#bad thoughts in the brain rn
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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day 12 || underrated trio in my humble opinion (just lineart under the cut cuz im stuck on which to post)
#daily gi-hun#art post#jun-ho kinda rotating in my mind rn im ngl#what do yall think of preemie baby jun-ho. cuz im rlly fuckin with that hc#fighting for his life since day one yuppp thats my struggler right there#amusing myself thinkin bout jun-ho just havin random healthy shit that he keeps trying to feed gi-hun#hes trying to start small like protein bars n whatnot tryna coax gi-hun back into eating like hes a feral starved animal#straight up holding out a handful of almonds to gi-hun once#ANYway back to these three#i love them..........i kinda wanna draw em just hangin out at some point#this is a random ass thought but gi-hun CAN cook idc idc he was just a little lazy and liked his moms cooking better when he lived with her#i mean he did own two food-oriented places and im choosing to believe they only failed cuz its hard as fuck to run a business#sorry im always rambling on about sum bullshit in the tags. but i Have To. my cross to bear#i get one million thoughts a day about squid game characters. rn im envisioning gi-hun checking his body for trackers multiple times a day#his skin feels ITCHY and it makes him tweak he swears to god he can feel another tracker somewhere inside him#starts ripping and tearing at his skin with his nails#yall i think im cooked i genuinely spend hours walking around in circles thinking about squid game ITS SO BAD#BY THE WAY YES IM AWARE OF THE BACKLOG OF PROMPTS I HAVE IN MY INBOX RN#im doin a thing where i alternate a prompt and a nonprompt every other day#so if you have sent in a prompt i PROMISE i will get to it eventually#my brain is just wackass with the way it wants to do things#squid game#seong gihun#hwang junho#choi wooseok#squid game fanart#my art#doodle
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Obsessively reading everything in game by and about Gortash and the dude is
On a philosophical trajectory that ends in immortality thru technology / the machine
Doesn't have an original bone in his body, but he can backwards engineer anything
Halfway to being a decent scientist but doesn't have the education and is deeply impatient
Overconfident in the veracity of his own results and conclusions
Accurately predicted that the brain would metamorphose and become more difficult to control and then did nothing about it
Outsources his propaganda / arts and humanities
Charming, but he got there in a Pavlovian way (learned from trial and error and probably doesn't consciously know how he does it)
Vindictive af (learned / reinforced)
Darwinian (in the worst way)
Sociopathic, obviously, but extremely Rationalist about it
Never asks questions he doesn't know the answer to and probably thinks this makes him sound more authoritative
Completely incompetent as a strategist (but doesn't know it)
Not nearly as narcissistic / full of himself as he pretends to be
Thinks what he wants is praise but it's never enough because it's not actually what he wants (he wants to be wanted)
Bane makes him feel wanted (conditionally)
Durge made him feel wanted (unconditionally)
Understands intellectually that Durge got ambushed, but he feels abandoned
See also: thematic parallels between Gortash and
Silouv Yali (the Adamantine Forge & the construct Grym)
Oliver (in the shadow-cursed lands)
Astarion and Gale, obviously
#bg3#Gortash#bg3 gortash#Enver Gortash#bg3 spoilers#'The Ultimate State' reads like it was written in reaction to Durge's disappearance#Yeah if everyone's tadpoled nobody will be able to abandon you ever again#Durge's job was to do murders in Baldur's Gate#but their REAL job was to tell Gortash not to keep the brains of all of his mechanical soldiers in one location#Oliver thought Thaniel abandoned him so Oliver created new friends to play with *eyebrow waggle*#Awfully obsessed with control for someone who has absolutely no control over his current situation#I do not think that word means what you think it means#He is in for a bad time no matter what#Absolute moron (affectionate)#and after much thought pretty sure he's definitely enthralled by the elder brain rn I have a whole different post about this
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Can you guys believe it's been over a year since I first drew her,,,,
