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mood board for class! i was proud of this one so i upload it lolol
Hatsune Miku in the top left is by @savisavichan !
Everything else is from Muse Dash
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WHEN YOU SMILE — chapter 34
34 ) since we're already here..
it was cold outside, not in an uncomfortable way but rather in a pleasing mood. as time went by you started to get more nervous and anxious realizing that this meet up was an impulsive choice. but before you could cancel and walk back, mark came out through the entrance door. his hair was slighty wet and when you guys made eye contact he greeted you with a quick smile making it hard for you to stay focused.
"hey, have you been waiting for a while? i'm sorry if i took too long"
"no it's fine, i just came outside" you were actually waiting for him ever since you've sent that message but you decided to not tell him that so he wouldn't worry.
"so uh.. do you want to walk around while we talk or?.."
"yeah, i'd like that. you always seem to read my mind when it comes to things like this.."
"i figured that you like late night walks since we did this yesterday and you said how comfortable you felt"
it made you happy how he remembered little details about you or things you said that you yourself don't even remember telling.
you and mark went into a nearby park and you were mentally scolding yourself for not bringing a jacket because you were too excited to see him.
"are you cold? i can give you my jacket" mark seemed to notice you shivering and before you could even think about his offer he already took off his jacket and put it around your shoulder. his jacket was slightly larger on you and the faint smell of his perfume was the only thing you could focus on right now. the way you looked at mark the whole time he had his arm around you seemed to make him a bit nervous and you could swear you saw him blushing a bit.
time passed and you couldn't even remember why you wanted to see him outside.
you slowly started to get distracted and just talked about everything that was on your mind.
you didn't even realize that you were the only one talking and when you looked at mark he was already staring at you with a faint smile.
"were you even listening?" you said in a joking manner.
"you look so pretty today and you looked pretty yesterday too" the sudden compliment took you by surprise and not realizing that he meant it seriously you played along.
"take a picture it lasts longer"
and just like in those books, mark was the only one who you paid attention to. at first you thought you were gaslighting yourself into thinking that mark got closer to you but time stopped when you felt his lips against your own. all those times you wondered how it felt like to kiss him and now that you've done it it felt way better than what you imagined. you returned the kiss and for a second you forgot that you guys were in a park.
"since we're already here.."
masterlist – previous – next
a/n – guys what are we feeling rn.. don't get too excited there was angst in the warning.. sorry 😭
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Oreo the Axolotl
"Always in a bad mood for some reason.."
For lou_the_derg on IG :3
Never drawn an axo before. 😬
#art#furry art#furry#digital art#sfw furry#anthro#character art#oc art#anthro art#axolotl art#axolotol#axolotl oc
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Dan Alexander
Senior editor at Forbes, covering Donald Trump's business
Dec 7, 2022,
A New York jury convicted the Trump Organization of tax fraud Tuesday, setting up Donald Trump’s company to pay a fine of $1.62 million or less—pennies for an operation that generates more than $500 million of annual revenue. The conviction could inflict real pain on Trump’s business if it prompts lenders to abandon their controversial client or demand higher interest rates in the future. But as of now, Trump’s largest lenders do not seem ready to walk away.
Forbes reached out to ten individuals and institutions who have helped give Trump money over the years. Current creditors were not in the mood to talk about the conviction. “Axos has no comment on this,” said a spokesperson for Axos Bank, which refinanced two Trump properties—Trump Tower in New York City and Trump National Doral in Miami—while the Trump Organization was under indictment, handing the former president $225 million and becoming his most important lender in the process.
“I got nothing to talk to you about,” said Ladder Capital CEO Brian Harris, before hanging up the phone. Trump still owes $146 million against three New York City properties that Ladder Capital helped finance: 40 Wall Street, Trump Plaza and the Trump International Hotel & Tower.
“We will decline to comment,” said a spokesperson for JPMorgan Chase, which worked to refinance $2.15 billion of debt over the last two years against New York’s 1290 Avenue of the Americas and San Francisco’s 555 California Street, properties in which the former president holds a 30% interest alongside publicly traded Vornado Realty Trust.
“We do not comment on current or former clients,” said a spokesperson for Deutsche Bank, which has been exiting its relationship with Trump but still holds $45 million of debt connected to his property in Chicago, set to mature in 2024.
Three people who helped finance Trump projects long ago were more willing to share their thoughts. “If I were a lender and this were on their record, and I knew nothing about them, I’d say I’d rather lend to companies that don’t have this on their record,” said Mike Offit, who formerly worked with Trump at Deutsche Bank, adding that he believed the former president had been subject to unfair levels of scrutiny and actually owned a relatively clean business.
