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Trying a Look for a Con 💞💞💞
#its more abt the outfit than the makeup here for sure#altho the two tone lip is very very fun! gonna see if i can incorporate thag into more looks#feel very purrty#wearing heels too 👍#bad for my health? yes 👍#makes me feel like a million gajillion bucks? unfortunately 👍
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I'm so glad I decided to come back to the RPC I'm having so much fun
#( out of character. )#( mabel voice: this is for YOU GUYS#( but seriously its so much fun interacting/seeing other people interact with each other#( makes an old guy cry /j#( good for my mental health bad for my grades lol but thats okay. ill find a healthy medium#( anyway. you guys are awesome keep up the good work 👍 love to see you on the dash (yes even YOU))#( lol )#( delete later. )
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They should invent a psychologist that doesn't make fun of you when you mention you suspect you may have a disorder they haven't yet considered.
#''you're just pathologizing yourself!!1!!1!'' How are you so certain if you're not even listening to what I'm telling you 👍. Dick.#at least explain to me why you think that???#like they have all this terminology n shit they use to explain things about the patients#but when a patient goes 'oh cool terminology I can use it to describe my own issues more accurately maybe then we can be on the same page.'#they're like 'EW you think you know better than me?? Did you read that off a wikipedia article??!1 Yes you did!! you know NOTHING!'#I like specific terminology. I feel more comfortable using that than vague descriptions specially when it's about sth personal.#If you don't want me using your language write your shitty books and journals in code or something 👍.#It's kinda like that problem w asshole doctors dismissing patients' symptoms and concerns as soon as they mention they found the info onlin#Or probably I just have really bad luck with therapists in general idk.#mental health
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Blood-work came back fine which either means I really do have a mysterious deadly illness OR its my mental health that's fucking up my physical health. Now my dilemma for my upcoming appointment .. do I mention how neurotically devastated I've been feeling these last months, knowing the doctor might be relieved to blame it all on hysteria instead of doing more testing ? Or do I just... not say anything about that.. lol
#i feel very very uncomfortable referring to diagnoses or specific mental health conditions that i cannot confirm i have (!)#but if this is indeed all linked to that stuff that happened 4months ago#which hypothetically would be linked to some unpleasantness that idk about from the past#then yes. my physical symptoms could technically be explained by a triggered trauma response#made worse by anxiety stress hightened cortisol levels etc etc#HOWEVER lots of doctors tend to dismiss women abt physical symptoms in favour of blaming mental health issues#and i dont want to give them any reason to do that in case i really am sick fr (as in dying lol)#bit then again i kinda am hysterical 👍#im relieved my friends have been so gentle with me abt this but it kinda makes it harder to have a reference point for how insane/normal#my thoughts and reflections are. bc they're just doing that empathetic listening thing. not rly saying what THEY think u know#and dont get me wrong! thats prob the right call! but for once id just like for someone to be like#'obviously u were xx' ??? bc they just keep saying they dont wanna speculate. and i dont either! but im going mad trying to find anwsers#and ig i just want someone to tell me what i should think and do and whats normal and whats not#like??? is it rational for me to think something bad happened or am i being delusional. evil and paranoid ???#am i in denial for believing that nothing might have happened at all and that there might be other things to explain whats going on ??#i just want to know what the normal ppl think bc i feel very far from normal rn#and i can tell my friends are having so many opinions that they are leaving unsaid#which low key is not helping the paranoia BUT once again i know that they are doing it out of kindness and sensitivity 🙏💓#i love my friends and this is not a diss to them !!! i just have a lot of conflicting thoughts and feelings abt it looool#sorry these tags always turn into a rant#diary entries
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Idk if this is just a me thing, but like - dont get me wrong. I like a possessive pred- but sometimes the things ppl describe are just red flags from what I understand...
Edit: peeps seem to think this is stupid so far, so it may just be me overthinking all of this, so do keep that in mind :)
For instance:
Ok 🎃👍 : Pred loves their prey and gets jealous easily. Sometimes, they get jealous of their prey's other pred friends. That can mean they nom them on occasion because of that, but they apologize and do better.
Red flag: Pred that doesn't let their prey talk to any of their pred friends or preds in general. Pred eats their prey to show that they own them and doesn't apologize.
Ok 🎃👍 : Pred snatches up their prey cause they get scared that another preds gonna hurt them. The pred apologizes later/in the moment.
Red flag: The pred snatches up their prey for no reason even when the prey told them not to. The pred doesn't apologize at all, and had no fear the prey was going to get hurt, only that the prey was theirs and the pred wanted to show it (again, going against the prey asking them to not to eat them)
Ok 🎃👍 : The prey wandering and the pred panics thinking something bad happened to them. Once they find them, they nom them because "holy heck, I thought you died. I can't deal rn with that. I love ya too much."
