#bc house show solo is peak

[vanityangel]

WHERE'S YOUR DADDY?! ASK YOUR MOM! 🤪

[binsito]

persistent

pairing: bang chan x fem reader

genre: fratboy!chan, pining

word count: 1.9k

rating: mature, includes: unprotected sex, titty fucking, swearing, mentions of alcohol and consumption, mentions of smoking and thr*wing up bc of alcohol, little bit of oral (f & m receiving), fingering, little bit of a cumshot, chan cums inside (sorry it's the breeding kink in me), reader flashes chan but it's welcomed bc he likes her

chan was so tired of you playing hard to get, it had been a full semester of him pining after you hopelessly. 

he did literally everything to get your attention. from the corny things such as dropping a pen under your desk (he wasn’t trying to be a pervert but he definitely got a peak under your skirt), to being painfully good at beer pong to impress you.

he was so used to girls flocking around him, throwing themselves at his feet and dying to fuck him. so why were you so difficult? and why was he so persistent in chasing you? he had first met you in class during the summer semester, he had to take a course during break and he was dreading it - that was until he saw you sitting in class across from him.

he thought you were the prettiest girl he had ever seen on campus. were you new? he had never seen you before. he tried small talking, asking you about class or the homework and once he grew a pair, he finally invited you to one of his silly little fraternity parties. you showed up but were instantly turned off by the crowd. you thought it was funny how girls were idolizing these mediocre men that were chugging beer and being loud. he spotted you but you seemed unamused. you weren’t really in the market for a frat boyfriend. before he had a chance to catch up to you, you had started walking to the door and he was tugged away by his buddies. you assumed he would stop pursuing you after that night but you were oh so wrong.. it only fueled his desire for you even more. you figured it was some type of ego thing, maybe no one had turned him down before? maybe he was so used to expecting sex from women? you found it absolutely hilarious. he was hopeless, you thought. he couldn’t be serious about this.

the blatant flirting was laughable, he was horrible at it. bad pick up line after bad pick up line. you were absolutely sick of him (you weren’t, you were throughly amused). he’d try to convince you to help him study, but you knew damn well studying would be the last thing on his mind if you were to spend time alone with him in a room for hours. he was losing his head over you, growing so frustrated. if only you’d give him a single chance. 

he would try following you out of class, seeing you were headed towards the cafe to grab a coffee. he’d offer to pay for your drink which only earned him a teasing smile and a soft “thanks, chan.” what the fuck did he have to do to get you to want him back?

it was now two months of his stupid antics, at least his determination was kind of sexy. you couldn’t lie, he was a pretty attractive guy, but you just assumed it would be one and done with him and you had too much dignity to tussle in the sheets with a frattie. besides, seeing him struggle was a source of entertainment for you. why stop when seeing him go crazy over you was so enthralling and humorous? his friends encouraged him to get a fucking grip and find another girl, but his mind was already set on you. he was pathetic.

but the last thing he expected was to see you show up to his latest party. it was now the start of the fall semester and the frat house was absolutely packed. freshmen had rushed the placed to get their hands on some free drinks, meet people and have a dip in the pool. there was barely any arm space between people, bodies meshing as they danced to the loud music, chan was on top of a makeshift stage, holding a microphone and singing drunkenly as lights flashed through the place. solo cup in his hand as he swayed to the music. but even through the haze, he was still able to pick you out. suddenly feeling self conscious and passing the microphone to whoever was next to him. he jumped off and basically shoved people out of his way, attempting to get to you as fast as possible before you slipped away.

you waited until he was close enough to see you were making your way to the stairs, quickly following after you. the party was downstairs so there was barely anyone up on the second floor except for people hurling or smoking. “baby girl wait-“ he tried calling out but you had made your way into an empty room, of course he walked in after you.

and then he’s faced with you. you’re staring right at him, eyes locked on him as you sported a flirty smile. god, you looked so stunning, cropped white baby tee accentuating your tits so perfectly. low rise baggy jeans with your hair up - you were totally his dream girl, he just had to have you.

“what are you doing here? i-i didn’t think you’d be here?” he says, eyes wide as he watches you.

and his dick could fucking cry, he had to be hallucinating. there was no way this was reality. was he black out drunk?

because without even caring to respond to him, you had lifted up your tee slowly, the fabric running against your nipples as you flashed him your supple boobs, slightly bouncing at their release.

his breath catches in his throat, he was deemed speechless, not daring to peel his eyes away because this was something from his wildest dreams. tits on display for him to ogle at. was he seeing shit or were they pierced? how was he even supposed to react? the solo cup in his hand shaking as his hand trembled, almost making a mess on himself.

he opens his mouth to speak but nothing comes out. you save him the trouble and completely take your shirt off. walking towards him and kneeling in front of him. “let me see that cock of yours, channie..” you said as you cupped his erection, the music faintly buzzing in his ears as you rubbed him through his jeans.

he would be insane to pass up on this opportunity, quickly dropping his pants along with his boxers and letting it pool by his feet. cock springing out and twitching. it was so cute how painfully hard he was, precum bubbling at his tip. you spat on his cock, stroking it a few times as you giggled at the whimpers that left his pretty mouth. he was so weak for you, chugging the last few sips left in his solo cup and tossing it into the abyss of the messy room before trying to entangle his fingers in your soft hair. “nuh uh.. hands off, silly..” you scolded him with a smile. he quickly dropped his hands from your hair and brought them up behind his head, interlocking his fingers and kicking his head back into it. 

the way you were so casual about ruining him was making his knees buckle, eyes on him as you pressed his cock between your tits, bouncing them up and down his length. he could die right then and there and have zero complaints. sticking your tongue to let his cock come in contact with it whenever it poked from in between your chest. he could barely think, he didn’t want to close his eyes, wanted to imprint this in his memories forever. he was fighting for his life to not cum but it just felt so damn good.

“f-fuck baby.. w-why do you tease me so much.. i-it’s not fair..” he whines

you stop moving your tits on him briefly to give his tip a suck, one that pulls a loud moan from him. your mouth was so sweet and warm, he was hoping you’d let him fuck it later but he didn’t want to get ahead of himself. he wasn’t greedy, whatever you gave him right now, he would take.

“i liked watching you squirm.. you’re so needy..” you said as you planted a kiss on his cock. you wanted to taste him, pumping him vigorously with your breasts while you kept his tip in your mouth, moaning and feeling his cock twitch. he couldn’t hold it anymore, spurting his cum in your mouth and trying to stop himself but it was too late.

you popped him out of your mouth after you got a taste, letting the rest drip on your chest, leaving you all messy.  he never knew how much he needed the sight of you covered in his cum before until now. he was still hard, cockhead screaming red, dying to plunge into you and destroy your sweet pussy.

you got up and sat on the end of the bed, discarding the rest of your clothes and laying back, pressing your legs to your chest to let him get a look at your slick cunt. you were sopping and he just needed a taste. he rushed over and quickly got between your legs, licking two fingers and then rubbing you with them, he knew your moans would sound pretty, the way you heaved and clenched around nothing. he leaned down to lick a stripe in between your folds, just as he expected - you tasted perfect.

he then brings his fingers down and begins scissoring you open for him. “gonna stretch you out kay? g-gonna fuck you open with my fingers. want your pretty cunt to be able to take my cock..” but even as he said that, his voice faltered, he was barely able to contain himself, moaning at your own pleasure. he was enjoying the way you drenched his fingers, how they sucked him in greedily. your walls were so soft, he couldn't wait to shove his cock into you, have the warmth envelope him and milk him dry.