#i hope she's ok... I've worked rlly hard at learning how to draw people but specifically poc in her honour#if im gonna have the biggest fictional crush on her ever then i am going to respect her for the queen she is...#GOD i need to get back into this fandom instead of drawing prism every two months like “imorovement ! yay !”#but uhh. i like this one. the nouth took ne ages to get reasonable so if it's bad IM SORRY#her tooth gap is important to me though so#ALSO im very bad at hair in GENERAL so if it looks a little off again im sorry#im also verryyyyy out of practice rn...college has been kicking my ass..#LOTS of essays yk. it is what it is but yeah!!! here she is <3#i remember being so proud of when i first drew her LOL anyways. WHY can i only do semi realism WITH HER#all my other characters say cartoony but she flips a switch in my brain#if I don't give her my all whats the point or WHATEVER#but yeah. yeah. uhh @valiant-valkery's post abt her in the fanom has been rattling around in my head sm since she posted it#and man i agree with that post SO MUCH like it definitely.. worded a lot of my muddled thoughts abt her in a much better way#especially the roxanna x reggie ship I've never liked how people characterised it ourside of myself#which was basically comphet on both sides. SIGHS !!! anyways#[agent moose's art]#i expect you to die#roxana prism#ieytd#ieytd 3#sir yaps a lot strikes again in these tags broshdhdk
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Out of nowhere I just started feeling kinda guilty about liking Nam-gyu? Idk why this is happening, I never felt bad about him before
My brain can be so annoying sometimes
#they're just bad people who probably don't even care for each other that much#why do i keep fooling myself caring this much about their relationship?#this sometimes happens to thanos as well#or i feel like i should stop shipping thangyu#sudenly my thoughts become:#then i realize it's bullshit and just my brain being mean#idk venting makes me feel better#and makes me realize it's not that serious#i'm literally drawing nam gyu rn don't worry
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So, it's about time that I produce some headcannons for my ppt humans! Eddie is kind of questionable, since I made him Hispanic, but I don't really know much about race and I don't want to be stereotypical. But, Leith and Stella are almost done, so I'll start with them!

● leith and Stella get along surprisingly well to the other employees, given their contrasting roles in the factory. In the employee handbook, it mentions how leith and Stella works together for the curriculum of the school in playcare?? So that sparked my interest of them being close friends. Also since they both have such whimsical personalities I think they would generally click anyways.

● as children, I honestly keep debating on whether or not they should be farm folk or rich individuals, but either way, they play with each other after school or home studies, because I really like this headcanon that Stella has slightly more serious parents so leith would just show up at Stella's window while she's working on womanly stuff and go, "Hey, you wanna sneak out?" With a goofy smile on his face like that one scene in Aladdin lmao

● since they're both in the 'imagination department' of things, I like to think as children they would have strangely active imaginations so every other kid would just look at them like they're insane but Leith and Stella are too involved in their fun games they wouldn't notice
Anywho, I'll probably write more abt thier parents and other quirks later idk
#poppy playtime#my art#art#artists on tumblr#sketch#notebook#ppt#leith pierre#stella greyber#poppy playtime fanart#poppy playtime headcanon#I love these two so frickin much onggg#IM SORRY IF I SOUND SO SERIOUS IN THE EXPLINATIONS I JUST NEED TO GET THESE THOUGHTS OUT OF MY STUPID HEAD AND ONTO TUMBLR LMAOO#Eddie next??#Harleys being avoided at the moment....IMMENSE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT GOING ON IN MY BRAIN ABOUT HIM RN#I HATE HIS STUPID ASS SO BAD ARRRGGGJJHJJJ
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❕ : 69 // slight somno
⟢ i bet you wanna be mine .ᐟ
he’s still out cold when you wake up, tangled in the sheets like he’s part of them. soft morning light cuts through the blinds, painting golden bars across his bare face, the slope of his shoulders, the teeth-shaped bruises down his neck.
last night still clings to him- damp curls sticking to his forehead, faint pearls of sweat glittering against his throat. he’s sprawled out, one arm slung over his head, lips parted like he’s still moaning for you in his dreams.
you ache everywhere, but you feel good. fucked-out and warm and full of him in a way that lingers. you should get up, should shower, should maybe even let him sleep off the afterglow of last night. but instead, you just… look at him.
he’s too pretty like this.
his face slack, lips parted, soft breaths moving his chest in gentle waves. he looks like a painting. and maybe it’s the way the sheets have fallen low on his hips, or the memory of how he moaned for you last night, but your thighs press together under the covers and your mouth starts to water.
you shift a little, careful not to wake him, and trail your fingers down his stomach- just watching the way he reacts, even in sleep. the way he twitches under your touch.
you don’t even mean to take it further, but you just need a taste. just need to feel him on your tongue again.
