#bambi post

[izzy444angel]

[coneyislandbaby066]

[vintervilar]

[bambirosedoll]

Bambi is moody and depressed. She doesnt feel connectwd or part of a community or tribe. She doesnt feel sexy or hot. She doent feel like anyone cares or that she really has any friends anywhere who are like engsged and bambi friends

She feels fat and old and undesirable. She doesnt know if shes just fogotte how to make friends and be in community since rhe pandemic or like if she never really knew or understood to begin with.

She is stuck dwelling on and spending mental and emotional energy on people who are no longer in her life for very good reasons. She feels isolated and alone.

Home life is stable. Her partners are ok. And she is loved and all. Money is still too nigjt for her to feel like she can progress. Work is borning and unfulfillijg.

Bambi tors craves more kiny and sexy times, but jer partners are either ace or not in sexy energy/head spacws/body spaces rn. She craves a daddy. Or at least soneone who she envisions can restructure her life and make all her anxiousness and hard decisions snd problems go away and provide her with that like strucute and stuff

Bambi alao knowns she aint in no position in life for a daddy. Plus she sort of has/had one. And so that's complicated.

Reality is she doesnt know what tf she wants.

Ummm sex and cock and bondage and latex... but like even that is seeming like too much work nowadays

Bambi woukd rather just give up and play fo76

And her body is hurting. And she hasenr been exterxising or stretching ahe wants to blame the new schedul but really its been going on sijce before then?

Bambi has been sort of keeping up on her 20. She listened to day 18 last night and this morning.

Ys sha is listening

Old self says there is some occasioanl bleed over between bambi thots and out of uniform. Like feom aroundnday 16? But expected, bacause we shoukd be past the inital takeover and protection files by now?

Like the other day she was looking at clips of girls playing with cocks and they got bambi excites. And now os thinks of cocls sometimes when she is jist doing something which does t nees a lot of thiught?

Mmmm oh ues ylbami has alsk been making cummies after sessions at least okces before going on to tje next files? Though her sex deive had been wonky? Like sort of horny but not as like able tl tip over as quicj? But then she has bee pushing hard and she is nore of a chastity and edging and denial slut... sooo

Anyway still feel some mopy. Not sure if i want to ditch thisnaccount and ifentity after thisn20 day is over. Dont thibk there is much call for bambirosedoll in the sw industry 💖

Byeee ill let u know when i finish day 20 again.

Loke u care 💕

[bustincyder]

[ladyystardusst]

[pink111shit]

[kaydeedoll]

Realising today she has accidentally conditioned herself to get dumber and hornier when wearing a choker. Putting it on and pussy throbs and brain slows.

Oopsie?😳

[izzy444angel]

[coneyislandbaby066]

[plistommy]

A Bambi

[faeriedustdiary]

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[heavenswaif]

[ladyystardusst]

[shareasipwithme]

[bambibells]