“c-cock channie.. please my god.. j-just fucking give it to me already.” you whined, having had enough of his fingers. you wanted him, the real deal. his thick cock that was making your mouth water. you were losing patience and now you finally knew how he felt.

he chuckles to himself at your desperation, he thought you’d never ask! quickly pulling away and giving himself a few pumps before lining himself up, collecting some of your slick with his cockhead before pressing in, bottoming out so easily because you were so incredibly turned on.

the way you wrapped around him and pulled him close, the way you brought his face to yours and sloppily made out with him while he bucked into you was making him crumble. strong arms holding your legs apart and folding them into you, wanting to reach as deep as he possibly could. cock kissing your cervix so perfectly you could feel tears brimming in your eyes. it was a shame how perfectly his cock fit inside you, you were starting to regret making him wait so long for you. 

the bed rattled but no one was going to hear, the music was still making the house shake. the fact that no one was aware of your little rendevouz was making you reach your peak. white building up in your tummy as you gripped chan’s bicep, moaning when you felt your orgasm wash over you, chan quickly chasing another one. stilling his hips in you and pumping you full of his cum as he groaned out. his body was shiny with sweat and his curls stuck to his forehead. “w-we fucking have to do this again..” he begs “please skip class next tuesday and let me fuck you silly.. i have so much to give you” he laughs, suddenly feeling so shy and so aware of what had just happened. he finally got want he wanted, but he still wanted more. he was hoping this would be an exclusive reoccurring thing. maybe he’d finally be able to take you on a date?

please refrain from reposting, modifying, translating, copying or stealing my work. - © binsito

[daisugababy]

Btw its also a huge double standard that since their introduction, nico and taryn have not been made a series regulars when link, hayes, winston, and nick and koracick all have. Almost all of those were introduced as LIs for meredith and like I get it kind of get it bc its her show but also rose wasnt a regular in s4. Or ben wasnt a regular for a long time. Even callie and arizona were recurring characters first. But now every LI is immediately a main, unless its nico who is on the show 4+ seasons without promotion. So levi is the only main who’s stories get compromised by his immediate contacts being recurring. Also The absolute biggest failure of this show is their inability to introduce new interns past jo’s year. This show was founded on interns/residents navigating their way through medicine and life, and because they feel the need to saturate the show with unessecary characters that compliment the main characters. Since Jo’s year the only interns that have been developed at all are deluca (who was watered down to serial LI and then once he was given a substantial solo plot was killed off) and levi (who is reduced to comic relief and when they finally write him advancing in his medical career its a rehashed plot they used for his bf 3 seasons ago). That is almost TEN seasons where no significant intern class was introduced. I cannot stress enough how much better this show would be if greys would have introduced levi, taryn, qadri and casey etc as regulars and had them navigate internship and residency with meredith, amelia, maggie, jackson and alex filling the roles that richard, derek, mark, addison and burke did in the first few seasons. Jo and deluca could have filled bailey’s s1 role. LI characters like link, hayes, winston, etc can all be introduced as recurring characters and maybe promoted if they become more relevant. Write owen off the show instead of bringing teddy back (especially bc recent seasons have ruined her character for me and I dont think Im alone in that). Its all so simple but instead greys waters down their cast with under developed characters to the point where you dont even care when they make mistakes/learn from them.

Tl;dr: greys but the current main cast is bailey, richard, meredith, amelia, maggie, jo, deluca, levi, helm, casey, qadri with most of the LIs being recurring characters (also sorry for the rant, I didnt intend for that lol)

ALL. OF. THAT.

This is a peak quality rant and I always welcome rants in this house.

You know what's funny? I completely forgot that Levi was supposed to be a main. Because he is not treated like one at all. But also how could he when the cast is fully packed.

They need to write out people. And with that I don't mean the newer ones like the B-Team or Nico or Hayes, but people like Owen and Teddy (or even Mer, ffs she's been through enough). Just give the characters a happy ending and spend the time you got now on the newer cast.

(I wanna keep Hayes though if we're keeping Mer. for... reasons..... LOL)

[quillvine]

30 Questions

Thanks for tagging me, @another-stark-sub​ (also congrats on getting into dental school!!!!)

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag blogs that you’re contractually obligated to know better.

Name: quill

Gender: Female

Star Sign: Leo

Height: 5'5" (more like 5'4" and a bit but we round up in this house) 

Time: 4:43

Favorite Bands: uhhhh i don’t really listen to a specific band it’s just whatever has the most ~vibes~

Favorite Solo Artists: like before no one specific i just listen to what ever matches the mood i’m in

Last Movie: i honestly can’t remember it’s been so long 

Last Show: NCIS (gibbs is very very very pretty)

When did i create this blog: 2 years ago i think? idk I remember it was in february 

What do i post: i used to be a marvel (tony stark) blog but now i have been taken over by criminal minds

Last Thing I Googled: nightmare street movie (it stars thomas gibson and sherilyn fenn and looks very interesting AND sherilyn fenn was in twin peaks, which i love, and my favorite episode of psych and is just very pretty so i really want to watch it)

Why I chose my url: i honestly don’t remember bc it just has always been my default username for everything

Following: 58

Followers: 471 (I love all of you very very much)

Average hours of sleep: 9-10 hours of sleep

Lucky number: 15

Instruments: piano, clarinet (neither which i can still play very well)

What am I wearing: christmas pj pants and a top from some robotics thing i did

Dream Job: i honestly have no idea, travel influencer??? idk i just like to go places, eat food, and take pictures and that includes all three

Dream Trip: antartica (specifically after i get scuba certified and build the appropriate experience to go scuba diving there)

Favorite Food: salmon avocado sushi or 

Nationality: American

Favorite Song: it changes but right now it’s line without a hook by rick montgomery 

Last book I read: the lies of lock lamora (i just started it and so far it’s pretty intersting)

Top 3 fictional universe I’d live in: queen’s gambit universe, criminal minds universe, and ncis universe (i’m assuming this question means what universe i would like to live in in a way that is directly related to the characters and not just asking what universe i would like to exist in)

I tag @hurricanejjareau @qvid-pro-qvo @writefasttalkevenfaster @davidrossi-ismydad

[dimensionsunited]

FEBRUARY 2020 DIMENSIONS ENTERTAINMENT SCHEDULES & REVIEW

Members may earn 3 points each (up to 6 points) for writing, by the end of March 7 KST:

A solo para of 400+ words based on their monthly schedule (does not count toward your monthly total).

A thread of six posts (three per participant, including the starter) based on their monthly schedule.

Threads do not have to take place directly during an important date listed on the schedule, but must be related to what the muse is mentioned to be doing in the paragraph explaining their schedule/the company’s schedule for the month and/or their thoughts on the mentioned activities or lack thereof.

These schedules may be updated throughout the month if new information needs to be added.

Reminder: January schedule posts are due by the end of February 7 KST.