you let your lips brush over the head of his cock, featherlight, just to see. and the sound he makes- barely there, breathy and soft- makes something in you snap.
you settle between his legs, pushing the blankets down just enough to breathe, and take your time with him. slow, almost lazy. kitten licks along the underside of his length, soft kisses to his thighs, tongue tracing where you bit him the night before. he’s already half hard from your teasing, shifting slightly in his sleep, brows twitching like he’s trying to chase the feeling in a dream.
you wrap your lips around him again, a little deeper this time. hands sliding up his stomach, nails just grazing. you hollow your cheeks and let your spit drip down, working him nice and wet, savoring how heavy he feels on your tongue. it’s not even about getting him off yet- it’s about tasting him. letting your mouth worship him like he deserves.
and that’s when he gasps awake.
“fuck… baby…”
his voice is wrecked, rasped raw from begging your name, and it sends a ripple of heat straight between your thighs. he barely opens his eyes, but his hands find your waist like they always do- needy and sure, like his body remembers even if his mind is still catching up.
“come here,” he murmurs, tugging you up, shifting you until your thighs are straddling his face under the covers.
you laugh softly, breathless, but you listen- because of course you do. because when xayden asks like that, voice thick with sleep and lust, there’s no such thing as saying no.
you adjust your position carefully, still bobbing your head, now angled across his chest with the blanket draped over both of you. and the second your pussy brushes his lips, he groans like it’s the first inhale after drowning.
he licks into you like he needs it. like he needs you. tongue slow at first, savoring your taste, then firmer, hungrier, pushing his face deeper between your thighs. your rhythm falters for a moment- dick slipping from your mouth as a gasp escapes you- but he grips your ass and pulls you back down with a low, desperate sound.
“don’t stop,” he mumbles against your cunt, already breathless, “wanna feel you… wanna taste you while you suck me off…”
his words make your whole body pulse. you sink back down on him, sloppier now, spit-slick and aching, your own moans muffled by the weight of him on your tongue. he’s leaking for you, so sensitive it makes his thighs twitch under your hands.
he alternates between licking and sucking, tongue dragging from your clit down to your hole, then back up again like he can’t decide which part of you he loves more. he makes the filthiest noises under you- wet, obscene, shameless. and when he sucks on your clit just right, your hips buck and you choke a little around his cock, which only makes him groan louder.
his hands roam constantly- gripping your waist, squeezing your thighs, sliding up your sides under the oversized t-shirt you forgot you were still wearing. he’s not in a rush, and neither are you. it’s messy and lazy, drawn out and overwhelming and so perfect- tangled limbs and sleepy moans, both of you drowning under the blankets in each other. your legs tremble over his shoulders as he licks deeper, and you feel him throb in your mouth at the sound of your whine.
his hips start to stutter under you, and you can feel it- feel how close he is by the way he breathes, the way his hands tighten, the way his tongue gets just a little more frantic between your legs.
“baby,” he whines, voice muffled against you, “gonna cum if you keep going like that…”
have to give credits to my pretty baby @silly-flower419 bc weve talked abt this briefly and ive been soo insane ever since so like this was partly her idea go show her some love 😛😛
#lol im so drunk rn im sorry if this is bad#i watched a book review on youtube and the girl was drinking wine n i was like wait i wanna drink w her#but i only had vanilla vodka and hennessy here soooo 🧌🧌#anywayz so the more i drank the cloudier my brain got bc 🫠🫠 xayden 🤤🤤#☆ ; brr brr sierra on the phone ?#shin xayden smut#shin xayden hard hours#shin xayden hard thoughts#shin xayden imagine#shin xayden x reader#shin jeongmin smut#shin jeongmin hard hours#shin jeongmin hard thoughts#shin jeongmin imagine#shin jeongmin x reader#all(h)ours smut#all(h)ours hard hours#all(h)ours hard thoughts#all(h)ours imagine#all(h)ours x reader#allhours smut#allhours hard hours#allhours hard thoughts#allhours imagine#allhours x reader
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Every time you think, "Oh, I don't have [x condition], I'm basically cured!" that is the devil talking. You aren't cured, you are likely going through periods of your symptoms waning. Don't cease whatever you're doing to help yourself, like medication, for instance, because it's likely you still have the conditions or symptoms, even if you aren't noticing them as frequently or severely.