Red flag: The prey wanders off, and the pred goes to find them. The pred gets angry that they wandered off and eats the prey even when the prey says they dont want to be eaten. Again, pred doesn't apologize, and the pred doesn't show any remorse.
Like- guys, my beautiful people, these are red flags. 100% understand for story purposes, and even if it's just a character. But if you are catching yourself falling for these ppl irl, please please please rethink what that means.
It's not healthy to be with someone so possessive that you can't be your own person.
I know many ppl here struggle with abandonment issues, and as such, we often fall for people who show us an unwavering loyalty.
But I need yall to realize ppl with these red flags are actually more likely to leave you than you think. If you step out of line, they can get aggressive, think you're cheating, and break up with you.
I just want yall to be safe and happy, ok? It's ok to like this fictionally. Just make sure you aren't accidentally seeking these people out irl, as they are often toxic and can be so so bad for your mental health.
Stay safe, yall 🩵
Should I do more of these? I would point out more potential red flags I see in the vore community in general and what the differences between these traits are as healthy vs. unhealthy relationship dynamics.
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for all time/lovebrush chronicles boys as cliché tropes
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summary: lovebrush boys as cliche tropes !
Ai Yin / Ayn - Competitors - Whaaat? Why not Clarence ?? HEAR ME OUT.
You're a musician. You're like the musician ever— probably a pianist just to piss him off. The two of you always tie first for piano competitions. There's no argument. If he's there, you're there. If he's first, you're first. The two of you are both prodigy pianists and there's no room for argument. Thus arises the issue. Your name is always followed by his— or his name is always followed by yours. You guys hate it. Or so you say. Because when you're missing from a competition for the first time in years, he's very much confused as to where you are, and it almost feels empty without you. Wha— what did he just say? That was definitely not him.
Lu Chen / Alkaid - Deskmates - oh that's so cliché (I know)
The two of you are paired up as deskmates for the year. It's a little awkward at first until you get used to him, and then it just breaks into everyone else eating dog food (third-wheeling). He brings you breakfast because you skip eating it, and you fix his tie when it's crooked... he always picks calls for you when he needs an extra hand, you always drop everything you have to help him... you two are practically dating. Which raises the question. are you dating? Or is Alkaid just taking care of you because he thinks you're forgetful and clumsy? The love letter slipped into your desk seems to say otherwise, though.
Luo Xia / Lars - Arranged Marriage - I didn't think this could get more cliché
You get arranged into a marriage with him for one reason— your family's going bankrupt, so they have to sell their only child to the Luos because like. Idk that's a cliché, it's a trope, IT'S HAPPENING TO YOU. PERIOD. At first you're like terrified and he's super scary and cold and lowkey kind of rude, but he still kind of cares since when you first move in, he has the servants move all of your stuff, and yu almost feel like you're home. He's just not very vocal about liking you though; so when your family's business breaks out of bankruptcy and you're told you can divorce him if you want, and then he's like "no please don't take my spouse from me ☹️" and then next thing you know you're being pampered to the moon and back. (You end up staying with him.)
Si Lan / Clarence - Love at First Sight - HEAR ME OUT ON THIS.
You're an unassuming new student at school, completely unbothered. You do not know he's the student council president. You're just at the nurse's office because your mom's the nurse or smth. Then, he's admitted into the office because he overworked himself on accident, and you're like "errrr I'll help. sure" And what does he see upon first waking up? You. The sun behind your head gives you a halo, and you look angelic. He thinks he's hallucinating. "God, did I die?" "Erm... not quite!" Then you nurse him back to health, and he's having a moment (he can't forget you) but dw you eventually end up together 👍
Ye Xuan / Cael - Brother's Best Friend - you did not (oh yes I did)
Cael, your brother's calm best friend who seems to have no interest in dating anyone at all. Cael, your brother's best friend who's been there for you as long as you can remember. Cael, your brother's best friend who helps you through college hell, voice calm and soothing as you cry about the homework. Cael, your brother's best friend who never lets himself slip when you're around (regardless of how bad he actually likes you) Cael, your brother's best friend who tries his best to resist you when you're on top of him, breath heavy with alcohol and almost drunk. Cael, your brother's best friend who doesn't fight it when you pull him in for a kiss at the door when he comes to check up on you the next day. and Cael, who can't say no to you when you spill out your feelings for him on paper, spilling out his own when you meet up with him.
