan o’brien is lowk a bit problematic

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ate down

girls when repeating lyrics