#disability#this is a callout post about myself#i genuinely thought my GAD was cured because my symtoms had lessened significantly since i've transitioned#turns out my anxiety is just as killer and awful - it's just muted slightly#i am currently laying down with my brain convinced that i'm About To Have a Heart Attack#(and not in the fun demi lovato kind of way)#(that song is a little over a decade old... what the bingle)#anyway please don't do what i do whenever i experience ANY level of symptoms getting better because it will shock you...#...when those symptoms come back and remind you that you Do Indeed have [x condition]#i now know how a wolf girl feels when they say they are Actually Feral because that's how i feel rn 💀#even I'M not immune to the idea that the things i suffer from are things that can Disappear Magically 😭#it's wishful thinking and almost like... imposter syndrome because you're *so* desperate to prove to yourself you're Fine or A Faker#and you become hyperfixated on picking every tiny little waxing and waning of symptoms like you're a fortune teller#and honestly it's really stiffling and it's a lot of work to kill the cop in your head that says you are secretly Not All That Affected...#...that you're either exaggerating to the Extreme or you're just a bored faker who's trying to Get Attention (bad somehow)
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unpopular opinion: i don’t like antinous in red.
(for once, soul has no further analysis. i just don’t like it.
i find it boring, overdone, and reductive to the character profile due to the persistent demonization of the color.
and i know someone’s going to use sparta as a reason, but that man is from ithaca. miss me with that. put penelope in red, then, if that’s your reasoning. i also know that someone’s going to bring up the fact that it was common to gift for transitions in life, as was the case in many cultures—i.e; weddings—but that doesn’t make it not boring. if you’d like to talk about something interesting—
put antinous in purple.
purple was royalty and divine—it was associated with the gods, kings and queens. it was expensive and rare. antinous, who is vying for the throne and pictures himself the leader amongst the suitors, would absolutely wear purple.
and you know what’s even better? yellow.
yellow was power. yellow was the sun and vitality and opulence—radiance. central. put him in yellow and see how much better it highlights his character traits—his self-perception of grandiosity, and his ability to command a room and over one hundred men.
i love red. i think antinous looks good in red. i think its meanings suit him well—life and death, passion, virility. but it’s all i see people using for him. let’s explore something else, okay?
put him in green!
its meanings are wholly contradictory to his character—growth, new beginnings—but that can also be a matter of perspective, and it can add layers to the depth of his person! it can be complimentary, with green symbolizing nature, as well, providing an indication towards his ruthlessness as can be found in nature and the very circle of life.
just—be inventive! take risks! stop putting him in red!
i’m begging!)
……..
….soul said there would be no rant.
…..there was a rant.
(put him in white! and i’m talking full white, including his chlamys or himation or whatever else you put on him. he fancies himself powerful and a leader? let him wear the color of the gods. look at how much the simple changing of the color of his clothes elevates the understanding of his character.
put him in blue and see how it brings out new aspects that haven’t been considered—tranquility, meditativeness, a steady approach to this whole game, the currying of favors and opinion amongst the suitors, charisma. put him in black and see the extra mystery is adds to the backstory we know nothing of.
there weren’t a whole lot of colors in ancient greece, but what existed had meaning and purpose. use it and abuse it, y’all. there’s more than just red.)