Overall Company

February is a big month for Dimensions and its employees. Starting from the beginning of the month, operations will begin moving over into the company’s new, bigger building in Samseong-dong. By the final day of the month, all day to day operations will be officially moved into the new building. The new building is much larger than their previous one and is newly built. That’s not the only change this month, though. After news of their acquisition of Z Entertainment and Dimensions Soloist 3, it’s clear Dimensions is reinvesting its recent profits. Artists under the label may have heard rumors of the news in the week or two before the news was officially released through company gossip or seeing the new soloist and producers around the building.

Important dates:

February 29: Official move-in date for new building.

Dimensions Soloist 1

Her first schedule for the month is to film a Guerilla Date interview appearance where she’ll meet with fans near the Han River at night time and then talk with the host about how far she’s come since debut, but three days later, she’ll have the opportunity to meet with even more fans for a Valentine’s day fan meeting. She’ll perform all of her singles since “Gashina” as well as older favorites like “Bloom” and “24 Hours” and get a chance to interact with fans that haven’t seen her for a while. To welcome their new soloist, she’s also encouraged to make an appearance on Dimensions Soloist 3′s video diary if they happen to be in the building at the same time.

Important dates:

February 11: Guerilla Date filming (to be aired: February 25).

February 14: Valentine’s Day Fan Meeting at Yes24 Live Hall in Seoul, South Korea.

Dimensions Soloist 2

While he continues recording for his upcoming comeback mini-album this month, the fan meeting in Bangkok on the twenty-second is the more important February schedule for the company, so he spends as much time in the practice studio rehearsing his performances for that as he does recording new songs, if not more. To welcome their new soloist, he’s encouraged to make an appearance on Dimensions Soloist 3′s video diary if they happen to be in the building at the same time.

Important dates:

February 22: Be Happy fanmeeting at GMM Live House in Bangkok, Thailand.

Dimensions Soloist 3

She didn’t have much time to adjust to her new company before getting thrown into solo debut preparations, and she already began recording her her debut solo album and attending concept meetings last month, which will continue through into this month. Dimensions has asked her to keep a video diary of her solo debut preparations for them to cut together and release leading up to her debut to increase hype, and she’s encouraged to include other Dimensions artists in some of the videos in order to naturally integrate her into the company “family”.

Important dates:

N/A

Gal.actic

It’s comeback season! That means music shows and fan signs as usual, and the song does better than expected, peaking on the charts around the same position as “Be Ambitious” did (and without all the controversy!), but Gal.actic will also do a special eight hour live stream for their fans for Valentine’s Day from 2PM KST to 10PM KST. The full group will participate for an hour at the beginning and the end, but in between that, each member will get an hour on their own to entertain fans for an hour with talking, singing, cooking, or anything else that fits the format. The assigned time slots are as follows:

2PM-3PM: Full group

3PM-4PM: Leader/main vocal

4PM-5PM: Vocal

5PM-6PM: Main rapper/main dancer/vocal

6PM-7PM: Lead vocal

7PM-8PM: Lead rapper/lead dancer/vocal

8PM-9PM: Maknae/vocal

9PM-10PM: Full group

Important dates:

February 12: Release of “B.B.B.” & mini-album showcase, promotions continue until March 12.

February 14: Special Valentine’s Day livestream show.

February 16: Fan sign in Yeouido, Seoul.

February 22: Fan sign in Gangnam, Seoul.

Alien

Tour is winding down and after next month they’ll get an extended break from touring before they hold an encore concert in Seoul, but for now, they have two concerts this month before returning to Seoul, where they’ll record a new English single “Who Do U Love?” and then film the music video for it later in the month. It’s a different sound from their recent releases in Korea, but Dimensions and Alien’s American label hope it’ll be a more radio-friendly sound in the west. They’ll do some performances for it in the spring as a part of American promotions so there’s choreography to learn as well.

Important dates:

February 7: We Are Here tour concert at Espacos Das Americas in São Paolo, Brazil.

February 9: We Are Here tour concert at Teatro Metropolitan in Mexico City, Mexico. 

February 25: “Who Do U Love ft. French Montana” MV filming.

February 26: Release of Alligator Japanese single album.

February 29: Performance at The Fact Music Awards at Gocheok Sky Dome in Seoul, South Korea (also attending: WISH, 7ROPHY, Origin, Fuse).

MARS

Now that their concerts are finished, it’s time for the members to begin preparing for their first comeback of the year. The album will include the last two singles they released, making it a repackaged album, but they’ll need to record the new songs off of it throughout the month, including their next title track, which has a new sound from anything they’ve done before. It’s not necessarily another cute concept, but it is more upbeat and less conceptually intense than their most popular comebacks, so it’s something new for the group to tackle.

Important dates:

N/A

7ROPHY

It’s clear even at the beginning of the month that “Me” failed to live up to the success the group had found in the past year or so. They have a Random 1Line Dance video to film while they’re at the SBS building for Inkigayo, but as the month goes on, management is eager to move past the era and while have plans for their next comeback entirely complete before 7ROPHY even finishes their promotions for “Me” and they’ll only get the last week of the month for “Me” to rest some before they begin work next month toward yet another comeback.

Important dates:

February 9: Random 1Line Dance video filming.

February 22: End of music show promotions.

February 29: Performance at The Fact Music Awards at Gocheok Sky Dome in Seoul, South Korea (also attending: WISH, Alien, Origin, Fuse).

Unity

The modeling opportunities keep rolling in in the absence of a comeback and Unity has been chosen as new ambassadors of NBA’s apparel line in Korea, which they’ll shoot a photo shoot for with Dazed Magazine. BC Soloist 1 will join them for the photo shoot to showcase the cross-gender appeal of the line. Their fourth anniversary is approaching in April, which means more personal freedom for the members contractually, but also comes with the expectation to give back to fans. This will be achieved in the form of a special gift song and video release. They’ll record the song early in the month and film the accompanying video at the end of the month. The two main vocals and the leader have also been chosen to record an OST for the upcoming drama School 2017 this month.

Important dates:

February 13: Dazed Magazine March Issue photo shoot with BC Soloist 1.

February 27: Dream Come True anniversary MV filming.

              ↳ CHAMPION

With the album all recorded, that means it’s time to learn the choreography for “Jopping” and “I Can’t Stand The Rain”, the main performance tracks but the applicable members will need to learn choreography for “Super Car”, “2 Fast”, and “No Manners” as well. Dance rehearsals will be done at BC Entertainment’s building as the dance studios there are larger, and near the end of the month, BC will leak pictures and video of all of the CHAMPION members arriving at the building to spark discussion before the sub-unit is officially announced in a few months. For three days, all six members of CHAMPION will be sent on a bonding retreat in Jeonju to strengthen their bond as unit members. This is a genuine effort on the companies’ parts to create better group chemistry, so the will not be filmed during the retreat, although a manager from each group will accompany them on the trip.

Important dates:

February 22-24: Bonding retreat in Jeonju, South Korea.

Lucid

Their extended fan sign run ends on the second day of the month, but the Lucid members are nowhere near a break as they prepare for their second anniversary (which will involve a special fan meeting where they’ll reveal their fandom name and light stick and perform their special second anniversary song for the first time to tease the return of their dark concept, so the members will learn the choreography for it in the first two weeks of the month). They’ve been booked for every university orientation festival Dimensions could shove into their schedule, but they’re also busy with concept meetings and studio recording for their next comeback.