Another person who previously loaned to Trump said the conviction might affect the type of loans that Trump’s companies are able to secure in the future. “I can’t imagine that anybody is going to depend on his personal guarantees,” said the former lender, who asked to speak anonymously.
A third person, who also did not want to speak on the record, said he expects that Trump will have trouble getting loans from the sorts of A-list banks with which he used to work. “That would be a nonstarter,” he said. “It would be a ding on me if I even brought in that deal.” Instead, he predicted that Trump will have to resort to nontraditional financing. “Smaller, no-name banks,” he said, “and then all those other foreign banks. I’m even wondering about the Middle Eastern banks.”
Skeptics have long questioned Trump’s ability to secure financing, given his history. Trump’s airline defaulted on its loans in 1990, a New York hotel declared bankruptcy in 1992, his Atlantic City casinos filed for bankruptcy five times in the 1990s and 2000s, his Chicago tower defaulted on its debt in 2008, he allegedly lied to financial institutions about his finances from 2011 to 2021, and his supporters violently took over the U.S. Capitol on January 6, 2021, prompting multiple lenders to quickly distance themselves. Still, Trump has always managed to find more financing. In the last two years, his business has reworked nearly $1 billion of debt. Even if Trump’s key creditors are unnerved by Tuesday’s conviction—which seems unlikely, given that they offered loans while his company was under indictment—Trump should be able to find another option, according to one of the former financiers. “There’s probably always that lender of last resort out there.”
Representatives of the Trump Organization did not answer an inquiry about how the conviction might affect the business, instead responding with a statement that pinned the crimes on Trump’s former chief financial officer, Allen Weisselberg. “Mr. Weisselberg testified under oath that he ‘betrayed’ the trust the company had placed in him and that he, at all times, acted ‘solely’ for his ‘own personal gain’ and out of his ‘own personal greed,’” the spokesperson said in a statement. “The notion that a company could be held responsible for an employee’s actions, to benefit themselves, on their own personal tax returns, is simply preposterous.”
District Attorney Alvin Bragg, whose office prosecuted the case, offered a different explanation. “This was a case about greed and cheating,” he said in a statement. “For 13 years, the Trump Corp. and the Trump Payroll Corp. got away with a scheme that awarded high-level executives with lavish perks and compensation while intentionally concealing the benefits from the taxing authorities to avoid paying taxes.”
Susan Necheles, a lawyer for the Trump Corp., said the business planned to appeal the verdict.
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O-okay,, uhm, I'm not back yet, things r still rlly crazy atm and I'm v emotional :'0 but I wanted to share something I did, I was kinda rlly hyped about it and I can't get it out of my head, n since I don't wanna bother any of my friends about this I'm dumping it here
Just,,, silly au thing I guess??
I made an infection zombot style but not rlly, uugh idk if anyone would be even interested but imma just show some of the doodles,,, yea
For context, Sonic sacrifices himself for his gay hedgehog bf, dramatic style
And after Shadow saves everyone he hugs the living crap out of Sonic,, yea
I'm going back to not posting after this but I rlly wanted to share thissss yea,,
#my art#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic au?#shadow the hedgehog#Dark infection#im not sure if I should tag all the others in the last drawing#so I won't do it fhfhfh#but yeah#I'm sorry for posting while on break I'm just#rlly excited over this stupid idea#agh#hopefully its not too too weird or annoying lmaooo#sorry for being extra sensitive here too aaa#life not treating me too well#but its fine#it will get better :')#updates#axos moods#axo rambles#oh yeah#this is also sonadow#so like#sonadow#sonic x shadow#:)#;)
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@angelgcxs @ghos-tea
every time
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Jevil. Friend sized. Yes. take this uno reverse card
He says thanks :)
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@ghos-tea @angelgcxs
Me and the mutuals reblogging the same 5 posts back and forth
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Ma io sto bene quando piove...