#I’M SORRY#epic the musical#epic antinous#it’s boring#i’m sorry idk what to even say in my defense#it’s boring- i’m tired of it-#it’s giving hs english class#bad = red bc blood omg big brain thought#no please no#antinous epic#people do not choose their clothes over what’s gonna make them look the most like a villain#put that boy in something flattering#LET HIM ROCK SOME WHITE OR PURPLE#idk who decided these color ideas for the characters but i’m about to fight#(for the record: i am actually okay with the red but i do sincerely think it’s overdone and boring and am desperate to see something else)#(can original thoughts pls enter the chat room again- i know some of you just like it but lbr-#how many of you only like it because it’s what’s predominant in fandom rn?)#antinous epic the musical#greek mythology#unpopular opinion#while i’m at it: give odysseus back his purple; i’m sick of the blue#i said what i said
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get me pregnant get me pregnant get me pregnant get me pregnant please i beg you choi soobin
#not okay right now#he needs to get me pregnant#i have such bad baby fever rn#I need a baby from choi soobin#soobin please#soobin brain rot#soobin hard thoughts#(����) 𝑙𝑒𝑥𝑖 𝑟𝑎𝑚𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑠 !! ── .✦#(🪨) 𝑙𝑒𝑥𝑖'𝑠 𝚑𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑡𝚑𝑜𝑢𝑔𝚑𝑡𝑠 !! ୭ ˚.⁺⊹ .ᐟ
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god lesbian prongsfoot just. goes so hard
#prongsfoot#i don’t have thoughts rn bc brain is mush#the pleasant kind#but this has been marinating in my head for a long time#since my last lesbian pf post actually lmao#i wanna write fic for it so bad#but#we’re not there yet#the marination is still very incomplete#but one day
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"HEYA ROMEO"
#hayyy guyss#back with more doodles waugh#this isnt much but its all i can muster up rn#aysel meeting Bill...... this will end Well (it won't)#this concept has been rattling around in my brain for a while#marinating if you will#it's So interesting to me#ford without the metal plate.... travelling with someone he Kind of Trusts#and bill possesses him..... and that puts the person he Trusts in Danger#and the Person doesn't know about the deal.... so its so scary#and its so scary for ford when he wakes up because this didnt used to happen but bill's possessing him Again and. this is very Bad.#i could go more in depth but. i cant do that in the tags#i have so many aysel/ford thoughts its crazy#anyways. i promise i'll work on something proper soon#but this is all i got#ok that's all thank you#art tag#oc tag#aysel del mar#stanford pines#ford pines#portal ford#ciphord#gravity falls#across the stars verse#gravity falls oc#gravity falls oc art#oc x canon#gravity falls oc x canon#ford pines x oc
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wanna be in puppyspace so bad right now 😵💫
#nsft puppy#ftm ns/fw#mlnb nsft#t4t nsft#nsft t4t#queer ns/fw#queer nsft#t4t kink#trans nsft#dumb puppy#dumb mutt#mutt.txt#mutt#mutt barks#b0nezposting#b0nezslutposting#queer puppy#puppy nsft#ftm puppy#ftm pet#trans puppy#puppyposting#puppy sub#puppyboy#puppy thoughts#puppy brained#puppypl4y#t4t puppy#bd/sm puppy#need my owner so bad rn
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jo’s last name is kinda shown this episode but i cant make out the last part of it im losing my mind
#its ‘inconnu’ something#plz shes like the last person without a last name i need it so bad <///3#i have other thoughts abt this episode but this is occupying most of my brain rn i cant lie#jo mythic quest#mythic quest#mythic quest spoilers#morty talks woah
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watermour + text post meme (part 34) // inspiration credit to @watermourdivorce and their top tier watermour coded reblogs
#roger waters#david gilmour#nick mason#rick wright#pink floyd#watermour#otp: our roles were complementary#text post meme#memes*#mine*#watermourdivorce#<- inspiration credit#last one for now i promise i'm sorry please don't hate me#i'm trying really hard not to think i'm annoying and everyone hates me but my brain does not want to cooperate rn lol#also i just thought the positioning of david's hands was funny in that one picture but i feel kinda bad using the piss joke no disrespect#like he would never lmaooo i can't even finish this sentence it makes me feel so bad i'm so sorry asjdhsfsl#watermour? more like watersports! am i right?#okay now you have a valid reason to block me asdshfhdj#eh there are far worse kinks to have this one is fairly tame tbh who really cares lmao
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I adore sun/moon ryomina dynamic... but specifically how ryoji is the moon to makoto's sun. in the way that the moon is a reflection of the sun's light. without the sun there is so moon, but also the moon brings meaning to the sun's existence...
#augh sorry brainrotting over them and i need to put my thoughts out there somewhere#they mean soooo much to me they're like my favourite version of the sun/moon ship dynamic ever#I've been listening to colour your night A Lot while working on uni work lately and yeah. yeah...#the moon's favourite little guy... who happens to be the sun he needs to catch a glimpse of what living is like on earth#also i love so much how it doesn't reflect they're personalities like you'd typically expect it to#like the outwardly gloomy and quiet sun... and the sociable and upbeat moon.... aauuhhgh yeah they're so special to me#also I've just been internally clawing at the walls lately bcs i wanna draw ryominas SO BAD but#I've been swamped in uni work lately#so this is how im getting the thoughts out of my brain rn. otherwise i feel like I'd go insane#ryomina#ontos.text
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