#badbye

[emo-ez]

Lost in the sound of their voice, so mesmerizing I’m not paying attention to the words they’re saying. Their love gone so cold it’s started to feel real again.

[secretenthusiastdream]

[sparrouubird]

On that hallowed night when I lost my life All I remember was the gleam of the knife I vanish with no traces I got friends in low places

[jayparked]

On Repeat

I was tagged by @dejatiny to do this!

Tag game: put your 'on repeat' playlist on shuffle & let your friends pick their favorite of the first five songs!

I also tag (no pressure): @justkpopjokes @vcrnons @vesvosmozhno @yoonguurt and @itstheghostofmypast

[harrowclare]

just in my feelings, listening to mono. as one does.

all lyrics by RM | tokyo; There's something in the water by Victor Clement; seoul; Summer Landscape, Krumau by Egon Shiele; moonchild; Still Life with Two Sunflowers by Vincent van Gogh; badbye; a kiss by Nicki Zimov; uhgood; Spirit hold, part 2 by Holly Warburton; everythingoes; After the torchlight procession... by Adolf von Menzel; forever rain; Morning on the Seine in the Rain, Claude Monet; all translated lyrics from doolset.

[maddyguru]

Welcome to The Masterlist

Fics

Hello, Again (geto s.)

The Aftermath (geto s.) chapter 1 chapter 2

JJK Spin Off (gojo s.) chapter 1 chapter 2

BadBye (geto s.) chapter 1

Spotify Playlist

Pov: Suguru defected, and you try to cope

Yumi JJK Spin Off Character Playlist

Pov: You Watch Itachi Leaves to Battle Sasuke

Pov: Suguru Left His Non-Sorcerer Girlfriend, You

Gojo is in love with his best friend's gf but she doesn't love him back

[yukarishoodie]

Rules: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first ten tracks, then tag ten people 🎶

I've been tagged by @late-night-vocaloid and gonna start a new chain because the og post was getting long. Also don't have an 'on repeat' playlist so I'm gonna do half the Oldass Playlist and a couple from the newer ones from my Vsynth YT.

ビタワンP (orig. UtaP) - Imitator (ft. KAITO)

tysP - Loose Change (ft. Hatsune Miku, Kagamine Len)

koma'n - BadBye (ft. Hatsune Miku) [warning: self-harm, suicide]

DATEKEN - trick art! (ft. Kagamine Rin)

シスコンP - Pulse (ft. Kagamine Len append COLD) [Official Demo]

水都 - √ (ft. Stardust Infinity)

holoszn - Feeling Love (holoszn VIP remix) (ft. MEIKO)

*Luna - Heal Me (ft. Macne Nana)

315 - 生まれてしまったので。 -透明 edition- (ft. Yuzuki Yukari)

takamatt - KOKORO-HANA (ft. Xin Hua JP)

Tagging uh @hopealop3 @unluckyxse7en @mushroomjar @nikoberry @mhaynoot @vocaloidcurated and whoever else wants to! (it doesn't have to be vocaloid btw I'm just being Extremely Normal)

[sh1mkongz]

jaehyun + cottage core 🌷⭐️🧚‍♀️

☆ . . don't repost without  credits !

[holycalf]

saying badbye instead of goodbye because im evil now

[ravenkane]

Me ending an argument with someone where I'm officially done with all their shit: "you know what, badbye actually. You don't get a goodbye"

[ratethisalbum]

#58) mono.

RM

Suggested by: Anonymous

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Spotify ~ Youtube

(Remember to listen first, then rate!)

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Tracklist:

1 tokyo 2 seoul 3 moonchild 4 ​badbye (Ft. ​eAeon (이이언)) 5 어긋 (uhgood) 6 지나가 (everythingoes) (Ft. NELL (넬) (KOR)) 7 forever rain

[supergraphicultramoderngirl]

ayo this blog is very much not f*briz friendly go find a better ship that doesn't completely disregard an aroace character's identity or go somewhere else that isn't here badbye

[rjshope]

💜 Borahae ARMY! Spread the purple love and put together a BTS playlist of 20 songs! 💜

It will be my pleasure!

⭐Jamais Vu ⭐badbye (with eAeon) ⭐seoul ⭐Rainy Days ⭐Like ⭐Reflection ⭐Boyz with Fun ⭐everythingoes (with Nell) ⭐So What ⭐2!3! ⭐Daydream ⭐Intro: Persona ⭐Spine Breaker ⭐War of Hormones ⭐uhgood ⭐Blood Sweat & Tears ⭐Trivia: Just Dance ⭐134340 ⭐Rain ⭐Attack on Bangtan

[mu5a]

more winx k-pop headcanons

so sorry if the format is weird i use the tumblr app 😭

tecna - i know i know. i said she probably wouldn’t listen to nct. but nct is just so tecna production wise.

punch, superhuman — nct 127

change pt. 2 — rm

hold on tight — aespa

musa

smoke sprite - so!yoon!, rm

brandon - ok in my mind. people say exo’s kai looks like this bratz guy. and doesn’t he also look like brandon.. idk! tell me brandon wouldn’t enjoy some rover or mmmh!