#I am obsessed with this btw im like obseddsed with these characters I will explode rn /pos#cael x reader#ye xuan x reader#si lan x reader#clarence x reader#Luo xia x reader#lars x reader#lu chen x reader#alkaid x reader#ai yin x reader#ayn x reader#lovebrush chronicles x reader#reader insert#lovebrush chronicles#for all time x reader#for all time#also hello lovebrush chronicle/for all time fandom please take my housewarming gift pls let me in#☾.blend
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Debated posting this for a whileee but some friends of mine said i should just go for it, oh boy here i go!! Its regarding lucid 👍
I think its insane that people are calling me the abuser in this situation with lucid, I mean sure i havent explicitly stated everything that happened but i didnt think i would need to? Its my private life and throwing it all over online spaces is weird and feels like im BEGGING for pity, and thats gross! I dont want to do that
However i am not gonna sit here and just be cool with it when people are calling me the abuser. That is so messed up man
Why did i cut off lucid as fast and as harsh as i did? Because they said some extremely manipulative things and it made me reflect on our entire relationship. I told them i needed space initially, and what they instead chose to do was send me over 300 messages begging me to come back, admitting they sent the original message to manipulate me into following their will, called me over and over leaving a voicemail full of sobbing
Thats not giving someone space, its not respecting someone’s wishes when they are hurt and asking to be left alone to think
This wasnt just a one and done sort of situation either. There is many times Lucid has guilted/manipulated me whether on purpose or not to fill their needs. They frequently told me whenever i declined to do something they wanted that ��the [name] i know wouldnt do this to me”.
I put aside my own personal feelings so much for them, because i knew they were hurting and they needed help and comfort, i care a lot about others and if someone tells me they need physical affection in order to feel better then of course im gonna do it.
Even if i hate physical touch for personal reasons, why should my personal feelings come before others, right? (I say this sarcastically now, but that was a genuine thought process i had)
I call lucid a groomer because literally everyone in my personal circle calls them that. When we met i was 17 going on 18, they sent me hundreds of dollars in gifts, theyd tell me their trauma, theyd tell me all about themselves. They convinced me it wasnt love bombing so i believed it, still my thoughts were “they gave me so much and are so hurt, i need to give something back”
Again, even if that was not their goal it is still how it affected me
Communication with them was hard, i recognize i couldve done better but communication is very hard for me. Especially if whenever i try the other party either yells at me, starts crying extremely hard in my room, or locks themselves in their room, or says things along the lines of how they shouldve never moved out or been born
I was made to feel bad for speaking to new friends because they would feel threatened by them. Yes sometimes i would have the odd worry if someone was doing something weird, but lucid would take that info and run with it, often times blowing it out of proportion. Saying things like i was scared of them or something
They did that with my personal mental health too, according to my friends theyd often bring up my ptsd in order to control them, weirdly enough for things that are completely unrelated to my ptsd too? I wont go into details on that
They had also driven a large wedge between my closest friends and i, to the point that one of them told me they were unsure if we could even stay friends. Lucid had began to try and separate me from my sister too, stating things like they were extremely paranoid of her and i hanging out alone, insinuating they wanted me to stop being as close as i am with my sister. Which is absurd behavior, especially since lucid knew just how close i am with my sibling.
One of the main reasons i am reacting so strongly negatively towards lucid is because i feel they have lied to me about many things. Ex partners of theirs had reached out to me, sharing some alarming things on them, things that daylin had so clearly told me was the opposite of them.
Its things like that that actually truly bother me, i could be mad about the manipulative behavior and move on, but the lying about core parts of their personality is.. really scary
I worry that i do not truly know who i was living with, and i feel that is understandable concern to have
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Chug some cherry juice, and you'll be out.
I've had crippling insomnia since birth, and cherry juice is something that helps me a lot👍
Oof, I'll give it a try, but I'm not too hopeful. I already gulp down 2-3 melatonin supplements before bed.
It's not a constant struggle per se, and I do manage to fall asleep; the problem is that I often wake up after 4 hours or so, then I struggle to go back into slumber.
It becomes noticeably difficult one week before my period or so. When I went to the doctor at the beginning of the year, I asked if severe stress, anxiety, and depression could somehow mess up my hormones and lead to sleep disturbances. (I had an exceptionally bad year)
I've been told that yes, it is highly probable, but I shouldn't expect a concrete, easy treatment for it. If it's indeed caused by hormonal imbalances, I'd need to take hormone medication, which comes with a lot of side effects in itself. She said that frankly, in her opinion, it'll go away naturally at some point. What I should do is eat healthy, exercise, and work on my mental health.
So, I basically try to follow that advice, except I occasionally slip, and the insomnia occasionally comes back. Truly maddening affair, I tell you. I'm reminded of Tim Burton's short animation, Vincent. You should check that out, by the way, it's amazing.
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Edit: since everyone is getting pissed, this is opinionated. If you like him, I can hate him. Believe what you want, just go to trusted news sources to get it 👍
Excuse me, why are Trump votes on Tumblr? Don’t get pissed when someone voices their opinion.
Call me a leftist. You say it like it’s a bad thing.
I try to stay out of politics, but look at Project 2025. He supports it. Who gives a f*** if he didn’t write it. That thing that said he doesn’t support it is stupid.
It wants to get rid of everything we ; as allies, and LGBTQ+, as women, and people who aren’t white (I am white, for context) ; have worked for.
