#back to the writing hole i go now
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ghost-proofbaby Ā· 2 years ago
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iā€™m gonna make you some of my famous art
iā€™ve drawn many people like billy ray cyrus and billy ray and soon eddie munson (24 hour era)
youā€™re gonna love it
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please i adore any art sent my way and cherish it forever truly
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lucabyte Ā· 4 months ago
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A belief in Nominative Determinsim
#mira & isa sitting at the other side of the room: oh that cannot be a healthy rationalisation. someone should deconstruct that QUICKLY...#change's strongest soldiers VERSUS one guy echo chambering themselves about a susperstition-based retributive model of the world. GO!!!#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#sloops#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#hey look now. this is softer than usual isnt it? ignore the. ignore the subtle damnation of blame unto the self. its fine. theyre fine#this is in fact a slight adaptation of that headcanon of mine i linked! yep! turns out the way to comic-ise it was to. make it like#90% speech bubble and get kinda weird with the formatting. it's clunky and experimental but hey. im experimenting.#the next ones gonna have even more fucking speech bubbles if it goes how im planning. christ#then its gonna get followed up with something wordless so. all things in perfect balance.#DISCLAIMER: i like to write loop and siffrin displaying the maybe not so great logic-holes their seeming fear of 'retribution for not#sticking to (the script) what the universe intends for them' entails. i do not agree with their weird philosophising.#i in fact think this is . bad for them. and am exploring how fucking unhealthy their mindset seems to be even when 'mundane'#OCD siffrin real as hell whats with the doing arbitrary actions in specific ways lest Something Nebulously Bad Happen little dude?#anyway if you caught the extremely blunt symbolism of kissing a hand with a knife in it you win a prize! it's called self-satisfaction šŸŽ‰šŸŽ‰#hmm. do people realise i kept calling this type of back and forth between siffrin and loop a socratic dialogue bc socrates was also just#arguing with himself? like he was just making up the other guys. complete thought experiment. i also call them that because theyre WORDY!!!
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poorly-drawn-mdzs Ā· 1 year ago
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Master manipulator vs Master manipulator
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mephoj Ā· 4 months ago
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nickel and balloon would be so much more interesting if people explored the way nickel became everything awful that balloon used to be but so much worse ironically all in the name of "protecting" everyone from that history repeating. and not softboy tsundere yaoi or whatever is going on in those tags rn
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elsfairy Ā· 1 year ago
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rockstar!abby gripping your jaw between her rough fingers and forcing you to obediently open your mouth just so she can spit her gum into your mouth before her show. ā€œbe good and save that for me, okay, doll?ā€
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himbohimhoe Ā· 2 months ago
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Holding out hope that the writing in veilguard will get more bearable but rook saying to lucanis that it's "not nice that Spite hurt him" and he "shouldn't accept that itā€™s fine bc it wouldn't be ok if a person did that" like. That is a demon. Built off a single emotion called SPITE. Rook I am finding it really hard to believe that u have lived in thedas for more than 30 seconds.
#wow the demons which are one of the consistently evil forces in these games did something bad#hey players do you know that that was not nice#ok thank you. do u think I am 4#dav spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dragon age the veilguard#also grinding my gears that everyone (including dalish elves???) just immediately accept the evanuris are evil/have come back#like the first person to not immediately believe it is the first warden and honestly he is the only character so far I respect#like maybe if this was like inquisition and a huge hole in the sky/rifts opened everywhere#but it seems like nothing like that happened but everyone somehow magically knows about the ritual and instantly believes everything rook sa#the more I think about these things the more annoyed I get#guys did you know being a leader means u sometimes need to make hard decisions... varric taught me that in my ma15+ game#i am enjoying the combat at least lol and I like Bellara and want to see Babylon so I'm in it for the long haul#why does everyone have a gun to their head making them nice though like it's so painfully out of place sometimes#and being able to only say the same thing but in a slightly boring slightly funny or slightly serious way is driving me insane#like I seem to be the only one who had no problem w the limits on dialogue in inquisition but this is driving me insane#Mourn watch rook what if you were somehow boring and nice. yay thank you bioware#ALSO rook stop talking and forming opinions without me getting to choose what u say like no I don't want u to day we have to save that perso#ok I swear I'm done now.. I need to go back to writing my thesis instead of grinding my teeth about this game#this is all coming from an inquisition enjoyer as well (sorry) but like so far I have found nothing I enjoyed about inquisition in this game#maybe if the inquisitor and Ghilan'nain are cool latee on I can focus on that (big maybe)#I am only early on still (just met first warden) so there is still time... i guess..
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mossy-paws Ā· 11 months ago
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Lightblox (PHIGHTING!)