Important dates:

February 1: Fan sign in Daejeon, South Korea.

February 2: Fan sign in Suwon, South Korea.

February 3: Second anniversary fan meeting teaser photo shoot.

February 16: Release of “Full Moon” second anniversary single.

February 16: Second Anniversary Fan Meeting : REVERIE at Sogang University in Seoul, South Korea.

February 24: “Full Moon” performance video filming.

February 25: Performance at Cheongju University Orientation Festival in Cheongju, South Korea.

February 26: Performances at Seokyung University Orientation Festival in Seoul, South Korea, and Bucheon University Orientation Festival in Bucheon, South Korea.

February 27: Performances at Sangmyung University Orientation Festival in Seoul, South Korea, and Dongseo University Orientation Festival in Busan, South Korea.

February 28: Performances at Sunghsin Women’s University Orientation Festival in Seoul, South Korea, Hyundai Technical College Orientation Festival in Seoul, South Korea, and Seoul Hoseo Technical College Orientation Festival in Seoul, South Korea.

February 29: Performance at Hongik University of Science & Technology Orientation Festival in Seoul, South Korea.

[there-is-no-barrier-between-us]

my favorite musical theatre trope of all time (maybe)

the big act one closer: there is nothing i love more than an enormous, loud, emotional end to act one that brings the house down. it’s almost like before everything goes to shit in act two for every single character, there’s this final, hopeful stand. whenever i’m listening to a musical for the first time, if i don’t like the song at the end of act one, there’s basically no hope, because i find that the song in that slot is almost always the peak of the show.

some examples:

one day more (les mis): you knew it was coming, so i might as well get it out of the way first. has there ever been a musical theatre song more iconic? all the parts overlapping each other will never not be amazing

defying gravity (wicked): well, of course. this song is one of those that is primarily a solo, but the ensemble is backing elphaba up. nothing more needs to be said about this.

one day (groundhog day): this song is SO GOOD. the part where they repeat “phil we’re on in...” is amazing bc the ensemble in the background is slowly building up, and then it just explodes into a minor key version of the opening number. stellar.

so much better (legally blonde): like wicked, this one is primarily a solo. but what a solo it is. this is like THE moment for elle-- the moment that she realizes her full potential. it’s backed with so much emotion, but it’s so fun!

a new argentina (evita): this song is the epitome of andrew lloyd webber music just going so hard. what a bop. the ensemble parts are loud and catchy, and evita’s solos are sksjks

anything goes (anything goes): if i’m being perfectly honest, i don’t know as much about this show as i should, but this song is a BOP. tap dancing is never bad, you can’t convince me otherwise

[fmdsohee]

older, wiser, prettier

date: various, december 4th 1998,  2001, 2006, 2011, 2018 word count: 2170 triggers: emotionally abusive parenting, neglectful parenting, general shitty parenting, underage drinking,  forced drinking, abandonment, general terrible family  notes: me?? being literally like twenty fucking days late on her birthday solo ( it was meant for dec 4th but whatever i dont give a shit ) ?? yes, of course because indeed, i, am terrible, in fact, this is terrible and none of y’all should read it, i’m only posting it bc i won’t let myself not do it.

1998, age one. she spends her first birthday crying.

she was never a quiet baby. when she was first set into her mother’s arms by the nurses, she was crying; she cried through the nights from when she got home into the empty estate. her room is white, adorned with lace and silk, toys and it looks like a showroom – the perfect “socialite’s first baby room” for her mother to giggle about to her friends, show off as she barely takes a glance over the infant dozing in the bed. adjacent to her parents’ room, close enough to be heard, far enough for her not be seen, like most of the problems in the son family.

“come on,” it’s two in the morning, her mother, usually polished and a gushing smile on her face, was tired, “i don’t know what’s wrong with you.”

“she’s hungry, i don’t know, why don’t you feed her?” her father was skulking in the corner, head in his hands as she slumped over in the pristine rocking chair in the corner of the room.

“i already tried, she’s not hungry – she always does this, i don’t know what to do.”

“then work it out,” he lights a cigarette in the corner of the room, drawing in and out without a thought, “i don’t know what you want me to do – move her into one of the other rooms, i would like to sleep – do you think creativity stems from this? do you think i can write another best seller if i never get any sleep? what do you expect from me – you can’t keep walking around pretending you’re even something without money rolling in; even your body’s gone after her.”

her mother didn’t even react to his words – it was normal. “as if you’re the peak of creativity – you’ve been writing the same thing for years.”

“as if you know anything, you’ve made a living of being on your back.”

“i’ve made a living out of working hard, unlike you, how about you actually release something if you’re such a bestseller and stop pretending you’re some starving artist locked away in your study.”

“i’ll stop locking myself in the study when the baby’s gone and you’ve decided to stand there and look good again, quietly.”

“oh, but you’re fine to get yourself out of the room when the cleaner comes over, or the cook, or any of the other young women that seem to come and go a little richer than their contract.”

“shut up,” her father grumbled, “not exactly like you’ve held up well.”

“how about w-“

the two were cut off by the loud cry of their daughter.

“i’m leaving.” with a few slams of doors, her father left.

and her mother was alone, eyes shifting around the sickly room to her daughter.

“you better be worth it.”

and she left the room with her daughter crying out, far enough that she didn’t have to think about her for a second.

2001, age four. she spends her fourth birthday on stage.

she’s been dressed up like a doll: the dress is bright pink, puffy and encompasses all of her; her face felt tacky, sticky, and was covered in heavy makeup; and her eyes can barely stay open. she’s spent the hours of the morning walking around in circles, her feet ached, and she’d made a picture perfect routine.

before she could walk, she had been in beauty pageants, her mother was trying to shill her to industry connections to get her into ads and modelling jobs; sohee hated it. she screamed at her mother, she cried all the time, but it didn’t stop it, so eventually little sohee learned to deal with it.

her friends had teased her relentlessly the days before, playing in the park with wide smiles ( sohee hadn’t even noticed her father had sulked off instead of watching her ) before they started poking fun at her for not having a birthday party; they didn’t mean it, they were young, barely enough to know anything but they’d all been able to have parties, so why not her? sohee had ran home, tugging at her mother’s dress, and she just shook her head. she woke up on her birthday early to practice, nothing else was new.

she smiled, she twirled, she sang, and she got some stupid crown at a no name beauty pageant.

she went home a winner, and her mother yelled at her for her foot placement.