I’m frustrated, to say the least. Gain a brain cell and Google. I did.
Maybe, instead of speaking out your asses, you’ll realize he doesn’t want to take the blame for a nationwide abortion ban. Knowing the state I live in is red, I’m screwed.
Maybe this is also my opinion, if you try to even say he isn’t gonna screw us over, I’m blocking. Sorry, but this saves my mental health.
Stay safe,
Bee
To anyone arguing, listen, he promised to get rid of critical race theory in school, he is stoping trans people from joining teams of their gender, and he is deporting international students who voice support for Palestinians. He calls immigrants ‘vermin’. Quoting a certain fascist leader. Vance called him ‘American H!tler’. Vance is an idiot and a half, but Trump promised to be dictator for a day.
It also doesn’t change the fact people who are voting for him are racist. Not all of his voters, but racists voted for Trump. They see that as a freeway to calling people whatever they want.
Also, Robert F Kennedy Jr, is the head of the department of health and human services. He’s a vaccine sceptic. Like, excuse me, how does that work?
Honestly, his whole campaign is built on his ideals and things to go against his ideals. He just can’t make up his mind.
For anyone saying Kamala let in rapists, Trump is one. They forgot to include that there are so many in America. America is a sh*tshow and a half.
And, yes, I did edit this. I changed something I said earlier to be more respectful. Sorry if the acronym POC offended you. I changed it.
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Stardew valley “lore” ramble for my own game below the cut,, I’m like halfway trough my second year (first time playing) and have just been making shit the fuck up, if you correct/spoil me on ANYTHING I will hit you with my car. Applause and intrigue only
So,, farmer “hunter” (me :3) comes to the valley after being given the farm by mysterious dying grandpa with the shitty bed (I’d be dying too if you bed looked like that)
Spends the first 3 weeks of the game chopping down trees and weeding in a haze, as you do,
Eventually goes “oh yeah I should probably talk to these villager people a little,,”
I end up walking into the clinic after almost dying in the mines for the first time, like maybe,,, 3 pixels of health left, accidentally give Harvey a granola bar trying to talk to him (I did not know you can’t be holding items when talking to people) he asks if it’s “healthy” (Harvey doesn’t like my granola bars ): )
I obviously think that’s fucking hilarious, guy walks into the clinic practically bleeding out, gives the doctor a granola bar (that he hates) and then leaves.
I make it my mission to piss off harvey more so I get him a coffee the next day because y’know,, caffeine is “bad” for you, which APPARENTLY he LOVES, which is obviously where I fall in love with the nerd because he’s stupid and adorable.
I keep up my “charades” of buying him coffee twice a week, saying various things such as “this one’s poisoned for sure” meanwhile building up my farm and my skills, getting to know some of the other villagers also, like Linus and stuff (Linus is my bff)
Around fall I finally buy Harvey a bouquet and we start dating 👁🗨👁🗨 (yippie) winter passes without seeing him much (grinding money in the mines/fishing)
Eventually the first rainy day in spring I propose to my boy (he says yes obviously) and we get married (yippie x2)
Me and Harvey now live together on the farm (:
Specifically farmer “lore” vv
I like to think the farmer isn’t human, or at least not fully,, y’know we never hear about a “grandma” and like??? Stuff in the valley grows SUPER fast and the farmer is inherently very strong (can carry a bunch of stuff) all’at
So. The farmer is a supernatural creature sort of like a nature?? Protector?? Kinda thing?? (Inspired by ye’ Scandinavian trolls, because I’m Danish so y’know obviously my main viewing lens is from that perspective) we’re once they’re given/take a piece of land (grandpa giving me the farm) they’re bound to it and act as a protector and amplifier for that land, everything in the valley grows so fast because the farmer is passively magic.