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This you? @ghos-tea
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for the ask meme: 3, 8, 23, 26, 28 (kind of a Lot so feel free to pick the ones u want to answer and ignore the others if youre not in the mood tbh)
oh wow i feel like this will really reveal my bad taste.....i listen to a lot of music that is maybe not that good bc i either hook onto a single line or piece of imagery, or bc i just really like when the instrumental has a lot of texture to it, if that make sense.
this is also not a definitive list bc i change my mind about music about once every three weeks, my answers for all these questions will be totally different in, like, june
3. three songs you were recently obsessed with
Dimmi come fare, Io faccio - tredici pietro
truce - arkells
sloppy seconds - watsky
8. three songs that remind you most of summer and vacation
peaches - the presidents of the united states of america
motor mouth - kai straw
say i won't (recognize) - the gaslight anthem
23. three songs that never fail to get you pumped up
lmao i don't actually really listen to pump-up music....when i need more energy and to get in the zone at work, i put on "electric nebraska", which is a compilation of every song on bruce springsteen's "nebraska" but with different instrumentation than the album version. thank you to youtube user enric salas for my life.
tattica - fulminacci
notti in bianco - blanco (is ANYTHING by this 19 year old rapper GOOD? i couldn't say but i listen to all of it constantly)
gold trans am - kesha
26. three favourite non-English songs
50milabaci - axos
ladron - pitaj klince
tiwayyen - tinariwen
28. three best songs to get drunk or high to
believe what i say - kanye west 😔 if any ye song comes on while i am getting lit, i have a moment.....yes even the christian ones, sorry
mi capitan - kiltron
not a song but i first listened to the whole wede harer guzo album while i was stoned and it was so much fun! it's a digitized cassette recording of an electric keyboard iirc, and the warm and metallic quality of the sound still really comes thru even on spotify....very texturally satisfying to me
#ask meme#i feel like drinking music and drugs music are two different categories entirely#mostly when you're drinking the music doesn't matter imo but drugs it really does#this was so hard#i kept changing my mind and adding comments to explain my picks and then deleting the whole song and starting over
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Defrosting Grumpy Three (a Season 8 meta)
I keep thinking about how Season 8 of Classic Who is almost like the first one the show has to a ‘season long arc’ that I don’t feel gets talked about enough. Obviously everyone knows it as “the one where the Master is in every story” but I feel like there is a subtle character arc for the Doctor in this season as well which is tied to the two main characters introduced in the first episode; the Master and Jo Grant.
I’m not the first one to point out that out of Three’s five seasons; this is the one where he’s at his most grumpy and short-tempered. I know a lot of people point to this season as reasons for why they don’t like Three and I totally get that, he’s a real git sometimes, in particular the first and last stories. There are moments where he’s asking for a slap and, no, I’m not talking about him claiming to be buddies with Chairman Mao and a Tory MP. Because I would’ve thought it was obvious that he drops those names purely to gain trust of these people who don’t trust him (at least that’s my headcanon because it doesn’t fit with the anti-capitalist, anti-pollution, anti-imperialist writing). Just him being constantly ungrateful to the Brigadier, snapping at Jo, or just being childish in the most ‘kid throwing a tantrum’ way possible.
But it’s easy to get why. By Season 8 he’s been trapped on Earth for we can assume at least a year. New Who fans who’ve seen the Power of Three and saw how crazy Eleven went when he tried to stay on Earth to study the cubes just for a few days/weeks know the Doctor can’t stand staying still, especially in one time and place. In his first season he could be short-tempered but slightly less so. In Spearhead he’s quite polite and motivated, though that could be the most pleasant form of Post Regeneration Trauma he’s been through. Plus he had Liz, who you can see he immediately clicked with. A fellow genius who finds herself out of place or treated a little unfairly as a female scientist surrounded by men, both of them willing to sass the Brigadier when he deserves it. He also still keeps trying to fix the TARDIS, as if convinced this won’t be as permanent as the Time Lords intended.
But by Season 8 (or you could say even before that, in Inferno) his attempts clearly haven’t succeeded past slipping into a terrifying parallel universe, and now cabin fever is setting in. And Liz, his science bud, has gone off and left. And while it’s sad we didn’t get a goodbye between the two of them, her passing remark towards the Brigadier about the Doctor just needing someone to pass him test tubes and fill his praise kink maybe implies that, at least from Liz’ POV, they weren’t as equals as Three thought, or she didn’t feel that fulfilled working with him, even if she did appreciate him as a friend.
So enter Jo to replace Liz, who is everything Liz wasn’t. Liz had to study and work her way to her position; Jo is a spoiled girl who got to play spy by sheer nepotism. She failed A level science and doesn’t have the same sharp-wit he and Liz shared. Three is mean to her even before she introduces herself as his assistant when she only tries to help, and doesn’t hide his disappointment when she tells him. Perhaps it might also be that she reminds him of his companions before Liz; she’s cute and perky like Zoe and also loyal and determined like Jamie, even though she lacks Jamie’s physical strength and Zoe’s genius. Still, she’s young and he might not want to put her in danger the same way he nearly lost his previous young companions many times in the War Games.