2006, age nine. she spends her ninth birthday lost in the woods.

her father’s writing process was something he called an art, it was something that her mother called stupid and a waste of time, sohee never even noticed any sort of backwards routine before her ninth birthday. one of his writing rituals included packing his bags, getting on a plane and flying out to a woodland cabin across the pond to “cleanse his thoughts” and that time, much to his dismay, chipper, young sohee was along for the ride.

she’s gleeful the entire way there, and it gives her father a headache, but she doesn’t notice. the car’s silent apart from her remarks as it always was. he didn’t have much to say to her, but with what ran through his mind it was better that way. she doesn’t know how to communicate with the people there, she knows how to ask basic questions and greetings, but when her father has short conversations with those they meet at pit stops, sohee stands there by his side wide eyed and confused.

the house isn’t the rustic, cold and damp place that bleeds information as he pretends it is – it’s a vacation home, without a doubt. and when they walk in, it looks like the type of extravagant place that families in movies sohee’s seen come to get together for christmas celebrations before slapstick chaos. but when her dad went into his office and slammed the door, she felt so cold.

she spends three days sitting around the house, flicking through magazines and watching dvds that she’d packed with her. and then her birthday rolls around, and it’s more of the same – her father’s locked away in his office smoking up a house fire and barely touching pen to paper and she’s pacing around the house pouting and crying that she hasn’t heard happy birthday once.

the hands on the clock hit five and little sohee decides that she’s had enough with all of this. shoelaces hastily tied, a backpack stuffed with her favourite stuffed animals for company and snacks for the trip – she decides that she’s going to have an adventure by herself if no one else wants to have fun with her.

it’s a few hours before she realises that she has no idea where she is, and the cold air starts to brush harshly over her skin. she’d not thought to bring any sort of torch, or even a warm jacket, with her mind clouded for a want to simply do something cool – and now she’d been trekking through the woods into the breaking hour of the night. and she was scared.

she’s out there for around three more hours, sitting herself atop of a log crying before by luck a group of hikers come by her, patient with her lack of understanding, and comfort her before leading her back to her father’s house without a hitch. she’s so thankful, she tries her best to talk to them, she exclaims that it’s her birthday in the best way that they can understand, and she makes it back inside. she tries to get them to stay, but they just smile at her, and wish her a good night – they try to speak with her father, but he doesn’t even answer the door.

cold and exhausted, sohee decides to end her birthday as quick as she can when she gets inside.

her father checks on her to say one thing,

“why did you track mud through the house? can’t you do something right?”

2011, age fourteen. on her fourteenth birthday, she decides that she’s grown up.

her parents decide to make some ill fated attempt to go to dinner on her birthday, but she doesn’t care, the most acknowledgement she gets of the day is that her mother makes some offhanded comment about how many years she’s been suffering because of her. in all truth, sohee’s happeir that they’re out of the house – she skips going to her training that night, she calls it a gift to herself.

so she does what she thinks the grown ups do, she reaches up to her father’s liquor cabinet and she pours herself a comically full glass of whiskey – it’s her first drink, she just wants to feel cool, grown up, independent. she takes one sip and she decides she’s done, and then she sets the glass down coughing up the fire in her throat.

“what are you doing?” her mother’s voice cut through the air, and sohee’s heart skipped a beat.

“nothing,” sohee dismissed, curtly, her chest pounding with anxiety, “i thought you’d be gone for the night, i believe you said that you couldn’t stand the reminder of me being born, or whatever.”

“doesn’t seem like nothing,” her mother hummed, glass now in hand and examining it like something priceless, her gaze practically cutting through it back through to her daughter, “your father was getting along with the waitress, i left them to it.”

that didn’t even dignify a response from sohee, who instead huffed, shrugged, and returned to a point of apathy.

“drink it.” her mother sits the glass in front of sohee. she’s confused.

“what?”

“i just said drink it, you poured it, and you’ll finish it.”

“i don’t want to – it tastes shitty, and you can’t tell me what to do.”

“i can,” her mother is completely unbothered by sohee’s argument, “want your tuition paid? want to continue to live somewhere? you’ll finish it.”

“i can’t,” she knows she can’t, she already feels sick to the stomach.

“i didn’t raise a quitter,” her mother’s tone is harsh, firm.

and so sohee drinks it, raises the liquor that burns like fire to her lips and takes a drink. but it’s not enough.

“the entire thing.” her mother states again.  

so she does, it’s every drink makes her feel sick to her stomach – it’s an overwhelming type of sickness that she’s never felt before, her stomach a ship at storm, and then she runs off to the bathroom. she barely catches her mother’s content smile, before a sigh.

she spends the rest of the night curled over the toilet.

2018, age twenty one. it’s her first birthday as an idol.

she doesn’t really celebrate birthdays anymore, ever since she spent the fifteenth birthday holed up in her school library – which she considered the best day that she’d had up until that birthday – acknowledging it just felt better to her than acknowledging she was an entire year older.

but she turns around in the morning, eyes barely open and her hands reach out for her phone.

━━ [ 💌 pretty flower sooyeon 🌺 ] : my sohee!!!! ━━ [ 💌 pretty flower sooyeon 🌺 ] : happy birthday~ ━━ [ 💌 pretty flower sooyeon 🌺 ] : i hope your wishes will come true and u will have the greatest birthday ever!!!!!!!!!!! ━━ [ 💌 pretty flower sooyeon 🌺 ] : lmk if gold star ever gets too much 4 u and u need 2 hide in the wish dorms i'll call u my emotional support human

she smiles, she doesn’t quite know how to respond to the message – and she notices that there’s more notifications behind it – she rarely ever told people the day she was born in high school to avoid any hype around it for bad memories sake but now, her chest feels gentle, and she’s smiling from ear to ear. she makes a note to respond to it later, when it’s processed for her.

so she walks out into her kitchen and she sees seunghee standing there, a huge, motherly grin on her face that she’s grown to adore seeing on her close friend. “what’s got you smiling like that?” she questions, pacing around the room.

“i have something for you,” the leader shifted to the side, a dainty, well decorated cake sitting behind her on the counter. “it’s for you, a you’re getting old signal,” she laughed, bringing over the cake to be in front of sohee, “i’m only kidding, happy birthday.”

the leader rushed to shove a candle into it, “i know we’re going to have to go soon, so i’m going to do this now,” she lit it up, “now make a wish.”

it’s the first birthday cake she’s ever had, and she doesn’t quite know how to approach it. so she doesn’t make a wish, but instead she just smiles and blows out the flame.

it’s her first happy birthday

.

[angelxiu]

get to know me tag

tagged by @byunrelatable​! thank you ari~ 💖

1. nickname: miki

2. gender: female 

3. star sign: libra

4. height: 5′3″ (160 cm)

5. time: 7:22 pm

6. birthday: october 20

7. favorite bands (non kpop): i dont really have any......

8. favourite solo artist: makoto yoshimori is one of my favs

9. song stuck in my head: none bc i listen to to many instrumentals aksjkdf

10. last movie watched: the greatest showman

11. last show watched: life bar of course

12. when did i create my blog: feb 10 2018

13. what do i post: exo and i rb aesthetic stuff too; and minseok love posts....a lot of minseok love posts............

14. last thing i googled: if i can block a post on tumblr or not,,,,,,,,,

15. do you have other blogs: @baekbqsquid​ is my bbh side blog and i actually more blogs (anime blog, a writing blog, etc) but ive been inactive for a while on them so

16. do you get asks: sometimes~

17. why did you choose your url: i want minseok in my url;; thats it;;;

18. following: 111........i need to follow more exo blogs rlly

19. followers: 428..............i dont even know how it got to this number im actually baffled??? thank you??????? im sorry my blog isnt as good you expected though

20. favorite colour(s): black/white, baby blue

21. average hours of sleep: 6

22. lucky number: idk actually but ill say 99 

23. instruments: i used to play a little piano and recorder but not anymore tbh

24. what am i wearing: gray shirt and pants with cat prints on it....wow thats not even intentional or anything??? asjbsah

25. how many blankets do i sleep with: two but since im washing the other one just one for now

26. dream job: a writer probably

27. dream trip: travelling to every possible place i could go in japan and learn its history

28. favorite food: rice. rice is godly and in this house i wont accept any rice slander.