The farmer can either have a “monster” form or a human disguise, for the first half of the game the farmer is in human disguise because people are generally distrusting of the supernatural but as he befriends the villagers he’s in monster form more and more (since that’s his natural look)
Since I’m Romancing Harvey I like to think Harvey had a suspicion but only found out about the whole monster thing after they got married but before everyone else finds out, he probably gets super excited about it since he’s a doctor and he’s like “omg,, you could study this” (nerd lol)
Uh yah 👍 there’s more but I think I’ll save that for later lol
#hunters obsessions sdv#stardew valley#stardew valley headcanons#can you call it headcanon??? I’m gonna call it that#stardew farmer#stardew harvey
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heyHEY you. [grabs you by the shoulders] yes you. Get out of the fandom trenches. Stoppit. Yes I know that post is annoying and bad and it should warrant a response but You don't Have To. The sun will still rise. The blossoms will still bloom. You don't have to overwhelm yourself with things that most likely don't matter. Why waste your time arguing with someone who has a bad faith opinion and won't be receptive to yours? You have no connection with this person. It's satisfying to #own someone, sure, but sometimes there's better things to spend your energy on. joy is everywhere. Go look for it
(NOTE: this isn't an ask against discussing things nor is it meant to say that nothing meaningful can come out of discourse [it'd be pretty silly to say something like that on a blog that primarily contains discussion], but sometimes I need to remind myself not to interact with every idiot on the Internet. It's genuinely improved my mental health greatly to take a step back and truly evaluate if an internet argument is truly worth my time. That's just me tho 👍 do whatever)
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Hey I was the one who send you that ask about the girls/boys friendships. Thanks for your well thought answer 👍 I found myself nodding along to most of them and I feel a lot for Blossom having the most difficulty making friends and Butch being a bit of a loner is a refreshing take. In fanfics the boys are like instantly popular in HS which makes me go ‘eh’. They were huge menaces when they were little and that kind of sticks to you especially if you stay in the same town your entire life. I’m personally fond the idea of Elmer being their first ‘guy friend’ simply because Elmer might look at himself as an anomaly because of the mutation he suffered in elementary school and he might still have drawbacks from it to this day (like when he sneezes it’s kinda glowy or his snot still is gluey) so he might see them as similar enough to relate to them. So he, the nerdy meek kid, just goes to sit with them randomly in a rare bold move during lunch on their first day and everyone (who had ignored them up until this point) just stop and stare as Elmer just unwraps his sandwich while the boys just look at him like 🤨😐😯. Either way Elmer passes their vibe check and they respect him.
First off, thanks for the asks, they keep me on my toes and help me further develop the WIPS.
Secondly, Anon, this is you and me rn: 🤝
You may not believe me, and it'll look like I'm just pulling this out of my ass but YES, Elmer does befriend the Rowdyruff Boys. I wanted to bring him up during the last ask but I figured it was long enough.
Robin, Mitch, and Mike, are the only normies most people bother to utilize the most in PPG fics (aside from other crossovers). And I always found it weird that Elmer was never/isn't prevalent, despite having so much to work off of. Like does he eat glue because of an underlying health issue? Is it pica? Or is he just curious? Maybe he's vying for attention?
More importantly though, it'd be intriguing to explore who Elmer became as he got older, and how would the rest of Townsville react. Sure, he was being bullied and he retaliated, but he stuck the Floyjoydson Twins on a plane mid-flight (<- that has to be traumatic) and threatened a random bus full of students seemingly from another school. And I can't imagine the parents and other citizens whose property was destroyed being that sympathetic. But I also don't picture most people outright condemning him for his actions seeing that he's on good terms with the Powerpuff Girls (and you could argue that he did community service at the end of "Paste Makes Waste", so he did the time for the crime). So where does that leave Elmer?
I'd imagine Elmer to be a bit of a social pariah. Most of the bullies wouldn't dare try anything against Elmer out of fear of repeating history. Some one would try it, and the others would just watch from a distance, counting down the days until Elmer eventually snaps again. People would treat him like he's made of glass; they want to be on his good side to keep him in good spirits, and on the off chance he'll spare them should he repeat his violent outburst. They also don't want to associate themselves with some guy who destroyed quite a few buildings because he had a bad day.
Enter, the Rowdyruff Boys. I'll even give you my version of events as to how I imagine things play out in the HS WIP.
It's the first day of high school, the first day of public school ever for the Ruffs. They're in gym class along with Elmer, and other potential victims. After the awkward icebreakers and warmups, Coach decides to end the class with a game of dodgeball. Most of the students are scared shitless, but Coach implements a "No superpowers against the rest of the class" clause. Surprisingly, the Ruffs agree because:
1.) It's not like the Coach would know if they were using their powers or were just, really athletic
and
2.) He never said anything about using them against each other.
The game starts. The Ruffs, Elmer, and the other not-as-enthused students stay back as the students race to the red rubber balls in the middle. The Ruffs dodge and catch every ball toward them with ease, leaving some students with minor-ish bruises. The others eliminate themselves to leave an empty battlefield for the triplets.
On the left side, Butch and Boomer, and on the right, Brick and Elmer.
Brick immediately takes the offensive, throwing balls like an automatic gun firing bullets. Due to Butch's force field, this proves to be a wasted effort. Elmer stands behind Brick, cowering. Brick doesn't pay him any attention. Whatever balls didn't ricochet too far off to the other side of the gym, Boomer retrieves and now he's chucking them at Brick. Brick manages to dodge and gets Boomer out with a hard ball thrown in his abdomen, sending his brother flying into the wall and leaving a Boomer-sized dent in his wake. Elmer could piss his pants at any minute.
Butch is still a pain with his force fields, Brick can't get a hit off of him. Just when Brick thinks he finally managed to get Butch off guard...