When Three goes to the Brigadier to try to get rid of Jo, the Brig is far more smug than in the previous season, as he seems to have worked the Doctor out by this point. Their little moment at the end of Inferno where Three insults him and tries to escape only to then come back with his tail between his legs acting all buddy has shown him who Three really is; that this whole grumpy shtick of this is just a defence mechanism while he’s so out of his depth. I like to think the Brig hoped Jo would soften him up, to bring out the compassion that was more overt in his previous incarnation, as well as just pass him test tubes and keep tabs on him. His knowing smile when he watches Three try and fail miserably to fire her seems to prove his point.
In the same story we also have the Master showing up for the very first time. He was created to be the ‘Moriarty to the Doctor’s Holmes’. These kind of ‘foil enemies’ that pop up in so many stories, where you have a villain who is supposed to be a perfect match in intelligence or skill to the hero, are more often than not presented as ‘what the hero could have been’ if they chose to be evil rather than good; the Master is no different. And even though it’s not established until the next season that the Doctor and Master used to be friends, there’s clearly an underlining fondness in their banter which hints at past feelings as well as mutual respect. It says quite a lot that Three is more relaxed and friendly during his conversations with the Master half the time they talk than he is with the humans he’s meant to be saving, or even his own close friends. Because, for all their moral disagreements, the Master is his own kind and his only link - other than his broken TARDIS - to the rest of the Universe.
In almost every story of S8, after the Master has revealed his evil scheme only for the Doctor to point out how it will backfire on him, they have to work together or form some kind of alliance of convenience. In Claws of Axos, the Doctor outright pretends to betray his friends and elope join forces with the Master to escape, only for it to be a trick in order to defeat the Axons. But considering Three’s attitude in this season, it’s a very convincing act as much to the audience as to the humans. And then in Colony in Space, the Master offers the Doctor half-ownership of the Universe....and the Doctor clearly hesitates! Yes, the Master tempts him with the persuasion of ruling ‘in the name of good’ but Three has to take a moment to remember what a slippery slope that line of thinking is. He’s so tired of being trapped, sick of being leashed by the Time Lords, that the Master comes along as a devil on his shoulder at his most vulnerable point. Considering the last story involves the Master summoning the actual Devil (or close enough) and is also where Three’s temper seems to be at its peak seems all too fitting.
It’s also interesting that the Master’s greatest fear that appears in the Mind of Evil is an image of the Doctor laughing maniacally over him. It’s the closest we get to an image of Dark!Three in the show. To contrast; the Doctor’s greatest fear isn’t the Master, it’s the eruption from Inferno. Seeing the Earth swallowed by flame - not because of an outside force like the Daleks or Cybermen, but by humans themselves. It’s easy to imagine him wondering why he even bothers with them when they’re their own worst enemy.
(Side note; apparently the Evil Overlord in the Inferno parallel world IS the Third Doctor, according to the Expanded Universe, though I haven’t read up on this. We were robbed of seeing Pertwee play an evil Doctor.)
So while this is going on and the Master is playing his games with the Doctor while also tempting him, intentionally or not, to the ‘dark side’, we also have Jo at his side. And Jo takes all of the Doctor’s snapping and mood swings like a pro, and is very quickly overwhelmed with a lot of the stuff she’s faced which that she didn’t know she was signing up for - being hypnotised, captured by aliens, taken to alien worlds in the far future etc. She screams as most companions did at that time, but because it is what you would expect from a girl fresh out of school and throwing herself into something she clearly didn’t properly prepare for. The Doctor has to save her a lot, more than often because she tried to help only to get herself captured. As much as he does warm to her - because he’s not immune to how adorable she is - it serves to prove his point. Even when he finally gets to leave Earth for a day, she’s too frightened to want to leave the TARDIS. What good is she to him?
Now she continues to prove she has her uses. She has her escapology skills which get them out of a few tight spots. Depending on the writer, she can turn into an Emma Peel-esque agent capable of self-defence and subterfuge. And she’s always patient with the Doctor, no matter what mood he’s in, and extremely loyal. She’s also kind and compassionate with every side character she comes across. There seems to have been a backlash to these kinds of qualities in female characters in the past twenty years or so, what I like to call the Cinderella critique, where if a woman is kind and generous more so than smart, sassy and sword-wielding she’s seen as ‘weak’. Jo is always there at the Doctor’s side when he’s managed to get hurt or knocked out (Three took a lot of naps, anyone else notice this?). Even after he does whisk her away to another planet and nearly don’t make it back, she could easily throw her job away if it was too much, but she sticks with it because you can see that she wants more than anything to be useful and do good for her world - it would be another two season until she found what her own passion was with being an environmental activist but this is where she wants to start.