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ā€œAnd Iā€™m floating in a most peculiar way, And the stars look very different today.ā€
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simgerale Ā· 9 months ago
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me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game
#hi everyone#Iā€™m going around hugging you all#okay now that we are gathered here today#i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best#i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time#and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. thatā€™s just a deadly combination lol#but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine#literally became addicted in a sense. still am but Iā€™ve been cut cold turkey from most everything#I get off work and go. okay Iā€™ve done the dishes and the laundryā€¦ā€¦..I could read or write or bakeā€¦.#I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour#then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it#and I made cookies Tuesday so Iā€™m waiting for those to be gone before baking again#Iā€™m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and donā€™t know what to do#so I saidā€¦.. okay what if I do sims for an hour.#I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday#yā€™all ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦.. I canā€™t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts#I said wowā€¦ this is boring without my intervention and fake story#I said wowā€¦ā€¦.. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my#own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing?#yā€™all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents#.. I have little desire to. Iā€™m trying to find that desire#but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I donā€™t want to do anything by myself#Iā€™ve found myself in one heck of a slump#I didnā€™t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions#I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well#Iā€™m still working on it. Iā€™m still trying to get caught up. Iā€™m still trying to force myself to move every day.#but I am struggling yā€™all. and I can tell you that simsā€¦ sims isnā€™t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it#I didnā€™t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing#I didnā€™t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!!#I reached max tags. šŸ™ƒ bye love you all. till next time
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lgbtlunaverse Ā· 9 months ago
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I think I've been on tragedy brainrot for so long that it's had a detrimental effect on my ability to create for a source material that is both genuinely well-written and has a happy ending. I wanna write farcille fic so bad but ryoko kui did a way too good job at ending things and my ability to write post-canon fluff has been shot and hidden in a dumpster which means all my fic ideas have SUCH horrible vibes.
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bookshelf-in-progress Ā· 2 months ago
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I want to make "Shadowstruck" an Inklings Challenge story so bad, and there's no way I'll be able to finish even part of it in time.
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rita-rae-siller Ā· 3 months ago
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Okay this is an absurdly specific ask for Storyteller Saturday....what is one wip outside of your posted/main one you'd like to talk about? Or alternatively, what is something within your main wip you want somebody to give you an excuse to talk about?
Feel free to answer either or both!
Oooooo, Iā€™ve been looking for an excuse to rave about my vampire WIP!!!
So this is my longest story. The Price of Blood currently sits at over 120k words in draft 1. Almost 30 chapters. I took a break from working on draft 2 to work on The Lies They Tell during a fiction writing workshop I took in the spring semester at school.
Itā€™s my other queer fantasy novel, featuring one very tall princess (Her name is incredibly long, but she goes by her first middle name, Victoria) thatā€™s abducted by a vampire cult to harbor the soul of the God of Shadows and Subterfuge, AKA the vampire anti-christ. Her entire homeland Halaafin, ruled by the Halaaā€”sort of half elves basically? Theyā€™re one of the only people in this world that have magic. Pure humans canā€™t use magicā€”is overrun by this cult and basically destroyed. She makes a bargain with a spider witch that's also been betrayed by the cult to save her life and that of her unborn child. The ritual to summon the vampire anti-christ is sabotaged, but the vampires donā€™t know it. She manages to escape not long after.
Queue 15 years of living alone with her son in the middle of the woods of the neighboring empire until heā€™s old enough to help her fight the vampires and retake their kingdom. But things donā€™t go according to plan. The spider witch tells her she has to get a jump on their plans to destroy the cult early, before her son is ready by Victoria's standards. Queue her teaching her son a lot about his history and also her running into her childhood best friend/almost lover, a duchess in the empire that serves the empress as a professional monster hunter. The two reconnect to fight the cult, fall back in love with one another, and also work on healing from the trauma of losing their families to the cult. It's a very gay story full of angst, dry humor, and lots of dead vampires. Also stresses the importance of family and loved ones in the healing process, and how grieving is inherently ugly. (I wrote a lot of this WIP while my own grandmother was dying, so loss is a big theme in it, as well as love continuing after death)
Also guns. Victoria has been removed from modern society for almost twenty years, so when she comes back to civilization, she's introduced to more modern monster hunting equipment used by non-magic people. And let me tell you: nothing makes this giant bisexual disaster happier than getting to shoot vampires and monsters in the head point blank with a revolver.
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vacantgodling Ā· 5 months ago
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not to be weird and sappy on main, but frfr i'm so glad i have found a community of people who think my work is good
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captainsparklefingers Ā· 4 months ago
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Yes, it's technically Thursday, I'm always a bit behind the wheel. I got tagged by @grayintogreen, and I figured...well, what the hell. Maybe sharing a little bit of Unhappy Families will help with the writing motivation; I'm stuck in 1945 and absolutely dreading writing 1947, which is probably part of the problem. Turns out, trying to figure out how to write a downward spiral bender ending in a drug overdose? Not exactly fun!
But anyway. I don't really know who to tag but if you're working on something and want to share with the class, consider this a poke in the ribs?
And without further adieu, here's a little bit from Unhappy Families (or: one went up, two went down), specifically from 1929:
Pops dropped them off along the banks of the Hudson after what felt like the longest, quietest, most awkward car ride of Jonathanā€™s life. Tonyā€™d sat uncomfortably close to him the entire time, his hands balled into two white-knuckled fists. Pops was silent the entire time, only speaking when the car stopped and he popped the trunk open to hand them two shovels.