Butch catches it and Brick is out. The Coach and the rest of their classmates are too distracted by this intense game of dodgeball to notice the damage and injuries it's caused so far. Butch chuckles as he sees Elmer standing before him. He goes somewhat easy on him, throwing the ball at only a slightly faster than average speed.
Elmer places a hand out in front of him as a shield and the ball makes contact.
The game's over...
...because Elmer caught the ball. It's stuck to his hand. Brick and Elmer's team yells in victory, huddling around Elmer and congratulating him with daps and a violent shaking of his shoulders. While Boomer and Butch are upset, Brick's too suspicious to immediately start gloating.
By lunch time, Elmer finds what would be his resident table to eat his lunch alone. Instead, he's joined by the Ruffs, who by now, figured out that Elmer was the glue monster years ago. Butch and Boomer are begging for a redo, but Brick's trying to assess Elmer's abilities and what he might be capable of. Other people try to warn Elmer, scared that the boys will either corrupt Elmer or manipulate him. Elmer's just happy to be included for once, even though a small part of him is suspicious. Something's better than nothing, but luckily, his suspicions are eventually put to rest.
By the end of the week, Elmer suddenly has plans to hang with the Ruffs. At the end of the month, he, the Ruffs, and Mitch are all hanging out at the Gangreen Gang's place.
Before he made his way in the group, a part of Mitch was totally jealous.
Also, Anon, I hope you're happy, I've got a Mean Girls AU idea for Elmer and the Ruffs lmao.
#ppg#the rowdyruff boys#brick rrb#boomer rrb#butch rrb#elmer sgloo#mitch mitchelson#the gangreen gang#the powerpuff girls#and once again the ask is answered thanks to me
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i don't get all the fuss about CCs reading fanfic. if you didn't want people to see it then why would you put it publicly online. like aren't you taught that if you don't want something to be seen you shouldn't put it on the internet?
i don't understand the people mad at tommyinnit for reading fanfic. like you have this space where you talk about this real person but *he's* not allowed to read it? wtf
anon this is so angrily worded are you okay lmao
i'm not really huge on fic writing myself (dabbled in it here and there but i have friends who are writers) and i care negative percent about the dee ess em pee side of things so I'm not really The Person to ask but I'll try my best to explain 👍
CCs reading fanfic is fine. They're allowed to lurk as much as everyone else is.
CCs reading fanfic in videos is exposing fic writers to their wider audience and mcyt fans have a history of harassing fandom creators into online nonexistence for any reason under the sun while simultaneously the CC themselves actively makes money off of the fic writer's work.
I ramble a bit more and it got kinda long but that's the main point. (more stuff under the cut)
Fics are "about" the cc, yes but they are often not made for the cc but rather for the writer and maybe a close group of friends. That means they're often a combination of the writer's love for the source material and a sprinkling of their own interests/experiences. This can go anywhere from smashing two interests together in crossover AUs to deeply personal stuff like using gay ships to explore their own experience as a queer person.
Straight CCs are Not Going To Understand the latter in the way that writer and their gay friends are going to enjoy it. They can read it but they're never gonna be able to look at it the way their fans will.
That's one of the more forward examples but this applies to everything. You will never have that degree of separation from the source material to be able to enjoy fic the way fans do, you're simply not the target audience.
What's more is (not talking about the thomas innit guy or whatever i genuinely don't know who he is lol) these reading fanfic videos tend to have more of an unfortunate.. point and laugh aspect to them? A lot of the time it's presented in this LOOK AT HOW WEIRD THIS THING IS! way that can be humiliating for the author and incite even more harassment because the audience gets introduced to the author not as a person but as entertainment. You can see how this is a bad combination when you consider the previous point about a lot of fanfic being personal, I hope. It all can feel just a bit exploitative.
It does Not take a lot for a CC to open the floodgates on harassment. Just earlier this year another youtuber followed one of his fan artists and that eventually lead to that artist being full-on doxxed. Regardless of anyone's opinions on that situation, whether the youtuber is to blame, etc. etc. it's a pretty blatant example of how CCs even just interacting with fan creators on social media can lead to people being unhinged if they don't like their work. Now imagine making a Whole Video.
and don't say "oh just don't write weird stuff you don't want them seeing" because:
a space where writers are afraid to share their more intimate experiences with taboo subjects like mental health, queerness, abuse, and so on is Not Healthy artistically. Less communication about these topics = less people finding others who are like them = more people feeling alone in the world. I don't want that just in a fandom because a youtuber (who is not forced to look at fic) doesn't want their cubito to kiss certain people.
people. will. find. things. weird. anyway. i've seen twitter call the most mundane, wholesome, coffee shop au fics PROBLEMATIC for daring to ship two characters who have a four or five year age gap. I've seen literally almost every ship you can think of get called incestuous at some point or another because Someone On Twitter said they have "sibling energy" and all of a sudden it's incest and the writer should Die I guess.
"weird stuff" is really hard to define in the first place.