29. nationality: indonesian

30. favorite song rn: we will meet again by mustafa avşaroğlu 

hogwarts house: slytherin

posts: 2,168

when did my blog reach its peak: lmao idk??? did it???

tagging: @xiubyuns​ ; @minsok​ ; @seokchen​ ; @lovesxiu​ ; @love-seok​ ; @minseokbias​ ; @minseok4​ ; @gummyminseok​ ; @elparaisodeminseok​ ; @xiudaengerous​ ; @smartseok​ ; @starxiu​ ; @babyminseok​ ; @zyxuxi ; @bkhyunee​ ; @crushxiu​ ; @prince-umin​ ; @chenlogist​ ; @bigdaedy​ ; @minseoksfav​ ; @royalnini ; @ilovesehuns​ ; @valvalvalval-val ; @minniedeer​ ; @uminbean​ ; i tried tagging all my mutuals but idk if this is all of them im so sorry if i missed you;;;;; 😭😭😭

[crushxiu]

shout out to @minseokpng for tagging me!!! thank you Miki!!! 

1. nickname: uhh I’ve had like, a million that have developed over the years from various occasions but I guess if I had to narrow it down to One that has stuck the most my family has always called me Buggy ygfdhu

2. gender: female

3. star sign: I am The most stereotypical pisces in the world :/

4. height: 5′3 :( small...

5. time: 5:46pm

6. birthday: february 24th!

7. favorite bands (non kpop): panic! at the disco, twenty one pilots, young the giant, and I’m That Guy that loves the beatles fhdsij 

8. favourite solo artist: oh god aaa I really love Beyonce

9. song stuck in my head: none bc I’m listening to music rn

10. last movie watched: the life aquatic with Steve Zissou

11. last show watched: osomatsu-san

12. when did i create my blog: november 6th 2017 !

13. what do i post: just exo with a heavy emphasis on Xiumin fydhus

14. last thing i googled: the life aquatic with Steve Zissou bc I couldn’t remember the name hdsuji

15. do you have other blogs: my main is @shiroqanetakashi :)

16. do you get asks: on this blog, no :(

17. why did you choose your url: I was afraid no one understood the reference my last url was making bc it was Obscure so I wanted a more obvious Xiumin url and crush u is a goddamn banger

18. following: 274

19. followers: 22 ygfhusdij 

20. favorite colour(s): purple! but I also like a lot of shades of blue

21. average hours of sleep: hhhh during vacations/when I don’t have to get up for something I manage 8 but on an normal school day 5-6

22. lucky number: I don’t think I have one??

23. instruments: I’ve given up on every instrument I’ve tried to learn bc me and commitment don’t get along

24. what am i wearing: a baseball tee from my high school mock trial team and underwear...pants are for cowards

25. how many blankets do i sleep with: two

26. dream job: marine biologist!!!

27. dream trip: japan dsdsudhuf I’m that weeb :/ or italy I’ve wanted to go for years

28. favorite food: chocolate omg

29. nationality: half white half african american :)

30. favorite song rn: KING AND QUEEN BY CBX THAT SHIT SLAPS

31. hogwarts house: hufflepuff!!!

32. posts: 1,425

33. when did my blog reach its peak: it still hasn’t fhsufhu slow start

tagging: all my mutuals!!! ty for being here @pchanyecl, @sweetjunmyeon, @babyminseok, @suholeo, @milky-waee, @minsoek-l, @randomxiu, @gummyminseok, @kokomyeonie, @clionadraws, @xiudaengerous obv you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to!!

[teamthorki]

i was tagged by @themyscriyas (thank you lovely! <3) and i’m tagging @thorkie, @buckeed, @lokirevenger

name- gemma nickname- i guess panda but no one calls me that anymore gender- genderfluid star sign- taurus height- 160cm  time- 4:46 am  bday- 25th apr  fav bands- ninja sex party, rush, placebo, ghost, green day, led zeppelin, pink floyd, the who, tears for fears, pet shop boys,   fav solo artist(s)- david bowie, gackt, halsey, st. vincent  song stuck in my head- i’m listening to a chillwave radio stream atm so that last movie i watched- uhhh the shape of water? i can’t actually remember  last show i watched- ...ant and dec’s saturday night takeaway...  when did i create my blog- about 3 months ago loool  last thing i googled- homi bhabha’s “the location of culture” (for my essay) do i have another blog- i have an old main which is still up but i don’t really use anymore  do i get asks- i dooo and i love each and every one of them  why i chose my url- bc thorki is my ride or die ship  following- 96  followers- 108  avg hours of sleep- maybe 7-8 on average, but really who knows  lucky number(s)- 8 instruments- i used to play keyboard but i haven’t in years  what am i wearing- pyjamas  dream job- trophy wife freelance translator dream trip- always japan  fav food- ramen  nationality- british  fav song right now- "mystic rhythms” by rush  sexuality- uhhhh ?? idk identified as a lesbian for a long time then realised huh i’m not 100% female all the time sooo... still girls but i would probably date nb/other genderfluid ppl too hogwarts house- hufflepuff fav animals- dogs, sloths, goats, pandas dog or cat person- dogs blankets you sleep with- 1 duvet and 1 fleece blanket bc it’s cold rn why you got a blog- i got this blog in particular bc i didn’t want to subject the followers on my previous blog to all the thorki, which was their loss tbh top (3) fav characters- THOR, LOKI, dale cooper, peggy carter, steve rogers, sam wilson, ned from pushing daisies, thranduil, etc. etc.  no. of posts- 2,236 pokemon team- what was the yellow team called? i was that one  fav color- green relationship status-  ��\_(ツ)_/¯   lip- or chapstick- chapstick last song i listened to- whatever is playing on this chillwave station atm  top (3) shows- star trek (tng), pushing daisies, twin peaks  top (3) ships- thorki, elrondir, barduil  books i’m reading- i have. so many books. that i have never finished. so take your pick 

[thepermanentrainpress]

TEXTURE & LIGHT: VULTURE MEDICINE

Vulture Medicine – Texture & Light Release Date: November 20th, 2020

Track Listing:

1. Let’s Get Connected 2. Compassion Pit 3. All Hail The Mystics 4. Soft Focus 5. A Life Lived 6. NMST 7. Fuzzy Peaks (feat. RC Wesley) 8. Plant Medicine 9. Integration

Texture & Light is a project by BC-based electronic artist Trevor Mervyn. It is his third full-length album. I very much enjoyed the trippy ambient style of the first two and was excited to review his return. Since his last release, Trevor's first child was born – inspiring both the name and themes of Vulture Medicine. Concepts include "the veil between life and death, and its frailty in the moment of rebirth." The titular vultures are a metaphor for the circle of life and the interconnected nature of all things.

The social and societal commentary is even more present here than in his past lyrics. This album is described as "nine meditations on life and death, nature and technology, and authenticity and spirit." Many of the themes are about connecting with others in an increasingly digital and alienating world, preserving a sense of the true self and reality. There are contrasts presented between digital and physical connection, between the futility of spending time working versus playing, and the disconnect of engaging with nature versus artificial creations.

I found this music to have more of a lively tempo than his previous work. Although some of the lyrics reflect an inability to find connection, the overall themes are positive and hopeful. They are a reflection and lamentation of reaching out to someone and finding both yourself and each other. 