But it’s not until the end of S8 that we see Jo’s greatest strength and how it saves Three when every other defence he had was gone. He’s spent most of that story chastising her for believing in magic and superstition, as well as anything else he can find to snap at her for like criticising the Brigadier even though he does the same thing all the damn time (this could be seen as a ‘I can insult my bro but you can’t’ moment but it’s still not pleasant). But when he learns the Master is preparing to sacrifice her, he runs in to save her despite knowing it’s a suicide mission. He also gives a cold exchange to the Master when told he’s a ‘doomed man’.
Oh I’m a dead man! I knew that as soon as I walked through those doors so you better watch out! I have nothing to lose, do I?
It’s a telling line that, behind all his patronising and abruptness, he’s reached a point he doesn’t feel he has anything left to keep going. He’s lost his freedom and his knowledge of time travel; but he’ll die before letting Jo die or letting the Earth burn again. When Azal claims the daemons gave humans knowledge, Three responds: Finally he’s turning his anger on the one who deserves it to save the one who has been his friend, even at his lowest points, for the past several months, while still showing his disappointment in what he’s seen of humans living amongst them:
You gave them knowledge to blow up the world and they most certainly will. They can poison the water and the very air they breathe.
When Azal appears, he nearly makes the Master’s greatest fear come true by offering his power to the Doctor instead. And the Doctor looks horrified, immediately doing a Jon Snow and refusing it. Unlike when the Master offered him power before, he doesn’t hesitate for a moment, even though Azal’s powers could probably get his TARDIS working again in a snap. He looks almost scared at the thought of possessing something like that. Perhaps his dark persona in that other world became that way because he did take such an offer?
Azal prepares to kill the Doctor for refusing his offer, which is where Jo saves the day by offering her life for his. A lot of people dislike this ending for the idea of the villain being destroyed ‘by the power of love’ more or less, but this was a lot less common a deus ex machina as it is in New Who. The Doctor explains how it works when they’re free as:
Azal could not accept a fact as irrational and illogical as Jo being prepared to give up her life for me.
Three says it as he’s just as baffled, if also amused, by it as Azal was. Why would Jo give up her life for him? Compare that with when Ten has to give up his incarnation to save Wilf, how he rants that Wilf isn’t important but he has ‘so much more’ to give. Even the Doctor wrestles when it comes to sacrificing himself for others sometimes but Jo did it without a seconds thought, made even more illogical given Three’s often harsh treatment of her. But one thing that is obvious is that Three’s grumpy face is gone; he’s smiling for the rest of the episode, looking at Jo with quiet heart eyes, and letting her drag him into the maypole dance, conceding that she was right and there is ‘magic’ in the world.
Much like Rose was the companion Nine needed after the Time War to enjoy seeing the Universe again and appreciating life, Jo serves a similar purpose in S8 in that she gradually reminds the Doctor through her actions of the strengths in being brave, kind and selfless. She and the rest of the UNIT family are there to remind him of the goodness in humanity and that we’re always learning and trying to improve; as Three says to Azal that ‘they need a chance to grow up’. Jo is the angel on his shoulder to contrast the Master as his personal devil; right down to having her dressed in the sacrificial ‘virgin’ garb opposite the Satanic Master to cap the season off.
Three still has his sour moments after this but he’s far less cantankerous going forward and sweeter towards Jo especially, praising her bravery and learning in future, just as Jo also grows more confident in her abilities and enjoys her adventures with him. He seems far more relaxed on Earth and less desperate to get away because of the people he has around him that make it worth staying around for. Three’s morals and loyalty to humanity might not have been so firm had Jo not been there to ground him, especially with the Master constantly there almost holding out a hand to him offering freedom and excitement. Like all good companions, she saves the Doctor as much as he has to save her, in more ways than one, which she doesn’t get nearly enough credit for. And it’s what adds to the heartbreak of her eventual exit because of the effect she had on his life.
It’s just one of my favorite tropes when a character gets better and softens or becomes kinder not because they had to ‘change for someone else’ but because they were inspired by them, especially if it’s the person they underestimated the most.