ā€œYou two, get digginā€™. Iā€™m going to grab a few things and pick up our guest, and Iā€™ll be back in thirty. I expect to see a decent size hole when I get back, understood?ā€
He and Tonyā€™d quickly mumbled out a ā€˜yessirā€™ that seemed to satisfy Pops, who gave them a short nod, got back in the car, and drove off. Without looking at Tony, Jonathan started to dig. It was almost second nature to him at this point; heā€™d been digging graves for his father since he was fourteen, it was easy at this point to just turn his brain off and work through the task methodically. In, up, out, in, up, out.
He let himself get lost in the task and didnā€™t notice right away that Tony wasnā€™t digging until he caught a glimpse of him out of the corner of his eye, gripping the shovel and staring at it like he couldnā€™t understand what it was.
ā€œTonyā€¦ya gotta dig. You canā€™t leave me doinā€™ all the work myself here.ā€
Tony just kept staring at the shovel.
ā€œFer Chrissakeā€¦Tony, Popsā€™ll know you didnā€™t dig when he gets back. You gotta at least try, kid.ā€
Fuck, was he shaking? Heā€™d been doing so well, too, kept it together in the car the whole time, why did he have to slip up now? Christ. With a groan, Jonathan shoved his shovel into the dirt and walked over to his little brother. ā€œTony. Look. I know what youā€™re thinking. Andā€¦you canā€™t think, with this sort of stuff. You think it was easy for me when Pops took me out to do this for my first time?ā€
He still thought of it sometimes, that night when he was fourteen, when Pops took him along to take out a few rival soldiers mooching in their territory. The way theyā€™d begged and pleaded, their terrified eyesā€¦how quick his father was with his gun, not even blinking as he shot man after man in the head. The way the blood spray looked on the wall behind them. The smell of blood and bodily fluids and gunpowder.
How heavy the shovel had been. How heavy the bodies were.
ā€œYou justā€¦you get used to it. You learn to turn your brain off and go somewhere else. Donā€™tā€¦donā€™t think of it as digginā€™ a grave, Tony. Yer in Mammaā€™s garden, helping her plant the tulip bulbs in the spring. Justā€¦we do what Pappa wants,ā€ he said quietly, staring into the hole heā€™d been digging. ā€œIā€™ve told ya before. Keep acting the way he wants you to, and when it gets tough justā€¦hide in your head for a bit, let instincts take over. Eventually, it gets easier.ā€
ā€œIs that what you do?ā€
ā€œ...yeah. Yeah it is.ā€
Tony sniffled and looked at the hole, the shovel, taking a deep breath and closing his eyes. When he opened them again, he had this look of grim, strangely cocky determination on his face, and he shot Jonathan a toothy grin.
ā€œBet I can dig faster than you.ā€
ā€œLike hell you can, you little shit!ā€
For a few minutes, the two of them were able to forget why they were engaged in a digging contest; they were just two brothers trying to get one over on the other. Andā€¦it was nice.
And then the car came back.
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inkykeiji Ā· 8 months ago
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>.<
#tw clari overshares#i really need to start making new friends on here and being more active#but the issue is just the mere *thought* of that fucking terrifies me#just typing out that single sentence has my heart pounding and my hands shaking and my stomach churning#i really wish i was kidding or over-exaggerating#i want so badly to make new friends and be active in a little community on here again#but iā€™m so so so scared#(of what?????????? of what!!!!!!!!!!!)#bring me back to 2020 clari who talked to people despite the anxiety and was so damn active and was having an absolute blast!!!#what happened to her!!!!!#she got really sick i guess#itā€™s crazy like sometimes i just scroll through my archive and i can SEE it#i can see myself getting sicker and sicker and withdrawing more and more#feeding into the fear and letting it win#and now iā€™m here#in this hole that iā€™m going to have to claw myself out of IN SPITE OF the terror i feel#i miss being a part of this community so much#i miss being able to post little drabbles willy nilly and not having breakdowns over them not being perfect#NOT obsessing over my own work and flaws it may have#i miss having fun#YES my writing is extremely important to me and YES i want to one day write for a living in some capacity#but since when did that mean i had to cut everyone off??? seclude myself in a protective little bubble???#the only person who can fix this is me#(obviously hahaha)#itā€™s about time i put on my big girl pant(ie)s and faced that fear head on#iā€™m so sick of it dominating and controlling so much of my life#why did i let it take something so fucking important to me???#i have to end it!!!#if u got this far in the tags: thank you and iā€™m sorry for venting#i just feel like i NEED to say this
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qulizalfos Ā· 2 days ago
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having a fantasy au moment it may or may not pass
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enchanted-blade Ā· 17 days ago
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Guys. My dudes. My fellow knights and squires. I have somehow made it through the arduous endless middle section of my fic???? And now I'm at the point where everything from here on out is like... vividly imagined & fun & just needs to be written???
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