These tracks are electronic and experimental. A few of them are instrumental, and the concepts overlap. I don't know if I'd call it a concept album, but there are a lot of shared themes and ideas amongst every song. It's all fairly short with nine songs in 36 minutes. The composition was inspired by 90s industrial music and Trevor's time as a 2000s house DJ. The synthesizers and sampling presented create complex, almost symphonic melodies – it's difficult to describe the exact sound. "Space music" is certainly apt, and this is described as "indie electronic music from inner space." The ambitious feedback and style heighten the emotion felt listening; there's a lot of feeling present in these loopy, cosmic riffs. It's like a journey to another musical dimension.

The production has a lot of looping, overlapping, and fading – there's no real structure or consistency. This isn't necessarily a bad thing and such is the nature of music in this style. It's very well-made and it's clear a lot of care went into it, being entirely composed and performed by one person. This album sounds like the work of an entire band and really speaks to Trevor's talent as a solo artist. 

"Fuzzy Peaks" features R&B artist RC Wesley on vocals. It is the only feature and song not sung by Trevor, but no less complicated or ambitious. It is a refreshing touch of variety – the first feature on any of his albums. It adds another layer of a unique sound and crosses the music with an indie guitar/rock influence.

It is intense and over the top at a few points. This is very much a personal project and it shows. It is not really for mainstream commercial, though I can imagine this performed live would be a real immersive experience. It is still overall very enjoyable and interesting. It took me several listens to really appreciate all the mixing and subtle details presented. I absolutely recommend listening on headphones to capture the full epic journey. This music might not be for everyone, but anyone who enjoys strange time signatures and a non-traditional sound will appreciate this.

If there is a message to this release, it's that everything is connected and that there is always opportunity to find meaning and authenticity, even within a scary and changing world. In a chaotic time when live music is a memory and every day feels stranger than the last, Vulture Medicine reminds you of what's really important. It's an example of immensely personal and expressive art—and that's what really connects to your ears and mind in the end.

Written by: Cazzy Lewchuk

[jakegyllenhxck]

@pinklybronzed​ was v kind to tag me, so here we go!

Rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better

Gender: female Star sign: pisces sun, gemini moon (Eclectic Artist™)   Height: 5-5 (v short but still taller than everyone else, a peculiar occurrence) Time: 6:16pm (Pacific) Favourite bands: All time? I guess...The Gaslight Anthem, Manic Street Preachers...Oasis, Bowie, Interpol; hard to say since i’m in a bit of a transition period atm Favourite solo artists: Harry Styles, Nine Inch Nails (started w just Reznor technically), Lana Del Rey, Chopin Song stuck in my head:  Valse Sentimentale (Tchaikovsky, but like the violin version specifically) and also Medicine by Harry Styles is just always on in there

Last movie I watched: crimson peaks, i’m p sure? Last tv show I watched: Hannibal! actually ty 4 reminding me, i gotta invite my friend over so we can marathon season 3 When did I create this blog: fuck. er. summer of 15? it’s been a cool minute What do I post: things that i like  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Last thing I googled: how to be a poet (want money, don’t want to leave house, yunno how it is)  Do I have other blogs: nah Do I get asks: occasionally, send more, kids! Why did I choose my url: The Smashing Pumpkins line "Shakedown, 1979,″ but 77 instead bc i started out as a punk blog, & that was probably my favorite year for punk Following: 146 Followers: I didn’t even know but 812 apparently, #weak

Favourite colours: pink&white, black&red (i got 2 moods, guys)  Average hours of sleep: 6-7 since one of my best friends lives with me. also i am a poet, and getting eight or more would ruin my image Lucky numbers: i did ballet growing up, so i’ve always counted everything in 4s ‘cause that’s how you keep track of the music! Instruments: currently obsessed w piano & also kinda voice, but also guitar & bits of bass and ukulele What am I wearing: leotard (speaking of ballet!), sailboat pajamas pants, had 2 take the corset off bc it hurts my eighth rib on my left side (specifically that one!!!) to lie down in. also, pink socks with the lettuce trim, very avant-garde How many blankets I sleep with: 1 fuzzy, 1 sheet, 1 comforter, 1 woven w a green & white design of cowboys and shit (cool!)  Dream job: rockstar. i mean, how else am i gonna fuck models Dream trip: lately, italy. all that art and sunlight? ‘i fux with it heavily,’ as my roommate would say. Favourite food: vanilla ice cream w fresh berries & honey, i’m v cliche haha Nationality: varying shades of white Favourite song right now: nocturne in e minor (op.72 no.1) makes my pretentious heart cry. also, val kilmer in tombstone, am i right ladies

i’m gonna keep the tag list short since i haven’t talked to too many people on here lately, but @my-man-syd, @vintagesoho, and @pianoprince, enjoy the mic friends!

[hajoonie]

get to know me tag

i was tagged by @rxsewoosung and @woosammv thank youu 😭💕

1. nickname: dont really have one just my name shortened to Jacki i guess

2. gender: female

3. star sign: virgo (like @woosammv ayy) 

4. height: 171cm

5. time: 4:15pm (when i started this lol)

6. birthday: September 9th

7. favorite bands (non kpop): Kodaline, Arctic Monkeys 

8. favourite solo artist: dean, heize, 10cm, KRIS WU

9. song stuck in my head: Dinner by Suho and Jang Jane (SO GOOD) 

10. last movie watched: The Strangers 

11. last show watched: Tempted/The Great Seducer Kdrama omfg 

12. when did i create my blog: early august like right after the Sorry MV came out lol

13. what do i post: about my love for Jaehyeong lol and sometimes i do headers and icons but im so sorry i havent been doing that lately ://

14. last thing i googled: Sehun scenarios on here and on AO3 😳

15. do you have other blogs: yes i’ve got my main @1pch (mostly aesthetics and kpop, also i follow from there), @1bujo (my kpop studyblr/ korean lang), and @81st (my exo/b.a.p + multi blog, most active there) shameless plug 😏

16. do you get asks: most of the time no 😔 pls come talk to me about your faves even if its not the rose im SO multi at this point i want someone to fangirl with pls

17. why did you choose your url: i wanted dojoonie but it was taken and i typed hajoonie and it was there lol but i love both of ours boys 

18. following: 199 (but it usually goes up) 

19. followers: 1,339 (pls why do you follow me i literally do nothing) I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH THANK YOUUUUUUUU 💕💕💕💕💕

20. favorite color (s): white and nude colors as well as pinks and burgundy lol

21. average hours of sleep: usually 6-8 hours 

22. lucky number: 9

23. instruments: none but i love watching chanyeol and woosung play acoustic💕 

24. what am i wearing: pjs bc uni just ended and im tired of wearing jeans lol 

25. how many blankets do i sleep with: two

26. dream job: editor at Vogue (im a student journalist rn) 

27. dream trip: Greece

28. favorite food: pizza and chicken 

29. nationality: american 

30. favorite song now: IU ~ Through the Night 

Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff? but idk anything about HP i just took a quiz once

Posts: 1,002 (lol) 

When did my blog reach its peak: at the very beginning when there were only like 4 of us in the fandom and after that i kept getting followers 

this was fun! thank you for tagging meeee! I tag: @captain-junmyeon @yugyeomsknees @ttherose @youngest-k and anyone who’s reading this! have a lovely day ♡

[daechwitayoongs]

get to know me tag

Tagged by @very-important-army

1. nickname: Haru and taetae (not bts lol bc of my eng. name)

2. gender: Female

3. star sign: Aries

4. height: 174ish 

5. time: 4:40pm 

6. birthday: April 18th

7. favorite bands (non kpop): (lol non-kpop) OOR. My First Story. 30STM. PATD. PARAMORE. Mayday Parade. Papa Roach. I’ll stop there cause I have so many but these are my faves.