• generally i think brandon would like any k-pop song? like i can see him listening to it while working out as long as it’s hype & energetic!

sky - i have such a hard time figuring out sky in general 😭. sm sometimes puts out orchestra versions of their songs, ex. make a wish, and i wonder if sky would like them ?? i can see him listening to a lot of bts’ english singles too.

nabu - nct dojaejung & baekhyun.

helia - i believe i mentioned this somewhere, but rm’s mono & indigo album!

timmy - i don’t really have a good explanation on this one if i’m being real

sherlock (clue + note) - SHINee

riven - it’s difficult trying to pinpoint riven’s taste? i feel like especially once he starts dating musa, he would like more emotionally heavy tracks (like the agust d & rm tracks i listed below). i feel like he’d be one of those fans who don’t realize that agust d and suga are the same person!

mirotic - TVXQ!

perfect man - shinhwa

snooze, set me free, so far away - agust d

badbye, uhgood - rm

darcy - just seulgi in general!

dead man runnin’ - seulgi

[maddyguru]

BadBye chapter 1

November rolls in effortlessly into your life, once again. And every November in Japan has made you colder every damn time. You wished the month wasn’t so nostalgic, but for heaven’s sake, you can only hope- November has a chokehold on you.   

People were walking left and right, holding hands with their loved ones and families were together- you envy them, the way they have people to spend time with during Thanksgiving, and the beautiful connections they have with each other as families made your heart clenched with so much green.   

Ah, wouldn’t it be nice if you had people to hold onto; to walk around town with, and to lean on.   

“Mama!”   

You turned around to look in the direction where the sound of the girl was, and there, standing a few feet away from you, a girl stood near the park’s bench; she was looking around for a person- her mama, you had assumed. There she was, almost on the verge of tears as she was looking for her mother. You felt sorry for the girl.   

“Mama, where are you?” She yelled, and the instinct to protect her took over you. You walked towards the young girl slowly.   

She stared at you tearfully- probably scared at the stranger in front of her and wishing you had been her mother; you crouched to be on the same level as the girl and smiled warmly.   

“Hi, there. You’re looking for your mama?”   

Hesitantly, she nodded her head. As you’re now in front of the child, you can’t help but think to yourself how familiar she looked; dark, raven hair, deep purple eyes, and fair skin. Her eyes... there’s something about her eyes that made you think about someone you used to know.   

You offered your help to the young child, and 5 minutes later, you’re holding the kid’s hand, looking for her mother. She hesitated to hold your hand and walked with you, but you reassured the girl that you would help her in looking for her mama, and she trusted you.  

“Mama!” After a few minutes of looking for the girl’s mother, you heard the small child screaming, her eyes lit up with joy when she called out for her mother, and you noticed it. When you look in front of you towards the direction of where the kid was looking, there, a man and a woman are a few feet away from the both of you. The child let go of the hand that was holding onto yours and ran towards her parents.   

When you locked eyes with the father, it felt like your heart was being stabbed. His raven long locks, it was styled the same way as you last saw it, and his deep dark purple eyes. His skin was fair as ever, and the way he looked at you convinced you that he still remembers you. Maybe you had lived in his heart since the day the both of you walked a separate path.   

“Mama!” The young child screamed in joy. She had her little hands around her mother’s neck, and the young lady was kissing her baby’s face. The young lady... she’s a beautiful young lady, nothing like you. You’re an average housewife who seems respectable, your girl next door, your crush- she seems kind, calm and collected. Something you’re not.   

No wonder the child looked just like someone you knew. Because you used to see the father.   

You watched the young lady bow her head to you as a form of thank you for finding and taking care of her precious daughter and the daughter... as she turned towards you and waved her little hand with a smile on her face, you can’t unsee it- the image of what could’ve been.  

“Mama! I want ice cream!”   

“Ok, Karina, but you promise Mommy to always hold my hand, alright?”   

“Ok, Mama!”   

The two walked away, hand in hand with each other and you hear their laughter growing farther and farther as they both strolled to the small ice cream shop in the park.   

And you’re alone now. Alone with the man you used to have a history with. Alone with him and the memories.  

“So... Karina?” you asked, smiling sweetly. Slowly and painfully, you turned to take a good look at him- really look at him.   

Karina. One word. 3 vowels and 3 consonants. A name you used to dream about. A name you and he invented for both of your dreams. A dream that was lived by another woman, and him.   

He was quiet throughout the night. You wondered why? Was it because he hated you so much, he didn’t want to look at you out of respect for his wife and kid, or was it because a small part of him still loved you? Is his heart breaking in two when he saw you tonight? The way your heart is?   

“How are you?” he finally asked, still not being able to look at you with his two eyes- just staring at the distance or staring at his family; either of the two made your heart break into two.   

“Good.” You replied. Hoping the person in front of you wasn’t a complete stranger, you wished that he could see through the lie; maybe you were never good after all these years; maybe you’ve only become numb from the pain ever since you were told to let go of the love you had in your chest. Maybe you never moved on like he did. Not even after 5 years.   

He didn’t say another word to you when he left. He simply walked away when his wife and child called him. You watch his back getting farther and farther from you- this time, you don’t cry. This time, you had a small smile on your face, a bittersweet smile when he walked towards his chosen family.   

He did stop though; that caught you off guard. He stopped and turned to have one last look at you. His sullen eyes were filled with guilt. And sadness. A look you forgot how it would look on him. 5 years ago, that was how he looked like when he left you.   

And a small smile finally made its way onto his handsome face when he looked at you, before walking away from you.  

And then it’s cold again. Cold as ever. The layers of clothing did nothing to keep you warm- especially not when he disappeared from your view once again, for the last time. You wished that it would be the last time.   

Today, I saw a stranger again after many years. A stranger who knows everything about me kissed every part of my body as we lay on the sheets. This stranger smiled at me for the last time and disappeared from my view without a trace. I hope it’s the last time we will see each other. Because I loved this stranger too much.   

This story is based on real life event, my life. Yes, it's based on my real-life events. It's a trauma and hurt that I'm dealing with right now and I have no one to talk to but writing about it might help me. expect full on emotions when I write this story. No kidding, I started crying when I write the first chapter. The pain of breaking up is still fresh.

[dromaeo-sauridae]

goodbye? no. badbye. fuck you.