#it's about found family yo#classic who meta#doctor who#third doctor#jo grant#three x jo#the master#unit era
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WH THANKS QWQ
Self Care Tips From Tumblr: When you feel like everyone hates you, sleep. When you feel like you hate everyone, eat. When you feel like you hate yourself, shower. Someone out there feels better because you exist.
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#I didn't know feeling like you hate everyone was a normal thing????#jeez been hating myself whenever I'm so angry everything annoys me#or just the moments I feel like the slightest touch or sound will get me upset#qwq#thanks love#important#axo with partners#axos moods
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Today I spent almost the entire day trying to do a complicated repair on something, only to find out that the fix only works on 99% of the models made by that company. Naturally mine was the rare kind it not only doesn’t fix the problem, it makes everything exponentially worse. Terrible to plug the appliance in and not have it work, worse to read “That should do the trick, as long as yours doesn’t have one with the wires that other color. In that case plug it in will fry the main board! LOL” while research why it didn’t work!
Almost worse was reading that while I was dialing Mom. I sat there a full second, not saying hello or anything as the implications of what I read set in. Then I started explaining what had just happened and I started crying. CRYING!
I try so very hard to never cry when I call Mom. She has enough problems. She doesn’t need to worry about me, especially since she is powerless to help. And there I was crying, apologizing for crying, trying to explain again what I’d done, crying some more, apologizing again, explaining more about cut hand and lost parts and bruises and hours on my feet and…then crying again, and ending with “I try so hard, and it is never good enough. Everything just gets worse, and I’m sooooo tired!”
Geez, I wish I hadn’t dumped all that on her! I mean, yeah, my lifestyle is like backwards time travel. I expect I’ll be living like a medieval peasant before I die! Anyway, I brushed the tears away by telling Mom about the Doctor Who story “Orphan 55″ and detailing all the ways it needed a rewrite. ** Nothing like forgetting your own disaster than by talking about someone else’s!
**Honestly, a recurring problem in this era. There are some good ideas that could really use some script work. Doctor Who can get away with a ton of flaws, but I haven’t felt this distracted by those flaws since Sylvester McCoy’s first year.
For the record, his second and third are huge favorites of mine, so I don’t blame McCoy. I don’t blame blame Whittaker either, for that matter, for my annoyance with current stories. I’m not sure I “blame” anyone, since I’m sure they are trying and maybe there are mitigating circumstances getting in the way of proper reworking of scripts.
That first McCoy year took a long time until I could focus on the good/fun bits (not always the same) and not feel annoyed by serious weaknesses. I could say I’d rather watch DW at it’s worst than most shows, and by worst I had “Time and the Rani” or “Delta and the Bannermen”, depending on my mood, but for a long time I’d sort of watch them with a bit of a wince and a sigh.
Actually, since I enjoyed the “Trial of a Timelord” season more than I ever had before, and actually kind of loved “Claws of Axos” on recent rewatches, maybe I should revisit this soon. I mean the early McCoy era. I’m afraid the current era may take a few years before I stop being disappointed. Sometimes the worst stuff is done by people trying their best, as my “repair” today proves!
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@ghos-tea hey its us
Sometimes I hyperfocus so hard on something, I forget I’m a person until someone interacts with me. I feel like some wild animal seeing a human being for the first time. I’m like “oh yeah I’m supposed to speak and stuff”
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Those that did not make it
@eldr1tch-lesbian here, on the last day because tumblr decided to do the first one a day early and drove me insane, I have many a gift for you. Gifts that just didn’t quiet make the cut-off.
Seriously, you have no idea how many different things I went through and then decided ‘nah’ on either because they didn’t match a mood I was aiming for, the week they did match was already full, or I couldn’t find enough to make a solid week of. But! Now you have a lovingly packaged heap of things to peruse at your leisure.
Enjoy, my dear friend.
And never send me Flanders content ever again.
Guess Who
Look at her
This one is actually cute
The true Barbara
The First Bad Apple attempt that killed me
The Second Bad Apple attempt that killed me
The Third that almost made it a week
HEYAYAYA
The Burrito Song (I’m gonna send this to Axo at some point)
The Duck Song 3 (I’m forcing you to look up part 2 on your own)
How I scream internally
How I scream externally
It’s 10 hours long my friend
May this haunt you in your dreams
If I have to deal with people getting this stuck in my head all the time so do you
I just think they’re neat
Dog wisdom
There had to be one
#Anky April#Final Day#Behold Anky#This isn't even all of them#These are just the ones saved in a doc#I hope you enjoy them all#Happy April#Never again Anky#I swear to god#Never again
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