8. favourite solo artist: Aimer. YeYe. MISO.  Bazzi. Russ. Blackbear. Logic. Shawn Mendes. Ed Sheeran. this will also get too long so i’ll stop here. 

9. song stuck in my head: Good Morning - Penomeco

10. last movie watched: XXX: Return of Xander Cage 

11. last show watched: My mom was watching some HGTV show and I so happen to be in the same room.

12. when did i create my blog: LOL years ago. before tumblr was kpop trash.

13. what do i post: BTS. iKON. Sometimes OOR & anime. a bit of aesthetics too

14. last thing i googled: 3CE palette but im not paying 42$ for it lol

15. do you have other blogs: @harukachitsu is my photography one but i haven’t had time to put up photos plus im still looking for a theme.

16. do you get asks: I wish. I feel like my amount of lovelies don’t reflect the asks I get lol

17. why did you choose your url: BTS, though i have thought of changing it!

18. following: 50? I need to follow some new blogs that vibe with me.

19. followers: 700s 

20. favorite colour(s): black. grey. white. 

21. average hours of sleep: 4-7

22. lucky number: 18

23. instruments: piano.

24. what am I wearing:  t-shirt and shorts lol

25. how many blankets do i sleep with: Just one & 6 pillows

26. dream job: Besides my photography, I want to help build schools in underdeveloped countries, hold some workshops for teens and young adults.

27. dream trip: Do van life with my best friends all over Europe

28. favorite food: This stuffed pepper that my mom makes!

29. nationality: American

30. favorite song rn: We Are - OOR

31. Hogwarts house: Slytherin 

32. Posts: 28171 not including this one or posts in my queue.

33. When did my blog reach its peak: hopefully it hasn’t? I still want it to grow more, I want to befriend everyone too. I’m ambitious. 

Was I suppose to tag people? Anyone who wants to do it then pls go ahead, I’d love to get to know my lovelies more~ 🖤

[mydaysix]

Tagged by @ttherose​ (like a week ago but lets not judge pls) 1. nickname: ALICE

2. gender: Female

3. star sign: Gemini

4. height: 165cm

5. time: 2:32 am

6. birthday: May 21st

7. favorite bands (non kpop): Mayday Parade, The Academy Is..., All Time Low, Fall Out Boy, Maroon 5, The All-American Rejects

8. favourite solo artist: Ed Sheeran, Troye Sivan, Shawn Mendes, Taylor Swift, Suzy

9. song stuck in my head: Rise Up - Andra Day and the Giddy Up preview from the Boyz

10. last movie watched: I don’t watch many movies.... I actually can’t even remember

11. last show watched: Homeland but I stopped cause I didn’t like it. Before that I was watching Luther which I really enjoyed

12. when did i create my blog: 6 years ago ish

13. what do i post: Day6, Astro, The Rose, food, quotes and things that make me happy and edits.

14. last thing i googled: I couldn’t remember what the name of that show was so I googled Alan Cumming,

15. do you have other blogs: Yep @the-stray-kidz​

16. do you get asks: Actually never

17. why did you choose your url: I hate lying and back then I was obssesed with Big Bang’s lie so “I’m so sorry girl I love you, I just can’t lie”

18. following:  739

19. followers:  a little more than half of that

 20. favorite color (s): Turqouise

21. average hours of sleep:  7-8 hours i’d say

22. lucky number: 7 or 5

23. instruments: I’m learning both guitar and the drums

24. what am i wearing: Pyjamas

25. how many blankets do i sleep with: Two but like one is only for my feet bc they get cold easily and I hate wearing socks to bed

26. dream job: Professional dancer

27. dream trip: Disney World or mainland China (but with a guide)

28. favorite food: Pizza and sushi

29. nationality: Dutch

30. favorite song now:  a tie between Vromance - Star and Myteen - Take It Out

Hogwarts house: Gryffindor but idk how cause I’m a scaredy cat

Posts: This is #60,230

When did my blog reach its peak: I always tell the same story but back then when I just started this blog and had maybe 50 followers max I made a gif of a scene in 2ne1 where there were flowers and it got like no notes. About 3 weeks later someone in vintage tumblr finds it and it gets reblogged a lot and get 400 notes. I’ve never felt as popular as I did then I’m tagging @2woosung  @rxsewoosung and @kangbri

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tagged by teamdynamike

NICKNAME: riley

GENDER: female

STAR SIGN: gemini

HEIGHT: 5'5″/idk how many cm, i am fucking american garbage

TIME RIGHT NOW: 11:10 PM

LAST THING I GOOGLED: “where is ipswich ma”

FAVORITE BANDS: no one cares

FAVORITE SOLO ARTISTS: ^

SONG STUCK IN YOUR HEAD: a disney song

LAST MOVIE I WATCHED: idr

LAST TV SHOW I WATCHED: stranger things s2?

WHEN DID YOU CREATE YOUR BLOG: 2010 summer is my personal and this i made in oct 2016

WHAT KIND OF STUFF DO YOU POST: ffxii + some ffix garbage. soon to be some kh and some ffxv garbage. the occasional cat or shitpost. 

WHEN DID YOUR BLOG REACH ITS PEAK: idk around the ffxii tza release?

DO YOU HAVE ANY OTHER BLOGS: yes i have a balthier rp acct, a vaan rp acct - neither of which i am very active on bc i cant find any fandom mates; i also have a personal and a photography blog.

DO YOU GET ASKS REGULARLY: yes i love them all but please give me more

WHY DID YOU CHOOSE YOUR URL: cuz ffxii 

FOLLOWING: 120

POSTS: …4,459

HOGWARTS HOUSE: slytherin

POKEMON TEAM: valor (or scyther, charmander, arcanine, pigeot, torchic)

FAVORITE COLORS: blue/green-blue

AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 93912081 or 0

LUCKY NUMBERS: ?? 

FAVORITE CHARACTERS: vaan, balthier, al-cid, ginji amano, joey wheeler, freya crescent, zidane tribal, toboe, ryoko (tenchi muyo), mirai trunks, sanosuke sagara, idk im out of steam my dude

WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW: a 3xl maroon crew neck sweatshirt from some random plumbing company (found this at goodwill lmao); on the back is a well-worn logo of a guy having a hard time plumbing a toilet. on the front there is a small rectangle that says DAVID on it , barely legible underneath the cracks of the print. leggings + my ducky slippers. i am Cozy after being in Human Clothes all day

HOW MANY BLANKETS DO YOU SLEEP WITH: i am always naked under a down comforter with a cotton duvet over it and nothing else whether it’s winter or summer

DREAM JOB: i’m my own boss as a photographer with either weddings or events or creative projects.

DREAM TRIP: paris with my mom before she passes away :/