CCs are not authority and we don't have to listen to or cater to them. Fic is never going to directly affect them.
this isn't even getting into character/cc divide and how it's different for everyone and a lot people don't like "writing about real people" so on so forth.
This is only tangentially related but there's this.. odd thing i've noticed where fic writers aren't "respected" in the way artists are in fandoms? I've noticed people are often "scared" to talk to artists and react to things like animatics with more awe than anything else ("this has no right to be as good as it is!") whereas with fanfics it's more like. WE'RE READING FANFIC?!?! 😳😳 (I GET MARRIED TO WHO?!?!?)
There's something to be said about how a skill gap in visual art is more immediately noticeable to your average person than in writing but anyway. anyway.
#random thoughts#discourse#i hope this makes sense? You can tell I'm not a writer lol#anon this ask very much sounds like it was made in bad faith tbh but these are thoughts i wanted to get out anyway so
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I've been just taking it really easy these past few days since I haven't felt very good, so I've been playing around with getting achievements for Dead Rising. The first day I played, I had Frank try on a bunch of different outfits, then I ended up leaving him in the last one he'd put on because I started working on something else. Now, I think it would kinda look weird to me if I changed it. So here's my Frank while I'm saving having a quick nap:
C'mon, Frank is WORKING that little black dress with the tasteful white shirt underneath, isn't he? The work boots make a good metaphorical statement for looking good but still able to do business. The business of... kicking zombies right in the face, yeah! 🧟🥾
And yes, he's laying his head on a mannequin leg. We were escorting a survivor, Greg, dang it, who had one little sliver of health left so I had to give him my health item so he could make it back alive and therefore I KEPT GETTING KILLED. I gave Greg a machine gun to defend himself with but he was bad about shooting me RIGHT in the back and killing me. Greg. 🤬 However, it worked out well when we opened the elevator that was packed full of zombies and I shoved Greg in front of me and he actually mowed them all down. Good job, Greg! *patpat* Anyway, we were heading back to the safe area and me and Frank were raining down THE LAW with a dumbbell that unfortunately broke. I was standing on some mannequin pieces and that's the first thing I could pick up. Hey, me and Frank work with what we have in order to save lives, man!
No, really, it was no problem. Happy to help. 😜
I was hoping to get a front and back shot in the mirror at the gym but it didn't work out that well. 🤷♀️
Frank and Jessie. I could ship it. *nodnods as if there was ever any doubt*
Heh, I just noticed the stick figures on the board behind them. 😂
Frank: "Look, Jessie, I have detailed out a plan where you and I will escape and live happily ever after!"
Jessie: "That's not the sort of game this is, Frank."
Frank: "Work with me, Jessie. I just dragged Machine Gun Greg all the way back to the safe room and died a whole bunch of times; I need some hope, okay???"
And on that graphic design is my passion note, I probably should get some sleep right about now, hm? 🤔😉😂
Anybody out there reading this who has played Dead Rising? Sound off if you have! 😎👍
Love you, frens, hope you're doing well! 🤗💖
PS - I can't blame Frank if his heart is torn, btw.
I'm pretty sure right now Frank is mentally adding a third stick figure to that board... 😜💖
Jessie: (yelling from the Security Room) "It's still not that sort of game, Frank!"
Frank: 🤷♂️
#dead rising#frank west#jessie mccarney#frank west x jessie mccarney#i could also be persuaded to some frank x isabela too#i'm sure absolutely nobody is surprised at that 🤷♀️😉#this is my game tag#video game#videos games#ageless aislynn#isabela keyes#frank west x isabela keyes
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i know this is one of those unspoken things/i have something similar in my pinned but like…i’m really sick of seeing ship hate, and more specifically, shipper hate.
like any time i am critical of a ship (which happens every now and then, sorry caleo :/), you would never see me be rude towards people who like it, I’d always say something along the lines of “even though i don’t like it I’m glad it brings you joy”
i’m very much a multishipper, I’ve written over half a dozen different ships this summer alone. In doing so, i’ve explored some more unconventional and, yes, dark ships. Of course, i would never ask or pressure the people who follow me to engage in any creation of mine they might not be comfortable with. i know plenty of people follow me for only my truest-to-form, t for teen, fandom-wide approved fic (and seeing how long I’ve worked on ivory rain, i very much appreciate the support 🥲👍).
even though i know the group I’ve curated on this blog is cool, I wish it was more of a fandom wide concept. Ignoring the things you don’t like/make you uncomfortable is the best approach for your mental health. The idea that I’ve had to block many (many, many) people for their posts on “how could people ship this” or “don’t hate on this ship, hate on This One instead”, makes me a little sad tbh, considering that outside of those closed-minded takes, we could have agreed on many other things in fandom.
and yes, this goes for the dark ships, the “illegal” ships. those posts about “this ship is so bad because of this dynamic”? yeah, we know. Most of the time it’s that exact dynamic we want to explore. You don’t have to like it, but if you sit back for a second and go “you know what, I don’t get it & that’s an ick for me, but you go ahead, I’m just gonna ignore it”, you might find yourself having a better time in fandom overall.
#learn to block tags & not be rude about what people like 2k24#pjo#percy jackson#yeah this is about y’all. every fandom really but especially y’all
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Obey Me OC Headcanons (Part 1)
Author’s Note: So to start my Obey Me fanfics, I’m gonna write out this headcanon in order to describe how well I would get along with each character. I’m not including Thirteen, Mephistopheles or Raphael cuz idk em that well-
But also the fanfics will be “x Reader” cuz I want y’all to feel included <3 (sorry if the personality doesn’t match tho)
Two parts cuz it’s so long-
Part 2
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Lucifer
At first, it was hard to communicate with him due to his coldness
But after a bit, we start talking more by discussing about the brothers
We get along for the most part, except for when I get involved in pranks and mishaps with the brothers
As someone who tends to get good grades, I feel like I would avoid so many lectures from him 😎
Only lectures I would get is getting proper sleep and eating properly
Visits him from time to time while he works to make sure he’s taking care of himself too (no hypocrisy will be allowed)
Helps discipline the brothers in a more peaceful way
Will try to convince him to do the same
Oldest sibling 🤝
Gives him motivational messages so that he can have a nice day
Moon 🌙 x Moon 🌙
Mammon
Instantly connect due to his fun personality
Cuz he’s Mammon ofc
Actually lets him have Grimm but on the condition that he spends it properly and gives a lil kiss
We hang out a lot for studying, shopping, eating at a restaurant, etc
Flirts with him and compliments him just to see him blush 🤭
A little surprised that he has a crush on me, but it’s so obvious too
Defends him from his brothers and comforts him with affirmations afterwards 🙏
Loves to see his hands and feel them (I love his jewelry covered hands so much)
Collects every magazine with a photo of him
Simps as much as he simps (simp synchronization)
Goes to the casino with him just to make sure his debt doesn’t increase that much
I would let him be my first fr
Best friends to lovers 🫶
Levi
GAMER PALS
You’re weird? IM WEIRD TOO :D
He’s a lil emo at first but I just gotta act my weirdest and bam! Status is now fellow weirdo
Shares memes and references
Gaming nights are very often cuz yes 👍
Spends a lot of time with him cuz 1: I’m an introvert and 2: he’s so lonely 🥺
Cleans his room sometimes just to help his mental health
Helps him find any rare items
Cosplay together :D
Pays at least half of what Mammon owes him
Compliments him at least once a day to help heal his insecurities 🫶
Kisses his cheek often to show my love for him
Weirdo couple ✨ (but in a not cringe way)
Satan
YOUR BEAUTY NEVER EVER SCARED ME
I see his sin as a part of him and not ALL of him
He has much more to offer and I wanna remind him that 😔
Plus I have anger issues too-
Yk I always wanted to read books but I didn’t know which ones to read
I would probably ask Satan to recommend some as a way to get closer to him 🤭
Helps him find cats and gets them close enough to pet them
They might start a lil book club where they discuss the same book they’re reading or decide which one is better
Cleans his hoard of books from time to time and leaves a lil map to help him find em easily
Hopeless romantics 🤝
Cat cafe dates :)
We write each other poems >:)
Poetic rizz duo 😎
Asmo
Besties!
It was instant connection due to love for fashion and slaying 💅
I want some makeup advice cuz I’m still a noob at it
Would def also ask for a skin care routine
Paint my nails too? 🥺
Shopping :D (cuz why not? we’re rich)
I mostly see him platonically, but he can kiss me :)
We have fashion shows so we can see what outfits we would slay in ✨
Would go clubbing with him if I felt really sociable
Is involved in his fan club
Two pretty best friends 🫶
Beel
My himbo <3
I love to eat as much as he eats 🤝
And he wouldn’t make me feel bad about it :)
I think our constant running into the kitchen would make us pals
I can’t cook much but I definitely can bake a lot
A bunch of restaurant dates
We could make mukbang videos fr 🤭
Helps him work out
Works out with him too sometimes
Have snacks in my bag just for him 🙏
Gentle giant x their protector
Belphie
I trusted you smh 😒
I personally headcanon a fight with him after I come back to life
But then we’re good :)
He’s a demon so what can you do?
Also very adorable 😊
I would happily nap with him since I’m tired 24/7 😴
As a touch starved person, I would appreciate the cuddles
Enemies to friends to lovers? 🧐
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Note: I ran out of ideas towards the end but yk this is an introduction after all! I don’t know how many people will read this but thank you if you <3 I’ll be back again when I finish making an official fanfic so until then cya!
#obey me#obey me headcanons#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor
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